That is soooo frightening & emotionally painful! And so annoying to live with. When I was 19, for a few years, I experienced something like this. But it was so terrifying that I could not talk about it to any professional. I spoke about it partially & they could never identify the issue. But I didn't have people around me who could understand. Infact I would be chastised, scolded & belittled whenever I was in that state. This made things a lot worse!!! I developed a severe unusual phobia which intermingled with all this & made it so hard to get well. I had to heal myself over the years. The scars are still there & I try so hard to keep myself busy. So, Angelo, I think I sort of understand what you're going through. I send you lots of healing energy.
I have epilepsy, so not the same thing at all, but when I have petite seizures and it feels similar, will be talking about it below, don’t hit ”see more” if this distresses you. Feel free to delete this comment if it distresses you aswell First I wana say I came here from Angelo’s mom and didn’t expect such a real heartfelt story ❤ very very very happy surprise As it happens It puts me in a slight state of panic, the severity of said panic changes, usually it was pretty minor, but I get extreme deja vu of a dream (or at least what my brain tells me it was a dream I had) and it’s sometimes hard to distinguish which reality I’m in If I’m in dreamland thinking out reality Or if I’m in reality thinking about dreamland FOR ME it’s not as terrifying, more just confusing and hard to think, like I’m drunk, which can be terrifying when behind the wheel or when at work or social situations Suppress appetite and sleep big time, and the worst is that stress triggers seizures, and for me (and a lot of people) seizures cause stress, and so it just snowballs And I feel that so hard with the thinking like I’ll never be able to do what i did before my diagnosis, and I’ll never be a good roommate, or never gonna get a significant other due to your diagnosis But I talked to a friend of a friend who’s been living with p much my same exact diagnosis for over 40 years and doing great. And that talk helped so much, knowing we all go through the doom and panic and thinking life is over It helps to talk about it, just like I am doing now, and just like this video Thank you man, stay safe ❤
@@FlyingOverTr0utand I appreciate YOU for this video, for real, very very heartwarming and helpful Like to know the guy that made the “Pitzman’s Saga” has his struggles just like me, really helps the isolation I felt when I first got my diagnosis Seriously thank you for this video, and I hope you keep well ❤ Know that setbacks aren’t the end And I sent my old comment back to the ethereal realm by editing it lol
That is soooo frightening & emotionally painful! And so annoying to live with.
When I was 19, for a few years, I experienced something like this. But it was so terrifying that I could not talk about it to any professional. I spoke about it partially & they could never identify the issue. But I didn't have people around me who could understand. Infact I would be chastised, scolded & belittled whenever I was in that state. This made things a lot worse!!!
I developed a severe unusual phobia which intermingled with all this & made it so hard to get well.
I had to heal myself over the years. The scars are still there & I try so hard to keep myself busy.
So, Angelo, I think I sort of understand what you're going through.
I send you lots of healing energy.
You are too intelligent for you for you own good
I have epilepsy, so not the same thing at all, but when I have petite seizures and it feels similar, will be talking about it below, don’t hit ”see more” if this distresses you. Feel free to delete this comment if it distresses you aswell
First I wana say I came here from Angelo’s mom and didn’t expect such a real heartfelt story ❤ very very very happy surprise
As it happens It puts me in a slight state of panic, the severity of said panic changes, usually it was pretty minor, but I get extreme deja vu of a dream (or at least what my brain tells me it was a dream I had) and it’s sometimes hard to distinguish which reality I’m in
If I’m in dreamland thinking out reality
Or if I’m in reality thinking about dreamland
FOR ME it’s not as terrifying, more just confusing and hard to think, like I’m drunk, which can be terrifying when behind the wheel or when at work or social situations
Suppress appetite and sleep big time, and the worst is that stress triggers seizures, and for me (and a lot of people) seizures cause stress, and so it just snowballs
And I feel that so hard with the thinking like I’ll never be able to do what i did before my diagnosis, and I’ll never be a good roommate, or never gonna get a significant other due to your diagnosis
But I talked to a friend of a friend who’s been living with p much my same exact diagnosis for over 40 years and doing great. And that talk helped so much, knowing we all go through the doom and panic and thinking life is over
It helps to talk about it, just like I am doing now, and just like this video
Thank you man, stay safe ❤
Hope you’re doing well, my comments are deleted, idk why
Be well, thank you for the video ❤
Thank you. Your comments got sent to my hidden comments folder, but I just released them so they're visible now. Appreciate your support.
@@FlyingOverTr0utand I appreciate YOU for this video, for real, very very heartwarming and helpful
Like to know the guy that made the “Pitzman’s Saga” has his struggles just like me, really helps the isolation I felt when I first got my diagnosis
Seriously thank you for this video, and I hope you keep well ❤
Know that setbacks aren’t the end
And I sent my old comment back to the ethereal realm by editing it lol
❤