Wow. I cannot believe these incredible comments from you all. On a daily basis they keep coming in. Honeslty we’re blown away by everyone’s stories and how they’ve connected with this song in each individual way. It’s a powerful thing and it’s exactly why we do this. Mad mad love to all of you. Thank you X PALACE
My dad passed away one year ago. He had troubles with depression and alcoholism. My mother left him after several years of marital problems. Every single time I hear this song I remember him. He wasn’t a bad person, committed mistakes like everyone, but had a big and wonderful heart. Just he never found his place in this world. Love y’all. Thank you Palace. Love you forever Jack.
I feel like this is gonna be me soon with my dad lost in drugs and alcoholism and I don’t blame him. He made mistakes like everyone and we feel safe without him in our lives but I also miss the dad I had when I was a child, who made me steer the wheel while he accelerated, showed me how to ride a bike, sang while we would go on drives. I miss that dad, but he just isn’t that person anymore and I wish I he could change or were around so I would know what it feels like to be a man and have a father figure but I feel like that’s something too that’ll never happen…
@@EmceeMcGee Get him in AA man. Even if you have to take him. There are people from all walks of life there, high and low. It's a support system someone like him will understand. Go now, do what you need to do. Your Dad's still there, and there IS a way out. Don't give up.
Compartilho das suas palavras, Palace arranca até a última lágrima, é um misto de emoção . Sempre estou por aqui, seja pra acompanhar relatos, ou desfrutar dessa bela composição.
Two months ago we realized with my two best friends to go on a trek in the Alps, the objective was to sleep in high altitude. One evening our camp installed next to a lake at 2800m of altitude we were listening to this sound sitting on a rock above the clouds watching the sunset. It was a moment out of time, probably the most beautiful moment of my life. Yesterday, I received a call from the uncle of one of my two friends, telling me that he had decided to end his life. We knew he was in trouble and had prepared this trek to cheer him up, to show him that life is worth living. I dedicate this music to him and I really hope there is heaven up there. RIP love you my brother
I can't imagine a better enviroment for this song, I'm sure your friend really appreciated that moment with you and I am so sorry for your lose. May he rest in peace.
My cat just passed away, 2 hours ago, and here I am, listening to our favorite song. I hope he knows how much I loved and love him. He is my "heaven up there".
I'm sorry to hear that. I have 3 and I can feel how devastating it can be. If there is a heaven up there he definitely would be there playing with other cats.
I'm sure a good God knows how much that hurts and loves your relationship with your cat. ❤ I pray you see Heaven in all it was and is ever meant to be.
@@KHRONOS2232 I don't know about that: Isaiah 65:25 ESV The wolf and the lamb shall graze together; the lion shall eat straw like the ox, and dust shall be the serpent’s food. They shall not hurt or destroy in all my holy mountain,” says the Lord.
Happened to me in six grade, told my small 30 people church that I had an unspoken prayer request. Holding back tears, now I have lost friends and family and I understand it was preparing me for greater loss down the road.
I was an atheist and a nihilist when I loved this song. I'd play it back to back. I've come back to say there is a heaven out there and it doesn't have to be hell down here. A man called Jesus died to make things right. He loves us so much He leaves the 99 for 1. He did it for me. Jesus just wants you to say yes to Him so that He can take away your pain suffering and depression. He went up there to prepare a place for you. Today is the day for salvation. God is ready to have you in heaven with Him for eternity ❤️❤️ You are special beloved
Anyone who appreciated this song as much as I do...ILY. Because to feel this in your soul I know we're all hurting in some way and this song makes that feel beautiful.
I dedicated this song to a friend of mine that just passed away a week ago. She was only 21 years old and her brother is also passed away. This song not only speaks for me when I couldn't find the words, but the video just made it even more meaningful for me. Take care everyone and much love to you all ❤️🌌✨
Kind of morbid comment, Why do you love those you don’t know? Why does a song about 💀 make you feel beautiful? Looks like someone is just trying to get fans to their channel, how transparent and embarrassing. You’re about as deep as thimble, honey, relax.
My grandmother was 13 when she was forced into an arranged marriage with a much, much older man. She was then forced to have kids with him (one of them being my father). Then, after her husband passed away, she found a way to bring her and her children to America and give them a better life. She worked hard to readjust to American culture and learn English and raise her children. She was an extremely strong woman, filled with grit and the most palpable resilience. She passed away almost two years ago, and the world lost a little bit of its color for me. But every time I hear this song, I hear her story. I remember all that she went through, all that she sacrified so that I could be here. I hope that it's Heaven up there for her. Thank you Palace.
Im celebrating my 23rd birthday today. After years of struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts, Today I wakeup to thank god for the renewel he has granted over my heart and soul. For the first time in a long time, the darkness of yesterday can not even even begin to consume the light of the present moment. This song has touched my heart for the last few hours on repeat, thanks for this wonderful creation. Happy to be here to listen to it.
Well happy birthday (belated, obviously)☺️ I hope you celebrated it with people you love and care about, whether it be family or friends. And if it was spent alone, I hope you enjoyed the personal holiday:) I’m also 23, and life sure can be tough around this time I suppose, but just keep hanging in there, and I will too:) this song definitely helps though lol, such an emotional piece of art that just makes me think. Have a great night! (And rest of your year)
Happy birthday love, I don't celebrate mine, it's not cruel or forsaken. I've found peace in these lonesome times. Better yourself, there is nothing that no one can say otherwise. You are loved and capable. Sometimes when commenting, you might find the light you seek, I'm just passing by, stay strong kiddo.
I appreciate reading this. Happy belated! I turned 29 not too long ago- and currently recovering from a surgery. My 20's was plagued with mental health and body issues.. and yet.. after all of that and having two surgeries in the past year.. perhaps I can have some peace of mind. You'll find some peace too, I know it! Stay strong, Ms. Kayla.
I am close to 60 yrs old. My daughter told me I had to hear this. Right when you think music cannot get any better a masterpiece is created. I cannot find a flaw, the lyrics, rhythm, and harmony all genius. I look forward to your shows in Atlanta and San Francisco. Your music is undoubtedly timeless, Thank You.
@@juicebirdmedia1406 I don't know how to break this to you but I think you've probably already stabbed yourself in the ear 🤣🤣🤣 Only joking, I hope you found the music that you love🤗
There is heaven up there. And there is heaven down here. It’s all in our perspective. No matter how tough your situation is, God will protect us. There is a place for everyone in this world.
I listen to this when im alone in the African bush, just me and the elephants I watch for work. In a strange way though, its when I feel most connected to you all.
I was 13 when I lost my mom, she was only 32 when she passed away. It was my first time dealing with excruciating grief and pain. After her funeral, my brother and I watched cartoons that night while my dad was cooking us a meal. I think he thought we weren't that much affected by her death since she was mostly absent in our life, but boy was he wrong. Out of nowhere, I stopped watching tv and went to the kitchen and asked him if there was heaven up there; he's answer was the major cause of my depression for over 10 years. Now almost 30, healing bit by bit, I'm still wondering if there's heaven up there. If so, mom, I hope you are happier than you ever were on earth. Edit (April 29, 2023): Wow, I cannot believe the amount of love, support, and the stories I’m reading. It’s been two years now since this post, and not really using RUclips (and thx to platforms like Spotify, Apple Music etc.) I have been a big fan of Palace since I discovered them. To all who have been sharing their stories to all of us, it’s not easy, but it will be easier with time. Not a single day goes by without thinking of my mom, it’s crazy how we (my brother and I) were barely with her, but the emptiness in our hearts is extremely immense. I’m still working on myself till today, and I have told my therapist that every time I hear of someone passing, my anxiety comes back because I feel the pain of the loss one family has to endure. I think about how they will face the five stages of grief, whether or not they had closure (we didn’t), and if they have their loved ones next to them fir moral support. Let’s just remember it’s the cycle of life, we are born to die. But while we are still alive and living, let’s remember those who once lived and celebrate their life on earth. These past two years, I have developed a new coping mechanism towards losing someone dear to me: I dance, dance, dance to the feeling of loss. Thx so much again for your words and for sharing your stories, we are all interconnected as we live and go through the same life experience. ❤️❤️ Ps: “Your mom was not a good mother, she left you when you were five to suddenly appear in your life at age 11. If there were haven somewhere, people like your mom will just remain dead, they won’t be resurrected.” Saying these words to a 13 year old boy who hoped to meet his mother again, one day, is devastating. Knowing my mom will remain dead if there were haven because of her mistakes in her life on earth was something I did not deal with very well. I’m merely on good terms with my dad because of the things he did to my mom when they were together. She had to leave us to get out of an abusive relationship, and she had no education and was solely relying on my dad’s income. Anyway, It’s been 18 years now, and she remains dead. Guess dad was right.
She is looking after you more than ever. And as a mother, let me tell you, there's nothing more blissful than to see our kids happy. Be happy, dare to be, and she'll be even more.
I found this song 2 days before my dad’s suicide. We played it at his funeral, a year ago today. Heartbreakingly beautiful song. Is it heaven up there, pa? Cause it’s hell down here. Hope you’re resting better than I am these days. I’ll always love you.
My best friend, my brother, was shot a few months ago and killed. He showed me this song the week he was murdered, I miss him so much it's insane. This song is very hard to listen to but I can't stop and likely never will.
I lost my best friend six years ago when he was killed. I feel your pain and I hope that you get the same feeling from this song that I do. Xoxo you’re not alone friend.
how do you deal with it? like what do you feel like on a daily basis knowing someone thzt close to you was robbed of their life? just curious... (feel free to not respond if it makes u feel uncomfortable)
@@isabellatlk he was murdered over 40 dollars that he owed to a drug dealer from cocaine. So, there wasnt really a legitimate reason why he was killed. He was shot in the back, and bled out, while his friends ran away and left him in the dirt. It's the situation itself that troubles me the most. Who knows what he could have become, he was an amazing guy, super fun to be around, funny as could be, friends with everyone and anyone he was very popular but that never got to his head, hed be friends with you even if you were considered an outcast. That beautiful, loving, nurturing spirit that he was known for, was taken from us over 40 dollars. That's what hurts the most. I got sober after he died, I left my old friends behind, because if i were there, i would have dragged him to safety or called an ambulance sooner than they did. They were worried about the legal ramifications of being at a dealers house which was the scene of the murder, rather than helping my best friend who died slowly and alone. My girlfriend at the time got pregnant the week of his funeral, which I was a pallbearer for. If it wasnt for my daughter, I wouldn't be alive today.
Thank you, Palace, you helped me get through my first year of college, and here is to 2025! I will learn to love myself more with each day, and to live as myself.
When a song is seven minutes long but you have this feeling it ends way to quickly and you'd like it to go on and on forever, you know it's a GOOD song. Damn what a masterpiece.
The night before my open heart surgery I played this song and just cried alone in my hospital bed. For the past year I was going through the process of getting the correct diagnosis and by the time I finally did I was told I had maybe 2-3 years left. I was initially labeled as inoperable back in July '20 until I finally got a call from San Diego around Christmas that they wanted to perform the operation and that I should fly out there at the beginning of March. Idk, it's hard to explain the entire journey I went through mentally/emotionally, but this song brings me to tears every time I listen to it.
Hey, I really hope you’re doing better ❤️ This song makes me cry, too. It’s beautiful and heavy and almost “triggering” in some way. It’s perfect. Having said that- I hope that you’ll live for a very long time.
This is so true, I listened to this song when I was possibly at the lowest point of my life two years ago, Everythings changed so much now, it feels unreal to listen to it again after all those years...
Lyrics : When the night has gone And the shadows clear When I hear my song Will the grave be near? See what you want But I’m the rising tide I’m no force of god I'm a thousand lies I take what I want 'Cause I’m the frightening sky I’m a selfish man Designed to die But is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? 'Cause it’s hell down here Believe in existence spent To separate us from them To know that your blood runs thin Is to live with the truth within So scrape up the bruise I wear Eradicate all my fears Prepare me to walk these stairs I don’t know what my future is I don't know what my future is But is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? Say I’ve been blind For the use of my time Wanna be a better man On the ground where I stand There’s something out there Just know that I’ve cared Do this side by side Motion with the tide Is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? Is it heaven up there? 'Cause it’s hell down here Yes it’s hell down here Is this heaven up there? I know it's heaven up there I know it's heaven up there Yes there is heaven up there I know there's heaven up there This song feels heavenly indeed! ❤️
I am a force of God. And when the night has gone There his mercies lay In this abundant day Is this what I want To live to run and hide But I'm a force of God Built to rise No longer in want I'll take these frightening skies Fly with a righteous man Designed to die...
@@MercyMburuNyakio I would say, I think the humble approach of understanding that you AREN'T In fact a force of God - He Is the force that runs through you. Look at life that way, and you're open to understanding how much greater He actually Is.
Euphoric melancholy, a smile through watery eyes. It resonates with every young adult constantly oscillating between heaven and hell, hope and fear, utter apathy and owe. Just as we are to enter this next phase, the images of the past assume a real patina of meaning, beyond nostalgia and the reflex-like yearning for things gone. But there is a heaven down here too. Perhaps the only one. I love you and your music!
when down, this reminds me that life is worth trying, worth being hurt, worth trusting again, cause sometimes even for little while everything is beautiful again.
I didn't even realise why I was here. I'd literally turned my TV back on after about 4hrs of sleep. It reeled me in from the start! And I don't have a single objection.
@@jaredestes9446 literally the band rainbow kitten surprise has so many of those types of songs. Their song Bare bones especially gets me. There is also cold love and free fall and alls well that ends well. Every song they have is just so amazing. Their is also the song spiral by olafur it doesn't have words but it speaks.
Heaven , a place where we all dream of going to , well at least some or close to most of us. I don’t know about me , but I think heaven is in every one of us. I forget how continuous life is sometimes , that today only happens once, like everything I’ve experienced today is already history and it’s gone , I means it’s gonna be gone and forgotten the more time pass. I don’t know if I should say it’s crazy that in maybe like a century or so everyone of us in these comments will probably be gone and just a memory , maybe some of us won’t be even be a memory because we have closed up ourselves so much that we don’t let anyone close to us , we don’t make friends , we don’t have relationships, we have no circles at all. Maybe ask yourself , what are you leaving behind , at least I’m leaving this comment and maybe should RUclips still exist in 200 hundred years someone from my bloodline or family, maybe my great great great great great great great grand son might have a great taste in music , if there will still be music and come here and see my comment and say without this man I wouldn’t have existed. We are all here to create something , maybe I’m wrong but we are all connected in one way or another. I don’t really know what I’m saying because I’m in my feels and this song just happened to make sense at this moment. I’m just sitting outside , it’s not even that late it’s like 22:59 in Durban, Kloof just watching the beautiful dark sky with some stars on it , or is it in it , I’m having some wine, I’m supposed to be asleep because I got work tomorrow but I’m not , well I feel I need to be sitting here at this moment and appreciate nature and the dark. I wish for so many things but you know I can’t always get what I want , but I try to do my best in everything I do , if I mess up in other things I apologise because I mean there’s no trial in this life thing you do as you go and it’s final as you go. Heaven or hell , life is what you make of it , there is so many opportunities and possibilities, never focus on the ones that don’t work out for you or never take you anywhere , life is what you make of it, it gets hard but you can still manuvour around that and make it what you want it to be. I don’t have any wisdom to share but all I can say is , you are your own heaven. Dear Ash
Dear Palace, I don't know if you will ever see this post. But I would just like to say that this piece of music has been a defining moment for my spirituality and how I perceive life. All I can do is show appreciation. Thank you Sirs. If there really is a heaven up there, I hope you reach it.
@Riston Alaimo The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was making you believe he is Jesus. The "Satan" you know in the Bible is actually the good guy and his name is Lucifer!
This song is a prayer, a revelation, an eclipse, a flood, a new love, a heartbreak, a death, a dream and a reawakening. Absolute perfection, Palace. Going to see you tomorrow night in Orlando! 🖤
Discovered this song buried in my library. It randomly played one day, on my drive home, as it was one of my last days at what would be my old career and church. It hit a deep deep place in my soul. I had been questioning my whole life and even my own beliefs and the lyrics to this song hit me like a pile of bricks and I broke down crying. Not a subtle cry but a heavy weep. I wept as if someone had just died. I realized my idea of what church, god, religion, the meaning of my life, was broken. It was as if the illusion of everything I knew was shattered. It was one of the most difficult things I've ever had to do. I left the job I had thought was my dream job, the community I had been a part of since I was 16 (now 25), my beliefs, my core values. It hasn't been easy but I know it was the right thing to do. I had a mental breakdown I guess you can call it that following a week or two post leaving. I went to the ER and had a full blown panic attack. Since then things have been difficult. Things are looking up and this song still feels heavy but I feel like in time it will be a happy cry and not a mournful one. I know it's heaven up there.
Thank you for sharing this Erik. Your words were deep and true. It seems to me that your heart has been cracked so it could be open, and these wounds have been the door from where light has been coming through. Hope this following message you inspired me to write finds you and anyone who needs it. I have been at this place myself: lost on who I was and in what all of this means. The existence of morality and a universe that was born of the complete inexistence of time, space and matter have always been enough to prove me that God had to exist… but still, never I had been so lost and distant and so unfaithful to myself, not only to His goodness. And it was in this place where I truly met Him. A voice spoke inside of me in a language I could not speak, but could understand. It was there where I rationally, emotionally, spiritually and beautifully searched for the truth and found it, by simply opening the door to it. I always knew what Jesus and Heaven meant but never had the revelation of what it truly meant: the truth itself. That life is a gift, and all we are asked is to live and love just like a God who had no obligation in doing a single thing, but decided to grant us the beauty of existence. Still, by not being who we were called to be, we do not deserve such a love. We broke a law, and the same God gave His life to pay the fine for the lives we also gave us for free. All for love. And then it all changes forever. Suddenly we see that Heaven and Earth were always supposed to be the same, and indeed were in Eden. But since now, by simply opening your heart to this, the heaven up above comes down to live inside of you. The very Spirit of this infinite being chooses to live inside of you. Until the end, through it all. Keeping you in the perfect peace that surpasses all understanding, even in the chaos. Peace. Now, even though we wait for this beautiful reunion of both words, those who open the door of their hearts to the truth find themselves in this desert just as everyone else. The difference is that we now cross this desert never feeling thirsty again. And I can already see the endless waters from here, and man they are beautiful. All for love. Heaven loves you Erik God loves you Jesus, the truth itself, loves you and wants you to live in Him just as He wants to live in you. All for love.
Hello, Erik. I'm at once both sorry(for having to make what I have to assume was a fairly painful "change of course"), and excited/happy for you(far more so the latter btw). For what it's worth, I grew up in the church that my father built and led/pastored in from before I was born. Until well into my 20's I had 1 version of, well, anything and everything and as far back as I can remember it just wasn't compelling (for lack of a better word atm) enough to just accept wholesale as "the way things are." And before I end up making a day of this, I only mention that to hopefully lend some reassurance that you've absolutely done the right thing. I know you're struggling a bit right now but that's to be expected. I mean, you're probably grieving to a certain extent. But the fact that you had not only the ability to recognize you were living according to someone else's"truth", but also the guts to follow through tells me you're going to be just fine. I'm not going to tell you God has some great plan for you or whatever, heck, to be perfectly honest I don't know that I believe "he" even exists. Fact of the matter is NObody that's alive, walking around on this planet KNOWS for sure either way. All we have are stories and beliefs. Find your own truth wherever that may take you and I promise you "mournful" cries will be joyful ones before you know it. I love you, man. Thank you for sharing, my friend, and I'd say keep doing what you're doing. Anyhoo...my 2 cents. If you ever want to talk... I love you all!
Hey Erik, im going through a very similar thing as you right now. Its hard when suddenly what you have based your whole life and worldview on is suddenly shattered, or slowly deconstructed. You're not alone! you're brave to question your beliefs, not everyone takes a step outside their own worldview or are open minded enough to listen to others. i hope you find peace in your life soon :)
This song always reminds me of a friend I lost to depression a few months ago. He took his own life because he felt like being in hell. Is it heaven up there, Byron? Because it's definitely hell down here without you my friend.
I'm so sorry you lost your friend, i'm sure he was amazing! For anyone feeling this way, PLEASE hang on for one more day-this too shall pass. It is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem. Don't believe the negative things your mind tells you, nor anyone else. Don't EVER doubt your worth, or let anyone tell you what your worth is-EVER!!! You ARE the beautiful, unique individual GOD molded you to be❣ I speak from a lifetime of experience, and being around others who experience it. I GET IT. I come here as a positive re-enforcer💖 At any given minute, please call on your higher power, he is by side always, he so desires your trust in him to turn it over to him, all you have to do is call upon him. He wants to be a team. I'm not preaching, just showering you with love and support. Stay brave it will get better💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I lost my dad this year. This song reflects my dad's regrets and misery leading up to his last moments. he love me, It brings me peace and closure I can Express. thanks Palace
I'm in my 50s and it never ceases to amaze me how many brilliant bands and songs I have still yet to hear. Stumbled across this due to one of my kids listening to them and when a song gives you goosebumps .... amazing.
This song comes back to me every time I doubt myself and my appearance on this earth. It reminds me, that life is not spent in vain, and that somewhere up there, or out there, there is beauty and space for all of us to live in peace.
I want you all to know that I love you, whoever this message hits most just know that I will always be here for you. I know it is hard, you are just entering life on your own, but have no idea where you are heading. There are restless nights because you are stressed about what your future will hold. It feels like LIFE just blindfolded you, threw you in the back of a van, teleported you to the middle of nowhere, and then threw you in the driver's seat with a quarter tank. I want to let you know that you will be alright, and everything will be okay. Just keep moving, just keep striving, and keep your head held high! I love you all, stay safe.
As someone who suffers from HEAVY nostalgic depression, this video and song make me feel everything I can’t put into words. Thank you for creating this masterpiece. Tell your family how much you love them! Go do it, right now!
Me and my brother listened to this song before he died. It was painful and a special moment for both of us. If there's life after death, it would be pain-free. RIP my brother. I miss you everyday!
Someone just sent me this song, when I saw it was over 7 minutes I knew it was gonna be a special one. Damn. This is gonna be an anthem song for me this year, I can tell. Beautiful music. What a lovely comment section as well. We’re all gonna make it to where we wanna be 💪💛
i just read the comments n now im crying. wish yall the best, life is indeed full of ups n downs, u wont even know if u'll survive it or not. being strong in the middle of the hardest thing is the most difficult part. it may take too long to accept reality, and what really happened, especially if both of u shared the best memories u could ever imagine. i lost some ppl in my life as well, and it's the worst thing, i'll always regret that i never even spent more time w them while theyre still by my side. so, while theyre still alive, make them feel like theyre the most special and precious thing in the world, treasure every moment w them, cos u'll never know that the time will come n they will no longer be beside u.
This song is magical, it brings back too many memories. It reminds me of my dad, who passed away on 02/20/2021 from covid-19. My dad was someone who has suffered a lot in life and due to horrible cases and outside our family, he could not be with me throughout my childhood and adolescence, I could only enjoy him for 1 year until he had problems again. In spite of everything, he was the most wonderful and courageous person I could meet, he crossed hell with only one goal: He wanted to see my children grow since he could not do it with me. He suffered a lot from cirrhosis and, despite fighting with all the desire to live, he could not survive the covid-19 and died in my arms. When I hear this song, I imagine him reaching heaven and me saying goodbye to him. Today I dreamed of him and we hugged a lot. Thanks for this song, Palace.
To all those good intelligent beautiful people who go down in history. I don't know you all but I'm happy to know you all exist or existed, you give me faith and I hope to be remembered somehow some way. Just like all of you
so there’s this girl i’ve found myself falling for. when things are good, life is an unparalleled beauty. i couldn’t be happier. but, she’s been changing lately. this person i’ve revered as the goddess in my life is now a stranger. her words feel empty, and i think they are. my moon won’t follow me home anymore, and it’s killing me.
sounds so fucking relatable im sorry bro ive been thru it and am still technically going thru it but it gets easier i swear. it was at the point where i was like "im not shit without her" type mentality. so i was depresssssssssssssssssssssssssed
Time heals all pain. Stop being consumed by chill of solitary. Easier said then done. No one can get over difficult issues but yourself so keep moving forward since you only have one life to live. Don't be stagnant as it burns worse. Don't revel in your own pity. You had dreams before this. Course correction time.
Last year this time of the year I was sharing this song with my father, knowing that it's his kind of music too and he loved it so much...we were singing the lyrics together...Now, it's been a month since he died of cancer...October 22nd....I'm listening and crying my heart out and asking him if there's heaven up there...I miss him so much! This song will always remind me of him and that moment when we shared its beauty...
Im so sorry to hear that. I think he treasured that moment deeply in his life. I Hope you will feel better soon and whenever it feels like life is against you remember to stay strong, it will get better. There is light in the end of the dark tunnel. It is also good to show you weakness and cry it out. Take care
I lost my father in august last year, life is just a blink of eyes, I grateful for having him in my life, until my last breath I will remember him... oh God that hurts
I had a very bad day. Then I found this song. Since this moment, I listen it over and over again. My day is still bad. But my heart is not alone anymore. I'll stay here a little longer.
my father was a musician who died a few months before i was born. i’ve never met him but i feel him all the time, especially in music. music is our shared language and this song feels like a really good conversation with him. for all those in the comments who have lost someone they love, please find comfort in the fact that love may be the one that that crosses all barriers. life, death, space, and time… love bends and connects and continues through it all. a piece of them is still with you here through that bond which has no bounds. thank you, palace
Something just broke down around me and tears flooded down my face. I truly cannot believe how moved I was by this song. This comment section showed me there are so many people that understand what this feeling is. We aren’t alone I’m hugging you all from here.
It doesn’t look like this like and it doesn’t feel as beautiful but the way this song makes you just think like wow I’ve got one life this isn’t the dress rehearsal I better step it up. That thought comes through - I remember laughing as the car was spinning towards the tree thinking I should have listened to my mom more, I should have stood stronger for the things in my soul and I letting down the girl I loved was a mistake I can’t fix and I better figure out how to live with it. And when I woke up in the back seat I remember that even though it was the most pain I’ve ever been in that I wanted to take a breath I was gunna suffer whatever I had to suffer to get that air into my lungs and not let things go black again.
@@paulbancroft2812 That was quite a story, man. Hope you're doing better and have a different mindset as a result of that experience. We always regret not listening to our parents when we're already in deep crap. I've learned to live with that specific kind of regret, since all the crap that I've been forced to go through all these years would have been easily avoided if I had listened to them.
2 days ago, I lost my dog of acute pancreatitis at his age 10. It was so abrupt that the sudden emptiness is unbearable at the moment... Your track makes me think that he is up in heaven, without having to worry about anything. Rest in peace my love. And thank you for this music.
Oh gosh, I'm here drying my tears about every single animal and human I've lost abruptly, and then I start to scrow down, as I dry my eyes, and see your comment. Hey, I know the pain of that emptiness. Last time this happened I had to get up and adopt another because, otherwise, it felt that I was gonna die too. I hope you are feeling less sad and I know that we never stop missing them. Not ever. Hugs.
It's such a profound loss. 💔 The relationships we have with our pets are unlike human relationships. When we lose them suddenly it's especially hard. I still miss the cats that have come and gone in my life. My heart breaks every time I remember them. Your post was the one that brought tears to my eyes.
I'm so sorry for your loss and I feel you. I lost one of my dogs 2 and a half years ago within a couple of days, totally unexpected: she stopped eating and drinking altogether, horrible ulcers in her mouth, blood... 2 days after I had to put her to sleep as she was suffering too much. I was with her, hugged her while she was going and the pain I feel to this day when I think about her is unbelievable. I just learnt how to live with the pain and the emptiness I feel without her. But I'm also happy she was my furry baby and I had 10 wonderful years with her.
This music just played randomly while I was reflecting on my life at 3am in the morning, all I can say is I am lucky and proud of who I have become. This music gives me a sense of hope that everything is going to be okay if I just keep fighting. Whoever that is reading this, you might be going through a difficult phase in life and everything seems like it’s never going to be okay, but I want you to look deep into your inner self , desires, dreams , things that make you happy using that as a medium to find that little hope that is left and just keep fighting, there’s just so much beauty in this world that we need to experience and explore and just need to keep fighting , never give up. What I might have said might be very random, all I share is what I am feeling up there due to listening to this beautiful music. lífið er fallegt
I lost a friend not too long ago. She was a beautiful human, her name was Sabrina. I wish that she were still around today so that I could have shared this song with her. And I wish I could have helped convince her that her insecurities and self-doubt was entirely unwarranted. I wish that, back then, I had the ability and the courage to articulate how beautiful her life was. Instead, I want to remind each and every one one of you that even the steps you take every day are precious, and that your unique personality is a beautiful & treasured thing. Even the things so small about yourselves that you may never notice are inextricably wondrous. You are loved, and you are needed.
Can’t stop listening to this song, my cat passed away early this morning… He meant everything to me. I hope he is up in heaven, sleeping peacefully and eating all the fish he could ever eat. I can’t stop crying…
Um... I've found this vid just as beautiful as anyone else, but I haven't exactly cried yet... maybe because I've become so numb to all these emotions, idk
A friend showed me this song about a month ago. I loved it instantly and probably listened to it 30+ times the first week. The next time I seen my buddy he asked if I cried to it yet. I hadn't but the very next time I listened after hanging out with him I started balling in my car while driving it finally hit me. This song is perfection
I lost my mother in 2014, and I never got to say goodbye to her. It's been years since but when this song came I felt like it said all the things I want to say to her. I wanna know if it's heaven up there cause down here has been a mess
my condolences 🙏🏻 hope you’re doing okay. you’re not alone. we all looking for somethin up there. this world is a mess. but you know, life must go on even thiugh it’s freakin tough sometimes.
Heal your soul....unleash whats not meant for you. Life is to short to not enjoy the time we have here, the relationships with family & friends that we have time to make memories to cherish, everyone is fighting a battle so be kind and spread love!
I stumbled upon this, before I realized it I was crying. I’ve lost myself for about 4 years after coming home out the military and I finally found myself again I jus wanted to say just cause we’re all batter and bruised, we don’t lose our value not a single bit. Whatever your dreams your still worth it my love, get up! Go out! grab them! and don’t let go! Now, I know you all know too well about how hard life hits... it’ll pull out all the dirty moves it can think of to try to keep you down. But every single step you take toward your dream you instill such a fear into life, it panics. Yeah that’s right, you make life fear YOU. My love, you will get through this I promise. And once you do and you get to your dreams, you’ll look back on your journey and smile. May whoever reads this find the peace there battling for. My love, strength and faith pray for your journey. Don’t let go!
Best of luck mate and remember the true secret of life is just to be in the moment. We don't need to be millionaires....just be happy and treat people well. We are not here for long so if you can be anything... Be kind and that means to yourself as well.
Last year around this date I was going through so much depression and a bunch of personal stuff. A friend of mine told me about this song and how it always made her cry, and it clicked on me since this song has a very special place on me, I'm glad that now 10/30/23 I'm in a way better mental and physical place. If you the one reading this are going through hard times, from someone who was there on very dark times, hang in there, you can do it, good times always come, no matter how hard things may seem right now. Love you, if I could, you can too! PD; Thanks Elsy for this song, this song, and all the good times we had, I will always have those with me.
I hope you know that you can share your pain with them - as long as you are not taking it out on them, expressing it helps you heal, and them get closer to you and understand you more 💖
This music makes me feel like how much unfair things happening right now. It's tough, it's not easy. People are going through difficult things.. I pray for all of us. We all will get through it. You are not alone.
Every time I listen to this song I'm on the verge of tears, it brings repressed pain and trauma to the surface from watching my mother die from cancer when I was 17. It's also full of solace and beauty and sends me into a meditative state thinking about where my mother is now, is she looking down on me and what it would be like if she was still around. I'm middle-aged now but I still think about her all the time and when I'm on my death bed I'll still be thinking about her. This song is the sound of that profound grief and longing.
My dad was my best friend he was my world, but he was a addict… an addict who loved drugs but also loved people and leading them to the Lord. The world looked at him to be a tweaker but he was a warrior on and off he would be with drugs fighting for his family to stay clean and he did! He got two beautiful dogs a beautiful house a beautiful motorcycle a quad etc etc everything he wanted in the world he had! But the one thing he could not find was happiness he struggled with depression he was lonely and beat himself up with quilt. He loved his life with perfectionism and it ate him up. One day he relapsed. I knew something was wrong. God put it on my heart to go to his house. I drove 80 the whole way speeding through lights. When I arrived, I found my dads body he was purple and stiff as a rock. He relapsed of heroine laced with fentanyl. I miss you dad.. he never got to teach me how to ride a motorcycle… but my uncle Ben who was my brothers dad had the chance to teach me and the smile on his face I will never forget… he could ride all day if he wanted too! Sadly a month after my dad passed away, my uncle Ben got in a motorcycle accident and passed away. Life is so short… but it’s beautiful if you make it out to be. Believe In Jesus their is a Heaven we can have everlasting life with Him, just BELIEVE. Right now I’m struggling in my marriage. My wife wants to leave me and it’s not her fault I have made mistakes. Don’t do things you will regret in life cherish life because that’s what God intended it to be. That’s why he created us ❤️ Thank you Palace for this song. PS my wife just showed me this song today after picking me up from work. 8/12/22… I love you Alicia please forgive me for my mistakes…
Wow. I cannot believe these incredible comments from you all. On a daily basis they keep coming in. Honeslty we’re blown away by everyone’s stories and how they’ve connected with this song in each individual way. It’s a powerful thing and it’s exactly why we do this.
Mad mad love to all of you.
Thank you
X
PALACE
Thank you palace for making music that heals our souls🌌
Is it your favorite of them all? also can't get enough of the acoustic version of So Long Forever :)
This music is perfect
I love this music so much
Just glad you're still listening :)
My dad passed away one year ago. He had troubles with depression and alcoholism. My mother left him after several years of marital problems. Every single time I hear this song I remember him. He wasn’t a bad person, committed mistakes like everyone, but had a big and wonderful heart. Just he never found his place in this world. Love y’all.
Thank you Palace. Love you forever Jack.
Keep pushing on. That sounds very rough. Love you and your taste. You are gold.
I feel like this is gonna be me soon with my dad lost in drugs and alcoholism and I don’t blame him. He made mistakes like everyone and we feel safe without him in our lives but I also miss the dad I had when I was a child, who made me steer the wheel while he accelerated, showed me how to ride a bike, sang while we would go on drives. I miss that dad, but he just isn’t that person anymore and I wish I he could change or were around so I would know what it feels like to be a man and have a father figure but I feel like that’s something too that’ll never happen…
@@EmceeMcGee Get him in AA man. Even if you have to take him. There are people from all walks of life there, high and low. It's a support system someone like him will understand.
Go now, do what you need to do. Your Dad's still there, and there IS a way out. Don't give up.
❤❤❤❤ my father is ecaxt the same. Youre not alone ❤❤❤🙏🦋🪄
@@EmceeMcGee miss my Dad also.. feel you so ❤🦋❤
this is the soundtrack of all my late night crying sessions. if you come here to cry as well, just know that you are not alone. take care.
Do you have a playlist?
Yikes
This song cheers me up
Sipping wine feeling fine:) Hope you`re well too
Compartilho das suas palavras, Palace arranca até a última lágrima, é um misto de emoção . Sempre estou por aqui, seja pra acompanhar relatos, ou desfrutar dessa bela composição.
You didn't found this song, this song found you in the right time, welcome
This perfect song just found me in the perfect right moment. Thank you ❤
"Art is how we decorate space, music is how we decorate time." -Jean-Michel Basquiat.
Just, DAMN !!
that's dumb because music is art and you spend time in space
You're so damn right!!
@@garg-1 he is talking about plastic art and paintings, dummy. Is Basquiat.
Dang. Talk about so really good perspective. Well stated.
Two months ago we realized with my two best friends to go on a trek in the Alps, the objective was to sleep in high altitude. One evening our camp installed next to a lake at 2800m of altitude we were listening to this sound sitting on a rock above the clouds watching the sunset. It was a moment out of time, probably the most beautiful moment of my life. Yesterday, I received a call from the uncle of one of my two friends, telling me that he had decided to end his life. We knew he was in trouble and had prepared this trek to cheer him up, to show him that life is worth living. I dedicate this music to him and I really hope there is heaven up there.
RIP love you my brother
I can't imagine a better enviroment for this song, I'm sure your friend really appreciated that moment with you and I am so sorry for your lose. May he rest in peace.
May he rest in peace...
You are an amazing friend, and I am pretty sure, even if he loathed his life, he really appreciated your friendship and activities together.
I bet you were a wonderful friend to him. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story of life
I’m so sorry to hear of your terrible tragedy. I truely believe there is Heaven Up There x
My cat just passed away, 2 hours ago, and here I am, listening to our favorite song. I hope he knows how much I loved and love him. He is my "heaven up there".
I'm sorry to hear that. I have 3 and I can feel how devastating it can be. If there is a heaven up there he definitely would be there playing with other cats.
I'm sure a good God knows how much that hurts and loves your relationship with your cat. ❤ I pray you see Heaven in all it was and is ever meant to be.
@@omidkhoshdel2558there is no heaven for animals according to christian canon.
@@KHRONOS2232 I don't know about that:
Isaiah 65:25 ESV
The wolf and the lamb shall graze together; the lion shall eat straw like the ox, and dust shall be the serpent’s food. They shall not hurt or destroy in all my holy mountain,” says the Lord.
Happened to me in six grade, told my small 30 people church that I had an unspoken prayer request. Holding back tears, now I have lost friends and family and I understand it was preparing me for greater loss down the road.
I was an atheist and a nihilist when I loved this song. I'd play it back to back. I've come back to say there is a heaven out there and it doesn't have to be hell down here. A man called Jesus died to make things right. He loves us so much He leaves the 99 for 1. He did it for me. Jesus just wants you to say yes to Him so that He can take away your pain suffering and depression. He went up there to prepare a place for you. Today is the day for salvation. God is ready to have you in heaven with Him for eternity ❤️❤️ You are special beloved
Amen!!
Jesus came down and slobbered all over my ballsack. Love his work.
Anyone who appreciated this song as much as I do...ILY. Because to feel this in your soul I know we're all hurting in some way and this song makes that feel beautiful.
Hurts I hurt her.
I dedicated this song to a friend of mine that just passed away a week ago. She was only 21 years old and her brother is also passed away. This song not only speaks for me when I couldn't find the words, but the video just made it even more meaningful for me. Take care everyone and much love to you all ❤️🌌✨
Kind of morbid comment,
Why do you love those you don’t know? Why does a song about 💀 make you feel beautiful?
Looks like someone is just trying to get fans to their channel, how transparent and embarrassing.
You’re about as deep as thimble, honey, relax.
@@misanthropic985 Yo redpill isn't for everyone, relax bro.
The most beautiful song I ever heard in my life anyone in 2025 ?
Love you, Dad.
Miss my pops too, he passed a few months ago. This song reminds me of him.
@@danielbondaruk6398somehow, its harder right now for
Powerful ❤❤❤❤
if its heaven up there, then maybe ill have a chance to utter those words to him, and to hear his voice for the first time, god I hope.
I was talking to God on my porch..and this song popped up ❤🙏
Same, is a beautiful song forever!
My grandmother was 13 when she was forced into an arranged marriage with a much, much older man. She was then forced to have kids with him (one of them being my father). Then, after her husband passed away, she found a way to bring her and her children to America and give them a better life. She worked hard to readjust to American culture and learn English and raise her children. She was an extremely strong woman, filled with grit and the most palpable resilience. She passed away almost two years ago, and the world lost a little bit of its color for me. But every time I hear this song, I hear her story. I remember all that she went through, all that she sacrified so that I could be here. I hope that it's Heaven up there for her. Thank you Palace.
Appreciate the world around you. It won't last forever.
so damn true.. appreciate every single thing that makes you happy, everyday
Revelation 21
Same too you.
@@faithwind3376 ❤
@@Outrjs ❤
Im celebrating my 23rd birthday today. After years of struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts, Today I wakeup to thank god for the renewel he has granted over my heart and soul. For the first time in a long time, the darkness of yesterday can not even even begin to consume the light of the present moment. This song has touched my heart for the last few hours on repeat, thanks for this wonderful creation. Happy to be here to listen to it.
Well happy birthday (belated, obviously)☺️ I hope you celebrated it with people you love and care about, whether it be family or friends. And if it was spent alone, I hope you enjoyed the personal holiday:) I’m also 23, and life sure can be tough around this time I suppose, but just keep hanging in there, and I will too:) this song definitely helps though lol, such an emotional piece of art that just makes me think. Have a great night! (And rest of your year)
Happy birthday love, I don't celebrate mine, it's not cruel or forsaken.
I've found peace in these lonesome times.
Better yourself, there is nothing that no one can say otherwise.
You are loved and capable.
Sometimes when commenting, you might find the light you seek, I'm just passing by, stay strong kiddo.
I appreciate reading this. Happy belated!
I turned 29 not too long ago- and currently recovering from a surgery.
My 20's was plagued with mental health and body issues.. and yet.. after all of that and having two surgeries in the past year.. perhaps I can have some peace of mind.
You'll find some peace too, I know it!
Stay strong, Ms. Kayla.
I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU ARE GONG TO BE FINE.
EVERYONE THINKS ABOUT SUICIDE, MY 95 YEAR OLD MOTHER JUST DIED. I THOUGHT ABOUT IT. I'LL LIVE IF YOU LIVE.
I am close to 60 yrs old. My daughter told me I had to hear this. Right when you think music cannot get any better a masterpiece is created. I cannot find a flaw, the lyrics, rhythm, and harmony all genius. I look forward to your shows in Atlanta and San Francisco. Your music is undoubtedly timeless, Thank You.
you daughter had a great taste in music
So relatable. Sometimes I feel everything I heard can’t get topped, and a few months later, it does
I’m close to 55 years old and I want to stab myself in the ear after listening to this. I was looking for the Hair Metal band called Palace.
@@juicebirdmedia1406 ok. 🗿
@@juicebirdmedia1406 I don't know how to break this to you but I think you've probably already stabbed yourself in the ear 🤣🤣🤣 Only joking, I hope you found the music that you love🤗
im crying i feel like i can be friends with whoever listens to this song
Hi there
@@hiimgrace4988 hi how are you hope you had a great day
@@simontj8800 yea I'm guessing lol wbu?
@@hiimgrace4988 at the moment I'm kind of tired but I've had a good day could of gone better
@@simontj8800 that's good to hear
And why could have it gone better if I may ask?
There is heaven up there. And there is heaven down here. It’s all in our perspective. No matter how tough your situation is, God will protect us. There is a place for everyone in this world.
Love your comment ❤
I listen to this when im alone in the African bush, just me and the elephants I watch for work. In a strange way though, its when I feel most connected to you all.
Some of us envy you.
Same here. My dear dad would be 65 in a 3 days. Dad. Never needed you as much as these days
I was 13 when I lost my mom, she was only 32 when she passed away. It was my first time dealing with excruciating grief and pain. After her funeral, my brother and I watched cartoons that night while my dad was cooking us a meal. I think he thought we weren't that much affected by her death since she was mostly absent in our life, but boy was he wrong. Out of nowhere, I stopped watching tv and went to the kitchen and asked him if there was heaven up there; he's answer was the major cause of my depression for over 10 years. Now almost 30, healing bit by bit, I'm still wondering if there's heaven up there. If so, mom, I hope you are happier than you ever were on earth.
Edit (April 29, 2023): Wow, I cannot believe the amount of love, support, and the stories I’m reading. It’s been two years now since this post, and not really using RUclips (and thx to platforms like Spotify, Apple Music etc.) I have been a big fan of Palace since I discovered them. To all who have been sharing their stories to all of us, it’s not easy, but it will be easier with time. Not a single day goes by without thinking of my mom, it’s crazy how we (my brother and I) were barely with her, but the emptiness in our hearts is extremely immense. I’m still working on myself till today, and I have told my therapist that every time I hear of someone passing, my anxiety comes back because I feel the pain of the loss one family has to endure. I think about how they will face the five stages of grief, whether or not they had closure (we didn’t), and if they have their loved ones next to them fir moral support. Let’s just remember it’s the cycle of life, we are born to die. But while we are still alive and living, let’s remember those who once lived and celebrate their life on earth. These past two years, I have developed a new coping mechanism towards losing someone dear to me: I dance, dance, dance to the feeling of loss. Thx so much again for your words and for sharing your stories, we are all interconnected as we live and go through the same life experience. ❤️❤️
Ps: “Your mom was not a good mother, she left you when you were five to suddenly appear in your life at age 11. If there were haven somewhere, people like your mom will just remain dead, they won’t be resurrected.” Saying these words to a 13 year old boy who hoped to meet his mother again, one day, is devastating. Knowing my mom will remain dead if there were haven because of her mistakes in her life on earth was something I did not deal with very well. I’m merely on good terms with my dad because of the things he did to my mom when they were together. She had to leave us to get out of an abusive relationship, and she had no education and was solely relying on my dad’s income. Anyway, It’s been 18 years now, and she remains dead. Guess dad was right.
There's not a thing that is not a silent letter of the endless
indecipherable scripture whose book is the time. I hope you're fine, Emmanuel.
There is a Heaven up there. Without a doubt.
Man if you need to talk we are here. Peace from another brother from a town in india 💕
Keep your head up bro. Having the illusion shattered at such a young age must have been extremely difficult but I hope it has made you a stronger man.
She is looking after you more than ever. And as a mother, let me tell you, there's nothing more blissful than to see our kids happy. Be happy, dare to be, and she'll be even more.
I found this song 2 days before my dad’s suicide. We played it at his funeral, a year ago today. Heartbreakingly beautiful song. Is it heaven up there, pa? Cause it’s hell down here. Hope you’re resting better than I am these days. I’ll always love you.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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I hope you find peace, I've had to deal with suicides in my life but not that close. My heart is with you.
Steadfast strength too you brother, keep fighting the good fight.
Sending love and hugs your way my mother took her life 17 years ago I feel your pain 😢❤
This song is 7 minutes in heaven
Not long enough for me
@@pavloosha but its yet just enough
17 seconds for cleanup 😂
I never realised it was this long...
yes.
This is one of my favourite songs of all time but it hurts so much to listen to this. Maybe you understand what i mean
You said it perfectly...
Yes. U took the words out of my mouth.
So true! This is a masterpiece and it heal all those wounds we have but at the same time those wounds begin to hurt again and its a lovely combination
Woooow, I wondered why I CRY every single time I hear even the beginning! Your message helps me know I'm not alone. One love!
!!! 100%
The 20s are going to be known for bands like these.
Can’t.stop.listening.
For a second I thought you meant 1920
me too. love from UK x
oh god i sure hope so :)) *sad smile*
멜로디는 꿈결같고 가사는 잊고 살았던 삶의 본질을 날카롭게 도려냅니다. 치열하고 비열한 이 삶에 끝에는 천국이 있을까요? 정말 아름다운 노래입니다
It's crazy to think that so many people are listening to this song the same time you are.
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Even 2:10 a.m. Pacific on 10/4/24 ? 😅
This song makes me bawl. It's so beautiful. So original. So haunting.
My best friend, my brother, was shot a few months ago and killed. He showed me this song the week he was murdered, I miss him so much it's insane. This song is very hard to listen to but I can't stop and likely never will.
I lost my best friend six years ago when he was killed. I feel your pain and I hope that you get the same feeling from this song that I do. Xoxo you’re not alone friend.
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how do you deal with it?
like what do you feel like on a daily basis knowing someone thzt close to you was robbed of their life?
just curious...
(feel free to not respond if it makes u feel uncomfortable)
Sorry for your lost, brother....
@@isabellatlk he was murdered over 40 dollars that he owed to a drug dealer from cocaine. So, there wasnt really a legitimate reason why he was killed. He was shot in the back, and bled out, while his friends ran away and left him in the dirt. It's the situation itself that troubles me the most. Who knows what he could have become, he was an amazing guy, super fun to be around, funny as could be, friends with everyone and anyone he was very popular but that never got to his head, hed be friends with you even if you were considered an outcast.
That beautiful, loving, nurturing spirit that he was known for, was taken from us over 40 dollars. That's what hurts the most.
I got sober after he died, I left my old friends behind, because if i were there, i would have dragged him to safety or called an ambulance sooner than they did. They were worried about the legal ramifications of being at a dealers house which was the scene of the murder, rather than helping my best friend who died slowly and alone.
My girlfriend at the time got pregnant the week of his funeral, which I was a pallbearer for.
If it wasnt for my daughter, I wouldn't be alive today.
This reminds me of what it's like to be human. In a good way, in a bad way, in every way.
omg yes
I couldn’t agree more.
🙏
Good or Bad, we've come a long way!
A good amount of us have...@@dishantplaskar7461
You can see by the comments that this song evokes a wide range of emotions.
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What would we do without music
@@californiansniper2133 - Make more sweaters.
Thank you, Palace, you helped me get through my first year of college, and here is to 2025! I will learn to love myself more with each day, and to live as myself.
When a song is seven minutes long but you have this feeling it ends way to quickly and you'd like it to go on and on forever, you know it's a GOOD song.
Damn what a masterpiece.
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just realized it's 7min long :)
try it slowed ruclips.net/video/Qo6Fc4Fm_fE/видео.html 😉
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They way they just make the song build up is so perfect it makes the song feel way shorter than it is. The progression is just too perfect.
The night before my open heart surgery I played this song and just cried alone in my hospital bed. For the past year I was going through the process of getting the correct diagnosis and by the time I finally did I was told I had maybe 2-3 years left. I was initially labeled as inoperable back in July '20 until I finally got a call from San Diego around Christmas that they wanted to perform the operation and that I should fly out there at the beginning of March. Idk, it's hard to explain the entire journey I went through mentally/emotionally, but this song brings me to tears every time I listen to it.
Hey, I really hope you’re doing better ❤️ This song makes me cry, too. It’s beautiful and heavy and almost “triggering” in some way. It’s perfect. Having said that- I hope that you’ll live for a very long time.
Hey! We may not know each other but, I really hope your doing well. Hope everything goes smoothly. Love stranger🤍
Brandon DeGraw, I am praying for you.
Hope you're doing well now.
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
This song hits different when you heal and start loving life and remember how this song meant to you in the period you weren't feeling well
Amen
This is so true, I listened to this song when I was possibly at the lowest point of my life two years ago, Everythings changed so much now, it feels unreal to listen to it again after all those years...
Love that it got better for you
Yesssss
it helped me a lot , still does
This might be one of the best songs ive ever heard.
Agreed I feel it
Lyrics :
When the night has gone
And the shadows clear
When I hear my song
Will the grave be near?
See what you want
But I’m the rising tide
I’m no force of god
I'm a thousand lies
I take what I want
'Cause I’m the frightening sky
I’m a selfish man
Designed to die
But is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
'Cause it’s hell down here
Believe in existence spent
To separate us from them
To know that your blood runs thin
Is to live with the truth within
So scrape up the bruise I wear
Eradicate all my fears
Prepare me to walk these stairs
I don’t know what my future is
I don't know what my future is
But is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
Say I’ve been blind
For the use of my time
Wanna be a better man
On the ground where I stand
There’s something out there
Just know that I’ve cared
Do this side by side
Motion with the tide
Is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
Is it heaven up there?
'Cause it’s hell down here
Yes it’s hell down here
Is this heaven up there?
I know it's heaven up there
I know it's heaven up there
Yes there is heaven up there
I know there's heaven up there
This song feels heavenly indeed! ❤️
OMG,სად აღმოგაჩინე?:დ
I am a force of God.
And when the night has gone
There his mercies lay
In this abundant day
Is this what I want
To live to run and hide
But I'm a force of God
Built to rise
No longer in want
I'll take these frightening skies
Fly with a righteous man
Designed to die...
This is crazy as hell
thank you
@@MercyMburuNyakio I would say, I think the humble approach of understanding that you AREN'T In fact a force of God - He Is the force that runs through you. Look at life that way, and you're open to understanding how much greater He actually Is.
Euphoric melancholy, a smile through watery eyes. It resonates with every young adult constantly oscillating between heaven and hell, hope and fear, utter apathy and owe. Just as we are to enter this next phase, the images of the past assume a real patina of meaning, beyond nostalgia and the reflex-like yearning for things gone. But there is a heaven down here too. Perhaps the only one. I love you and your music!
Wow. I couldn't have said it better
I would read your poetry.
I wanna upload this song to my social media...i wanna ask you if i can put ur word into the caption?
Summons my deep emotion and memories
I love when I find others who mold and shape language into a picture
This is one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard.
Same, thanks for writing that
Absolutely 💯
One of the most beautiful songs of the last 10 years. I'm not kidding, and I've been following music for a long time.
amazing. thank you, that really means a lot
music is subjective.
Yes, no doubt.
Can you suggest some other favourite songs of yours?
when down, this reminds me that life is worth trying, worth being hurt, worth trusting again, cause sometimes even for little while everything is beautiful again.
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Hi my friend, welcome to the channel Neodic Music, on my channel there are soothing and relaxing music. Please visit my channel. thank you.🎹 🌹 🌷
My brother passed away last Tuesday 2/09/2021. This song reminds me of when we were kids. He’s free now. RIP Tim 💔
Sorry for your loss.!
@@carmencornelianastase1240 thank you 💜
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Remember the good times Mindy. Sorry for your loss.
🙏🙏🙏
This may be the most beautiful song I have ever heard. Thank you.
Every now and then, this happens. I discover a song that totally blows me away. Moves me and conjures overwhelming emotions. Amazing.
I didn't even realise why I was here. I'd literally turned my TV back on after about 4hrs of sleep. It reeled me in from the start! And I don't have a single objection.
It’s the best feeling in the world when you find a song like that 🙏
Have any new songs? I have a hard time finding them
@@jaredestes9446 try Amber Run/ I Found or 5AM.............. beautiful songs
@@jaredestes9446 literally the band rainbow kitten surprise has so many of those types of songs. Their song Bare bones especially gets me. There is also cold love and free fall and alls well that ends well. Every song they have is just so amazing. Their is also the song spiral by olafur it doesn't have words but it speaks.
This is one of the most beautiful songs I think I've ever heard.
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I have only found this song tonight and it has touched me forever
Couldn’t agree more 😌
Have mercy on me Father in Jesus name !
Heaven , a place where we all dream of going to , well at least some or close to most of us. I don’t know about me , but I think heaven is in every one of us.
I forget how continuous life is sometimes , that today only happens once, like everything I’ve experienced today is already history and it’s gone , I means it’s gonna be gone and forgotten the more time pass.
I don’t know if I should say it’s crazy that in maybe like a century or so everyone of us in these comments will probably be gone and just a memory , maybe some of us won’t be even be a memory because we have closed up ourselves so much that we don’t let anyone close to us , we don’t make friends , we don’t have relationships, we have no circles at all. Maybe ask yourself , what are you leaving behind , at least I’m leaving this comment and maybe should RUclips still exist in 200 hundred years someone from my bloodline or family, maybe my great great great great great great great grand son might have a great taste in music , if there will still be music and come here and see my comment and say without this man I wouldn’t have existed.
We are all here to create something , maybe I’m wrong but we are all connected in one way or another.
I don’t really know what I’m saying because I’m in my feels and this song just happened to make sense at this moment.
I’m just sitting outside , it’s not even that late it’s like 22:59 in Durban, Kloof just watching the beautiful dark sky with some stars on it , or is it in it , I’m having some wine, I’m supposed to be asleep because I got work tomorrow but I’m not , well I feel I need to be sitting here at this moment and appreciate nature and the dark.
I wish for so many things but you know I can’t always get what I want , but I try to do my best in everything I do , if I mess up in other things I apologise because I mean there’s no trial in this life thing you do as you go and it’s final as you go.
Heaven or hell , life is what you make of it , there is so many opportunities and possibilities, never focus on the ones that don’t work out for you or never take you anywhere , life is what you make of it, it gets hard but you can still manuvour around that and make it what you want it to be.
I don’t have any wisdom to share but all I can say is , you are your own heaven.
Dear Ash
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Dear Palace, I don't know if you will ever see this post. But I would just like to say that this piece of music has been a defining moment for my spirituality and how I perceive life. All I can do is show appreciation. Thank you Sirs. If there really is a heaven up there, I hope you reach it.
look up
quiet soul by the impures
new hidden indie gem song :)
@Riston Alaimo The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was making you believe he is Jesus. The "Satan" you know in the Bible is actually the good guy and his name is Lucifer!
I am black and I am from South Africa. I want to visit an ISLAND and cry while listening to this masterpiece..
mind checking out this band called The Impures they have this song out "time"
@@icarly1587 Thanks jedi lets share such music via whatsapp +27766450699
I feel dat🏝⭕️
What u saying who cares if your black
I just don't have the words to express what I'm feeling right now....❤
When you see water flowing up hill you will see gratitude being repaid.
this song got me through some tough times and introduced me to my love for videography i hope to create something as beautiful as this
This song is a prayer, a revelation, an eclipse, a flood, a new love, a heartbreak, a death, a dream and a reawakening. Absolute perfection, Palace. Going to see you tomorrow night in Orlando! 🖤
Could not have said it better myself 👏🏼
Beautiful
Discovered this song buried in my library. It randomly played one day, on my drive home, as it was one of my last days at what would be my old career and church. It hit a deep deep place in my soul. I had been questioning my whole life and even my own beliefs and the lyrics to this song hit me like a pile of bricks and I broke down crying. Not a subtle cry but a heavy weep. I wept as if someone had just died. I realized my idea of what church, god, religion, the meaning of my life, was broken. It was as if the illusion of everything I knew was shattered. It was one of the most difficult things I've ever had to do. I left the job I had thought was my dream job, the community I had been a part of since I was 16 (now 25), my beliefs, my core values. It hasn't been easy but I know it was the right thing to do. I had a mental breakdown I guess you can call it that following a week or two post leaving. I went to the ER and had a full blown panic attack. Since then things have been difficult. Things are looking up and this song still feels heavy but I feel like in time it will be a happy cry and not a mournful one. I know it's heaven up there.
Thank you for sharing this Erik. Your words were deep and true. It seems to me that your heart has been cracked so it could be open, and these wounds have been the door from where light has been coming through. Hope this following message you inspired me to write finds you and anyone who needs it.
I have been at this place myself: lost on who I was and in what all of this means. The existence of morality and a universe that was born of the complete inexistence of time, space and matter have always been enough to prove me that God had to exist… but still, never I had been so lost and distant and so unfaithful to myself, not only to His goodness. And it was in this place where I truly met Him. A voice spoke inside of me in a language I could not speak, but could understand. It was there where I rationally, emotionally, spiritually and beautifully searched for the truth and found it, by simply opening the door to it. I always knew what Jesus and Heaven meant but never had the revelation of what it truly meant: the truth itself. That life is a gift, and all we are asked is to live and love just like a God who had no obligation in doing a single thing, but decided to grant us the beauty of existence. Still, by not being who we were called to be, we do not deserve such a love. We broke a law, and the same God gave His life to pay the fine for the lives we also gave us for free. All for love.
And then it all changes forever. Suddenly we see that Heaven and Earth were always supposed to be the same, and indeed were in Eden. But since now, by simply opening your heart to this, the heaven up above comes down to live inside of you. The very Spirit of this infinite being chooses to live inside of you. Until the end, through it all. Keeping you in the perfect peace that surpasses all understanding, even in the chaos. Peace.
Now, even though we wait for this beautiful reunion of both words, those who open the door of their hearts to the truth find themselves in this desert just as everyone else. The difference is that we now cross this desert never feeling thirsty again. And I can already see the endless waters from here, and man they are beautiful.
All for love.
Heaven loves you Erik
God loves you
Jesus, the truth itself, loves you and wants you to live in Him just as He wants to live in you.
All for love.
Hello, Erik. I'm at once both sorry(for having to make what I have to assume was a fairly painful "change of course"), and excited/happy for you(far more so the latter btw). For what it's worth, I grew up in the church that my father built and led/pastored in from before I was born. Until well into my 20's I had 1 version of, well, anything and everything and as far back as I can remember it just wasn't compelling (for lack of a better word atm) enough to just accept wholesale as "the way things are." And before I end up making a day of this, I only mention that to hopefully lend some reassurance that you've absolutely done the right thing. I know you're struggling a bit right now but that's to be expected. I mean, you're probably grieving to a certain extent. But the fact that you had not only the ability to recognize you were living according to someone else's"truth", but also the guts to follow through tells me you're going to be just fine. I'm not going to tell you God has some great plan for you or whatever, heck, to be perfectly honest I don't know that I believe "he" even exists. Fact of the matter is NObody that's alive, walking around on this planet KNOWS for sure either way. All we have are stories and beliefs. Find your own truth wherever that may take you and I promise you "mournful" cries will be joyful ones before you know it. I love you, man. Thank you for sharing, my friend, and I'd say keep doing what you're doing. Anyhoo...my 2 cents. If you ever want to talk...
I love you all!
Hey Erik, im going through a very similar thing as you right now. Its hard when suddenly what you have based your whole life and worldview on is suddenly shattered, or slowly deconstructed. You're not alone! you're brave to question your beliefs, not everyone takes a step outside their own worldview or are open minded enough to listen to others. i hope you find peace in your life soon :)
I hope you are doing better now my friend
This song makes me feels things I've never felt before.
This song always reminds me of a friend I lost to depression a few months ago. He took his own life because he felt like being in hell.
Is it heaven up there, Byron?
Because it's definitely hell down here without you my friend.
Your comment brought tears to my eyes. I am sorry for your loss. :(
Hang in there bud, your heart chose a beautiful song to remind him and im sure doing what you love will do him good too.
💛,-R
I'm so sorry. Big hug.
I hope your friend found the peace he was looking for... RIP Byron
I'm so sorry you lost your friend, i'm sure he was amazing! For anyone feeling this way, PLEASE hang on for one more day-this too shall pass. It is a permanent solution, to a temporary problem. Don't believe the negative things your mind tells you, nor anyone else. Don't EVER doubt your worth, or let anyone tell you what your worth is-EVER!!! You ARE the beautiful, unique individual GOD molded you to be❣ I speak from a lifetime of experience, and being around others who experience it. I GET IT. I come here as a positive re-enforcer💖 At any given minute, please call on your higher power, he is by side always, he so desires your trust in him to turn it over to him, all you have to do is call upon him. He wants to be a team. I'm not preaching, just showering you with love and support. Stay brave it will get better💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I lost my dad this year. This song reflects my dad's regrets and misery leading up to his last moments. he love me, It brings me peace and closure I can Express.
thanks Palace
😔
I'm in my 50s and it never ceases to amaze me how many brilliant bands and songs I have still yet to hear. Stumbled across this due to one of my kids listening to them and when a song gives you goosebumps .... amazing.
36yrs old here!👋
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quiet soul by the impures
new hidden indie gem song :)v
@@ImpaledCaptain7 Not my thing
@@Tomico. 26 here!
Your kids have awesome taste 😎👍
A old classic that the radio will never understand
This song comes back to me every time I doubt myself and my appearance on this earth. It reminds me, that life is not spent in vain, and that somewhere up there, or out there, there is beauty and space for all of us to live in peace.
yeah fu*k that i cry every time i hear this song
I want you all to know that I love you, whoever this message hits most just know that I will always be here for you.
I know it is hard, you are just entering life on your own, but have no idea where you are heading. There are restless nights because you are stressed about what your future will hold. It feels like LIFE just blindfolded you, threw you in the back of a van, teleported you to the middle of nowhere, and then threw you in the driver's seat with a quarter tank. I want to let you know that you will be alright, and everything will be okay. Just keep moving, just keep striving, and keep your head held high!
I love you all, stay safe.
thank very much
As someone who suffers from HEAVY nostalgic depression, this video and song make me feel everything I can’t put into words. Thank you for creating this masterpiece. Tell your family how much you love them! Go do it, right now!
You nailed it. Nostalgic depression.
I get the same feeling while listening to wie alles begann by jonas mantley
@@Adriana-eu6ty thanks for sharing.
Me and my brother listened to this song before he died. It was painful and a special moment for both of us. If there's life after death, it would be pain-free. RIP my brother. I miss you everyday!
Someone just sent me this song, when I saw it was over 7 minutes I knew it was gonna be a special one. Damn. This is gonna be an anthem song for me this year, I can tell. Beautiful music. What a lovely comment section as well. We’re all gonna make it to where we wanna be 💪💛
OMG HI I LUV U!!!
Yuy
Bro thought he ate with this one
And where is that?
Holy heck I didnt expect to see you here I havent watched you in a looong time
i just read the comments n now im crying. wish yall the best, life is indeed full of ups n downs, u wont even know if u'll survive it or not. being strong in the middle of the hardest thing is the most difficult part. it may take too long to accept reality, and what really happened, especially if both of u shared the best memories u could ever imagine. i lost some ppl in my life as well, and it's the worst thing, i'll always regret that i never even spent more time w them while theyre still by my side. so, while theyre still alive, make them feel like theyre the most special and precious thing in the world, treasure every moment w them, cos u'll never know that the time will come n they will no longer be beside u.
Lol same 😭🤍
This song is magical, it brings back too many memories. It reminds me of my dad, who passed away on 02/20/2021 from covid-19. My dad was someone who has suffered a lot in life and due to horrible cases and outside our family, he could not be with me throughout my childhood and adolescence, I could only enjoy him for 1 year until he had problems again. In spite of everything, he was the most wonderful and courageous person I could meet, he crossed hell with only one goal: He wanted to see my children grow since he could not do it with me. He suffered a lot from cirrhosis and, despite fighting with all the desire to live, he could not survive the covid-19 and died in my arms. When I hear this song, I imagine him reaching heaven and me saying goodbye to him. Today I dreamed of him and we hugged a lot.
Thanks for this song, Palace.
He sounds like a lovely man eddy. Sorry for your loss
To all those good intelligent beautiful people who go down in history. I don't know you all but I'm happy to know you all exist or existed, you give me faith and I hope to be remembered somehow some way. Just like all of you
Crazy how this looks like Southern California and the Baja Mexico coastline! So beautiful.❤😊
so there’s this girl i’ve found myself falling for. when things are good, life is an unparalleled beauty. i couldn’t be happier. but, she’s been changing lately. this person i’ve revered as the goddess in my life is now a stranger. her words feel empty, and i think they are. my moon won’t follow me home anymore, and it’s killing me.
I may not know you but I'm proud of you for admitting such a thing like this. It's never easy seeing someone change. And I hope things get easier
There's somebody out there for you. Hang on in there. You will get through this.
sounds so fucking relatable im sorry bro ive been thru it and am still technically going thru it but it gets easier i swear.
it was at the point where i was like "im not shit without her" type mentality. so i was depresssssssssssssssssssssssssed
Time heals all pain. Stop being consumed by chill of solitary. Easier said then done. No one can get over difficult issues but yourself so keep moving forward since you only have one life to live. Don't be stagnant as it burns worse. Don't revel in your own pity. You had dreams before this. Course correction time.
I hope you're feeling better, Noah. i hope you have a better understanding of what you're feeling.
Last year this time of the year I was sharing this song with my father, knowing that it's his kind of music too and he loved it so much...we were singing the lyrics together...Now, it's been a month since he died of cancer...October 22nd....I'm listening and crying my heart out and asking him if there's heaven up there...I miss him so much! This song will always remind me of him and that moment when we shared its beauty...
Im so sorry to hear that. I think he treasured that moment deeply in his life. I Hope you will feel better soon and whenever it feels like life is against you remember to stay strong, it will get better. There is light in the end of the dark tunnel. It is also good to show you weakness and cry it out. Take care
I lost my father in august last year, life is just a blink of eyes, I grateful for having him in my life, until my last breath I will remember him... oh God that hurts
I'll thank Jesus for this beautiful piece of art
I had a very bad day. Then I found this song. Since this moment, I listen it over and over again. My day is still bad. But my heart is not alone anymore. I'll stay here a little longer.
bro, you are not alone. everything will be fine... trust the man from Ukraine
@@MrIzzy4real Thanks 😘
@@Vladius8 Thank you so much. I hope you're ok. And your family and friends too. ♥️💪
This song takes me to another part of the universe...
my father was a musician who died a few months before i was born. i’ve never met him but i feel him all the time, especially in music. music is our shared language and this song feels like a really good conversation with him. for all those in the comments who have lost someone they love, please find comfort in the fact that love may be the one that that crosses all barriers. life, death, space, and time… love bends and connects and continues through it all. a piece of them is still with you here through that bond which has no bounds. thank you, palace
Oh, why does this song make me cry every time I hear it??
Because is music created withe the heart, for sure!
Something just broke down around me and tears flooded down my face. I truly cannot believe how moved I was by this song.
This comment section showed me there are so many people that understand what this feeling is. We aren’t alone I’m hugging you all from here.
Stumbled across this while listening to the war on drugs.
Can't stop playing it.
I'm 61 yrs old and have found a gem
When you die and you're seeing the flashback of your life in a glimpse, i think it look like this
It doesn’t look like this like and it doesn’t feel as beautiful but the way this song makes you just think like wow I’ve got one life this isn’t the dress rehearsal I better step it up. That thought comes through - I remember laughing as the car was spinning towards the tree thinking I should have listened to my mom more, I should have stood stronger for the things in my soul and I letting down the girl I loved was a mistake I can’t fix and I better figure out how to live with it. And when I woke up in the back seat I remember that even though it was the most pain I’ve ever been in that I wanted to take a breath I was gunna suffer whatever I had to suffer to get that air into my lungs and not let things go black again.
@@paulbancroft2812 That was quite a story, man. Hope you're doing better and have a different mindset as a result of that experience.
We always regret not listening to our parents when we're already in deep crap. I've learned to live with that specific kind of regret, since all the crap that I've been forced to go through all these years would have been easily avoided if I had listened to them.
A masterpiece that feels like poetry in motion - every frame tells a story
2 days ago, I lost my dog of acute pancreatitis at his age 10. It was so abrupt that the sudden emptiness is unbearable at the moment... Your track makes me think that he is up in heaven, without having to worry about anything. Rest in peace my love. And thank you for this music.
Oh gosh, I'm here drying my tears about every single animal and human I've lost abruptly, and then I start to scrow down, as I dry my eyes, and see your comment.
Hey, I know the pain of that emptiness. Last time this happened I had to get up and adopt another because, otherwise, it felt that I was gonna die too. I hope you are feeling less sad and I know that we never stop missing them. Not ever. Hugs.
It's such a profound loss. 💔
The relationships we have with our pets are unlike human relationships. When we lose them suddenly it's especially hard.
I still miss the cats that have come and gone in my life. My heart breaks every time I remember them.
Your post was the one that brought tears to my eyes.
@@gypsy2007 Same..
I'm so sorry for your loss and I feel you.
I lost one of my dogs 2 and a half years ago within a couple of days, totally unexpected: she stopped eating and drinking altogether, horrible ulcers in her mouth, blood... 2 days after I had to put her to sleep as she was suffering too much. I was with her, hugged her while she was going and the pain I feel to this day when I think about her is unbelievable. I just learnt how to live with the pain and the emptiness I feel without her. But I'm also happy she was my furry baby and I had 10 wonderful years with her.
This music just played randomly while I was reflecting on my life at 3am in the morning, all I can say is I am lucky and proud of who I have become.
This music gives me a sense of hope that everything is going to be okay if I just keep fighting.
Whoever that is reading this, you might be going through a difficult phase in life and everything seems like it’s never going to be okay, but I want you to look deep into your inner self , desires, dreams , things that make you happy using that as a medium to find that little hope that is left and just keep fighting, there’s just so much beauty in this world that we need to experience and explore and just need to keep fighting , never give up.
What I might have said might be very random, all I share is what I am feeling up there due to listening to this beautiful music.
lífið er fallegt
Your comment brought me so much comfort & happiness! Thank you ❤️
Every night i tell my grandma, i know there's heaven up there
my brother used to tell me this all the time, great memories ♥️
My grandmother raised me. She was and is my Angel in Heaven. She watches over me. I am sure about that. I miss her so much. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Just thank you.
I have anxiety
this song gives me the calm that I want to keep
thank you for this
you're not alone
i developed anxiety of almost everything and i overthink alot
but i have the same feeling
I lost a friend not too long ago. She was a beautiful human, her name was Sabrina. I wish that she were still around today so that I could have shared this song with her. And I wish I could have helped convince her that her insecurities and self-doubt was entirely unwarranted. I wish that, back then, I had the ability and the courage to articulate how beautiful her life was. Instead, I want to remind each and every one one of you that even the steps you take every day are precious, and that your unique personality is a beautiful & treasured thing. Even the things so small about yourselves that you may never notice are inextricably wondrous. You are loved, and you are needed.
Can’t stop listening to this song, my cat passed away early this morning… He meant everything to me. I hope he is up in heaven, sleeping peacefully and eating all the fish he could ever eat. I can’t stop crying…
Rest in Peace my friend. Stay strong.
imagine being able to listen to this song without crying
maybe someday...MAYBE
Simply Impossible
i did but propably because i am emotionally numb, tired of this shit
Um... I've found this vid just as beautiful as anyone else, but I haven't exactly cried yet... maybe because I've become so numb to all these emotions, idk
A friend showed me this song about a month ago. I loved it instantly and probably listened to it 30+ times the first week. The next time I seen my buddy he asked if I cried to it yet. I hadn't but the very next time I listened after hanging out with him I started balling in my car while driving it finally hit me. This song is perfection
I lost my mother in 2014, and I never got to say goodbye to her. It's been years since but when this song came I felt like it said all the things I want to say to her. I wanna know if it's heaven up there cause down here has been a mess
my condolences 🙏🏻
hope you’re doing okay. you’re not alone. we all looking for somethin up there. this world is a mess. but you know, life must go on even thiugh it’s freakin tough sometimes.
I'm gonna be cheesy and say your music fills my heart. Thank you.
it's not cheesy. it means the world to us to hear comments like this. thank you for the support x
❤️😭
Heal your soul....unleash whats not meant for you. Life is to short to not enjoy the time we have here, the relationships with family & friends that we have time to make memories to cherish, everyone is fighting a battle so be kind and spread love!
I stumbled upon this, before I realized it I was crying. I’ve lost myself for about 4 years after coming home out the military and I finally found myself again I jus wanted to say just cause we’re all batter and bruised, we don’t lose our value not a single bit. Whatever your dreams your still worth it my love, get up! Go out! grab them! and don’t let go! Now, I know you all know too well about how hard life hits... it’ll pull out all the dirty moves it can think of to try to keep you down. But every single step you take toward your dream you instill such a fear into life, it panics. Yeah that’s right, you make life fear YOU. My love, you will get through this I promise. And once you do and you get to your dreams, you’ll look back on your journey and smile. May whoever reads this find the peace there battling for. My love, strength and faith pray for your journey. Don’t let go!
mind checking out this band called The Impures they have this song out "time"
Best of luck mate and remember the true secret of life is just to be in the moment. We don't need to be millionaires....just be happy and treat people well. We are not here for long so if you can be anything... Be kind and that means to yourself as well.
Last year around this date I was going through so much depression and a bunch of personal stuff.
A friend of mine told me about this song and how it always made her cry, and it clicked on me since this song has a very special place on me, I'm glad that now 10/30/23 I'm in a way better mental and physical place.
If you the one reading this are going through hard times, from someone who was there on very dark times, hang in there, you can do it, good times always come, no matter how hard things may seem right now. Love you, if I could, you can too!
PD; Thanks Elsy for this song, this song, and all the good times we had, I will always have those with me.
I refuse to pass the pain on to my loved ones..💔
I hope you know that you can share your pain with them - as long as you are not taking it out on them, expressing it helps you heal, and them get closer to you and understand you more 💖
Preach
me right now. it's hard. i cant give up because i dont have a backup. im their backup :(
The song is a poetic exploration of existentialism, the struggle for self-discovery, and the search for meaning in a world that can seem desolate.
This music makes me feel like how much unfair things happening right now. It's tough, it's not easy. People are going through difficult things.. I pray for all of us. We all will get through it. You are not alone.
Lifes hard just cry it out and pray, sometimes thats all you can do..
Every time I listen to this song I'm on the verge of tears, it brings repressed pain and trauma to the surface from watching my mother die from cancer when I was 17. It's also full of solace and beauty and sends me into a meditative state thinking about where my mother is now, is she looking down on me and what it would be like if she was still around. I'm middle-aged now but I still think about her all the time and when I'm on my death bed I'll still be thinking about her. This song is the sound of that profound grief and longing.
😢❤️
I hope that she’s doing better up there , good luck down here
My dad was my best friend he was my world, but he was a addict… an addict who loved drugs but also loved people and leading them to the Lord. The world looked at him to be a tweaker but he was a warrior on and off he would be with drugs fighting for his family to stay clean and he did! He got two beautiful dogs a beautiful house a beautiful motorcycle a quad etc etc everything he wanted in the world he had! But the one thing he could not find was happiness he struggled with depression he was lonely and beat himself up with quilt. He loved his life with perfectionism and it ate him up. One day he relapsed. I knew something was wrong. God put it on my heart to go to his house. I drove 80 the whole way speeding through lights. When I arrived, I found my dads body he was purple and stiff as a rock. He relapsed of heroine laced with fentanyl. I miss you dad.. he never got to teach me how to ride a motorcycle… but my uncle Ben who was my brothers dad had the chance to teach me and the smile on his face I will never forget… he could ride all day if he wanted too! Sadly a month after my dad passed away, my uncle Ben got in a motorcycle accident and passed away. Life is so short… but it’s beautiful if you make it out to be. Believe In Jesus their is a Heaven we can have everlasting life with Him, just BELIEVE. Right now I’m struggling in my marriage. My wife wants to leave me and it’s not her fault I have made mistakes. Don’t do things you will regret in life cherish life because that’s what God intended it to be. That’s why he created us ❤️ Thank you Palace for this song. PS my wife just showed me this song today after picking me up from work. 8/12/22… I love you Alicia please forgive me for my mistakes…
can't believe i just found this pure magic
right?? so good