vas - jagger finn (1 hour)
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• vas - jagger finn
i felt this way
although i really shouldn’t stay
i felt so strange
will you, talk to me again
but i really shouldn’t stay
but i, i really shouldn’t stay
time to cry for 1hr
same tho
Peach Tea Subliminals actually
me currently
are you okay? :)
same
no one in this comment section is ok
No one.
LMAOO
no
Sometimes, I don't even know if I'm okay or not.
no one.
imagine listening to this at 3am while you’re silently crying watching the rain as it’s falling, thinking about that one person
can relate.
I literally am doing that rn
did that
oh... i really.. felt that...
lowkey fowler I relate to that so much. Ughhhh life sucks huh? 😂❤️
Oof is it weird that i would find that relaxing asf?
i love reading comments to these kind of songs. theyre all relatable and comforting
right like y’all are my people
frl
Even then it is sad that we all feel this way, we should be happy, yet here we are, very sad, but the best part is knowing we are not alone
IK SAME
FRRR
I hate those moments after I'm done crying & l just sit there emotionless
I can’t even cry anymore
i can relate
how i feel rn
Same. It’s scary how I can go from crying to immediately stopping and feel nothing.
Same...
_“I’ve felt this way”_
_”Although I really shouldn’t stay..”_
_”I’ve felt so strange”_
_”will you talk to me again..?”_
*_”but I really shouldn’t stay”_*
_”...but I really shouldn’t stay..”_
Juuzou lover 'oh no i really shouldnt stay ' *
Lygend no, it is although, lol they’re right
Hits hard
Hits hard .
damn.
this song is the definition of pain and absolute loneliness
bro it makes me cry every time i listen to it, its bad for me
@@GusTiernan same dude 😞
g a y
@@GusTiernan g a y
@@snxper6761 how is it gay? 🤨
as you lay in bed, tears rushing down your face. You remember the person you comforted and loved you but now they left, you can not sleep. You listen to this song to try and relieve your emotions as the next day is school, you planned things with them but it ended quickly, you realise everything comes to an end. You wonder how life will end, you look at the clock its already 5 am you wont have time to sleep so you get up and get ready for the day.
Why do I relate to this right now 😔
I get you bro 😢 same feeling
Doctor: you only have 59 minutes and 45 seconds left to live
Me: *opens this video* :’)
helena. zzz the most depressing yet relateable use of this RUclips meme
yeah :)
hi you're still here?
@helena. zzz you good
pure peace
wake up
lego gun game
sleep.
Sad
WHY ARE YOU HERE CHASE!?!?!?
Lol didint know u listen to kind of these songs
The repressing life of a roblox RUclipsr
u got some good taste in music chase
Im scared to talk irl, it frightens me to think that i have to go into public and leave my room. Im too scared to be seen.
me too.. that’s why the movie A Silent Voice hurt me so bad bc I’m like Shoya.
OLiViA i cried in the last scene when all the masks slowly faded away 😢
I'm scared too
@@olivia4345 OMG SAME🥲🤚
Ik sometimes its good when other people feel the same.. So um anyways im here 4 u.. Whatever ur going through. Stay strong. You WILL get through this man!
I've been so tired of falling in love but I crave it so much it's feels so lonely
real
Real
Real
I feel you bro I know the feeling you love someone so much but deep down you know that they don't love you they end up being with someone else so you just don't know what to do anymore when that happened to me the first thought was suicide but I didnt want to make ppl sad even if no one cares about me the truth is love is poison, it makes you get feelings for someone and then your heart gets crumpled into pieces but hey thats just life even if you try to move on and you can't just do the stuff you like the most listen to music that's the only thing that won't leave you in life
_“Will you...”_
_“...Talk to me again..?”_
sure
I wish she would talk to me, did I do something wrong?
😔
man shit sucks
@@aidanobrien3767 I don't even know anymore Homie just keep going
I laugh and have good times with my friends, but at night when I’m alone... it hits me.
I advise u plz watch “ Orange “ the anime it’s really good and it honestly hit home and I love it so much
@@cherrypop4094 what’s it about? :)
@@talaatmeh162 its an anime and its about this girl who gets a letter from her future telling her to do all these things to save one of her friends. its really good and also i promise there's a good ending
@@cherrypop4094 thank you so much! I’ll make sure to watch it tomorrow night :)
@@talaatmeh162 okay : ) just saying that it has episodes but its very interesting
this song makes sadness seem beautiful.
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edit: okay so this comment is getting a lot of attention out of nowhere, which i never thought would happen when i wrote it over a year ago😭 i’m in a better place than i was and i don’t agree with it anymore. without sadness, we would forever take the good times for granted. it is a beautifully complex and valid emotion. i hope you all have an amazing rest of your day, always remember that you make other people’s lives so much better by just being you.
gail _ period.
Make me remember 19days
Shut cho
It is
it is because you cherish the happiness you will have or have had
i see her everywhere. the moon. the stars. the city lights. she's everywhere i go. all the songs i listen to leads back to her. i hope she is ok and happy. wishing her everyday all the best.
Bro 😭
You're not alone
same bro🥲
I hate her, she ruined my life, and now she's acting like nothing happened.
Maybe it's my own fault, but it couldn't have done without her…
bahahahaha ur so pathetic
It’s kinda funny how everyone’s so chill about crying at 3am. Noice.
Hold up, 1 year ago?!
it‘s normal to cry at 3am
@@mf4958 drinking Elmo potion at 3 am. Then cry at 4 am
4am is when I start crying , but nice guess bud.
its unfortunate how most of the time i chill by myself when my friends should be there
Guys I have this huge feeling that when I grow up I’m going to be alone...I already am but it’s just sad admit that I am alone yk?
same I’ve been alone my whole life
hey wanna be besties...
@@aa-017 let’s be besties 😩
just listening to this song and saw your comment. i’m wondering are you still alone now?
Don't think of it as a bad thing. Who knows you might enjoy it if it happens haha. I've certainly enjoyed my time being a loner, doing what you want when you want and just taking in life and what it throws at me.
It’s 4 am and it’s my birthday but I don’t feel anything. I just remember when I was young and I had all my family and friends but it’s seems like every time I grow older I lose more people in my life. I miss them all
Edit: Hey it’s a year later omg thank you for the kind words and lifting each other up.
thats okay, some people aren’t meant to stay, and ik that’s hard to process but i hope you realize soon that it gets easier.. baby steps.
happy late birthday lol
i totally understand how you feel, when it was my birthday, i felt the same and i even invited friends and everything but it didn't work out and i feel like as a kid it's just so much easier but as a teenager, nothing works out the way you want it to.
I’ve always been afraid of my birthday not because I’m getting older but every one of my birthdays are full of sadness and loneliness. And when I was younger I would get locked in my room and beat and.. nvm that’s to much for me to share to the tiny world. And or I try killing my self on my birthdays. I hate my birthday. Gives back sad rly rly dark memories p. And the sad part part is I keep making to those rly sad dark memories each year..
@@bekahsanchez3794 same here mine wasn’t too great and only my family and one good friend said a happy birthday to me and he is still in my life idk how he’s put up with me for so long anyone in that matter I’m such a dickhead and can’t talk at all and when I do I just am odd like always
@@phzzyfountain im sorry man, sometimes life doesnt work out the way you want it to but i know that it will get better, keep your head up
Sleeping forever might be the only way to not be tired
"uhmm, actually, you would be correct.🤓"
@@cowork3r real
@@cowork3rI don't really think the man is joking 🙁
@@gdoscar_1yeah dude...
This reminds me of when you cry yourself to sleep and wake up at 3am and it's cold and you just stare at the ceiling and see the room get lighter until the sun rises
:(
You know you’re not ok when you start to cry in the middle of the day.
how are you doing 5 months later ?:)
@@aliciaaa0209 wanna cry even more :)
@@aliciaaa0209 life is not the same anymore
@@maros6892 it isnt:( and it hurts
@@aliciaaa0209 hope u get trough this bestie !
we aren’t even dating but i’m so attached for no reason.
I feel you.
Ik how u feel bro I can’t leave her but we’re not together
Damm probably one of the realest comments I’ve seen yet
We're friends yet we've been through so much together that I see it more than just friendship, but I know she doesn't see it the same way. I try and leave or ghost but I keep coming back and keep in touch with her
@@corvaliis you will never know how she feels unless u ask her !!
idc how old this song gets, it's so good
C, Am7, E7, F during the verse
G C F Fm for chorus
standard tuning :)
thank u!
Dont wanna spund like a moron but i need a tab😭
Thank you
iky
ily
i bet most of us are here at 3 am crying in our rooms
I have headphones in and am up in a tree witch has such dense leaves I can’t be seen by anyone or anything , it’s kinda nice
2:40am 😌
Bakugous Baby 4:45AM
Creeper 5:11 lol we in the same time zone
If only I could cry
My friend and I talked with this in the background and it got really deep really quick then replayed the hour again but we just listened in silence
i wish i had this :(
@@riah4445 it was cool I’m not gonna lie but we aren’t friends anymore :/
@@kaleiahp7599 oh my god. a year can change so much..
@@arisha511 it can
How can y'all deep talk im scared to deep talk with someone for some reason
LYRICS:
I've felt this way
Oh no, I really shouldn't stay
I've felt so strange
Will you talk to me again?
But I really shouldn't stay
But I really shouldn't stay
I could never memorize lyrics this long
W but Ratio
Thanks ♡
Si…
it's impossible for me to love myself, but i hope that everybody who reads this is able to find that love.
i love you.
you've gotta endure the pain in order to feel the happiness and good feelings- in order to apprieciate those good feelings. Maybe to love yourself, you've gotta just deal with the hate :,)
You know......I-I- I did....... but....... she cheated…on…me
@@moon_lightpain7615 So sorry about that. I hope you find someone else.
i love you sm
What a horrible feeling, to be numb. .
It’s better than what I’m feeling right now I don’t know how much more I can take of it.
@@anthonymacari3983
There’s always light at the end of a dark tunnel keep your head up bro
It will stop one day
Awww are you okay 🥺
To be honest for me feeling suicidal was/is more tolerable than being emotionless and numb I feel more trapped that way
i feel absolutely nothing.
I wanna have fun, I wanna do things like other teenagers, have a friend group, be asked to go out, be loved by someone, I wanna be motivated, I don’t wanna be sad anymore. I just wanna be happy and understood please
I feel u buba
I feel u 😔
@@Em-qd8yx
@@Em-qd8yx
this.
Life is like a book Some chapters are sad,
some are happy and some are exiting, but if you never turn the page,
you will never know what the next chapter has in store for you.
Underrated comment
Is it weird that i can"t cry anymore? Sometimes I just want to cry but I can"t, it makes me feel inhumane.
It's not wierd your just... numb... Like me
We can be numb together cant we right
g a y
I just cannot feel anything but emptiness... occasional joy but it always goes and i never feel like i deserve it
@@snxper6761 not the place for that. go to a gta video or something.
*i really shouldn’t stay.*
pls stay :(
I feel like I'm so late but I'm here for you. We will get through this together. Don't give up now. You've come so far xx
please *stay* : )
No, you're not weird or strange to listen to music such as this when you're feeling sad or lonely. It's because music like this speaks to you. In a form that you cannot explain. An inexplicable feeling that makes you feel comforted and loved even though a single word wasn't spoken. Some of us need to feel loved. And even though it's through music It's still love. Stay safe... Stranger.
Thank you
Спасибо тебе большое, я должен был услышать эти слова!
these words hit really hard. i think that's what i needed to hear. tysm
“The mirror is my best friend because when i cry it doesn’t laugh at me” - Charlie Chaplin
Charli was a legend i always watched him as kid
İf the mirror laugh at u when u cry, u would be die
@SnipeLab fax
pov: ur scrolling through the comments about love and being sad, but rn ur numb and have nobody to think of all because ur a loner
I really hope you're okay xx I love you ❤️
I feel like my friends are getting bored of me.. they stop talking to me and when they do they seem so uninterested and sometimes they make it obvious they didn’t find me funny or fun..
wtf how did you-
Exactly thx
STFU LOL
*"i would do anything for him"*
*"but would he do that for me to?"*
Nah i doubt it lol
@Charles Baumhauer Simps give physical items or money for love, real men give love for love.
he wouldnt .
Remember this a boy tells you but a man shows you
its called a crush for a reason
first time ive ever had to replay a one hour video
Same!!
i hope you are doing alright nowadays.
Same
I’ve always been told that suicide is selfish, but isn’t it selfish of them to want me to continue to suffer?
Exactly, I don't want to leave but if it means no more suffering I don't care if it is selfish. It's selfish of them to not have helped me.
you know, if theres someone there saying that they dont want me to go, even if im suffering, at least i have something to live for. whether its a family member, a friend, or even a pet. theres at least something in life to keep you going. so i know it might be tough sometimes, maybe even all of the time, but that doesn’t mean you should go. and i know you’ve heard it a thousand times(trust me so have i), but it will get better. so please stay safe and keep moving forward❤️
and yes i know its been two months late but i still thought i should put this here
Just hang in there plz
they want u to be better give them that chance i almost went thu this and i couldnt leave my baby sister like that we are so close imagine pain she would be in dont plz :(
damn, it hit me right in the feels
i hate the feeling of love but i want it so bad.
don’t we all ?
@@sou895 yup.
2 months later and I got a gf wowowowo
@@sou895 yay:)
we broke up, she said she only saw me as “family” a “brother”.
It's so simple but it hits my heart pretty dang hard
best 1 hour of my life
you must have a sad life, my friend.
:)
@@alexlemelin3217 yes :(
how did i go from being so happy with myself and my life to this?
everything gets better over time, just know if people care and you deserve to be selfish at some points if it gives you the benefit of being happy and finding yourself again, you matter and so does everyone else it this world, there are two days you life for and that’s the day you are born and the day you find out why, so genuinely mean this, you are important to this world
there’s many typos i just woke up for school so i am sorry for that
@@thekid58 thank you so much i needed that, im actually doing better than i was when i wrote that comment :)
@@alyssak07 good too hear and if you ever need to vent or talk about shit just come back to these comments and i’ll make sure you straight
mmm bipolar
YALL IF CRYING IS HEALTHY WE ARE THE NOST HEALTHIEST PEOPLE IN PLANET EARTH DAYUM
HAHA FRRRR
FRRRRRR
Healthy gang unite
if it was a competition, we’re all winning lmfao 🥰
@@sou895 HAHAHAHA
Everyone knows the feeling when they hide their emotions, but that one thing breaks that wall
"are you okay?"
corn ball
@@Haru-vt9dyI'm pretty sure none of us are ok all of us are depressed or just genially sad like maybe from family problems, heartbroken, or stress, but it's life that's how life is supposed to be a big pain in the ass
real.
*doesn’t sadness feel comforting sometimes*
it does
*My friends:* You’re too much
*My mom:* This is why people don’t like you
*My teachers:* you’re missing a lot of work
*This music:* There there, sweetheart. It’s okay. Give me a hug
i swear music is the only thing keeping me going at this point
@@neelaa2333 I feel you man
imagine this song being a living human, couldn’t imagine it.
@@neelaa2333 Music, TV shows/movies, and books are the only things keeping me going hehe ^-^ because they put me in worlds where people understand someone like me and you, and that feels good. I just never meet anyone here who gets it. I mean, you'd get me... but we're just strangers.
@@papasscooperiaworker3649 I could never say that in a better way
"I promise i won't ever leave you bubby"
*August 1st 10:21 pm.*
I wonder what happened....
august 1st is my birthday... i’m sorry :(
:((
i’m sorry
no....
You ever wish you could just lay in the grass with no one around for miles and just talk and talk with your person and never have to see the rest of the world again and you and your person are just looking up at the stars and thinking about your lives and lay there for the rest of eternity. Because same
That’s all I want and wish for the closest I get is damn 20 mins alone with her somewhere but all I want is this
I wanna hop the gate to the football field of our school at night and lay on the soft damp fake grass with her in my arms and listen to music like this then climb up to the top of the bleachers and look down at the city and just look at her face and bee happy but sadly theres no so like that in my life maybe next time
My everyday routine : wake up , think about life , does school work ,cry myself to sleep, repeat
Wake up, lie in bed for like 30 minutes, take my daily pill, school work, talk on discord, shower, hotpockets, daily jog, shower, dinner, stay up gaming, go in bedroom to cry, sleep, repeat. (also yeah i dont really eat breakfast lol) update: bro I don’t have anymore hot pockets:(
Bro ,what Games you play? I can play with you sorry for my english im spanish😓😓
After a while everyday starts to feel the same kind of like endless hell. You have to mix it up do something different because one day we’re going to die and we don’t want to die knowing we had a bad life. Make the most of this life you only get one chance ❤️
@@Pinto_poko foetnite :(
@@goditachiff2114 ride id and we play
Vas in French is the verb “to go”. Absolutely beautiful
I missmyself, at who i used to be, this happy kid cracking joke's and laughing at dumb things every single second, id give it all to be that person again.
Same i feel like a lonely loser who does nothing but look at other people succeed while im just here crying
1,5 years i was in the exact spot you are now and believe me, you will find yourself back. Nowadays i am not fully the person i ones was but i am much more like it than 1 year ago. Don't stress about it and just enjoy life
that’s how I act at school, but at home- complete different person.
Ratio just be that person again 🤨😂
hope your doing better bro, i’m still not fully there yet but i’m definitely better than i was and things get better bro i promise
I remember the days when all I had to worry about was if I was gonna miss the new episode of spongebob. I wish I could go back to those days
Fax
Can relate. But i wouldn't go that far ago
same :/
Damn had flash backs
I've felt
this way
oh no
i really shouldn't stay
i've felt
so strange
will you
talk to me again?
and i
really shouldn't stay
yea i
really shouldn't stay
*i felt this way
although i really shouldn’t stay
i felt so strange
will you, talk to me again
but i really shouldn’t stay
but i, i really shouldn’t stay
hold up what I didn't even know u could highlight a comment
wait what
ANYELINIUS although*
@@madd7e yea i? But i?
I’m just tired. I don’t know how to explain it. I don’t know if I’m lazy but I have no motivation and I just overthink everything.
same here. i hope you get through it :)
Bro
the word lazy exists only as a word,the fact that you are tired and dont wana do stuff, does not mean anything,words are just words,they describe,or barely describe anything,instead of lazy,i would just say i am tired of this planet....
just take a nap lol
Yoo Keanu Reeves!!
*Why am I listening to this. I'm not happy nor sad, Just emotions piling up.*
Same
Same
Just one big flesh bag of bottled up emotions
yeah
Anyone else just want to die and watch everyone from the sky and be at peace with no stress?
@Alex Games oh well
:)
Yea i need rest
whoever made this i luv u
working on my homework, this is really chill music but also quite sad, my type of music
When I first heard this song all I thought about was that one person. Now I’m just thinking about how much I’ve screwed my life over again. I’ve been forcing myself to go around in this loop. All because I’m too afraid to face my own issues.
Hope you are alright now Tessa..❤️
Are you alright?
ily
It’s sad how the guy in the vid is me like everyday now...
i hope you’re doing better now
Hope you feel better
Bro you ain’t as depressed as shinji
@@pablodiablo2423 bye😭😭😭😭
That guy's name is Shinji
Something to remember
little girl: what’s on your arm?
me: they’re battle scars.
little girl: you fought in a war?
me: yeah. a long and hard one.
little girl: that’s so cool! can i get one?
me: no. please do not ever get any. but i’ll tell you what. whenever you see someone else with battle scars, i want you to hug them. okay? can you promise me?
little girl: yes. i promise.
a few days later we went on a short shopping spree. suddenly the
little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager
teen: why are you hugging me?
little girl: because.. (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter.
the teen looked up at me, and i rolled up my sleeves to show her. with tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me..
teen: my war is far from being finished right now, but i am not done fighting.
she bends down at eye level with the little girl
teen: thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. you are forever my war hero.
⚠️ this is not my story, but i saw it somewhere else and decided to share it too because i want you to do the same to anyone with “battle scars” ⚠️
stay safe everyone! 💕
lol thanks for sharing i needed to hear this
Wow thank u that’s the most loveliest story ever 🥰
awww
Aww:(
that's a beautiful story
1 hour of sitting in bed n crying ((;
you okay? (:
James aren’t alone don’t worry
Katelyn when someone is crying he is totally not ok
How’s your year been?
@@katelyndaviss nun of us are (:
sometimes, it’s okay to cry. just don’t wallow in it.
this song makes me less scared to die.
That’s not good ;-;
Immortal Uber in a way it is
I hope u okey now sweetheart
Man this song brings back feelings I thought I forgot
yeah
@ero gal shut the fuck up
@ero gal why would you give me, or anybody on the internet for that matter, the ability to “ruin your day”
@ero gal there are two parties in an interaction, the speaker and the listener, these roles alternate as an interaction progresses. The speaker can say whatever they want and the listener can choose however they wish to react. Both parties hold just as much power as the other, you can be the speaker and the listener whenever you want to be, and while what I said wasn’t exactly nice, it was up to you to stand back and say “yo this internet person just said a rude thing” and you chose to have your day ruined instead of giving me shit back.
@ero gal oh no yeah i completely agree that we shouldn’t be rude to each other and Im sorry i told you to shut up before, that was negative energy lmao, but we also shouldn’t need to tread on eggshells constantly and worry about every single little thing we say, its exhausting. I completely understand that you are being so apologetic out of a good place but you shouldn’t need to write an apology and let me silence you. You are valuable and you are powerful because you are human and you are yourself and you shouldn’t have to worry about making people uncomfortable if you didn’t mean to, as much as it is up to the speaker to not be rude, it is also up to the listener to choose how they react. I am really grateful that I replied to your comment today because you have reminded me that I shouldn’t let little things ruin my day because it is my choice whether I have a good day or not. Thank you
My Dad died three months ago, my cat died a few weeks ago, a friend died last week, uncle died yesterday, you don't understand that feeling where you don't wanna get too attached to anybody because your scared to lose them, h e l p
I'm sorry, I hope your doing okay. I will pray that everything can become better for you. Remember, you are not forgotten. You are still loved by many and by God. Hope everything becomes better for you🙏💙✝️
i’m so sorry for all of your losses. keep your head up
I understand man
I'm so sorry.. Hope you are feeling better now..
Im so sorry, I hope you get better
Whoever is reading this, and you’re in pain. Just stop rq and please give me a a minute or two to tell you sum. Listen bby, I know you’re hurting, and that is perfectly okay. The amount of people that are here in these comments, watching this video probably at the same time as you, and the ones who watch before, and after you, may feel the same way as you :) You are never alone. I know how you’re feeling, but at the same time, maybe I don’t. People have there own type of pain and it’s okay to go through it, If you wanna kill your self, and you wanna end it all thinking that it’ll end your pain. It may end your pain, but that pain passes on to the ones who truly love and care for you, such as family, friends, maybe even pets, and so much more. You have sooo many things in life to accomplish, and goals to reach. Reach those goals, and once you do, make new ones and make everlasting memories with those you love. Make the impossible, possible. You don’t wanna end it all, you want the pain to go away and be happy just like others in this world. You mean the world to everyone and I am one of those people that care for you. I love you so much and if I had to chance to give you the biggest hug, I would hug you until you I could feel your sadness and sorrows went away:). You’re beautiful/handsome, amazing, talented, smart, and you deserve the entire world. You’ve been holding on for so long and I am so proud of you for keep going. You’re so strong in, and out. Make sure you eat 3 meals a day, okay? I want you to wake up every morning, thinking about how god gave you this gift to be alive, and to know that you’re alive for a reason. There’s so many purposes towards your life and I know god has an amazing plan for your future
Can we be friends? :)
@@brandonsanchez1321 Yessssss🥺
@@jamy7344 you got snap?
Yea I’m not a fucking glow stick
@@frankxxxmullerxxx6734 No, You're patrick.
Hey
I just wanted to tell you that you are so much stronger than you might think
You are strong because you woke up today even after everything that has happened to you.
It might be something "small" that happened to you or the worst thing someone could imagine
You are strong, beautiful and worthy.
Don't let anyone say that you are less than that because you know that's not true.
If you have any problems please reach out to someone you trust or someone you know that will help and listen to you.
And if you can't do that right now find an outlet that distracts you from everything like drawing/painting, listening to music, watching movies, ... etc. just anything that makes you happy and doesn't hurt you.
It might seem like everything's out of control right now but you are not alone.
I hope that I could make your day just a little better
Sincerely
-S
thank you🥺 i really needed this
I needed this thank you so much.
ilysm.
you don't understand, nothing makes me happy.
u made me cry i wish u the best🙏🏼
im tired of everything i dont even care
We'll get through this together x
@@zarapalmer6124 Why should we. We only live to die, why not get it over with for good.
@@zsartchannel5646 so many people love you. You have a chance to be whoever you want to be. All you need to do is try hard. Life gets better eventually. I promise
@@zarapalmer6124 That’s what they all say. “It’ll get better soon.” When’s “soon”? It’s been years. Nothings different. I don’t know one person that even likes me. But I appreciate the thought.
@@zsartchannel5646 :(
to the sad people out there listening to this song just know someone loves you in the world and if there isn't i will ill miss u if you go ill cry if your gone. even if these words are not much and i know that they might not be but i know how it feels to be alone, i know how it fells to cry for no reason, i know what its like to wanna end it all, i know how it fells to just be empty, i know how it feels to want to be loved by some, i know how it feels to want to have someone hug you for hours and tell you its ok. so please know il be here for you, ill love you, ill miss you, ill be someone for you. And just know your doing great!
It's weird how strangers support you more than your family
ily :(
I actually started crying cause of happiness because this comment is so beautiful
@@mf4958 dont cry D:
@@juanpa_yare8706 de nada :)
*TW: Vent. I don’t expect anyone to read this and honestly I don’t want anyone to, I just really needed to let this all out.*
10:32 pm, I’m about to try to go and sleep, I’m not tired but i don’t have anything else to do. It’s really cold. Though I’m covered in blankets and my heater is on, I still feel uncomfortably cold.
My moms in the room next to me, I really want to lay in her bed. No, I just want her to hug me and to tell me it’s okay, I really would like that but I don’t think that’s ever going to happen. I’ve made to many mistakes to ever expect her to even try and comfort me, I don’t deserve to be comforted after what I’ve done anyway, I’m lucky enough that she’s still letting me live here after I’ve treated her horribly, always talking behind her back and deeming her useless.
I really want to go on a walk. I don’t know where nor care where. I just really want to leave.
guilt is eating at my sanity and I honestly don’t know how to deal with it. I’ve called the hotline too many times this week. I’m really urged right now but I don’t want to be a bother. Why would anybody care about me anyway? I manipulate people for the fun of it, I always think so highly of myself and I treat everyone like a disposable pawn. Do I even deserve to be treated like a human now? Probably not.
Oh well it doesn’t matter I’m a horrible person and that’s all that’s to it. these are all things I can think about tomorrow, tomorrow’s version of me can deal with this and that’s alright. It’s fine, it’s fine, it’s perfectly fine.
sorry mom, I really am. I’ll try harder next time, I promise.
hey this was 3 weeks ago im sorry for being late but listen you are not a horrible person you made a mistake everyone does but that was the past and you have no control of it but there is the future and you can take advantage of it and make sure not to make those same mistakes again.
though the world may seem to be against you, and you may seem to be against it, just know that everyone has good in them. you have good in you, despite what you may think. go give your mother a hug, perhaps confide in a friend, whatever you do just know that there will forever be people supporting you.
I hope you can realise that everyone in this planet has their flaws, I myself have too many to count for and despite all of us being aware of it deep inside of us, we decide to brush it away and that’s ok. It’s ok to have your own flaws and to realise your impact of them, I mean we are human after all. I’m sure your mum loves you beyond measure and knows how much you love her too. Please keep going, learn from your mistakes, please remember that no matter your mistakes in the past, you will always be human. Although you may not realise it, there are way more people than you can imagine that care and love for you, don’t leave them behind. Please stay, I’m begging ❤️❤️❤️
dang two months ago well i hope your doing fine we all have our bad sides no one is going to be that perfect person im like you in a way well actually were both alike ive done the same things youve done and if things are still not going well add my snap lets talk sometime (kevinsdopesboi) i know sounds like a dumb username
Troop... how are u now? Ever need to vent, talk to me. i have sc discord ig, or talk to anyone else. i won’t judge u, hope ur doing better than before - anaisha🖤
2020 changed me, not just me but the way we live the way we communicate with loved ones, the way we learn/go to school, the way of not seeing your loved one getting burred, taking lives, young ones having high risk of depression, 2020 affected evryone and everything. Kids saw how 2 weeks of no school turned into 9 months full of stress, online classes , trying to get the same grades as if they were in normal school. Family saw how their loved ones got sicker and sicker. toddlers having to adjust to the environment. Growing up during a pandemic. im 13 ( just turned 13 ) realizing nothing-..nothing will ever be normal, and thats the sad truth. If youre reading this and its like 2022 or something like that, hopefully covid ended hopefully everything went somewhat normal. but if youre reading this and your still in 2020 then please wear a mask if you go out, please stay inside but yet again take small walks with your pets just stay 6 feet away from others, please stay safe everyone i love you, you are loved. ~From a 13 yr old girl during a crazy pandemic
im 12 about to turn 13 in march and in 2020 i thought it was going away but no it was still here but now its more powerful well like the first one we had like the first day we had it. I feel bad for everyone who has to deal with the sickness inside them i hope they get more and the year cause this year is the worst year i know ive been alive for 12 years from 2008 - 2020 but im still getting to the age i should die cause nothings getting better people say it its not. I dont even think god is real because if he was he wouldn't let my mom or granddaddy die and really i had to go to freaking foster and this is my 3rd one and i hate i wish i was the one that just died and then comes back alive but in another place where i love and have a peaceful evening and everything instead of people yelling and screaming and getting into fights. I hope someone help me and the others who are feeling/dealing with the same thing. Thank you for reading if you did that is.
@@sadspedupaudio I’m so sorry for everything you went through. But you’re so fucking strong like damn. Losing someone is so hard cause you start to question god why he took them, and start to question everything. But you’re so strong like I’m so proud of you. And hopefully your days get better and I know that’ll be hard but they will somehow get better. I love you even though I don’t know you, I’m very proud of you, you’re so strong. Keep fighting for me.
these songs just feel like your on top of the world and your sitting looking below seeing all the lights...
Damn
THAMK U EXACTLY WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR OMGGG I LOVE U FOR THIS
jackie burkhart ME TOO
u know u can just right-click on the video and than click ''loop'' for and endless song
This song reminds me someone I miss loving him.
this hurt me so hard bro same i miss waking up to his notfi and getting so happy it’s all my fault i push everyone away man.
I miss her
Nobody in this comment section or listening to this is Mentally stable. Think about that. how many people are suffering and have the same pains as you..
“Hell yea! Extended spring break”
9 months later:
Damn that hit lol
this is actually so depressing.
back in early 2020 i really thought life was good, and quarantine hit. my depression has been super bad this quarantine, fuck
@@alyssak07 me too. I feel like ending it, my life is so exhausting
@@nolol7526 mental health is something everyone is trying to deal with rn. In life sometimes it rains and sometimes it shines, the important part is that we deal with the rain so we can see the sunshine. Nothing lasts forever, when covid ends nothing will be the same and thats the sad reality. Its important to focus on yourself and stay close to others around you in hard times.
can’t wait till it’s october so i can listen to this song at 7pm while it’s dark cold and rainy and watching the street lights from my window in my blanket with earbuds and crying.
that is quite the dream
@@0haluka true
just a reminder, it’s october now
@@user-oe4mt1zv9f thank u. i’ll have to cry now
@@supercoolyoutubeuser00 hope you’re having a good cry
I remember listening to this at the lowest point of my life crying. It really hurts to think about that time I can’t forget it.
this song holds a lot of memories and brings me back everytime 🥲
Lyrics ♡♡❤︎♡♡
“I’ve felt this way”
“Although I really shouldn’t stay”
“I’ve felt so strange”
“Will you talk to me again”
“But I really shouldn’t stay”
“But I really shouldn’t stay”
is it weird that i can’t cry.
.
it’s not bc “i’ve cried so much that i can’t anymore” , it’s just that i can’t cry. something isn’t letting me
ur just numb.... like me
I'm the same way, sometimes I want the sweet relief of crying but I can never get it.
same i want to cry but i cant so i just have a bunch of bottled up emotions that i cant get out
@@peppathepig3374 same
This song feels like a good hug from someone you haven’t seen or heard from in awhile, I love it 🥰
This song makes me remember what happened in the past that I just can't get over but for some reason I can't stop listening to it.
Ive been holding all these tears for years i cant stop them from coming out
I hold no tears anymore. I don’t see a point.
@@joof287 wanna vent?
@@bowlofspaghetti4183 sure.
It’s been a while, and these days, I physically don’t have the ability to cry. It sucks, because I’m left with the empty feeling on how I need to substitute the lack of tears with something else. It’s been building up into… well…
“Not healthy actions upon myself”
If you know, you know.
But frankly, I have too much stress in my life. Bad news always makes me smile now.
Not to say I can’t smile to good news, but seemingly, anything bad that happens always finds a way to become positive, as if my mind can’t perceive the emotion to feel sad anymore.
I think I’ve worn it out.
Long story short. I’ve got too much wrong with me.
But a long story on its own, I’m not motivated to write right now. Another time, but reply if you wanna hear it.
Also im truly sorry for you, i hope you manage to find a healthier method to cope , until then you can continue venting to me under this comment or i u want i can give u my insta
im literally just chilling here at my aunt's house and a wave of sadness comes my way for no fucking reason , just Pain , the house is so quiet , my aunt's mad and she's watching RUclips , one of my older cousins is watching a movie and my other older cousin is just playing a game with one of his friends. And I'm just..here..trying to hold back my tears but I don't know why I'm crying, I just am.
have a good night everyone
I know what u mean 😞
We can get through this . I promise
@@zarapalmer6124 thank you (:
my best friend who is also my ex used this song to describe me and I don't know how to feel. I don't know if "I really shouldn't stay" indicates that she doesn't like me (as a friend)?? but "will you talk to me again" indicates that they think we're drifting?? and it also kinda sounds like they still like me?? I honestly have no idea but I'm sitting here knowing a period of depression is coming.
I personally think that this song is a feeling of regret and leftover feelings. "I felt this way" meaning that he/she loved you then (when he sended you this song) and followed by "Although I rlly shouldn't stay" it represents that he she regrets doing something that both of you broke up for or/and he/she knows it's too late to turn back the time. I personally would feel I'd have no right to get back to you if I had done something bad to you. That's why the I rlly shouldn't stay comes up. And that "...talk to me again" simply means that he/she misses you. But again it just seems impossible. "I felt so strange" when I hear that it just hurts. Well, I hope whoever you are , that everything is alright with both of you. Not that I mean that you should get back together but more that he/she and you *feel* alright. Cause' I don't think that anyone that listens to this could possibly be alright. Have a good day ! :)
hope everything went okay
@@Sara-od1wq that is an amazing explanation. It really hit for me
_"hey i won't ever leave you darling.. i promise."_
*23th May 2020 at 4:21am*
this is going to make all of us, who’s listening to this song cry rn
@@sou895 the fact that he left me on my bday lol
@@kusoina8993 lololo what
@@sou895 anyways bestie what are u doing crying to this song smh??
@@kusoina8993 hun, I’m thinking about this one mf who can’t stop mocking me & copying my whole identity!1!1!1
I'm used to pain, physically and verbally
At this point I can say that pain has been my best friend since I was 8
@Alex Games yea I do actually
I remember looking in the mirror at 5 and realising I wasn’t the barbie I thought I was.
@@cj-mo5ws the path of life is an unfortunate one..
we all have to deal with pain to appreciate the good feelings.
qt simp but it sucks when the pain in your life take over all the good feelings in your life and you start to imagine good things and hope that life will get better but at the end it’s just an illusion to keep you alive 😔
why do I fail at everything I can’t even make my parents proud of me I am a failure in life it sucks i hate myself so much.
It will get better stay strong because you will find someone that you will be happy with
It will be better u do have people around you that u know that love and support you
Growing up i wasn't the smartest, and rn I'm doing my degree in accounting
2 months ago I studied for an exam 7hrs a day and I got 28%. I felt like giving up
But then I realized that I'm still 19 and I have time
3 years from now I might be doing something else
Life is sure is mysterious and that is what makes it beautiful
Now I just study normal
Not too much just sticking with the present
Before I use to be obsessed about the future which made me missed alot
@@shaddy2881 thanks man
I feel you
I go on a walk when I’m sad or happy. It’s something about the open air that calms me, makes me feel safe. Right now I’m sad, I feel alone and for some reason my only way of dealing with it is going on a walk, at night, cry while listening to this song.
i feel like one the best times are when you are just in your room at 1-4 am just listening to this type of music. [ reminder that you are loved if you can’t think of anyone i love you so much
i love you too.
@@Jai-ql4qt you have no idea how happy this made me :)
@@kayleigh9812 im glad
Thank you I needed this
the only girl (im assuming, but of your trans or just lgbtq guy) that said they love me, yet you don’t even know me
they all left me. they don’t care. i want the pain to go away so bad. i cant stand it anymore.
Same :( I don’t have friends or family to talk to or help me and when I asked a girl out the other week she took a screenshot of the message I sent her and posted it on her story for everyone to see. I can’t trust anyone in my life and everyone I did trust is gone.
@@user1153 oh my god i’m so sorry. i couldn’t imagine that. if you need to talk to me i’m here.
bro you guys have crushes? i don’t have the hope for that
I had one but now I'm just like you
I don’t have a crush....kinda wish I did :/
I do but my best friend is her boyfriend and I can't even look her in the eyes anymore
i do but have never talked to them... but i have them in the same class as me. i just don’t know how to talk to people and i wish i knew how to. especially to my crush...
Same
in dedication to my old friend Ricky who i met on discord who played minecraft with me for years, i listen to this song. rest easy ricky
this literally broke my heart. rest easy ricky :(
sorry for your loss, rest easy ricky
rest easy ricky.
rest easy rickyi hope you know how much they miss you
Rest easy, Ricky.
“How’s life”
He asked while watching the sunset..
How’s life?..
Tears dripped onto the wet grass and the cold lonely grave.
Life was painful but beautiful she cried six feed under.....
Bruises
Cuts
Tears
Sorrow
And the same guilt she made him feel.
damn....wow...that's rlly....woah.....
u should try writing or wattpad
Cringe
@@toothpastegaming7416 "cringe" bro some ppl like this stuff if u dont like it just dont comment fs
@@opt1misticpr1me2 I
I like it but it makes me cringe
@@opt1misticpr1me2 I’m not trying to be mean
I've been numb for weeks this helped me let it all out
I shouldn’t really be here at this point... I’m pretty sure no one loves me not even my parents, I’m pretty sure they see me as a disappointment
u r here for a reason
I love you. We can get through this together xx
Man shut yo.... If you fell like no ones loves you its not real your parents love you and other people do/did , but i dont love i go through a situation almost line this but the problem is i have no real friends i have some but not real but this doesn't mean is should be sad and this doesn't mean that you should be sad you will be okay probably . You think you are a disappointment? Well think about at least 1 thing you have done good in your life ... Ok now you remembered now you ahould be proud in a sine sourt of dissapointment too but this doesn't mean that i should be sad because i exist and i have a destiny prob not a bright one but at least im alive and this means i should be happy . Still don't think someone loves you? Well someone does thats not me but God , God loves you...
Peace
crying to this while doing my 16 assignments I need to finish before going to sleep lol
hey please rest
@@kusoina8993 you're a literal angel
@@zarapalmer6124 aw no tysm :(
@@kusoina8993 I’m so sorry im just now seeing this but thank you sm I’m in a much better place now mentally than I was then :)
@RoseBerrieS 4U thank you so much, I’m in a better mental place now and I’m out of school so I’ve been doing better, again, thank you :)
I act like I’m alright all the time and when it’s 3am I express all of my emotions, while listening to this song🤍
So relateble but i do it a bit rarely
Do you feel better right now ? I really hope so