(1 hour) NF - Paralyzed Slowed Version
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- Опубликовано: 29 июн 2020
- Lyrics:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passed by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh how come I'm not moving why aren't I moving ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
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Original song by : NF. 
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To whomever reads this,
I may never meet you in person but I love you. You might think that's strange but if people can hate without reason I can love without reason. Please take care of yourself.
I love you and everyone too, I personally think that it is a miracle that everyone is different. If you were born a different day you could be completely different and it is a miracle that people got to know YOU and you are special you might not be here because you need to be but maybe because someone needs you it could be someone you have not met to someone you are very close to💕
"where is my feelings, where is the real me" That's hits different☹️
Yep
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lol
im like him im depressed
@@that_guy5342 same
At day: my smile "its my time to shine" At night : my tears "its my time to fall"
Same
I fall in day and night and its hard to get up but faked a smile anyway sorry for the negative feelings
Feel you, I have to act like I’m all happy everyday and try not to disappoint anyone but at the same ur falling into pieces on the inside but all you tell yourself is that when the night comes, so does my tears
@@raydar2877 it was just a quote-
@@raydar2877 then you shouldve just scrolled instead and ignored it???
people always say that they hide their feelings from the people they love and cry there heart out when there alone but me , i sometimes , all the time , feel no emotion . I used to laugh , and smile , the person who made people laugh. now all I do it stare into space thinking about life death , sometimes nothing at all . I'm only happy at certain times but its like the second I'm happy something happens and it all gets drained away.
Feel that. There's gonna be the one special person who will bring you back to your normal self, just hang in there.
ik
Keep ur head up
i know you are worth it⸸⁶⁶⁶⸸
Damn
Everything will be fine trust god
Damn.. that hit hard
Do you normally think your in a better the next day after but in your mind your completely thinking it's not.Because of the way your day is always going...😔😔💔
Yup😔
Yeah
i just want to sleep for eternity with no worries haha... everything just feels so painful and heavy now... idek anymore
this video needs more suport honestly
I act friendly 😃 but I just bottle up all the pain in the pit of my stomach and pretend it's not there when in reality I cry when I'm alone
when you spilled you fellings out and nobody cares because they have their problems 😁😔😖😫😩
Im so sorry I hope your ok
@@keighley_404 it’s ok my baby cat just died so my life can’t get any better 😔
This needs more likes because you worked on this really hard! Good job btw! Love it
Thank you so much
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith , Hit me so hard.
that’s my fav lines in the song it hits hard
My granpa just died i didn't cry in front of my family members so they say that I'm cold hearted but in reality I just don't wanna cry in front of them so they don't know how much pain I'm in so I just cry at night to the point we're I can't cry anymore or I pass out from not breathing
I feel you the pain hurts like sh* t ... Don't cry I am sure your grandpa wouldn't like to see you numb he would want you to be happy so be happy for your grandpa because life is short you will see him and you will not feel pain when you are with your grandpa I love you even if I don't know you❤
I feel you man well l cried because of this song.....
My. Grandma and grandpa had died To....
I tried so hard to cry at my grandma's funeral.. i feel your pain..
I haven’t listened to this song in months, but now it hits harder 🥲
When you try the best to make yourself happy and enjoy life but you realize that something is wrong with you and you just cant be happy. Life is just weird.
😔😔
Do you always think that your in a really bright day and everything's alr but your just not feeling it..And that you just feel a sharp pain in your back and thinking it isn't going to be like this...
I lost my emotions long ago
I can't remember what it was like before
That's how long it has been
That feeling when you're not even sad, you just wanna cry.
morelike the sadness has taken over and you feel sad all the time where you've gotten used to it, so when you feel like crying after all the sadness and pain you've been feeling, it feels weird.
YOU KNOW THIS SONG JUST REMINDS ME THAT IM JUST THE THERAPIST FRIEND AND IF I TRY AND OPEN UP AND LET OUT THESE BAD THOUGHS ILL JUST BE IGNORED AND SOMETIMES I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO!!! IM SCREAMING FOR HELP BUT NO ONE CAN HERE ME , MY HEAD IS ABOVE WATER BUT IM DROWNING , SOMEONE HELP ME!
if i could go to wherever you are... i would hug you and pat your head.... idk if one month is way too late but i hope u're doing fine rn.
I'm a therapist friend to.. its okay to feel sad sometimes.. ill talk to you.. no matter what.. ill be by your side for the rest of my life.. if your reading this.. you can talk to me for how long you want...
I cant fight the urges anymore
Same
first time tried slow nd reverb this song helped me come outta depression man shit happens trust me shit happens but stay strong
I have so many prodlems I'm starting to go numd...right now I can't cry anymore
Same...
Yeah
It doesn't matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again.
Thanks so much for this, just what I needed at at 3 am
When your tell your older brother how broken you feel and he calls you "fake depressed kid" 💔💔
I’m so sorry..
I’m so sorry that he doesn’t believe you but I do
dont listen him..i understand you...
don't listen to him.. i believe you..
I used to listen to this song all the time with my ex best friend, we sang it like a play and laughed all day at our cringey voices..now this song is my therapy when I think about her and how she betrayed me.
I feel so sorry for you , because i going through the same :(
I am so sorry for the both of you. I hope you are much better now. That has not happened to me, but all I have faced is the trauma from this pandemic and the worst part was that I could not go through one day without breaking down and even now I still have break downs, at this point I am just questioning if I will make it out of this alive.
@@Elite21021 well make it out together :)
@@rykobolt3542 I hope your right
Why can’t I be HAPPY
sometimes life is hard but you have to embrace the things that pain you the most...i smile at times but then its like...everything stops...then i think about death....i never smile anymore...i used to be a person that made my mom happy but now its like nothing is gonna get better....everyone deals with this type of stuff...but if you get threw it then your gonna be happy again.... :)..... At day: Today is gonna be good i wont be bullied at night: crys self to sleep after a fight with mother...
my day: my dad selling my favorite dog for no reason, my favorite cousin having the virus, my dad being drunk, my sister thinking if i had the virus she wouldnt cry, music: its okay me: its not okay it hurts really bad especially when my cousin is gonna die she is too young she is only 9💔🥺
Nooo..!, I'm so sorry for you.., I feel the same way, My grandma passed away 4 years ago, 😭😭, Dont give up on your self, Even if I'm not there, Just pretend I'm there in your room comforting you, From:Amelie
sometimes, something in my head tells me i shouldn't be happy, and i try and deny it but there are fewer and fewer reasons every day to be happy, or even to be okay..
I relate to this song so much
this song is my therapy
All I want is to have a normal happy life for once…. But that day never comes 😭 currently having a quiet breakdown at 2AM. This is literally how my life goes
Born with a cp damage
Almost died of a brain disorder when I was 2 years old
Diagnosed with epilepsy at 5 years old
Diagnosed with autism and a learning disability at 12 or 13 years old
Became depressed at 15 years old
Started suffering from anxiety
Lost my great grandma last year
Became depressed again and shortly after
Started with self harm due to suicidal thoughts
Multiple breakdowns and panic attacks
Still thinking of taking my own life
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That’s how my life is going. All this is taking over me
Thank you, I crying for 20 minutes :3.. I love crying 😊❤..
At least you feel something. Even if it is just wet skin that you feel, it's something.
"wheres the person that i know they mustve left they mustve left with all my faith" hits hard
Everyone saying they just want to sleep forever. I'm so afraid of sleeping because this is where I'm most vulnerable. This is where my pain and doubts get me the most. All if it shows itself in my dreams. Most of the day I can shut it away and pretend Like I don't feel it, but my throat feels like it's tied and my heart is aching every second. Sleep is the least salvation I will ever get. I wish I'd get the same peace from sleeping that everyone else gets. Whenever I do sleep I wake up in even worse pain, tears spilling from my eyes and this paralyzed feeling but still shaking as if I just saw someone die. And I did. I saw myself die in those dreams that are supposed to be a safe space. Not die physically, but die mentally, even worse than I've already did irl. I wish it would just stop. I'd rather feel nothing at all than everything at once.
For me it is: where are my friends? :)
I’m kinda happy I’m numb
I've never met you. So I won't say that "I love you," and all that crappy shit.
Why?
Because "love," is a very strong word.
But the least I can say is,
"I care about you."
I don't know your situation. So I won't say that "It will be okay" and all that crappy shit.
Why?
Because "will," is a very strong word.
But that least I could say is,
"You'll get stronger from this."
Why would I say these things?
I mean, saying "I love you," is better than saying, "I care about you."
This is why I disagree. Love is something you can't toss around.
But caring is something you can toss around.
We all need a little bit of care.
And we need to spread that.
Why would I say these things?
I mean, saying "It will be okay," is better than saying, "You'll get stronger from this."
This is why I disagree, sometimes the pain never goes away.
Sometimes it always echoes at the back of your head,
always reminding you,
what you did wrong.
Day by day, with all these struggles, you're getting stronger.
And that's what makes it better.
Thank you so much for this. I really needed it..
that really helped my pain.. thank you.. you are gonna do good to this world.. even if something bad happens you're gonna fix it..
(With all my heart.. i wish u luck..)
(From:Amelie)
Am I the only heartbroken soul here? If not reply with "Same" 💔
Same
Same😔🤕😫😵😭
A lot of people are going through hard times with feelings
Same..
This only song can let me cry
when you tell your crush you like her and she tells you that she has a boyfriend when she doesnt. This song hits hard for me when I was going through the hardest time of my life depression. if a single person cares that I commented reply to this and Ill tell why I was depressed
i just love this song. it is so depressing and dark. and it explains how he suffers alone and that he isn't himself anymore and it is really upset that he explains me inside this song. and it doesn't make sense and everytime i play this song i cry. because i'm never happy anymore like i used to be 5 years ago and now i am 14 and i am dying. i didn't wanna die before. now i wish someone helped me. but noone belives me so i keep cutting.
Woah so relaxing ✋😃
I fail to make my parents happy, I had to change myself completely, from what makes me happy to the pair of glasses I use to see.
But it’s funny the fact is I’ve built up this artificial happiness I’m so blinded by their toxic selves that I think I’m okay, I’m really not ya know? I’m tired of women. My first relationship ended in ways that could change my life forever. I haven’t dated since. I can’t trust anyone, I’m abused by my brother. I sleep with these scars. Every day, emotionally, and physically. Idk who to go to when I got problems. Sometimes I feel like God has given up on me. I’m falling apart, the girl I’m in love with I can’t get a chance with. I wish I didn’t change.
I feel so sorry :'(😭
guuuys... Everything gonna be ok! I PROMISE!⛅
You are enough and you are perfekt!
Dont listen to haters, let them hate but do YOUR thing!⛅
Well idk my English isnt really good cause im german and 14 years old but yee i hope y'all understand this.
Good night and sweet dreams!✨
@@ZabavaVolkova-px4ne ofc haha heyy do u have insta
@@ZabavaVolkova-px4ne ok ill add
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i got a therapy apointment tomorrow anways does anyone feel like nothing like i used to get so existed for going to main or going shopping or getting new cloths or the first day of school and now all i wanna do is drink do drugs and then kms like i feel nothing or everything and idk why or whats wrong whith me
Your not alone man I have PTSD which some symptoms are depression, Hypervigilance, bad dreams which lead to insomnia which leads to being irritable which leads to anger issues, not including not feeling emotions except anger and sometimes sadness. But I tell my self once I’m dead I’m dead. I have an eternity of being dead but only have a certain amount of time for being alive so I should live it ya know not to mention how it will make the people who care about you feel if u kill your self, you have not made it this far to just give up! You are a warrior so keep fighting!💪🏼
Edit: BTW my Snapchat username is coolturtle1900 in case u need someone to talk to
thanks
I like your editing
parents: clean your room, go take a shower, don't wear that , why u rude, ....
Friends: You're ugly, we hate you, its your fault, you're annoying, we don't you to be friends w us anymore, ...
School: study more, you're failing, ...
Teachers: Listen more in class, it's here that you need to look, you're rude, ...
Bf / Gf: You're annoying, don't wear this, they are just friends, shut up, ...
Music: Hey buddy... it's going to be okay, come here...
I heard it while l was sleeping cause its very sad l almost cried😭
EE I LUV THIZ SONGGG I CANT BELIEVE MOM AND FRIENDS!.. I FINALLY FOUND “HAPPINESS”. I WANNA FUCKING BE HAPPY BUT WHY DONT YOU LET ME BE MEHSELF LOLLL-
Let me be friends with someone that let me be myself pls..
My bebe yati 🥺
I took a few tests from google and they either said I was average or a bit of a narcissist... what if I lose everything I have always had...what if I lose my mom and my sister and my family. I know my mom wont keep me, wont let me stay even with try too because she lived with a narcissist before, a horrible one that constantly abused her...I'm going to lose everything...what am I supposed to do, please someone tell me what to do
Bye world
Man. this song hits so hard.:(
The where is my feelings made me so much
amo muito essa música 😍
2 minutes till Christmas and I don’t feel very Christmasy
I was crying cause this so is sad😓😓😢😢
I listen to this song every minute just because it was my moms fav song before she died but ik that shes always with me
Я не могу видеть человека таким, эта живая душа которой плохо😣😖
I got to the point of not knowing what i want to feel idk if i want to feel something or nothing i either feel so much sadness or i just feel numb with this big empty void in my chest😊
well that's Yato from Noragami :D ya can watch this scene in that anime
Ketika hati ini sungguh sangat tidak siap denagan kehancuran.😢💔
this song!
Good slow mo but googbye
NF is relatable on so many levels..
I agree.. he made the song for us to cry.. but It's okay to cry.. we all cry..
Its so so sad l was crying and this is my sadess one
;c this song is relatable z😅😓😢😭
Parents:STUDY friends😂😂 Me:😭😭😭😭😭
Where is my feelings
I lost my emotions because of my family and they wonder why I stopped smiling and showing emotions I lost so many people I love and cared about I became cold hearted at night alone I cry in my room and in the day I put up a fake smile bottle up the pain act like it’s not there
Press the three lined dots, then press playback speed, and put it to 2x 😍😍
Goodbye 😌
I like Is music , is beatifull
I'm paralyzed
All of you who wrote that you are not okay one year ago, is it better now?
sorry guys you will see my pain in school,i cant hide it anymore, im tired
I sing this out in trout of my class and they cried
🥺😌😭🔫
Awh ima do it
Please don't. You're on this world for a reason, it isn't worth it trust me. So many people will miss you with out you releasing it. The pain is temporary it WILL get better, just believe in yourself. 🥺❤
:'')
this song just puts me in the mood to cry coz I'm going thou a lot no cap
🥺😖😭😢🥺😞
whats the anime? also this song hits deep ☹️
sims 4 cc
I'm Paralyed
I just got single so o
:)......
Now parents just dont understands their kids rn they dint understand its not 1900 or 1954 ITS GOD DAMN 2021 AND STOP SAYING WE ARE OVEREACTING and you put us in many tusions we got lost tracks of school to so stop doing that just listen to your kid 😞😞😞😞
Which anime is this scene?
Does any body know what anime this is
This is jyujyutu Kaiden
😭😭😭😭😭😭😖My mom Is paralyzed
am so sorry but don't you worry so will get batter soon ok
Ayuda
Gta 6 confirmed?
No one likes me
احبك
Jjjjjkkkkkk
Im sorry but and add pop up and it said how to get a solid pop 🤮🤢😵😵😵😵