Congratulations on your Two Years off of Suboxone, Gabe!!! That’s Totally Awesome!!!💙 There’s no amount of money that could get me to take it again! I’m so Thankful that I watched your videos! If I wasn’t for you, I may have been stuck on it! Thank you so much for making videos, Gabe!!!
Simply amazing, congrats!! 2 years is a HUGE deal, can't wait to be there too. Just got 10 months today, and I honestly couldn't have done it without you 🥲
Wow it seems like yesterday I was watching your early videos. Nearly a year! I hope to see a video from u on 1 year. Also thank you very much for your comment. It truly means everything to me. I really really mean that. God bless
Its wild how we experience symptoms so different, im approaching 7 month off methadone and my bad days are debilitating I cant even work yet full or part time, just random side jobs on good days. everyday i feel a intensity in my chest, my skin burns still and my face and mind feels like electricty burning through it. but heres the blessing that I have had zero issue with sleep i sleep a good 9 hours and ok dreams even during the acute withdrawal i was able to get at least 6 hours a night ( I would however get pulled from dream land many times a night and have to reset) somehow I got really lucky with sleep as I can imagine how lack of sleep amplifies symptoms like fatigue
I feel you! So I’ve been off Benzodiazepines for 3 years and I honestly still struggle myself. Like you said, good days and bad days. Keep up the good fight 👍
The depression side-swiped me- I ended up in psychiatric institutions three times in the last year. I had no idea how crazy anxiety and depression can make you. Or me at least. I jumped Jan. 4th, 2022, and I never could have gone this far without God. And Jesus. And prayer. Love to you all. ❤️ Can't wait to see you on the other side of this hell, lol
All about baby steps, I got off suboxone too quick and wasn’t proactive with my recovery and ended up in a 6 month relapse with full agonist opioids. I’m back on subs currently and I want to come off but it’s gotta be when you’re 100% ready
Yeah you’re truly badass for being able to make RUclips videos while feeling like crap. I’m at day 55 and I still can’t even think straight to even talk to myself for crying out loud! Thanks for the help Gabe!
Thank u very much man. I know your struggle to right now. Its difficult, very difficult especially as the days go on and on. Your gonna have good days my friend. Your a very strong person grinding away through this crap for nearly 2 months. Keep doing all the right things man! God WILL indeed give u strength
Congratulations to You!!! I’m two and a half months off of Subutex now. I was on 24 mgs a day for two years. I just jumped off of it. I couldn’t taper. I tried but I couldn’t. I’m finally starting to feel Better.. Take good care of you and Everything will get Better Real Soon!!! It’s So Worth It!!! Stay Strong!
How are you feeling these days dude? I hope it’s gotten better for you, I’m envious, but I know how much hard work it takes to be where you’re at now man, if you’re feeling better you absolutely deserve it.
I just hit my 3 years clean! Eventhough it ruined my relationship, and I gained weight I don't regret it! I'm getting to know the real me after 20 yrs of pill use. Congratulations to you!
Congrats on 2 years!!! I’m coming up on 2yrs too end of May!! I felt like at a year it really leveled out for me. After about 60 to 90 days the real hard symptoms were better for me. But you’re right it’s up and down for awhile.
Been off subs 4 months it’s been a long road. Im feeling close to normal but I wouldn’t say 100% yet haha. Exercise has been a necessity to get thru this. Luckily I haven’t experienced the dreaded depression…
Congratulations brother, i have been struggling, on again off again. I work landscaping and its so hard. I have to take care of my family. The Lord and my wife and kids are all i have. Im making the decision to do the jump again. I will be taking a little kratom and going to work. I know its not the right way, but im just not gonna make it through work with nothing. Its unfortunate, its heart breaking. But i trust in the Lord, and i believe he will see me through. And i will eventually be off everything Lord willing. Kratom is garbage i know. Been there done that. If you could pray for me, if not its understandable. The Lord is my only hope and i know that with all my heart. Im out of options, cant live like this. Thank you so much because i am inspired by you.
U bet I’ll pray for you! I’m praying for u right now and will again tonight. This is a war, a struggle, a mountain like no other. We need God to get through all this. Trust in His strength. I know for a fact I’m not strong enough. Not even close. Keep in touch, I’d love to know when you jump. God bless
@@gabemccall3523 thanks brother, i know im not strong, but in Christ. Havnt had any today. And im sticking with the plan. Appreciate the prayer because i know it works and i trust in Him. And i really, honestly appreciate it!
Actually wasnt sure about jumping again. Went 5 days last week without it. Went back on this weekend for 4 days and back off, and one of the main reasons was the title of your vid best decision ive ever made. It gave me more hope. Thx
@@TheMightyDR84 I know how you feel, I’ve been back at work this week after 15 days off subs & honestly it’s been torture, going to speak to my Boss tomorrow, I’ll either have to take more time off work or leave altogether. It’s the last think I want , but working at the moment is untenable, & going back on the subs, I think I’d rather die. I was in bits this morning, crying out to God, between the proverbial rock and a hard place. Help us Dear Lord , we need you so badly xx
@@Peaceshiet812 well, you have my support. Im on 3rd day now. Almost didnt make it lastnight, but the Lord literally got me through. I didnt have the strength. He lends me what i need. Praise God. Its a hard grind. Ive been on opiates since 18. Ill be 37 this year. I want my life back im sure you can relate. I want to feel, i want to care. And i want to serve the Lord and others. I am taking kratom though, which ill have to kick as well. Being sober isnt easy but id imagine its worth it. Hang in there when the going gets tough, praise God for all Hes given us. Im here with ya through the struggle. Your not alone.
I was just thinking about your six month video. It still stands out to me. I think I remember you saying you were sitting in your car at some railroad tracks and thinking to yourself “When did life get so hard? “ That really stuck with me. The first time I came off at 6 months I felt the absolute worst too. I think it was really the worst time of my life honestly.
From Victoria Australia brother been on 24mg for 3-4 years. ready to get off this shit and start feeling life again. e motions have been missed for years now and eveything you have said hits home. Its so Raw what you are saying but its the truth. time for the handcuffs to come off.. Thanks again gabe your truly an inspiration i love everything about you dude
Your a class act a pure soul and a role model for all of us who battle with drug issues and being a family person. How many months did It take you to feel normal after quitting kratom? I heard methadone Is the hardest opiate to get off of..When you take an opiate all your doing Is borrowing happiness from tommorow pretty soon your borrowing happiness from next month and next year! Recovery take time. I find cbd and magnesium work for restless leg syndrome! That Is my main side effect of WD. The other two big WD's are lack of energy and BOREDOME!! And yes life's about balance absolutely! staying busy helps! Having purpose! Alot of us started drugs to create an escape. The key Is to replace the bad habit/escape with good ones! You have to act! Overthinking usually leads to repeating your daily process...A vicious cycle! I have all the knowledge to get off drugs but still haven't completely..Idk If It's considered a disiese but It's definitely a struggle! You can't lose If you don't quit! God Bless!
Hi Brandon! Yes, Methadone is Opioid and it is the hardest to detox from, plus it takes a lot longer. Next would be Suboxone/Subutex and it takes longer and is difficult too. You Can Do This! I know that you can! Take good care of yourself and I hope you have a Beautiful Week!!!💙
Hey Brandon, THANK YOU BROTHER! I really appreciate you always being here. I relapsed on methadone about a month off Kratom so I don’t know exactly. I was still dealing with some stuff but not terrible. The people I know that have completely got off Kratom say it was about 3 months. A guy told me 4 months for him. So right around there. Awesome comment too through and through. God bless
Gabe really is a LifeSaver!!!💘 I’d probably still be dragging along, stuck on 24 mgs a day of Subutex if it hadn’t been for Gabe!!! I watched him go through the detox so I knew it was possible. I wasn’t sure until I watched him detox. He’s so honest and true about his feelings and what he’s going through. He helps people a Lot More than he realizes. Take good care of you and I hope you have a Beautiful Day tomorrow!!!🌺🌻💘
Thanks for this man. Seriously. I relapsed after 6 months recently and got back on. That 6 to 9 month period always gets me. Working with a doc to taper in the upcoming months. Saved this video for inspiration when the going gets tough. Congrats!
@@gabemccall3523 I have a shoulder injury I'm healing from,(dislocations) so I went up to 4mg for a week. However usually only 1 or 2mg a day. I'm considering the sublocade though. From what I hear it sounds like a godsend for tapering. Though it takes longer.
@@gabemccall3523 I’m going back n forth between .5 and 1mg haven’t slept more then 4 hours since I got to 1mg. Should I just jump off now and get it over with instead of dragging it out. Also when you relapsed after 7 months was it like a 1 day or a couple day thing if so you should of just been able to stop unless you took them for longer then a week
Congrats ... I had one of your other videos on today and my boyfriend goes you still listen to that guy lol ...bc it’s been a while since I been off sub. But sometimes when I’m in a funk I like to listen to videos related to sobriety to remind me why I need to stay on a straight path.
Gabe it’s been two and a half months since I detoxed from Subutex. I have more energy and I’m just go go go all day long!!! When do you think I’ll start going through paws? I feel so Alive!! I’m so happy and proud of you for having two years off of that poison! Good to Go!!!
The depression hit me around 4 months. Not that I didn’t struggle before then. But that’s when it just really kicked in. You just keep plugging away and keep ridding high! Prepare for the worst but hope for the best. But I’ll say I don’t have energy right off thst bat so that’s a really good sigh. Keep that good attitude and positive mindset. I see u on here encouraging people snd I LOVE!!! Become obsessed with helping others in this rough world. You have it in you. I see u on other channels doing the same. Thst WILL guide you. Love you Cindy
Hi Gabe!! Thank you for your videos!’ I am so glad you are doing good’!! I am a grateful Christian!’ I have to get off suboxone! I have a journey!! You give me hope
Sorry for the late comment but congratulations Gabe. You have done awesome!! And your videos are helping so many people and will continue to do so for years to come (provided you leave them up) you are an inspiration and such an awesome guy!! Keep on keeping on 😊
Finding your channel a month ago is what got me finally deciding to get off this crap. I was already thinking about it for a long time, but things came to a head, had a lot of spiritual revelations after my mom died from covid, and now I’m more determined than ever to get through it, regardless of how long it takes. I know you’ve been having a rough time lately, I hope you’re doing better. I know I leave a lot of similar comments, but dude, you’re such a huge inspiration for me. You making these videos has made a huge difference in my life, and I thank you for it. I’m gonna try my best to taper quickly down to a super low dose, I’m gonna try to stick with that for a hot minute, and then I’m gonna ween off from there, .25 or less being the cliff if I can get it that low without caving in and deciding to jump. If I didn’t have so many obligations I wouldn’t be so worried about the slow taper, I want to feel normal again more than anything in the world, to the point that it’s honestly like a dream that doesn’t seem super possible to me right now. But I want it so bad, and if it’s the only dream I can make come true as an addict on suboxone, then it will be done.
grats on two years bro! never quit! never fail. still do not now a single person in my town that has gotten off sub after starting the program, been boosting my best friend of 24 years in prep for withdrawal from oxycontin and other pills. He has been on them for 6 years now and just had two hip replacements, they are cutting him off of pain management this month, he asked me about suboxone and the program... I told him id rather had gone through the pill and heroin withdrawals then ever going through the suboxone shit again
2 years! You did it brother! I remember just how grueling it was for you for well over a year. You really went through the meat grinder. Wow. I can’t believe I’ve been following you for 2 years now.
Actually i think I may have said that backwards, but that thing where they use intervals to build endurance. The time in between relapse, it’s possible to pick up where you left off (or stronger from what was learned from/during the relapse) in recovery too
It was something you said in your video, the part that made me think of our comments the other day. You can reach me at zoramina@yahoo.com I can answer all your questions easier there or if you have way to dm?
@@saberjosie for sure, not that I want anymore to relapse but get experience and honestly if you’ve me relapsed? Your either clean or it’s cause you’ve never tried. Obviously clean is the goal. I talk to a good amount of people that have relapses several times in the last couple years but I’ll tell em, at least your fighting abs not giving up.
It’s definitely hard to not be scared. Or impossible. It is a scary thing but its worth it beyond measure. I was very scared. I would shake sometimes with fear actually. It wasn’t until about 2 weeks before I jumped when i feel down on the floor and called out to God. After that the fear that I had went away. Don’t get me wrong, I knew what was to come. But the fear that was keeping me down for so many years left me. Never give up! I’m telling you right now that u can do it! God bless you
@@gabemccall3523 Thanks Gabe. I’m going to try and make a plan. I’ve got a ridiculous amount of shit going on but at the very least I’m going to start a taper....I watched your videos before and actually quit for awhile but life got to me and I relapsed HARD....Now I have to pay the piper ...
Was on 100 mgs of methadone for 20 years, cold turkey until day 25 then I took Kratom and instantly felt better, I slept 8 hrs that night first time in a month, a year and a half or more of paws, took at least 6 weeks to feel somewhat normal
Victory! Victory!!! I want this and can’t wait to get there. Quick question, did you ever stabilize below 1 mg? I’m getting ready to drop lower. I’m thinking of going down 1/3 mg. Oh man it’s getting down to the nitty gritty. Since being at 1 mg for the past month and 1/2, my stomach hasn’t been right. I’m thinking it’s just going to be like this till I get off and get through the withdrawals and PAWS. I’m having a lot of sweating in the mornings and then cold feeling at night like I have a temp.
U know, once I got down to the 1mg area I really don’t think I stabilized until I jumped. Some Physical symptoms seemed to stabilize faster when I jumped actually. They get worse for a week or 2 then got better. The main thing your gonna deal with will be lack of energy, sleep disturbances and depression stuff during the paws. You’re gonna do just fine in the acute. You’ll deal with stuff but your also gonna feel more alive thst ever in ways. I went from 1mg to a 0.5mg in probably 3 weeks and then jumped. I wasn’t on a half for very long. I had the date set and just did the best I found before the jump. There was no number I was shooting for or anything. I knew it was gonna be whst it was. Your doing so good Angie. Your nearly there. Your gonna do fine. I know your prepared for the long haul and that’s what it is. God bless
Thank you brotha! You helped me prepare and I trusted you because your honesty. Day 323 for me
Congratulations on your Two Years off of Suboxone, Gabe!!! That’s Totally Awesome!!!💙
There’s no amount of money that could get me to take it again! I’m so Thankful that I watched your videos! If I wasn’t for you, I may have been stuck on it! Thank you so much for making videos, Gabe!!!
Simply amazing, congrats!! 2 years is a HUGE deal, can't wait to be there too. Just got 10 months today, and I honestly couldn't have done it without you 🥲
Wow it seems like yesterday I was watching your early videos. Nearly a year! I hope to see a video from u on 1 year. Also thank you very much for your comment. It truly means everything to me. I really really mean that. God bless
Congratulations to you!!!💘 That’s so Awesome!!!💯
Its wild how we experience symptoms so different, im approaching 7 month off methadone and my bad days are debilitating I cant even work yet full or part time, just random side jobs on good days. everyday i feel a intensity in my chest, my skin burns still and my face and mind feels like electricty burning through it. but heres the blessing that I have had zero issue with sleep i sleep a good 9 hours and ok dreams even during the acute withdrawal i was able to get at least 6 hours a night ( I would however get pulled from dream land many times a night and have to reset) somehow I got really lucky with sleep as I can imagine how lack of sleep amplifies symptoms like fatigue
I feel you! So I’ve been off Benzodiazepines for 3 years and I honestly still struggle myself. Like you said, good days and bad days. Keep up the good fight 👍
Hell ya baby! I remember your first videos dude. You’re the freakin man
Thank you very much for that!
The depression side-swiped me- I ended up in psychiatric institutions three times in the last year. I had no idea how crazy anxiety and depression can make you. Or me at least. I jumped Jan. 4th, 2022, and I never could have gone this far without God. And Jesus. And prayer. Love to you all. ❤️ Can't wait to see you on the other side of this hell, lol
All about baby steps, I got off suboxone too quick and wasn’t proactive with my recovery and ended up in a 6 month relapse with full agonist opioids. I’m back on subs currently and I want to come off but it’s gotta be when you’re 100% ready
Yeah you’re truly badass for being able to make RUclips videos while feeling like crap. I’m at day 55 and I still can’t even think straight to even talk to myself for crying out loud! Thanks for the help Gabe!
Keep up the good fight my friend 💪🏽🙏
Thank u very much man. I know your struggle to right now. Its difficult, very difficult especially as the days go on and on. Your gonna have good days my friend. Your a very strong person grinding away through this crap for nearly 2 months. Keep doing all the right things man! God WILL indeed give u strength
Congratulations to You!!! I’m two and a half months off of Subutex now. I was on 24 mgs a day for two years. I just jumped off of it. I couldn’t taper. I tried but I couldn’t. I’m finally starting to feel Better..
Take good care of you and Everything will get Better Real Soon!!! It’s So Worth It!!! Stay Strong!
How are you feeling these days dude? I hope it’s gotten better for you, I’m envious, but I know how much hard work it takes to be where you’re at now man, if you’re feeling better you absolutely deserve it.
How are you doing? I’m having a hard time with anxiety/ depression but I’m really motivated.
I just hit my 3 years clean! Eventhough it ruined my relationship, and I gained weight I don't regret it! I'm getting to know the real me after 20 yrs of pill use. Congratulations to you!
Congrats on 2 years!!! I’m coming up on 2yrs too end of May!! I felt like at a year it really leveled out for me. After about 60 to 90 days the real hard symptoms were better for me. But you’re right it’s up and down for awhile.
Congratulations on 2 years! I'm 61 days off today!
I’m 2 and a half months off today!
Congratulations to You!!!!💙
@@CMoore8539 thank you and congratulations on your 2 and a half months
Awesome!!! Over 2 months man! That’s precious time you’ve got in the bank. 2 months closer to feeling great
@@CMoore8539 Congratulations Cindy Don't keep your streak alive!
@@brandonfromkc2815 Brandon, there’s nothing back there. I’m staying on track. Take good care of you too.
Been off subs 4 months it’s been a long road. Im feeling close to normal but I wouldn’t say 100% yet haha. Exercise has been a necessity to get thru this. Luckily I haven’t experienced the dreaded depression…
Congratulations brother, i have been struggling, on again off again. I work landscaping and its so hard. I have to take care of my family. The Lord and my wife and kids are all i have. Im making the decision to do the jump again. I will be taking a little kratom and going to work. I know its not the right way, but im just not gonna make it through work with nothing. Its unfortunate, its heart breaking. But i trust in the Lord, and i believe he will see me through. And i will eventually be off everything Lord willing. Kratom is garbage i know. Been there done that. If you could pray for me, if not its understandable. The Lord is my only hope and i know that with all my heart. Im out of options, cant live like this. Thank you so much because i am inspired by you.
U bet I’ll pray for you! I’m praying for u right now and will again tonight. This is a war, a struggle, a mountain like no other. We need God to get through all this. Trust in His strength. I know for a fact I’m not strong enough. Not even close. Keep in touch, I’d love to know when you jump. God bless
@@gabemccall3523 thanks brother, i know im not strong, but in Christ. Havnt had any today. And im sticking with the plan. Appreciate the prayer because i know it works and i trust in Him. And i really, honestly appreciate it!
Actually wasnt sure about jumping again. Went 5 days last week without it. Went back on this weekend for 4 days and back off, and one of the main reasons was the title of your vid best decision ive ever made. It gave me more hope. Thx
@@TheMightyDR84 I know how you feel, I’ve been back at work this week after 15 days off subs & honestly it’s been torture, going to speak to my Boss tomorrow, I’ll either have to take more time off work or leave altogether. It’s the last think I want , but working at the moment is untenable, & going back on the subs, I think I’d rather die. I was in bits this morning, crying out to God, between the proverbial rock and a hard place. Help us Dear Lord , we need you so badly xx
@@Peaceshiet812 well, you have my support. Im on 3rd day now. Almost didnt make it lastnight, but the Lord literally got me through. I didnt have the strength. He lends me what i need. Praise God. Its a hard grind. Ive been on opiates since 18. Ill be 37 this year. I want my life back im sure you can relate. I want to feel, i want to care. And i want to serve the Lord and others. I am taking kratom though, which ill have to kick as well. Being sober isnt easy but id imagine its worth it. Hang in there when the going gets tough, praise God for all Hes given us. Im here with ya through the struggle. Your not alone.
Life Is Real!!!♥️💯✌️
May be the best video you’ve put out. I always say that but I do believe this is the best.
I was just thinking about your six month video. It still stands out to me. I think I remember you saying you were sitting in your car at some railroad tracks and thinking to yourself “When did life get so hard? “ That really stuck with me. The first time I came off at 6 months I felt the absolute worst too. I think it was really the worst time of my life honestly.
From Victoria Australia brother been on 24mg for 3-4 years. ready to get off this shit and start feeling life again. e motions have been missed for years now and eveything you have said hits home. Its so Raw what you are saying but its the truth. time for the handcuffs to come off.. Thanks again gabe your truly an inspiration i love everything about you dude
Ur giving me alot of strength man. God it sux
Your a class act a pure soul and a role model for all of us who battle with drug issues and being a family person. How many months did It take you to feel normal after quitting kratom? I heard methadone Is the hardest opiate to get off of..When you take an opiate all your doing Is borrowing happiness from tommorow pretty soon your borrowing happiness from next month and next year! Recovery take time. I find cbd and magnesium work for restless leg syndrome! That Is my main side effect of WD. The other two big WD's are lack of energy and BOREDOME!! And yes life's about balance absolutely! staying busy helps! Having purpose! Alot of us started drugs to create an escape. The key Is to replace the bad habit/escape with good ones! You have to act! Overthinking usually leads to repeating your daily process...A vicious cycle! I have all the knowledge to get off drugs but still haven't completely..Idk If It's considered a disiese but It's definitely a struggle! You can't lose If you don't quit! God Bless!
Hi Brandon! Yes, Methadone is Opioid and it is the hardest to detox from, plus it takes a lot longer. Next would be Suboxone/Subutex and it takes longer and is difficult too.
You Can Do This! I know that you can! Take good care of yourself and I hope you have a Beautiful Week!!!💙
Hey Brandon, THANK YOU BROTHER! I really appreciate you always being here. I relapsed on methadone about a month off Kratom so I don’t know exactly. I was still dealing with some stuff but not terrible. The people I know that have completely got off Kratom say it was about 3 months. A guy told me 4 months for him. So right around there. Awesome comment too through and through. God bless
Congratulations!
Thanks Craig! Congratulations on a week!
@@gabemccall3523 Thanks, day 9 today, hoping that my sleep comes around soon.
♥️We ALL Love You Gabe!!!♥️
You Really Are A LifeSaver!!!💯
Thank you very much Cindy. You’ve been such a consistent supporter. It means soooo much to me. I thank u for that. God bless you
@@gabemccall3523 Always!!!💘
Thank God, for you & this channel, I know He inspired it for your good & so many of us xx
Gabe really is a LifeSaver!!!💘 I’d probably still be dragging along, stuck on 24 mgs a day of Subutex if it hadn’t been for Gabe!!! I watched him go through the detox so I knew it was possible. I wasn’t sure until I watched him detox. He’s so honest and true about his feelings and what he’s going through. He helps people a Lot More than he realizes.
Take good care of you and I hope you have a Beautiful Day tomorrow!!!🌺🌻💘
@@CMoore8539 Cindy, you’re an inspiration to me, too xx
Thanks for this man. Seriously. I relapsed after 6 months recently and got back on. That 6 to 9 month period always gets me. Working with a doc to taper in the upcoming months. Saved this video for inspiration when the going gets tough. Congrats!
Month 6-9 is truly the hardest for me as well. I went 7 months 2 other times and relapsed. Never give up! You can do it. How many mgs u on?
@@gabemccall3523 I have a shoulder injury I'm healing from,(dislocations) so I went up to 4mg for a week. However usually only 1 or 2mg a day. I'm considering the sublocade though. From what I hear it sounds like a godsend for tapering. Though it takes longer.
@@gabemccall3523 I’m going back n forth between .5 and 1mg haven’t slept more then 4 hours since I got to 1mg. Should I just jump off now and get it over with instead of dragging it out. Also when you relapsed after 7 months was it like a 1 day or a couple day thing if so you should of just been able to stop unless you took them for longer then a week
Congrats on two years!!!
Congrats ... I had one of your other videos on today and my boyfriend goes you still listen to that guy lol ...bc it’s been a while since I been off sub. But sometimes when I’m in a funk I like to listen to videos related to sobriety to remind me why I need to stay on a straight path.
That’s awesome you got over a year! Good for you
Appreciate your watching as well
Frikin warrior. Dang 1.5 years to get better. Sheeeish. I feel this a lot. Great clip 👑GOD is 👑AWESOME.
Hey Gabe, figured I'd leave a comment. 2 years clean myself now!
Hey Man, congrats to you! Love you brother and wish you only the best
Gabe it’s been two and a half months since I detoxed from Subutex. I have more energy and I’m just go go go all day long!!! When do you think I’ll start going through paws? I feel so Alive!!
I’m so happy and proud of you for having two years off of that poison! Good to Go!!!
The depression hit me around 4 months. Not that I didn’t struggle before then. But that’s when it just really kicked in. You just keep plugging away and keep ridding high! Prepare for the worst but hope for the best. But I’ll say I don’t have energy right off thst bat so that’s a really good sigh. Keep that good attitude and positive mindset. I see u on here encouraging people snd I LOVE!!! Become obsessed with helping others in this rough world. You have it in you. I see u on other channels doing the same. Thst WILL guide you. Love you Cindy
Cindi , you might be one of those rare people that ride the pink cloud all the way to sobriety, I hope for that, for youxx
Hi Gabe!! Thank you for your videos!’ I am so glad you are doing good’!! I am a grateful Christian!’ I have to get off suboxone! I have a journey!! You give me hope
Sorry for the late comment but congratulations Gabe. You have done awesome!! And your videos are helping so many people and will continue to do so for years to come (provided you leave them up) you are an inspiration and such an awesome guy!! Keep on keeping on 😊
Thank u so much. The only way they would come down is if RUclips takes em down
Good for you man. Congrats on your victory brother 💪
Thank you very much
Finding your channel a month ago is what got me finally deciding to get off this crap. I was already thinking about it for a long time, but things came to a head, had a lot of spiritual revelations after my mom died from covid, and now I’m more determined than ever to get through it, regardless of how long it takes. I know you’ve been having a rough time lately, I hope you’re doing better. I know I leave a lot of similar comments, but dude, you’re such a huge inspiration for me. You making these videos has made a huge difference in my life, and I thank you for it. I’m gonna try my best to taper quickly down to a super low dose, I’m gonna try to stick with that for a hot minute, and then I’m gonna ween off from there, .25 or less being the cliff if I can get it that low without caving in and deciding to jump. If I didn’t have so many obligations I wouldn’t be so worried about the slow taper, I want to feel normal again more than anything in the world, to the point that it’s honestly like a dream that doesn’t seem super possible to me right now. But I want it so bad, and if it’s the only dream I can make come true as an addict on suboxone, then it will be done.
Congratulations!!
Congrats bro. Got some Pineapple spindrifts today, they are amazing.
Awesome!!! I’m going to try that.
It’s pretty good isn’t. Very refreshing
grats on two years bro! never quit! never fail. still do not now a single person in my town that has gotten off sub after starting the program, been boosting my best friend of 24 years in prep for withdrawal from oxycontin and other pills. He has been on them for 6 years now and just had two hip replacements, they are cutting him off of pain management this month, he asked me about suboxone and the program... I told him id rather had gone through the pill and heroin withdrawals then ever going through the suboxone shit again
2 years! You did it brother! I remember just how grueling it was for you for well over a year. You really went through the meat grinder. Wow. I can’t believe I’ve been following you for 2 years now.
Think of relapse as interval training ;) again don’t be afraid to reach out I know I can be vague but once I get started.... yah. :)
I don’t think I know what your getting off of? Forgive me if u have already. R u tapering, jumped already. Did u have a recent relapse?
Actually i think I may have said that backwards, but that thing where they use intervals to build endurance. The time in between relapse, it’s possible to pick up where you left off (or stronger from what was learned from/during the relapse) in recovery too
It was something you said in your video, the part that made me think of our comments the other day. You can reach me at zoramina@yahoo.com I can answer all your questions easier there or if you have way to dm?
@@saberjosie for sure, not that I want anymore to relapse but get experience and honestly if you’ve me relapsed? Your either clean or it’s cause you’ve never tried. Obviously clean is the goal. I talk to a good amount of people that have relapses several times in the last couple years but I’ll tell em, at least your fighting abs not giving up.
@@saberjosie it’s all part of the journey. Intervals indeed
God bless you man
Man I’m terrified of quitting...
It’s definitely hard to not be scared. Or impossible. It is a scary thing but its worth it beyond measure. I was very scared. I would shake sometimes with fear actually. It wasn’t until about 2 weeks before I jumped when i feel down on the floor and called out to God. After that the fear that I had went away. Don’t get me wrong, I knew what was to come. But the fear that was keeping me down for so many years left me. Never give up! I’m telling you right now that u can do it! God bless you
@@gabemccall3523 Thanks Gabe. I’m going to try and make a plan. I’ve got a ridiculous amount of shit going on but at the very least I’m going to start a taper....I watched your videos before and actually quit for awhile but life got to me and I relapsed HARD....Now I have to pay the piper ...
Thank you brother
Congratulations
God loves you Gabe, so do I!! V 4 victory bru!
Love u too brother! You’ve been a huge encouragement for me. Your always here and it means a lot. Thank u for following! Your one of the ones!!!
Was on 100 mgs of methadone for 20 years, cold turkey until day 25 then I took Kratom and instantly felt better, I slept 8 hrs that night first time in a month, a year and a half or more of paws, took at least 6 weeks to feel somewhat normal
Victory! Victory!!! I want this and can’t wait to get there. Quick question, did you ever stabilize below 1 mg? I’m getting ready to drop lower. I’m thinking of going down 1/3 mg. Oh man it’s getting down to the nitty gritty. Since being at 1 mg for the past month and 1/2, my stomach hasn’t been right. I’m thinking it’s just going to be like this till I get off and get through the withdrawals and PAWS. I’m having a lot of sweating in the mornings and then cold feeling at night like I have a temp.
Congratulations on two years off Suboxone!!!
U know, once I got down to the 1mg area I really don’t think I stabilized until I jumped. Some Physical symptoms seemed to stabilize faster when I jumped actually. They get worse for a week or 2 then got better. The main thing your gonna deal with will be lack of energy, sleep disturbances and depression stuff during the paws. You’re gonna do just fine in the acute. You’ll deal with stuff but your also gonna feel more alive thst ever in ways. I went from 1mg to a 0.5mg in probably 3 weeks and then jumped. I wasn’t on a half for very long. I had the date set and just did the best I found before the jump. There was no number I was shooting for or anything. I knew it was gonna be whst it was. Your doing so good Angie. Your nearly there. Your gonna do fine. I know your prepared for the long haul and that’s what it is. God bless
@@angieirvin2298 thank you as well!
God bless you Gabe!!
Brother I just want to say thank u really I’ve been watching ure video and I also got off Sobuxon again thank u 2 years off now
It was hard but I didn’t it cold turkey I never looked back what a experience I never whant to feel that again
Maybe I missed it, but how long were you on subs?
Opiates/ opioids for 12 years abs Suboxone 6 of this years. The last 4 where just Suboxone before i jumped
@@gabemccall3523 thanks buddy.
I only did little bits of suboxen every day from feb13 to jun13 and it's 9 days off and I have zero energy to even get up
Opiates lower testosterone really bad also
It fucking sucks, congrats!
5.5 months today, hell yeah. Started watching your videos the first month.