First Time Hearing | Korn- Daddy | This Made Me Feel Sick (REACTION)

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  • This was a very very hard listen. So messed up. If anyone has a background on this, could you send me a message. Thanks.
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Комментарии • 337

  • @SurlyHannah
    @SurlyHannah Год назад +368

    Everyone needs to hear this song.... exactly once and that's it.

    • @abrahamsweet9294
      @abrahamsweet9294 Год назад +20

      Exactly!! Such a powerful and important song. Definitely rough for multiple listens though

    • @Trendkiller196
      @Trendkiller196 Год назад +2

      Exactly

    • @fruckles
      @fruckles Год назад +24

      And here I keep watching reactions of it.
      Sad days...... LoL
      [Solo]

    • @glendaly3344
      @glendaly3344 Год назад +14

      I have listened to this song hundreds of times if not more than a thousand. I love it. It is the most important song in my life.

    • @treyhart6861
      @treyhart6861 Год назад +14

      ​@@frucklesI think I've watched every Daddy reaction on YT.. no idea why, but the emotional energy is just off the charts.

  • @mely598
    @mely598 8 месяцев назад +109

    This song is why KORN has die hard fans. They reminded us we weren't alone. Many people owe their lives to this song

  • @darthshrek1
    @darthshrek1 Год назад +296

    This song helped me to know that not only was I not alone experiencing the abuse I received, but that abuse affects people you wouldn't expect. This is one of the songs that helped me get through my own personal hell.

    • @aleczandercrone4917
      @aleczandercrone4917 Год назад +10

      Am so sorry to hear that

    • @amberhoward7807
      @amberhoward7807 Год назад +6

      It is a very hard subject to talk about, but we have to bc so many kids have been through this that don't say anything.... And when they do as kids they aren't taken serious and when they do as adults it's too late... So sorry you had to go through this experience too! I would not wish it on anyone! Little girls are sexualized at a very young age, but people don't bat an eye when a little boy is and that shit needs to stop! Bc it happens to both!

    • @auburnmanR6
      @auburnmanR6 Год назад +3

      'we' as a collective personally love you and are here sharing and coercively still push past , the past. we are better now more than ever, be strong beyond everything you think, have been and could be friend. \m/

    • @treyhart6861
      @treyhart6861 Год назад +3

      If you dig through the comments on all these reaction videos for this song, you will find several people who's life was saved by this song..
      This song has shown many people they are not alone in their struggle..

    • @RealGateGuardian
      @RealGateGuardian 8 месяцев назад +1

      My brother, you are NEVER alone. There are victims who stand in unity with you, I am not one. There are people who have never been through the horrors and realized what trauma you've gone through, I am one. If you're ever having a bad day and need to reach out to someone, reach out to me. I may not by there for you physically, but I will listen to you and give you an ear when you need it the most.

  • @1982chiXu
    @1982chiXu Год назад +117

    You never forget the first time you hear Daddy.

    • @samirahassan2079
      @samirahassan2079 Год назад +3

      Facts

    • @barry1369
      @barry1369 9 месяцев назад

      Word

    • @heytheremclovin
      @heytheremclovin 5 месяцев назад +2

      Yeah it was sad, I didn't know exactly why he made a song like this, since I was only 13 when I bought this badass cd, but now I know why and acknowledge the fact why he made this track.

    • @IIlIllIlllIllIlI
      @IIlIllIlllIllIlI 4 месяца назад

      always listen to daddy

  • @JonboyKoi
    @JonboyKoi Год назад +64

    He told his band mates "no matter happens in this booth, do not stop recording"

    • @FrankyGotTheBill
      @FrankyGotTheBill 4 месяца назад +1

      Wait he did?

    • @the-postal-dude
      @the-postal-dude 4 месяца назад +3

      @@FrankyGotTheBill no, his meltdown was recorded without his knowledge

    • @JonboyKoi
      @JonboyKoi 3 месяца назад +2

      @@the-postal-dude incorrect. His band mates have been interviewed about this.

    • @the-postal-dude
      @the-postal-dude 3 месяца назад +2

      @@JonboyKoi re: the meltdown at the end of the song "It was just a special moment that I did not know was being recorded, for one, because Ross is a prick and kept the fuckin’ tape running." - jonathan davis, via. rolling stone

    • @MC24DB
      @MC24DB 3 месяца назад

      ​@@the-postal-dudeon the opposite side tho Ross done amazing things for KoRn, just some thing don't need to be shared without knowing, he chose to share the music, he didn't chose to share how he felt when the song was done.

  • @posmanager44
    @posmanager44 Год назад +138

    When I said check out korn, maybe I should have told you a song to start. This is Def a hard song but it's so powerful. The lead singer was molested by a family friend who was his babysitter. He told his parents but they didn't believe him and it went on for a while. Go deeper down this rabbit hole. Blind, got the life, breaking me down, freak on a leash, yall want a single......the list goes on and on for them.

    • @Vikingbiznitch
      @Vikingbiznitch 8 месяцев назад +12

      Let’s not minimize. He was raped. Repeatedly. And his mother did not stop it like she should have.

    • @heytheremclovin
      @heytheremclovin 5 месяцев назад +1

      Sheet, I would've gone back and given them the1980 Santa Fe prison riot treatment, when the prisoners rioted and overtook the prison. They were doing construction in the prison and the inmates took the blowtorches and torched the bars into the protective housing unit. They then had free access to the protected inmates who they dismembered and blowtorched their faces off for being snitches or sex offenders. Police outside wouldn't do anything despite the screams from victims because they were unsure of there were prison guards being assaulted, so sorry.....😮😅

  • @BillGD
    @BillGD Год назад +118

    Rough first listen to Korn. This one can scare a lot of people off, but they are such an amazing band. They had a TON of songs that spoke to the kids like me who were the angry depressed kids in the 90's and early 2000's and let us know we weren't alone. I'm here for any other songs of theirs you decide to check out, they're amazing.

    • @heytheremclovin
      @heytheremclovin 5 месяцев назад +1

      Yup, I was one of those kids in tx, I hated school and used music as an outlet, I would load my dad's. 357 Smith n Wesson revolver and just point it at the mirror listening to this. Thinking of all the dumazzis I wanted to take out in school, and this was in the late 90s, no security measures barely. It wasn't until Columbine happened in 99, which shockedvall of us, and turned mean kids nicer, that I realized none of this was worth it, and it would be over soon, and I'd be in college. College was one of the happiest times of my life, and I was able to reach out to troubled kids assigned to me for the big brother program and get them on track.

  • @Cam282322
    @Cam282322 Год назад +111

    I saw an interview with Johnathon Davis, he actually did go through this… that’s why he had a meltdown in the studio, it had to be therapeutic for him. Such a sad song.
    I can’t remember who it was exactly that took advantage of him. I met him at a nam show and he’s the nicest man.
    He’s such a great artist.

    • @dreamcaster359
      @dreamcaster359 Год назад +18

      It was a friend of the family who babysit him as a kid

  • @Verytotallymanly
    @Verytotallymanly Год назад +36

    That singing at the end is actually his sister singing a lullaby to get him to calm down

    • @heather9857
      @heather9857 5 месяцев назад +9

      No, that's misinformation online. I listened to an interview with Ross Robinson (producer) and it was someone associated with his mother. Ross actually requested a different song, but she did this one as well and they went with it instead.

  • @mcflyjp
    @mcflyjp Год назад +60

    When he had his melt down the band members all went in and gave him a hug and consoled him This was brave to put on their debut album.

  • @Jonwallachio
    @Jonwallachio Год назад +191

    The 90s was different. Bands made music that was meaningful and unfiltered. It wasn't commercial and fake the way music is now.

    • @blakemcelrath54
      @blakemcelrath54 Год назад +10

      I miss the 90s😢

    • @MikeB12800
      @MikeB12800 Год назад +7

      This first album is a classic! Every song is great

    • @rodneybever9583
      @rodneybever9583 Год назад +2

      This is why Tom Macdonald is pretty much all I listen to these days.

    • @rizeth_yt
      @rizeth_yt 10 месяцев назад

      @@rodneybever9583 tom macdonald does not have any meaningful music, he is just a hard right racist with too much free time and a huge conservative fanbase. his music has no substance and is all commercial and stupid to appeal to people like you lol.

    • @MrKillerflipflop
      @MrKillerflipflop 8 месяцев назад

      I’d rather here bland pop than people expressing utter pain like this on a track

  • @crystalcorley
    @crystalcorley Год назад +97

    The band had no idea this happened to him until the day they recorded this. There is another band that made a similar video like this. The band is OTEP and the song is Jonestown Tea.

    • @Jadedxx
      @Jadedxx Год назад +1

      I fucking love OTEP 🖤

    • @everyonelovesmajima
      @everyonelovesmajima Год назад +1

      I met Otep at a festival, she was a sweetheart.

    • @SomeGuy-xf9bc
      @SomeGuy-xf9bc 6 месяцев назад

      Not very many people have reacted to Jonestown Tea. I love Korn, but Jonestown Tea is an entity unto itself.

  • @massaj88
    @massaj88 Год назад +26

    It happened to him in real life but not by his dad. It was a neighbor. And the wailing and crying at the end was genuine, he needed to get this song out as therapy

  • @jenniferclarke8879
    @jenniferclarke8879 Год назад +105

    You mentioned being a kid when this came out...imagine you are going through exactly what he's singing about...feeling like you are the only one in the world with this dirty secret. Daddy's doing it to you and Mommy's watching...who can you tell? Who will save you? Nobody... Then you grow up and hear this song and think OMG...there are other people out there that know exactly how I feel...I am not alone.... Finally

    • @christineghere2461
      @christineghere2461 Год назад +7

      Exactly...thank you.

    • @EvaMetalhankle
      @EvaMetalhankle 11 месяцев назад +5

      Not dad. A family friend.

    • @mausilw
      @mausilw 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@EvaMetalhanklenot a family friend either, it was his babysitter which means she was directly alone with him often.

  • @purpleelephantdebh
    @purpleelephantdebh Год назад +84

    someone should have warned you. Jonathan let all his trauma out on this track. it never gets easier to listen to. the only thing i know for sure is how incredibly brave Jonathan Davis was to allow this to be released so it could shine a light on it and let other survivors know they were not alone. Also, there are lots of hidden things on albums from back then.

  • @robtater5543
    @robtater5543 Год назад +25

    Between hearing this AND “Kill You,” those two songs speaks volumes as to what he truly felt about his childhood! JD is a great man and those songs definitely took some heart to get through! ❤

  • @Dizzle84
    @Dizzle84 Год назад +14

    The shit happens all over the country and all over the world, in my personal opinion, the band Korn was extremely brave for touching on the subject. Most people are too scared to talk about or they ignore it because it’s such a horrible issue. If anything, they raised awareness about this horrible subject, and the lead singer, Jonathan Davis was able to get this terrible shit off of his chest. I went through similar shit as a child and this song 100% save my life. Because I realized I was not alone.

  • @Jadedxx
    @Jadedxx Год назад +16

    I remember seeing them live. Then going to a diner after their show and Jonathan Davis (the lead singer) and the rest of the band coming in and sitting next to me and my friends. We Introduced ourselves and they were all so cool. There was so many people saying they were dicks back then but they were amazing when we met them. The drugs really took a toll on them for years.

  • @adirondackmama7724
    @adirondackmama7724 Год назад +36

    I bought this album when it came out. I first heard this song when I was 10 years old. It made me ball my eyes out. I have tried to avoid it most of my life. It's a song I have only listened to a couple of times since then, usually by accident. In their book Johnathan opens up about this song and how hard it is for him to perform it. It was an extremely personal release of something that was destroying him. It is a song that should have never had to be made but in a way is needed so all the voiceless victims had at least one voice to cry it out for them.

  • @jimmorrison9690
    @jimmorrison9690 Год назад +24

    Ii gotta commend you for sticking with this. It's literally the darkest saddest song I know and some people just can't deal with what it confronts. Just to cheer you up and show you Korns not all depressing check their song Yall Wanna Single (explicit version)

    • @ideasinthegord3915
      @ideasinthegord3915 Месяц назад

      I went into this thinking someone had warned him about this or something, there's a reason why people shouldn't go blind into this. Yall Wanna Single is an amazing palate cleanse after this.

  • @halosandheroes
    @halosandheroes Год назад +11

    Here we go. I'm gonna buckle up, it's a rough but important ride.

  • @jonathanheyerdahl3660
    @jonathanheyerdahl3660 Год назад +11

    The way you end this is the reason you are the best. I believe you when you say you would be there.
    Peace.

  • @ciarasimons2088
    @ciarasimons2088 Год назад +16

    Always been a huge fan of Korn. He was molested by a close family friend and his parents didn't believe him. The end when he's crying, he gave the band strict instructions to keep playing the music no matter what. And that female voice singing to him at the end is Johnathans sister. Song is definitely heavy. Good for him tho for getting it out. Sadly too many people live with these secrets and let it eat at them with no release. To anyone who's ever been a victim of assault, know you are never alone.

  • @dreamcaster359
    @dreamcaster359 Год назад +103

    The ending was a hidden track and wasn't related to the rest of the song. The story of what happened was that someone affiliated with the band had found it while cleaning a house where a couple had recently moved out of and after realizing what was on the tape, it made its way to the album's producer who placed it as a hidden track. The woman on the tape, Geri, had been recording Michael as he was a war vet with PTSD who refused to seek counselling. She'd record outbursts Michael had in order to convince him to go to counselling or therapy, which he eventually would. They didn't even realize the tape was on the album until 2019 when one of their grandchildren recognized Michael's voice on the tape. They apparently stayed married until Geri passed away in 2021.

    • @tricitymorte1
      @tricitymorte1 Год назад +6

      Yeah, this was such wild contrast to the song it followed. A... very interesting choice.

    • @MrBurnout22
      @MrBurnout22 Год назад +2

      so korn didnt know it was on the album until 2019? Or you mean the people in the recording found out in 2019 that they were on a Korn album? Either answer is wild ... That was my first time hearing the hidden recording and I was nervous thinking I was about to hear the guy Michael start beating the girl or her kid or something ... Crazy shit

    • @dreamcaster359
      @dreamcaster359 Год назад +3

      @@MrBurnout22 The people on the recording didn't know it was on the album until 2019

    • @Le-Monade
      @Le-Monade Год назад +7

      Wow, I didn't know that.. That's a pretty cool back story to that. Always thought it was a snippet from a movie or something. Nope. Just two random people having a genuine argument lol

    • @PotawatomiThunderNew
      @PotawatomiThunderNew Год назад +9

      How do you know that stuff about their back story? Don’t take what I’m about to say of me accusing you of being wrong because it’s not meant to, but the story has always stopped at the tape being found and put onto the album as a hidden track. I mean when it comes to public knowledge of its origin, that’s where the story has always ended for years. How do you know about everything else after that point? Not that I don’t believe you, it’s just that I haven’t seen that information anywhere else so I don’t know where that came from.

  • @koolix8345
    @koolix8345 Месяц назад +6

    "thats almost too much" yeah its too much and it happens in real life all the time. the song is absolutely brutal and heart shattering. its supposed to be.

  • @zooble_games
    @zooble_games 12 дней назад +2

    never forget the first time you listen to this song. sticks with you forever

  • @saberruntv
    @saberruntv 7 месяцев назад +8

    the ending is called michael & Geri. its a found footage. it was found in an abandonned house.

  • @krnkrn0000
    @krnkrn0000 Год назад +6

    first time I heard this song I cried. hearing this was such a relief. I knew that I wasn't alone. This song helped me. I don't know how but it helped me in the darkest times.

  • @libertyninetyone
    @libertyninetyone Год назад +10

    finally Cliff on Korn ... you gonna love some Jonathan lyricism and performances

  • @christopherking4932
    @christopherking4932 Год назад +14

    This is a difficult song to listen to but it's a important one to listen to at least once.

  • @kornmom605
    @kornmom605 7 месяцев назад +4

    That’s really him having a real breakdown, PTSD. He didn’t want them to record it. His babysitter abused him now she has passed away . I saw them play them play this live which he said he never would but they came out with 20th anniversary tour and played it front to back.
    He was so emotional and had a breakdown at the end. Being a survivor of sexual abuse myself at a young age by 2 different people, different times . I was just about bawling!! Korn has been my favorite band since they came out and they have saved my life !!! But yes it was a babysitter that abused him. The band helped me with major bullying
    Jonathan went through anxiety and depression and drug abuse.
    I been sober now for a long time now . I met Jonathan several times and he’s the most humble, down to earth, amazing man!!!

  • @FayFatale-ny1ke
    @FayFatale-ny1ke Год назад +11

    this song as painful as it is gives a voice to those of us whos voices were taken away he reclaimed his voice

    • @ideasinthegord3915
      @ideasinthegord3915 Месяц назад +1

      Especially hard to hear for all those men that have been through this. The only other song I can think of like this is miles off is Devil in a Midnight Mass by Billy Talent (in all ways this song far surpasses it though)

  • @aycourtney5230
    @aycourtney5230 Год назад +27

    I’m a massive KoRn fan and I’ll tell you right now that this is certainly not the most ideal song to start listening to KoRn with. It’s an incredibly important yet horribly tragic song. If you prefer Hip-Hop I’d still recommend not just KoRn but lots of other Nu-Metal bands aswell. (If your not familiar with Nu-Metal, it’s basically a combination of Rap/Hip-Hop, and Heavy Metal). KoRn has done a cover of the song “Wicked” by Ice Cube featuring Chino Moreno, who is the lead singer of another Nu-Metal band, Deftones. So if you want something still vaguely familiar in terms of sound that’s what I’d recommend.

  • @susiejo143
    @susiejo143 Год назад +5

    I love Korn, saw them last summer w/Evanescence great concert!!!

  • @sarahbrown7731
    @sarahbrown7731 Год назад +6

    Started in the deep end with this band Cliff ❤

  • @zolline
    @zolline 9 месяцев назад +3

    Everytime I hear this song my heart beats like crazy, it's like a fight or flight respond is trigged. Such a powerful song

  • @user-fz1ov2cl3k
    @user-fz1ov2cl3k 11 месяцев назад +18

    The lead singer (Johnathan Davis) was "hurt" as a kid by a friend of the family. He needed to get it out. The decided to keep his meltdown in to show the raw emotion. #fightforourchildren

  • @zacharysmathers9152
    @zacharysmathers9152 Год назад +2

    Cant believe I'm here for this. Thanks for the vid Cliff. Love to everyone, I hope you're having a good day.

  • @Quizzy0000
    @Quizzy0000 Год назад +3

    this song is the biggest example of how shocking the subject is with the pain and rage in the end. if you ever do this to someone you dont deserve to live anymore your time is spend.

  • @patsstuffclark9522
    @patsstuffclark9522 Год назад +3

    I believe Jonathon had a breakdown and was on the floor sobbing, the engineer said "keep recording"!

  • @inatcacenco3006
    @inatcacenco3006 Год назад +3

    Oh, Cliff, this one is hard to listen...All hugs to Jon
    Thanks for the reaction!

  • @OliveWhisperingEye
    @OliveWhisperingEye Год назад +8

    THIS SONG SHOULD MAKE ALL WHO HAVE IGNORED OR NOT TAKEN SERIOUSLY THE FACT THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME!!!! IT EFFECTS ALL OF THEM FOR THE REST OF THERE LIVES….. THIS LEVEL OF ANGER ALL THE TIME AND NO WAY OF KNOWING HOW TO ACCEPT WHATS ACTUALLY HAPPENED TO THEM….. GET ANGRY AND STOP THESE SICK F%CKS

  • @trogdortheburninator3621
    @trogdortheburninator3621 5 месяцев назад +3

    As a SA victime for 76 hours straight at 13 this song is both triggering and cathartic at the same time. My mental cheery thought is my abusers are were atlest 30 years my senior so now they out burning in hell by now

  • @eeshtee5342
    @eeshtee5342 Год назад +2

    now that's a hard intro to korn. you went straight to the ruff stuff. KoRn is just awesome and i grew up finding refuge in alot of their music. I'm so thankful for the existence of this band. Hope you check out some of their other songs.

  • @seanrusby4763
    @seanrusby4763 Год назад +15

    You gotta feel bad for Jonathan davis for going through this as a child to be abused and his parents not believe him

    • @PowerRangerfan
      @PowerRangerfan 10 месяцев назад +2

      It was a family friend. Not his parents.

    • @dimitrakapa4887
      @dimitrakapa4887 10 месяцев назад

      @@PowerRangerfan Its thé f same if your f parent dont give a sh€t about you😥

  • @VudrokWolf
    @VudrokWolf Год назад +9

    Definitely, there are some twisted evil-minded people who should not be around kids ever. So infuriating. 😭

  • @chelseahaley8350
    @chelseahaley8350 Год назад +9

    Jonathan has said in many interviews that this song is about a family friend who molested him as a child, and when he told his parents about it, they didn't believe him! It wasn't actually about his dad....Still hard to listen to tho!

  • @user-uw9ds9dt3h
    @user-uw9ds9dt3h 3 месяца назад +1

    Ross Robinson was the producer on this album. My boss was his father. Jonathon Davis told Ross not to stop recording. At the end you can hear the door opening. That was the rest of the band going into the room to console him. Jonathon poured his deepest pain into this track.

  • @MISTERBABAD00K
    @MISTERBABAD00K Год назад +19

    It's a rough song for sure. What JD endured as a child is awful and while it shows in a lot of his music, this one is definitely the hardest to get through. Been listening to Korn since the 90's and I usually skip this song or not add it to my playlists (it's just too much.) I'm glad you listened to it if only to gain some insight into his life. Some other tracks you need to hear are Falling Away From Me, Freak On a Leash, Blind, Alone I Break, Got The Life, Coming Undone, Thoughtless.

  • @coreywickramasekera9968
    @coreywickramasekera9968 Год назад +3

    Great SONG, LOVE THE HEAVY SOUND, VERY DARK SUBJECT MATTER, but i love the riffs, rhythm and beats, etc

  • @blakemcelrath54
    @blakemcelrath54 Год назад +2

    This is back when music actually meant something and came from the soul

  • @peterwale6821
    @peterwale6821 Год назад +1

    Hard song to get through bro, you look like you need a hug. One love Cliff Beats and ❤ the message near the end too.

  • @gofyi
    @gofyi Год назад +2

    The ultimate throwback is “Everyday normal guy” by Jon Lajoire. It’s old but there are 3 parts and pure genius.

  • @EvaMetalhankle
    @EvaMetalhankle 11 месяцев назад +4

    Jonathan Davis went through hell...several times.
    He was raped by a family friend and his parents did not believe him.
    Therefore, he was in danger several times...completely alone...a child.
    Then again... Abused by a stepmother... Bullied at school... Man, fuck that shit!
    Don't let your children ever feel this way. Teach them, be aware, raise awareness, let them know that also it is ok to be different than the norm. Knowledge is NEVER an enemy.
    The producer pushed for him and did not stop recording nor let the band stop... They kept working with him for a while and stopped for a bit until Jonathan began to feel better. I don't remember when they got back with him, I stopped knowing "everything" about koRn around the time Head left... When he came back in 2013, I was able to listen to koRn again...they felt incomplete to me...it made me sad. Now at 37, Fieldy is on a hiatus but I have so many bands that I love... I have to distribute the love.

    • @heytheremclovin
      @heytheremclovin 5 месяцев назад

      I think columbine opened alot of iddeeit patents eyes...
      Bullying isn't a light thing. Unless you want to learn the hardway f- heds...pew pew.

  • @MrVCampbell
    @MrVCampbell Год назад +2

    The band had little notice of the song before recording and was told by the singer to not stop playing no matter what. Not until he told them to. The band didn’t know what to do at the end

  • @ThisisStephennn
    @ThisisStephennn Год назад +1

    I remember buying this CD when i was like 15 or 16 and it blew my mind to what music can be. And this song showed me something dark and beautiful. Beautiful in the way how this was recorded in an artistic way.
    Formed me ass a person honestly

  • @jenBuruato
    @jenBuruato 6 месяцев назад +1

    This was the lead singers story Jonathan Davis.

  • @EnderEntertain
    @EnderEntertain Год назад +3

    I still don’t know why or where the ending recording came from. At first I thought that it might have been an old recording of his parents arguing or something but that’s not his parents names so I really don’t have a clue.

  • @laurashattuck3231
    @laurashattuck3231 11 месяцев назад +2

    This song is like ripping off an infected scab from a deep wound. Every time I hear it, I think about things that happened to me as a little girl, and realize that I am not alone. That there are other survivors out there.

  • @francishurlock3400
    @francishurlock3400 Год назад

    This song describes my situation when I was a child it hits home so hard I still get anxiety and anxious and scared it never leaves you and you for being a human and trying to help out and reach out need more people like you man much love and respect

  • @ulventorden5293
    @ulventorden5293 10 месяцев назад +1

    This is the hardest song to listen to ever, I feel. Simply because of how hard to hear it is. People like is that have experienced this type of abuse and more it felt like we finally found an outlet. We listened to this song over and over and it helped us make it through.
    This song is 100% real and him breaking down is 100% real. The woman singing is his sister or step sister or something like that singing to try and calm him down.

  • @meme-ls7ft
    @meme-ls7ft Год назад +2

    Please more KORN..alot of there music has hip hop influences even though they are nu metal..The best nu metal band around..in my opinion 👍🔥🔥😎

  • @constantine964
    @constantine964 Год назад +1

    You never forget the first time you hear daddy 😢

  • @robhamilton4736
    @robhamilton4736 Месяц назад +1

    Jonathan's Mom had a plethora of boyfriends throughout his childhood. Many of which abused him. Cigarette burns, beatings, sexual rapes and one S.O.B who shot at him with a shotgun barely grazing him but still required help from a surgeon. His Mom he had witnessed her watching through the Crack of the door as she did nothing to stop her child from being molested. If you can't listen to this song and the pain it caused him you are soft. This is one of the most painfully brave attempts at a person putting his pain in front of the world to hear. Every second of that song means something. The door screeching as the Mom's boyfriend left the room. The crying and screaming was not intended to be on the track. Jonathon had a breakdown singing it and all that was screamed, cried and cursed was part of his breakdown. The entire band and management team had to rush in to help him and calm him down. The woman's voice at the end was intended to display how his mom would always come in to try and cheer him up after the fact which only enraged him more. In 1993 I met these guys doing a backyard concert in I think it was Bakersfield , California. We were heading home to Vegas when our car broke down. A Volkswgen Beetle pulled over to help. Said his Dad had a towing company and car shop to fix the car. He said just hang with me while he fixes your car. My band is doing a show in the backyard tonight and our lead singer is badass. So we stayed. Turned out to be Head from Korn. Jonathon sang Daddy too. It was riveting. Blind was awesome Faget was great and Ball Tongue was too. All I knew was I just saw something new and raw and real and I was hooked. 3 months later they were in Vegas headlining for Danzig and Maryilin Manson. We went. What a show. I'd say Danzig was outshined by his opening acts. Great memory for me.

  • @heather9857
    @heather9857 5 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much for reacting to this song. Just acknowledging this is powerful for people who have experienced. This band saved my life and hearing this song in particular is when I stopped feeling alone. It changed everything. Btw, if you want to have some fun and experience a complete meltdown with high energy Here To Stay, Official Video KoЯn is where to go : )

  • @darharharhar1484
    @darharharhar1484 8 месяцев назад +1

    Decades later this is still brutal to listen to.

  • @Mahoney_Hightower
    @Mahoney_Hightower Год назад +1

    Such a rough way to start a korn journey. Those are real sobs coming from jd at the end. There's a film of the recording of this song. Everyone in the booth were crying watching him go through this.

  • @angelabordack
    @angelabordack Год назад +5

    This is a rough song. Anyone that’s been through SA, can understand this song.

  • @stephenshampine11
    @stephenshampine11 Год назад +4

    I always tear up especially near the end because I feel it. I was exposed to sex at an early age, I'll leave it at that. "Maybe that's why I'm the way I am and it's my fault" and always hearing "what's wrong with you?" or "what is your problem?" from family and friends is something I lived with for a long time. Now I'm studying mental health because I want to be the opposite of the counselor/therapist that were never there for me or never took me seriously.

  • @roberthaines1227
    @roberthaines1227 Год назад +3

    Tough song to get through, but as real as it gets. What happens when a singer sings about his own SA and childhood trauma, breaks down, and they just keep recording.

  • @danielshoemaker5487
    @danielshoemaker5487 Год назад +1

    It is a hidden track that was found in a abandoned house,and I think one the producers through it in there to add to the creep factor.

  • @Deam7666
    @Deam7666 5 месяцев назад

    W…T…F😳I’ve listened to this song probably hundreds of times since it came out and at 48 I’ve NEVER heard that ending🤯For the love of everything, was that an actual recording or just a representation of his household 🥺You seem like a genuinely sweet, good person and I thank you. My life is like playing hockey w a warped puck so knowing there’s people like you out there makes me feel not so bad😬

  • @jaistone9640
    @jaistone9640 3 месяца назад

    As someone that went through this as a kid, it helped knowing that I wasn't alone. I cried along with Jonathan many times through the years. When this came out, it was truly groundbreaking. To anyone that's been through this, you aren't alone!

  • @anna_key.
    @anna_key. Год назад +11

    Hello again, Mr Beats 🙂
    I remember first hearing this when it first came out, it shocked me and made me feel scared and sad before I even realised what was being sung about - powerful and heart wrenching to be catapulted into a childhood so far away from my own experience of safety and happiness. Hats off to Jonathan for shining a light on this unthinkable darkness. Good musicians really do make you think and take you out of your comfort zone. Like isn't all roses and rainbows sadly.
    I think it was wrong of the person who suggested you do this, they should have given you some kind of warning instead of throwing you in at the deep end.
    My favourite Korn songs to start you off with are 'Freak on a leash' and 'Falling away from me' ....... if you like dogs and freaky shit this is worth a go 😄🐶 'Word up' cover ruclips.net/video/-M7vOnlcLbo/видео.html

  • @kraytosgodofwar431
    @kraytosgodofwar431 Год назад +1

    Definite shock the first time I heard this as well I had no idea what was going on, it’s a rough and unfortunately all too common story

  • @keira.f1886
    @keira.f1886 Год назад +2

    As a life long KORN fan who is your age, to see you reaction and thoughts was amazing. The feelings are the same. I haven’t read all 186 comments yet but I am sure someone told as much as I could. I spoke to Head briefly at a meet and greet yrs ago about the riffs but never Jonathan. Absolutely disgraceful parents imo

  • @MrOmfgtacos
    @MrOmfgtacos Год назад +1

    Peace and love to all you beautiful people❤❤❤❤❤

  • @tricitymorte1
    @tricitymorte1 Год назад +1

    I couldn't watch this for a couple of days because this song is so hard to listen to. One time is all it takes and you never forget.

  • @GreatHouseAtreides
    @GreatHouseAtreides Год назад +2

    If you want a fun one do “Blind” love at Woodstock 99

  • @JackXombi
    @JackXombi Год назад +1

    Been there, heard that. Heard that LIVE (amazing). Not today. Props for listening brother. Take care of yourself homie.

  • @JeremyMiller-sn6nh
    @JeremyMiller-sn6nh 4 месяца назад

    NOT a Korn song I listen to often but it's impact is undeniable and unforgettable.
    I lose it every time I hear this 😭
    I have always admired Jonathan's strength and courage writing and performing this song!

  • @cjonesufc
    @cjonesufc Год назад +1

    I could only stay for a bit. Good luck luck with this one, brother. I’m going to go back to not thinking about this song.

  • @chasemorrison8596
    @chasemorrison8596 Год назад

    This is one of the rare songs that you don't want to listen to fully cause of the content matter but on the other you force yourself to listen to it cause of the content matter

  • @billadrian5453
    @billadrian5453 11 месяцев назад +2

    I realize I'm late to listening to your reaction. You should have been warned that this is a rough one to listen to. You were thrown to the deep in with this one.

  • @Le-Monade
    @Le-Monade Год назад +1

    Korn tends to throw random snippets of dialogue in the ending of certain songs, so that's all that was about. This is definitely a hard song to get through. The first time I heard this song I was about 10-11 years old as I've always been a huge fan of Korn, and I was completely shocked and sick to my stomach as well, as well as crying my eyes out, it still makes me tear up and make my stomach jump to this day..
    Anyways, the song here to stay by Korn is really good, it's really groovy and heavy.
    Korn mixes a lot of hip-hop/ funky elements in their music, so if any hip-hop heads would listen to metal, Korn is probably the best band for that. The percussion and bass is definitely hip-hop influenced. I grew up a rap head as well, but Korn was the first band that got me into metal. Great reaction man

  • @battylarue8525
    @battylarue8525 6 месяцев назад +1

    I saw this song performed live. It was intense.

  • @kevinabraham9260
    @kevinabraham9260 10 месяцев назад

    You called it he had a meltdown in the booth and they kept it on the record

  • @gabrielzzz12345
    @gabrielzzz12345 Год назад +1

    The song is great in my opinion and the album itself. The best song korn has ever made and this was my first song listening to them. This art was to comfort the disturbed who have had some problems like …. The song. And soooooo at 12 early 2000s head banging to this screaming felt good. telling everyone who asks what’s ur favorite song just to say: daddy. Feels like im setting them up to this day. But really its art and this wasn’t unexpected bc … sometimes you gotta expect lot worse from rock genre’s depending on the band and genre of them. It shocked me but I didn’t react like… most ppl??? I sat and felt his energy when he screamed. And when I listen to this song now it’s a reminder to me.

  • @horror_fam0847
    @horror_fam0847 5 месяцев назад

    I have a hard time listening to this song it still makes me emotional knowing people I love who went through this

  • @daleortiz9069
    @daleortiz9069 3 месяца назад

    A whole new world. Adidas came out when you were a kid.
    Seriously, garage reaction vid

  • @laurencress2013
    @laurencress2013 Год назад +3

    Korn- Freak on a leash

  • @yakzilla3086
    @yakzilla3086 Год назад

    VERY HARD TO LISTEN TO... A real rollercoaster of a track. Gives me the throat lump and tears in the eyes every damn time. But it grows into more of a therapeutic song as you listen more, once you know the story Cliff. It's the rawest track I've ever heard. Jonathon left it all out there during recording. This is real emotion, and that's what makes it so hard to listen to. plus it's all REAL.
    Good job getting through it man. Fucking anxiety riddled ride.

  • @christopherking4932
    @christopherking4932 Год назад +3

    I've never seen the ending of this song, where it had two people arguing. What the hell was that.

    • @robtater5543
      @robtater5543 Год назад +2

      I forgot that arguing was on the record!! I remember that ending! 😂

    • @christopherking4932
      @christopherking4932 Год назад +1

      @@robtater5543 I've never heard that part before, who is that.

    • @Bipolarbear1221
      @Bipolarbear1221 Год назад

      I believe that was a tape or something that they found. Mystery to even them. Lol.

  • @Muso666
    @Muso666 11 месяцев назад +1

    One major thing, anyone who did not know of KoЯn, knows now after hearing this. The last track was found by the Producer and put it on as the last track.

  • @ambera.7668
    @ambera.7668 Год назад +1

    Damn, this is rough. I'm a fan of Korn and have known about this song for a long time but never actually listened to it. Wasn't sure I could get through it either.

  • @JulioRodriguez02
    @JulioRodriguez02 Год назад +1

    7:01 At the end of the song of him screaming that was legit that wasn’t fake that was him actually having a hard time

  • @frankensteinfpv
    @frankensteinfpv Год назад +4

    This song is so fkd! And so fn painful to listen to! Ive known for a long time he used his pain from his dad to bring out the emotion in his singing. But it wasnt until this year when i heard this for the first time and knew why. So freaking heavy! So so fkd! And unfortunately is everyday life for so many poor kids......
    Props to you bro! This shit is a hard listen! I feel your reaction bro!

    • @hazelhadley-britt6396
      @hazelhadley-britt6396 11 месяцев назад +1

      It was not his father who raped him. It was a female babysitter. His parents just did not believe him.

  • @demosteneswiggin5122
    @demosteneswiggin5122 Год назад +2

    This is a rough first song to start on the Korn journey. Specially if you don't know before what this song is about. But nonetheless is a great song taht helped many people who gone through this exact shit. Being a Korn's fan since they came out, this song is still hard to hear, but definitely a must. Johnathan Davis is a great artist and an amazing human being.

  • @TheDeadStretch
    @TheDeadStretch Год назад +1

    Oh also this is the song that plays at the end during his breakdown. It was a song his mother used to sing to him - ruclips.net/video/gjOc8QwaTXs/видео.html

  • @aixmhros
    @aixmhros Год назад

    poor Cliff,
    theey made you go through this masterpiece