Same. Fucking same. I try to share with people at times to share my feelings and it’s always lost on them. Besides my brother which may be weird? But we’re like the same soul so ✊🏻
And also about only remembering the terrible shit I have like real bad memory loss from severe child hood and adult trauma & I can’t remember my whole life people will bring up shit and I’m totally blank. Sometimes it’s even short term. It sucks 😢
"I wanna believe that the way I am is just the way it goes. For the things that came, not the things i chose to come. I wanna know if I had any control."
I had a dream last night. Where I lay upon my death bed. I knew it was the worst I have ever been. In front of me was a T.V. screen. In which I watched all of the pain and suffering I've caused everyone.
I know it's been a while but I hope you're better now. I know how you feel, I've only been clean for about 2 weeks but it'll be a lot longer. We'll all be able to be clean forever someday.
I was there as well. . Still am I’m barely out of it alive but I feel you. the worlds fucked up, but the human consciousness is the most precious thing. Your human experience is only yours. I found that I was a product of my environment, and that I needed to be a product of myself. You’re a celestial being in a giant ultraviolet world you don’t understand, because you haven’t lived to see it all, reality is your perspective, but you can feel happiness and enjoy the feeling of a springtime waterfall shower, or the sound of the ocean. the earth has so much beauty to offer, biological phenomena is a miracle. You’re a biological phenomenon. the probability of life is slim to none considering the rest of the universe is “empty” and statistics say life shouldn’t exist at all. But we do, humans do. We don’t understand our nature yet cause we’re just a small part of a big picture. It’s easy to get lost in it all. if humans are what we think, were the most advanced biological phenomena ever, possibly the only ever. You’re incredible.
"Have I been taking my emotional cues from a script I wrote at sixteen?"
Fuuuuuuuck that line hits me every time.
me too..
dude, being emo wasnt a phase
One of my favorite La Dispute Songs.
Definitely, such a good one.
Right I mean God damn the raw emotion the lyricism the pain such a fucking amazing song by one incredible band
maybe I just think about it all so much that the fear stays close to all the ghosts I've touched.
This is my first listen through, and I couldn't be more happy that I found this song. I imagine I'll listen to it until I'm happy again.
This song legit describes my emotions my whole life
Same.
I don't know why this doesn't have more views. I love it
Shade Wolfe thanks :D
La Dispute is perfectly imperfect to me. ♥
There can't be art without any trauma
True
You're attempting to curse future artist so shut your ass up
So true!
Sometimes I remember that some people don’t like La Dispute and it ruins my whole damn week
Same. Fucking same. I try to share with people at times to share my feelings and it’s always lost on them. Besides my brother which may be weird? But we’re like the same soul so ✊🏻
This is a masterpiece
This is my BPD in a song
Yikes
And also about only remembering the terrible shit I have like real bad memory loss from severe child hood and adult trauma & I can’t remember my whole life people will bring up shit and I’m totally blank. Sometimes it’s even short term. It sucks 😢
this song describes exactly why I drink
This song is so fucking under rated
"I wanna believe that the way I am is just the way it goes.
For the things that came, not the things i chose to come.
I wanna know if I had any control."
Woah this explains derealization so wellllll
I love everything he sings god marry me lol
back off lady jordan is mine one time I met his cousin at a bar, hes basicaly my boyfriend sooo
Classic ❤️
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I had a dream last night.
Where I lay upon my death bed.
I knew it was the worst I have ever been.
In front of me was a T.V. screen.
In which I watched all of the pain and suffering I've caused everyone.
❤️
Here I am twisting a pencil sharpener blade between my fingers
same
Esmee Thiescheffer put it down guys, things are hard but you're gonna be okay
I know it's been a while but I hope you're better now. I know how you feel, I've only been clean for about 2 weeks but it'll be a lot longer. We'll all be able to be clean forever someday.
I hope everything is better now, I'm here if u need to talk
I was there as well. . Still am I’m barely out of it alive but I feel you. the worlds fucked up, but the human consciousness is the most precious thing. Your human experience is only yours. I found that I was a product of my environment, and that I needed to be a product of myself. You’re a celestial being in a giant ultraviolet world you don’t understand, because you haven’t lived to see it all, reality is your perspective, but you can feel happiness and enjoy the feeling of a springtime waterfall shower, or the sound of the ocean. the earth has so much beauty to offer, biological phenomena is a miracle. You’re a biological phenomenon. the probability of life is slim to none considering the rest of the universe is “empty” and statistics say life shouldn’t exist at all. But we do, humans do. We don’t understand our nature yet cause we’re just a small part of a big picture. It’s easy to get lost in it all. if humans are what we think, were the most advanced biological phenomena ever, possibly the only ever. You’re incredible.
was listening to lil peep now im here 😔
Thankfully now you’re here and away from that garbage fire
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@@GormLore okay, that's your opinion. dont shit on people.
holy fuck
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