Psychosis: How it Felt - What Psychosis Feels Like

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  • Опубликовано: 14 дек 2024
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Комментарии • 41

  • @lorianrosborough7099
    @lorianrosborough7099 2 года назад +15

    When I was in the psych ward for psychosis they had certain hours that you were allowed to shower but I was so out of it I didn’t even know if it was night or day nor did I remember the shower rules. One night while I was trying to sleep I got extremely cold like I felt like I was going to die cold(I think it was the medicine). So I ran to the shower took all of my clothes off and turned it on hot. All of a sudden a nurse ran in, grabbed me by arm hard and yanked me out of the shower. She started yelling and reprimanding me for it. Then she pulled me out of the bathroom still naked and made me get dressed in front of my roommate and the open windows. That same nurse also said to me “why would anyone love you,” when I told her about my fiancé. I’ll never forget how that nurse treated me. It’s not right the way they treat people in there. They get away with too much. We’re not in our right minds and they still treat us like criminals. It’s just not right.

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +3

      What a hard experience 💔 I had some mean nurses too but nothing like that. I’m so sorry you had to go through that. Thank you for sharing with us 💜

  • @emmad4152
    @emmad4152 7 месяцев назад +5

    Thank you for being so brave. For
    Me ir is really hard to speak openly about this. ❤

  • @ishouldbesleeping1354
    @ishouldbesleeping1354 2 года назад +7

    Wow. I think you just opened my mind. I’m so humbled by your resilience. I so full of respect and honor for you.

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      Wow 😭😭 thank you so much 💜 sending hugs

  • @cheryll.conner7865
    @cheryll.conner7865 5 месяцев назад +1

    What a beautiful gift you have given us all by sharing this experience. You are so brave and wise. And, generous. Blessings, Cheryl.

  • @mikeyyoon
    @mikeyyoon Год назад +6

    Stress and anxiety can do all sorts of crazy stuff to us. I just want to give you a hug man. I know what it feels like to fall off the face of planet earth. I haven’t spoken to any friends since 2015. I used to be the life of the party - dating actresses… I’m on IMDb… and then a big event happened in my life that has turned me into a caveman. I never go out… when I do… and covid didn’t help… I feel so out of place whereas before I wanted to be the center of attention. All through my life I’ve been bullied for being Korean. I mean goddamn we’re trending now but back in the day the biggest role model you could hope for was Bruce Lee and that was an insult lol. I’m really trying to get my stuff together now. I haven’t been to a doctor or dentist since pre-covid. I’m just sorta living day to day trying to get out of bed. I guess what I’m saying is you’re not alone. We all go bat sh*T crazy sometimes. Hell… I sat in my basement trying to hear God speak to me… I think fundamentally we are searching for meaning… to feel something as well. Thank you for sharing your story… as gut wrenching as it is for me to hear. I would give you a huge hug right now.

  • @myfunmi27
    @myfunmi27 2 года назад +5

    You are a really strong person. I have watched many of your videos and yeah a really strong person. I just subscribed and look forward to more videos. I am so sorry that you went through that and I send you good wishes of happiness and joy, and thanks for sharing your story, I can imagine that it must have been hard to do. Thanks

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +2

      Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️ it has been a wild ride and I know I’m not alone. Thank you for your well wishes! Sending a hug 💜

  • @Giselle332
    @Giselle332 2 года назад +3

    I just saw your channel and I think it's absolutely amazing how you are brave enough to share your stories and experiences. You are helping so many people who are experiencing similar things to you and I have subscribed because I find you inspirational and honest. You're so beautiful too. Sending you a big hug. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      Awww thank you so much!! This comment made my day! I’m glad people can hear they are not alone. I felt very alone when I happened to me and I couldn’t find anyone talking about it who was a fully functional human who bounced back. Hugs back to you 💜💜

    • @Giselle332
      @Giselle332 2 года назад

      @@toriebrame3419 You are doing a good thing and it helps people who are in a similar situation not to feel isolated. I'd be interested to know what it was like for you to be in a psyche ward. Please could you do a video on that. That would be interesting. Again it's so inspirational that you are openly talking about things and sharing your experiences. I am in awe of you. 💗💗💗

  • @cindyjohnson9078
    @cindyjohnson9078 2 года назад +4

    Torie, thank you for sharing this. I have never experienced psychosis so it is really interesting to hear your firsthand experience. I can't imagine being on such a high dose of steroids - I can't believe you slept at all! I am so sorry this happened to you and just want to give you a big hug. I'm glad you came back from it.

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      Thanks so much Cindy. I’m glad I came back too. I’m so glad you’re here 💜

    • @blueblack3591
      @blueblack3591 2 года назад +1

      I am so happy you got better as well

  • @chelseajones2112
    @chelseajones2112 2 года назад +2

    Thank you for sharing this. It’s awesome to see that your essence endured that experience.

  • @MarlieMazing
    @MarlieMazing 2 года назад +2

    Hello, first of all I want to say thank you for sharing your story. I can tell there is still hurt from the experience because this happened to you and meanwhile you were scared and vulnerable and not everyone around you understood this. I had a situation that was similar in 2013 when I was about 19 years old. I know in a previous video you mentioned experiencing PTSD from this experience and I can relate to that sentiment (never actually diagnosed however). My experience was one I seldom had discussed because for YEARS, my brain and heart were trying to process what had taken place. There was one employee who while I was under medication took me by the arm and dragged me across the floor and left me bruises on my arm, and at the time I had no filter to think "hey someone in this facility shouldn't be doing this to me," so I didn't speak up or say anything at all, another patient at facility actually said something to another employee about it. Anyway, I pray for your continued healing from this experience and I hope maybe one day you could talk more about your experience with others, I think speaking to other people who have gone through something similar can help our healing process. I was blessed by you sharing your story. Thank you again for sharing

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      Oh wow 💔 thank you for sharing YOUR story. The psych ward was the most traumatic part for me so I totally get it taking years to talk about. So glad this video resonated with you. Thank you for watching and your kind words 💜💜

  • @TheKingWhoWins
    @TheKingWhoWins 7 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for sharing

  • @calibrial
    @calibrial 2 года назад +2

    You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this ❤️

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      Thank you for watching it 🙈💜💜

  • @delilabuchanan6437
    @delilabuchanan6437 4 дня назад

    Thank you darling

  • @azharmohammed8887
    @azharmohammed8887 2 года назад +1

    Wow. Powerful story and scary. I am having psychosis episodes on a low dose of week steroid (hydrocortisone) and am so worried they may get worse. Cycling in and out of similar states. I intend to watch your videos, thank you for sharing and well wishes from Scotland.

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад

      Thank you for watching! So sorry you are going through this. You are not alone 💜

  • @FreerunnerCamilo
    @FreerunnerCamilo 2 года назад +2

    Hope you’re doing better now. My doctor prescribed me some Oral steroids for Eustachian tube dysfunction but I have the suspicion I am more susceptible to side effects. Def appreciate your insights.

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +1

      I am better now thank you 💜 I’m glad you were able to find some helpful information on my video 💜

  • @carycase5563
    @carycase5563 2 года назад +3

    I am from Indiana, I had a raccoon as a pet as well, I love raccoons. On you experience, I had an experienced with long term ADD medication, not as elaborate as yours, but as soon as I went off it the psychosis subsided. My episodes were about hyper focusing on things like genealogy and reporting programs. Lets just say I am not interested in those things and when I quit the meds I lost interest, which tells me wth? I am off everything right now because I have tried everything possible for pain and I am done with crazy town. Do you have any experiences with propranolol?

  • @Leon_Su1989
    @Leon_Su1989 2 года назад +2

    Me the same. Which meds are you in right now? Do you still taking risperidone?

    • @toriebrame3419
      @toriebrame3419  2 года назад +2

      I am off risperidone now. I was only on it for about 6 weeks. Now the only psychiatrist medication I’m on is Wellbutrin and I love it.

  • @sadieflint1994
    @sadieflint1994 2 года назад +1

    Awe shoots, my mama had lupus but she’s free from her suffering now

  • @Brittanystar-ps7be
    @Brittanystar-ps7be 9 месяцев назад

    I have pyschsis and I feel like1 e1veryone at school was talking about me so I got serverly sucidal

    • @TheKingWhoWins
      @TheKingWhoWins 7 месяцев назад

      Did you speak to the counselor?

    • @Brittanystar-ps7be
      @Brittanystar-ps7be 7 месяцев назад +1

      Iv got pyschssidq some guy bullied me in school bu calling me fat and akward when I was 55lbs cuz of them putting me on prozsc and then I got sucidal over that and my bf cheated on me so I texted my crush as nd his friend at the time said he wants nothing to do with me and neither does she so I had a mentle breakdown and I selfharmed and I couldn't stop selfharming and this has been about 3 years ago but I have pyschosis and sizoeffective disorder now and im hearing peoplr bullybme in school becouse I got bullied and now im hearing people tell me that im do akward im problobly transgender where I got raped at 14 and nobody cared and bullied me I would kinda mistreated in school like I would open Nd close my legs and mister ate when I was in the 1st grade and iv been bullied ever since especially this one black boy with dreads is calling me a freak and a boy just to get me to kill myself like he'll be like boy like he'll just say the word like he's really mean

  • @jamesstewart2560
    @jamesstewart2560 2 года назад

    Are you still in burspiron??

  • @Michelle-zk3po
    @Michelle-zk3po 3 месяца назад +1

    Sounds like you were OVer treated

  • @doublerainbowomg
    @doublerainbowomg Год назад +2

    Thank you so much for sharing! I came here for your Wellbutrin videos but I am so moved by your story and relate to you on a level that feels meaningful to me now… you are strong and beautiful thank you for your vulnerability and for sharing so openly ❤🤍