I really hope that hearing who I am helps folks understand why I care so much and why it's so important to me. The accusations and insults that were flying around about me really did hurt - because it caused people to distrust me. In turn, the cats suffered because of loss of support. That part hurts a lot.
made me cry when you talked about liliah. 😢 Your doing a great job and i have faith your business will bloom and the kitties will continue to thrive❤❤❤❤😊
Talking about Lilah can be super hard for me. I'm not an emotional person. Part of that is quirky brain wiring and part is PTSD. Some folks may find me flat, or even negative - but I do have feelings. They peek out from time to time. That's how you know something is super important to me. You can see it i my video with Kim. I saw someone mention my body language - so I re-watched it. I saw the many times that I nearly cried in that video. I hope you, Gerri, Gertrude, and especially Kim all know that the grace and support you gave me is more than I deserved. You all reached out for me just as I needed it most. No strings attached, no expectations, no drama. Just concern and caring. I hope I can be there for you all too.
@RubyDawn4303 Hun I understand about that past cat. I had that cat I had for 8 years and when she disappeared ya..I have a hard time to this day talking about her and I always will she was just that cat. I love all my cats now and they are all special but well you know. What really is hard is I don't even have a picture of her anymore..long story. so hearing you get choked up just made it very relatable let's just say.. in response to the rest I'm going to have to start another comment I'll run out of room
@RubyDawn4303 yes I noticed how emotional you were in the video understandably so..I was diagnosed with anxiety and PTSD. I am not an emotional person either. Just like you it has to be something important like loosing one of my cats or something with my children but a lot of that has to do with how I was raised. I knew you were a caring and good person when we talked over on Wanda's channel I never was sure about Wanda I was to busy being insulted. When I was booted and reached out to you I was quite sad knowing you believed what she was saying about me. I definitely never found you to be a negative person just going through a lot. I said on Kim's channel and then to you to show receipts not because I didn't believe you but because I did believe you and just wanted the air to be cleared and I was very much hoping for the outcome of you talking to Kim .. like my shuttle hint of, I like all my friends to get along;) ...I'm just so proud of you and happy you got away from the real negative person. Remember when I said we all make mistakes.well where that is true I don't see this as a mistake just that you were fooled..that's not on you.. manipulators can fool anyone as we have all found out so give yourself grace that's all that needs to be done now
That is a great story ❤
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Thanks for your backstory.
I really hope that hearing who I am helps folks understand why I care so much and why it's so important to me. The accusations and insults that were flying around about me really did hurt - because it caused people to distrust me. In turn, the cats suffered because of loss of support. That part hurts a lot.
Such a beautiful story! God bless you 🙏 ❤ 🙏 ❤
Thank you! I hope the rest is full of joy - for the cats
made me cry when you talked about liliah. 😢 Your doing a great job and i have faith your business will bloom and the kitties will continue to thrive❤❤❤❤😊
Talking about Lilah can be super hard for me. I'm not an emotional person. Part of that is quirky brain wiring and part is PTSD. Some folks may find me flat, or even negative - but I do have feelings. They peek out from time to time. That's how you know something is super important to me. You can see it i my video with Kim. I saw someone mention my body language - so I re-watched it. I saw the many times that I nearly cried in that video. I hope you, Gerri, Gertrude, and especially Kim all know that the grace and support you gave me is more than I deserved. You all reached out for me just as I needed it most. No strings attached, no expectations, no drama. Just concern and caring. I hope I can be there for you all too.
@RubyDawn4303 Hun I understand about that past cat. I had that cat I had for 8 years and when she disappeared ya..I have a hard time to this day talking about her and I always will she was just that cat. I love all my cats now and they are all special but well you know. What really is hard is I don't even have a picture of her anymore..long story. so hearing you get choked up just made it very relatable let's just say.. in response to the rest I'm going to have to start another comment I'll run out of room
@RubyDawn4303 yes I noticed how emotional you were in the video understandably so..I was diagnosed with anxiety and PTSD. I am not an emotional person either. Just like you it has to be something important like loosing one of my cats or something with my children but a lot of that has to do with how I was raised. I knew you were a caring and good person when we talked over on Wanda's channel I never was sure about Wanda I was to busy being insulted. When I was booted and reached out to you I was quite sad knowing you believed what she was saying about me. I definitely never found you to be a negative person just going through a lot. I said on Kim's channel and then to you to show receipts not because I didn't believe you but because I did believe you and just wanted the air to be cleared and I was very much hoping for the outcome of you talking to Kim .. like my shuttle hint of, I like all my friends to get along;) ...I'm just so proud of you and happy you got away from the real negative person. Remember when I said we all make mistakes.well where that is true I don't see this as a mistake just that you were fooled..that's not on you.. manipulators can fool anyone as we have all found out so give yourself grace that's all that needs to be done now
Also yes it is all because we are concerned and care about you and I very much find that you are there for us to ❤️
Aww i would have to take them in to i couldn't let them live outside either
I mean the ones that could come in but so expensive and so hard
Russ has been such a rock. I could never had helped without him.