What a lovely man. His reasoning is so sound and makes so much sense. This is a guy who knows who he is and is completely transparent. He offers hope to those who have forgotten what it means and I find that inspiring.
After just a few minutes watching Spencer talk you truly only see him as a beautiful person. His voice is so soothing and you are captivated very quickly and it was easy to settle in hear his message.
This is the interview I needed to hear. I was injured at work Aug 4,2022. I suffer from anxiety and depression because of my work injuries. Thank you Spencer for sharing your story.
I clicked on this video while researching "burn victim survivor advocacy" for a college essay. All I can say is WOW! Everyone should listen and allow this to speak directly to your heart. I had tear filled eyes several times and was intently listening. Thank you!
So true! I am terrible about being “on time” and at least 3/4 of the time, I end up late and stressed out just like he was talking about. That 15 extra minutes I think I need before I get ready is not worth it!
His wife stayed! That is a tremendous gift! I don't know anyone in my life who would have stayed. I grew up abused, so my life is plagued with predators who recognize the damage that I have emotionally, so I have been a target and didn't know things should be different for a very long time. I do now, but I still stay alone because I don't trust my own opinions of others. I look to God for companionship. 😁
I grew up in a similar environment (on my mom's side of my family)... there isn't one person in my mom's side of the family that I can honestly say isn't abusive or a narcissist that I can think of... Thankfully, my dad realized this and he got custody of me and my brother. Unfortunately, the courts did NOT realize the full extent of the environment my dad was taking my brother and I from & subsequently my brother and l were still living in that environment part time (weekends, etc)
I have a tbi I love this man at the moment I am bed ridden and I was so very active and I sipped anger but depression and anxiety and both together are both are so bad I freak out and they know how to calm me down down and I want to not take meds I feel I have no one then I found special Olympics and I go to zoom for tbi I will walk again I did not know what love was untill I got leaders around me my coaches doctors friends Kimberly and all my animals but no blood family I will survive and now I want to after this man ty you are the best ever I sometimes feel this world is better with out me but I can help others I want to help others sooooo much you keep sharing I love you your daughter is lucky so is your wife so are all who know you.
I will always remember the life lessons I have learned from this podcast. The one thing he said that I shall never forget. when he talked about his last thoughts when he was near death. The only thoughts which came to his mind were about his loved ones, not about his job, money, or all the unnecessary things which we give more importance in our day-to-day lives. blessings from India. ❤
I don’t know who to thank for allowing this video to be shown without censoring what this man had to say. Words MEAN something. When and how they’re said can plant gardens or burn down entire forests. Thank you for allowing this man to say - and to be heard saying - “kill myself” and “suicide” and every single ugly word Mr. Beach utilized in telling his story. When I was extremely suicidal, those words were constantly swirling in my mind. Those words were taboo at that time in my life. To speak them was to reveal weakness, unsuitability, and cause for dismissal in nearly aspect of my life. Hearing those words being spoken so casually by my peers and to hear them being directed towards the very worst of individuals we encountered sent me even deeper into suicidal ideation, as it convinced me that I was the worst, too. I was incredibly fortunate enough to be in the right place, at the right time, and with the right people standing in the gap for me and I accepted the help and the recovery that has followed. Number One on my list has been the realization of speaking these words in expressing what’s going on in my head takes away their power over me. Hearing them - spoken by myself and those who were there for me - helped me to face the shock, shame, disappointment, and disgust that come with them in my thinking and my actions. Perhaps hearing these words in their entirety and with the rawness in which they were spoken and expressed will lead someone to face them, deal with them, and learn to defeat the hideous sway they have in their own lives.
❤️ such a strong humbled man ! Truly an inspirational for many of us out there . Thank you for sharing your story Spencer ! It a rough path any of us have to go through . Wish you well in life
Wow , thankyou for your story . I am a burn survivor 75% 3rd degree. I was 2 years old . It was gasoline lite by natural gas on a hot water heater . The gas was 5 gallons . We must help others with our stories . Love n hugs
What an incredible story of survival & told with such clarity & gratitude. Spencer is exactly right, when you come so close to death it puts what really matters into perspective. This happened to me 9 years ago when I came within half an hour of death & surviving made me so grateful for the smallest purest aspects of life, the petty stuff that most people I know concern themselves with don't matter to me anymore. Every day is a good day because I survived.
God Bless U Spencer Beach, may the joy of the Lord always be with u brother and may He prosper all u do and may u be in good health always and be healed in Jesus Name Amen 🙏
I’m a Waffle House server and one day me and my co worker saw a homeless man by a pond near our job I told her let’s make him food and give it to him at the time I was 20 years old in college we made him a hash brown bowl and a large coffee and we brought it to him after he didn’t say anything but raised it as if he was saying thank you we went back to the store and someone told us he was mute about a month later I was about to get a raise talking to my co worker my back was turned away from the door counting money then someone opened the door and threw a knife right at me and my co worker and it landed right in front of me and he ran away we called the cops they came for some reason they didn’t wanna hear what I had to say and kept talking to the other server who was beside me even though the knife landed in front of me I felt like who ever it was at the time was aming for me the cops said it was a random act of violence i thought who randomly does that I cried in the bathroom that day because I was so scared days after I started calming down and forgetting about it thinking maybe it was a random thing about 4 weeks after I show up to work like any other day I I got out the car and the homeless man I gave food to weeks ago was standing by the door at first I didn’t think anything of it until as I got closer to the door he kept peering at me like something was about to happen I got scared and stared right at him without taking my eyes off him as I reached for the door he pulled a knife out his jacket and lunged at me I got through the first doo screaming and i slipped I flipped on my back and he swung the door open I put my legs up and he started swinging the knife at me aming for my side stomach I was kicking him off every time he came at me I put my arm down to protect my side stomach screaming at the top of my lungs about 29 seconds of being attacked all my co workers came running out the door he saw them coming and ran some how I slid my self into the store I didn’t even know I was stabbed it was like my body knew and moved on it’s own my co workers hugged me and said I was bleeding I looked down and I had cuts all on my legs the cops got him when I got to the hospital the cops asked did I know him I said no me and my co worker only gave him food one day that’s all I asked do the know why he attacked me they said not yet 15 stitches later I went home everyone kept asking did I need therapy but I said no my mind set was I don’t want this to break me or take over my life I went back to work 3 days later against everyone’s advice but I loved my job and wasn’t gonna give him the satisfaction of changing my life a few weeks later I got a call from the da saying he pled guilty I asked why did he attacked me all they said is he was mentally ill and was trying to get in jail so he didn’t have to be homeless anymore bc it was cold outside I couldn’t believe that was the reason he still in jail and I’m 22 now and still work at Waffle House you guys be careful there are a lot of sick people in this world that are willing to do crazy things for nothing I could have lost my life just so he could have a warm bed crazy
❤ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR STORY I LOVE HOW YOU SPEAK AND DESCRIBE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS THAT EVERYONE GOES THROUGH EVERYDAY AND THE EXELENT ADVICE THAT YOU GIVE ON HOW TO DEAL WITH THESE EMOTIONS. YOU REALLY SOUND LIKE A GREAT THERAPIST 👍 I'M SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO EXPERIENCE 😢WHAT YOU DID ❤ BUT YOU ARE A VERY STRONG AND WONDERFUL PERSON ❤️ GOD BLESS YOU ❤🙏
You are so deeply cool🌼🌼💚 Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for choosing your path to continuously share your story and insight to help others. I wont forget you ever. If anything challenging ever happens to me i hope i can find you again because i might have alot of questions and I'll need someone exactly like you to help me navigate a new reality. Thank you to your wife and family also💚
I have got to do better!! I have trouble caring enough to bother with things. Anything. I am alone at 56, so I have very little to care about, but I still need to do better because I am failing Jesus!❤
Spencer.... you are an earth angel. God had his plans 4u. You spk with calm and confidence and if only one person benefits from your story... then it was worth telling. Thank you for 4sharing your soul with us. My hubs is in depression another story... 😢 we are trying to convince him to seek outside help. I'm going to ask him to watch this interview in the morning. Godspeed ❤
explosive glue . this is crazy .. one time i was cooking hair loss solution, and i poured solvent into heated up rosemary oil without stiring or something, and boom, burning oil all over the room.
Yea, not everyone's story is the same. I died. I went to "Limbo" I guess you would call it. I was thrilled!! Answers to everything! It was this vast library of knowledge! As a braniac, it was heaven. I was making plans to study for all eternity, then this dude (spirit guide, angel, whatever you want to believe), was like, "you have to go back." I told him I didn't want to go back. My life, If I don't want to live it, my choice." He was like, "yea... About that... They decided you have to go back.." Me "The fuck you mean? It's my life, if I don't want to live, who are you to tell me otherwise?" Dude just shook his head, and stepped back. Next thing I knew, I was falling back down the "tunnel". I woke up to a nurse violently shaking me. The moment I opened my eyes, she breathed this huge sigh of relief, and said "oh! There you are, your blood pressure dropped really low, and we were worried about you". I just smiled. I never told her it wasn't my choice to come back. She seemed genuinely concerned. Didn't want to ruin her day.
I almost died that day. If it had been up to me, yea, I wouldn't be here. The only reason I have never attempted suicide, is because I don't think I could take that rejection again.
He is so right about the suicide thinking. I had been on methadone for fifteen years. When i was detoxing i was sooo sick and so weak. It was so bad i was going to wait till my aunt left and i was going to get her gun but for some reason that day she decided to clean her room and she put the gun somewhere else so i was just going to drag a chair out to our apple tree and i didnt have the stamina for draging the chair. Iam nine years sober. So glad i didnt do that...
That’s what Hell is going to be like for ETERNITY!!! YOU WILL NEVER GET OUT OR RELIEF!!!! I can’t imagine it dying in flames without Jesus and waking up in Hell.
* Sigh * Quality eyeware often have spring hinges which cause them to grip and therefore are fitted. Perhaps, you should have researched instead of being insensitive. This is 2024 for God’s sake. There are many, many options for solving simple problems.
Great video but, two questions must be asked: 1. Would he have chosen to live, if he were single and had no strong family connections? 2. How many American women would have stayed with him, if not pregnant with their first xhild?????)
39:15 😢 I can say that when he said that all the "suicidal [teenagers] had one thing in common - that their parents hated them"; i can honestly say that that is probably the most accurate assessment [of my teenage self] that i have ever heard .... I've never met this man in person, yet to hear his wisdom - not just about dealing with depression, but also with dealing with adversity in general ... I'm literally in tears right now. My dad was/ is the type of person who would bottle up his emotions until he would yell (& say mean & sometimes hurtful things) - but out of 18 years growing up , i can only recall 4 instances of my dad ever getting to the point of yelling at me or my siblings. My mom on the other hand would not only yell & say hurtful things (on a regular, if not daily, basis), but she also had no problem laying hands (and Lord help you if you raised your hands to shield your face to keep her from giving you a black eye or something).... not to mention she had no issues with kicking me outta the house time and again (rain or shine, mid day, or waking me up at 2am to kick me out)... which getting kicked outta the house wouldn't have been so bad, except for the fact that just because she would kick me out didn't mean she was happy with me leaving either - as i found out on one such occasion, as i was walking on the side of the road & she literally crossed over onto the wrong side of the road in her car , where i was walking, and tried to hit me with her car ..... (thankfully, it was a country for road without any traffic & i was able to hear her car approaching me from behind & i managed to move over and onto the other side of the ditch in time).... I've come to learn and accept that my mom never really wanted me or my brother .... but as much as she may not have wanted us, she didn't want us to be happy living with our dad even more so😢
@susanlovesjava4961 and who cares why it didn't open it's a weird thing to point out in this man's incredible story of survival you want to point out a possible inconsistencie in his story like why is that important the comment is pointless and unnecessary
Realize God is real.. God controls all the elements that can be explained by science. Science belongs to Gid and it is the explanation of life after it’s been given
Repent to Jesus Christ before its too late, repent and believe the gospel, turn to Jesus Christ before its too late amen, read the bible, pray, be baptized and keep on the faith amen
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What a lovely man. His reasoning is so sound and makes so much sense. This is a guy who knows who he is and is completely transparent. He offers hope to those who have forgotten what it means and I find that inspiring.
He is so eloquent and radiates confidence. I'd listen to him speak all day.
God bless him!
After just a few minutes watching Spencer talk you truly only see him as a beautiful person. His voice is so soothing and you are captivated very quickly and it was easy to settle in hear his message.
So profound. Absolutely humbled and grateful he is here to tell his story. Prayers going up, bro.
This is the interview I needed to hear.
I was injured at work Aug 4,2022. I suffer from anxiety and depression because of my work injuries.
Thank you Spencer for sharing your story.
Remember your life still matters! I'm sure your beautiful just the way you are.
I clicked on this video while researching "burn victim survivor advocacy" for a college essay. All I can say is WOW! Everyone should listen and allow this to speak directly to your heart. I had tear filled eyes several times and was intently listening. Thank you!
That little bit about safety really helped me to reconsider always being right on time. He's so right.
So true! I am terrible about being “on time” and at least 3/4 of the time, I end up late and stressed out just like he was talking about. That 15 extra minutes I think I need before I get ready is not worth it!
Blessings to this man. I really hope he’s loving a fulfilled joyful life after all he’s been through.
Why didn't God protect him...because God doesn't exist or doesn't care
@@gauge6513 nah
Most powerful interview I've ever seen. He hit all the points going on in my life. This guy has a amazing outlook on life.
His wife stayed!
That is a tremendous gift!
I don't know anyone in my life who would have stayed. I grew up abused, so my life is plagued with predators who recognize the damage that I have emotionally, so I have been a target and didn't know things should be different for a very long time.
I do now, but I still stay alone because I don't trust my own opinions of others.
I look to God for companionship.
😁
I grew up in a similar environment (on my mom's side of my family)... there isn't one person in my mom's side of the family that I can honestly say isn't abusive or a narcissist that I can think of...
Thankfully, my dad realized this and he got custody of me and my brother.
Unfortunately, the courts did NOT realize the full extent of the environment my dad was taking my brother and I from & subsequently my brother and l were still living in that environment part time (weekends, etc)
I have a tbi I love this man at the moment I am bed ridden and I was so very active and I sipped anger but depression and anxiety and both together are both are so bad I freak out and they know how to calm me down down and I want to not take meds I feel I have no one then I found special Olympics and I go to zoom for tbi I will walk again I did not know what love was untill I got leaders around me my coaches doctors friends Kimberly and all my animals but no blood family I will survive and now I want to after this man ty you are the best ever I sometimes feel this world is better with out me but I can help others I want to help others sooooo much you keep sharing I love you your daughter is lucky so is your wife so are all who know you.
What a kind and intelligent young man
I will always remember the life lessons I have learned from this podcast.
The one thing he said that I shall never forget.
when he talked about his last thoughts when he was near death.
The only thoughts which came to his mind were about his loved ones,
not about his job, money, or all the unnecessary things which we give more importance in our day-to-day lives.
blessings from India. ❤
Watching this, and he mentions that this is in Edmonton. I did my nurses training at the U of A. Remarkable man. Strong will to live.
Wow the power of strength of people like this man. Amazing man
The kind of soul you want to know and be friends with..so much respect!
This was a phenomenal interview!
He spoke for my high school psychology class back in 2011/2012 (rough estimate) as a guest speaker. Very, strong and wonderful man! Humble and kind 🫶
Resilient man
I'm blessed he survived the awful tragedy dear lord please protect this man at all costs ❤
I don’t know who to thank for allowing this video to be shown without censoring what this man had to say.
Words MEAN something. When and how they’re said can plant gardens or burn down entire forests. Thank you for allowing this man to say - and to be heard saying - “kill myself” and “suicide” and every single ugly word Mr. Beach utilized in telling his story. When I was extremely suicidal, those words were constantly swirling in my mind. Those words were taboo at that time in my life. To speak them was to reveal weakness, unsuitability, and cause for dismissal in nearly aspect of my life. Hearing those words being spoken so casually by my peers and to hear them being directed towards the very worst of individuals we encountered sent me even deeper into suicidal ideation, as it convinced me that I was the worst, too.
I was incredibly fortunate enough to be in the right place, at the right time, and with the right people standing in the gap for me and I accepted the help and the recovery that has followed. Number One on my list has been the realization of speaking these words in expressing what’s going on in my head takes away their power over me. Hearing them - spoken by myself and those who were there for me - helped me to face the shock, shame, disappointment, and disgust that come with them in my thinking and my actions.
Perhaps hearing these words in their entirety and with the rawness in which they were spoken and expressed will lead someone to face them, deal with them, and learn to defeat the hideous sway they have in their own lives.
❤️ such a strong humbled man ! Truly an inspirational for many of us out there . Thank you for sharing your story Spencer ! It a rough path any of us have to go through . Wish you well in life
Spencer you are pure light. I love how you simplify the most complex human emotions.
A good reason to keep OSHA and the EPA. This man is amazing and strong.
You are a champ bro ,I always knew someone had it worse and is pushing harder with his amazing confidence and resilience
GOD IS SO GLORIOUS GOD BLESS THIS MAN ❤❤🙏
Wow , thankyou for your story . I am a burn survivor 75% 3rd degree. I was 2 years old . It was gasoline lite by natural gas on a hot water heater . The gas was 5 gallons . We must help others with our stories . Love n hugs
I am happy that you are here on this Earth still defying odds and surviving and hopefully thriving ❤ please have a beautiful life.
This man has amazing resilience
What an incredible story of survival & told with such clarity & gratitude. Spencer is exactly right, when you come so close to death it puts what really matters into perspective. This happened to me 9 years ago when I came within half an hour of death & surviving made me so grateful for the smallest purest aspects of life, the petty stuff that most people I know concern themselves with don't matter to me anymore. Every day is a good day because I survived.
Spencer Beach you are an inspiration to us all. God bless you and your family!
God Bless U Spencer Beach, may the joy of the Lord always be with u brother and may He prosper all u do and may u be in good health always and be healed in Jesus Name Amen 🙏
It's amazing he can speak.so well snd still has his nose. Chemical fumes burning can really hurt your lungs and vocals
absolutely!
Such an amazing and incredible man
God bless him for being strong and the love he has for his family
I’m a Waffle House server and one day me and my co worker saw a homeless man by a pond near our job I told her let’s make him food and give it to him at the time I was 20 years old in college we made him a hash brown bowl and a large coffee and we brought it to him after he didn’t say anything but raised it as if he was saying thank you we went back to the store and someone told us he was mute about a month later I was about to get a raise talking to my co worker my back was turned away from the door counting money then someone opened the door and threw a knife right at me and my co worker and it landed right in front of me and he ran away we called the cops they came for some reason they didn’t wanna hear what I had to say and kept talking to the other server who was beside me even though the knife landed in front of me I felt like who ever it was at the time was aming for me the cops said it was a random act of violence i thought who randomly does that I cried in the bathroom that day because I was so scared days after I started calming down and forgetting about it thinking maybe it was a random thing about 4 weeks after I show up to work like any other day I I got out the car and the homeless man I gave food to weeks ago was standing by the door at first I didn’t think anything of it until as I got closer to the door he kept peering at me like something was about to happen I got scared and stared right at him without taking my eyes off him as I reached for the door he pulled a knife out his jacket and lunged at me I got through the first doo screaming and i slipped I flipped on my back and he swung the door open I put my legs up and he started swinging the knife at me aming for my side stomach I was kicking him off every time he came at me I put my arm down to protect my side stomach screaming at the top of my lungs about 29 seconds of being attacked all my co workers came running out the door he saw them coming and ran some how I slid my self into the store I didn’t even know I was stabbed it was like my body knew and moved on it’s own my co workers hugged me and said I was bleeding I looked down and I had cuts all on my legs the cops got him when I got to the hospital the cops asked did I know him I said no me and my co worker only gave him food one day that’s all I asked do the know why he attacked me they said not yet 15 stitches later I went home everyone kept asking did I need therapy but I said no my mind set was I don’t want this to break me or take over my life I went back to work 3 days later against everyone’s advice but I loved my job and wasn’t gonna give him the satisfaction of changing my life a few weeks later I got a call from the da saying he pled guilty I asked why did he attacked me all they said is he was mentally ill and was trying to get in jail so he didn’t have to be homeless anymore bc it was cold outside I couldn’t believe that was the reason he still in jail and I’m 22 now and still work at Waffle House you guys be careful there are a lot of sick people in this world that are willing to do crazy things for nothing I could have lost my life just so he could have a warm bed crazy
I've narrowly escaped four fires. And I needed to see this. Thank you.
Absolutely amazing!
Thanks for sharing!
There is so much in such a little time. Bless you.
You are a walking miracle! I am so glad to make your acquaintance.❤
God bless you, you are a very strong willed man!
GOD BLESS THIS MAN TREMENDOUSLY. 🙏🏽🙏🏽
This guy is a perfect motivational speaker! You're the man!
What a inspiring man
I have no trouble remembering the problems I had 5 years ago 😅 But all of his points still stand. God bless him.
Jeshua 😊 praise Yeshua
Lord please help him in anyway to bring more joy into his life
Inspiring!
Awe inspiring! Thank you for this interview and Spencer! Just made my day better!
❤ THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR STORY I LOVE HOW YOU SPEAK AND DESCRIBE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS THAT EVERYONE GOES THROUGH EVERYDAY AND THE EXELENT ADVICE THAT YOU GIVE ON HOW TO DEAL WITH THESE EMOTIONS. YOU REALLY SOUND LIKE A GREAT THERAPIST 👍 I'M SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO EXPERIENCE 😢WHAT YOU DID ❤ BUT YOU ARE A VERY STRONG AND WONDERFUL PERSON ❤️ GOD BLESS YOU ❤🙏
Thank you, Spencer. Just sage advice for all of us on how to deal with hardships.
he’s brave and inspirational! a truly beautiful man!
Great story teller. I gotta do better just getting out of bed
Love this survivor's advice & comments. Very profound. Thx for sharing.
Wow. I do not know what to say Sir That is a tuff rd. You traveled probably one of the hardest ever I enjoyed listening to you 😊❤
Life is not fair for sure. You can positive all you want but at the end of day you’re still alone.
Thanks for the perspective, Spencer.
God bless you and keep you pressed closely to his heart!
You are so deeply cool🌼🌼💚 Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you for choosing your path to continuously share your story and insight to help others. I wont forget you ever. If anything challenging ever happens to me i hope i can find you again because i might have alot of questions and I'll need someone exactly like you to help me navigate a new reality. Thank you to your wife and family also💚
WOW! Spencer, thank you for sharing your story. Amazing.
I have got to do better!!
I have trouble caring enough to bother with things. Anything.
I am alone at 56, so I have very little to care about, but
I still need to do better because I am failing Jesus!❤
The best gifts in life is when you make a difference in even one person's life and to help someone in a moment in our short lives
VERY inspiring!!!! Thanks!!!!
Hats off to this person
You are such an inspiration!❤
An example for. Our tribe what's matters is inside our spirits
What a cool person and awesome story❤❤❤
Could listen to him talk for hoursssssssss
Fantastic guy
Spencer.... you are an earth angel. God had his plans 4u. You spk with calm and confidence and if only one person benefits from your story... then it was worth telling. Thank you for 4sharing your soul with us. My hubs is in depression another story... 😢 we are trying to convince him to seek outside help. I'm going to ask him to watch this interview in the morning.
Godspeed ❤
He must have God in his life ,God bless this man thank you for your wisdom and hope and love
Spencer is such a hero!
This was an amazing episode...breast cancer warrior Survivor and I can definitely relate...I couldn't put in words the way I felt and he nailed it.
It's like, you go out one day, but you never get home...Complete surprise....
❤ good on you , so strong ❤️👑👑👑👑
His future healing must have been painful. I am basing that on what I have heard about burn units.
explosive glue . this is crazy .. one time i was cooking hair loss solution, and i poured solvent into heated up rosemary oil without stiring or something, and boom, burning oil all over the room.
Only a 5% chance of living well I’m glad you beat the odds I wish you all the best
Che destino😢 Era così bello anche fuori.....
This hit me hard ❤
I'm lost you said that you had both doors open for fumes , but you couldn't open the door
I think the doors got sucked in with the rush of air and snapped shut.
God Bless you❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
He is still a beautiful soul and person 💪🏾💪🏾🙏💟❤❤💪🏾💪🏾👍👍🤠😇😇.
Yea, not everyone's story is the same. I died. I went to "Limbo" I guess you would call it. I was thrilled!! Answers to everything! It was this vast library of knowledge! As a braniac, it was heaven. I was making plans to study for all eternity, then this dude (spirit guide, angel, whatever you want to believe), was like, "you have to go back." I told him I didn't want to go back. My life, If I don't want to live it, my choice." He was like, "yea... About that... They decided you have to go back.."
Me "The fuck you mean? It's my life, if I don't want to live, who are you to tell me otherwise?"
Dude just shook his head, and stepped back. Next thing I knew, I was falling back down the "tunnel". I woke up to a nurse violently shaking me. The moment I opened my eyes, she breathed this huge sigh of relief, and said "oh! There you are, your blood pressure dropped really low, and we were worried about you". I just smiled. I never told her it wasn't my choice to come back. She seemed genuinely concerned. Didn't want to ruin her day.
I almost died that day. If it had been up to me, yea, I wouldn't be here. The only reason I have never attempted suicide, is because I don't think I could take that rejection again.
He is so right about the suicide thinking. I had been on methadone for fifteen years. When i was detoxing i was sooo sick and so weak. It was so bad i was going to wait till my aunt left and i was going to get her gun but for some reason that day she decided to clean her room and she put the gun somewhere else so i was just going to drag a chair out to our apple tree and i didnt have the stamina for draging the chair. Iam nine years sober. So glad i didnt do that...
That’s what Hell is going to be like for ETERNITY!!! YOU WILL NEVER GET OUT OR RELIEF!!!! I can’t imagine it dying in flames without Jesus and waking up in Hell.
absolute respect
So powerful ❤️
Inspiring. Also look at DAN CARO s story
He was so handsome ❤❤❤❤
He still is
I am sorry if this feels insensitive, but how are his glasses not falling?
* Sigh * Quality eyeware often have spring hinges which cause them to grip and therefore are fitted. Perhaps, you should have researched instead of being insensitive. This is 2024 for God’s sake. There are many, many options for solving simple problems.
I think you asked a question with respect. Maybe, you have a reason pertaining to your own circumstances in life.
@@tiffanyhoward9935 It's okay to ask questions.
Great video but, two questions must be asked: 1. Would he have chosen to live, if he were single and had no strong family connections? 2. How many American women would have stayed with him, if not pregnant with their first xhild?????)
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I can say that when he said that all the "suicidal [teenagers] had one thing in common - that their parents hated them"; i can honestly say that that is probably the most accurate assessment [of my teenage self] that i have ever heard ....
I've never met this man in person, yet to hear his wisdom - not just about dealing with depression, but also with dealing with adversity in general ... I'm literally in tears right now.
My dad was/ is the type of person who would bottle up his emotions until he would yell (& say mean & sometimes hurtful things) - but out of 18 years growing up , i can only recall 4 instances of my dad ever getting to the point of yelling at me or my siblings.
My mom on the other hand would not only yell & say hurtful things (on a regular, if not daily, basis), but she also had no problem laying hands (and Lord help you if you raised your hands to shield your face to keep her from giving you a black eye or something).... not to mention she had no issues with kicking me outta the house time and again (rain or shine, mid day, or waking me up at 2am to kick me out)... which getting kicked outta the house wouldn't have been so bad, except for the fact that just because she would kick me out didn't mean she was happy with me leaving either - as i found out on one such occasion, as i was walking on the side of the road & she literally crossed over onto the wrong side of the road in her car , where i was walking, and tried to hit me with her car ..... (thankfully, it was a country for road without any traffic & i was able to hear her car approaching me from behind & i managed to move over and onto the other side of the ditch in time)....
I've come to learn and accept that my mom never really wanted me or my brother .... but as much as she may not have wanted us, she didn't want us to be happy living with our dad even more so😢
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Just wow, I'm soooo sorry this happened to you. Shame on the employer who suggested you do this.
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If air was being sucked in the door should have opened very easily...
He literally explained why that isn't true
@@suckmyfatbish He literally said he was trying to figure out what happened. He isn't sure. Doors open inward, not out.
@susanlovesjava4961 he explained that the heat caused a seal so he couldn't open the door
@susanlovesjava4961 and who cares why it didn't open it's a weird thing to point out in this man's incredible story of survival you want to point out a possible inconsistencie in his story like why is that important the comment is pointless and unnecessary
@susanlovesjava4961 and since you know so much why don't we put you in the same situation and test your theory...just ignorant
Realize God is real.. God controls all the elements that can be explained by science. Science belongs to Gid and it is the explanation of life after it’s been given
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Repent to Jesus Christ before its too late, repent and believe the gospel, turn to Jesus Christ before its too late amen, read the bible, pray, be baptized and keep on the faith amen
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God help him plz
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