pov: no one understands your anger [pov playlist]
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0:00-2:10 : help_urself-ezekiel
2:10-3:58 : fahrradsattel-pisse
3:58-6:22 :brutal -olivia rodrigo
6:22-8:47 : unfair- the neighborhood
8:47-12:05: cant handke change
-ROAR
12:05-15:57 :High enough-K-flay
15:57-20:37 : cant fix you- the living tombstones
20:37-the end : never - Magio
Amazing playlist
I can't handle change* Im sorry
I can fix you, I like this song. thank you so much!
can't*
Thing is, never ever have fear of perfection, because you'll never reach it.
the german song is not about anger it's about face riding and I would not put that in this pov again
Am i the only one that cries when i get mad? my family always asks why i cry when i get mad💀
I do too! Tbh crying when mad is a normal stress response, I like to think it's because your body can't handle all the anger that's been built up
I do it because when I get extremely mad I’m like trying to keep myself from either punching the life out of someone or just doing something I’ll regret, and because I don’t do well under stress I end up crying because I’m stressing myself out trying to de-stress. Pretty ironic
frrr, anger for me is frustration and frustration always makes me end up in tears 🗿
I cry everytime i get mad
No every time when I Lash out in anger right after I have a total mental breakdown
Pov: you were never able to voice how you felt because you were silenced by those around you, being called dramatic for showing basic human fucking emotions
Edit:
I’m not as angry as before, but my comment still stands ☝️
I hope everyone in this reply section who’s told their own story or could relate to this is doin okay. Thing’s will change, I promise
I feel the same way. My parents do it to me ALL THE TIME
@@chaoticlaughter3708 it's like we're.. omg.. humans.. wowsers would have never seen that coming, thanks parental guardians who say that we can talk to them, but when we do, they'll always find ways to put us down or make it seems not as bad as it is woww, A+ parenting skills
This 🙄 too true
My parents have brainwashed me into thinking that I’m exaggerating or being dramatic every time I’m angry about something, and now I second guess myself whenever I’m mad at someone when I should be rightfully angry at them.
Wish I didn’t care who I hurt when I lash out
For me this aint no pov lol
THIS.
Anyone ever just feel so angry to the point where nothing comes out but it’s still in your chest? Like if, for example, I want to take my anger out at the perfect time, nothing would come out but it’s still in my chest? Like I kept my anger in for too long to the point that nothing comes out?
This is me, I have to bottle up my anger so much to the point I start to cry, it’s my brain is under to much pressure to keep me from snapping that I end up crying.
@@Mo0n_LighT965 this, this is spot on
Tears are like that, you want to cry loudly because you feel like shit, no one understand you, but nothing come out and you're just sit here... with nothing and sadness in your chest.
yes exactly me rn. like you HAVE to do something insane. like break something scream at the top of ur lungs etc. but you can’t or don’t do anything so instead the feeling just boils in your chest. it stays for so long too. literally feels like i’m gonna explode
yes like i wanna be angry and gut sum1 but like i dont feel angry
Pov: your anger issues hold you back on doing and saying anything, and get extremely irritated by small things because you grew up with unfairness and now u want to always win on everything because you were too gentle on others all these years.
oml this is so me-
Yep! But I’m also autistic so that makes it worse. And for some reason drugs do the exact opposite of what they are supposed toEX: melatonin makes me feel awake and caffeine makes me tired. Meds to help my depression makes it worse and it sucks
@@gachanoob1012 you shouldnt take drugs against your will- have you told your doctor about whats happening? could he at least reduce the amount you take? (im no medical professional but i do care about your well being)
@@skorpevo I’m a child so I really can’t do shit about it. And I’m not on those drugs anymore, mainly because my mom took them away from me because I was getting fat because of them. I’m assuming the whole drugs doing the opposite of what they are supposed to thing is because of my autism. Plus where I live medical professionals only care about money.
@@gachanoob1012 oh i see :(
Pov: They think those tears are because they did some damage but it's just from your anger and trying to hold back from doing something that will either make them cry, put you in jail, or both.
Sorry I haven't been replying😅 (At that time, I couldn't.)
nigga wtf? youtube isn't for therapy lol, go see a therapist or sum shit
This.
Yes my “friend” made me mad once and I was literally had to step away from the because I was literally finna kill them like my mind just went blank
@@ursula6135 Ooh- I feel bad for whoever that person was🤣
@@ursula6135 I can relate, but not with a friend
I'm literally so angry all the time and it's eating me inside. I always feel so sad and then happy and then sad for absolutely no reason and just when I thought I was truly getting better , it got worst for absolutely.no.fucking.reason.
So I can relate I am in foster care and that makes me sad and mad
Glad to know im not the only one
@@jezukaa8917 so your In foster care?
i got u
Sorry, maybe you have cyclothymia?
pov: you're tired of school, people, everyone's expectations so u finally spoke out in front of everyone at school and now they're all actually worried about you only because you don't seem "normal" when you just let the anger out finally
Yeah I did that on my birthday which was yesterday and the teacher noticed and they were like "You're not acting like you're usual self" I just went with it and said things that were true but not the whole reason
The thing is that they probably won't even worry. They'll just think that you're a psycho.
@@bulkrem yeah but tbh I don't really care what they think of me anymore, I've been getting better :)
Exactly.
this legit happenedto me
as someone with anger issues this is one of the few anger playlist that shows the more regretful side of lashing out at someone you care about
same here.
I just lash out more if my parents yell at me
Pov:your parents always try to guilt trip you then say they would never do that to you. Then your parents asks why you never open up to them but when you do they make you feel guilty and then turn your vent into their time to vent out at you.
Exactly... every time
not only my parents more like everyone
😃
HAHAHAHA! cut camera😃
The sad part is that this made me realize that my parents r kinda toxic...
anger is surprisingly fluid when turning itself into sadness. I feel like anger is, in a way, a part of sadness and vise versa. isn't it weird that when you get those waves of anger while feeling sad, it's like you could hurt anyone or thing and wouldn't care. maybe sadness is the disappointment left after your intrusive angry thoughts. maybe sadness is there to counterbalance the hatred. maybe sadness is a more mature, reflective version of anger. all i know is that anger leads to sadness and sadness leads to acceptance.
anger is an egotistical way of making someone feel what they’ve made u feel imo
Someone once told me that anger is the part of you that cares about you and knows your self worth, and that stuck with me🤷then I started looking at things that make me angry much differently
SALLY FACE
this.
So then what does acceptance lead to then?
This playlist gives off the kind of vibe that you get when you lash out and say something extremely hurtful. Or when you feel like you're always to angry. I'm constantly angry and I don't know how to control it. It's getting out of hand.
Let that anger fly out of you let it go from like a plastic bag like it! drifting through the wind wanting to start again 😅🤫 #jamescharlesismyboyfriendinthehood
Bro what 💀
@@kirboboi3047 idk man. I was in my grunge era back then? I don't even remember commenting this 😭😭
i have spent the last 55 minutes laughing at these comments LMAOO
@@unknownpersonya BROO LMFAOOOO 😂😂😂😂
having fits of anger is not just about punching the closet or responding badly to everyone.
being angry also has other effects such as withdrawing into oneself so as not to treat others badly. i wish someone would understand how i really feel:)
when I have anger fits I can’t even look at who made me angry; I don’t want to hurt them but I do. I just want to get away from them and cut them off as soon as I graduate.
You ok..
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I understand you
womp womp
POV - most people here seem to think it's safer and more comfortable to vent here than it'll ever feel with people they know. (no one will listen to them irl anyway, one of the reasons anger is felt.)
Yea every one says it is to sad don't tell me
So I vent here
Yeah I’m way more comfortable venting on RUclips with vids that are usually about sad things (and venting is usually allowed) bc I’m more likely to find people who can relate to my problems then with people I know (especially when it’s the people I know that are the problem)
@@Mo0n_LighT965 I'm sorry about that, you should at least find a friend that's not willing to judge you or if you'd like I'm open to dms, I know I'm a stranger but its a better option to vent to someone that could help?
@@S1mptrash I do have a few friends that wouldn’t judge me, the problem is that I usually don’t feel comfy talking about my feelings like on purpose. It’s weird but like I usually end up venting by accident (yeah ik it’s stupid) like the one time I vented to my friend I like apologized after realizing I was venting (but they still listened to me ramble so it made me feel good). Lol so it’s kinda weird with me and my emotions. But I’m doing better now so yeah, thx for the concern tho ♡´･ᴗ･`♡
Pov: u trying to be the "perfect child" but its hard.
Exactly, I'm so sick of failing my physics exams and everyone throwing it at my face all the time, even me… I'm so tired of not being the “prodigy” kid I used to be… And I know that if I want to go to college here in Brazil I cannot be average, otherwise I won't make it to college.
Sorry for this.
@@bolaucharussisk sad....
@@bolaucharussisk You're trying your best, keep going. I'm proud of you for doing everything you can, never forget that. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here.
Hm, i feel something like this, i think.
My grandma every time i get something worse than excelent humiliates me, i think. Im so tired of this. And thats why i dont wfnt to go to school again. Im so happy what im going to summer camp for a month!!
@:Р dude same except its my mom and grandma lol
Relatable playlist 😞🤚 Some people don’t know that the root of anger is sadness and that if you get angry or triggered from something it’s not you being dramatic, but caused from something deeper within you.
I was told it's normal to have so much anger built up inside of me that I can feel it all the way to my finger tips and toe tips, this anger is consuming me and any other emotions I have that I then suddenly feel like a ticking time bomb that will explode by the cause of any simple thing.
Let that bomb go off!
womp womp
womp womp
Womp Womp
@@sweetskullzzyou're parents when you were born
When I was younger everyone kept telling me to breathe in and out, count to 10, think before I act, and now that I'm older that bullshit doesn't work. If I'm being completely honest here it never worked. All that anger balled up from 4 years ago keeps picking at me like I'm some sort of balloon that's bound to pop soon. Now my problems are with family and friends, sometimes strangers. My mom has called me a lazy disappointment many times, and that's hurt so fucking bad. She's the only reason I've wanted to live but not anymore. I hate my family. And then strangers. If I don't like somebody I walk past them silently, I don't eye them down or speak behind their backs, my thoughts stay in my head. It's that easy, but now since people don't know how to keep their fucking mouth shut KIDS are getting depression. I'm stressed out every single day. I'm off my fucking meds. I'm tired. I'm too young for this.
Well just try to believe in yourself and tell yourself and this will eventually pass but I don’t know how to help honestly
I literally feel u and I hope you are doing well and that you are doing great bc I had the fuking same feeling when I was I kid and no one is fuking understand me whyyyy they say as always I'm just being dramatic
i realised how much it hurts, i'm too young for this too.. i'll be here for ppl who vent. just don't listen to those who call u bad names, this happens to me too, i even wanted to die, but what if something good happens in life? u just gotta belive in yourself! i'm also worried that it might not work too :( but still! don't be so hard on yourself! bc i'll be here for u whenever ur sad!
One time I got in trouble for "not doing my homework"
I wanted to explain but I couldn't speak and I was crying.
When the teacher told my parents I got more upset when my family where heading home.
My daddy said she should get over it then I felt anger and more sad about it
(What my daddy meant is my big brother being mean to me.
but he doesn't know that my big brother was stomping on my stomach.
and that my moms ex husband mom was on the couch.
looking at me getting hurt she didn't bother to help me.
Even though he doesn't know it still hurts when he said it even if my big brother was hurting me was years ago)
hey, how are you doing today? I'm here for you! :D
Pov : your mom and dad thinks they have finally won but it’s not tears of defeat.
Actually tho. It’s like a competition. These tears aren’t of defeat or compliance, I’m just trying not to rip something or someone apart.
@@Ghost-km5eo relatable
I’m gonna call a special nu😂mehr for u 😊
corny ass💀🙅♂️🙏
🤓🤓🤓
surely i cant be the only one who cries, is visibly shaking, has blurry vision, and feels lightheaded when angry... right? i dunno, i used to be able to keep myself together. now, every time the slightest movement of someone when im not in the mood pisses me off. school doesnt make anything any better because of all the staff there and grades i get. every time i go to school, i imagine of all the ways i could hurt the person ahead of me. sometimes i find me slowly moving my hands towards someone, wanting to grab their head and slam it repeating against the wall. i dont think thats normal ngl
it's difficult to process emotions, especially when you're not taught how to do it, especially when you're not aware that it's a thing. it'll be better, i know you can do it, you're still here aren't ya? with bloodied knuckles and/or chaotic minds. you dont want to hurt because you know just how it'd feel, don't you? don't worry. it's going to be okay soon, you'll get that peace of mind. just hold on and make sure to find a wat to let those emotions out. it's bound to destroy you, and once it does, you in turn will also destroy those around you. you dont want to be that guy, trust me.
“You don’t want to be that guy” -🤓👆
@@kirboboi3047 ...
@@azadur100 what
nothing that I can explain tbh @@kirboboi3047 bro he was just helping other ppl try to atleast FEEL a bit better but u just had to ruin it with all the "nerdd" shit and all, like bro, are u 12 or smh?
I get that his last part of the writing might be a bit cringey to some and to ME TOO but cmon...don't just ruin the vibe
pls...
I honestly don't even know if im sad or angry anymore but anyways nice playlist
Literally.
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@@rico_soupRAAAAA 🦅🦅🦅
i was on holiday and my mum realized how much alcohol makes her angry, i pointed it out multiple times and whilst we were on holiday i saw a gorgeous side of her i had never seen before especially at night, we didn't argue once, she made a promise that she'd stop drinking a certain type of drink (k cider to be specific) which makes her angry, she suffers from bi polar so drinking doesn't help, she's an alcoholic, she's attempted at many heartbreaking things, i've begged her to try cut out drinking and when she promised me i felt a feeling i never felt before, but on our way back from holiday she started drinking (k cider) again, im so angry but its not her fault she is addicted and i just want her to attend some form of meeting but i'm scared to ask cause of her past with it and well i just dont know what to do and ugh one second im sad and next second im angry with her and omg i just UGH.
I am exactly the same way. Bipolar mother always promised shed stop and I was always getting my hopes up and believing her, just to be let down again. I understand and I'm sorry you have to go through this
жаль тебя брат
Hey I recommend a channel called Alexaiayda. I feel like you can relate to her storytimes
Moms in Ohio be like 😂😂
I feel you...
my parents ruined my nerve cells, and now they ask why I'm so nervous. when I ask them not to do something that I don't like, they continue to do it, and sometimes even on purpose, justifying that there was a reason for it. I told them normally, but they didn’t understand, and now when I’m tired and start yelling at them to stop, they start insulting me, screaming that I’m fucked up when I leave the room where they are. everyone hates me,and the pills don’t help. then a few hours later mom with a smile hugs me and communicates nicely with me. what is wrong with them? they devalue the child's problems.why.they.just.can't.understand.
Blud thought adding periods would evaluate his statement 😭😭😭
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Corny asf☠️😭
yeah bc your parents definitely ruined your neurons 🤦♀️🤓
@@iheartoIdmendo you mean emphazize 😭
I feel like some days i can conquer the world with kidness and then other days i want to watch the world burn. Some days i can deal with peoples bullshit and other days i hear people breathe too loud and it pisses me off, the anger is so big, like this great big ball of pressure building up in my head, and when i snap people don't understand why I'm being "dramtic" over one little thing, when really its lot of little things that build up to me exploding. I'm not a dramatic person and most of the time i can control my anger but other days i just can't deal with human stupidity, like seriously, sometimes i watch people do stuff that makes absolutely no sense and it just irks me so much, and when i try to explain to them (nicely) how stupid they are, they get upset with me? like what?
I feel you......
[Vent ig?]
I feel so tired, exhausted and misunderstood, My whole entire life. My parents tell me "it's just a phase", I'm suffering from it. I lost motivation, Everyone around me hates me and distances themselves from me. Idk what I'm doing wrong, I "smile" everyday I'm being nice and kind to everyone and being yelled at for being "lazy" and "ungrateful" is the thanks I get?! I hate living and everyone around me.
oh no! i hope you are okay now dear
(love from a police officer)
i so much feel you, hopefully you're doing better, if not, then it's totally fine and I'm here to chat
How are you feeling today?
@@something.2428 I feel all alone and I just wonder if you missed her if I'm using loved by her I hate being lost not being able to talk not knowing she's okay it's a sucks I just want to make things different I'll try but makes things worse I'm good at taking myself a hole not what I wanted but it happened can I change it I hope I'm blocked no communication if I got to practice patience or just let it be where to go that's my last option we're starting to see I need to recognize I don't want to ever give up on this it's time goes I'm afraid she's drifting further and further away and I know just continues to not be seen or felt anymore I'm sad when I think about it I'll try to stay busy keep my mind occupied insane damn I miss her I wish I could change things hopefully one day this is just be a nightmare my wishes will come true be with her again happy
Wish I could communicate with her I fear I slip further and further away not wanting to bug I don't want you to irritate so I try and keep calls to a minimum and practice patience and Hope that it works out to what we deserve happiness you've had a very I love inmylonesome
POV: You're the quiet kid everyone underestimates until you've had enough
Edit: I know the school shootings are not a joke and shit since I had one as well so don't take that comment seriously. Also thanks for 380 likes
true
Ok 💀
@@peppermint5117 everything can be cringe nowadays
this is soooo true i swear is someone makes me really mad that person have to make to run for death or alive
@@tdessa-7211 cringe
It always hurts so much harder when you have to cry silently because your parents are home
L ratio
such a mature and perfect reply omggg the perfect comeback OoO@@iheartoIdmen
Is it just me or when I’m angry, I start to cry
Nah same
yup same here brosky
Thats an anger that have been released too soon, when your anger keep adding and adding over the year without exploding then expect not crying and feel the pure anger
im just getting angrier as the days go on man
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I'm naturally angry, but I have nothing to do with that anger, and I also have no fear of death.
I want to focus my anger and learn Arabic and/or Afrikaans so that I can do mercenary/PMC work in the middle east/Africa so that I can feel useful and maybe earn my spot in Valhalla.
I wish you well! Good luck!
That’s so cool. Good luck 👍
Hey i speak afrikaans its my home language
8:50
I don't know if i'm angry or just sad. Maybe both, but still, I feel like shit everyday except from saturdays. I have a teacher I've held a grudge against for too long. She is the reason I've felt like a fly, just to be crushed or flicked away like a piece of crumb. Somedays I just want my school to burn to the ground so I can live peacefully or go to a school that doesn't give you as much pressure as the one im going to right now. Only thing that is keeping me alive is Art and Ark.
Same here with art
Old vent, but im doing abit better now :)
🗣️plug
What is Ark?
hey buddy, might i ask what Ark is? sending love xx hope you feel better
At this point I think I could punch the shit out of people that are disrespectful or bullying others. Tbh I'm not surprised that people tell me that I constantly have an angry look on my face. My life sucks even when I'm trying to get better, it makes me angry that I cannot have anything easy in life, I have to fight for every little shit. I wish all the people out there more luck in life than I have
I wish you a full recovery with your RBF
I’m so sorry, i understand your pain. I am truly sorry.
I listen to this playlist very often. I just recently escaped a town where I was bullied brutally and the school system never gave a shit. It ruined my childhood (the whole thing started in FUCKING THIRD GRADE) and gave me trust issues- to the point I don’t trust my own teachers and I’m scared to go back to school because I just escaped hell and I’m afraid my old school is gonna be all I can think about. Every night I sit and listen to this, just reminiscing about every horrid thing that school watched happen to me.
Sorry for the vent. I can’t talk to anyone else because they all call me dramatic
Youre not dramatic and ypu dont have to apologise for letting ypur feelings out. You should never feel like ypu need to say sorry for talking about something ypu need to.
Anyone else always angry but the fear off all the eyes on you if you act out is the only thing keeping it all inside?
I work in customer service. It's hard most of the time
yeah that’s the only thing stopping me from lashing out sometimes
@@kiri_liciousthese comments are the reason your in customer service 💯💀🔥😭
corny ass shit #6
Jump🤭
im the first child out of my siblings to actually get straight A's in school. It's really funny because I was always yelled at for my grades and it sent me into a major depressive episode that lasted a few months, and now everyone is like "omg im so proud of you! I knew you could do it!!!" when they literally told me "You may have all A's now but I know you're going to fail like you always do"
Remember this
I'm so sorry i actually kinda feel you because i kinda went through the same situation but it was kinda different...
Pov: You want to be perfect like the others but it will never happen
You are perfect no queen! Don't let the haters stop you be like a plastic bag drifting through the wind wanting to start at 18:20 please blow me
Are the others in the room with us right now 💀😭🔥🤨
WE DON'T CARE. JUMP.
Ok.
corny go jump 💀💀💀
POV: You have anger issues, not the anger issues you just let out.
The type of anger issues a person brushes off.
The anger issues that make your heart race and your hands shake.
The anger where you want to cry out for help but you can’t because you’re stuck in mind of what might happen next.
You’re living an episode of emotion, an emotion that makes you blast music in your ears.
The anger where you wanna throw a chair in someone’s s t ^ p ! d Face
But at the same time, you feel like you’ll mess everything up if you let out your feelings.
I bottle up my feelings which lead to me exploding at the most littlest things.
Not the best feeling but You just had to learn how to live with it.
Wanting to cry out of anger because that’s your way of not hurting the other person, you bottle it all up until one day you just burst like a bubble.
Except, it’s a bubble made of your own mind. You keep it hidden away and cry it all out. The thought of the person winning you over makes you more angry than what you already are so at that exact moment you burst. Not in the best way because again, you cease your anger by crying.
Anger, anger is the type of emotion to make you punch holes through your wall, have the intention to hurts not only yourself but others.
Sucks but like I said, we got to learn how to live with it
That is "exactly" how i feel
Underrated comment
ok but how is this literally exactly how I feel when I’m angry.
@@bludxedits2050 yes.
I honestly thought I was the only one that felt this way.
Bro I have a therapist and I can’t even open up to them I just tell her “I’m fine” I think I’m better talking to people online about my issues then in real life and idk why. This is how I feel and I can’t even talk to anyone about it and I feel so horrible. Also if anyone wants a therapist online then feel free to talk to me! Just use the reply or I won’t know
Thank you for your time :)
SLIGHT VENT
Everyone sees me as the funny friend but I have a decent amount of anger issues I’m trying to handle, sometimes when people breathe too loudly I want to pummel them, it makes me want to rip out my hair.. and I have no idea why
Same😐
you have no friends 💀
This, this is my situation right now
Same
Me too brother 👦 😅
"no one understands your anger"
*puts a face riding song*
LMAOO IM SURPRISED NO ONE ELSE POINTED THAT OUT TBH
FR
Oh yeah I almost forgot that that’s what one of the songs meant
My anger is eating me alive this playlist is perfect for me.Never mistake shyness,kindness or people being quiet as weakness.I can't take it anymore
BLUD IS NOT DOING ANYTHING LOL
i was shouting at everyone bc i was so stressed out and angry at a little thing and mom and dad told me how ungrateful i was at shit but i am truly grateful for what they do for me but i tried to explain to them i couldn’t control it but they didn’t believe me like the usual and i just ran to my room and started crying because no one seems to understand that i can’t control it
I feel the same way
I’m so sorry. anger issues is awful to have and I understand your feeling.
it’s like there’s something inside you that forever makes you want to smack the fuck out of ppl.
I’m so sorry and I honestly hope it gets better.
wishing you love. 💌
I’m sorry they don’t understand.
I'M SO SORRY I FEEL YOU SO MUCHH I'M SO SORRY
just a few seconds into the playlist and I already love it
This right here 😭
sigma!
I'm sorry for the spelling errors, I didn't realise till now! :) and please don’t comment about the second song (fahrradsattel) I now know what it’s about
No need to apologize, we all make mistakes.
@@smhhx mhm!
Wait- where is it even at? I'm confused. I really don't care about a spelling error I love the playlist
@@jessig_2035 well when they first posted the video there was a slight error 😊
Everyone makes mistakes some people are just being rude.
I cackle at these comments
same
Real, stop venting and get a therapist or a diary or sum, no one cares, and trust me u dont have anger issues bc u yelled at someone LOL
i don`t know what i feel anymore i just feel confused over my emotions. but like this playlist is therapy
i love Quesodiws
🤓🤓🤓🤓
same here, I’m so sorry. 💌
How did RUclips recommend it to me exactly when I feel like that...
I've had so much anger filled inside of me, and when I try to let it out it doesn't get better. People say I'm crazy for showing human emotions ??? And that I need therapy, but really it's not gonna do shit and what gets me even more mad is that even though I don't need therapy they still recommend it. I have been through some pretty dark shit and have trauma because of it, all I want is to let my emotions out without being judged by people who don't understand shit about me or my life.
You definitely need a therapist.
Pov: you don’t know what to say because those people in the comments already did that better and you couldn’t understand how you felt before you read all of that
I don’t know what to do when I listen to this song I just cry to it …….. for some random reason I like crying
Crying is an excellent stress reliever. Holding tears in actually builds up part of all of that anger and it just creates stress. After crying you should feel more calm, its natural and crying can actually be healthy (but stay hydrated). Im sorry you have to cry though, I hope that if you are experiencing something bad in your life that you get better, and I wish you a good day/afternoon/night.
Because your not older then 12☠🤦♂️
L + Ratio
pov: you just have a argument with your mom and you found this to calm down.
same
🤓🤖
had an*
its not a phase mom!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥
BLUD THINKS WE CARE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️😈😈😈🦅🦅🦅🦅🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔛🔝
At this point I don't even know what I feel. My mood swings are too much and I just feel sadness and anger at the same time towards myself and my family. But especially against my family.
You are like me
POV: they think that I can’t have mental health problems because I’m too young and have nothing important to worry about
Hi! Nobody said that, also, we dont care abt ur vent, pls get a diary, hope that helps
yesss ima listen to this while I'm doing my English homework.
I'm listening to it while doing a History essay lol
@@Manoka0923 lol
THE HONKING IN BRUTAL SCARED ME LMAO
sorry about that 😂
Its the feeling when the people on the internet understand u more than the people u know irl
Being so conditioned into thinking that sadness and anger are forbidden emotions really messes you up. Then you find these playlists and your anger either comes out through tears or physical anger
They walk throughout the halls of their school and just head to class, not many friends to talk to like some other people as they talk in their friend groups. Curious on how they can make friends so easily without being judged for something they did a while ago. Every time someone talks to them, they wonder why they are in the first place. If they actually had 'friends', they'd be fake, and they would know it. By the way some of their friends would act around them even gave some clues. People have come and left, why trust them anymore? It's not like they'll actually find true ones to stay with you and talk to you like how some people do. People 2 years ago? Gone, nowhere to be seen anymore, probably moved to get away from it. At lunch nobody really seems to talk to you either, it's like they're just someone that has no friends, a loner, just a loser. They don't have good grades either, they feel like they are slowly but surely dying in some way nobody could explain. Sometimes they wish they had friends just so they weren't alone, maybe feel the same thing someone else did and not be alone genuinely. Wanting to talk to somebody about the things they like. But it's harder to find people like that... right.
Who knows, people can easily leave and fake reactions, feelings, everything. It isn't really fun, huh? Nobody is going to be here anymore. It's better off alone, isn't it? Grades are falling and there's no help, no friends to try and help you with work. Group projects? Might as well do nothing since they probably won't let them help anyway. They're a dumb loner, who's going to want them to help out. People just hate them, don't they? What is life going to turn out to be? Will they have friends? Are they going to be able to pass their grade and not have to do it all over again? -They want help- Talking to people? That's a pass, don't really feel like talking anymore.
This is fine, they're fine. It's not like having your best friends leave you after you introduced them to somebody else and being left out of things now hurts. Not like they can fit in with them anymore, they don't have all of this to fit in with them anymore. It's them. It isn't you. But they left you, alone in the dark without any thought. They just decided to go on with their very own life. -Why become friends with anyone else anymore- new friends? Maybe a newer school. I don't like the people here, they're horrible. At least somewhere else you can't be judged since they haven't met you. Being with old 'friends' is different. They still know who you are deep inside, you weren't always so QUIET. They did that to you; nobody is to trust now right?
It's only in a matter of time before....
idk what this was honestly:,)
I don't know why I always feel angry and sad. I hate this situation but it never gets better
Man ligma balls. I love Jamie Charles. i wish you knew how much i love james charles. sigma boss i love balls. really love balls. baby. by justin bieber. i love justin bieber justin bieber x james charles x the hood x quesadilla x nicki minajx the queen x 😢x me x 😊 x y-n
you’re angry all the time at everyone and everything and they all think it’s about something dumb or something completely opposite of the real reason.
i love how i relate to so many poeple here. it makes me feel as if im not the only one. i hope everyone has the best, and going slow steps at a time. its never fucking easy, but that what this mindless game called life is all about.
James charles makeover in the hope.
Wait until james charles sees this one
Pov: you hold your temperament in constantly because if you do. You'll just be called sensitive or dramatic. So you hold in your emotions everyday which is leading you to turn your emotions which is just anger. Pushing everyone away from you eventually.
pov : you were silenced to the point you cant voice your sadness and anger.
to all of the children that grew up to fast, to all of the children that faced the abuse in their childhood, to all of the children that faced sexual abuse, including harassment. to all of the children who went through the loss of someone so important like a sibling or guardian, to all of the children that went through poverty and extreme survival. to all of the children that were homeless, to all of the children who went through adoption or foster care, to all of the children that dealt with discrimination and favoritism, to all of the children that remember their home full of drugs, to all of the children who can’t feel safe anywhere, to all of the children who aren’t children anymore, if you are still here i am more than proud of you. i know how difficult it is to exist in this cruel and incredible world, you never deserved what you went through and i hope you’re doing better than before. you are a beautiful being and i love you so much. ❤️🧸
the worst thing is crying out of anger because it always give them the satisfaction of thinking they did sum when really its just that I get so angry and out of control to the point I just burst out in tears.
I always have been alone for years and had suffered from anger issues do to never learning how to control it and soon it got severe so I had to practically try and control my anger but I exploded when someone tried to start a argument with me but also cause of how outcasted and alone I felt
By a young age I was mentally more equipped than most adults. By that age I was a master manipulator, could control my emotions when I wanted to, could shut off certain things when I was done. I was never gullible, I was tough and I didn't take fucking shit. Now? Everyone underestimates me. I don't fucking think they realize I will snap, I am close to my breaking point. Grew up in a emotionally and mentally abusive household, never felt wanted by either parent, raised myself on g0r3, creepypasta and being gr..med. Kidnapped at 5 and forced to adjust to a new household, then back. Not once have I ever truly expressed how I really felt. All the years of pent up hopelessness, fear, sadness, vulnerbility; It's all anger now. And one of these days, im gonna crack, and when that fucking day comes, I might have a life sentence.
Shut yo lame ah up
holy shit.
I’m so sorry.
I know that you know how it feels to go though this.
please don’t let it break you, other people don’t deserve to feel pain either.
I’m so sorry, that absolutely makes me so fucking angry that you had to go though that. that is so much for someone just one person to go though.
I’m so, so sorry.
I know it is almost impossible to heal from that.
I believe that you can, I believe in you. I’m so sorry your going though this and did in the past.
I love you if you don’t feel loved.
wishing you love.
I’m so sorry.
When I was a kid I was never angry, but now that I am older and understand stuff and how people are…I’m just honestly always angry. Then when I’m happy and thinking things are gonna get better I get so angry out of nowhere. Then I just lose control, but it’s hard for me to cool down when every time I’m mad someone tells me I’m acting like someone I hate. I don’t act like that person at all but aye some people think something way different. Lately I’ve been working on my anger and I’ve been fine but still get called that one person I dislike but I won’t let that get to me. I cry and listen to music when I get mad and they call me dramatic for that but if I didn’t have music I would’ve went off on them
All my anger does is hurt me.. Sometimes it feels like im not even in controll anymore and anger is.. When i get angry i start to cry.. When i cry i scream.. And when i scream i scream for help.
Sometimes i just don’t know to how to stop my anger and i think i will never know , my therapist told me that i should chew gum or just take deep breaths , but it doesn’t work , in fact it gets even more worse , and nobody understands why it’s so hard for me to calm down or just be aware of what i’m saying …. I wish i never had anger issues …
You know you fucked up when your sadness turns into anger
Sadness is Anger, is just a more mature form of dealing with it
I’m always angry now I’m turning 14 in 2 months and all I am is angry and it’s not hormones or me being a drama queen it’s me realizing that my entire childhood(if you can even call it that) was my mother gaslighting me and manipulating me and everyone going along with it even though they knew it was wrong. My entire life she has been treating my anger as if it’s abnormal while she treats my young brothers anger as if it’s the most normal thing in the world when they get angry at me for kicking them out of my room or taking my stuff away. I’m not even the oldest I’m the middle and yet I’m the only one who gets this treatment. Make it make sense
Nostalgia run: Remember how you used to hang upside down on your chair? legs where your back would go, back where your legs would be, and your head hanging off the edge as you watched the world move around you upside down. Remember when you could run and play for days? Not a care in the world? Remember when you could sit in a cardboard box and imagine it was whatever you wanted it to be? A car, a spaceship, the options were limitless really... Remember how you used to pour soda into the cap and pretend you were big like the adults? Drinking with the fancy little shots, heh... that was fun. You used to tape your mouth shut, poked holes in your eraser with a pencil, or used the smaller erasers as puppets once they started to break, you also used to put yes or no onto your eraser and ask it questions, you may remember snack time at daycare or home, playing with your animal crackers. You would play with your voice in the fan or have pillow fights with friends and family. There was flappy bird, school trips to the zoo or other places, book fairs, and cartoons, maybe even running under a parachute at the gym. All of this was important in our life at some point, wasn't it? It was always so... thrilling, wasn't it? I miss all those carefree days of being a kid, and I'm sure you might as well, but take care now friends. It will get better soon, trust me.
From someone u can trust :)
Thank you…
i aint reading allat
I miss it
I don't even understand my anger anymore I guess I'm just very shorted temper. Like why do I get angry at the littlest of stuff, it's stupid but I can't help it maybe I should try not to get angry but it's hard
I never show my anger my father has always had anger issues and the last thing I want is to be like him but I can't help it whenever I feel like its getting loud and I can't stop it I just feel my insides burning today I lashed out at my mother for no reason and I felt disgusting I have never done this without a reason I felt like my dad. this playlist kind of gets me wish it had the song michelle or daddy issues (ironicly)
man....that's so hard I did the same but that's not my father...it's my mother
I get my anger issues from my dad and his is wayyy worse I though my were bad
@@ursula6135 I always play video games to forget and to calm down...
⚠VENT ⚠
I listen to this playlist very often. I just recently escaped a town where I was bullied brutally and the school system never gave a shit. It ruined my childhood (the whole thing started in FUCKING THIRD GRADE) and gave me trust issues- to the point I don’t trust my own teachers and I’m scared to go back to school because I just escaped hell and I’m afraid my old school is gonna be all I can think about. Every night I sit and listen to this, just reminiscing about every horrid thing that school watched happen to me.
Sorry for the vent. I can’t talk to anyone else because they all call me dramatic
Listen.. I promise it’ll be better at the new school you’ll meet better people and if you get bullied again and no one does anything give them a piece of your mind it’ll take most of your anger out and if you get in trouble and they don’t you have a reason for why you did it I believe in you, you can do this! 👑
@@Jamirs_simp4everr OMG THANK U SO MUCH IM PUTTING THIS IN MY NOTES. THAT MADE ME FEEL SM BETTERRRR
@@ziaia Your welcome! I hope you feel better now :)
Anyway I can help?
im sorry im here i know you sent this three mounths ago but im here now
I get angry a lot and always end up apologizing but they always ask "why are you mad".
Yea I don't like it when they say that either
"Your overwhelming us, your doing to much" Yeah, sure Aubree
i dont even really have the strength or motivation to continue my hobbies. the only thing i still wanna do are the things i know and like. writing and drawing and making beats are the only things i enjoy these days. ----- __----- i cant even keep up drumming and making music with my band, i feel so bad because they're always out trying to work on songs but im here making up lame excuses to lie in my bed and feel bad for myself. they say they understand but i want them to be happy. i cant get out of an endless loop of dysphoria and depression. people at school like to call me transphobic and homophobic slurs, i cant really keep it out of my head, i just want someone to come cuddle me and not to be mean. i cant stand anyone anymore, theres like 12 people i actually enjoy being around.
"If you fear someone or something, that fear will suddendly turn into sadness/overwhelming feelings and that sadness/overwhelming feelings, well.. into anger/hatred" - me and my awful grammar
To those who have anger issues like myself, you may need to hear this.
Everyone around us finds anger as an annoyance, something that needs to be fixed or solved, or something that needs to be stopped.
But in reality, the people who can gain intense anger honestly have more power over those who can't. Anger helps us in wars, in fights and to gain strength. See it as a blessing, not a curse.
It's like a magic you have to grasp, a skill that's hard to learn, a language not many speak
If you have anger
You have power
You are a human with rights, you don't have to do what people tell you to do. Stand up for yourself, speak your mind, stick to your thoughts. No one can stop you, especially when anger is at your side.
Anyways
You got this.
I believe in you
And I know anger is hard to deal with
But you can harness it
You don't have to change your self for others
Because F*ck the people who tell you to change
You are amazing, powerful, strong and if you know that's wrong, it's just not the time yet. It will happen. Anyways, that probably made no sense like most everything else I say lmfao
And who knows if I even know what I'm talking about myself, I'm just an idiot who managed to get the internet.
Once again- you can do literally anything that's on your mind. No matter what people say
Peace
It made perfect sense
Thank you.
I love this playlist so much. It describes my boiling hate for this world
My boiling hate love for james!
The journey of the overthinking hooper! *snort* UwU🤪🤪🤪
Big ni.g g a balls
Don't care, ANT ARMY GO‼️🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜
This is why yall get bullied💀💀💀
im healing the world one comment at a time 🙏🏽
white people bru
@@sweetskullzzDoing God's work🙏🙏🙏
@@Alphax636 ty brotha 🙏
POV: you wanna be unique but you feel like people copy everything you do so you get mad at them and can’t control it and then that anger becomes so big you can’t stop it.
Lately I've just been constantly angry. At times it feels like my body is just pure condensed hatred, internally lashing out at everyone trying to retaliate but gets restrained. And yet again it's not able to escape and wither away naturally. Instead it piles up more and more until it is directed at myself. Life feels like a prison.
So my best friend has been only hanging out with this girl and she has been treating me like sh¡t (my best friend nit the girl)and this really makes me angry. Other people say “Why can’t she have any other friends?” But they don’t understand. She was everything to me and now she’s gone
I feel that. "Other friends" will never replace that one special friend that had a very unique role in your life. You'll have to eventually learn to fill that role yourself, or to make peace with the fact that it's now empty. It's hard and it takes some time, but it always gets better eventually.
@@Diane_666 thanks, this helped
o the sentence cant she / i have other friend let me think about the :friend: i had last year said that to and i thought you can have other friends i never said you couldn’t :/
Yeah it's not a bad choice .You need to accept being alone is the ideal whether you like it or not
not her fault
I have been quite sad the last weeks bc of a "friend" that uses me and is always mad. But i am the one who needs to be mad. She did so much that it hurts, but just always remember don't only look at the negitive things in life. And thank u for the play list it really helped! ^^
Pov : your parents think your a brat and have such a bad attitude and wonders we're their sweet little girl went but she's actually not gone she's just hidden under all the anger you built up throughout the year
damn u expressed it soo good
POV: You're pissed off again and you're about to hurt the person who made you mad without a single care in the world.
I really need to get this off my chest so I'm just gonna go all out.
I really can't tell if I'm sad, angry, or both sometimes. It's like I get so frustrated with my parents that I just wanna scream and cry, and to totally be honest, I hate this. I hate the way I feel from the smallest little things, and I swear it wasn't like this before, but now it's like I'm a cup that's filled to the brim, just the smallest things make me overflow. It's so frustrating how my parents belittle me or just ignore my feelings. i even try talking to them about how i feel and all i get for expressing my feelings is a yell in the face and being grounded. all because i told you something that meant a lot to me, and you didn't want nothing to do with how you're hurting me or how you make me want to d!3. i wish you would just listen. I wanna cry. but i can't, because every time i cry you say I'm being overly dramatic or "your so sensitive". but i know I'm not, i think, I hope, it just feels like they're putting there words in my head and saying it over and over and over again. i just don't want to deal with this anymore, i just want to cry so much i want to cry and scream and i want to be able to be angry, I've felt like this for years ever since i was little I've always had an understanding of things and lost my innocence/able to understand things or able to see things a normal child wouldn't/way of thinking of a child around 5. I've always hated myself for making them have to deal with me and i have a habit of saying sorry all the time and i never really noticed until my friend said something about it. as a child i was always yelled at when i didn't even know what i did or for things i didn't do and so i would say sorry all the time. they would often take their anger of their relationship out on me, i just wish they sort out their problems before having me. So now i have anxiety and depression. I'm always afraid of people's reactions, that's why i hate interacting with people and try to sit off alone. I'm scared. i just want someone to understand me. i just wish i had a break. it seems like i try my best but it's never enough. i hate school. i hate home. i hate the outside. i don't belong anywhere. i wanna d!3 so bad, i just wanna stop suffering, why was i brought into this world just to suffer. it's getting harder and harder to suppress my feeling. they make me feel bad for hating them, they hurt me so much. but why do i still love them, why do i still chose to deal with this great amount of suffering just for their feelings and not mine. i feel like I've always been like that though, i always care about others more than me, because i feel like their life is more important than mine. since I'm gonna d!3 soon anyways. i always try to hide it, but i cant. its so hard hiding how i feel when i know that when i get home I'm just gonna scream and cry in my pillow then fall asleep. just living is ruff. Hey that's funny what if someone like found this when i k!ll myself. They put so much pressure of me of being this perfect person and perfect body . and having piano lesson hours each day. having so much stuff to do each and everyday is so tiring. i don't fell just physically tired but i also feel mentally tired. i don't even like piano. they never take inconsideration on what i like or how i feel its all about them, I've put up with this for years now, i think its time for me to stop and just end it you know. man I'm tired
there's a lot more but its too much and i would be able to put down everything
I don't know why I'm venting. I don't think anyone will read this, but it feels nice ya know...to get it off my chest
it feels so nice to be able to talk and let go, because i don't have the courage to go up to somebody i know and tell them how i feel because I'm too scared of what they'll think
long story short. i want to k!ll myself
sorry im just all over the place, i need more order
@@LORDBUTCHEK It's okay, you're venting, it's not supposed to be always in order
I really hope that those feelings go away, cause even if I don't know how that feels fully, I know it's painful and horrid
Don't end yourself yet, there will be light at the end of the tunnel eventually
Try to do something to stress relieve, like doodling, maybe ripping pieces of paper or even use a pillow to take out your anger
I would hug you tightly but I can't, so here's a virtual hug, know that somebody out there does care for you and you're not alone in this
I hope you find that one friend who you could vent to, have fun with, not feel pressured with and be yourself with
You deserve it.
@@Site420-J Thank you so much, when i saw this i cant explain how happy and relived i felt. I'm not really good at talking and stuff, so im not really sure how I can thank you. This helped me a lot. Honestly, I dont know why but, I feel all kinds of emotions after reading this. Its like getting advice from a friend, it made me really happy to see that someone cares, you know. Thank you so much, really.
and thank you for the virtual hug :)
that made me smile, well all of it did but especially the hug.
i really didnt think anybody would notice this, but it made me happy to see that someone took their time to read my loooong paragraph about me venting.
you really didnt have to do that but you did anyway. again i really dont know how to thank you for your words so for now all i can do is just say thank you a lot (sorry)
its like someone understands me a little
and thank you for the advice, i've never actually tried that before.
thank you for your kind words it really means a lot to me
(honestly i was debating on whether i should send this or not, i got really scared to send this but i bulit up some courage (: )
(also sorry if im kinda all over the place)
Edit: also i just realized how much i wrote from last time, i wrote a looot
@@LORDBUTCHEK It makes me happy that you're happy! Noone should ever feel upset, and I like making people very happy, I just feel bad for people who needed to vent online cause they couldnt vent to anyone else,
No need for thank yous, its just basic kindness and it really doesn't need to be thanked for, all I wanted is for you to feel a bit better! :D
Know you're never alone, and there's always someone out there who you could vent to, online or offline ❤
I wish I could give you all the hugs in the world,
Know that tomorrow could be better, and think of the ones that love and care for you, cause personally, those people give me meaning to live ❤
(PS: it's okay to be all over the place, especially when its venting, okay? Cause its hard to tell people what you went through, and you're in a bad mental state, lots of love ❤)
@@LORDBUTCHEK Also, you're not sensitive, it's how your parents act infront of you. The younger you are, the more influenced you are by their actions.
They are SHIT parents and they didn't deserve to have a kid like you, I can tell how nice and kind you are by understanding your anger and sadness.
Lots of love from Portugal, you deserve all of the love in the world.
I hope you're able to get out of this situation as soon as possible and focus on your health, cause it's what you need to do right now, and it's hard to do so when your parents are.. you know.
Feel better soon ❤
I don’t know how to handle my anger I’ve been is angry ever since I was little I’ve always felt I was asking for help but know one was listening and I realized it came from a trauma that has happened in my past I’ve had a really traumatic past (in my opinion) the one trauma I have that makes me feel sick whenever I think about it is when I was younger my mom made me and her walk abt 14 or 12 miles so she could go to her boyfriends house (my mom suffers from bpd and I’ve just got diagnosed w it) I was abt 3 at this time I’ve heard a lot of things and seen a lot of things I shouldn’t have to see my mom would say things in front of me or to me like she would end her life she was in and out of the psychward but anyways back to the story my mom made me and her walk all the way to her boyfriends house and I was only 3 I was really tired she was screaming at him then we were walking on the road cuz he started walking out of his house and started walking on the side of the road js to let you know the time was abt 1 or 2 at this time in the morning I was tired and we were walking so much my mom was pulling me and she was screaming at him and he was screaming at her I heard so many things at once I heard her screaming I heard him screaming I heard cars honking I heard people laughing I heard all things at once my mom was pulling me hardly to keep up with her bf while they were arguing and I was tired and over it and I lost it around that age I started screaming super loud stop and I was crying and my mom ignored me I had a full on panick attack I was asking her to stop she ignored me and let go of she I was screaming for her to stop and she ignored me I always cry thinking abt this cuz I couldn’t really enjoy my childhood it was always violence having to make sure my mom was okay seeing her in the hospital her being pregnant and having miscarriages the cops always at our house my step dad abusing me mentally and physically my mom being not okay mentally just being ignored when I was younger. currently now I’m 12 and I’ve had 4 suicide attempts I’ve been in and out of the psychward doing unhealthy things relapsing all the time basically raising my younger sibling having to be the mom for my mom always sleeping or never sleeping doing stupid shit like smoking or doing illegal things and now I feel like I’m turning into my mom which I tried not doing. I relapsed a few hours ago I self harmed again. I’ve been in toxic relationships I’ve over sexualized myself to much I’m done tbh I’m not proud of myself at all I didn’t want to be this person my mom always being in. The bars her always having problems with her boyfriends always telling me shit I don’t wanna hear abt her relationships her current boyfriend being a total dick everything is just piling up and I’m almost at my limit. Im sorry for venting like this on here i know that other ppl have it worse and that no one wants to see ppl venting abt their life this is honestly like one of the first times I’ve actually let out all my anger which eventually turns into tears I wish i was skinnier i wish i was better I wish ppl could be proud of me and i wish I could take all this stuff away and didn’t make all these choices I’ve always wanted to be someone else. I feel so obsessive and tired I’m just tired I need a break from everything i have so much insomnia I’ve been up for days I’m tired but can’t sleep i don’t know what to do . I’m so close to my limit I can handle this shit everyone who’s knows me irl js knows me for being “emo” or the girl who always is gone in the hospital or the stoner and I’m really js sick of it i can’t handle it.
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Literally I am forcing myself to forget but sometimes I remember and feel how my heart gets filled with so much anger and I can’t do the same thing to that person cause she still has so much power over me that I just wanna run away I can’t wait till I turn 18 so that I can finally run
when you get along with your parents, and they forget about it so you feel like its all in your head. 😀👍
hahaha jokes on them i never forgot all the things they said to me 🏃♀️
Ayyyyyyy
Honestly, things were better and then he left me for something I didn’t do. I relapsed, my anger issues got worse, my dad started to think I was his therapist (he also started drinking more), my ma just had a break up w her boyfriend and now I’m the little person that everybody let’s there emotions out on, my parents don’t believe in mental issues and it’s been going out of control when I vented to someone they turned it around with someone I trusted who dated my boyfriend not even 5 minutes before he dumped me for something I didn’t even do nobody listens my grandma is in an asylum my grandpa doesn’t even care
Can’t do anything about the anger without being called crazy but it eats you inside and you think about it at night, cry because you can’t do anything and you just get worse and worse till you crack
Some people from my family laught when I cry over something "stupid" or when I get angry and when I tell them to stop they just say "it's just funny to see you like that"
Когда слушаю этот плейлист задумываюсь об своих не достатках и потере всего что имею
The feeling of wanting to cry out loud and release all of your anger feels nice, but you know you cant because no one will understand your pain
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whenever I get angry, the world seems to blur around me. all I can feel is my bones holding back and my fingers shaking. I've been bottled up for way to long, I don't feel normal
whenever i feel sad, or someone makes me sad, i've noticed that after a while, it slowly turns into anger. then i cry not because im sad. i am so angry that i feel the need to cry. it just eats me from the inside out.