He needs the proper medication. My nephew started showing aggressive behaviour in his 20's but then he wouldn't remember saying or doing mean things. Since he gets injections to help him control that side of him he's back to his sweet helpful wonderful person I knew before he developed that disorder. It's scary I know because the person acts out like someone we don't know. Your brother needs a psychiatric doctor to help him. It will help so much but he needs to take it otherwise it will get worse or he can become violent. Good luck 🙏
El mayor poder lo tiene Dios todo poderoso, llévalo a misa, que se confiese, que visite al santísimo, que comulgue en gracia de Dios. Y por su puesto sigas las indicaciones de su médico🙏
ikr? we be looking at the walls and talking to them as if they're real and can actually talk back, and the worst part is when the answer they give you (in your head) is what you don't wanna deal with lol
I love that you record your life with schizophrenia. People going through schizophrenia and see your videos feel like there's hope and know they are not alone. I do not have schizophrenia but I have anxiety which is not the same i know. But my point is that I wish when I first started going through the anxiety and panic attacks there were more resources and friendly and relatable people who openly shared. You're the true meaning of one day someone will hear your story and use it as a survival guide. All the best.
I feel you I have anxiety as well but my anxiety sometimes triggers psychosis and people with schizophrenia have psychosis. Hey I'm not going to lie I'll talk to myself too sometimes 😂 and even answer myself back 😂😂😂
Couldn't disagree more. Making a casual 10 second video with "likes" , "views" and an open comment section for casual engagement is the worst thing anyone can do. I know what it's like to live with schizophrenia and it should NEVER be normalized; it's a SEVERE illness. There is no message in this video at all. Obviously it's posted for clicks and subs, you can tell by the title.
It is a severe illness. A sad one. I used to work om a locked unit at the VA where the patients were non Veteran and veterans. Heartwrenching to see their behaviors- some aggressive, some kept to themselves all the while being fed with Antipsychotics.
TY!!! I have a lot of diagnoses: bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, ptsd & chronic anxiety + anxiety attacks;) let'sake mental health issues = normal;) ❤
My Mother does too and Autism.. I hope you’re living well girl! Devastating for me as her child because I have to keep her at an arms distance due to repeated physical assaults like she forgets who I AM temporarily and then grieves her actions I had to stop the cycle for both our sakes though I feel like scared all the time without her in my immediate life now but I manage for my own daughter 🙂❤ You got this!!!
Yes It would be awesome to see how we should engage on the ins and out. My son does not exactly this but thinks things happen that didn't Luke crossing timelines or something. I'm very happy your sharing. It gives me so much hope. Thanks I appreciate you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌺💐🌺💐🌺💐🌺💐🌻💐🌺🐞😊
This sounds like my bio mom she is also violent and was a perpetrator but then would delude herself with persecutory delusions that the victim of her was the real perpetrator. Her eyes would be bulged while she talked to herself non stop deep in this conversation I’m watching this to try to figure out if it’s schizophrenia she will never get help and when I have asked she flips it that I need “ treatments “ and mental help .
My mother took medicine every day of her life for this disease. I remember one time when her sister and family came to visit and her sister stole her medication. My mom had an episode where she woke me up in the middle of the night, took me in the kitchen in front of the sliding glass doors and had me lay in her lap ( i was around 9 or 10 years old at the time so you can imagine how increasingly scared i was getting it was totally uncharacteristic of her) anyway while she kept watch for the serial killer Charles Manson and his gang. She actually thought they were camped out across the river from us. And another time years and years later she had gone in for stomach surgery and somehow they got her meds wrong and she wound up not knowing she was at the hospital and what she was doing there. She thought they were trying to harm her. Its a scary disease. She had it and my brother was recently diagnosed with dementia so does that mean i will have one or the other?? Lord i hope not!
Don't assume it's easy to suddenly obtain it. Given your age and the fact that you are writing this, you are rational, aware, and conscious of your surroundings. This alone strongly suggests that the likelihood of having these disorders is very low, even rare. Wishing you a happy life.
I'm so glad I found this channel and you have no idea how many lives you have touched, including mine. I can see myself in you and it's kinda like Deja Vu for me bc I've been in these situations. Obviously, these situations are not identical, especially. Again, I thank you so very much! I think of these videos as tools to educate the population and demolish the stigmas attached to this disease.
I talk to myself and I’ve read published articles from licensed psychiatrist. It’s normal and healthy to to talk to yourself. I was diagnosed with NAS as a baby . Watching people like you be so open and not ashamed about their mental health gives me hope . I have clinical depression, GAD , paranoia, ADHD , and gods know what else . I was diagnosed for my mental health when I was 13 . That’s what I only remember being diagnosed with . I know I should see a psychiatrist. I’m terrified of going to a psychiatric hospital. I can’t afford and don’t have insurance to see a psychiatrist.
I can't blame you when you are scared going to psychaiatric hospital because some of those worker in the hospital are not compassionate to patients with mental illness,anyway not all and there are worker in the hospital who practice the oath.Anyway, as long your mental illness is manageable you don't need to go to hospital.Not all paranoia are bad and now a days you need to be a little paranoid because not every one has best intention.Anyway, ADHD is lack of focus and I think you can train your brain to stay focus through meditation. Anyway, you can educate and advocate yourself through reading and seeking right information when it comes to mental health.
Why don't you ever share what ur saying im assuming you added the lock it up or whatever its says in the background to hide whatever ur saying its great that ur sharing but not very educational if your just watching a silent film people can't learn what kind of hallucinations you have or experience the things people say during these episodes like do the conversations seem outlandish or do they seem perfectly normal cant tell blocking out the actual episode
My great aunt had schizophrenia. She was a very sweet lady. She thought people were out to get her all the time. She had severe delusions. It was sad. She didn't take her meds. People made fun of her. So sad. Poor Aunt Pauline
It is sad that a person with severe mental illness are not taking seriously and people made fun of them.If people can be educate and understand the condition and I think it change the way they think to mental illness. Most people with mental illness are vulnerable and victimise.Anyway, you can't put people in one basket because they are people with mental illness are intellectual and productive.Anyway, God bless the heart of your aunt.
If someone else speaks to you during an episode are you aware of who they are while the hallucination is happening? Thanks for sharing your experience.
I live in two separate dimensions, the reality and an alternate one. I’m always 50% on each, but sometimes the alternate reality takes over. The people around me, they’re 100% in reality unlike me, so having them around me sort of helps bringing me back to reality. In other words, being around people help me stay in touch with reality, and I don’t have as many hallucinations as opposed to when I’m by myself. That’s the way I view it, hope this helps understand
Also, I know when something is real or a hallucination, but only afterwards, like when I go “back to normal”. Deep down I can tell when something feels off, but my mind can’t, my body can’t, so it feels as if they’re real. You can hear it, sometimes see it, feel the fear and paranoia like it’s 100% real. But only afterwards can you be sure, once you’re no longer in that “hypnotic” state.
@@CelestialExilityI've had 3 strokes and had an issue with hallucinating. It's hard to explain to someone who has never had one how real those can be to you.
It sounds like the brain is trying to dream while you're awake, but if not a lucid dreamer. I'm curious what dreaming is like for people with schizophrenia, and how it differs from the hallucinations.
@@thewatcher7823 I notice that my hallucinations usually take the shape of horror movie characters that I watched before. I used to binge watch horror stuff as a child, and to this day I’m still haunted by it. I don’t know if the movies had anything to do with the development of my schizophrenia, probably not, but it did affect the way I hallucinate. The “realest” hallucination I experienced was when I watched Scream, after I finished watching it I went right to sleep. English ain’t my first language and I’m really bad at explaining situations, but i’ll try: I was lying on the bed, on my side. I was facing the door, and my back was turned towards the wall. I felt a strong presence behind me. I tried to ignore it but couldn't; fear took hold of me. When I turned towards the wall to see what was behind me, I saw Ghostface holding a butcher knife to my neck. I closed my eyes, jumped right out the bed aiming for the light switch, screamed my sister for help. When she came running to see what happened, I turned on the light switch anddd yeah that mf disappeared. I had to sleep with her that night, I was extremely paranoid. I think I was around 10 at the time. Something very similar happens when I’m dreaming. It feels real, I can’t tell whether I’m dreaming or not, “lucid dreams” seem impossible for me. I’m ngl, I mostly just sleep and wake up without dreaming whatsoever, but when I do, it’s the craziest scenarios, usually a “copy” of my daily routine but with something disastrous. Like, dreaming about going to the gym and getting kidnapped instead, it’s a very terrible feeling because I always wake up scared and sweating. Rn I’m taking Olanzapine which really calms me down and stops my hallucinations, I rarely get them and when I do it’s easier to ignore. One thing I hate about it is because idk, I feel dumb when on meds, like I just wanna sleep and nothing else 😭🙏🏽
I'm 16 years old, and I started smoking at a very young age. Now, I hear voices in my head, and people are telling me that I should continue smoking, but I don't want to. Everyone around me always seems to want to hurt me, so I don't go outside anymore because of this. I don't have any friends to talk to, and my mom even thinks I'm joking. I really need help, but I don't have money for medication. I'm really good with music-I'm a singer, rapper, songwriter, and record producer. I think if I change my environment, I'll be okay. Please, can anyone help me? I'm traumatized.😖😖😭
@@SchizophrenicNYCthat's all you have to say to this poor girl? You have a PUBLIC channel about a SERIOUS mental health disorder and that's all you say to her? She said she's traumatized. Way to go on that support from a "real" schizophrenic. I'm appalled at you. Why are you online anyways?
Stop smoking. Smoking laced weed (knowingly or unknowingly) can for one reason or another result is schizophrenia. I went to college with a heavy weed smoker who always wore headphones. For the first couple yrs ppl just thought he was "slow" and rapping to the music. Then we found out that he had actually developed schizophrenia and was talking to voices, not rapping to his music. He found out that his dealer was lacing his weed with something for years, but the damage was done.
Could it be that the other alternative reality dimension is a real dimension that we so called ‘normal’ people can’t actually see but you can? Could you be a portal chosen by the universe to talk to souls or energies in the other dimension that we people haven’t been given access to? Are you special in that sense and you don’t have a real mental health issue? I think the latter but would love to hear your perspective.
OMG, it would be great if it was that easy. My family member has been through so many doctors and meds that we've lost count. Some meds work for a while and then don't work anymore. He doesn't let family members intervene, and legally doesn't have to because he's an adult. He knows exactly what to say when they put him in a 72-hour psych hold. He's on the street now, sometimes in jail. We have done everything we can do, especially his dad, who is heartbroken. He doesn't want help.
Mine were 3D writing on walls and ceilings, and a kid standing outside of windows of the rooms I was in (creepy, yes). They're crazy realistic to the person having them. I know that now.
Why do people with schizophrenia look crazy even if they were talking to real people? I mean in regards to the facial expressions and body language being highly peculiar.
It's because of demon posession, they arent themselves in that moment, it's the demon in them taking over what they are doing, and what they look like 😕
@@normalperson9646 Maybe, but regardless of that, schizophrenia and the body language of those that suffer from it still presents as crazy regardless if it’s performative or not.
She is frustrated..and people declare it is schizophrenia😂 Actually it is frustration where her mind is keep repeating same episodes again and again..and by that..she is getting frustrated/depression/agony etc.. People can't help it chase they don't experience it!.. If you go to doctor ,according to his/her POV as a Pyschartist : You are disturbed and seeing things. . And always remember Problems are created by something or someone ,no human being was to create problem itself
@@SchizophrenicNYC I love it hahaha. She steps into the situation in such a neutral way. Thank you so much for sharing this side of your life with us. Greetings from Finland, stay safe! ❤️
Are the hallucinations ever real enough that you can feel them? I know the human mind is a scary powerful thing but would it help you that when they appear, that you maybe try to touch them? If the encounters are similar where they're calling you a liar, maybe try touching their hand first and if you don't feel them, you know they're not real. Just a suggestion..
99.99 percent normal humans do make such an expression . The one who enters might create all fuzz which we have to guess or ignore it . Episode it seems.
You showed absolutely nothing pertaining to SZ. Anyone can make faces when you tap them and tell them to get up. I'm not being insensitive. My adult child lives with me and has SZ.
I really don't understand why you would share someone going through mental illness..would you video tape a person with cancer or any other disease. This is a human being not a public spectacle. They deserve their privacy battling this disease show some respect..# my son has it too and I would never do this to him. Shame on you 😢
i happen to be diganosed with HIGH FUNCTIONIG AUTISM and i know what it is like to have an episode cuz i have extreme anger problems where i tend to go punching holes in walls your not alone sending love to you
@@LindaSpencer-h9y From the one that stupid people believe that the devil doesn't exist. "The Devil's greatest trick is to convince you that he does not exist!" Charles Baudelaire
Learn how to say, I command in the name of the Creator that You show Your Earth bound existence to Me removed of all veils and concealments, Learn to say that in Hebrew and see what happens. What do You have to lose?
Poor connection between mind body and soul is what can cause such illnesses along with satana and demons lord rebuke you all crom the world forever please God heal and rebuke such illnesses. Jesus hear my plea get these demons away from my bloodlines too never let them return!!! Amen!!
When you’ve tried everything in the world, try Jesus. Call out to him, you might just have some “critters”, not a big deal to get rid of. Can you say Jesus is Lord during an episode?
@@SchizophrenicNYC You’re breaking my heart seeing you suffer like this. Deliverance ministers have great results dealing with this issue. Please look at the New Testament, written by Jewish people in Israel for Jewish people, Gods chosen people. I can still pray for you. Much love and hope for you.
You are helping me understand so much better now. I don't know how to help my brother and he is schizophrenic. Thank you so much.
He needs the proper medication.
My nephew started showing aggressive behaviour in his 20's but then he wouldn't remember saying or doing mean things. Since he gets injections to help him control that side of him he's back to his sweet helpful wonderful person I knew before he developed that disorder.
It's scary I know because the person acts out like someone we don't know.
Your brother needs a psychiatric doctor to help him. It will help so much but he needs to take it otherwise it will get worse or he can become violent.
Good luck 🙏
how to help your brother is sort his diet out no processed food or sugar
El mayor poder lo tiene Dios todo poderoso, llévalo a misa, que se confiese, que visite al santísimo, que comulgue en gracia de Dios. Y por su puesto sigas las indicaciones de su médico🙏
@@JohannaSantiz very, & beautiful!
@@JohannaSantiz
I talk to myself all the time and honestly I'm ashamed when somebody stops me or see me while I'm talking. 😂😂
Lets hold hands, its só embarassing 😅😂
ikr? we be looking at the walls and talking to them as if they're real and can actually talk back, and the worst part is when the answer they give you (in your head) is what you don't wanna deal with lol
Every day im doing this😅
Inner monologue is normal don't worry about it
💯 I call it thinking out loud lol! There’s a big difference 🙂
I love that you record your life with schizophrenia. People going through schizophrenia and see your videos feel like there's hope and know they are not alone. I do not have schizophrenia but I have anxiety which is not the same i know. But my point is that I wish when I first started going through the anxiety and panic attacks there were more resources and friendly and relatable people who openly shared. You're the true meaning of one day someone will hear your story and use it as a survival guide. All the best.
I feel you I have anxiety as well but my anxiety sometimes triggers psychosis and people with schizophrenia have psychosis. Hey I'm not going to lie I'll talk to myself too sometimes 😂 and even answer myself back 😂😂😂
Couldn't disagree more. Making a casual 10 second video with "likes" , "views" and an open comment section for casual engagement is the worst thing anyone can do. I know what it's like to live with schizophrenia and it should NEVER be normalized; it's a SEVERE illness. There is no message in this video at all. Obviously it's posted for clicks and subs, you can tell by the title.
It is a severe illness. A sad one. I used to work om a locked unit at the VA where the patients were non Veteran and veterans. Heartwrenching to see their behaviors- some aggressive, some kept to themselves all the while being fed with Antipsychotics.
Agreed 💯
I 2 suffer with schizophrenia and I am learning on a daily basis on how to handle myself better. It's a tricky one 😉
Thank you to you and your family for helping to destigmatise mental health ❤️
Thank you for sharing your experience. We all need a reality check sometimes.
TY!!! I have a lot of diagnoses: bipolar, Borderline Personality Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, ptsd & chronic anxiety + anxiety attacks;) let'sake mental health issues = normal;) ❤
My Mother does too and Autism.. I hope you’re living well girl!
Devastating for me as her child because I have to keep her at an arms distance due to repeated physical assaults like she forgets who I AM temporarily and then grieves her actions I had to stop the cycle for both our sakes though I feel like scared all the time without her in my immediate life now but I manage for my own daughter 🙂❤ You got this!!!
Hugs 🎉
Pretty much all of what you mentioned there could be autism instead. It's not usually correctly diagnosed in women.
I 'm sorry you have to go through all those stuff. Anyway, if you can manage
the stress and know the triggers and I believe it can
be manage.
That's me too....didn't get diagnosed (with multiple mental health issues) until I was in my 30s.
It would be helpful if your videos were a little longer. I appreciate your posting them for everyone however. Thank you
You want me just sitting there doing nothing?
@@SchizophrenicNYCyes
@@SchizophrenicNYC Actually, yes. That could be just as revealing.
Yes It would be awesome to see how we should engage on the ins and out. My son does not exactly this but thinks things happen that didn't Luke crossing timelines or something. I'm very happy your sharing. It gives me so much hope. Thanks I appreciate you. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌺💐🌺💐🌺💐🌺💐🌻💐🌺🐞😊
@fritzidler9871 just watch all her videos...not that hard to find out.
My sister suffered from schizophrenia I say suffered because she was violent and always in some unknown sorrow 😢
This sounds like my bio mom she is also violent and was a perpetrator but then would delude herself with persecutory delusions that the victim of her was the real perpetrator. Her eyes would be bulged while she talked to herself non stop deep in this conversation I’m watching this to try to figure out if it’s schizophrenia she will never get help and when I have asked she flips it that I need “ treatments “ and mental help .
@@BA-jb8be I can feel what you going through. You need all the courage and internal strength you can muster.
@@user-ou9sk8vu7z thanks for your reply does this kind of sound like schizophrenia to you ? Sorry about your sister 😰
@@BA-jb8be I wouldn't be qualified to say that. You should consult.
Schizos are dangerous and unpredictable, often shells of the people they once were.
People like are very important you help
other persons with your videos. You give them hope and power. God bless you and your family
My mother took medicine every day of her life for this disease. I remember one time when her sister and family came to visit and her sister stole her medication. My mom had an episode where she woke me up in the middle of the night, took me in the kitchen in front of the sliding glass doors and had me lay in her lap ( i was around 9 or 10 years old at the time so you can imagine how increasingly scared i was getting it was totally uncharacteristic of her) anyway while she kept watch for the serial killer Charles Manson and his gang. She actually thought they were camped out across the river from us. And another time years and years later she had gone in for stomach surgery and somehow they got her meds wrong and she wound up not knowing she was at the hospital and what she was doing there. She thought they were trying to harm her. Its a scary disease. She had it and my brother was recently diagnosed with dementia so does that mean i will have one or the other?? Lord i hope not!
Don't assume it's easy to suddenly obtain it. Given your age and the fact that you are writing this, you are rational, aware, and conscious of your surroundings. This alone strongly suggests that the likelihood of having these disorders is very low, even rare. Wishing you a happy life.
I pray for you and your family
@@MoustafaA26 Thank you for the reassurance.
@@FastFierce Thank you
I wish I had people around me to do this and remind me to be grounded to reality... everytime my mind slips I get so lost...
Thank you for posting. You are helping people to understand what it looks like.
I'm so glad I found this channel and you have no idea how many lives you have touched, including mine. I can see myself in you and it's kinda like Deja Vu for me bc I've been in these situations. Obviously, these situations are not identical, especially. Again, I thank you so very much! I think of these videos as tools to educate the population and demolish the stigmas attached to this disease.
Agree. Videos need to be longer.
I interrupt my brother all the time to redirect him
What's that noise in the background of the video
Perfect framing though. You know the spot to put the cam on the freaking tripod damn you're gifted.
I talk to myself and I’ve read published articles from licensed psychiatrist. It’s normal and healthy to to talk to yourself. I was diagnosed with NAS as a baby . Watching people like you be so open and not ashamed about their mental health gives me hope . I have clinical depression, GAD , paranoia, ADHD , and gods know what else . I was diagnosed for my mental health when I was 13 . That’s what I only remember being diagnosed with . I know I should see a psychiatrist. I’m terrified of going to a psychiatric hospital. I can’t afford and don’t have insurance to see a psychiatrist.
I can't blame you when you are scared going to psychaiatric hospital because
some of those worker in the hospital are not compassionate to patients with mental illness,anyway not all and there are worker in the hospital who practice the oath.Anyway, as long your mental illness is manageable you don't need to go to hospital.Not all paranoia are bad and now a days you need to be a little paranoid because not every one has best intention.Anyway, ADHD is lack of focus and I think you
can train your brain to stay focus through meditation.
Anyway, you can educate and
advocate yourself through reading and seeking right information when it comes to mental health.
Why don't you ever share what ur saying im assuming you added the lock it up or whatever its says in the background to hide whatever ur saying its great that ur sharing but not very educational if your just watching a silent film people can't learn what kind of hallucinations you have or experience the things people say during these episodes like do the conversations seem outlandish or do they seem perfectly normal cant tell blocking out the actual episode
Wondering if she's even a real schizophrenic at this point.
Do you live in a group home or is that your roommate? Either way glad to see you have people around who understand and support you
They are partners
@@mirie.2183 that’s nice 💗
I like how the girl patted her on the shoulder to pull her out of it.
I've never done this type things. I have diagnose schizophrenia too. Even more, paranoid schizophrenia. I don't understand.
Not sure of this is real.
I don’t get it. It just look like she made a face and someone walked in a room. What am I missing?
My great aunt had schizophrenia. She was a very sweet lady. She thought people were out to get her all the time. She had severe delusions. It was sad. She didn't take her meds. People made fun of her. So sad. Poor Aunt Pauline
"People made fun of her": so she was right, people WERE aggressive towards her.
It's beautiful that you feel compassion for your aunty's situation.
It is sad that a person with severe mental illness are not
taking seriously and people made fun of them.If people can be educate and understand the condition and I think it change the way they think to mental illness.
Most people with mental illness are vulnerable and victimise.Anyway, you can't put people in one basket because they are people with
mental illness are intellectual
and productive.Anyway, God bless the heart of your aunt.
If someone else speaks to you during an episode are you aware of who they are while the hallucination is happening? Thanks for sharing your experience.
I live in two separate dimensions, the reality and an alternate one. I’m always 50% on each, but sometimes the alternate reality takes over. The people around me, they’re 100% in reality unlike me, so having them around me sort of helps bringing me back to reality. In other words, being around people help me stay in touch with reality, and I don’t have as many hallucinations as opposed to when I’m by myself. That’s the way I view it, hope this helps understand
Also, I know when something is real or a hallucination, but only afterwards, like when I go “back to normal”. Deep down I can tell when something feels off, but my mind can’t, my body can’t, so it feels as if they’re real. You can hear it, sometimes see it, feel the fear and paranoia like it’s 100% real. But only afterwards can you be sure, once you’re no longer in that “hypnotic” state.
@@CelestialExilityI've had 3 strokes and had an issue with hallucinating. It's hard to explain to someone who has never had one how real those can be to you.
It sounds like the brain is trying to dream while you're awake, but if not a lucid dreamer. I'm curious what dreaming is like for people with schizophrenia, and how it differs from the hallucinations.
@@thewatcher7823 I notice that my hallucinations usually take the shape of horror movie characters that I watched before. I used to binge watch horror stuff as a child, and to this day I’m still haunted by it. I don’t know if the movies had anything to do with the development of my schizophrenia, probably not, but it did affect the way I hallucinate. The “realest” hallucination I experienced was when I watched Scream, after I finished watching it I went right to sleep.
English ain’t my first language and I’m really bad at explaining situations, but i’ll try: I was lying on the bed, on my side. I was facing the door, and my back was turned towards the wall. I felt a strong presence behind me. I tried to ignore it but couldn't; fear took hold of me. When I turned towards the wall to see what was behind me, I saw Ghostface holding a butcher knife to my neck. I closed my eyes, jumped right out the bed aiming for the light switch, screamed my sister for help. When she came running to see what happened, I turned on the light switch anddd yeah that mf disappeared. I had to sleep with her that night, I was extremely paranoid. I think I was around 10 at the time.
Something very similar happens when I’m dreaming. It feels real, I can’t tell whether I’m dreaming or not, “lucid dreams” seem impossible for me. I’m ngl, I mostly just sleep and wake up without dreaming whatsoever, but when I do, it’s the craziest scenarios, usually a “copy” of my daily routine but with something disastrous. Like, dreaming about going to the gym and getting kidnapped instead, it’s a very terrible feeling because I always wake up scared and sweating.
Rn I’m taking Olanzapine which really calms me down and stops my hallucinations, I rarely get them and when I do it’s easier to ignore. One thing I hate about it is because idk, I feel dumb when on meds, like I just wanna sleep and nothing else 😭🙏🏽
spiritual problem ?
why isn't she taking medication?
i was diagnosed with paranoid shizo over ten years ago and with meds its been 8 or 9 years since i had an episode
I take medicine
I'm 16 years old, and I started smoking at a very young age. Now, I hear voices in my head, and people are telling me that I should continue smoking, but I don't want to. Everyone around me always seems to want to hurt me, so I don't go outside anymore because of this. I don't have any friends to talk to, and my mom even thinks I'm joking. I really need help, but I don't have money for medication. I'm really good with music-I'm a singer, rapper, songwriter, and record producer. I think if I change my environment, I'll be okay. Please, can anyone help me? I'm traumatized.😖😖😭
Medicaid
@@SchizophrenicNYCthat's all you have to say to this poor girl? You have a PUBLIC channel about a SERIOUS mental health disorder and that's all you say to her? She said she's traumatized. Way to go on that support from a "real" schizophrenic. I'm appalled at you. Why are you online anyways?
Stop smoking. Smoking laced weed (knowingly or unknowingly) can for one reason or another result is schizophrenia. I went to college with a heavy weed smoker who always wore headphones. For the first couple yrs ppl just thought he was "slow" and rapping to the music. Then we found out that he had actually developed schizophrenia and was talking to voices, not rapping to his music. He found out that his dealer was lacing his weed with something for years, but the damage was done.
Why does looking at the camera help it stop?
Could it be that the other alternative reality dimension is a real dimension that we so called ‘normal’ people can’t actually see but you can? Could you be a portal chosen by the universe to talk to souls or energies in the other dimension that we people haven’t been given access to? Are you special in that sense and you don’t have a real mental health issue? I think the latter but would love to hear your perspective.
OMG, it would be great if it was that easy. My family member has been through so many doctors and meds that we've lost count. Some meds work for a while and then don't work anymore. He doesn't let family members intervene, and legally doesn't have to because he's an adult. He knows exactly what to say when they put him in a 72-hour psych hold. He's on the street now, sometimes in jail. We have done everything we can do, especially his dad, who is heartbroken. He doesn't want help.
What do some of your hallucinations look like?
Mine were 3D writing on walls and ceilings, and a kid standing outside of windows of the rooms I was in (creepy, yes). They're crazy realistic to the person having them. I know that now.
Love everything you do, we don't have choice.
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Im so sorry this happened to you schizophrenia is an awful disease of the mind.
I would never know when to record myself and when in an episode the thought of filming it just would never enter the mind
It’s a security camera
Is there any problem if I interrupt a episode of schizophrenia to my aunt, who lives with me?
my cousin has schizophrenia and she does the same thing even the facial expression is identical
Thank you for the validation. I get a lot of haters.
@@SchizophrenicNYC you're very welcome, i hope you get better
@@bababooey4227 me too!!
Why do people with schizophrenia look crazy even if they were talking to real people? I mean in regards to the facial expressions and body language being highly peculiar.
It's because of demon posession, they arent themselves in that moment, it's the demon in them taking over what they are doing, and what they look like 😕
I was wondering that too 🤔
I don't know ether.
Half of this is performance for views.
@@normalperson9646 Maybe, but regardless of that, schizophrenia and the body language of those that suffer from it still presents as crazy regardless if it’s performative or not.
Did you model for a CVS commercial? I swear I seen you
She is frustrated..and people declare it is schizophrenia😂
Actually it is frustration where her mind is keep repeating same episodes again and again..and by that..she is getting frustrated/depression/agony etc..
People can't help it chase they don't experience it!..
If you go to doctor ,according to his/her POV as a Pyschartist : You are disturbed and seeing things.
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And always remember Problems are created by something or someone ,no human being was to create problem itself
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@@SchizophrenicNYC What you thinking
What is the background voice saying “lock it up” repeatedly?
Lol it's the girl who enters the room, she tells the lady to "Knock it off"
She always tells me that lol
@@SchizophrenicNYC I love it hahaha. She steps into the situation in such a neutral way.
Thank you so much for sharing this side of your life with us. Greetings from Finland, stay safe! ❤️
That girl is hilarious. Bring her some 🔥 coffee with cow milk. Meanwhile, the beans are still cooking ☕️ 😂 🤣🤣🤣 🫛🫘😋 😂
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I can't hide my condition anymore I never hit it very well to begin with
Hid like in hide not hit it's spelled wrong
Are the hallucinations ever real enough that you can feel them? I know the human mind is a scary powerful thing but would it help you that when they appear, that you maybe try to touch them? If the encounters are similar where they're calling you a liar, maybe try touching their hand first and if you don't feel them, you know they're not real. Just a suggestion..
May God heal bless and protect her all all Schizophrenic people God and Jesus Christ loves u
If you can't even stay grounded in reality yourself, then you're going to cause more harm than help.
@@TailsClock ?
I do that too and I'm not even Schizophrenic... As far as I'm aware....
She said ,' why it has to be me again!'
At least u got company, i got Emmet sleeping on my couch.
It’s like u see 2 poeple, the first to the second one, u look, after you’ve listened to there nonsense. your like fuck off mates ha. I’m busy🥇❤️
Lol
I wish my brother schizophrenia episodes were like that. But his are more severe 😢
On more thing peace is best regards bless you XX
99.99 percent normal humans do make such an expression . The one who enters might create all fuzz which we have to guess or ignore it . Episode it seems.
I think its Act... show me a real person with it
Exactly.
You showed absolutely nothing pertaining to SZ. Anyone can make faces when you tap them and tell them to get up.
I'm not being insensitive. My adult child lives with me and has SZ.
The level of acting. ,thank you for ruining our reputation
She should be ashamed of herself for acting like she has a serious mental health disorder. She's misleading so many young minds who really need help.
Ard you aware at the time? That is to say you know you are hallucinating or speaking to someone?
I’m disassociating
@@SchizophrenicNYC do you have any recall of the experience?
@MWALKLETT1 soon after
Doesn't your medication stop your symptoms?
Are you taking any meds?
You are so beautiful stay strong sis
Thank you, I will
I really don't understand why you would share someone going through mental illness..would you video tape a person with cancer or any other disease. This is a human being not a public spectacle. They deserve their privacy battling this disease show some respect..# my son has it too and I would never do this to him. Shame on you 😢
Yes, thank you. Don't believe she's a schizophrenic. Appalling.
Why they get this...!!??
I need to get out 😔❤
i happen to be diganosed with HIGH FUNCTIONIG AUTISM and i know what it is like to have an episode cuz i have extreme anger problems where i tend to go punching holes in walls your not alone sending love to you
anche io ho melt down molto violenti
@@silviascannella7895 i use edibiles to treat my extreme anger i aslo have IED which is worst
Ella tiene un perro que le vi la cola entre las patas... estará apta ?? El animal debe vivir estresado!! 🥺
God lv her my brother has this my heart goes out to him it's not a laughing matter mocking is catching its a shame to go through this 😮😮
I like you.
You're my favourite skitzophrenic new You tube person
Good luck
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Is it like being in a dream?
Proof that you should not drink that type of stuff that is on the table.
What’s on the table?
@@SchizophrenicNYC Soda.
All In ONES. have we interrupted you? 🐲
You should be on medication for skizophtenia and I'm going to ski
But why so many faces while talking ? Is that a natural trait ?
It’s a schizo thing
yes its normal from my experience
Do you have root canals or dental implants or anything metal affixed in your mouth.
None
@@SchizophrenicNYC do you have anything inside your body that by way of nature does not belong there?
Could be birth control or some form of implant?
What can happen when you have those?
@@billeepace7405I have schizophrenia and it started after I took a covid test. It felt like something shot up into my brain thru my nose.
Her family is not treating her right
I’m not a child
We all do talk to ourselves 🤣
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Yeah, I think we all know so much more about schizophrenia after this epic 6 second video!!
lock it up!
Don't believe she has schizophrenia.
Kan hon inte presentera sin vän som hon pratar med??
Not a friend actually it's an intruder because she didn't ask for it.
Who told you you were having a hallucination?
Curious, what makes you think or believe you have hallucinations?
میشل جان من نمیتونم رژیم بگیرم به خاطر داروهام که ضعف میکنم
They can be violent
Is this video violent?
A good Exorcist... and no more Schizo
What century are you from?
@@LindaSpencer-h9y From the one that stupid people believe that the devil doesn't exist. "The Devil's greatest trick is to convince you that he does not exist!" Charles Baudelaire
Hard to function with that condition.
I’m ok
Before you call someone crazy, think of this freak. Wtf
I'm schizophrenic...recording yourself and all that is absolutely ridiculous...very disingenuous.
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Learn how to say, I command in the name of the Creator that You show Your Earth bound existence to Me removed of all veils and concealments,
Learn to say that in Hebrew and see what happens.
What do You have to lose?
you hear the voices in the background knock it off it said
U kids does not need to put your poor mama on social media that's so disrespectful to do to her she can't help it how she is take this down
Demonic deliverance needed
For who?
That's all you have to do? Tap them on the arm? Magic.
For me
What that's not right ,you don't carry on like that 😮
Possessed 👹
I talk to myself too, to the point hubby will say “talking to yourself again are you?” 😂
I've learned that talking to myself and having schizophrenic hallucinations/hearing voices are not the same.
talking to to yourself that doesn’t mean you have schizophrenia 🙄
Read the title, shes not talking to herself, she's talking to a hallucination :)
@@PopsieDooAnd that right, bc they aren't, two EXTREMELY different things... seems like people just comment without reading or just ignore the text 😅
Poor connection between mind body and soul is what can cause such illnesses along with satana and demons lord rebuke you all crom the world forever please God heal and rebuke such illnesses. Jesus hear my plea get these demons away from my bloodlines too never let them return!!! Amen!!
LSD trip?
Ha! If only
She need someone pray to her
No no no
💥Tell your voices to go look for a job and see what they say
Stop wasting my time buddy
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@@SchizophrenicNYC That is so mean..I hope you never have to experience or a loved one in your family..
It doesn’t work like that man like your questioning whether it’s reality or not so you’re not aware enough to tell them to get a job
@@sariedixon8965 she knows they're hallucinations she talks abt it all the time
What did she say? And why she make. Faces like that
I don't know.
Respect to you and lark if you want 🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊
When you’ve tried everything in the world, try Jesus. Call out to him, you might just have some “critters”, not a big deal to get rid of. Can you say Jesus is Lord during an episode?
I’m Jewish
@@SchizophrenicNYC You’re breaking my heart seeing you suffer like this. Deliverance ministers have great results dealing with this issue. Please look at the New Testament, written by Jewish people in Israel for Jewish people, Gods chosen people. I can still pray for you. Much love and hope for you.
@@WilliamRudolph-y9g you can pray for me all you want. You can also throw pebbles.
ESO NO ES EZQUISOFRENIA SOLO ES UNA PERSONA DIFERENTE