After back to back losses when I got pregnant again. I just almost mental detached myself from my belly . The 2 times before I went for early scans and saw the heartbeats just for 2 weeks later at another scan to tell me no more heartbeat . I got HG around 6 weeks but refused any treatment , husband stayed home with me while I puked 10 times a day ... that happened until week 13. I finally went to my doc at week 14 but when they pulled out that doppler to try to get a heartbeat again...I LOST IT. crying hysterically...shaking so bad . Doctors calmed me , husband held me . I finally let doc try to find it and HE DID! my 14 week old baby had a heartbeat .... I still constantly worried . Anxiety took control of my life until she was in my arms . She will turn 1 next month . ❤
@@roseking499 omg 🥺 thank you so much for sharing your story ❤️ I’m sorry for your losses. I totally understand detaching yourself from the belly. 2 of my miscarriages were missed miscarriages and finding out there is no heartbeat at the ultrasound is definitely the worst feeling. It’s that soul crushing pain 💔 I’m so happy you finally get to hold your baby now. I feel like it would be the same for me and I won’t ever be able to relax until I have a healthy living baby in my arms after the delivery 😣❤️🥺
After back to back losses when I got pregnant again. I just almost mental detached myself from my belly . The 2 times before I went for early scans and saw the heartbeats just for 2 weeks later at another scan to tell me no more heartbeat . I got HG around 6 weeks but refused any treatment , husband stayed home with me while I puked 10 times a day ... that happened until week 13. I finally went to my doc at week 14 but when they pulled out that doppler to try to get a heartbeat again...I LOST IT. crying hysterically...shaking so bad . Doctors calmed me , husband held me . I finally let doc try to find it and HE DID! my 14 week old baby had a heartbeat .... I still constantly worried . Anxiety took control of my life until she was in my arms . She will turn 1 next month . ❤
@@roseking499 omg 🥺 thank you so much for sharing your story ❤️ I’m sorry for your losses. I totally understand detaching yourself from the belly. 2 of my miscarriages were missed miscarriages and finding out there is no heartbeat at the ultrasound is definitely the worst feeling. It’s that soul crushing pain 💔
I’m so happy you finally get to hold your baby now. I feel like it would be the same for me and I won’t ever be able to relax until I have a healthy living baby in my arms after the delivery 😣❤️🥺
@Carine.D when you have baby in your arms ...all this time now for you that seems to be ticking so slow will all seem like a blurr.
@@roseking499 I can’t wait ❤️