@@HolySpiritFire19 it’s going to be difficult, and you will be persecuted. Therefore, remember what Jesus said , “in this world we will have trouble, but take heart, because I have overcome the world.”
I just came across your video and as you shared your testimony I kept praying for you throughout your video. I’m so sorry for what you have gone through but I kept praying “God You are not done with her yet! You will make her whole and she will never be the same!” You will not always struggle! I believe one day you will be completely whole and set free in Jesus Name! Thank you for sharing your story May the Lord also use it to give others hope that are struggling. 🙏🏽❤️ God bless you!
As a 54 year old woman and someone who has a Mother's heart, I just want to say I'm proud of you for having the strength and faith to become the woman GODCcreated you to be!! He will give you ALL you need. Stay close to Him and His word and let Him bring into your life the people you need to grow into who you REALLY are. Not who Man thinks you are but who GOD knows and made youvto be. God bless you daughter of the King!! You are his Princess and he will help you to see that, just stand back and watch HIM move!!! ❤🙏
Ex lesbian here. I got saved 15 years ago. I'm still not girly. I drove a truck for 30 years so I like my boots and jeans. I wear a little eye makeup thats the best I can do. Take your time sweety. You're still young. You'll find your style.
God bless you, my dear. Jesus is all merciful and loving. He loves you more than you think no matter. We have all been sinful in many ways and are no better but we are equals in God's eyes.
Do yourself a gigantic favor. Me as a guy who is all about what god created in you. Id advise you to let your inner beauty shine first not the dolled up outside. Your turning into a truely beautiful woman of God i encourage you to keep going God isnt done yet with you. You are now a daughter of the most high God who is close to the brokenhearted. Follow jesus and everything will get better little by little. Love ya lots sister.
Ex transgender here. I am a 22year old woman who was deceived by this lifestyle as a 13 year old girl. I identified as a male for 8 years and after hormones and surgery I found that I am not happy and would never be happy with that way of living. After a year of detransitioning I found Jesus again. I turned away from him when I became trans. I love seeing these testimonies. Thank you for sharing. Praying for you. I hope I find the strength to share my own testimony in 2025.
Hi Monique! I also have a colorful past. My family was overly obsessed with religion. HOWEVER....Jesus isn't religious. Jesus is my best friend. I'm so glad you know Him now! We willl spend eternity together because now we are sisters! Welcome to the family!!!!❤❤❤❤
Amen. I recently saw a photo of a child handing a heart to God and she said "God this all of I've got to give you." And his answer was "It's all I want." I loved that. As long as we love God first, He will take the care of the rest. We will never be perfect as long as we are in this flesh, but Jesus is coming soon and we will leave this old world behind with our glorified body's. He will never leave us or forsake us. He is with us always, even until the end of the world. God bless Monique ✝
God is good. Your testimony reminds me of my own. Im a 41 year old man. I’m not transgender although I’ve battled body dysmorphia for years. I was raised in a secular/pagan household that is very reminiscent of what you described. Neglect, drug abuse, sexual abuse, and loads of trauma. I never in a million years thought I would be a Christian. It is by the grace of God alone that I found Christ, a true miracle of God. Welcome home sister, you are safe here and God bless you for sharing some of your testimony. That takes true strength, may Jesus walk with you all the days of your life.
Writing from Romania. Your testimony made me cry and realise that it is a battle and we should never stop fighting against the evil . Thank you for reminding me of that. May God bless you and even though I only had lesbian episodes in my life , I too have been struggling with so much sin and God saved me about 3 years ago , and I still don't know how to be a godly woman . 😊
Hello sister in Christ I pray you get healed 💯 I’m your brother in Christ, name is Gaddi. Your testimony will help many more going through the same struggles. Glory to God, God bless you!
Wow ! Your testimony has helped me to stop at the front door and instead of judging those who are in this lifestyle, start asking what have they been through that made them think this was the way to become. You seem like such a likable person that many would love just talking w you. Thank you for making this video that shows us when we haven’t been able to not judge and truly show the Love of Christ, Christ never left your side and one day we will all stand in Heaven together! Truly keep making videos! It shows us the true Love of our savior ❤ You were made perfect in your mother’s womb for such a time as this Wow!
You will have even more compassion when you realize that disney and hollywood have been part of actively planning indoctrination of society and especially children to take them down this path; to corrupt them sexually. Then we realise just how society has been manipulated in major ways for decades! And church infiltrated and deceived to be quiet about so many topics.
I would like to shout from the mountain tops that we need to love and accept these blue haired, wild-eyed people who desperately need to know that God made them and loves them and understands their hurt and confusion. It breaks my heart when people who call themselves Christians condemn the people Jesus came to save. We don't have to affirm their lifestyle, but we can love the person and show them His kindness. Because it's HIS kindness that leads to repentance.
Congratulations!!!! What you're doing takes a lot of courage, so I truly hope you realize how strong you are, especially with the Holy Spirit working through you.
Get into the Word of God! It (He, for He is the Word) will transform you. I can’t stress this enough. His Word is Truth. It will feed your born again spirit!
You are worthy, you are beautiful, you not just a sinner or a junky. You are child of God, and he has paid the price for all of our sins. Thank you for sharing your testimony and God bless you in everything you do.
I am crying so hard. My heart is broken and totally FULL at the same time. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing this difficult testimony....you have NO IDEA how many precious people you will help bring to a saving knowledge of Christ!! The enemy will try to silence, but be confident of this very thing dear - you are saved and NOTHING can pluck you out of the Savior's hand John 10:28. Love you sweet sister, HUGE HUGs
Baby steps in your outer transformation "maybe in a year I'll look like a girl and I'll be comfortable with that".. yes. We can see the inner transformation happening already.. praise God! Just keep walking with Him.. it will All happen in His time! Love you! Keep sharing 💗
Congratulations, welcome to the family God and the Kingdom! Holy Spirit is with you and will be your best friend and lead you and guide you into all truth. Walk with Him as He reveals Jesus to you. 😊
God bless you Monique my little sister in Christ. Let me give you some good news since I too was raised in secular madness and abuse. I've been born again for almost 18 years and the Lord overtime has healed so many of those wound's I had from childhood trauma and continuing in His Word leads to a transformation of our Spirit into Joy beyond our understanding but it did take time. But God is good in finishing the work He started in you. Praying for you my baby sister in Christ 🙏❤️🙏 That all your spiritual wounds will be healed 🙏❤️🙏
You’re on the right path Monique, don’t give up for anything! You are a testament to God’s grace. You are right, He is so worth it and so are you!🤍✝️🫶🏼🙏🏼
God loves you! Focus on HIS goodness rather than your "badness". His goodness will change you! We can't change ourselves. Just cooperate with His love! "Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things."
Monique you’re beautiful. Fair play for being to brave to come out and speak. Always speak blessings over yourself. Declare yourself free from all strongholds for the one the son sets free is free indeed. May the Lord bless you in Jesus holy name.
Welcome to the family of Christ Sister!!! Thank you for being brave and faithful to share your testimony...it is truly a blessing! May Yah bless you and increase you in your faith daily!!! ❤️ HalleluYah!
God bless you my friend!! Jesus loves you more than you could ever know! I am so proud of you. You are brave and strong! Keep trusting in Jesus and searching him out through his word. Keep praying, keep pushing!! He will never leave or forsake you.
Monique You Are A Beautiful Person Inside & Out! What An Extraordinary Testimony You Have! God Is Gonna Use You Mightily In These End Times! We Are All A Work In Progress & The Holy Spirit Is Helping To Complete Us! We Are More Than Conquerors In Christ! I Am So Sorry To Hear Of All The Abuse That You Have Had To Endure. I Will Be Praying For You Honey For Complete & Total Healing From Everything The Devil Has Thrown At You. God Has Wonderful Things In Store For Your Life! You Are My Sister In Christ And I Am Here For You! 🥰 God Bless!
Hold on to Jesus with all you have got, sister! Never, never let any lies of the enemy make you give up on Him. Our Lord will never leave you, nor forsake you. 💕
Miss Monique. i would like to say… You Are On The Righteous Road To Jesus! ; God Has You, He is Covering You! i Hear your Testimony- And gotta say… You are not Alone. 😊 i have been or Try to be a Christian ( for years), and i Do Struggle- But Know this-None of us are perfect- But God IS Perfecting those Who Belong To Him💕 Praying for you🤗
I struggle bad with condemnation and guilt and ultimately pride and self righteousness every time I fall and mess up and your words just set me free! There is none righteous no, not one! But God is not condemning us, He’s encouraging us to get back up and keep moving forward, keep trying! Amen. He is a good and merciful Father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Lord for our sister’s testimony and words today. Thank you for setting your people free! HalleluYah
I Praise God for your salvation and deliverance sister. I pray that God will cover you under his blood as you grow more to be like him. Continue to endure to the end and you will reap your reward. Thank you for sharing! We serve an awesome God! Thank you Jesus! 🩵🤗
My brave Sister in Christ! You have had to deal with so much. My heart was breaking as you told your story. I am so grateful to Jesus for the fruit that is already evident in you. The struggles you mentioned are things I have also had to deal with. We are all sinners, all broken. We have all messed up. Even the main characters in the Bible (except Jesus) had their flaws. But God makes it clear that He works in and through us, even now, in our unfinished state. I got baptized at 15, and it's now 40 years ago. And I love Jesus more than ever. But I still grieve my sin, and I still feel ashamed of things I have said and done. I'm not where I would like to be - but looking back, I am very different to what I used to be. Praise the Lord! Praying for you to receive continuous healing of body and soul. And that you will find godly sisters who can help you rediscover your own femininity. You are beautiful. I'm so glad you have your mind set and prepared to stand faithful in the days ahead. We are going to need it. She who perseveres until the end shall be rescued. 🕊️
Blessings my dear sister. We all was a mess before we came to The Lord Jesus Christ . This is what makes Jesus Christ different from everyone else and everything we have tried. He meets us at our darkest point, but He makes us so new. Glory be to The Most High God. You are a beautiful soul and God will continue to do His beautiful work in you. ❤🙏🏼🙏🏾🙏🏼
I am so touched!!! 🥲✝️❤️❤️❤️ I’m so sorry for the abuse you experienced in your life and no one to protect you!!! You are so resilient and I’m so thankful to see Jesus Christ working in your life! To come to know the true gospel!! 🥰🙏 I was born and raised in a very secretive cult that claimed to be the only truth in Christ! It’s called the Two By Two’s. Very similar works based religion to JW’s, Mormons, Amish etc! I struggled with substance abuse and sexual promiscuity for most of my life. 2020 was my year that Jesus saved my soul! You have such wisdom and so much honesty! I love you so much in Jesus Christ ❤❤ God helped me start a mini ministry as a busy mom to two littles. It’s really nice to see you have a channel too! I’ll be praying for you 🙏✝️ God Bless You!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
The Lord delivered me from my drug addiction as well!!! It's so exciting to know that the seed that was planted in you is being watered by the Lord. I pray that the Lord directs your steps, that the Holy Spirit convicts you of the truth. Read the Bible daily. Pray for discernment and wisdom and it will be given to you. God bless you Monique and welcome to the family!!!
Please please PLEASE do an extensive testimony SOON! I am 56 years old, pastor's wife in a non-denominational Christian church, and I was absolutely glued to listening to your testimony! I'm so sorry for all you've been through 💔 Praise Jesus for revealing the gospel to you! I have a love for the LGBTQ community and transgender people (one is my family member) and I pray that the church hears your testimony and is encouraged to share the gospel with all those in their circle of influence! Love you Sister!!! 💟✝️
Thank you for your testimony. No shame my beautiful sister. You are completely covered by the blood now. I am so excited on what Jesus is going to do in your life and others by hearing your testimony. Keep in the Word. John 1:1. I am so exited for you and the impact you’re going to make on the kingdom of God.
God bless you my sister in Christ! Your testimony is so beautiful. I love to see how powerful Jesus is to completely transform. I love to see the love of God in your words and in your countenance. I’m so excited for all the things He has in store for you. I believe He’s going to use you to lead many to him in Jesus’ name! Praise Jesus! 🙌🏽🕊️❤️
Monique!!! Praise God for your freedom in Christ! 🙌🏻 Thank you for sharing what God has done for you. I pray many will be encouraged and turn to Him because of your bravery.🙏🏻
New subscriber here , Lyn from Liverpool uk Iv had to comment to let you know what a beautiful person you are , strong , courageous and Holy Spirit filled , to articulate and put all that into 30 minutes couldnt be done without God , You’ve been through so much and I feel your pain , We are the very people God uses to help others those who have been through it , please stay positive and keep talking , You done this so well Seriously you should be so proud , prayers for your healing ❤️🩹 Just keep talking to Jesus to chip everything away 🙏❤️❤️🩹
New sub here. Your testimony is very powerful and I just know you’re going to reach a lot of people. You reached me! I’m a Canadian mom of four grown kids and two grandkids. I have been saved since Aug 7, 1980… Best day of my life. Looking forward to hearing more and more about your journey with Jesus 🙌 He is the only one who can truly tell us who we are…He made us! I encourage you to continue to memorize scripture and get it in your heart. Pray and ask for the Lord to continue to transform you…He is faithful 🙌 ❤
Just saw your video. The Kingdom has gained a new sister! YEAH all glory to our God and savior Jesus Christ! We all still struggle with sin but know you are loved and indeed we are living in the end times. I was saved 4 years ago. I do see that only the ones who struggle and call on God -in my case I said I wanted the peace my husband has, that He will reveal Himself to you. If you are prideful, stubborn, arrogant He will patiently wait until you break and realize we all NEED Him! Blessings sister and thank you for sharing! ❤
Beautiful daughter of God, I subbed to encourage you. We are all the chief of sinners, put distance between anyone who preaches they are holier than thou. Sorry you experienced all that, you are so loved and you are enough exactly as you are ❤🙏🏻 Jesus is faithful and He will do it. You are courageous ✨️
Wonderful testimony, and I admire your courage, also that you want to be a Christian. Keep it up, read your bible, spend time with God and accept His healing. Forgive Yr Mom and Dad and sisters and all who abused you, Jesus will deal with them, they did not know what they were doing without Jesus
God what a testimony You gave this beautiful sister! Monique you are truly being made new! I am 52 and went through believing I was supposed to be a man! I’m married today with 2 beautiful boys well young men haha! This testimony is so right on! If God makes a way to meet you in person would be awesome! Today I don’t dress girly, but I love that I’m a woman! You are beautiful as you are! To God be the glory! Reach out I’m here for you sister! Prayers Jesus is healing you!
God is so good! His will is that none should perish! He gave His all to save us all! Thank you so much for sharing this. My son won’t talk to me because he is transgender and I won’t call him by a woman’s name. I know one day he will come back to Jesus. I love him and pray for his return. God completes us and is faithful. As long as you have a teachable heart willing to be conformed to His image, He will keep leading you into all truth through His Spirit. Give Him all your brokenness He is our healer. I got saved after living a life for myself until I was 33. I’ve never regretted turning to the Truth. Oh the glory of His presence. He says when you seek Him with your whole heart you will find Him! What a precious testimony thank you for sharing!
We are all sinners, saved by grace. The best thing that I ever did was read my Bible daily. I've been in and out of crazy churches with crazy beliefs that messed with my head. Monique lots of people on here will be praying for you 🙏🏻 Please continue to read the Bible systematically so that no one leads you astray. We have ALL messed up but when we come to Christ, He makes us new. Old things have passed away. God Bless you sister
Hallelujah 🙌🏽 praise The Lord 🤍🙏🏽 Don't let Anyone stop you and don't listen to those who said to change your look God saved you for you it will take time but don't give up Christ Jesus 👑🙏🏽 got you Amen 🙌🏽 and Amen 🙏🏽 God Bless you 💖🥰💎
Thank you for sharing your story. It's a reminder of something that's always on my mind as a mom to make sure none of my kids feel isolated or lost in the chaos of family life. I'm so grateful that after all you've been through, Jesus swept you off your feet. He has a way of doing that. ❤ When you said it turns out trusting God is a safe thing, my heart leaped with joy for you. I will keep you in my prayers on your journey forward. God bless you. P.s. I personally look up to the christian author Sally Clarkson as a sort of mentor. I think she puts out a short video each Tuesday. I hope that helps. 🙏
Praise the LORD for HE is faithful. 🙌 whom the SON sets free is free indeed. By the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we shall overcome.🙏 love you, sister in CHRIST. Thank you for sharing . Remember, GOD doesn't look at our outward appearances. He looks at our hearts.😊🙏🙏🙏
Hi Monique, This is the first video I’ve seen of yours. Thank you for sharing your testimony, it is absolutely beautiful how God has brought you out of darkness into his light. I’ll share a little of my testimony. I am 46 now but when I was almost 16 I was lost and didn’t know the purpose of our lives. I was in my sisters room reading her bible she was just given. I opened and read Romans I was reading about how without Christ we are slaves to sin, but Christ can set us free. Alone in my sisters room I asked Christ to set me free, he did and transformed me. I have never turned back. The wisdom you have gained from learning Gods word in a short amount of time is remarkable. All glory to God. He is transforming you too. As a sister in Christ I would just say keep living your life to please him, he will continue to transform your mind and give you the desires of your heart. God bless!
Love your testimony. God’s constantly redirecting us with our moral compass..the bad feelings we get are his redirection. When those feelings subside, you know you are on the right path. I tell my teenagers, God gives you a built in compass whether you want it or not. Constantly trying to redirect you back to him by making you feel a certain way when you stray from him and live a self centered life. He is the truth, the way and the light and you will feel that when you stay the course. Prayers to you, Mo’nique! You got this..❤️
What a beautiful testimony ❤ Your story shows so beautifully the unending love of our Lord. You are a precious pearl in the eyes of our God and I hope your testimony reaches other people who are struggling with the same things you have and will accept Jesus because of your story. Be blessed and remember His love is unending and He will heal you fully in time and He understands where you are coming from and has all the patience in the world to guide you through this path of healing
You’re doing amazing, your testimony will be powerful to many! Something I only recently just learnt after growing up knowing Christ my whole life is that demons tied me down, strongholds, soul ties etc.. I had so much mental health issues I did self deliverance of many of my issues after truly submitting and commiting to him
2 Tim 2:15-16. Keep studying the Word. He will auto teach you, guide you & finish the good work he began in you. Philip 1:6. As he brings you through your sanctification process, repent of the sins the Holy Ghost (he) brings up & tell the devil you have repented of it & to go. Rebuke the devil & he will flee. You may have to a lot, it’s a fight, but Jesus loves you! You will overcome & you will have victory! Plead the Blood of Jesus over everything. Your mind, thoughts, wounds & scars of your soul. Pray & keep drawing close as he brings you through your healing. Keeping you in prayer! God Bless you! ❤🙏✝️🕊️
I'm still learning but I won't give up not this time 🙏🏽 God Bless you and many more to come I'm sharing this to all my friends and family who need Jesus like we all do ❤ 🙏🏽
Great testimony. You are loved, you are beautiful, you are made new in Jesus Christ, you are unique, you are precious, you are royalty as you are a beloved daughter of the Most High God. You are blessed and highly favored. You are covered by the blood of Jesus.
Monique, your testimony popped up in my feed. I have a colorful past myself and I am 60 years old. I really appreciated hearing your testimony. I’m not a girly girly, myself. Sometimes I can dress femininely, but more often than not it’s just jeans t-shirts and sneakers. I am simply a daughter of Christ now. I have an adult daughter who is a prodigal. She’s 29. I pray for her daily. Love the Word, and love the one who is the word, Jesus Christ.
Oh Monique...you are so loved. I also rejected the gospel because I felt unworthy. He loves you so much! He loves your searching heart. God is honestly the BEST teacher. Welcome to the family sweet Sister. I pray that you will be so blessed in the kingdom for being obedient to Him and His plan for your life. I can't wait to see you in the clouds...we will totally hang out. God bless you. We love you, Sis!
I think you are so brave so open and honest. You will notice how good God is and how he will continue transforming you and how fulfilled your life will be. I came from an abusive family myself. My parents don’t want anything to do with us even though we reached out to them many times. You are not alone! God has transformed me and I’m healing every day and feeling great!!! Remember the enemy will always try and tempt you to go back to your former lifestyle but just keep praying! Keep on going! God is love and truth. Please keep us updated!!!🙏💕
Our precious Sister in Christ. No words can explain how much joy and praise to God your testimony brings. So grateful for everything He has done through you, is doing through you and will do through you. He is and will use you to shine His glorious Heaven to this earth, through you. For His Glory and praise. I am so grateful to Him for you 💜🙌☀️
Such an amazing testimony, and you're so well spoken for having gone through so much!! You and Jesus have got this! We're all works in progress. None of us are worthy. Luckily, He is ❤❤❤ God bless you.
Monique, I just want you to know That I Hear You, AND YOU are what I needed to hear today! God loves us, and we all have a purpose.. I am a Christian, but yet I needed to hear this today! I pray your struggles lessen and your joy in Christ increases each and every day! Thank you for sharing. I am now subscribed and following. I hope to keep up with your journey as well. God bless you, 🙏❤️🙏Lourin
God bless you, society has woefully let you down but it's lovely that you've found Jesus. Trust in him. Joy can be found in the smallest things and can bring you so much peace. All the best
To Yah be the Glory!! Thank you for sharing, continue to speak life over every area of your life. Yah is the author and perfecter of your Faith!! Blessings to you, Child of Yah!!
Thank you for sharing.. I will be praying for you sister.. I can relate to your story a lot I also didn’t have a mother and I was also bullied as a child but I see that everything in my life that happened brought me to Jesus .. I remember when I wanted to understand the Bible and I prayed God will lead me to hear the truth because many interpret it differently and God lead me to listen to brother Zac Poonen .. I hope you will be blessed by his message too.. it changed my life and I walk with Jesus and growing to know my Heavenly Father.. Jesus promised us the gift of the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts and give us the power to live in victory.. we are gonna slip up in life but He is merciful to forgive us and His love will keep us going.. He loves us so much God gave all He had one Son.. and we also can surrender to Him all we have our life.. the key is to stay humble because He only gives grace to the humble and resists the proud.. May Gid can continue to bless you and seek to be filled with His Holy Spirit for we need His power daily.. without Him we can do nothing.. we all have the same flesh ( self will ) and Jesus always did His Fathers will because He was filled with the Holy Spirit and we have the same Holy Spirit in our hearts and an overcoming life is possible.. Matthew 1:21 You shall call His name Jesus because He will save his people from their sins. ( meditate on this verse sister .. what does it mean to be saved from sin? What it means to be saved from drowning or fire? ) Such a wonderful life He has for His children and to give us the most precious gift the Holy Spirit to make us into His image! Praise God sister always keep this thanksgiving in your heart ❤️
Thank you for sharing not only your "story" but your heart. I'm 67 and can testify we are ALL broken. If God can forgive us our sins through repentence and acceptance of Him, can we do any less? (To forgive ourselves) Seek God in ALL things, pray and praise without ceasing and read the Word every single day. He doesn't call us to be perfect, He calls us to be faithful. May the Lord continue to bless you!
God is love, he makes no mistake, he made you perfect... you are special and unique. Continue walking with Jesus and everything will be fine..blessings to you sister.
SO RELATABLE TO ME!! I’m here for the “who’s going to sisterhood me”, 😄🙌 I see you with shoulder length wavy hair and some hoop earrings!!! You are so smart! You are here to pray blessings over others because you know the great need! Amen!!!
Beloved I would have to admit that was such a powerful and courageous testimony . I see why the Holy Spirit had me click on this video. I am a Christian holy spirit filled , and ever since this movement became everywhere but it wasn't until it hit the schools. That I became so angry with this movement. Because of my grandkids that are in school. And listening to your testimony touch my heart with so much compassion. And it took me back to when I became a heroin addict for over 30 years and nobody wanted me around. And I felt that rejection. And I just want to say that bless your ❤ God has just begun. In Philippians 1:6 and I am sure of this, that he that began a good work in you will carry it on until the day of completion until the day of Jesus Christ return. That goes for me that goes for you that goes for everybody because there is no perfect person except our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. God will not give up on us, no matter what bumps or bruises we experience along the way. AMEN keeping you in my 🙏
Thank you for your testimony, Your courage is commendable. 🙌🏼 Your strength as a seeker has finally led you to the truth. Hallelujah! Your insights brought back so many memories of my own salvation. So many things you've mentioned are exactly how I feel. God is doing great things in your life! Let Him lead throughout it all. He will ALWAYS be there. Glory to God 💭🙏🏼👼🏼
Great testimony girl, Jesus said 'they will go in and out and find pasture'. You hit the nail on the head when you said you Trust Jesus. Thanks (all the way from Ireland 😊) 🙏
You really know the Word Monique! Wow! You must have really studied with all your heart. What's amazing is we don't really seek Him...HE DRAWS us unto Himself. I recall being so confused by that...and then one day my eyes were opened and I really began to understand. I'm going to pray right now for you!! This world is so evil. The days now are REALLY evil (pushing children toward these destructive ideologies), but the LORD has given more time for us to tell others the Gospel. I could relate with a lot of what you talked about. It wasn't your fault. Those who should be ashamed are those who didn't protect you. God bless you dear one
Monique, you are so amazing! What you been through and the fact that you have been able to find the Lord in the midst is a testament to his Miracle working power and his pure love for you. I am humbled to hear a portion of your testimony and honored to follow you on your journey. I am praying for you and am in your corner as a Christian support person. Never never never never never never never give up, the Lord is with you and will see you through this journey. I know this because I have been on my own Journey and have found the other side of it. I am 67 years old. God has been faithful and merciful to me and his love never fails his Mercy endures Forever! Stay in the Word, that is the most important piece, the Lord is your provision, refuge, strength, peace and ever so much more! ❤
Monique, I love your testimony. We are all works in progress. All of us have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God. I know He is faithful and will complete the good work He has begun in you. I love you.
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God… We are all sinners saved by the blood of Jesus and grace of God. I believe this was written on Leonard Ravenhills grave … “Is what you’re living for worth Christ dying for” that has always stuck with me on my journey. Keeping you in my prayers Sister!!!
I am so moved every time I hear your testimony Monique and I know it is no coincidence when your video crosses my path it’s a portion of your testimony. HE IS SO GOOD AND WHAT A LOVE YOU HAVE FOR HIM….
"May the Lord bless you, May He keep you, May He cause His Face to shine upon you and be gracious to you, May the Lord lift up His Countenance upon you and give you peace." Shalom to you, Monique!!🌸🌸 The suffering you have told us about is really heavy. I am so glad you have been freed from that. I think you are doing really well. My sisters and I were tom-boys (I also have 3 sisters). My Dad asked me to try to be a little more feminine. I got better over time. If you are looking for Biblical advice on being a woman, I recommend reading Proverbs 31:10-31. This is recommended for an ideal wife. I don't think that sounds like me, but we just keep trying. We will always be learning! Do you watch "The Chosen"? If you don't, that might help. I find it very therapeutic. I hear you are quoting Bible a lot. That is amazing!!!!! I learn with temptations to pray. Most of the time I quote from Bible. The Bible is very powerful against the enemy. The enemy especially doesn't like the Lord's words. I hope we may continue to walk with the Lord. Thank you for this video! Your testimony gives me so much hope.
Thank you for sharing your testimony of Jesus bringing you out of such a dark place. You’re a beautiful woman, and you have an amazing heart to be who God made you to be! Titus 2 talks about the older women teaching the younger women: I pray that God will bring the right ladies into your life to walk with you and encourage you as you keep growing in your relationship with Him! God bless you!
You are paving the way for more transgender to turn their lives over to Christ! Praise God!!!
Glory to God praise Jesus Christ our Lord 🙏
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@@HolySpiritFire19 it’s going to be difficult, and you will be persecuted. Therefore, remember what Jesus said , “in this world we will have trouble, but take heart, because I have overcome the world.”
Praise Yahuah!
I just came across your video and as you shared your testimony I kept praying for you throughout your video. I’m so sorry for what you have gone through but I kept praying “God You are not done with her yet!
You will make her whole and she will never be the same!”
You will not always struggle! I believe one day you will be completely whole and set free in Jesus Name! Thank you for sharing your story May the Lord also use it to give others hope that are struggling. 🙏🏽❤️ God bless you!
As a 54 year old woman and someone who has a Mother's heart, I just want to say I'm proud of you for having the strength and faith to become the woman GODCcreated you to be!! He will give you ALL you need. Stay close to Him and His word and let Him bring into your life the people you need to grow into who you REALLY are. Not who Man thinks you are but who GOD knows and made youvto be. God bless you daughter of the King!! You are his Princess and he will help you to see that, just stand back and watch HIM move!!! ❤🙏
Amen!
You are so brave to post this video. You did an incredible job. God Will use you to do so much good. God is so amazing. I love you.
Me too, AMEN❤
I agree in Jesus name
Amen❤️🇨🇦
The Lord forgives 70x7. We all fall short every single day.
I was mad at my father for years for being so abusive all my family lives. Then he needed my care. I had to remember to forgive him 7x70.
Ex lesbian here. I got saved 15 years ago. I'm still not girly. I drove a truck for 30 years so I like my boots and jeans. I wear a little eye makeup thats the best I can do. Take your time sweety. You're still young. You'll find your style.
I believe our Savior deploys MIGHTY angels around His people ❤
Glory to God 🙏
Glory to God, more souls for the kingdom of God 🙏🙏🙏🙏
God bless you, my dear. Jesus is all merciful and loving. He loves you more than you think no matter. We have all been sinful in many ways and are no better but we are equals in God's eyes.
Do yourself a gigantic favor. Me as a guy who is all about what god created in you. Id advise you to let your inner beauty shine first not the dolled up outside. Your turning into a truely beautiful woman of God i encourage you to keep going God isnt done yet with you. You are now a daughter of the most high God who is close to the brokenhearted. Follow jesus and everything will get better little by little. Love ya lots sister.
glow up incoming
Ex transgender here. I am a 22year old woman who was deceived by this lifestyle as a 13 year old girl. I identified as a male for 8 years and after hormones and surgery I found that I am not happy and would never be happy with that way of living. After a year of detransitioning I found Jesus again. I turned away from him when I became trans. I love seeing these testimonies. Thank you for sharing. Praying for you. I hope I find the strength to share my own testimony in 2025.
YES LORD I Pray for your strength to tell your testimony God bless you ❤️🔥
Hi Monique! I also have a colorful past. My family was overly obsessed with religion. HOWEVER....Jesus isn't religious. Jesus is my best friend. I'm so glad you know Him now! We willl spend eternity together because now we are sisters! Welcome to the family!!!!❤❤❤❤
You're a true example of what Jesus wants to do with all of us. Praise the Lord. I will keep you in prayer
Amen. I recently saw a photo of a child handing a heart to God and she said "God this all of I've got to give you." And his answer was "It's all I want." I loved that. As long as we love God first, He will take the care of the rest. We will never be perfect as long as we are in this flesh, but Jesus is coming soon and we will leave this old world behind with our glorified body's. He will never leave us or forsake us. He is with us always, even until the end of the world. God bless Monique ✝
God is good. Your testimony reminds me of my own. Im a 41 year old man. I’m not transgender although I’ve battled body dysmorphia for years. I was raised in a secular/pagan household that is very reminiscent of what you described. Neglect, drug abuse, sexual abuse, and loads of trauma. I never in a million years thought I would be a Christian. It is by the grace of God alone that I found Christ, a true miracle of God. Welcome home sister, you are safe here and God bless you for sharing some of your testimony. That takes true strength, may Jesus walk with you all the days of your life.
A'men!! God is good!!!! praise God 🙌 I love you brother with the love of Christ! ❤️ Peace 🕊
Praise God!!
@ yes, and praise His Son who is The Christ. God bless you friend.
So beautiful I love the connection we have as believers in Christ. We are truly family
Writing from Romania. Your testimony made me cry and realise that it is a battle and we should never stop fighting against the evil . Thank you for reminding me of that. May God bless you and even though I only had lesbian episodes in my life , I too have been struggling with so much sin and God saved me about 3 years ago , and I still don't know how to be a godly woman . 😊
You're so brave. JESUS SAVED ME TOO FROM LGTB
Praise the Lord!!!😊
Hello sister in Christ I pray you get healed 💯 I’m your brother in Christ, name is Gaddi. Your testimony will help many more going through the same struggles. Glory to God, God bless you!
He is a man not a girl
Wow ! Your testimony has helped me to stop at the front door and instead of judging those who are in this lifestyle, start asking what have they been through that made them think this was the way to become. You seem like such a likable person that many would love just talking w you. Thank you for making this video that shows us when we haven’t been able to not judge and truly show the Love of Christ, Christ never left your side and one day we will all stand in Heaven together! Truly keep making videos! It shows us the true Love of our savior ❤ You were made perfect in your mother’s womb for such a time as this Wow!
You will have even more compassion when you realize that disney and hollywood have been part of actively planning indoctrination of society and especially children to take them down this path; to corrupt them sexually. Then we realise just how society has been manipulated in major ways for decades! And church infiltrated and deceived to be quiet about so many topics.
I would like to shout from the mountain tops that we need to love and accept these blue haired, wild-eyed people who desperately need to know that God made them and loves them and understands their hurt and confusion. It breaks my heart when people who call themselves Christians condemn the people Jesus came to save. We don't have to affirm their lifestyle, but we can love the person and show them His kindness. Because it's HIS kindness that leads to repentance.
Sinner here, sending love and prayers. I have to reap what I have sown also, but, being broken keeps me desiring to follow my Savior, Glory to God.
Congratulations!!!! What you're doing takes a lot of courage, so I truly hope you realize how strong you are, especially with the Holy Spirit working through you.
Get into the Word of God! It (He, for He is the Word) will transform you. I can’t stress this enough. His Word is Truth. It will feed your born again spirit!
I can tell she is definitely in the word
You are worthy, you are beautiful, you not just a sinner or a junky. You are child of God, and he has paid the price for all of our sins. Thank you for sharing your testimony and God bless you in everything you do.
I am crying so hard. My heart is broken and totally FULL at the same time. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing this difficult testimony....you have NO IDEA how many precious people you will help bring to a saving knowledge of Christ!! The enemy will try to silence, but be confident of this very thing dear - you are saved and NOTHING can pluck you out of the Savior's hand John 10:28. Love you sweet sister, HUGE HUGs
Hallelujah ❤Amen. Awesome testimony!
@kellyr5275 You have just nailed what I wanted to ✍️ write, so I step back and enjoy your words of truth that had to be said 😅! inspired.❤
Baby steps in your outer transformation "maybe in a year I'll look like a girl and I'll be comfortable with that".. yes. We can see the inner transformation happening already.. praise God! Just keep walking with Him.. it will All happen in His time! Love you! Keep sharing 💗
Congratulations, welcome to the family God and the Kingdom! Holy Spirit is with you and will be your best friend and lead you and guide you into all truth. Walk with Him as He reveals Jesus to you. 😊
Yay Monique! You give God glory! I see Jesus in you ❤️
I'm crying already and haven't even watched your video yet. Thankyou xx. I'm praying for my girl to come back to Jesus.
God bless you Monique my little sister in Christ. Let me give you some good news since I too was raised in secular madness and abuse. I've been born again for almost 18 years and the Lord overtime has healed so many of those wound's I had from childhood trauma and continuing in His Word leads to a transformation of our Spirit into Joy beyond our understanding but it did take time. But God is good in finishing the work He started in you. Praying for you my baby sister in Christ 🙏❤️🙏 That all your spiritual wounds will be healed 🙏❤️🙏
You’re on the right path Monique, don’t give up for anything! You are a testament to God’s grace. You are right, He is so worth it and so are you!🤍✝️🫶🏼🙏🏼
God loves you! Focus on HIS goodness rather than your "badness". His goodness will change you! We can't change ourselves. Just cooperate with His love!
"Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things."
I understand now - keep shining Jesus Christ! God bless you sister, amein. Time is just about up now!! Dont stop ..keep going❤
Monique you’re beautiful. Fair play for being to brave to come out and speak. Always speak blessings over yourself. Declare yourself free from all strongholds for the one the son sets free is free indeed. May the Lord bless you in Jesus holy name.
Welcome to the family of Christ Sister!!! Thank you for being brave and faithful to share your testimony...it is truly a blessing! May Yah bless you and increase you in your faith daily!!! ❤️ HalleluYah!
Yes Lord Yes.
God bless you my friend!! Jesus loves you more than you could ever know! I am so proud of you. You are brave and strong! Keep trusting in Jesus and searching him out through his word. Keep praying, keep pushing!! He will never leave or forsake you.
Monique You Are A Beautiful Person Inside & Out!
What An Extraordinary Testimony You Have!
God Is Gonna Use You Mightily In These End Times! We Are All A Work In Progress & The Holy Spirit Is Helping To Complete Us! We Are More Than Conquerors In Christ!
I Am So Sorry To Hear Of All The Abuse That You Have Had To Endure. I Will Be Praying For You Honey For Complete & Total Healing From Everything The Devil Has Thrown At You. God Has Wonderful Things In Store For Your Life!
You Are My Sister In Christ And I Am Here For You! 🥰
God Bless!
Thank you dear sister for the kind words and encouragement 🙏 ❤️ God bless you! 🕊
Hold on to Jesus with all you have got, sister! Never, never let any lies of the enemy make you give up on Him. Our Lord will never leave you, nor forsake you. 💕
Miss Monique. i would like to say… You Are On The Righteous Road To Jesus! ; God Has You, He is Covering You! i Hear your Testimony- And gotta say… You are not Alone. 😊 i have been or Try to be a Christian ( for years), and i Do Struggle- But Know this-None of us are perfect- But God IS Perfecting those Who Belong To Him💕 Praying for you🤗
I struggle bad with condemnation and guilt and ultimately pride and self righteousness every time I fall and mess up and your words just set me free! There is none righteous no, not one! But God is not condemning us, He’s encouraging us to get back up and keep moving forward, keep trying! Amen. He is a good and merciful Father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Lord for our sister’s testimony and words today. Thank you for setting your people free! HalleluYah
I Praise God for your salvation and deliverance sister. I pray that God will cover you under his blood as you grow more to be like him. Continue to endure to the end and you will reap your reward. Thank you for sharing! We serve an awesome God! Thank you Jesus! 🩵🤗
thank the lord, im so sorry we failed you, soon all will be given perfect bodies so I want you to look up an keep your eyes on jesus.
My brave Sister in Christ!
You have had to deal with so much. My heart was breaking as you told your story.
I am so grateful to Jesus for the fruit that is already evident in you. The struggles you mentioned are things I have also had to deal with.
We are all sinners, all broken.
We have all messed up.
Even the main characters in the Bible (except Jesus) had their flaws.
But God makes it clear that He works in and through us, even now, in our unfinished state.
I got baptized at 15, and it's now 40 years ago. And I love Jesus more than ever.
But I still grieve my sin, and I still feel ashamed of things I have said and done.
I'm not where I would like to be - but looking back, I am very different to what I used to be.
Praise the Lord!
Praying for you to receive continuous healing of body and soul. And that you will find godly sisters who can help you rediscover your own femininity.
You are beautiful.
I'm so glad you have your mind set and prepared to stand faithful in the days ahead.
We are going to need it.
She who perseveres until the end shall be rescued. 🕊️
Blessings my dear sister. We all was a mess before we came to The Lord Jesus Christ . This is what makes Jesus Christ different from everyone else and everything we have tried. He meets us at our darkest point, but He makes us so new. Glory be to The Most High God. You are a beautiful soul and God will continue to do His beautiful work in you. ❤🙏🏼🙏🏾🙏🏼
So happy youve woken up! Just in time for the rapture of the bride of Christ. Welcome to the family!❤
GOD BLESS YOU HE will never leave you or Forsake you ❤️✝️🙏🏻
Sending you love. My heart really goes out to you. God protect you and shine his face on you x I think we're all going up soon x
I am so touched!!! 🥲✝️❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for the abuse you experienced in your life and no one to protect you!!!
You are so resilient and I’m so thankful to see Jesus Christ working in your life! To come to know the true gospel!! 🥰🙏
I was born and raised in a very secretive cult that claimed to be the only truth in Christ! It’s called the Two By Two’s. Very similar works based religion to JW’s, Mormons, Amish etc! I struggled with substance abuse and sexual promiscuity for most of my life. 2020 was my year that Jesus saved my soul!
You have such wisdom and so much honesty! I love you so much in Jesus Christ ❤❤
God helped me start a mini ministry as a busy mom to two littles. It’s really nice to see you have a channel too!
I’ll be praying for you 🙏✝️ God Bless You!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
The Lord delivered me from my drug addiction as well!!! It's so exciting to know that the seed that was planted in you is being watered by the Lord. I pray that the Lord directs your steps, that the Holy Spirit convicts you of the truth. Read the Bible daily. Pray for discernment and wisdom and it will be given to you. God bless you Monique and welcome to the family!!!
Praying for you sweetheart ❤ well done for getting your testimony out there 🙌🏽
Please please PLEASE do an extensive testimony SOON! I am 56 years old, pastor's wife in a non-denominational Christian church, and I was absolutely glued to listening to your testimony! I'm so sorry for all you've been through 💔 Praise Jesus for revealing the gospel to you! I have a love for the LGBTQ community and transgender people (one is my family member) and I pray that the church hears your testimony and is encouraged to share the gospel with all those in their circle of influence! Love you Sister!!! 💟✝️
Thank you for your testimony. No shame my beautiful sister. You are completely covered by the blood now. I am so excited on what Jesus is going to do in your life and others by hearing your testimony. Keep in the Word. John 1:1. I am so exited for you and the impact you’re going to make on the kingdom of God.
God bless you my sister in Christ! Your testimony is so beautiful. I love to see how powerful Jesus is to completely transform. I love to see the love of God in your words and in your countenance. I’m so excited for all the things He has in store for you. I believe He’s going to use you to lead many to him in Jesus’ name! Praise Jesus! 🙌🏽🕊️❤️
You are beautiful and your testimony is beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing about the goodness of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ ❤️
Monique!!! Praise God for your freedom in Christ! 🙌🏻
Thank you for sharing what God has done for you. I pray many will be encouraged and turn to Him because of your bravery.🙏🏻
New subscriber here ,
Lyn from Liverpool uk
Iv had to comment to let you know what a beautiful person you are , strong , courageous and Holy Spirit filled , to articulate and put all that into 30 minutes couldnt be done without God ,
You’ve been through so much and I feel your pain ,
We are the very people God uses to help others those who have been through it , please stay positive and keep talking ,
You done this so well
Seriously you should be so proud , prayers for your healing ❤️🩹
Just keep talking to Jesus to chip everything away
🙏❤️❤️🩹
God bless you sweet soul ❤️🔥
Hearts on fire for Jesus 🕊✝️
@@HolySpiritFire19
Amen 🙏❤️🩹❤️
There is a battle for your soul however JESUS DEFEATED THE CROSS. Keep seeking His face. Hallelujah
I am so grateful for your testimony!!! God bless you mightily!
Thanks for your testimony I love you ! God bless you
New sub here. Your testimony is very powerful and I just know you’re going to reach a lot of people. You reached me! I’m a Canadian mom of four grown kids and two grandkids. I have been saved since Aug 7, 1980… Best day of my life. Looking forward to hearing more and more about your journey with Jesus 🙌 He is the only one who can truly tell us who we are…He made us! I encourage you to continue to memorize scripture and get it in your heart. Pray and ask for the Lord to continue to transform you…He is faithful 🙌 ❤
Wow thank you so much for your testimony praise God thank You so much Jesus ❤️ my dad was born in Canada 🇨🇦 God bless you dear sister in Christ 🙏
God is with you and leading you!
Just saw your video. The Kingdom has gained a new sister! YEAH all glory to our God and savior Jesus Christ!
We all still struggle with sin but know you are loved and indeed we are living in the end times. I was saved 4 years ago.
I do see that only the ones who struggle and call on God -in my case I said I wanted the peace my husband has, that He will reveal Himself to you. If you are prideful, stubborn, arrogant He will patiently wait until you break and realize we all NEED Him! Blessings sister and thank you for sharing! ❤
Beautiful daughter of God, I subbed to encourage you.
We are all the chief of sinners, put distance between anyone who preaches they are holier than thou.
Sorry you experienced all that, you are so loved and you are enough exactly as you are ❤🙏🏻 Jesus is faithful and He will do it. You are courageous ✨️
Thank you for sharing your story Monique! God bless you! 💖💖💖💖💖
Wonderful testimony, and I admire your courage, also that you want to be a Christian. Keep it up, read your bible, spend time with God and accept His healing. Forgive Yr Mom and Dad and sisters and all who abused you, Jesus will deal with them, they did not know what they were doing without Jesus
God what a testimony You gave this beautiful sister! Monique you are truly being made new! I am 52 and went through believing I was supposed to be a man! I’m married today with 2 beautiful boys well young men haha! This testimony is so right on! If God makes a way to meet you in person would be awesome! Today I don’t dress girly, but I love that I’m a woman! You are beautiful as you are! To God be the glory! Reach out I’m here for you sister! Prayers Jesus is healing you!
God is so good! His will is that none should perish! He gave His all to save us all! Thank you so much for sharing this. My son won’t talk to me because he is transgender and I won’t call him by a woman’s name. I know one day he will come back to Jesus. I love him and pray for his return. God completes us and is faithful. As long as you have a teachable heart willing to be conformed to His image, He will keep leading you into all truth through His Spirit. Give Him all your brokenness He is our healer. I got saved after living a life for myself until I was 33. I’ve never regretted turning to the Truth. Oh the glory of His presence. He says when you seek Him with your whole heart you will find Him! What a precious testimony thank you for sharing!
We are all sinners, saved by grace. The best thing that I ever did was read my Bible daily. I've been in and out of crazy churches with crazy beliefs that messed with my head. Monique lots of people on here will be praying for you 🙏🏻
Please continue to read the Bible systematically so that no one leads you astray. We have ALL messed up but when we come to Christ, He makes us new. Old things have passed away. God Bless you sister
Reading Psalms today made me cry, God bless you and the family, His word is very alive 🕊❤️🔥
Hallelujah 🙌🏽 praise The Lord 🤍🙏🏽
Don't let Anyone stop you and don't listen to those who said to change your look
God saved you for you it will take time but don't give up
Christ Jesus 👑🙏🏽 got you
Amen 🙌🏽 and Amen 🙏🏽
God Bless you 💖🥰💎
Thank you for sharing your story. It's a reminder of something that's always on my mind as a mom to make sure none of my kids feel isolated or lost in the chaos of family life. I'm so grateful that after all you've been through, Jesus swept you off your feet. He has a way of doing that. ❤ When you said it turns out trusting God is a safe thing, my heart leaped with joy for you. I will keep you in my prayers on your journey forward. God bless you.
P.s. I personally look up to the christian author Sally Clarkson as a sort of mentor. I think she puts out a short video each Tuesday. I hope that helps. 🙏
Praise the LORD for HE is faithful. 🙌 whom the SON sets free is free indeed. By the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony, we shall overcome.🙏 love you, sister in CHRIST. Thank you for sharing . Remember, GOD doesn't look at our outward appearances. He looks at our hearts.😊🙏🙏🙏
Hi Monique, This is the first video I’ve seen of yours. Thank you for sharing your testimony, it is absolutely beautiful how God has brought you out of darkness into his light. I’ll share a little of my testimony. I am 46 now but when I was almost 16 I was lost and didn’t know the purpose of our lives. I was in my sisters room reading her bible she was just given. I opened and read Romans I was reading about how without Christ we are slaves to sin, but Christ can set us free. Alone in my sisters room I asked Christ to set me free, he did and transformed me. I have never turned back. The wisdom you have gained from learning Gods word in a short amount of time is remarkable. All glory to God. He is transforming you too. As a sister in Christ I would just say keep living your life to please him, he will continue to transform your mind and give you the desires of your heart. God bless!
Love your testimony. God’s constantly redirecting us with our moral compass..the bad feelings we get are his redirection. When those feelings subside, you know you are on the right path. I tell my teenagers, God gives you a built in compass whether you want it or not. Constantly trying to redirect you back to him by making you feel a certain way when you stray from him and live a self centered life. He is the truth, the way and the light and you will feel that when you stay the course.
Prayers to you, Mo’nique! You got this..❤️
So true! God is totally our compass and the best company ❤️ what a good mom ✨️ thank You Jesus 🙌 God bless you and the family ✝️❤️🔥📚
What a beautiful testimony ❤ Your story shows so beautifully the unending love of our Lord. You are a precious pearl in the eyes of our God and I hope your testimony reaches other people who are struggling with the same things you have and will accept Jesus because of your story. Be blessed and remember His love is unending and He will heal you fully in time and He understands where you are coming from and has all the patience in the world to guide you through this path of healing
You’re doing amazing, your testimony will be powerful to many! Something I only recently just learnt after growing up knowing Christ my whole life is that demons tied me down, strongholds, soul ties etc.. I had so much mental health issues I did self deliverance of many of my issues after truly submitting and commiting to him
2 Tim 2:15-16. Keep studying the Word. He will auto teach you, guide you & finish the good work he began in you. Philip 1:6. As he brings you through your sanctification process, repent of the sins the Holy Ghost (he) brings up & tell the devil you have repented of it & to go. Rebuke the devil & he will flee. You may have to a lot, it’s a fight, but Jesus loves you! You will overcome & you will have victory! Plead the Blood of Jesus over everything. Your mind, thoughts, wounds & scars of your soul. Pray & keep drawing close as he brings you through your healing. Keeping you in prayer! God Bless you! ❤🙏✝️🕊️
A'men God bless you ❤️🔥 🙏
I'm still learning but I won't give up not this time 🙏🏽
God Bless you and many more to come
I'm sharing this to all my friends and family who need Jesus like we all do ❤ 🙏🏽
Great testimony. You are loved, you are beautiful, you are made new in Jesus Christ, you are unique, you are precious, you are royalty as you are a beloved daughter of the Most High God. You are blessed and highly favored. You are covered by the blood of Jesus.
Monique, your testimony popped up in my feed. I have a colorful past myself and I am
60 years old. I really appreciated hearing your testimony. I’m not a girly girly, myself. Sometimes I can dress femininely, but more often than not it’s just jeans t-shirts and sneakers. I am simply a daughter of Christ now. I have an adult daughter who is a prodigal. She’s 29. I pray for her daily.
Love the Word, and love the one who is the word, Jesus Christ.
This could be a powerful testimony, and could easily plant the right seeds in peoples hearts! Much love and God bless you!!✝️🏃♂️
Oh Monique...you are so loved. I also rejected the gospel because I felt unworthy. He loves you so much! He loves your searching heart. God is honestly the BEST teacher. Welcome to the family sweet Sister. I pray that you will be so blessed in the kingdom for being obedient to Him and His plan for your life. I can't wait to see you in the clouds...we will totally hang out. God bless you. We love you, Sis!
praying for you! You are precious!
I think you are so brave so open and honest. You will notice how good God is and how he will continue transforming you and how fulfilled your life will be. I came from an abusive family myself. My parents don’t want anything to do with us even though we reached out to them many times. You are not alone! God has transformed me and I’m healing every day and feeling great!!! Remember the enemy will always try and tempt you to go back to your former lifestyle but just keep praying! Keep on going! God is love and truth. Please keep us updated!!!🙏💕
Our precious Sister in Christ. No words can explain how much joy and praise to God your testimony brings. So grateful for everything He has done through you, is doing through you and will do through you. He is and will use you to shine His glorious Heaven to this earth, through you. For His Glory and praise. I am so grateful to Him for you 💜🙌☀️
I love you Sis! From the Navajo Nation Reservation! You’re on the right path! The narrow one. Praise Jesus! ✨🕊️👑🤍✨🙌🏽🙌🏽💞💗🥰
God bless you in your journey sending prayers to you and your Son. In Jesus name I pray for your future 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Such an amazing testimony, and you're so well spoken for having gone through so much!! You and Jesus have got this! We're all works in progress. None of us are worthy. Luckily, He is ❤❤❤ God bless you.
Monique, I just want you to know That I Hear You, AND YOU are what I needed to hear today! God loves us, and we all have a purpose.. I am a Christian, but yet I needed to hear this today! I pray your struggles lessen and your joy in Christ increases each and every day! Thank you for sharing. I am now subscribed and following. I hope to keep up with your journey as well. God bless you, 🙏❤️🙏Lourin
God bless you, society has woefully let you down but it's lovely that you've found Jesus. Trust in him. Joy can be found in the smallest things and can bring you so much peace. All the best
To Yah be the Glory!! Thank you for sharing, continue to speak life over every area of your life. Yah is the author and perfecter of your Faith!! Blessings to you, Child of Yah!!
Thank you for sharing.. I will be praying for you sister.. I can relate to your story a lot I also didn’t have a mother and I was also bullied as a child but I see that everything in my life that happened brought me to Jesus .. I remember when I wanted to understand the Bible and I prayed God will lead me to hear the truth because many interpret it differently and God lead me to listen to brother Zac Poonen .. I hope you will be blessed by his message too.. it changed my life and I walk with Jesus and growing to know my Heavenly Father.. Jesus promised us the gift of the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts and give us the power to live in victory.. we are gonna slip up in life but He is merciful to forgive us and His love will keep us going.. He loves us so much God gave all He had one Son.. and we also can surrender to Him all we have our life.. the key is to stay humble because He only gives grace to the humble and resists the proud.. May Gid can continue to bless you and seek to be filled with His Holy Spirit for we need His power daily.. without Him we can do nothing.. we all have the same flesh ( self will ) and Jesus always did His Fathers will because He was filled with the Holy Spirit and we have the same Holy Spirit in our hearts and an overcoming life is possible..
Matthew 1:21
You shall call His name Jesus because He will save his people from their sins.
( meditate on this verse sister .. what does it mean to be saved from sin? What it means to be saved from drowning or fire? )
Such a wonderful life He has for His children and to give us the most precious gift the Holy Spirit to make us into His image!
Praise God sister always keep this thanksgiving in your heart ❤️
Thank you so much ❤️ God bless you and the family!!! 🕊
Thank you for sharing this! What God is doing in you will touch many lives that need salvation!!🙏🏼👏🏼💕
Thank you for sharing not only your "story" but your heart. I'm 67 and can testify we are ALL broken. If God can forgive us our sins through repentence and acceptance of Him, can we do any less? (To forgive ourselves)
Seek God in ALL things, pray and praise without ceasing and read the Word every single day. He doesn't call us to be perfect, He calls us to be faithful. May the Lord continue to bless you!
God is love, he makes no mistake, he made you perfect... you are special and unique. Continue walking with Jesus and everything will be fine..blessings to you sister.
God made you very kind. Thank you. God bless you 🕊
Amen sister. Thank you for your testimony. Keep running this race. ❤❤❤
SO RELATABLE TO ME!! I’m here for the “who’s going to sisterhood me”, 😄🙌 I see you with shoulder length wavy hair and some hoop earrings!!! You are so smart! You are here to pray blessings over others because you know the great need! Amen!!!
You met Jesus!!! He changes everything. I'm so grateful for your testimony!!! Keep sharing!!
Beloved I would have to admit that was such a powerful and courageous testimony . I see why the Holy Spirit had me click on this video. I am a Christian holy spirit filled , and ever since this movement became everywhere but it wasn't until it hit the schools. That I became so angry with this movement. Because of my grandkids that are in school. And listening to your testimony touch my heart with so much compassion. And it took me back to when I became a heroin addict for over 30 years and nobody wanted me around. And I felt that rejection. And I just want to say that bless your ❤ God has just begun. In Philippians 1:6 and I am sure of this, that he that began a good work in you will carry it on until the day of completion until the day of Jesus Christ return. That goes for me that goes for you that goes for everybody because there is no perfect person except our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. God will not give up on us, no matter what bumps or bruises we experience along the way. AMEN keeping you in my 🙏
Thank you for your testimony, Your courage is commendable. 🙌🏼 Your strength as a seeker has finally led you to the truth. Hallelujah! Your insights brought back so many memories of my own salvation. So many things you've mentioned are exactly how I feel. God is doing great things in your life! Let Him lead throughout it all. He will ALWAYS be there. Glory to God 💭🙏🏼👼🏼
Great testimony girl, Jesus said 'they will go in and out and find pasture'.
You hit the nail on the head when you said you Trust Jesus.
Thanks (all the way from Ireland 😊)
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You really know the Word Monique! Wow! You must have really studied with all your heart. What's amazing is we don't really seek Him...HE DRAWS us unto Himself. I recall being so confused by that...and then one day my eyes were opened and I really began to understand. I'm going to pray right now for you!! This world is so evil. The days now are REALLY evil (pushing children toward these destructive ideologies), but the LORD has given more time for us to tell others the Gospel. I could relate with a lot of what you talked about. It wasn't your fault. Those who should be ashamed are those who didn't protect you. God bless you dear one
Monique, you are so amazing! What you been through and the fact that you have been able to find the Lord in the midst is a testament to his Miracle working power and his pure love for you. I am humbled to hear a portion of your testimony and honored to follow you on your journey. I am praying for you and am in your corner as a Christian support person. Never never never never never never never give up, the Lord is with you and will see you through this journey. I know this because I have been on my own Journey and have found the other side of it. I am 67 years old. God has been faithful and merciful to me and his love never fails his Mercy endures Forever! Stay in the Word, that is the most important piece, the Lord is your provision, refuge, strength, peace and ever so much more! ❤
Wow praise God thank You Jesus that's amazing! Thank you for being a light in the dark ❤️ 🕊
Monique, I love your testimony. We are all works in progress. All of us have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God. I know He is faithful and will complete the good work He has begun in you. I love you.
One of the top testimony videos I’ve ever seen on RUclips. Wow. Thank you!!! I see your heart, you are so honest and beautiful.
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God… We are all sinners saved by the blood of Jesus and grace of God.
I believe this was written on Leonard Ravenhills grave … “Is what you’re living for worth Christ dying for” that has always stuck with me on my journey.
Keeping you in my prayers Sister!!!
Thank you for sharing that quote. How very true
I am so moved every time I hear your testimony Monique and I know it is no coincidence when your video crosses my path it’s a portion of your testimony. HE IS SO GOOD AND WHAT A LOVE YOU HAVE FOR HIM….
Wow I just now saw your channel Man Monique!!! What a journey I’m soo very proud of you coming forward!!! You’re such a precious human!!!
"May the Lord bless you, May He keep you, May He cause His Face to shine upon you and be gracious to you, May the Lord lift up His Countenance upon you and give you peace."
Shalom to you, Monique!!🌸🌸 The suffering you have told us about is really heavy. I am so glad you have been freed from that. I think you are doing really well.
My sisters and I were tom-boys (I also have 3 sisters). My Dad asked me to try to be a little more feminine. I got better over time. If you are looking for Biblical advice on being a woman, I recommend reading Proverbs 31:10-31. This is recommended for an ideal wife. I don't think that sounds like me, but we just keep trying.
We will always be learning! Do you watch "The Chosen"? If you don't, that might help. I find it very therapeutic. I hear you are quoting Bible a lot. That is amazing!!!!!
I learn with temptations to pray. Most of the time I quote from Bible. The Bible is very powerful against the enemy. The enemy especially doesn't like the Lord's words.
I hope we may continue to walk with the Lord. Thank you for this video! Your testimony gives me so much hope.
Thank you for sharing your testimony of Jesus bringing you out of such a dark place. You’re a beautiful woman, and you have an amazing heart to be who God made you to be! Titus 2 talks about the older women teaching the younger women: I pray that God will bring the right ladies into your life to walk with you and encourage you as you keep growing in your relationship with Him! God bless you!