(1 hour) SYML - Where's My Love Slowed Version
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- Опубликовано: 22 июн 2020
- Hi everyone!
So, i'm making this 1 hour loop video bcs i really love this song so much!
Hope u like it!
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Lyrics:
Cold bones
Yeah, that's my love
She hides away, like a ghost
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way
Cold sheets
But where's my love
I am searching high
I'm searching low in the night
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way
Did she run away? Did she run away? I don't know
If she ran away, If she ran away, come back home
Just come home
I got a fear
Oh, in my blood
She was carried up
Into the clouds, high above
Oooh, If you're bled, I bleed the same
Oooh, If you're scared, I'm on my way
Did you run away? Did you run away? I don't need to know
If you ran away, if you ran away, come back home
Just come home
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Original song by SYML. 
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if you're here, baby i'm so sorry, please get some rest and drink some water, you need it. i love you.
edit: hey loves, it breaks my heart to see how many of you don’t hear this enough, you are enough and are worthy
stay safe !! 💞
i love you too.
thank you i rly needed this i have abusive parents + my grandpa is sick and i cant see him
@@nfnfvxv7848 i’m so so sorry, i’m always here💞
@@pardisesfandiary7489 tysmmmm
thank you .. iloveyoutoo :(❤
My best friend cried in my arms yesterday but little did she know I wanted to cry too. But I didn’t because I’m the “happy” friend. The one who’s always in a good mood. The one who’s never sad, and when I am, nobody really care.
Sorry I just had to say it somewhere safe :).
I hope you’ll have/you’re having/you had a great day !
Edit : waaah tysm for 2k likes :)). I just wanted to say that I’m doing great now even if when i posted this comment it felt like i could never express how i truly felt. I hope that if you relate to this comment you will feel much better soon !! Love you people
Hey sweetie, I’m so sorry I know how it feels like to be always the „happy“ friend but u need to express your emotions even if you’re scared. And if your friends don’t care about it than don’t call them friends bc they aren’t then :/ Sometimes it better to have one friend than only fake friends :/
Keep your head up don’t let your beautiful crown fall honey :)
Luv u
@@user-jk8vh9xm1z thank you that means a lot 🥺. They care but it’s never for long so.. yeah idk. Aishh sorry I don’t want to trouble you with my problems. Anyway thanks a lot
Ha its funny cuz i am the sad friend my friends are probably the only people i actually care about but then i cant express myself to them not completely at least cuz then i am the depressed edgy friend that they dont want i listen to this and just pretend that i have actual friends that care bout me Anyways just give your friend a hug for me and tell him/her you care for them
I’m the “happy” friend too that everyone comes to with their problems but no one asked me how I’m doing or when they do I lie and say I’m good. When I do talk about how I fell and how I’m sad a lot of the time and cry a lot they just think I’m fake depressed. So I feel for you
@@thatonekaeyamain6725 if no one told you today, I love you. And you are worthy and you deserve to be happy
I just don’t wanna Be here anymore, but i can’t leave the pain for others.
i believe in you. that might seem weird, as you probably dont know me, but im cheering for you. and i hope you can feel better soon. I know its hard right now, and i seems like no matter what you do, you are just drowning. eventually, you'll make it to the surface. Im rooting for you.
@@marybell8719 thank you so much, I am feeling better now, I also do get profesionel help. But it warmed my heart to get that comment from you. Thank you so much!!💕
@@astajfk142 Im so glad your feeling better and got professional help! Your welcome 💞I hope you continue your healing process!
Remember that your here for a reason and you my friend have something special to give to this world that only your soul can give. Love love love and more love. Stay up and knows your special. Chin up
Exactly
I don’t even know who I am anymore I just want to sleep forever. WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE ALIVE I AM TIRED I AM FUCKING TIRED
bro same :(
I wanna sleep forever too but I want to do it so I can just live in my dreams with my ex and be happy again
Same... my dreams are turning in to nightmares...
i want to sleep
I know, it isn't that I want to die, it's just that I don't want to live, and my only safe place to go is my own mind. My own fucking thoughts are the only thing I can trust and rely on because no one else will care.
my family wonders why i only come down on somedays and dont talk to them. they constantly judge me and hurt my feelings. and they dont even understand the damage they've done to me.- my ted talk
Im so sorry
I hope everything gets better for u!!✨
relatable.
then they say it’s my phone when youtube is the only thing that is helping me get through it all (bc of all the support and how many people relate to me which gives me comfort and relief)
@@taspiix 😣right
I'm sick rn, So I didn't go to school today and I went to my room to rest in my bed. All of a sudden, my dad came and told me to have more energy and that I've been in my room for a long time. And he also said that I should do better at school. I just do my best, but this is what I only can do...I was just sick for one day! ONE FUCKING DAY! AM I THAT WORTHLESS.
why am i always just a choice. why can’t i be the only one. why am i not enough
people never will value you if you will feel like a simple choice and not enough person. pls don't say it. you are worth the best
You are enough. Some ppl are just blind for the beauty of your Soul. Love yourself.
Genes probably
You are simply the wrong person for them. You deserve the best. Do not settle.
We can be "not enough" together🥺
I hate that feeling when you really don't have any emotions.. you feel so empty , you're not happy , you're not sad..you're just nothing..
Same but you just gotta live with it i wish you feel happiness and a joyful life
i came here to listen to this song while doing homework, ended up crying with u guys in the comments
rt
same
Same.
Same
Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel!!!! 🥺
This is so True...
Irs worse when its caused your parents and they tell you to get over it.
i guess my heart can never speak then :)
So your eyes speak without telling any word..
I can't cry anymore! :(
I feel alone. The scars on my arms and wrists make me feel ashamed. But doing it makes me feel like im in control of something in my life. It brings me a sense of security that no one can. And i cant stop. My thoughts feel like they get louder each night. Im so tired.
Hey I hope that it isn’t late, everything will be just fine I know it’s hard. But everything will be alright.Listen to me I hope you’re better ❤️
@@paolalugo9148 hey at the moment im doing alright. Im fighting. I havent relapsed in around 4 weeks. You dknt know how much comments like those help. Ill for sure manifest nothing but happiness and a good well being for your kind soul. Thank you sm x
@@melstatistics6698 im so glad. You're still better?? Im here if you wanna talk
@@melstatistics6698 i want you to know that i am EXTREMELY proud of you. I have faith in you, you can get through this and you are getting through this. The biggest step you had to make was making the decision that you will stop self harm and achieve happiness and you already did it! You still have a long path to go, but if you need me I'll be there every step of the way
Everything seems messed up, broken, overwhelming, or all of the above. But I learned the hard way (and I’m still learning) that hurting yourself feels like it brings justice to yourself at the time, but not in the future. Self harm is like drugs. It’s so bad and we all know it, but it’s almost addictive and hard to stop once started. We are all tired and will be until we get the rest of life we deserve. But to put it nicely, cutting solves nothing. I recommend hiding everything you have to cut yourself with or something. Just remember I’m there too. (Sorry if this is long)
we dont wanna die, we just wanna save from the all things that we lived
true
i felt this on so many leveld
beyza:((( buralarda hiç türk olmadığını sanıyordum
@@sirius-tt1br Kendini yalnız hissetme olur mu :)
True
I hate how parents don’t see that we’re hurting they just tell us to stop being dramatic
Seriously like wtf
same. I once told my mom how I felt and that I wanted to kill my self and that I wasn’t afraid to stab me and she wanted to call the cops. and told me that I was psycho. and told me that I was gonna kill her which I never said that. And every time I tried and open up she tells me you are 14 you have nothing to be sad about.you’re being dramatic. your only thinking about yourself. and it pains me so much. sometimes I just want to leave this world but I don’t want to miss what’s In my future
@@astheticbloodrose7470 yeah...it’s the worst
True..
same but I really think that I am accualy dramatic
so many sad and lost people here. i wanna hug and say everything is alright/ everything has the end (good things but bad as well too) to every single soul. i love you guys whatever you are, you are not just a weirdo, you are a new story, with your pain, dreams, and just life experience that no one had in this earth
We love you too, may you be blessed with happiness🤍
Thank you
you lie to me
My mom heard me crying and she texted me “Stop crying” k mom thanks will do 😀👍🏽
I’m sorry :(
That’s messed up
Im so sorry.. :( alot of people are messed up in this world
🥺 im sorry :(
aw I’m sorry. If I was your mother I’d tell you to keep doing it. Do it for hours and hours and hours. Because you need to. Everyone does. Please get better and find a place and time to let it all out :,
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you for this. Truly. Your beautiful words had such an impact on me. You made me believe that there are good people left on this world. I hope you are ok too an you can always talk to me. I will forever be in debt to you because this helped me more than you can imagine. Thank you lol I really mean with my whole sole thank you an I love you from one stranger to another.❤️🙏🏽
I needed this
I love you.
take care Becho thanks for this
Wow thank you♡
does anyone still feel repulsed by this world? someone who never got love and never will get? someone who just wants to be loved?
Me :')
All the time
I feel this
Love is painful and a lie i cant anymore
This song is like a hug I really need rn.. When I'm crying, I always play this song.. It just feels like it's okay for me to cry.. I love it..
this song makes me feel so so so safe omg
Sends ,,Hug,, too u
Same
Same 😢
i don't know what to do with myself honestly. i listen to this song over and over again just to figure out how i feel
I’m so fucking weary
You know that feeling when you, yourself doesn’t understand the reason your sad.
I wish I could fall, fall forever into the depths of space, alone.
Bruh i FELT thattt
Omg and I will have no problems,
it's just a dream.
I WISH IT DOESN'T
I’ll promise to catch you ❤️
I had a weird dream like that..i was terrified at first then i got used to it- it was kinda nice
Could be a cool eternal resting place when you move on.
the night has 3 friends , loneliness, silence and soft music
yes for me too. its like an escape. I cant help but stay up late.
And others two, that are a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of whiskey
I’m tired
I always thought that tiredness was a temporary feeling but now it’s the only thing I feel
I’m so sorry you have to go throw this pain but just remember that pain is temporary and im so proud of you for staying i love you
I want to die :D
That is all I feel now
Same here
I don't think parents realize that taking ur child's phone doesn't help their depression and their depression doesn't come from being on their phones so much. As a teen I know that my phone atleast helps me. I get to talk to my friends and they help me and I get to have my mind of things when I'm on my phone and yeah it may not be that good for me but it's sure as h3ll better than pushing a blade into my skin.
My mom broke my phone because she saw me writing to my best friend I knew online (because she thinks my friend could be an adult man trying to lie on me by getting information 🤦🏻♀️), now I'm talking secretly with her on the laptop. I do not believe she will buy me a phone until next year. At least I have a laptop. :(((
Honestly I know the phone may feel like the only thing that makes you happy but that's not true, don't let the phone take over your whole life. Yes it makes you feel better but is it really the solution, where would you end up if you are on the phone the whole day. Try doing some things that are real instead of being on a screen. Try going outside, or any activities, try to make yourself, busy with something you like other than the phone.
When you realise you don't have actual friends that will be by your side no matter what
Glad you two became friends :)
I wish I could have been here to read all these awesome and emotional comments when this video was still new but I wasn’t sad at that time and I didn’t bother searching up sad songs
@RiverCosine-wv3ry Don't worry, we're still here anyways
Cold bones
Yeah, that's my love
She hides away, like a ghost
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way
Cold sheets
But where's my love
I am searching high
I'm searching low in the night
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, don't wanna cry, but I break that way
Did she run away? Did she run away? I don't know
If she ran away, If she ran away, come back home
Just come home
I got a fear
Oh, in my blood
She was carried up
Into the clouds, high above
Oooh, If you're bled, I bleed the same
Oooh, If you're scared, I'm on my way
Did you run away? Did you run away? I don't need to know
If you ran away, if you ran away, come back home
Just come home.
To sing whilst your crying 🥺💗
just when i started to read this coment this part came up
@@nezadolenc5323 same 😔
@@nezadolenc5323 sames
@@nezadolenc5323 I think that would be the same for most
I was signing this to my sister be cause she want to fall asleep to my voice
i can’t love. i can’t feel. but i feel alone. i don’t know anymore
Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!!!!!!
I get what you're going through rn, for I am going through the same but it just goes to show that youre not alone, and even though it may not seem like it, I and others are here for you and I hope the best for you, things will get better it will be hard but you must try it will be worth it I promise and I know you can do it :)
maybe sometimes i feel like living, but tbh i really just wanna die, i wanna die in peace, just let me die
you have so much more to experience, imagine yourself, older, traveling to the other side of the world, starting all over, meeting new people. Your present doesn’t always define your future ! Stay strong, I know you are :)
You'll be passing your pain onto someone else, dying fixes nothing. Please stay alive.
Same
yes
No pls no no no no dont die
i just started crying and then my mom came in and said what happened i said nothing she said then don’t cry and clean ur room i said i can’t she said i’m just too lazy and screamed at me. i just hate it.
Sorry
I am sorry :(
That’s just messed up I’m so sorry :(
Im feeling you I'm the same come here let me give you a one virtual hug *gives virtual hug*
Im so sorry i hope u ok remember here u always welcome and everybody loves u even if we dont love u♡
I am in unimaginable pain. My breathing is off. I’m starting to get 2 hours of sleep every night. My mum doesn’t like me and for what? I did nothing. Except be sad:)
hey, you are worth it. i know you are going through a hard time right now, but I promise you it's going to be okay and if you need anything, i am here for you. you live for a reason and I love you so much ❤
I feel this so much going through the exact same thing...
i relate so much😔 my own mum hates me. but please don’t be sad. i know its hard. i know it hurts.. things will get better. you will get better. you have a whole life ahead of you. a wonderful future... try and talk to your mum and if she wont listen. either make her. or make it without her.
My mom doesn't like me either or even care. She doesn't care if i cry or cut myself. THE FUCK-
i love you
"if she ran away, if she ran away come back home...just come home.." me everynight trying to shift to hogwarts: dont worry im coming home soon..:(
same ive been trying for months now..
@@caitlynmendoza7538 don’t give up
They’re waiting for you :)
I have been trying near 2 month))
@@caitlynmendoza7538 you will do it believe in your self ❤
@@stefanialogvyn7092 I've been trying but taking breaks because it helps ❤ You will shift
I almost cried myself to sleep a whole year. I don’t cry anymore. I just feel empty, but no one did really care when I was at my lowest .Now my friends are starting to open up about there insecurities and downs, and I’m there for them all the time. I am literally putting down my whole life for them just so they can feel good. I don’t have anytime for myself so that’s why I’m not crying anymore. No one has ever given me that attention I am giving everyone else in my life. I feel like a failure. My friends think I am the “happy friend” when I’m really just good at acting away my emptiness. I have been sad almost my whole life. I feel lost. I am not really sure how long I can do this. If I was going to open up for them now, they would comfort me for sure but not as much as I do for them. They forget about me. And just a little adder, they are the popular girls in school. I am known as there quiet, nerdy, weird and fat friend. I just want to disappear from this universe and start over. It feels like everything I do is turning to something bad, I am not doing anything good for this world, no one would notice if I just stepped out of the barrier and gave up.
Please stay strong
I am so sorry for you struggles , but I want to say to you , you are worthy and you deserve happiness, and the most important thing in the world is you and choosing your self first is not selfish , it's called saving yourself ...
I love you stay strong ❤️😘 and hope you someday feel better , but the most important thing is yourself 💗💗
I feel more attached to the random people in these comments than I do to my own family 😭😭 they don’t even notice me half the time they focus on my brother
Everything is gonna be better trust me (virtual hug🤗)
Same :(
I understand if you say people from the internet understand me or than my own family, but you said I am more attached to strangers than my own family. So you love strangers than your own family?! That's harsh..
Oh no! I hope your family gives you more love than you get right now. You deserve the same love that they give to your bro. Stay strong though! IF you need someone to talk to Talk to your friends and people you trust or even me. But just so you know... YOU ARE WORTH IT and ENOUGH! Repeat that 10 times in your head or 5. Stay strong the wanderer! Everything will be okay. okay?
If you don’t know what this song is trying to tell basically the wife is going through depression and Is heading towards a lake to drown herself while the husband keeps texting her asking where she is looking for her. But in the end she ends up killing herself
I’m going to cry harder 😀✌️
same.
I felt that.
That music video is a masterpiece
Well I wanna you know do that😔😔😔
I Never wanted to love someone again because I know when I'm going to loos this person I don't know how to handle the pain again
This hits different when you are with family and friends. I’m laying in darkness on the top bunk with headphones in as tears role down my face. My friend underneath me and my 2 others on the bunk next to me. It hits different when you are surrounded with the people how are meant to understand you. But as I lay here while everyone whispered and giggles, I cry.
@lela yeah for sure :)
I wish I had friends that would go to my house and play during the weekend and I’m going to Hang out with some online friend irl on the weekend June 10 and 11 for tennis which is exciting but since it’s the summer I don’t really hang out with any of my irl friends since it’s not school. The few reasons I actually like school is because of the friends I make and how they make me feel comfortable to be around them and sometimes giggle. Now since it’s summer I do hang out with my friends online but I just wish I would have kept that same friendship with my best friend as he would come over sometimes and hang out.
I really relate to this
that song help when you study, when you read, when you're happy, when you wanna feel like main caracter, when you just wanna drop some tears or ever cry yourself to sleep, this song is everything, i didn't thought a song could mean that much
i can’t stop thinking about my mom... she’s here but only physically, i don’t know where her mind is, i just know i’m not in it...
same
same :)
I understand that. I can’t offer much, but just know it’s not your fault.
Fr.
This "video" of these two hands reminds me of my grandfather ... He died only 2 weeks ago ... And watching this "video" is stressful because right now, I just want to take his fragile hand in mine, but he's not here.
I can feel you .My grandma died yesterday. She was my everything. I can't live without her :(
@@ariadni5709 I'm so sorry. If you need anything, I'm here.
@@ilariapasquali8036 thank u . I appreciate it. If you need anything as well, we can talk
@@ilariapasquali8036
Those 2 hands are from Bleach
@@maverick300 and? what's your point?
It's raining... I love it when it rains at night, it's like 1 am.
I can’t trust anybody. They always end up hurting me and acting like nothing ever happened.
This music hurt's my heart and i don't know why
i miss him
Dont you will find someone better someone who understands trust me
me too
i don’t miss him anymore 😋
NEVERMIND
@@rozzypepps Your emotions rlly said yes but no XD
Wow, this is like the most depressing comment section in all the RUclips community so far. Guys, we're all the same: all a little bit sad, a little bit angry and a little bit stressed but we're in it together. Wherever you are - you are not alone
👏
I can't believe how much kids during quarantine got in depression, this is just sad. Keep watching how the 7-15 years old kids are in depression and nobody of parents care. I swear guys, everything gonna be better soon :) believe me.
Dear parents,
I know you think I don’t give a shit in this world about my school work, but I do, I really do and I’m really trying here it’s not that easy yk dealing with all of this stress from getting my stuff in on time and you just make it worse by yelling at me because of my grades. I know you want me to be just like my brother, a straight A student but I’m trying, I’m trying so hard. Every night I keep thinking if you even care about how I feel anymore. All you care about is my school. I know if I told you how I was feeling you wouldn’t care but I just really need you to see how hard I’m actually trying, but with you yelling at me it’s not making it better it’s just making it harder for me…… but ofc you won’t understand so what’s the point.
Hey there same here but then i am fat and then i am rude you know its just a defence mechanism and now i hate my sisters guts but hey its good to know i am not the only one and by the way this comment section understands me better then anyone else
U just explained my life...
hey babes, I know this was from a while ago but I want you to know that i am so fucking proud of you. I see you're trying and I am so proud of you for getting this far. You don't deserve this. Things will get better I promise. and hey, if you want a friend or someone to talk to i'm happy yo give you my discord
Listen they do care about you, you failing isn't just what they have on their plate, they have many other things going on in their life. Do what you can each day and try to make your parents proud.
@@thatonekaeyamain6725 being rude is nowhere near a defence mechanism..
The pain is what reminds me this is real
others don’t understand because i am the one in pain
To you my friend who is reading this comment never forget how amazing you are and how much you deserve happiness. Love from France
honestly, I just need a hug from that one specific person and the fact that we can't rn is making me feel even worse
I can feel every inch of pain
Everyone seems so cold and sad. Here i give a warm hug and a heater is next to you. Im proud of you idc who you are. If you woke up today if you even slightly opened your eyes just for a second if you drank water if you did anything today. ANYTHING AT ALL im proud of you. You deserve love and care. Never be ashamed of yourself whether you have stretch marks,cuts on your wrist, big rib cage, slanted jaw, if your thicc, if your skinny, if you think you have big legs, big feet,big or fat fingers, double chin, acne, ANYTHING that makes you insecure doesnt define who you are, your worth is not put in your body type, you are perfect because you were made that way. Also if your feeling as thi your gonna kill yourself. Dont. Please stay please. Just stay with me if you feel luke you dont have anything to live for or no one cares about you. i do! I care about you even if your just a random person behind a screen im here your okay your alive things will get better. I know first hand i was in a terrible mental stage i wanted to die i wanted to leave because i felt like no one cared about me but i promise you it gets better your worth is NOT put in what assholes of this world say you are worth every dime and every second of everyday. I promise ❤
thank you 🥺💔
This is the first time in a while someone has said they are proud of me thank you I needed it
Thank you. ❤️
Thank you this literally made my day :( :)
Thank you.
I want to cry to this song so badly... but I have no tears left... so I’m left staring- and I don’t now what hurts *worse*
The saddest thing is when the person you loved the most, the person that understood you the most..... is gone
also this music is my fav and i go to sleep with it, it makes me feel safe, thank you for your work and keep it up :)))
OMG SAME ! ❤🤍🖤
SAME
Same 🙂
WAIT SAMEEE 😌😌
@@andioopskskskks6079 Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today! God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!!!!!!!
This song brings out memories I didnt know I had
Same😕
Yh...
"She was carried up, into the clouds, high above..."💔
So I'm the only one having family issues?.
Girl you're not alone there are tons of people who have issues with their fam, and dont worry I know it seems hard and it will be I wont lie but in the end, later in life everything will all be ok :)
same..wanna talk about it on ig?
You really aren't the only one... I have family issues too, we can do it... Together.
Nah man.....I'm here too😥😥
I have issues with my Dad... he broke my heart :)
Lyrics from the other perspective:
Cold skin, yeah that’s my fear
She lost her soul to the storm
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, I know she’ll cry if I break away
Cold sweat, runnin’ through streets
I just hide away behind shadows in the night
Oooh, does she know that we bleed the same?
Oooh, I knew she’d cry if I break away
Still I run astray through the alleyway, they don't know
I won’t make my wa, right back to the pain, you should let me go
Just let go
I feel it all, oh, in my blood
Water rising up into the town like your love
Oooh, If you're bled, I bleed the same
Oooh, i am scared but i won’t be chased
Still I run astray through the alleyway, they don't need to know
I won’t make my way right back to the pain, you should let me go
Just let go
Thanks for reading through! If you enjoyed it, please support me by going to my channel and checking out my version of this song. If you don’t want to, that’s okay! Here’s a link to my video: ruclips.net/video/1ynY4P0uurA/видео.html
currently sitting in lunch by myself listening to this while studying for my Spanish test.
Dam. That’s me
Hey guys, since everyone in this comment section is talking about sad things, I thought i would tell you the one positive thing in my life right now. Me and my partner recently found an old abandoned tree house in our local park and we are renovating it to eventually have sleepovers in. We have nearly finished the roof, it took a week and a half because of all the materials we had to use. We're planning on using a pride flag as the curtains for the window. We are currently choosing a carpet for it and we just need a few more things to complete the walls!
Please do something memorable with your loved ones before its too late. I'm proud of you, I love you. Make sure to have some water and some food. Have a nice rest of your day :)
I hope you find serenity my friend ❤
I'm happy for you 💫 I hope everyone in this comment section will find the happiness as you did ☀️☀️☀️
i seriously watch this every night on repeat...
uh okay i really hope no one sees this i literally just need to get this off my chest🏃♀️ anyways why can’t i just be myself? i always feel like i have to be someone else to have a good life. like i can’t be myself around my friends because they wouldn’t like me if i was. and i know that having friends is supposed to be a good thing but i hate them. i hate them. i hate them. it’s just another thing to worry about. i’m being someone i’m not, and for what? a couple people that just make me anxious about every movement or word i make? i don’t want friends. i’d rather be alone. and that scares me. and i just feel like i have to be someone different for my mom, like i can’t even think what i want to think. i can’t even tell her what i want to do with my life without her screaming at me. i just have so many questions about life and she acts like she has all the answers when in reality she doesn’t. i don’t care about grades at all. when i die i’m not going to regret not doing those assignments. i’m not going to care about anything i did because it doesn’t matter? is it that hard to understand? call me a sociopath all you want but all i want in life is to have fun. i don’t want to spend 12 years in school and then work a 9-5 job and only using the 20,000 i get a year to spend on my kids. i don’t want that. so sorry, this is me.
Don't worry love, many of us completely relate. But you know what, screw it, life is too short to not be yourself. Don't listen to your mom. Try to get better friends. I suggest getting online friends, but be careful that no creeps come after you. ily
They dont deserve you, you have to look for better friends, I'm sure there is a lot of people that would like to be friends with you and they will accept you in the way you are and help you to be a better, not worse.
Trust me last year I lost all my friends it scared me however it’s made me grow to a better person someone who find what’s right for myself you don’t need them to live your life you’ll find new and better friends out there yes it’s lonely sometimes but it’s worth every second of it! ❤️❤️❤️
It’s been 3 years without you, it seems as if it will get easier every time. Every holiday, every breakfast together, every birthday, every makeup session we did together. I miss you every year but your in a better place now. I know you wouldn’t want me to be sad so instead I’m happy, your no longer in pain. R.I.P nanny, we all miss you ❤️ thank you for being the best grandma
I’m sorry for your loss ☹️
This song hits a spot in my heart I didn't know could be hit...
When your best friends said on your problems:
,,I don't care, you problems not mine"
I feel only pain.
Ugh that is not a friend then. I'm sorry u have to deal with that. Your feelings, thoughts, etc are all important and should beheard. You are important and amazing. Your problems matter, dont let anyone ever tell you otherwise. You are strong andbeautiful, I believe in u. You will get through your hard times and problems.I wanted to let you know I just made an insta page and its specifically there for people to contact new people or me and talk to them about their own problems and what they are going through. If you ever need to open up or rant or cry and text then go to the insta page its called "iknowitshardbutyouarestrong" it's just me on there rn cause I made it like 1 min ago but I want to have a safe space for people to talk on when needed
hey, i love you and you are worth it. please don't give up
Same to you!
1. I woke up
2. I went to school
3. I hugged her
4 I kissed her
234 are in the order, but number 1 is last...
Felt that
bruh, i almost made it a day without crying.
I feel the same damn way
this is one of the only songs I consider to be *perfect* and this version of it is perfect, thank you. its the only song that brings me peace even if I'm happy, but his remix is soothing.
This song is sad yet.. beautiful 🥀✨
i can't be the only one who chooses one song to be my fav and then listen 1 hour loop every day till i find better song to listen to for 1 hour... ok, just me.
Same for me it was me blue sky
"One day after my suicide"
The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes.
The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.
The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me.
The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments.
The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared.
The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it.
At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life.
Why didn't you use that courage to win? "
Thank God it was just a vision.
to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest.
Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later.
This is to my parents...
You ask me why I don't talk to you and why I'm just sitting in my room, but every time you talk to me you just compare me to other kids or you say that I'm not trying enough, that I'm lazy... That I'm not enough and you are disappointed... You always talk about my grades and you don't even care about other things. Maybe you want the best for my future self, but what about the present??? You say I'm dramatic and I'm just 15, I can't have problems... But you don't know how much your words hurt me, you don't know that you are the problem and I love you too much to tell you the truth... In one second you say that you love me and you want me to be happy and I hope you mean that and I think finally you understood and I can finally talk to you... But then... You say that I'm such a disappointment and I just can't hold my tears back anymore...
I'm just sory😔 you deserve a better daughter than me...
You are fabulous at your own way ❤ don't give up these days will pass
Tbh I’m just so tired of life rn. I really hate this, feeling like I’m never enough, feeling like if I don’t look like the pretty skinny people I’ll never be truly loved by anyone. I hate feeling like my best isn’t enough. I’m tired of feeling like I’ve eaten so much when really all I’m eating is one meal a day most of the time. People tell me they love me and that they’ll be there for me but I don’t feel like they really do love me. And when I want to talk to them I feel like I’m being so annoying. It’s been 4yrs and I just want to be better. I’ve already had a plan to take my life on the 30th of January this year but I’m just so scared because I know people will miss me and won’t be able to live the same without me there. I’m not ready for my little sister or even my parents to walk in and find my dead body lying there.. knowing that they would scream and cry asking why I did this yelling for god to wake me up as they hold me in their arms. But I’m just so tired of this.
Please don't give in to those thoughts. You're special and rare.
I felt that on a personal way. Greetings from an suicidal girl.
you still here luv?
What really hurts is when your lies to by a loved one, I just need to get some of this off my chest. When you used to come over on the weekends and see me I felt so happy and alive, when you helped me with my homework I was happy, when you were there calling or talking to me. I felt like I was in heaven. I loved you, and I hope you know when you asked me “did you regret anything when we were together” I said “yes, everything, and I want to forget.” He told me he never thought that that was my reaction. He left me. I felt like I wasn’t good enough for him, and one day he just cut it loose. I sulked one my room for weeks on end. My mom was there to hold me after we got off of the call. I didn’t want him to go, and now I feel so clingy and I hate it. Soon after that breakup I was hurting my mom. She had to see me constantly crying in my room, not eating, not getting out of bed. I didn’t care about myself anymore. I felt worthless. She was there through it all. Then she dragged me out to the car to go on a boat ride with a co worker and his girlfriend and son. I never knew I would meet such an amazing person. I would never be able to forget his face. When I met him I felt my heart beat again, I felt butterflies in my stomach again. I felt happy, genuinely happy again. Not even a month later I started dating him because I felt as though I can’t just mope around anymore, or cry in my room past midnight listening to sad songs quietly. Ever since I have started dating him I felt happy again. I feel safe with him, and I feel as though I can y’all him everything without him judging me. I trust him. I trust him so much it’s as if I handed him a gun pointed at my heart and hoping he won’t pull the trigger. I may still have my bad days where I cry. But that’s something I can’t fix. I went through emotional trauma in my last relation ship where I was crying alone every night because he talked to his friends more than me. I called him all the time and didn’t want him to go. Instead he didn’t stay. I told him not to go, and now he will have to live with the retreat of loosing me. He has lost me. I feel no sympathy for him. I fell in love with a different man back then. But now I know that the guy I am with now, will treat me right, never let me cry alone, and protect me at all cost. Even his smile, just his smile. Will light up my whole world. I love him and I never want to let go no matter how difficult the tides are pulling me. I won’t let go.
i just wanna die that’s it
Please stay strong, I've been there but I know you can do it. Please don't go, I don't know you but I need you to stay. I want you to stay 💕
You aren't gonna die. Listen to me, you are strong and if you are here there is a reason. You may not know this reason, but please listen to me, you are as important as others are. You are strong and when you see this message when you are older you may think: "I feel lucky to be still here! Because I am special".
don’t please. I’ve thought that to myself before but I learned that people need me, just like they need you. Everyone has a purpose whether they see it, or like it, or not. Stay for the better of humanity :^(
No please dont i want you here with me
please stay, i dont want you to go yet C: try to stay strong a little longer C: im always here if u need someone to talk to
When your talking about your problem but your friends don't care 😃👍
Music comes and calmes you down
I notice at lot of young folks in the comments having a really hard time with parents, school, love and life in general. Don't you dare give up guys! It will get harder as you get older. Parents, schools and first love will be missed. Big troubles now will literally be nothing compared to adult life. But I promise that pain doesn't last forever and there will always be good days, fun times, smiles, sunshine and love, lots of love. Just please don't give up. If I did it YOU can do it too . ♥
Here lays the comments of lost and broken souls and if your reading this I wish you a safe passage on your journey may we meet again
I wanted to let you know I just made an insta page and its specifically there for people to contact new people or me and talk to them about their own problems and what they are going through. If you ever need to open up or rant or cry and text then go to the insta page its called "iknowitshardbutyouarestrong" it's just me on there rn cause I made it like 1 min ago but I want to have a safe space for people to talk on when needed
People say suicide doesn't stop the pain it gives to someone else. And that people will miss you. Well, am I supposed to stay with the pain forever? people lie to me and say it gets better. No, it doesn't why lie to me? Why tell me they're gonna miss me if they gave me the pain. If anything they deserve the pain. I cry every day because of this pain. And honestly, I would keep the pain then let anyone else go through it. Because I know the pain hurts. And it gets worse. It sucks seeing yourself go from that happy little person to a sad person, how that smile flipped over in seconds, how your world got ripped away in seconds. And what's worse is I haven't looked for help because I don't wanna worry anybody. I just keep saying I'm fine even tho it hurts me. Because seeing someone smile makes me a bit happy inside. It's hard to act like the happy innocent kid. But it's easy to fake a smile. Ayo don't get me wrong crying makes your eyelashes grow. Also, I'm scared to ask for help because if I tell them what I'm going through there probably gonna send me to a help center. And I don't wanna give my parents the pain of knowing they didn't do anything to help me. I think of ending it without ending my life because I need the pain gone not me.
Please stay! I love you and youre worth so much more than you think 💗
Hi, I hope u are still around to see this. I thing you are so so soo strong and amazing and worthy. I understand what u have said and u are so amazing. I know that being able to help others feel a lil happiness can spark a tiny bit of joy in your sadness but know u are not alone. There will always be someone to talk to, even strangers, that can surprise u with kindness, reassurances, happiness and so much more. I love and care about you and I understand where u are coming from, sometimes o look back at who I once was and try to find out where it all started to go wrong, when and how I changed to the person I am now. But I am staying around because I am waiting for those rare good moments and experiences to roll around and help me hope again that it might get better. There is no guarentee everything in life will get better or even a little of it will but I like to think that those good moments, no matter how scarce they are...give me hope that I can still find the happiness some speak of. I wanted to let you know I just made an insta page and its specifically there for people to contact new people or me and talk to them about their own problems and what they are going through. If you ever need to open up or rant or cry and text then go to the insta page its called "iknowitshardbutyouarestrong" it's just me on there rn cause I made it like not too long ago but I want to have a safe space for people to talk on when needed ♡♡♡ know that it is a safe space, no one will report u or try to send u to a help center. U can message me and I will listen and try to help and cry with u or laugh with u or be angry at the world with u. I hope to be able to help and to brighten both of our worlds and get rid of the suffocating pain
@@joliechartier5505 thank you so much. i really needed to hear this
If you're still alive and you're fighting back I'm so freaking proud of you. you can't even imagine.thank you so much for being here,the earth needs you
I have had depression in 2019 because of a very toxic relationship, now I moved to the other side of the world and I was happy for almost a whole year. Now I told my mom I have a boyfriend but she thinks i am to young, but she doesn’t know how I feel about it, I love him, I really do love him. He is 19 but I can assure you, he is a total different person who helps me build myself up and not break me down. I asked my mom, do you want me to break up with him, because she wouldn’t let me see him anymore. This was on New Year’s Eve. She said yes and I cried so hard the whole evening. I told her, do you see what happens? I love him. I can’t just break up. Now I told my boyfriend all of this and he told me he needs time because this is a lot for him. My mom knew him like a long time but she thought we were friends and she liked him so much. Now she hates him. I cried for 5 days straight
, I don’t come out of my room. The things I liked before I hate to do them, because I feel so heartbroken. My boyfriend told me today that if my mom wants us to break up, maybe you should break up. And I was so mad, I told him I will not break up with you, I love you. And now we are both feeling down, because all of this stuff. Why can’t my mom just be okay with it? I don’t feel good anymore. I just feel so sad. I was so happy and now... I don’t even know anymore.
I just don't know who I am anymore.. ✌️✨
Can I help you?
@@chantallieber2323 Haha that was from half a year ago, I'm good now thanks anyways :]
@@aperson3923 oh i don't Look the date😅 bjt that's makes me happy
This is for my ex; When you said "you have never cut yourself so dont ever compare to me". . . that hurt. You dont know that after we first broke up i printed your name on to my arm. Just for me to feel like you were still here. I always cut but yk that doesnt matter right? Im so fucking done it hurts. It hurts to know you're happy with her I LOVE YOU . OKAY? But that doesn't matter bc i should never compare to you, right? I should never express my emotions. I feel like my lungs are exploding. Whenever you text me i get butterflys. But that doesnt matter. You just leave. We've been on and off and it hurts i love you and you dont feel the same and it might mean nothing to you. The one and a half years we have been together might be bs to you but to me it was amazing. It made me happy. I was so hurt from past truama but when i was with you everything went away i felt free. I stopped hurting myself. I stopped crying myself to sleep. I started smiling again. I was so happy and you left. But it means nothing right? When my friend texted you and said that i deserved begter you just said i did. You didnt care. You didnt try to get me back. And when you said "fine, BYE." bc i couldn't talk bc i was crying and it felt like my lungs were exploding that hurt. That was when i startes cutting again. Thats when i startss crying myself to sleep. Thats when i stopped caring. Then you came back again and i was happy but ofc that didnt last. It hurts so much i thought about having a family with you i thought abt the future. And at first i didnt trust you, i didnt want my heart broken, and honestly im not mad we happened im glad. Im glad we spent time with eachother, im glad i got to smile again im so happy that i evn got to talk to you bc honestly this is gonna sound stupid but without you even talking to me i probably wouldn't ever have been happy again. And although you're probably gonna just put three dots if you ever read this, i miss the memories i miss everything but that doesnt mean that i would get that bc no matter how hard i try you dont care/dont show it and ik you have. Your own problems and life feels like shit sometimes but that doesnt always mean you have run. I Can Help You. I can, okay? But hurting me doesnt mean its gonna get better. Ignoring everything and being petty isnt gonna change everything. Life doesnt work that way and ik you dont wanna see all of this but i dont want to either. You're the only thing i want and i say that with litterally everything i have. I only want you. I dont want you to leave i want things to go back to how they were. . . ik you may not want that tho. Ig after everything you're right i am attached. And to the point where i cant be happy without you. I Love You. It feels like its either you or nothing. And yes i do stupid things. But thats just me. When you told me not to compare to you it hurt me to even know that i would even have to bci would never want to see you hurt. I would only want to see you happy. Idk what i did am i just annoying? WWas i just here to make you happy? Are you okay? Is it your ex? Idk. 😭 . but i do know that i am so hurt. This is so stupid but,... i love you.
i am so sorry about this... if u need some weirdo to talk to bro just text me on instagram Suftrulla123
if not than take care king/queen
aww ;c i hope they understand..
Oh no bb Ik u dont wanna hear that u deserve better but u do. u rlly do if he treated u like that y know deep down u do its a hard fact to face but I promise u keep holding on and working hard to strive to be happy know that your happiness doesn't have to come from him u can make ur own happiness and be just fine heart breaks hurt like hell but u'll get through it cause u are strong i can feel it it might've not been part of your plan to let him go but u knew one day you'll have to let him go sooner or later which is a hard fact ro face but just know it's ok to cry its ok to have those thoughts but stay strong and fight them face those tears and thoughts head on you'll be alright and if u need any extra support or something like a bandaid over a broken heart im here my @_michelleyo_0 thats my @ for instagram nd @michelleya.19 is my snapchat i gotchu if u need anything just shoot me a dm or add me on snap🖤❤ I gotchu
i dont know if you will see this and i dont know any qoute that would hype you up, but i think that slowly the pain will become numb and you will lose love for her. But after the rejection you saw what kind of person she truly is, the way she talked with you is real her, without any masks. You shoulf create a new opinion based on that and know, that what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. A good relationship isnt found, it is built
-me
Good luck in your life, on your goals, on every thing that has some importance for you. We all go through pain, but not everyone understands, some people even insult you for talking about your feeling, about damaging your body, just because it helps the mental pain to go just for seconds. Just know that you are important, people may nit show that, but they might have a crush on you, you might be their idol, they see something in you. Dont let them down.
Much love
Don't you just wish you never existed, like I don't wanna die I just don't wanna exist, wish I never entered anyone's life
When everyone that you loved died.. And you wanted to cry so badly but you hold it in and smile because everyone knows that you’re a person that don’t cry but little do they know... you’re suffering and crying in the inside.
It’s okay to cry it’s the best way for your heart to speak it’s truth is by crying. I went to my nans grave the other day for the first time since she was buried and that was in 2019. I sat and I cried, I cried my eyes out sitting beside her and after I felt free ❤️❤️❤️
Not every story ends with a happy ending, just be prepared for the future adventures
I just hope your okay.
If you bled, I bleed the same...
Its 3:31 and I‘m just chilling in the living room hearing this song while my mom is asleep
I’m tired of suffering in silence.
you can always talk to me; I know that feeling, and I am here for you. if you prefer talking on a social media we will, I don’t want you to suffer alone
@@Lu-cc2tv thank you so much. do you have discord?
@@billieeilish4735 i can download it
@@Lu-cc2tv ok :)
@@billieeilish4735 just did it. so how does it work? I logged in as “liluvz” :)
He’s gone to another love. His new home. Still heart broken months later.
i’m sorry :(
i'm sorry :(
ohh im sorry
omg omg ok guys don't forget me i wanna pour out my heart on here too. Ok, so.. i cant cry..i cant feel pur happiness..i cant get mad..i cant feel. i'm just so drained. so empty. i used it all up when i was younger and the thing is.. i'm only 12. so much happiness in my heart not wanting to care what anybody said, but as a child you know thats not possible. my own friends..we look back at it now and laugh. but that shit really messed me up. idk, am i supposed care what people say? i mean say we are talking about me in third grade thats all i ever wanted..not to care. but now that i don't..life feels even more empty. i just wanna scream on top of a mountain with everything in me, just to get it all out but then at the same time..i have to question would i feel it ?? would it just be an empty scream? would it just be silence? quiet? peace? or tears? would the scream be full? would it be resounding? would it get everything out? thats the question see theres so much to get out..but what if you feel so empty that theres nothing. just quiet. everything still there..but you feel so gone. i smile everyday...idk how i manage to..but i do. even if its and empty smile. my smile is always tinted with a side of sadness. the only real and pure happiness i have is hogwarts.my friends think im crazy for it but idc. im coming home harry. hogwarts..im coming.
this sounds a lot like Derealisation / Depersonalisation. It's not incurable; you will feel again Kayla! Please take care of yourself, and don't feel alone. We all care about you! Going to see a psychiatrist might really help? Please remember we love you
@@babooshkaaaaah omg thank you so much
Why did you leave me even tho you knew how bad i was going to be hurt
But still thank you...
Thank you for the time we had together,
thank you for making me happy even if it was only for a short time
Thank you for making me feel special..
anyone else crying at 1am, just me great 😃👍🏻
Let’s cry together lol
@@clara_kenna7331 yeah im crying rn🥱🥱
I think only two people of all my friends has seen me cry realy hard maybe only one but thats only because im usually that happy person who always smiles and laughs and thats why i listen to this kind of music only at night so no one can see me cry (just needed to say this to someone its ok if no one cares) and im sorry if my english is bad
ik how it's like to put up a mask every day so you don't make other people question you, because if I'm being honest can we really tell what's wrong without breaking...
It's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad, I PROMISE one day it will be better...ONE DAY we will happy, really HAPPY... Till then we can just listen to amazing music and cry our hearts out. (Your English was great!)
I'm so sorry. I know how you feel. Sometimes you just need someone to rant to.. if you are interested I can give you my number. We dont have to be friends or share names or identies but you could text me whenever you feel bad and need to rant, I'd be there. I'd just ask for the same in return. If you are interested reply :')
but you know, smiling, is...hard, because to see how people pass and u seem unnoticed, that's how I feel, I like to smile because I cant. Its hard, and in order to smile you have to be strong. your strong for smiling, you can hold on tighter, and just because your happy it does not mean you cant cry or be sad. You HAVE to show them you have other feelings than just happy, and its ok to cry. Live on my cookie :)
Sometimes walking out is the one thing that leads you to the right thing.
- Taylor Swift
Don't say anything when you're mad.
Don't make a promise when you're happy.
Don't make a decision when you're sad.
''you don't stop to look around in life you keep running hoping to see it again''
it reminds me of you. just you. and i know what we had probably didn't mean much to you but to me, it meant a whole lot. i even think i love you, and i know i've thought that about people in the past but this time, i fear, its real. and it just had to be the one time i thought i actually had a chance to grow old with you, it wasnt mutual. "i just dont think i have feelings for you anymore", you said. and i see you and our friends almost everyday and it sucks because i'm trying my hardest to get over you, i really am trying...but it hurts and its harder seeing you so happy without me, but in the end i do want you to be happy. i plaster on a fake smile for you and our friends (it helps being an actress) but it hurts seeing you completely fine while i cant seem to get over you. its not fair.its not fair. but i guess you're right, i am kind of attached, but is that a bad thing? what if we both got attached? but that didnt happen, did it. because look at where we are now. and i cant help thinking that youre plastering on a fake smile aswell and feel the same way as i do and everytime i think about i my mind snaps to the messages and things you said. youre so understanding and youre the one who suggested a future together first. thats one of the things that hurts the most. YOURE the one who first talked about our future together, yet youre also the one who eliminated it. and i keep hoping and hoping that someday youll take me back, finally have feelings for me again. and hopfully this time they last an eternity. i hope you know im wishing for it...or its just wishes taken for granted. YOURE the one who seemed so invested in me and then you ended it. i didnt realise how much happier id been since i met you. it was like everything was going to be okay. and when you ended it, it felt like my heart was falling apart and i realised that i had been the one more invested in you, just i didnt show it as well as you could. is it because i didnt show it? did you think YOU were too attached and that why you ended it? or did you plain just lose feelings? i repeat these questions over and over in my head and everytime i repeat them another question appears, its an endless cycle. i just wish you could see this and see how much it really affected me. although, if you did see this, id probably be disappointed with your response. it would probably just be an 'oh'. although an 'oh' can hold so many different emotions and its the most powerful word to me. or would you just ignore me? and, again, even though i know it probably didnt mean that much to you, this is how much it affected me, and i wish you could see that, i really do. but i cant show it to you, im scared of the outcome. will you just not care? will you think im crazy? will you think im WAY too attached? and thats why ill never tell you any of these things in person. so if you ever come across this, harvey, i may be too attached, but im not crazy and this is how much you affected me.
tia.
im so sorry 🥺
hope you feeling good 💔
This text breaks my heart, everyone is tired of life, even me but I know we're going to get by together
i just remembered that my friend was there for me when i have the big mental breakdown and she hugged me and stayed there with me and everyone around us just ignore us omg im going to just say thank you to her rn she means so much for me i can’t say how much love you.
I’m three minutes in and already sobbing