songs for an existential crisis (𝖜𝖊𝖎𝖗𝖉𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊/𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖘𝖊/𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒𝖈𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖕𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙)
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- Опубликовано: 29 апр 2021
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going through an existential crisis lol 😔👊
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Видеоклипы
𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖐𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙 -
0:00 laura les - haunted
1:52 zheani - melt away
5:14 king plague - ave plague
9:11 crim3s - lost
11:33 mareux - the perfect girl
14:53 sidewalks and skeletons - eternal rest
19:13 sewerslvt - pretty cvnt
23:07 clouds - pastel ghost
27:11 clams casino - i’m the devil
30:40 chvrn - cold sun
34:55 sidewalks and skeletons - slow motion
38:56 blvck ceiling - fountains
𝔰𝔭𝔬𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔶 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 -
open.spotify.com/playlist/30G7XSGnh460JifZprv9SG?si=_OljLuWxReapw90Gj8bBrA
𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔢 -
all of these songs have been reverberated and some have been slowed ! wear headphones for the best experience
@nimbus ツ PLS PIN ME
@@lujayjaykay1, You can’t pin replies, 2, they need to have this pinned so people can see the time stamps and stuff.
Sorry if I sound rude-
ave plague though, this is nice.
Evanescence "Bring Me to Life" is in there, around 37 mins, but it starts before
✨ haura les ✨
me who was just looking for this type of music:
*cut the cameras... deadass*
this is so dumb but my name is hazel as well we twinning >~
@@user-dumby04 AHHHH WASSUP BESTIE!! idc if you think it’s dumb, it’s not! HAZELS RULE THE WORLD
bruh
2022: hazel fight
like deadass? no cap? cut the cameras? damn..
i would love to meet people who listen to this type of music....
and it feels so weird i realized that i could pass you on the street and i wouldn't know that you are so cool
Yeah Ikr I always want to talk to someone who I think looks cool with their hair or whatever but I’m shy asf ahahahah
We should create a Facebook page and get everyone connected. It'd be awesome.
@@iloveadventuretime1 yes
What would we call it?
Im 25 🤣 fuck my life
Why can't I just float in a void with this quietly playing in the distance
why can't you? do it
honestly that would Sound so nice and weirdly calming
Felt that! So truee
Because that's only in la la land dear.
POV: you always saw that kid, that they were so weird and mysterious. they creeped everyone out, no one wanted to be near them. You were loved by everyone, scored straight A’s. One day as you walk through the hall it was like you were looking through someone else’s eyes, it quickly went to normal.
One day you wake up, in a unknown house but it felt familiar. You walk to a mirror to see…the kid.
You were the the weird kid all along trapped in the fantasy you had about being perfect.
YOU ARE FUCKING GENIUS! I LOVE IT!! OMG I LOVE HOW YOU CURSED EVERYONE WITYH THE TRUTH FINALLY HOLY FUCK!
Get fucking cursed!!!
@@DollCode_U000 Uh I- thank you so much! I genuinely forgot I made this comment. I’m happy you like it
No…I was that weird kid…now, kids in the neighborhood , when they see me they scream “RUN!! It’s the ‘Creepy-Crawley Man!!’”…I’m OWG now…old weird guy…still the same, I have no friends…I hermit in my strange bizarre life.
I wish i was alone in the whole life for atleast 5 days, it would be much more peaceful
yes please
i agree
a lot of arson would happen on my end
@@royalqueens38 me too i would go and burn all of my "family's" houses down sense i hate them all, 😆 lol
@@keijiakaashi3197 OML YESSS
AAA WE ALL KNOW THIS GON' BE GOOD
I've been waiting for three years for everything to be okay. Nothing has happened.
@@sexturnsmeoff3401 No :(
Do you know where is the image from?
Yesssss
@@alfredomartinezcantero3816 Unfortunately, nope
POV: you’re socially drained but nobody gives you a break.
Dang...
...Tf happen w/ you? that's not a thing of pov or smth, it's something serious, xdn't.
I don't know if it exists but I think I had a social burnout and have ghosted all of my friends ever since
I'm still ghosting my best friend, it's now been 4-5 months..I'm getting nightmares of the guilt, but I don't know if I could text her again, unsure if I would be able to deal with all her drama again
At least I could text most of my friends back after a few months, but not in the same amount I used to.
Why am I even writing this
I am just one small rat lost in the endless sewers of the internet
@@idiot_sandwich_36 Its not my place to pry but you should not lose them. You know that too. I really can't think of anything else, i had the same situation, its been almost a year and its too late to go back. Can't even make new friends since i am socially awkward . anyways do things before its too late
@@scourgiq It's not too late. I don't know your life but maybe you can explain your point of view or maybe just apologize.
I often get the feeling of ''too late'' but I've realized it's more of a feeling rather than reality. Obviously I don't know your circumstances... just wanted to share my thoughts.
Wish everything could be as simple as when we were kids and you just walk up to someone and ask if we could be friends.
I hate how confusing life is. Wish I could just simply be unalived and have my consciousness drift into the dreamland where this playlist was made. I need to be stuck in a dream. Why can't I just go into a state of disassociation and never come out of it?
"unalived"
You see I prefer the term: "taking a ride down the sewer-slide"
Tho don't take that ride, its not very fun
Relatable
@@Zaptosis sewerslvt reference?
Life is the dream. Disassociate into your existence and live, it's a lot easier
POV: You feel like writing a vent comment but it is far too detailed and emotional to actually post
Felt
Same
Yup :')
Actually it's more like a “I wanna write a vent comment, but it feels so embarrassing to send that I feel like I might die after” or “I wanna write a vent comment but I would probably delete it after because it feels too disgusting to post my feelings online because someone might judge how I feel about things” ‹3
@@sxdiix.9970 don't worry about that, you won't ever meet any of these people and if you do, you won't even know. Therapy is expensive so go nuts!
to the people writing the povs ILY ALL
IKR they are so nice to read while listening to the music
9:11 This song is perfect for an anxiety/depression/despair/absolute panic/existential crisis/emotional instability time. AND TRAUMAS
haha, geometry dash slaughter house goes brrrr
@@artik420 wow, someone without neurons, interesting 🧐
@@Invisible_dancex3 i completed a extereme demon, thats true 💀
Il a soigné mon âme
I am so excited for you.
Sometimes I just want to scream, to scream and let everything out without anyone hearing me, but i have to stay silent, so it feels great when in a song they scream it feels like they are screaming for me
Never seen it like that but you’re right
Wozwald by miyashita yuu has a satisfying scream i recommend it
@@yutaschild5628 Dude I just listened to it, it's soooo good, thx for the recommendation!
I can relate, I've been holding it in for years.
You can,get yourself some soundproof wall and you can just scream like an angry gamer beating the shit out of a keyboard
“ YOUR MOM’S BASEMENT“ bsjajs that really reminded me of sangwoo😮💨🧑🦽
NABSHSJS STOP
@@user-gc6bj8yo2f tell me not tho-
this just reminds me of the person who said they kin sangwoo in the live chat
@@ethernity7577 WHAAAAAT HAHA
uh so lemme tell you a story
so at my school you can order hoodies and put your name on the back however you want
me being someone who liked sangwoo at the time asked for his name on the back
this was back in November
I got the hoodie that i ordered from my school
everything is perfect except for the fact that SANGWOOS NAME IS ON THE BACK INSTEAD OF MINE
WTF WAS I THINKING
I CAN'T WEAR IT OUT NOW AHH
pov: you're dissociating and this fells like the safest playlist for your turbulent, yet quiet, little awful mind
finally found a comment about dissociating, I'm not alone
@@jeela236 I hope u can find a way out of this and feel better, sweetie!! :]
Felt that
Rn
Loterally me
You feel completely lost. You start this music and a wave of something like release, pain, relief, anger, and loss of control rushes over you through chills. In the next moment you find power in the insanity as you blindly stare at a wall or a mirror. Pure bliss in the pain and insanity
To all people that in the comment just get a therapy,improve your life you're letting yourself in shitty life,you still have some time to change don't let yourself losing sanity,you have full control of your body you have a free will to do anything, Don't become the worse of yourself becomes the best of yourself that you're proud of
It's approaching. You can feel it slowly crawling towards you.
Day after day, you were trying to do something. Make some change. Better your life. Become a new person.
But your environment, family or someone else were constantly trying to stop you, drag you down into a pit of stagnation, into an apathetic world where everyone's content with what they have. Nobody cares about each other's emotions. Nobody tries to understand you. You're surrounded by narcissists.
After every sudden burst of motivation to get out of here, you sincerely put your efforts into it. However, that motivation doesn't last long. You can't keep up with the awfulness of reality.
Hope still lives in you. You do not.
Anyone else just wanna turn their LED lights red, put on makeup for no reason, wear a black dress, be alone and blast this?
Actually...yes 😃
@@atychiszto lol same
sounds fun :D
@@atychiszto we can vibe together :D
Me crying because I don't have led, makeup, and hates wearing dresses👁️💧👄💧👁️
POV: you're sick and tired of your family/friends, you're really on the edge. This playlist is the only thing that you can relate with. No one listens to you otherwise.
yes.
@@milktea181 yes.
yes.
@@skullhand5571 yes.
sí.
If I made my family listen to this they would call it noise, but strangely I find it calming.
yes, we know youre edgy.
🤖
you KNOW its gonna be good when it starts with haunted
I can't take this anymore, I feel like giving up
*starts vibing*
POV : you’re the odd one out in your family. you do everything different. you were once the same as them but they seemed to have changed you. for the worse. now , you don’t know your real smile, you don’t open up, you’re stuck between emotions, you’re bored all the time, you don’t feel like yourself anymore, you feel as if you living in some other persons body, you can’t tell if you’re dreaming or not. you don’t know what to do anymore. you’re alone. you’re a sad little human.
pick yourself up, k? it may take a while but, it’s worth a try. keep your head up. i know I’m just a random person on the internet with my own struggles but, i’m more then happy to help you all.
That's what is happening to me, now what i am trying to do is focus on my objectives, but i think that this is my fault too, but it keep being difficult, i feel like I'm alone because nobody is helping me, i think nobody will help me if i don't start with myself. But, yeah, they just haven't changed anything from them, it's just that i feel alone. They already were bad persons, but i felt different when i was kid with them. So i wanna see what happens next
This is what i've been for the past month and i'm sick and disgusted of always understanding no one knows what i've been through what i'm going through... I'm not myself anymore... These days my memory got worse i seem to forget really easily i think its bcs i want to forget everything... I'm hurt and tired but i don't act like it at all bcs i don't want to be a burden and they will get mad at me that i should be grateful... I am grateful its just that i'm broken
i never thought someone could describe me this well
The only one who can truly help me... Is me... Thanks for the gesture, though.
this is so sweet srsly,, u deserve everything
I'm currently sitting in my closet and just finished eating an entire log of fruitcake and a whole chocolate bar.
I went from feeling at peace and completely content with the universe and then back to existential dread, chronic pain, and the crushing reality that I hate myself and now feel sick, all within about 30 minutes.
I'm sharing this in a comment section with strangers over the internet because this will live on long after I'm dead and no one else close to me in my life will ever know about this moment.
Maybe
u_u
Hope you're better now man.
It ends and it doesn’t just end at death
I completely understand you, since I find myself in a similar situation in my daily life. However, whatever has you like this will eventually pass, as will happiness and sadness. I just know that, like me, you will have to put up with these feelings that come and go all the time. Please do not feel alone, because I must also accompany you in your suffering. I hope today you are more better than Yesterday homie. Keep it up
surpressing your feelings really sucks, but sometimes there's just no way around it :/
Stop surpressing and start suppressing..
POV: Your at the bus stop, barely missing your bus you quickly get on and find the only seat available is next to a musty looking fellow in the back row. You find out their name is Nimbus and marry them in the bus, everyone starts clapping and wishing you a happy marriage. You go to your new house you bought together while you were riding the bus and feed your dog you bought together from a homeless guy on the bus. After you get washed up you go into your bedroom and watch banana fish. You cry all night and hold eachother in warm hug. The End
STOP I LVOE THUS
SEQUEL BESTIE ??!?!😟😟
I mean, if we watch banana fish 🧍♀️
what
marrying a musty looking fellow doesn't concern me, watching banana fish again does
I rarely do POVs but : TW
You lay on your bed, thinking over the day. Thinking of all the things you wish you could change, thinking of all the people who hurt you on a daily basis, thinking of all the people you hate. You shove your head in your pillow, the room silent except all of the thoughts running through your brain. People alway pick on others. Thats the way the world has become, it has spiraled into chaos and hate. Whatever light appears, it gets snuffed out. You hate it, you think of all of the dreams you had when you were younger, ones that will never come true. All of the friends you though you had, gone. And you left alone, this world needs to be changed. But no one will change it. No one knows how, you always wanted to be the hero when you were younger, but why? Heroes save and get praise, but others are out there doing even more and not getting recognized. People die daily and no one reacts, they only react when it becomes trend. You feel around under your pillow, maybe villains help more than heroes, they just do it in a way not accepted by standards. You feel it, smiling you realize that maybe you can help change the world. Punish those who deserve it, you feel tears streaming down your face, maybe you can save a few people. You think back to everyone who has done wrong. Punishment always comes to those who deserve it, somehow. Maybe your the one who needs to punish. Like some kind of God. You laugh a bit, maybe you were sent here to punish, the voices start up in your head, chanting for you to do it, do your job, serve your purpose, make a new, beautiful world. One person at a time, you laugh more. The whole world has spiraled into chaos and hate, no one can do anything about it. No one but a God. No one but you.
*nervous laughter* hope you enjoyed
See ya in the next video :D
edit: intriguing replies
HOLY THIS IS AMAZING
Bestie this is perfect
GOD OF THE NEW WORL- oh sorry wrong anime
You just had to feed into mt god complex 😑
@@blasty7909 ah I see another person of culture
I make up imaginary scenarios where I’m in this fictional world where all the characters I know and love coexist. I dwell on it so much so that I start to question if the physical world around me is even real or if my body is just a form I happen to take while I’m here and I question if I’m even supposed to be here or if I should’ve existed in another reality but just so happened to end up here
Pov: You’ve fallen into yet another depressive episode and are struggling to keep yourself sane. You have legal problems you’re in, you’re trying to get over your addiction, you’ve spent maybe 11 hours of that day overthinking everything, and all of this while living in an abusive household. You’ve been putting in genuine effort to exercise and eat better and save money, but you can’t keep a habit to save your own life. You’ve alienated most people in your life through your genuine want to help society at large that becomes all consuming. You want to help other people but can’t even help yourself. You’ve spent the last 7 going on 8 years promising yourself you’d finally get better, but you’ve spent so much time thinking about other people, you haven’t given yourself a chance to help you. You push hard every single day, but the looming specter of the memories of all the times you’ve failed chases you. How can you continue to push on knowing damn well you’re more than likely to fail this time because you already have so many times?
Me a few years ago would think this type of music is werid, now its all part of my comfort playlist
yess lmao I used to not understand people who listened to such type of music , its pretty astonishing to become the total opposite
For me, it's not that i don't understand, i just find it scary. I don't think I can listen to this type of music, the singer screams, the sound feels distorted...
truly not my type, but i think i understand why some people like it.
It just depends on mood. I'm the same. I like this right now because I feel as if this music is the only thing that understands how I feel.
How about its 11:58 pm and your research paper is due at 11:59pm so you're going insane. Cause that's where I am at right now
I feel you with the whole of my existence bestie
oof same lol
Reminds me of when I turned in my paper at exactly 11:59, I started it it 6:16
its 1:56 and i finished it right now cause i have to hand it in at school today XD
Edit: i got a 2 and 4 on that paper (we got 2 marks)
Dude it's deadass 11:48 pm like so close??
Top tier songs:
9:11 crim3s - lost
27:11 clams casino - i'm the devil
34:55 sidewalks and skeletons - slow motion
38:56 blvck skeletons - fountains
the editing is amazing im absolutely addicted
I have this immense urge just to give up. Stop trying. I want to go to sleep. I'm tired of constantly having to keep up grades, relationships, and looks. It's exhausting. But for some reason, I also have this voice telling me to keep fighting. To forget about my happiness and make everyone else happy. Which one do I listen to?
I really want to give up and listen to the first one but I don't know why I continue
you listen to neither duh
You keep fighting for your happiness(if that's your goal). Personally, I'd recommend giving up on pursuing happiness and focusing more on your life's purpose, this will actually inadvertently most likely bring you into a state of happiness. Keep up the struggle, friend. “You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.” -Albert Camus
Same tho, but I listen to the second voice cause I'm the perfect one, the golden child, the one with amazing parents, money, friends (they're all fake tho) and the grades, it's annoying, I want people to know I have problems too but they won't think they're that serious cuz ... Why would I have those problems I'm too privileged
find happiness in getting good grades, looking good, and having fulfilling relationships. if you don't find happiness in one of those, pursue another. do things because *you* want to, find ways to make life enjoyable. even when you can't, know that there is another side. this, too, shall pass. good luck homie ily
YOUR MUSIC TASTE IS EVERYTHING wow all of the songs r perfect, like the distorted screams in them make me feel so peaceful?
AWH TYY! im glad u like the songs
I get what you mean...for me it's peaceful bcs I can relate to it bcs that's what it feels like in my brain when I'm not alone
@@terka4310same here
The fact that in my country it actually is 4 a.m. is so cool
This playlist is perfect for us college pre meds who are just now realizing that our future is not guaranteed and that all our hard work may have just been all for nothing 🥰 tee hee about to fail physics and OChem and I’m supposed to take the mcat in a few months 💕 and then apply to a million med schools and pay thousands of dollars just to get rejected because I have no real world experience because I’m dumb and too scared🤪 I love it here.
Music is the only thing just barely keeping me sane lol
It's been a year, how are you doing? Did you pass your exams? :)
Just shut up already
I keep listening to this music and reading comments to cope with my own issues. I had a pretty bad childhood and missed a lot of affection. I had bad experiences up until about 20, and now looking back on my life I dont know what to think. This kind of music captures my lost feeling in a way. Because I am realizing that I am one in 8 billion. I am realizing that my lost childhood will never fully matter to anyone but me. I am lost in a daze, tranced in my emotions. Memories, some vague, some vibrant, all bringing me to tears. Things I wish I could have done or said. Time lost to never be recaptured again. I wasted and lost so much. So many people and things. I dont even know how to grasp everything. for a long time I felt like a shell, then I felt dead, then I felt like nothing but a walking skin suit, and now I feel despair. I know I sound sad and hopeless, but im someone who used to love people. I really wanted to save the world and do everything I could to make other people happy. It was partially how I was raised. Now I see mass death, control. subversion, lies, theft, and hatred all over the world. It feels like my visor has been lifted and I now see something else in the world. I see a bunch of nothing. A endless tithe of emotions, action and reaction, getting lost in the countless distractions around us, blind to the death and decay, blind to the famine, blind to the hopeless anger, muted screams, and pleas for help. I have worked in plenty of different jobs, seen many different people, had different relationships, and gone through plenty of shit I wouldn't wish on people. I refuse to become another mindless cog, Im going to live my life to change the world. I wont sit idle and do what everyone does every day. In such a meaningless world I want to give my life purpose by going against the grain. I know im not some snowflake of a person. Im not special. But because I understand that, im going to push towards living an extraordinary life. I dont want to become another nameless stone with millions of memories lost to the wind. I am getting driven by all this bullshit in my life. All the pain and hurt has led to my fire. I will seriously seize every moment. We are frail creatures and no matter how many dreams you have for tomorrow it could be ripped from you in a moment and I refuse to let my spark die without having done something.
when its starts with haunted you know its going to be good
not my first time writing, but it's my first time writing a situation like this. I hope you like it 🥺 feel free to leave constructive criticism in the replies! ^^
edit: holy crap i didn't expect this to get over 100 likes tysm-
pov: it's 4am and you're going insane
It's happening again. Breathing heavily, you try to refocus your vision. Your old coping tactics weren't working and everything was starting to blur. Your mind fills with different voices. However, they are all talking at once, which made it impossible for you to discern what each was saying. It's pounding in your head, and you fight to keep your eyes open. Though, your efforts fall fruitless as the little light you have left dies. Your mind succumbs to the darkness, and the world seems to stop.
_This is it, I've gone insane._
@• Miko-San • same-
@• Miko-San • Same I always wondered if this was normal or not-
@• Miko-San • omg are you guys ok?? i don't think it's normal, but if you need someone to talk to I can give you my ig ^^
@• Miko-San • oof i hope things get better for you :(
THSI WAS SO GOOD WTF- BYE
This afternoon I drew my first "vent drawing" while listening to these masterpieces it was really cool ! 😎🤷♀️
@@listlessdandelion3587 thanks 💗 yeah its true and i really love drawing whats better ?🌝 and i was pretty proud of my drawing i did surprisingly well haha
Currently listening to this laying in my bed, after having another awful day at work, working a 12 hour shift and getting so drunk I've reached a state of delirium.
Just feels nice to have music I can properly associate my feelings with. It feels like I'm able to release all of my pain without having to lift a finger or open my mouth and make a sound. I can just lay in the dark, unmoving, unbothered, sinking in my pain.
If all my thoughts and feelings were compressed into a playlist, it'd be this one-
just reminding you that you posted this comment 2 years ago
@@stiksiii that's- wow
I'm listening to this playlist because I think I'm letting myself go I've been unhappy and unhealthy having trouble sleeping and almost turned to drugs and alcohol
I don't know why I told you this just feels like a thing I could say while watching this playlist
@@phoenix_13how are u doin??
@@Dumb-personyuhhow are u doin??..u still here
I have the urge to draw someting crazy and weird on a canvas and hang it on my wall-
IMMACULATE.... I will do that tonight
What I don't understand is why I often do drawings with a strong chaotic feel to it even when I feel happy and sane. Dang brain.
@@Donjonneau same..my drawings are aöways chaotic
@@mcgrrmann595 if I had a canvas...I WOULD
dont be shy paint directly on your wall
Под этот плейлист хочется сидеть на крыше в теплой куртке, махать ногами вникуда и не бояться упасть, что бы шел снег или дождь и тебя никто не трогал..
или просто умереть
I was searching for 'feel like a weird 80s vampire time traveller with anxiety playlist' and this was the first video
lmfao
"nothing calms me down"
this playlist: OOP-
pov: it's 23:08 you're scrolling through youtube, trying to cheer up of the shitty and tiring life you have, you see this playing and click, feeling like these songs describe your feelings you feel strange, you start wondering if you're loosing your mind, hearing a knock on the door you paused the video, got up and went to see who it was, opening the door you saw no one so you closed it and before you could move back to where you were you heard footsteps behind you, turning around you saw no one again, and then you had your answer:
"I already lost my mind."
-sorry if this is bad I saw everyone doing this and I wanted to do one too-
it was good
was it just me or did i actually hear footsteps
UGH THIS IS BY FAR THE BEST PLAYLIST IVE EVER ENCOUNTERED
finally someone that actually understands dreamcore/weirdcore
POV:
You stumbled to your bed, trying to ignore the spinning and twisting in your head and stomach. "God, I shouldn't have taken that..", you grumble to yourself as you plop down, barely landing on your silky sheets as you rub your stomach.
You always were a wild partier, not hesitating to take anything anyone gave to you. You were aware of this habit of yours, but you couldn't give a shit. All you knew was that you were young and free.
You felt your eyes begin to burn as a dark red liquid spilled out of them. Your vision became blurry, and your stomach ache became worse. You stumbled to the floor, continuously rubbing your eyes from the burning.
You struggled to get on your feet, due to the reduce in your overall strength. You screamed for help, but your vision began to darken.
Soon, you couldn't see a thing.
It was all black.
Until..
Your vision began to come back to you. You were sitting on a old brown, worn out couch.
"Hey, what pill did you say you gave me?" You asked, getting familiar with your surroundings. You were holding a half empty beer bottle, trash, red cups, ashes and couch cushions were everywhere.
Your friend, who was sitting down on the other side of the couch glared at you with a smirk.
"They're called 'Future Pills'. It lets you see into the future or some shit."
DAMN THAT WAS GOOD
Got any more?
Please stop. Stop it!
First song and I already KNOW this gonna be a banger playlist
RIGHT-
i knew i could trust this playlist when it started with laura les
POV: You spend all day behind a computer screen cuz it's so easy to pretend to be happy when it's done through a little glass window. A curious playlist comes across your recommended and you decide to give it a go. it's been 45 minutes and you cannot get past the first song because you keep stopping to stifle tears. Somehow, it hits a chord, it hurts a lot but maybe, maybe you finally just found the outlet you've been looking for, and totally by accident.
For the first time in too long, you hear the voice in t he back of your head tell your heart it's going to be okay.
You can't seem to disagree.
I need to blast this in my ears while laying in the rain.
Oh how that would make me feel free... alive
That's exactly what I did yesterday, very much recommend
or cold because it's 0°C outside
Huh this is somewhat relatable
I hope y'all are taking care of yourselves, and remember it's okay too cry, we're only human
you know its a good playlist when you don't have to skip any song
"Watch me melt away, cause we're so fuked up" by Zheani is for all survivors of child abuse to dance until dead sleep. Dance with me babe🌹🩰🦋
Right to my "3:42am meltdown" playlist 😌✨
Do you know where's the image from? :((
: waking up at 2 am
: Playing a video games
: Get a meltdown
: Need to pay 100 dollar just to fix my keyboard
I am not even having any depression or identity crisis or existential crisis and I am loving the music so far.....reading the comments from seeing the kind of people into this music....
Life sucks it does I am sorry to say,I used to be depressed and was suicidal but I raised myself back up from seeing shitty people and having shitty experiences and on the road of achieving my goals,ambitions and dreams,you guys will find better people,you guys will move on to better things,you guys will have the best life as you keep on going,don't give up,keep yourself alive
May i become ur friend? I've been dealing with depression for 5-6 years now; as of late it became even worse, i also found out i have severe depression... I need some help, badly.
If u don't want to waste ur time on me or just help, it is totally fine ^^
this is exactly what i needed rn.
*idk random pov i guess*
You glance over at the alarm clock by your bedside. 4:20 AM? Oh well, it didn’t matter. You haven’t had a sense of time in a long while now. You eat, sleep, and log on for online school, then repeat. That was your life. It didn’t matter what time it was, as long as you showed up for classes and submitted assignments on time. Maybe you’d actually skip the eating part of your ‘routine’ today, or whatever it could be called. After all, you have an essay due tomorrow that you couldn’t start earlier due to other projects. You didn’t really care much though. You’d work on the essay till you passed out. Your alarm would wake you at 8:50 so you could log on to your 9am class. You’d brush your teeth, come back to bed, and enter the Teams call. You do everything in your bed these days. Its more convenient considering your lifestyle. The teachers had been pushing for everyone to have their cameras on at all times these days. You didn’t really care anymore, you didn’t care if they saw the ever present dark smudges lining your eye bags. You didn’t care if they saw the unwashed mop of hair positioned on your head. You used to be very different at the beginning. You’d always groom yourself and never turned on the camera without being asked. You were self conscious. Anxious. You used to care about your image then. Now, it didn’t really matter like most things. The minutes blurred into hours and the hours into days. You couldn’t tell the date without checking your phone. After working on the essay for a while, your eyes begin to droop. Ah, guess you should sleep now then. You check the alarm clock once more. It’s 6 am, so you should grab the last hours of sleep you’ll get.
why did this one hit hard.. this is exactly how i feel just dissociated and that doesn't help with my sense of time either.. this one hit really hard so thanks for putting it into words
"You couldn't tell the date without checking your phone." Most relatable sentence to me.
This is how I felt and still feel even though the tortur-school ended my routine is still the same ,I just skip breakfast and swim now
no bc while reading this i cant breathe
Pov: You just got out of an argument with your parents and you feel like a badass so you blast music to drown in the sound. Feeling rebellious you blast it so the whole neighborhood hears you.
honey, this is a whole mood. thank u
if 1 argue makes u feel badass u propably never argue
@@idk.904 it's more of like you argue often but you slowly grow tough skin and that was the final straw ya know? It's hard to explain lol
@@crybabygigi2360 arguing makes u only suffer and not any tough
@@idk.904 but everyone takes it differently! But I'm only used to just getting stronger from it. Like learning patience and how to push someone buttons and when to calm an argument down...I've learned a lot. It does make me stronger maybe tough wasn't the proper word but it does make my skin thick when dealing with serious situations
More? I want M O R E. My soul has ascended. FEED ME MORE!!! I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST!!!!
I was searching for "Chill music to calm my bloodlust" and got this instead. This was good enough
I’m gonna put on makeup for no reason and wear nice clothes and I actually have confidence for once. Thank you Nimbus for another amazing playlist
one way to spice up the pressure of knowing that your probably have to do the grade again and your assignments are just there undone but you really don't have the motivation and you not even knowing what you want to do in the future and you get anxious and then start having a crisis
I’m struggling with this *exact* thing at the moment and it became a daily thing to panic about for me :’)
I w4nt t0 d13
@@bastardcat2232 same Vlas
this is the best playlist ive ever heared
i love that this playlist exist
The one person who disliked is someone who goes to bed at a reasonable time
listening to this while trying to understand the 'prove that triangle is a triangle' concept hits different
SAME
It’s my turn for an amazing story :)
- John Pork is inside my head
I keep hearing his phone calls, it drives me insane.
I remember the first day he called me I hung up the phone because I didn’t know who John pork was but it was a big mistake. He kept calling me so I eventually answered his call but is was no good, he was very mad since I didn’t respond to his calls. He then came came to my house and after the moment I first saw him at my mouse I don’t remember anything since then. I remember waking up like nothing happened, except I still hear his calls inside my head to this day. I don’t know what to do and it drives me completely insane. I’m shaking and sweating in my basement naked because I’m scared he may come back.
Can anyone relate to this ? I don’t what to do
Im having the same problem 🐷
why is this so relaxing and soothing?
guys we're literally on a floating rock...
I LOVE THIS AND ITS PERFECT BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN LOSING MY MIND
ngl lately everyone keeps getting mad at me and it hurts so fucking much. I only have my one younger cousin and a crush that makes me alive.
I hate people. they get mad at you for no reason at all. I've been kind to them all this time, why won't they return the favor?
i love you for this
*_Poem_*
Bakugou's feet, oh how I just Aroha
Bakugou's feet, oh how far out
Bakugou's feet, oh how Beaut
Bakugou's feet, Chur for existing
Bakugou's feet, are a Dag itself
Bakugou's feet keep me good as gold
Bakugou's feet can cures me likes it's a piece of piss
Bakugou's feet will stay in my heart yonks..
_Hoped I used it correctly -_
FINALLY IT'S STAYING
this made me cry thanks
@@numberonemitskifann You're Welcome -
BEAUTIFUL🤤🤤🤤
Amen ✨😔🖐👏👏
Well, I officially have a favorite channel ;)
I don’t even have words for how well-crafted all your videos are. Nimbus, you are the reason my music taste has gotten better lmao. Thank you so much for making me smile and dance around my room like a mad man. Thank you, Nimbus, for all your hard work. We appreciate so much!
Love you, you supa cutie patootie 💕🥺
I LOVE YOU UR COMMENT MADE MY DAYY
@@nimbu3 🥺❤️❤️
I know this is dumb, but sometimes I wonder if I attempted, would anyone notice me for once? Would they care about me more? Would they realise how much pain I was in? *Would they?*
I just, idk, I have goals in life but i feel unnoticed, sad, emotionless, empty. It’s just a lot of emotions. And I just can’t handle anything.
I feel like this most of the time so I really cant help you I dont know how to handle the situation myself but if you need to talk to somebody you can talk to me
boii whats the point of beind noticed ? be comfortable with yourself, enjoy what you like, create things, travel but dont waste time on "notice me senpai"
This music feels me with joy knowing that all people are truly equal and disgusting😀HAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA kill me
Same
just listening to this while I lie on the floor holding my pillow pet with headphones on :)
You're with your ex on a remote bridge. The atmosphere is chilling, the cold updraft from the water below swaying your hair, the darkness casting shadows that looked as if they were painted by the devil himself, and the crimson blood on your hands giving you the most elegant of gloves.
"Why?" They breathe out, staring at you with dripping eyes. The sight made you giggle a little, 'what a pathetic person' you thought.
"Aren't you going to cry for me?" You tease, lifting up their weakened head to look at you. Their eyes haze over with fog, the sight gets you excited.
"C'mon lover, show me a pretty dying face." You say stepping back, you want a full view. Their torso was bloodied, the once white sweater now a beautiful mosaic of blood and tears. Their face is ridden with anguish.
"I thought you'd be prettier." You say, pouting as they took their last breath.
They didn't scream, struggle, nor show you a pretty face. They didn't give you the ecstasy you were chasing. You sigh to yourself as you throw the body over the railing, into the rapids. 'The fish are eating good tonight.' You thought.
You pull out your phone, scratching off some of the old dried blood. You scroll through your texts trying to find your next model. It was difficult, you were running out of people to model on, and you only had one knife left.
"I guess 15 wasn't enough" You disappointedly muttered to yourself.
After more scrolling, you decided it'd be too risky to use the last knife on a stranger. They wouldn't satiate the thirst. You hold the last knife to your chest, slowly pushing it in. Ow, it hurt so bad. You screamed, then laughed, ah, there it was, the sound you wanted to hear. The mixture of ecstasy and pain was divine. Fighting with each other from your head to your toes, you can't tell whether your tears are from the pain or the joy. The tips of your fingers and the ends of your toes felt as if they were fraying. Your consciousness slowly fading, you didn't want this high to end.
This is the best POV I've ever read. Holy. I love this.
😮💨 me rn
damn this was good. fuck i want more
Do you write on any platform? If so.... send?
No wonder he/she is single. Good -snuff- stuff.
Pov: You wish to join the stars.
You walked along the sea side...alone. You had fought valiantly and so had your friends. So many of your allies had followed you into battle. A friend from childhood. A friend who honored you. A friend who hated you. An enemy to your enemy. A friend. All had fallen and yet you were victorious. You wondered if this lonely relief was a punishment for using ypur friends as a means to an end. They had told you countless times that they followed you of their own volition. And yet, you were still the reason they all died. You fought for a world just for us and in the end there was no us. What was the point? What was the reason? Where did this all start? You fought for your love by using your hatred. At the time it seemed...it wasn't right, but it seemed fair. And yet here you stood before the moon. Where the sky meets the earth in a shimmering convergence. Waiting for your friends. Waiting for the celebration. The next step.
As the you looked up to the moon you begged for change. Again. To be in the oasis you had dreamt of before all of this. A place where you and your friends could coexist with happiness. Untouched by sorrow and regrets.
You fell to your knees sobing for the first time in months. You screamed for the moon to bless you with a chance at peace. To allow the cruelty you had allowed to fester within to be beside you.
As you bent down into the wet sand, you couldn't help but allow yourself a moment of acceptance. To be in that moment and forget yourself. To forget your torments.
You took in the sent of the cool, salty ocean air. The sound of the waves tumbling to the rythem of the earths heart beat. The feeling of the chilled, grainy sand. The way it sifted through your fingers as if it would swallow your grief-stricken mind. The vague taste of your screams and prayers on your tongue.
As you sat up to see the moon in her full glory of the nights sky, your silence ensued. The moon, with her indescribable divinity, deleverd your wishes and prayers. With ease, your body became lighter than the breeze that caressed your face. You fell onto your back into the sand like a cloud.
Finally, under the moons gaze, you were lifted from the earth. Blessed with a peace only known to those of other life times.
However...it was not warm, like the sun. It was cool and chilling to the soul. Your friends would still be missed by you, but not at the expense of your souls happiness. You would not be delivered into a darkness where even the moon could not touch.
P.s. I love this playlidt so much. It's really gotten me into my Halloween vibes this year.
a good one for crying 💖
and this is why i'm a simp for jin...
Bestie it's 7 in the morning 😩☝️‼️
Lmaoo it’s 7 at night for me
@@niyaaedits616 Lol sameee
1am for me
4pm for me
isnt it weird that a random stranger online gets you more than your own family/friends/etc
because here we dont judge anyone, we just wish everyone happiness and peace
Cant really blame them. Imagine you lived happily,socially,and then someone comes to you depressed trying to say how life is difficult. You would not understand because you had not felt that way.
My turn for an epic story:
POV: You take a fat bite out of a delicious Chipotle Burrito, the spice dances familiarly across your tongue. Another night another burrito, nothing new. It's a bit cold, so you go to turn down the thermostat when a painful pang cuts through your body, tearing away whatever semblance of normality that once remained. You stagger towards the bathroom, the world melting into a nauseating blur. You feel your stomach collapse into itself as liquid fire shoots out your body. You fall backwards onto the floor, the fluorescent light above your head a synthetic heaven upon your cold, sweat smeared skin. It reminds you of your morality. Is this the end, is that God coming to rip you from your corporeal form? You've never experienced pain like this.
But just as quickly as it started, it's gone. You look around, but there is no feces anywhere. What in the hell was that?
STOP 💀
Bro I thought it was going to be another one of those vent sotrys😭👹
Edit:storys*
i think i lost and got my soul back several times listening to this playlist
bakugo comes into room sweaty. kirishima asks what happened. bakugou got in to a fight with midoriya. kirishima 💕💕🇺🇸
favorite comment right here
@@nimbu3 kiribaku 4 life !!
@@yiun19 yess😩🤌
@@ayla0x back off
@@ayla0x i h*te u
I'm just listening to random playlists, looking for new music to like, and I got in here thinking "Does this make me an edgy fake emo that everyone gets so worked up about?" And then I realized, literally no one else is here and I'm an idiot.
I WAS FINDING FOR THE FIRST SONG FOR AGESSSSS
*YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM RN.*
That picture is very captivating. I just want to stare at it while listening to this playlist forever.
this playlist reminds me that it's boring being sane anyways.
This playlist makes me want to live more than ever.
just found this and now i love this!
im actually going insane I have 2 weeks left of school and my grade in history is a 0.96 lol
HOW TF-
@@lujayjaykay IDK BAHAHAH MY GRADE JUST EVAPORATED-
i got a 0 👑❤💁😜✌😩🙏😝👏😇
Ah, mine's just 0's straight across. I've got straight F's, yay for me.
@@benjij.g.2672 OK IM BASICALLY AVERAGING A 43% IN MATH BUT-
The location being in "my mom's basement" made me laugh way too hard 😂
The Bring Me To Life audio in the one song startled me lol, wasn't expecting to hear that here XD
Im so happy to see that Zheani is on the list 😍