Tara, you said you didn't know why you're vloggjng this or what you hope people will get out of it. I just wanted to tell you that my family is going through a similar situation next month and it is so strangely comforting to literally watch someone else go through it. The whole situation is so shitty so I thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this with us, it makes the scary things feel a little less scary. I'm so happy your mom is doing well ❤
The emotion in this vlog were so raw. Thank you for being so real. Wishing your sweet mom the best wishes for a speedy recovery. Hugs to you and your family.❤
I can’t even imagine going through this. My heart ached for you watching this and I am so relieved to know Momma is okay. She will continue to be okay. ❤
Hi Tara , I hope you are doing well now Sending all the love and prayers to your mom ,Mitch , you & your family and Brady. Following you since LA . Be strong
this has been such a raw and vulnerable vlog. Tara, i’m a silent follower and have been for years. seeing your rawness throughout the video and the highs and lows brought me back to a similar situation with my dad going thru a stroke and having to get brain surgery. surgeries are so scary and putting your trust into these drs is hard to make sure they can take care of our loved ones. i’m so happy to hear your mom is recovering and surgery went well! thank you for being so real in this vlog. It helped me with emotions i’m still going thru even now that my dad is fine and well. it’s still so traumatic and painful years later ❤️🩹
You feel clouded and it's hard to focus when the main stressor is on your mind. I was feeling this exact way lately. And when it's over you're so drained and have to relax. It feels like you ran a marathon, the exhaustion mentally.
This is how I felt (clouded and hard to focus) when my extremely close aunt (who’s like a mom to me) had surgery last month. Unfortunately it ended up taking a toll on my work performance even though I showed up and tried my best everyday. Sadly they let me go mid September (now im unemployed searching for work again) because of my quality assurance (it was a call center job) score had been lower in August.
Hi, Tara! I’ve been basically a silent supporter for a few years now. I just wanted to say that you are so so strong. I know this was probably the hardest thing you’ve endured with your family, but you move with such Grace. Thank you for always being so vulnerable and open. I truly feel like you’re an actual friend that I know IRL. Blessings to you and your family! Praying your mom makes a full recovery from everything she has been going through!
Your vlog was exactly what it should have been, real, raw, stressful, painful and full of emotions, it was real life. We’ve all been there and I am so happy for your mom, you and your family for the wonderful outcome ❤️ I pray for her recovery 🙏🏼
16:36 oki I’m bawling.. your mom is so special to us Tara, I’m hoping she has the speediest and healthiest recovery. She is cancer free, one of the biggest celebrations 🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤. Thank you to her for allowing us the honour of celebrating this victory with her❤
My surgery is on Oct 3 for a lumpectomy and i’m crying because you remind me so much of my daughter. I don’t want her to worry like this. but i’m just happy that your Mom’s surgery was a success. Thank you for sharing this.
Sometimes we forget that everyone has things going on behind the scenes and some people like myself don’t always share these things. Thank you for sharing this
This hasn't been easy to share I'm sure and although we are strangers I am so happy it all went well for your mom... But also for you your brother your dad I know it takes a lot out of everyone in the family. Sending nothing but positive vibes and thoughts always 🎉🎉
Tara as a Capricorn, follower, person with chronic illness i want to tell you this: share your rollercoasters more often. We are not here only for the positive, fluffy , cute vibes, We are here for the tough, sad, hard moments as well. Don't keep emotions inside you. Also, the most important of all, give my regards and wishes to your mum- i hope she has a fast recovery. Take care of yourself
Your authenticity and genuine goodness is what makes me never miss a video Tara. So happy for your mom's good news and just thankful that your family is okay. Love you Tara!
So glad your Mom is ok!! Don’t be hard on yourself. It’s YOUR MOM! You’re allowed to feel all the emotions! Give yourself grace. Live each day to the fullest.
Thank you for sharing this very vulnerable day in your life with us! 100% agree with what you said about always being kind to other you TRULY DONT know what they are going through. I was holding back tears this watching this but so grateful and happy your mom’s surgery went well! Things happen for a reason and it only makes us stronger humans 💪🥹❤️ sending you and your family so much love light and positivity 🙏🙏❤️
Coming from someone who has depression thank you for sharing this!showing ur authentic feelings makes me feel human hoping for a speedy recovery ❤️🩹 and strength for ur family!
I’m crying with relief and love for you, your mom, your dad, all your loved ones. I know how terrifying it can be having a loved one go through scary surgery, the numbing of emotions before and then the relief, the fear and everything settling in after. I’m so glad your mom is okay 🎉❤ here’s to her, a warrior, a survivor 🥂
I'm so glad your mom will be cancer-free! I lost my mom to cancer almost a year ago and my life hasn't been the same. It hardest and loneliest feeling you go through. I am happy you moved home, when you did and I love seeing your family dynamic. Sending prayers for comfort and recovery.
This was such a good example why sometimes it is okay to be so open like this. It’s so pure & although it’s hard it warms my heart & I’m sure everyone else’s. Thank you for this. Truly be kind to everyone because you really don’t know what people are going through. Sending love & positive energy to you & your family ❤
Tara, this showed real life, real issues, and real emotions. It shows you are human, and I know I wasn't the only one crying watching this and understanding what you're going through. I know it sounds weird to say, but thank you for sharing. Always know you're not alone. I'm sending healing prayers and positive vibes to your mom.
tara i’m so happy your mom is okay and the surgery went well :( i feel so much relief for you and your family. also i feel like this vlog came at a perfect time for me because i found out my grandma is going on hospice friday and have been crying most of the weekend. it’s so scary. thank you for being real and vulnerable it means so much to me. no one’s ever alone! sending so much love your families way
I honestly think that when a mom goes through something no matter what it is it brakes the people around her. She has to be so strong all the time and when she is vulnerable everyone else struggles. I’m so glad your mom got the best outcome in a crappy situation. Praying for continued healing and strength
This brought me right back to when my mom had open heart surgery. Such a roller coaster of emotions and relief but also uncertainty with the following recovery. I’m sending your mama all the good energy possible. Take care of you also during this challenging time. We often forget and we need to be strong for them ❤
I’m so relieved that your mom is doing okay!! I bet that was an extremelyyyy hard day to go through and I literally can’t imagine that happening, but I prayed for you guys and so glad it was a successful surgery!You’re so strong Tara, love your vlogs.🥰❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for being so vulnerable Tara. I myself have had a parent go through cancer and I know how hard this journey is. You are so strong!!! I am sending you and your family love and I am wishing your mom a smooth recovery after her surgery. ❤❤
So happy your mom’s surgery went well. My dad had cancer and went through chemo and a 11 hour surgery… I know how emotionally tolling it can be. Your mom is a pillar of strength and is so lucky to have such a supportive family behind her.
I'm so happy your mom's surgery went well. I've been through the same with a family member. Emotional ups and downs, still had to go to work, caregiving, crying, anger, everything in between. There were times I didnt want to see anyone either. We come out of it much stronger. Your mom will be back to her old self and your bonds with love ones will be a fortress
Tara! I've been an og silent follower, but couldnt resist the urge to post now. Not sure if you will get to see this message, but wanted to send you and your mom a virtual hug. I started crying with you when you heard the relieving news. I am so so so happy that your mom's surgery was successful!!! Health truly is wealth. Sending love and prayers!
I'm so sorry your family and you are going through this situation. Like I said before, I went through breast cancer and the entire process. Your mom is so lucky to have the support of a loving family. It's the most wonderful gift a person going through an illness can have in their life.
tara, thank you for sharing this and being so incredibly vulnerable. my mom has been sick for as long as I can remember and the fear and sadness you experience during times like this, even if you know its going to be ok, is so real. its scary watching your mom go through something that seems so uncertain. one thing i've learned though is that mama's are some tough cookies.🥰 sending all the love and healing vibes to your beautiful mama and your fam.❤
Your mom is a warrior, you are a warrior, dad’s a warrior, your brother is a warrior!! So happy mom had a good procedure. Prayers of fast healing for her.
so happy to hear that everything went well with your mom. my family went through a similar situation earlier in the year and the emotional roller coaster and waves of emotion are so hard to navigate. seeing that wave of relief with you was like going through that all over again. it was oddly comforting to see someone else do this as well and know that we are truly not alone with these experiences. keeping your family in my thoughts, thank you for all that you share.
Sobbing watching this right now. I’m so happy for you and your family, your mom. Thank you for sharing with us your days, we love you and your family so much!! Big hugs to you Tara 🩷🩷
The way i just bawled my eyes out watching this🥺 Been watching you for over 8 years an seen just about everything you’ve gone through so i just wanna say you are SO STRONG Tara🫶🏽 We love you so much!! So happy everything worked out for your mom & family❤️
Such a good reminder that everyone is going through it and to always be kind. So glad to hear your mom’s surgery went well ❤️ thank you for sharing such a vulnerable moment with all of us. Sending so much love! 🫶
As someone who has lost her mom, I've been thinking about you so much and sending you so much love every time you talk about her the last few months. I started bawling when you shared the news your mom is okay. ❤ I'm so relieved and happy for your family. Your mom is such a light and so kind and loving in all your vlogs, and she honestly feels like another online bonus mom to all us viewers. Thank you for sharing all this, not only is it authentic and shows us more about you, but also its healing whenever I see positive outcomes in healthcare journeys. Sending you love and good vibes for this after surgery journey too. It can be hard feeling weak after a surgery so I hope you get to plan lots of fun, pampering netflix type of activities with her during her recovery. Thank you again for sharing this with all of us and remember to keep being kind to yourself as you are to us and everyone else.
Thank you for sharing this! I went through a very similar and difficult time with my mom when she found out she has cancer. At the time, I did myself a huge disservice not talking about it or opening up to express the magnitude of the situation. The relationship between you and your family is so beautiful and sits near to my heart as well. We can see and feel the love. My mother is now in recovery and my husband and I found out we are expecting a little one soon. The phases of life truly find a way to bless us even if it doesn’t feel like that in the moment.
the internet is such a cool place - especially your little corner that you’ve created. based off the comments you were not crying alone and i was also right there with you, cried my eyes out with relief for you and your family. your momma is one strong woman and it’s so obvious how much and how deeply she is loved. she’s had an entire ARMY (your little corner of the internet) rooting for her and sending their love and i’m so so so happy to hear that her surgery went well and now it’s just recovery time! 🤍💪🏼
Your mom is such a bright ball of sunshine, I know her recovery will be so quick because of all the love she has from you and the family! Thoughts and prayers with you all ❤
I'm so glad your mom is doing well and her surgery went well. My sister had 2 open heart surgeries when she was 17 and I still remember how I felt and the fear and anxiety you have when something is happening to your loved one and you have no control. My family and I were all together at the hospital but we all went off during the surgery to process separately because it takes such a toll on you. Hope you and your family are doing ok and the upside is that it brings you guys much closer together and puts into perspective the people who are there for you, how much the people in your life mean to you and how precious every moment we have with each other is.
Going through this with my dads cancer really took me right back to that time of my life I tend to block out. This was so emotional and vulnerable. I know your mom will make a full recovery just like my dad 😊❤ sending allllllll my love to your family Tara!
thank you for sharing this with us tara, i went through this with my dad when i was 6, 7, and am going through it again at 23. makes me feel less alone!! love u
My mom passed away from cancer a couple of years ago. I think about her everyday, to be honest most days I think about her all throughout my day. wanting to share things with her, or just being curious about what her thoughts would be on situations. Having a parent go through something like this is probably one of the most difficult things especially if you are close to your parent. It does this weird dynamic shift, and highlights just how unlimited time truly is. I am so incredibly happy and proud to see the strength that you are exuding, it may not feel like that in the moments but just sharing what’s going on in your life in this manner shows great strength and is very helpful. I am happy that your mom is healthier and that your family is making it through together. Here’s to more beautiful moments you have together both shared and unshared with the masses. I’ll keep you all in my prayer’s ❤
Tara your mom is so strong and loves you with all her heart. I lost my mom last year to a heart attack. I still have not fully processed her passing. I am so thankful knowing your mom is doing well. I know how scary and emotional this is. We try not to think about the worst but our brain doesn’t know the difference. I hope you spend as much time as you can with your parents. I’m so glad you live in Toronto now with your family ❤ you have made some really good choices in life. You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be and I can tell your mom is so proud of you.
And this is why people watch you, you're so real and authentic. This was so raw, the amount of emotional intelligence this all takes, please please be proud of yourself. I am so glad to hear your mom is doing great! She and you are both so filled with light
Crying with you all as I watch this. So happy for the relief that comes with a successful surgery. Will continue to pray for you and your family to find peace and hope in a difficult situation ❤
Oh girl, I was crying. I’m so sorry your family and mom are going through this. My dad also had surgeries for cancer and I feel like I felt everything you were feeling. Sending you a big hug 💟💟
I've been watching you since your first 100k subscribers. I think this has been one of my favourite vlogs ever because while I've always enjoyed watching you go about your life, this is the closest i've ever felt to you because I've been there. I wanted to hug you so badly and tell you it is all going to be ok, and while this journey is so hard the growth you are going to get from it will surprise you down the road. You are an amazing woman and seeing you as you went through it with very little filter is a beautiful gift to share for yourself to look back on and anyone who thinks they have to have it all together through everything. You don't. Life is messy. We are allowed to be a mess with it. It is okay to be scared. We can do things even when scared. We can do hard things even when scared. I hope you have more peace and calm for a while now.
Tara, I can't even imagine what this felt like. I've basically grown up in hospitals with my mom for various reasons and the way you freely processed this and shared your raw emotions is inspiring me. I am praying for your mama and your family in this time as you face the road to recovery! Marcy, you are a true fighter! We love you so much and can't wait to see you come through this storm stronger!!
Watching this was difficult for me as my mum has been placed on end of life care. But, at the same time I’m glad I watched this as I’m so happy her surgery went well which means there’s another family out there whose loved one made it and is on the road to recovery. I know you already will, but cherish every moment you have with her ❤
My mom went through something similar 2 years ago! I feel you. That day is heavy but so much relief at the end! She’s doing great now and your mom will too! ❤❤❤
It's ok to feel this way. I can relate w/ my mom. It's an emotional time and at times unpredictable and heavy feeling but just remember your blessings and always be thankful for even the smallest wins of your day. Remember to have faith things will get better and be kind to yourself specially through the trials of life.
My family and I went through something very similar last year with my dad, watching you really took me back to this hard dark time - but things get brighter ❤ my dad is doing amazing and your mum is such a strong woman she will make it out the other side stronger than ever - thoughts are with you all 💐
Tara I’m so happy that your mom made it through surgery and the doctors got out all of her cancer. I’m sending you love and strength and to your family as well!! Love and hugs
Tara…. I’ve been watching you since 2016 and during covid I literally lived for your videos to the point where I re watched most, and these year I finished school and got my licensed for cosmetology and got a job where I work 60 hours a week now I settled down to 40 and I haven’t been able to watch your vlogs at all this is the first video I clicked on since it was just posted I still have to go back basically like 100 vlogs back. All this to say I started bawling when you did I hold your family dearly bc you were my comfort when I lost my second mom(my grandma) due to covid hearing what your mom went through breaks my heart. God is good and he is watching over you guys. Much love from an of subscriber ❤
I know exactly how you feel girl. Surgeries are scary. And you never know what could go wrong. But knowing your mom, she’s a fighter. I knew she would come out of this❤ So glad to hear she’s recovering. You take it easy too. Spend time with family in this time. 😊
Tara please ignore if you already know this, but just a heads up cancer patients are normally told to stay away from house plants and fresh flowers after receiving chemo or radiation because it can increase risk of infection. Wishing your mom a speedy recovery 🩵🩵
Your tears broke my heart and while that was tough to watch, I can't even imagine going through it! What a relief that Mom came through with flying colors and the "rock star" (love Mitch!) dr. got everything! Hugs all around and that fluffy "nurse" Brady , along with family, is the best medicine!
I'm so happy your Mom is doing well. Wishing your sweet mom the best wishes for a healthy & speedy recovery. Much love to you and your entire family❤❤❤
Marcy is a treasure! My heart goes out to to you Tara and your entire family. I’ve been where you are and I’m so happy and grateful that your mom is going to be ok. Praying for her speedy recovery! ♥️
Hi Tara, thank you for sharing this vulnerable vlog with us. I’ve been loving watching your videos for the last few years, they bring me so much joy and comfort, I actually get that "internet friend" feeling that I don’t get with other RUclipsrs anymore! Your videos have also helped me get back to making RUclips videos myself, after more than 10 years, I had really lost the spark, and you inspired me to get back to that passion. I’m in the same situation as you are right now and it’s absolutely terrifying, so thank you for sharing your journey, it makes me feel less alone and I’m sure I’m not the only one. ❤ Hope your mom is doing so so much better 💪❤️
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us. Sending soooo much love to you and your mom. I am so happy that it went well and I hope she has a speedy recovery. ❤
Stop I cried with you this whole vlog😭😭 I know the feeling of your loved one having to go through surgery, my son had 2 surgeries before the age of 1 (he’s okay) I’m glad everything went well with your mom🩷🩷 sending lots of love
I feel like the hardest part for you is you don’t understand how is this happening to her which makes its evening more sad. but your also just feel with emotions and overwhelmed because you just want her to be okay ❤
Going through something similar with my dad. He just finished treatments and it hit him super hard so now fingers crossed they got it all. It’s so stressful but you sharing is helpful because you are not alone in this ❤
I couldn’t stop crying through this vlog, I lost my mom six years ago and today is her birthday and knowing what you’re dealing with from my mom constantly having medical issues , in and out of the hospital. My heart breaks for you and your family.
I’m so happy the surgery went well. I hope she has a speedy recovery. Your mom is so strong and so loved by all of you. Thank you for sharing with us. I was over here crying along with you. Much love to you and your family ❤️
I am so relieved for you and your family Tara, I can't imagine the emotions you were going through. Know your community has been praying and thinking of you during this time.
I’m so happy your mom made it through her surgery. I was so worried with you the whole time you were worried about your mom. I love how brave you were to go out even on an emotional day. Love you Tara and hope your mom is doing well 🩷
Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable...I am SO beyond thankful your mother had a successful surgery. Honestly praise the Lord she is okay. Your mother is a warrior frfr so proud of her. On to happier memories 💛
Tara, thank you for sharing this with us and for always being so vulnerable with us. It’s what keeps bringing me back to your videos for years and years. I really hope your mom is okay and has a speedy recovery. I am so sorry that your mom and your family went through this. I truly wish you and your family the best and I hope your family has a chance to enjoy each other and relax. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
My dad has stage 4 pancreatic cancer, he will not survive the next year. Seeing your mom go through this journey successfully has been a strange form of therapy for me. I am so over the moon for you all, never be ashamed or apologetic for feeling your emotions. Let them all out! Thinking of you and your family, crying with you, and so so damn excited that this surgery was so successful!
I may not know you and you may not know me, but I will keep you and your family in my prayers Just know that God will be with you each and every step of the way Take care of yourself ❤️❤️
@@lennah_g as a Christian, this means so much. Thank you! It’s been such a difficult journey, but I know God is with him and my family as we navigate this. Thank you again, I needed this comment right now ❤️
@@melissaolinger6553 you are most welcome 😊 Also as a fellow Christian it's the least I could do May God bless you and your family with strength to get through all your hardships And no matter what happens God will be with you along side your family and those close to you Luv you! ❤️
Tara, you said you didn't know why you're vloggjng this or what you hope people will get out of it. I just wanted to tell you that my family is going through a similar situation next month and it is so strangely comforting to literally watch someone else go through it. The whole situation is so shitty so I thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this with us, it makes the scary things feel a little less scary. I'm so happy your mom is doing well ❤
So sorry to hear that. I’m sending love to your whole family and keeping my fingers crossed💕
Praying for you and your mother and your family ❤
Sending love and prayers to you your family! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@samanthasspace I am so very sorry your family is going through all of that. I am praying for you and your family! 🙏
sending all of you a giant hug each 🫂 🫂 🫂
Crying my eyes out with you. Your mom is a true force of power. So relieved to hear it went so well. Much love to you and your family. ❤
Marcy we all love you and Mitch. Sending all positive prayers and energy to your family. Let's celebrate 🎉🎉🎉❤❤
The emotion in this vlog were so raw. Thank you for being so real. Wishing your sweet mom the best wishes for a speedy recovery. Hugs to you and your family.❤
your mum is incredible! so glad the surgery went well ❤ you are all so strong.
I can’t even imagine going through this. My heart ached for you watching this and I am so relieved to know Momma is okay. She will continue to be okay. ❤
Hi Tara ,
I hope you are doing well now
Sending all the love and prayers to your mom ,Mitch , you & your family and Brady.
Following you since LA .
Be strong
this has been such a raw and vulnerable vlog. Tara, i’m a silent follower and have been for years. seeing your rawness throughout the video and the highs and lows brought me back to a similar situation with my dad going thru a stroke and having to get brain surgery. surgeries are so scary and putting your trust into these drs is hard to make sure they can take care of our loved ones. i’m so happy to hear your mom is recovering and surgery went well! thank you for being so real in this vlog. It helped me with emotions i’m still going thru even now that my dad is fine and well. it’s still so traumatic and painful years later ❤️🩹
You feel clouded and it's hard to focus when the main stressor is on your mind. I was feeling this exact way lately. And when it's over you're so drained and have to relax. It feels like you ran a marathon, the exhaustion mentally.
This is how I felt (clouded and hard to focus) when my extremely close aunt (who’s like a mom to me) had surgery last month. Unfortunately it ended up taking a toll on my work performance even though I showed up and tried my best everyday. Sadly they let me go mid September (now im unemployed searching for work again) because of my quality assurance (it was a call center job) score had been lower in August.
Hi, Tara! I’ve been basically a silent supporter for a few years now. I just wanted to say that you are so so strong. I know this was probably the hardest thing you’ve endured with your family, but you move with such Grace. Thank you for always being so vulnerable and open. I truly feel like you’re an actual friend that I know IRL. Blessings to you and your family! Praying your mom makes a full recovery from everything she has been going through!
Your vlog was exactly what it should have been, real, raw, stressful, painful and full of emotions, it was real life. We’ve all been there and I am so happy for your mom, you and your family for the wonderful outcome ❤️
I pray for her recovery 🙏🏼
I cried through this with you. Prayers answered Tara 🙏🏼
16:36 oki I’m bawling.. your mom is so special to us Tara, I’m hoping she has the speediest and healthiest recovery. She is cancer free, one of the biggest celebrations 🎉❤🎉❤🎉❤. Thank you to her for allowing us the honour of celebrating this victory with her❤
My surgery is on Oct 3 for a lumpectomy and i’m crying because you remind me so much of my daughter. I don’t want her to worry like this. but i’m just happy that your Mom’s surgery was a success. Thank you for sharing this.
I hope your surgery is a success!!! ❤
As yours will be too. You’ll do great! ❤
Sending my love to you and your daughter, I hope it all goes well ❤
Sending prayers and positivity. 🙏🏽
I wish you a successful procedure and speedy recovery!
Sometimes we forget that everyone has things going on behind the scenes and some people like myself don’t always share these things. Thank you for sharing this
This hasn't been easy to share I'm sure and although we are strangers I am so happy it all went well for your mom... But also for you your brother your dad I know it takes a lot out of everyone in the family. Sending nothing but positive vibes and thoughts always 🎉🎉
Tara as a Capricorn, follower, person with chronic illness i want to tell you this: share your rollercoasters more often. We are not here only for the positive, fluffy , cute vibes, We are here for the tough, sad, hard moments as well. Don't keep emotions inside you. Also, the most important of all, give my regards and wishes to your mum- i hope she has a fast recovery. Take care of yourself
so thankful for a successful surgery for marcy ❤️ sending you all love!
So happy that everything went well with your Mom's surgery. Wishing her a healthy and speedy recovery 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Your authenticity and genuine goodness is what makes me never miss a video Tara. So happy for your mom's good news and just thankful that your family is okay. Love you Tara!
So glad your Mom is ok!! Don’t be hard on yourself. It’s YOUR MOM! You’re allowed to feel all the emotions! Give yourself grace. Live each day to the fullest.
Sending your mom, you and your family, the biggest hugs ❤
Thank you for sharing this very vulnerable day in your life with us! 100% agree with what you said about always being kind to other you TRULY DONT know what they are going through. I was holding back tears this watching this but so grateful and happy your mom’s surgery went well! Things happen for a reason and it only makes us stronger humans 💪🥹❤️ sending you and your family so much love light and positivity 🙏🙏❤️
Onwards and upwards from here!! Thinking of you and your fam ❤❤❤
I'm so happy your Mama is doing well ❤
So glad your mom ist okay!Sending all the love to you & you family🤍
Coming from someone who has depression thank you for sharing this!showing ur authentic feelings makes me feel human hoping for a speedy recovery ❤️🩹 and strength for ur family!
I’m crying with relief and love for you, your mom, your dad, all your loved ones. I know how terrifying it can be having a loved one go through scary surgery, the numbing of emotions before and then the relief, the fear and everything settling in after. I’m so glad your mom is okay 🎉❤ here’s to her, a warrior, a survivor 🥂
I'm so glad your mom will be cancer-free! I lost my mom to cancer almost a year ago and my life hasn't been the same. It hardest and loneliest feeling you go through. I am happy you moved home, when you did and I love seeing your family dynamic. Sending prayers for comfort and recovery.
This was such a good example why sometimes it is okay to be so open like this. It’s so pure & although it’s hard it warms my heart & I’m sure everyone else’s. Thank you for this.
Truly be kind to everyone because you really don’t know what people are going through.
Sending love & positive energy to you & your family ❤
Tara, this showed real life, real issues, and real emotions. It shows you are human, and I know I wasn't the only one crying watching this and understanding what you're going through. I know it sounds weird to say, but thank you for sharing. Always know you're not alone. I'm sending healing prayers and positive vibes to your mom.
tara i’m so happy your mom is okay and the surgery went well :( i feel so much relief for you and your family. also i feel like this vlog came at a perfect time for me because i found out my grandma is going on hospice friday and have been crying most of the weekend. it’s so scary. thank you for being real and vulnerable it means so much to me. no one’s ever alone! sending so much love your families way
I honestly think that when a mom goes through something no matter what it is it brakes the people around her. She has to be so strong all the time and when she is vulnerable everyone else struggles. I’m so glad your mom got the best outcome in a crappy situation. Praying for continued healing and strength
thank you for being so vulnerable with us all. i’ve been praying for your mom and family. wishing her a very speedy recovery!
This brought me right back to when my mom had open heart surgery. Such a roller coaster of emotions and relief but also uncertainty with the following recovery. I’m sending your mama all the good energy possible. Take care of you also during this challenging time. We often forget and we need to be strong for them ❤
I’m so relieved that your mom is doing okay!! I bet that was an extremelyyyy hard day to go through and I literally can’t imagine that happening, but I prayed for you guys and so glad it was a successful surgery!You’re so strong Tara, love your vlogs.🥰❤️🙏🏻
Thank you for being so vulnerable Tara. I myself have had a parent go through cancer and I know how hard this journey is. You are so strong!!! I am sending you and your family love and I am wishing your mom a smooth recovery after her surgery. ❤❤
So happy your mom’s surgery went well. My dad had cancer and went through chemo and a 11 hour surgery… I know how emotionally tolling it can be. Your mom is a pillar of strength and is so lucky to have such a supportive family behind her.
I’ve been coming back when I had free time (I have a toddler) and so so happy your mama is okay!! Praise the lord!!
I'm so happy your mom's surgery went well. I've been through the same with a family member. Emotional ups and downs, still had to go to work, caregiving, crying, anger, everything in between. There were times I didnt want to see anyone either.
We come out of it much stronger. Your mom will be back to her old self and your bonds with love ones will be a fortress
So relieved and thankful to hear your mum's surgery was successful. Sending love to you and your family 🥰
Tara! I've been an og silent follower, but couldnt resist the urge to post now. Not sure if you will get to see this message, but wanted to send you and your mom a virtual hug. I started crying with you when you heard the relieving news. I am so so so happy that your mom's surgery was successful!!! Health truly is wealth. Sending love and prayers!
I'm so sorry your family and you are going through this situation. Like I said before, I went through breast cancer and the entire process. Your mom is so lucky to have the support of a loving family. It's the most wonderful gift a person going through an illness can have in their life.
tara, thank you for sharing this and being so incredibly vulnerable. my mom has been sick for as long as I can remember and the fear and sadness you experience during times like this, even if you know its going to be ok, is so real. its scary watching your mom go through something that seems so uncertain. one thing i've learned though is that mama's are some tough cookies.🥰 sending all the love and healing vibes to your beautiful mama and your fam.❤
Your mom is a warrior, you are a warrior, dad’s a warrior, your brother is a warrior!! So happy mom had a good procedure. Prayers of fast healing for her.
so happy to hear that everything went well with your mom. my family went through a similar situation earlier in the year and the emotional roller coaster and waves of emotion are so hard to navigate. seeing that wave of relief with you was like going through that all over again. it was oddly comforting to see someone else do this as well and know that we are truly not alone with these experiences. keeping your family in my thoughts, thank you for all that you share.
Your mom is truly so strong. Love you and your family so much! Thank you for being so vulnerable with us❤
Sobbing watching this right now. I’m so happy for you and your family, your mom. Thank you for sharing with us your days, we love you and your family so much!! Big hugs to you Tara 🩷🩷
Prayers for a quick and healthy recovery for your mom, sending you all the positive vibes your way.
The way i just bawled my eyes out watching this🥺 Been watching you for over 8 years an seen just about everything you’ve gone through so i just wanna say you are SO STRONG Tara🫶🏽 We love you so much!! So happy everything worked out for your mom & family❤️
Such a good reminder that everyone is going through it and to always be kind. So glad to hear your mom’s surgery went well ❤️ thank you for sharing such a vulnerable moment with all of us. Sending so much love! 🫶
Your love for your family is beautiful. Thank you for sharing such vulnerable moments ❤ glad the procedure went smoothly and your mom is ok.
As someone who has lost her mom, I've been thinking about you so much and sending you so much love every time you talk about her the last few months. I started bawling when you shared the news your mom is okay. ❤ I'm so relieved and happy for your family. Your mom is such a light and so kind and loving in all your vlogs, and she honestly feels like another online bonus mom to all us viewers. Thank you for sharing all this, not only is it authentic and shows us more about you, but also its healing whenever I see positive outcomes in healthcare journeys. Sending you love and good vibes for this after surgery journey too. It can be hard feeling weak after a surgery so I hope you get to plan lots of fun, pampering netflix type of activities with her during her recovery. Thank you again for sharing this with all of us and remember to keep being kind to yourself as you are to us and everyone else.
Thank you for sharing this! I went through a very similar and difficult time with my mom when she found out she has cancer. At the time, I did myself a huge disservice not talking about it or opening up to express the magnitude of the situation. The relationship between you and your family is so beautiful and sits near to my heart as well. We can see and feel the love. My mother is now in recovery and my husband and I found out we are expecting a little one soon. The phases of life truly find a way to bless us even if it doesn’t feel like that in the moment.
the internet is such a cool place - especially your little corner that you’ve created. based off the comments you were not crying alone and i was also right there with you, cried my eyes out with relief for you and your family. your momma is one strong woman and it’s so obvious how much and how deeply she is loved. she’s had an entire ARMY (your little corner of the internet) rooting for her and sending their love and i’m so so so happy to hear that her surgery went well and now it’s just recovery time! 🤍💪🏼
Your mom is such a bright ball of sunshine, I know her recovery will be so quick because of all the love she has from you and the family! Thoughts and prayers with you all ❤
I'm so glad your mom is doing well and her surgery went well. My sister had 2 open heart surgeries when she was 17 and I still remember how I felt and the fear and anxiety you have when something is happening to your loved one and you have no control. My family and I were all together at the hospital but we all went off during the surgery to process separately because it takes such a toll on you.
Hope you and your family are doing ok and the upside is that it brings you guys much closer together and puts into perspective the people who are there for you, how much the people in your life mean to you and how precious every moment we have with each other is.
Going through this with my dads cancer really took me right back to that time of my life I tend to block out. This was so emotional and vulnerable. I know your mom will make a full recovery just like my dad 😊❤ sending allllllll my love to your family Tara!
thank you for sharing this with us tara, i went through this with my dad when i was 6, 7, and am going through it again at 23. makes me feel less alone!! love u
That's so great that everything went well w your Moms surgery ❤️ Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable with us ❤️
My mom passed away from cancer a couple of years ago. I think about her everyday, to be honest most days I think about her all throughout my day. wanting to share things with her, or just being curious about what her thoughts would be on situations. Having a parent go through something like this is probably one of the most difficult things especially if you are close to your parent. It does this weird dynamic shift, and highlights just how unlimited time truly is. I am so incredibly happy and proud to see the strength that you are exuding, it may not feel like that in the moments but just sharing what’s going on in your life in this manner shows great strength and is very helpful. I am happy that your mom is healthier and that your family is making it through together. Here’s to more beautiful moments you have together both shared and unshared with the masses. I’ll keep you all in my prayer’s ❤
Hearing your dads voice, post surgery… that’s the kind of love I want in this life 😭❤
Tara your mom is so strong and loves you with all her heart. I lost my mom last year to a heart attack. I still have not fully processed her passing. I am so thankful knowing your mom is doing well. I know how scary and emotional this is. We try not to think about the worst but our brain doesn’t know the difference. I hope you spend as much time as you can with your parents. I’m so glad you live in Toronto now with your family ❤ you have made some really good choices in life. You’re exactly where you’re supposed to be and I can tell your mom is so proud of you.
And this is why people watch you, you're so real and authentic. This was so raw, the amount of emotional intelligence this all takes, please please be proud of yourself. I am so glad to hear your mom is doing great! She and you are both so filled with light
Ugh! I just want to hug you and your fam Tara! Especially your mom, she’s so strong! 🤍🤍🤍
Crying with you all as I watch this. So happy for the relief that comes with a successful surgery. Will continue to pray for you and your family to find peace and hope in a difficult situation ❤
Oh girl, I was crying. I’m so sorry your family and mom are going through this. My dad also had surgeries for cancer and I feel like I felt everything you were feeling. Sending you a big hug 💟💟
I've been watching you since your first 100k subscribers. I think this has been one of my favourite vlogs ever because while I've always enjoyed watching you go about your life, this is the closest i've ever felt to you because I've been there. I wanted to hug you so badly and tell you it is all going to be ok, and while this journey is so hard the growth you are going to get from it will surprise you down the road. You are an amazing woman and seeing you as you went through it with very little filter is a beautiful gift to share for yourself to look back on and anyone who thinks they have to have it all together through everything. You don't. Life is messy. We are allowed to be a mess with it. It is okay to be scared. We can do things even when scared. We can do hard things even when scared. I hope you have more peace and calm for a while now.
Tara, I can't even imagine what this felt like. I've basically grown up in hospitals with my mom for various reasons and the way you freely processed this and shared your raw emotions is inspiring me. I am praying for your mama and your family in this time as you face the road to recovery! Marcy, you are a true fighter! We love you so much and can't wait to see you come through this storm stronger!!
Watching this was difficult for me as my mum has been placed on end of life care. But, at the same time I’m glad I watched this as I’m so happy her surgery went well which means there’s another family out there whose loved one made it and is on the road to recovery. I know you already will, but cherish every moment you have with her ❤
My mom went through something similar 2 years ago! I feel you. That day is heavy but so much relief at the end! She’s doing great now and your mom will too! ❤❤❤
It's ok to feel this way. I can relate w/ my mom. It's an emotional time and at times unpredictable and heavy feeling but just remember your blessings and always be thankful for even the smallest wins of your day. Remember to have faith things will get better and be kind to yourself specially through the trials of life.
I’m crying with you. Sending you all so much love ❤️🩹 I’m so so thankful she is ok and everything went well!
this vlog has made me so emotional. i’m so glad your mom is okay and i’m sending all of the good energy to you and your family🤍
My family and I went through something very similar last year with my dad, watching you really took me back to this hard dark time - but things get brighter ❤ my dad is doing amazing and your mum is such a strong woman she will make it out the other side stronger than ever - thoughts are with you all 💐
Prayers for your mom ❤ my mom had skin cancer when I was younger and it’s so tough on a family. Stay strong
Tara I’m so happy that your mom made it through surgery and the doctors got out all of her cancer.
I’m sending you love and strength and to your family as well!!
Love and hugs
Tara….
I’ve been watching you since 2016 and during covid I literally lived for your videos to the point where I re watched most, and these year I finished school and got my licensed for cosmetology and got a job where I work 60 hours a week now I settled down to 40 and I haven’t been able to watch your vlogs at all this is the first video I clicked on since it was just posted I still have to go back basically like 100 vlogs back. All this to say I started bawling when you did I hold your family dearly bc you were my comfort when I lost my second mom(my grandma) due to covid hearing what your mom went through breaks my heart. God is good and he is watching over you guys. Much love from an of subscriber ❤
I know exactly how you feel girl. Surgeries are scary. And you never know what could go wrong. But knowing your mom, she’s a fighter. I knew she would come out of this❤ So glad to hear she’s recovering. You take it easy too. Spend time with family in this time. 😊
Tara please ignore if you already know this, but just a heads up cancer patients are normally told to stay away from house plants and fresh flowers after receiving chemo or radiation because it can increase risk of infection.
Wishing your mom a speedy recovery 🩵🩵
Your tears broke my heart and while that was tough to watch, I can't even imagine going through it! What a relief that Mom came through with flying colors and the "rock star" (love Mitch!) dr. got everything! Hugs all around and that fluffy "nurse" Brady , along with family, is the best medicine!
I'm so happy your Mom is doing well. Wishing your sweet mom the best wishes for a healthy & speedy recovery. Much love to you and your entire family❤❤❤
Sending positive vibes and a speedy safe recovery your mom is a bad ass 🖤
Sending all the love for a speedy recovery for your mom! You and your family are so strong ♥️♥️♥️
Marcy is a treasure! My heart goes out to to you Tara and your entire family. I’ve been where you are and I’m so happy and grateful that your mom is going to be ok. Praying for her speedy recovery! ♥️
I'm so happy for the good news Tara! Thank you for sharing this & tell Marcy we're all rooting for her!!
Hi Tara, thank you for sharing this vulnerable vlog with us. I’ve been loving watching your videos for the last few years, they bring me so much joy and comfort, I actually get that "internet friend" feeling that I don’t get with other RUclipsrs anymore! Your videos have also helped me get back to making RUclips videos myself, after more than 10 years, I had really lost the spark, and you inspired me to get back to that passion. I’m in the same situation as you are right now and it’s absolutely terrifying, so thank you for sharing your journey, it makes me feel less alone and I’m sure I’m not the only one. ❤
Hope your mom is doing so so much better 💪❤️
Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this with us. Sending soooo much love to you and your mom. I am so happy that it went well and I hope she has a speedy recovery. ❤
Stop I cried with you this whole vlog😭😭 I know the feeling of your loved one having to go through surgery, my son had 2 surgeries before the age of 1 (he’s okay) I’m glad everything went well with your mom🩷🩷 sending lots of love
I feel like the hardest part for you is you don’t understand how is this happening to her which makes its evening more sad. but your also just feel with emotions and overwhelmed because you just want her to be okay ❤
Going through something similar with my dad. He just finished treatments and it hit him super hard so now fingers crossed they got it all. It’s so stressful but you sharing is helpful because you are not alone in this ❤
I couldn’t stop crying through this vlog, I lost my mom six years ago and today is her birthday and knowing what you’re dealing with from my mom constantly having medical issues , in and out of the hospital. My heart breaks for you and your family.
I’m so happy the surgery went well. I hope she has a speedy recovery. Your mom is so strong and so loved by all of you. Thank you for sharing with us. I was over here crying along with you. Much love to you and your family ❤️
I am so relieved for you and your family Tara, I can't imagine the emotions you were going through. Know your community has been praying and thinking of you during this time.
Your mom is an amazing woman. Spending so much love to you and your family
I'm so so glad your mom is okay, she's a warrior! Sending so much love to her, you and your family. Big big hugs from Brazil 🤍
I’m so happy your mom made it through her surgery. I was so worried with you the whole time you were worried about your mom. I love how brave you were to go out even on an emotional day. Love you Tara and hope your mom is doing well 🩷
Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable...I am SO beyond thankful your mother had a successful surgery. Honestly praise the Lord she is okay. Your mother is a warrior frfr so proud of her. On to happier memories 💛
Tara, thank you for sharing this with us and for always being so vulnerable with us. It’s what keeps bringing me back to your videos for years and years. I really hope your mom is okay and has a speedy recovery. I am so sorry that your mom and your family went through this. I truly wish you and your family the best and I hope your family has a chance to enjoy each other and relax. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wishing your Mom a fast and speedy recovery. I know it’s a serious surgery but many prayers are there for your Mom and family! ❤🙏🏻
My dad has stage 4 pancreatic cancer, he will not survive the next year. Seeing your mom go through this journey successfully has been a strange form of therapy for me. I am so over the moon for you all, never be ashamed or apologetic for feeling your emotions. Let them all out! Thinking of you and your family, crying with you, and so so damn excited that this surgery was so successful!
I may not know you and you may not know me, but I will keep you and your family in my prayers
Just know that God will be with you each and every step of the way
Take care of yourself
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@@lennah_g as a Christian, this means so much. Thank you! It’s been such a difficult journey, but I know God is with him and my family as we navigate this. Thank you again, I needed this comment right now ❤️
@@melissaolinger6553 you are most welcome 😊
Also as a fellow Christian it's the least I could do
May God bless you and your family with strength to get through all your hardships
And no matter what happens God will be with you along side your family and those close to you
Luv you! ❤️