Emppos I was/am suicidal and I am fighting for my family. However much I may think they may hate me or not want me around, I still have that logical voice talking me into and out of things. Have a wonderful day!
I lost my sister to suicide, I was also the one who found her. I was only 8, she was 13. My parents asked me to go into her room and ask her something. I just remember going in, seeing her lying on her bed, emotionless. There was a lot of blood, i couldn’t see where from, since there was so much of it. I just remember screaming, being so confused but I knew exactly what happened. She was bullied, she had learning difficulties, so the other kids teased her. Just remember, think about what you’re saying before you say it. It might be too late.
I wish my brother was alive. He would be 13 nowadays. I wish my neighbors didn't give his name to their child. I hear it everyday when they're calling him and it hurts because I know it's not my brother.
My then 8 year old sister went through chemotherapy in 2011 for cancer and I remember not knowing how much longer I had with her. Luckily, after one year of chemo she was cancer free and is now a healthy, annoying 13 year old.
That must be hard, im very sorry for your loss. My dog/best bud died sept 20 just 2 days ago and its been brutal cuz I loved him like he was my brother. His name was gizmo and he was the best.
Every time you lose a loved one, it doesn’t just hurt, it doesn’t get easier. You don’t just lose them, you lose a piece of your existence, you lose a piece of your lifestyle, you lose another reason to keep on living
What if you loose them, before you exist? My parents (farmers) have 4 daughters and we all had a bigger brother. I miss him. It hurts. He was young when he died and im a christian, so my great pleasure is it to "show him places" to send him happiness... Its like a hole. Damn i didnt know him, but i miss him so much. I learned through him that love goes deep, you can love a person, before you even exist or after existancens. I hope he sees my tears and the laughter i share with my sisters. I miss you. It hurts so much when people laugh and say " your poor dad", because we are just 4 girls ... Me not telling them is like i stabbed myself... But my brother is mine, just mine and its also comforting
Since I lost my papaw, I still have the weight on my shoulder. I still cry talking about him. HE was and still is my bestfriend. We’d do everything together. He’d tell me stories and take me on four wheeler ride, we’d find turtles and take them home, we’d pick pears, and he’d make me the most amazing pancakes. There will never be anyone just like him. And the dog I’ve had since I was a baby, she passed this year. She was also my other half, my protector, and my love. When I lost them both, I lost the biggest pieces of me. Pieces I can’t get back, and that won’t heal. I wish I would’ve been able to see my dog one last time before she passed. I’m still heart broken, but letting a complete stranger know my feeling, it makes me feel a bit better.
Ohh is god know that had other people that feeling this. Usually the people around tell me that a have move on and leave them arrest. But talk about it is freedom someway. I believe that They took a parte of us but they left a part of them with us. imagine how miserable life was If us never met them . A Brazilian hug for ALL my pain brothers and sister stay strong everyone 🥰💞🌷💪👊
KlaskadeSims same thing my mom had to abort a baby cause he didn't make it I wish he was here so I can raise him and so I can be with him when my sister is gone for college
I occasionally think about life without certain special people in my life, my brother being one of them, and it always hurts to even think about it, I can't even imagine how hard it is for them to think about it let alone talk about it. May their lost loved ones rest in peace.
My little brother passed away right after he was born. I never had the chance to meet him but it still hurts, I can't even imagine the pain these people have gone through.
I love your comments and the thought that seems to go into these and I hope anyone that has lost some close friend or family can remember that we'll (RUclips community) will support you.
very relatable to my pseudo love hate relationships with my friends even though they might hate me or i hate them most of the time, it is hard to think of a world without them it will be like a hole never able to be stitched no matter how hard you try
The guy (Shane) honestly is the strongest person that I've known. He lost his brother AND was sexually assaulted AND deals with depression and yet he is holding on till today. Truly a brave and courageous man. Hats off. I wish you nothing but happiness in life👍👍👍👍 Ps: AND he is super cute
This hurts so much to watch. My twin sister had brain cancer when we were kids, and she was so bad we didn't think she'd make it. We prepared ourselves for losing her. But we were so lucky that she survived. Last year she got a benign tumor, and the two days after the surgery I was with my friends to bake Christmas treats and they called me and said that she had very concerning blood test results that could indicate an infection. I know too many people who've died from an infection after brain surgery. Once again I thought I was going to lose her. But almost a year later she is here, the tumor is gone. She is far from fine, but she is... here. And every day I am so thankful for her, for still being able to talk to her, spend time with her, hug her, have dinners with her... Will never take her for granted in my life. I am so thankful I don't have this in common with the people in this video. So thankful.
Rebecca S push through I can feel what you are going through with my brother he is my everything and I am his and he keeps on almost getting sick and almost dying and I can understand ❤️
Rebecca S Same , my 9 year old sister has brain cancer . 22 hours after the surgery her kidneys stopped working . They completely changed her blood 7 times . She had 3 surgeries in 24 hours . This happed Just yesterday when her kidneys stopped working . Even if i loose her i hope she goes to heaven . I regret saying so many things to her .
Kelly Oliver May they be resting peacefully. I'm sorry for your loss. I pray that the loss becomes more manageable and that you can regain peace back in your heart.
thank you for such nice comments. I have watched this video a couple times, it helps to know it's not just me. I don't talk about my sisters that are gone and I think that's a problem now. when I went to my big sisters/best friend funeral I covered my ears discreetly and kept my eyes to the ground. there was 58 squares in the carpet pattern. when it was over I jumped up and waited outside. I'm 37yrs old acting like a child. I still text her and really want her to reply. Too many deaths of close family has messed up head. KIM!!! my beautiful sister!! I still need you
so, I want to get a lil more out..my other sister that passed was without a doubt very strong. I stood by her side when her 8month old son passed and I tried to help her through her depression after. I was on my way to her when she passed, I didn't make it in time. I sat right in front next to our dad holding his hand at her funeral. Shawn is missed and I do my best looking after her kids and my other sister's kids. I have both of there ashes in beautiful blown glass urns. I just added my mom's ashes. she passed away on my birthday/mother's day this year. I think it's just too much and how can I talk to my friends, the people I trust when they aren't alive anymore. So many questions and no answers 😑
+maryon ottathil I know of damn daniel, i get it. But still, even if this commenter "mirifica" referred to this meme, doesnt mean it should be carried on
Losing a sibiling is the most painful thing I've ever felt..the house is so empty and silent now,i don't have anyone calling me "apo",I don't have anyone's bag I have to carry,i don't have anyone I can study with at home now..I just cry for that emptiness
I know that you know me I’m so sorry for your loss. I wish you and your family the utmost strength & courage and I hope your sibling is in a better place now. Stay strong, love! x
Im a girl with 3 sisters, we lost our big brother. I feel so empty, its so hard. In every nice guy i see my brother. But it made me closer my sisters and i just know he is there when we are together... Everytime someone says how unlucky my father is (farmer with 4 daughter...), its like they stabbed me... I let them and its not their fault, but please think before you speak.
I have such a close relationship with both my sisters so I could understand how hard this must have been for these people. I can't imagine not having them around...
I watched this video a week or so ago and I remember thinking "I'm glad this is never gonna happen to me, I can't imagine it at all" and now I'm here..I'm here again because my brother passed away a few days ago in a car crash and I have so much guilt, I wish I had hugged him more often or told him I loved him more and and I don't know..I don't know I just wish this is a nightmare and I'm gonna wake up soon :( please cherish ur siblings, you'll never know when they'll be gone and try to hug them and show them love more often. God knows I wish I did
As much as the loss of a parent hurts, you subconsciously prepare yourself for it to happen because it's just the natural order of things. But gosh - I just can't imagine losing my sister. It would be a complete shock and actually the worst thing that could possibly happen.
edwing herrera hate is a strong word. I hate them too a lot, but we used to be 5 and i would never wish that i wouldnt have them. No matter what. That what siblings teach us
edwing herrera yes god made them for a reason to love and care for a amount of time God will always know when it's time to stay or go in life is hard butt live fullest with or without him
We were always together. We shared a womb, lived our diseases together, grew up in a war we called home together. We went to school together, we attended each other's music lessons. We graduated together, we went to college together. But one day you went back to see mama while I had to stay in town to work, and you never came back. That day, even before Don called me, I knew something was wrong. You had lost the battle, and at this very moment, a part of me followed you out of this world.
"I can't tell how many time I've gone to the phone and went 'oh no....that number doesn't work anymore'" I broke 😭 I've watched this more than 30+ times and I still cry at that part
Unsalted_Cakepop SAME!!! That part kills me because my mom told me that when her sister died she did that and would just sit there listening to her voicemail message 😭
I work in a call centre for a phone company, we have so many people calling to disconnect lines for family members who have passed away and it’s some of the hardest conversations I’ve had.
+Megan Schmitt Hold those times close to you. Cherish every moment you have with him even if you guys are fighting or at each others necks. I lost my brother about 3 years ago and we were like you and your sibling. We didn't always get along and we fought most of the time, but deep down we loved each other. I would give anything to have those moments back even if they were hard and not always happy. Many times siblings don't realize how much they really mean to each other until they lose them or there is distance between them. You grow into this comfortableness with them always being there that you forget that they can vanish at any second. And when that comfort is taken way, when that security blanket is no longer over you, that does crazy, horrible things to people. So tell your loved ones you love them, even if you tend to fight all the time.
I cried so hard 15 secs into the vid when the two girls said they lost their brothers .. I'm always fighting with my brothers and I actually never really realized how lucky I am to have them with me .. My little brother always wants to play and I always tell him no and cut him off .. I never realized the fact that he could be gone ..
I'm the youngest and being able to play games or talk and laugh with my brothers over the years have meant so much to me.. I bet it would mean the world to him to hang out with his older brother.
I've always fought with my brothers, we still don't have a great connection but when both of them almost died I started to actually try. now if any of them come close to death again I will blame myself... always.
This is honestly an eye opener for me.. I've contemplated suicide since I was 12 years old. I'm 16 now. I think about what it would be like to not be alive anymore and who would honestly care? But I see these people who care a ton about their siblings and how much they would give to see and hold and embrace their sibling one last time. I don't want to be selfish. I don't want my family to cry every time they think of me. I don't want them to blame themselves for my selfish act. I need to be there for them. Thank you so much for this.
EMMA LOVE I had suicidal ideation at those ages too. I've struggled with depression most of my life, but now at 24 I have thr ugh coping mechanisms, support systems, and so on to be able to live a great life even with all of this. I'm even completely free from depression at this moment, and I can say that the struggle to keep going is always worth it. It's a fight and I will acknowledge the strength in all who have fought this war. Victory is... fantastic. I'm not saying you will always have an amazing time when you get better, but you will be alright. You will find happiness. Many of us have been there, and I suggest seeking out a support group, people to talk to. Don't romanticise your depression, wallow in your sadness with others. Share and seek out ways to cope, take an hour and a day at a time. That really, really, works. I did that for 3 years before going to university at 22, and looking back? I did some pretty great stuff during those years. Don't overwhelm yourself, don't focus on the day you should be better, focus on one thing at a time. That's how I found recovery. Know you're not alone. Living is worth it. Take it from someone who's struggled with clinical depression at many stages of my life, as well as mild depression and various anxiety disorders. Life is more of a struggle for some of us, we just need to find alternative ways that makes life good for us, and live that way.
EMMA LOVE youre very brave hun. i was in that place too. a couple months ago, believe it or not, i got out of it. i dont really know how but i know you will. stay strong
I lost my sister last year due to Lymphoma, cancer of the Lymph Nodes. The moment she died, I felt a huge part of myself lost and afraid. We used to fight but we both know that these fights are just our bonding. The moment, I knew she died, that was when we celebrated New Year's eve on the hospital, I was sleeping but suddenly woke up because I felt a strong shiver within my spine. Ive felt that something was wrong. I suddenly stunned for the whole minute as I heard my mom was on the phone with dad, trying to plan a funeral plan. The words were still stuck up in my head. I sobbed and told to myself, "Why? Why my sister? I need her to be with my side forever. Why, lord, why? Im only 13 years old, I don't deserve this....." I can still remember every detail the night as to which my sister died. RIP Angelika Velasco, My one and only Neechan.
+Deija She said that the murderer needs to get tortured than killed, make sure you read what she said. Please don't use multiple emojis, that just shows how immature you are. And I'm sorry for what happend in your family, they are in a good place now.
Death is such an unbelievable event, I just wish sometimes I could forget how I felt about my grandmother because she was the only person I connected to and from when we lost her I've just be wandering about on this Earth. 😔
I completely understand how you feel, I lost my mom June 25, 2012 at the age of 18 & everyday since I've never been the same, the struggle is unreal. I also wish the feeling I felt would disappear but honestly the memories we have may cause us great pain but they also cause us immense happiness.
I feel horrible, I kind of ignore my brother, don’t appreciate him, he is 2 years younger then me This video put me in tears I’m honestly blessed to have a sibling and I never want to have to go with the pain of him leaving me.😭 God bless these people, losing your sibling I can’t even imagine it right now. They are fighters. If you have siblings, appreciate them, you don’t know when they’ll be gone 😭😭😭
I treated my big sister like crap a lot, but she was killed before I could apologize. It haunts me everyday that I never got the chance to make it up to her.
Lost my dad at 1997 at the age of 6 and lost my elder sister at 2007, both in a separate road accident. Treat your family always nicely, because there are many people who haven't got a family like you.
Lost my brother to suicide November 18. Think about him every day. Certain songs trigger emotions for me. I love ya bub. Chris Hundley 5/25/86 - 11/18/15
my sister recently passed away... and for once in my life I finally understood the quote "it doesn't get easier it gets more manageable". i love you anastasia. and i think about u everyday.
"heather was in an accident" eyes water "my mom was crying in bed" tear down "i picked up the phone and realized, oh that number...doesnt work anymore!" im not joking i cried..really hard
I was only 16 when my little sister who was 6 years old, passed away. And the red headed woman is right, the pain of loss doesn't get easier, it just gets more manageable. It's been 14 years since my sister died and sometimes it still hurts so much I can't breathe. But you do, because you have too. For them, for yourself.
I lost my sister 9 years ago. The pain never heals, we just learn how to live with it. If anyone reads this I would like to say how much your parents love you. The pain of losing my subling was horrible, but it doesn't come close to the pain Ive seen my parents go through. Learn to love an appreciate your people every single day.
My older sister died just yesterday 😢😢😢. I saw this video month earlier and just thought how lucky i am to still have all my siblings and now she is gone before i could tell her i'm sorry and how much she means to me. Jasmin rest in peace my sweetheart you are always with me. We all love you sooo much ❤❤❤
I have 10 siblings. I used to have 12. My older brother and triplet died (I was born as a triplet but now we're just twins) in a car crash together. It was 6 years ago, and in the car it was my mum, me, my two twins Marika and Marama, my older brother Tamati, my older brother Maia and my older sister Kahurangi. My younger siblings were in another car with my dad. We had a head in collision with another car. I remember it like it was yesterday. We were on our way home from dinner at a restaurant. We were all fine except for Maia, Marama, add Tamati. Maia died 4 hours after the crash and Marama died 7 hours after. I miss them everyday, especially Marama. Me, her and Marika were all triplets and it was hardest on us. Rip Marama Parata - 6/4/2000-27/11/2010 & Maia Parata - 29/1/1998-26/11/2010
I woke up yesterday from a call, It was my mom. She said “it’s bad, it’s really bad, An**** is gone” she was a friend becoming my sister. Knowing I was so supported and so loved by a new sister was amazing. She’s gone now. She was 24. ❤️
I lost my twin Rachel in 2012 due to suicide. I found out 3 days after as I came back from my weekend before as my parents didn't know how to tell me through the phone. Even now I know I check my phone for a text or I will walk into her room. There's always a piece of me with her which I never really thought of until it happened. Only now am i coping, but you do learn to cope and instead of mourning her loss, I try and make myself live everyday for the both of us
I watched this video years ago and thought "wow I can't ever imagine losing one of my siblings" and then 3 months ago my brother suddenly passed away. These videos hit so much harder when you relate on a personal level
I thought the same, too. And now I'm also a member of this unfortunate club :(( hugs to you. It's coming up 4 years now since my younger sibling died. It sucks beyond belief, as you know, but we are so lucky to have experienced our siblings in our lives.
I'm glad there is hope, lost my brother a month ago and I don't feel like there is much hope to keep going, it's so exhausting just getting through a day
@@mozberg2191 hugs to you. You will figure out how to survive, and eventually live again. I live for my sister now. Live for your brother because he didn't get to 💖
@@mozberg2191 I'm so sorry you have to experience this heartbreak, sending lots of love your way. The first few months are heart wrenching but hang in there, the sun starts shining again eventually even if it doesn't seem like it ever will again right now. You have a listening ear right here if you ever need it ❤
My grandma died last year from breast cancer and I know that she's gone but I lived with her and the amount of times something happened or I was searching for something and I called her name are crazy. It doesn't happen that often anymore but I still do it and always end up crying. What she said about her sister passing away from cancer made me cry so much.
+James Steinberger No no, they're still alive. I'm just saying it now, in case I don't get to say it tomorrow. This video really made me appreciate them :)
Just today my older sister said that she felt she was not good enough, I said that she was the best sister she could ever be. Now I know that no matter how much we fight, she will always love me.
I lost my brother on March 25 of this year. he had pneumonia. He was recovering nicely, so my family and I were thinking that he'd be coming back out of the hospital. he relapsed, had a seizure, and his heart was starting to go. he died at 8:30 in the morning. he was only 19. I miss him so much
Stephenie Kutcher Like I have said above to some other commenters, I lost my older brother to a drug overdose on Oct. 24 2014. Losing someone is a painful and very hard journey. But not one you have to take alone. I understand the pain you have. If you ever feel like you need it, reply to my comment or message me. Feel free to reach out 💙
Stephenie Kutcher my brothers bday is March 24 . The day after your brother died . Actually , not really he wasn't born this year . Rip I'm sorry 😭. My gramma died and she loved me to death
I never knew my mom and dad, my mom died right in front of me when I was 6, but I never knew my dad until much later. I was 12 when my only sister that I knew of, died of murder, her boss murdered her. I asked her coworker why he didn't try to stop her boss because he was there, he said "I was in shock, I couldn't do anything." And I never forgave him for that. One month later I tried multiple times to commit suicide. It didn't work. When I turned 15 I went to her grave, and a man was there, I asked him why he was there and he told me "I just found out I was her father." I told him that I was his son and he believed me, because, 1.i looked exactly like him 2. He had a son that he thought died to. We took a DNA test, he was indeed my father, it turned out that he had two other children my half sister Hazel and my half brother Seth , In memory of Bianca 2011 I miss you
Murder could be the worst way to loose someone. How could someone be so disgusting to the point of killing someone else?! Knowing that the reason someone u loved died because of murder, not because of something natural, would be torture.
I lost my sister last month. Can't believe I'm writing this. How do I live now? I'm asking everyone how to live my life further, but nobody has an answer.
With Christmas coming up I am painfully reminded that my brother is still gone and can't celebrate anymore. I miss him so much, this was his favorite holiday and I wish he could be here.
My brother and I dont really get along that well really or i never really see him, but i cant or wont imagine losing him at all, i really feel for these people, stay strong :)
I lost my older brother from an overdose suicide.. He was in the room with me and kind of acted weird so I was watching him. I went to go the back room and when I was done my mom told me not to come back into the room and call 911.. I regret leaving him alone because he would never do that to me. He died about more than 4-5 years ago and knowing I'm now older than he was then; knowing that me, getting into one of my dream music high schools, i stay strong too to not make the same mistake he did because I know he believes in me and is watching over me now. 😌❤️😢
I lost my little sister 😭💔2 months ago suddenly suffered from a brain haemorrhage. we did everything together grown up I am only 2 years older than her. I still can't believe my heart hurts so much I can't sleep. Tomorrow is never promised Love your loved ones
as soon as she said 'oh no, that number doesn't work anymore', i got tears in my eyes. these people are so strong to be able to talk about such a devastating thing that happened in their lives. i dont even know how i would live without my brother.
I lost my sister a few months ago, and for anyone who goes through this, just remember that everything will be okay. Even if it feels like it won't, it will.
I needed to see/hear this video. I’m having one of those crying/hard moments. All these tears I cry are expressions of the love I cannot give my oldest brother……..love you Jason and miss you immensely.
I lost my brother a few weeks ago. It sucks. I lost the memories of the past and the hopes of our future. My future child lost an uncle. It's a like a gap in my life that extends through time, and the worst part is that I have to go on without him; through the void, into a future that is minus someone special. I lost someone to share my secrets with. I lost the person who showed me the mistakes I shouldn't make. Last night I had a dream and my brother was healthy, with his goofy smile on his face. We hugged and I said I missed him. It was a vivid dream, and one that I will hold tight to, because I never got to say goodbye, and I never got to say I'm sorry. And when life ends there is no mercy. No mercy for the family. No answers to the many questions of "why him". It just sucks. There are very few words to describe losing a big brother. No sibling should have to burry another in their prime years. He was 28, and when my age finally eclipses the age that he passed away at, I hope that my life can be a life lived for the both of us. I don't know if my brother believed in the afterlife. I'm not sure if I do. I just wish he were here. I wish he could tell one last joke, one last story, and tell me that I can make a great life without him.
The Anansi I lost my brother as well, except my brother was only 21. I lost him Oct. 24. 2014. If you ever need to talk to someone who lived it, message me or reply to my comment. I posted my story here in the comments section to same time I am replying to this now. Losing someone is a painful, endless voyage. But defiantly not one you need to face alone. Feel free to reach out. 💙
The Anansi I lost my brother on January 21 2015 my mom's birthday.. he was such an amazing person I wish I could hug him one more time if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always available
I'm sorry to hear about your brother, I really feel for you. I've had those same thoughts and feelings you described since my little brother passed away on the 25th of Sept. 2016. He was only 20, less than a year and a half younger than me, and he was the baby of the family. It's been hard, and the loss will always be hard to live with, but like she says at the end of the video, " It doesn't get easier, it gets more manageable". Advice I got from someone who also lost their brother was, "keep a special place for them in your heart, grieve when you miss them, then continue on with life". Just remember that you have a lot of people that love you, and can help you in your time of sorrow.
Oh god the saddest part for me was when she said "I can't tell you how many times I've picked up the phone.. and said 'oh no.. that number doesn't work anymore.'" OH MY GOD THE TEARS ACTUALLY HURT.
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"that number doesn't work anymore.." completely broke my heart
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It hurt me on a personal level
sunaina jain same
Same... 😭
When that one woman said "Oh no... that number doesn't work anymore." I absolutely lost it
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Thank you, because now I don't have to type that while crying. I had the same reaction, her expression and emotion, the damn of tears just broke.
Same. I was trying to hold it inside and now I am just crying so hard :'(
"It doesn't get easier. It gets more manageable" - I like that.
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Quindixie I know, right!!??
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We all deeply miss Gibson, and wish our deepest condolences, Steve. 😿👼
I was suicidal, and I'm glad i didn't give my family that pain. And i'm glad my depressed sister is still here.
Emppos fighting!! 💙
Emppos I was/am suicidal and I am fighting for my family. However much I may think they may hate me or not want me around, I still have that logical voice talking me into and out of things. Have a wonderful day!
Well thank you for thinking about others, you mean a lot to them. Stay strong the storm will pass
I know how you feel
Emppos same my sister went to a mental hospital because she would lightly slit her arms and thighs.thank god she is still living
We use to fight. A lot. Sometimes we would say we hate each other, but in reality I can't see myself without my them.
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+Chelsea Gomez I like yours too. I wish my name was your name.
"Maybe the weight is still heavy, I've just gotten stronger..."
I read that comment the moment she said that 😪
Gia Omila me too😥😥
Gia Omila same :(
SAME
months and months the more they will be missed the longer it gets the more it hurts ..
When she said "Oh no,that number doesn't work anymore" I lost it😭
I tear up every time her voice shakes saying that
Same
Did you look in the lost and found?
grass doggo Not funny, stop.
*goes downstairs, hugs my lil bro cries like a baby*
My 9 year old bro- what is wrong cow?
LMFAOOOOOOO SAME
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Same ☺️😭
tarin cook XD
tarin cook this made me cry
i tell my brother mean things every day the truth is i cant live without him
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snaxtv wow same
You should tell him that
snaxtv Same =)
snaxtv same here
I lost my sister to suicide, I was also the one who found her. I was only 8, she was 13. My parents asked me to go into her room and ask her something. I just remember going in, seeing her lying on her bed, emotionless. There was a lot of blood, i couldn’t see where from, since there was so much of it. I just remember screaming, being so confused but I knew exactly what happened. She was bullied, she had learning difficulties, so the other kids teased her. Just remember, think about what you’re saying before you say it. It might be too late.
emily :] Keep your head up💚
good lord... I'm so sorry.. Oh my god
Thank you Emily xx I'm sorry for your loss
I am so so sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers❤️
I lost my baby sister because she went to sleep and never woked up
I'm never going to say anything bad to my brother, again.
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Mariam G Same
Mariam G same
Mariam G yep😭
Mariam G I try to be nice but never works 😖😖😖😑
I wish my brother was alive. He would be 13 nowadays. I wish my neighbors didn't give his name to their child. I hear it everyday when they're calling him and it hurts because I know it's not my brother.
Daniella Cartwright may his soul rest in peace💟 he is definitely in a better place and angels must be calling his name rest assured 💟
Daniella Cartwright bllu
Oh my god... i can imagine that... i’m so lucky i have my brother still.... best hopes for you stranger....
Daniella Cartwright Did your neighbors know? If they did, that’s horrible, you should talk to them
Lolli Pops they do, and that's why I hate them. Their son was born just a year after my brother died.
My then 8 year old sister went through chemotherapy in 2011 for cancer and I remember not knowing how much longer I had with her. Luckily, after one year of chemo she was cancer free and is now a healthy, annoying 13 year old.
Beautiful story
❤️😂
+twentyonetylers congrats!
I am happy for you. Treasure that annoying sister of yours ;)
Be Glad you have her still with you
This made me cry like a baby and I was just 30 seconds into it.... I lost my sister back in 2013 to cancer
I'm sorry for your loss
I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you're well.
That must be hard, im very sorry for your loss. My dog/best bud died sept 20 just 2 days ago and its been brutal cuz I loved him like he was my brother. His name was gizmo and he was the best.
that was on my birthday 😆😫😪 I must be a curse for you😪😫
Vlog Watcher may she rest in peace. I'm sorry for your loss
That number doesn't work anymore, Wow that saddened my heart
Every time you lose a loved one, it doesn’t just hurt, it doesn’t get easier.
You don’t just lose them, you lose a piece of your existence, you lose a piece of your lifestyle, you lose another reason to keep on living
What if you loose them, before you exist?
My parents (farmers) have 4 daughters and we all had a bigger brother.
I miss him. It hurts.
He was young when he died and im a christian, so my great pleasure is it to "show him places" to send him happiness...
Its like a hole. Damn i didnt know him, but i miss him so much.
I learned through him that love goes deep, you can love a person, before you even exist or after existancens.
I hope he sees my tears and the laughter i share with my sisters.
I miss you.
It hurts so much when people laugh and say " your poor dad", because we are just 4 girls ...
Me not telling them is like i stabbed myself...
But my brother is mine, just mine and its also comforting
Since I lost my papaw, I still have the weight on my shoulder. I still cry talking about him. HE was and still is my bestfriend. We’d do everything together. He’d tell me stories and take me on four wheeler ride, we’d find turtles and take them home, we’d pick pears, and he’d make me the most amazing pancakes. There will never be anyone just like him. And the dog I’ve had since I was a baby, she passed this year. She was also my other half, my protector, and my love. When I lost them both, I lost the biggest pieces of me. Pieces I can’t get back, and that won’t heal. I wish I would’ve been able to see my dog one last time before she passed. I’m still heart broken, but letting a complete stranger know my feeling, it makes me feel a bit better.
Ohh is god know that had other people that feeling this. Usually the people around tell me that a have move on and leave them arrest. But talk about it is freedom someway. I believe that They took a parte of us but they left a part of them with us. imagine how miserable life was If us never met them . A Brazilian hug for ALL my pain brothers and sister stay strong everyone 🥰💞🌷💪👊
I lost my baby brother 8 years ago and I wish he was here so I could watch him grow up...
I'm sorry soooo soooooooo sorry
KlaskadeSims same thing my mom had to abort a baby cause he didn't make it I wish he was here so I can raise him and so I can be with him when my sister is gone for college
Im so lucky to have all of my siblings but my older sister is a suicide attempt survivor and so we take all of that kind of stuff seriously
KlaskadeSims My condolences to your family. Wish you get better soon.
KlaskadeSims same but older brother 3 yrs ago
I occasionally think about life without certain special people in my life, my brother being one of them, and it always hurts to even think about it, I can't even imagine how hard it is for them to think about it let alone talk about it. May their lost loved ones rest in peace.
True.
Same. I don't know what i would do without my older sister...she is everything for me and i always think about that :(
+Graphic Design Guy yup its true because my brother and i never agree and were always arguing but i could never imagine the world without him
My little brother passed away right after he was born. I never had the chance to meet him but it still hurts, I can't even imagine the pain these people have gone through.
I love your comments and the thought that seems to go into these and I hope anyone that has lost some close friend or family can remember that we'll (RUclips community) will support you.
I don't get along with my brother at all and though there's a lot of animosity between us, I can't imagine ever losing him.
same
Same
very relatable to my pseudo love hate relationships with my friends
even though they might hate me or i hate them most of the time, it is hard to think of a world without them
it will be like a hole never able to be stitched no matter how hard you try
Same
+Shelby Moore same with me i cant get along with him but i cant imagine the world without him
The guy (Shane) honestly is the strongest person that I've known.
He lost his brother AND was sexually assaulted AND deals with depression and yet he is holding on till today.
Truly a brave and courageous man.
Hats off. I wish you nothing but happiness in life👍👍👍👍
Ps: AND he is super cute
i can't imagine life without my sister, she's my best friend
Awe
Me too💖 we are two years apart but if you didn't know any better you'd think we were twins.
+Brysdollies so are me and my sister😌 shes two years younger than me
may God never seperate you ♡
same
This hurts so much to watch. My twin sister had brain cancer when we were kids, and she was so bad we didn't think she'd make it. We prepared ourselves for losing her. But we were so lucky that she survived. Last year she got a benign tumor, and the two days after the surgery I was with my friends to bake Christmas treats and they called me and said that she had very concerning blood test results that could indicate an infection. I know too many people who've died from an infection after brain surgery. Once again I thought I was going to lose her. But almost a year later she is here, the tumor is gone. She is far from fine, but she is... here. And every day I am so thankful for her, for still being able to talk to her, spend time with her, hug her, have dinners with her... Will never take her for granted in my life. I am so thankful I don't have this in common with the people in this video. So thankful.
❤️❤️❤️
Rebecca S push through I can feel what you are going through with my brother he is my everything and I am his and he keeps on almost getting sick and almost dying and I can understand ❤️
Rebecca S i think i'm gona cry because this is such a sad real story 😢
Rebecca S Same , my 9 year old sister has brain cancer . 22 hours after the surgery her kidneys stopped working . They completely changed her blood 7 times . She had 3 surgeries in 24 hours . This happed Just yesterday when her kidneys stopped working . Even if i loose her i hope she goes to heaven . I regret saying so many things to her .
Rebecca S You're really lucky. Wished I had the kinda luck like you.
I lost two sisters the past 4 yrs...my heart aches
Kelly Oliver May they be resting peacefully. I'm sorry for your loss. I pray that the loss becomes more manageable and that you can regain peace back in your heart.
Kelly Oliver
omgg
i am so sorry for ur lost
i hope every thing gets better for u and ur family
Idk you but I love you , stay strong ❤️
thank you for such nice comments. I have watched this video a couple times, it helps to know it's not just me. I don't talk about my sisters that are gone and I think that's a problem now. when I went to my big sisters/best friend funeral I covered my ears discreetly and kept my eyes to the ground. there was 58 squares in the carpet pattern. when it was over I jumped up and waited outside. I'm 37yrs old acting like a child. I still text her and really want her to reply. Too many deaths of close family has messed up head. KIM!!! my beautiful sister!! I still need you
so, I want to get a lil more out..my other sister that passed was without a doubt very strong. I stood by her side when her 8month old son passed and I tried to help her through her depression after. I was on my way to her when she passed, I didn't make it in time. I sat right in front next to our dad holding his hand at her funeral. Shawn is missed and I do my best looking after her kids and my other sister's kids. I have both of there ashes in beautiful blown glass urns. I just added my mom's ashes. she passed away on my birthday/mother's day this year. I think it's just too much and how can I talk to my friends, the people I trust when they aren't alive anymore. So many questions and no answers 😑
I watched this video last year, and didn't think I'd be in the same situation as them today.
I am so so sorry. I’m sending my prayers❤️
I'm so sorry. Its hard, very hard. Please take care
I’m so sorry, please take care
Wow. So sorry.
What happened
"oh no, that number doesnt work anymore."
Sameeeeeee I love all of these videos the people always make me cry
I never cry anymore because i already used all my tears before😞
Same
+reactiegever me too
😢
My sister died last year in a car accident and it would be her birthday today. I miss her so much
Don't worry, she's in a better place now.
I'm so sorry. I don't know how I'd handle it if I lost my sister. You are so strong, and your sister knows that. May she rest in peace.
im so sorry for you so much
Im sorry for your lose.
I'm so sorry....June 26 is my birthday day as well
Damn Buzzed back at it again with the tears. :'(
+maryon ottathil Yeah, i dont think thats funny
Buzzfeels
this joke went old ages ago
I hate this video because it is so sad
+maryon ottathil I know of damn daniel, i get it. But still, even if this commenter "mirifica" referred to this meme, doesnt mean it should be carried on
Losing a sibiling is the most painful thing I've ever felt..the house is so empty and silent now,i don't have anyone calling me "apo",I don't have anyone's bag I have to carry,i don't have anyone I can study with at home now..I just cry for that emptiness
I know that you know me
I’m so sorry for your loss. I wish you and your family the utmost strength & courage and I hope your sibling is in a better place now. Stay strong, love! x
I know that you know me I lost my niece to cancer and I see the pain that her sister feels! I'm sorry for your lost. xxx
Im a girl with 3 sisters, we lost our big brother.
I feel so empty, its so hard.
In every nice guy i see my brother.
But it made me closer my sisters and i just know he is there when we are together...
Everytime someone says how unlucky my father is (farmer with 4 daughter...), its like they stabbed me...
I let them and its not their fault, but please think before you speak.
god bless
@@anja6983 stay strong
I have such a close relationship with both my sisters so I could understand how hard this must have been for these people. I can't imagine not having them around...
Same
same
same
I do to 😭😭
+MsGraciie13 I don't think you can imagine losing them. Not to be rude or anything x
"That number doesn't work anymore" when I cried my eyes out
I watched this video a week or so ago and I remember thinking "I'm glad this is never gonna happen to me, I can't imagine it at all" and now I'm here..I'm here again because my brother passed away a few days ago in a car crash and I have so much guilt, I wish I had hugged him more often or told him I loved him more and and I don't know..I don't know I just wish this is a nightmare and I'm gonna wake up soon :( please cherish ur siblings, you'll never know when they'll be gone and try to hug them and show them love more often. God knows I wish I did
Karina Herrera wow that crazy sorry for your loss. Update on how you're doing?
Stay strong. Hope this gets to u
As much as the loss of a parent hurts, you subconsciously prepare yourself for it to happen because it's just the natural order of things. But gosh - I just can't imagine losing my sister. It would be a complete shock and actually the worst thing that could possibly happen.
Same, I love my sister so much
*father
Louella.y be glad you still have her I lost my brother at the age of 11 and I miss him everyday
Lupita Alvarez I'm so sorry xx
I lost my brother from suicide
This video was so amazing. Brought me to tears and inspired me to appriciate my family. I love when buzzfeed makes my day.
*appreciate
+Phoebe Price same!
same😢
+Phoebe Price are you proud? Such a vulnerable moment and you just gotta screw it up. Good job
+Phoebe Prince same
We hate our siblings, but we aren't anything without them...
edwing herrera hate is a strong word. I hate them too a lot, but we used to be 5 and i would never wish that i wouldnt have them. No matter what. That what siblings teach us
I miss him so much, you shouldnt say that
edwing herrera I hate my siblings but I love them as well if they died I would cry for ages and never stop
blue galaxy samr
edwing herrera yes god made them for a reason to love and care for a amount of time God will always know when it's time to stay or go in life is hard butt live fullest with or without him
We were always together. We shared a womb, lived our diseases together, grew up in a war we called home together.
We went to school together, we attended each other's music lessons.
We graduated together, we went to college together.
But one day you went back to see mama while I had to stay in town to work, and you never came back. That day, even before Don called me, I knew something was wrong. You had lost the battle, and at this very moment, a part of me followed you out of this world.
Dani Abadeister
thanks for the tears and sorry for your loss.
"I can't tell how many time I've gone to the phone and went 'oh no....that number doesn't work anymore'" I broke 😭 I've watched this more than 30+ times and I still cry at that part
Unsalted_Cakepop SAME!!! That part kills me because my mom told me that when her sister died she did that and would just sit there listening to her voicemail message 😭
I work in a call centre for a phone company, we have so many people calling to disconnect lines for family members who have passed away and it’s some of the hardest conversations I’ve had.
I still do this to my friends telegram page and my sisters Facebook page....ile never get a reply agian.
I cried during this video. It reminds me of how much I don't want to lose my big brother...
same
Same.................
I have 4 but i don't want to lose them
I lost mine when I was 10
lost a best friend felt Nothing because I am a sociopath
me and brother don't always get along but we do have like nice awesome Times together and I just live him so much
Same!
+Megan Schmitt me and my sister
Same with me and my sister
Yeah I really love my sister. I hope that she really knows that
+Megan Schmitt Hold those times close to you. Cherish every moment you have with him even if you guys are fighting or at each others necks. I lost my brother about 3 years ago and we were like you and your sibling. We didn't always get along and we fought most of the time, but deep down we loved each other. I would give anything to have those moments back even if they were hard and not always happy. Many times siblings don't realize how much they really mean to each other until they lose them or there is distance between them. You grow into this comfortableness with them always being there that you forget that they can vanish at any second. And when that comfort is taken way, when that security blanket is no longer over you, that does crazy, horrible things to people. So tell your loved ones you love them, even if you tend to fight all the time.
my sister comes to me in my dreams and says "sorry this isn't real". it hurts so much
rip
+Higgs Bozon I can't relate, but I am sorry to hear that. Sending you light.
I have similar things happen with my brother. I'm so sorry you have to live with that pain.
I'm so sorry, I'll keep you in my prayers
I’m so sorry ):
0:50
“In my dream, I will pick him up and hold him”
Jesus that was deep
She's so right when she said "it doesn't get much easier. It gets more manageable" Dealing with a loss really sucks.
my brother died yesterday and it's the hardest thing i've ever been through ... he was so perfect he was the best i miss him so much
Ahmed bash I'm so sorry for your loss!! I'll be praying for you and your family!!
Emma VandenOever thank you emma i really appreciate it 💕 it have been one month now and it's still hard for me and my family.
Ahmed bash I'm so so soooo sorry for you're loss!!
+Galaxy Panda ❤❤
ok
I cried so hard 15 secs into the vid when the two girls said they lost their brothers .. I'm always fighting with my brothers and I actually never really realized how lucky I am to have them with me .. My little brother always wants to play and I always tell him no and cut him off .. I never realized the fact that he could be gone ..
So true.....
I'm the youngest and being able to play games or talk and laugh with my brothers over the years have meant so much to me.. I bet it would mean the world to him to hang out with his older brother.
I've always fought with my brothers, we still don't have a great connection but when both of them almost died I started to actually try. now if any of them come close to death again I will blame myself... always.
spend more time with them less fighting. BECAUSE tomorrow is never promised.
Shellby Barajas well put
18 years gone...Today is his birthday.
Miss you brother.
Hugs to everyone in this video
"It doesn't get easier. It gets more manageable." That broke me.
Watching this makes me realise how much I love my annoying little brother xx
hipp
Same haha
Lol me too
i love the fact that you put annoying 😂😂😂😂
Don't tell us we don't matter. Tell him.
This is honestly an eye opener for me.. I've contemplated suicide since I was 12 years old. I'm 16 now. I think about what it would be like to not be alive anymore and who would honestly care? But I see these people who care a ton about their siblings and how much they would give to see and hold and embrace their sibling one last time. I don't want to be selfish. I don't want my family to cry every time they think of me. I don't want them to blame themselves for my selfish act. I need to be there for them. Thank you so much for this.
EMMA LOVE you are honestly so loved never give up
EMMA LOVE I had suicidal ideation at those ages too. I've struggled with depression most of my life, but now at 24 I have thr ugh coping mechanisms, support systems, and so on to be able to live a great life even with all of this. I'm even completely free from depression at this moment, and I can say that the struggle to keep going is always worth it. It's a fight and I will acknowledge the strength in all who have fought this war. Victory is... fantastic. I'm not saying you will always have an amazing time when you get better, but you will be alright. You will find happiness. Many of us have been there, and I suggest seeking out a support group, people to talk to. Don't romanticise your depression, wallow in your sadness with others. Share and seek out ways to cope, take an hour and a day at a time. That really, really, works. I did that for 3 years before going to university at 22, and looking back? I did some pretty great stuff during those years. Don't overwhelm yourself, don't focus on the day you should be better, focus on one thing at a time. That's how I found recovery. Know you're not alone.
Living is worth it. Take it from someone who's struggled with clinical depression at many stages of my life, as well as mild depression and various anxiety disorders. Life is more of a struggle for some of us, we just need to find alternative ways that makes life good for us, and live that way.
EMMA LOVE youre very brave hun. i was in that place too. a couple months ago, believe it or not, i got out of it. i dont really know how but i know you will. stay strong
EMMA LOVE your comment made me cry Please remembered that you are loved by your family and always will be ❤️
Our Father is always with you, girly. If you ever wish to talk, I'm here as well. God loves you. God Bless you all. ❤️
I lost my sister last year due to Lymphoma, cancer of the Lymph Nodes. The moment she died, I felt a huge part of myself lost and afraid. We used to fight but we both know that these fights are just our bonding. The moment, I knew she died, that was when we celebrated New Year's eve on the hospital, I was sleeping but suddenly woke up because I felt a strong shiver within my spine. Ive felt that something was wrong. I suddenly stunned for the whole minute as I heard my mom was on the phone with dad, trying to plan a funeral plan. The words were still stuck up in my head. I sobbed and told to myself, "Why? Why my sister? I need her to be with my side forever. Why, lord, why? Im only 13 years old, I don't deserve this....." I can still remember every detail the night as to which my sister died.
RIP
Angelika Velasco, My one and only Neechan.
I am so sorry...... always stay strong.....God bless you
Hi me hear in same situation we can be sisters if you like
Whats neechan??
Also deep condolences 💐
My eldest brother was murdered 4 years ago at age 25, and we got no justice till this day. R.i.p Tafadzwa x
r.i.p
Wishing the best of luck
I'm so sorry, I hope the killer is found and arrested. Best of luck x
+Natasha Barraza that's not funny at all.
+Deija She said that the murderer needs to get tortured than killed, make sure you read what she said. Please don't use multiple emojis, that just shows how immature you are. And I'm sorry for what happend in your family, they are in a good place now.
R.i.p my brother and my girlfriend 💔
RIP
Thanks💙
Hope you get through that, R.I.P.
R.I.P💝
Stay strong 💜💙
😇👼🏼just know they are watching you and you need to do things that will make them proud 💜💙💚💛❤️💗
Death is such an unbelievable event, I just wish sometimes I could forget how I felt about my grandmother because she was the only person I connected to and from when we lost her I've just be wandering about on this Earth. 😔
I completely understand how you feel, I lost my mom June 25, 2012 at the age of 18 & everyday since I've never been the same, the struggle is unreal. I also wish the feeling I felt would disappear but honestly the memories we have may cause us great pain but they also cause us immense happiness.
Dragon Tamer#1 i'm so sorry to hear that, i don't what to say. I wish you happiness from here on.
Asanda Mbali Thanks bro! Appreciate it, back at yah.
I hope your grandmother is in heaven 😇
+Hannieee. xo don't worry your granddad is having an amazing life in heaven😇
I feel horrible, I kind of ignore my brother, don’t appreciate him, he is 2 years younger then me
This video put me in tears
I’m honestly blessed to have a sibling and I never want to have to go with the pain of him leaving me.😭
God bless these people, losing your sibling I can’t even imagine it right now. They are fighters.
If you have siblings, appreciate them, you don’t know when they’ll be gone 😭😭😭
go give him a hug ❤️
I treated my big sister like crap a lot, but she was killed before I could apologize.
It haunts me everyday that I never got the chance to make it up to her.
I’d give an eternity of pain for just one moment with my brother. Just to say goodbye
Beauty 101 l do
You r the luckiest
Lost my dad at 1997 at the age of 6 and lost my elder sister at 2007, both in a separate road accident. Treat your family always nicely, because there are many people who haven't got a family like you.
Pias Chakraborty I’m sorry
Lost my brother to suicide November 18. Think about him every day. Certain songs trigger emotions for me. I love ya bub.
Chris Hundley
5/25/86 - 11/18/15
R.I.P
I'm sorry for your loss, there is no other pain like losing someone to suicide, especially a sibling.
R.I.P
Your brother was 71?
+Mae Is a Unicorn 29
WHO'S CUTTING THE DAMNED ONIONS
Me
Cool Cats stap ittttttt
Not now
+K Mahaffey Ninjas. Always ninjas. Damn onion cutting ninjas ruining my day... =/
+tymki lol
my sister recently passed away... and for once in my life I finally understood the quote "it doesn't get easier it gets more manageable". i love you anastasia. and i think about u everyday.
"heather was in an accident" eyes water "my mom was crying in bed" tear down "i picked up the phone and realized, oh that number...doesnt work anymore!" im not joking i cried..really hard
I was only 16 when my little sister who was 6 years old, passed away. And the red headed woman is right, the pain of loss doesn't get easier, it just gets more manageable. It's been 14 years since my sister died and sometimes it still hurts so much I can't breathe. But you do, because you have too. For them, for yourself.
This... this broke my heart.
SuperJanGames i lost my brother and sister and i always miss them and i always will
I lost my sister 9 years ago. The pain never heals, we just learn how to live with it. If anyone reads this I would like to say how much your parents love you. The pain of losing my subling was horrible, but it doesn't come close to the pain Ive seen my parents go through. Learn to love an appreciate your people every single day.
this was so hard to watch, but also so necessary. helps us understand how fragile everything is and to cherish it while we still have it.
You are so right Will, my best friend lost his mom a little over a year ago and I can't even imagine the pain he goes through everyday.
They should do "what's it like to have a family member in jail" the effects and stories. How they cope.
I'm in tears rn 😢😢
Same...😢😢😢
+Koneko Kitty same 😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭
I only liked the comment to make it an even number
+Carmen Camarero Sammeeeee
Me 2
My older sister died just yesterday 😢😢😢. I saw this video month earlier and just thought how lucky i am to still have all my siblings and now she is gone before i could tell her i'm sorry and how much she means to me.
Jasmin rest in peace my sweetheart you are always with me. We all love you sooo much ❤❤❤
D. O. I'm so sorry. Rip 🕊🕊
@@Disius1805 thank you ❤ take care.
I have 10 siblings. I used to have 12. My older brother and triplet died (I was born as a triplet but now we're just twins) in a car crash together. It was 6 years ago, and in the car it was my mum, me, my two twins Marika and Marama, my older brother Tamati, my older brother Maia and my older sister Kahurangi. My younger siblings were in another car with my dad. We had a head in collision with another car. I remember it like it was yesterday. We were on our way home from dinner at a restaurant. We were all fine except for Maia, Marama, add Tamati. Maia died 4 hours after the crash and Marama died 7 hours after. I miss them everyday, especially Marama. Me, her and Marika were all triplets and it was hardest on us. Rip Marama Parata - 6/4/2000-27/11/2010 & Maia Parata - 29/1/1998-26/11/2010
I'm so sorry for your loss.. do you happen to be from New Zealand? RIP xx
suedecubs thank you❤ and yes! I'm Māori :) I'm guessing you could tell by the names? 😂
So sorry for your trauma sweetheart, what a horrible thing to experience.
I'm so sorry. I have two brother s and losing them would be awful.
I can not put in words how sorry i am for you loss. This really hurt me tbh. I hope that you'll be okay, and I'll keep you in my prayers❤️
This is why we should appreciate everyone and everything we have.
yeah you are right.
The moment when you knew somebody in your family is gone... Is just too shocking
I woke up yesterday from a call, It was my mom. She said “it’s bad, it’s really bad, An**** is gone” she was a friend becoming my sister. Knowing I was so supported and so loved by a new sister was amazing. She’s gone now. She was 24. ❤️
"maybe the weight is still heavy and I've just gotten stronger" that is so beautiful
I lost my twin Rachel in 2012 due to suicide. I found out 3 days after as I came back from my weekend before as my parents didn't know how to tell me through the phone. Even now I know I check my phone for a text or I will walk into her room. There's always a piece of me with her which I never really thought of until it happened. Only now am i coping, but you do learn to cope and instead of mourning her loss, I try and make myself live everyday for the both of us
omg I need to call my brothers and sister ...😢
Auje Chu ikr?!
Auje Chu yep
Im right here with my brothers
Jancie Fletcher lucky
I watched this video years ago and thought "wow I can't ever imagine losing one of my siblings" and then 3 months ago my brother suddenly passed away. These videos hit so much harder when you relate on a personal level
I thought the same, too. And now I'm also a member of this unfortunate club :(( hugs to you. It's coming up 4 years now since my younger sibling died. It sucks beyond belief, as you know, but we are so lucky to have experienced our siblings in our lives.
I'm glad there is hope, lost my brother a month ago and I don't feel like there is much hope to keep going, it's so exhausting just getting through a day
@@mozberg2191 hugs to you. You will figure out how to survive, and eventually live again. I live for my sister now. Live for your brother because he didn't get to 💖
@@mozberg2191 I'm so sorry you have to experience this heartbreak, sending lots of love your way. The first few months are heart wrenching but hang in there, the sun starts shining again eventually even if it doesn't seem like it ever will again right now. You have a listening ear right here if you ever need it ❤
My grandma died last year from breast cancer and I know that she's gone but I lived with her and the amount of times something happened or I was searching for something and I called her name are crazy. It doesn't happen that often anymore but I still do it and always end up crying. What she said about her sister passing away from cancer made me cry so much.
Haleigh Redifer my dad lost his parents to a disease and. he has no more parents
I lost my grandad to cancer(I don't know what cancer)but I miss his so much
My condolences
AnnaWonderland 🙏
My grandma died last year from breast cancer also :(
This made me cry...
Love you Hannah.
Love you James.
Love you Evie.
+Max Moroney im sorry
+James Steinberger No no, they're still alive. I'm just saying it now, in case I don't get to say it tomorrow. This video really made me appreciate them :)
Max Moroney Oh ok glad they're ok
+James Steinberger Thanks to this video, I am too :) But I appreciate your sympathy
thumbs up if this made you cry
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Please don't do click bait. This is where you show sympathy, not how many thumbs up you can get
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Just today my older sister said that she felt she was not good enough, I said that she was the best sister she could ever be. Now I know that no matter how much we fight, she will always love me.
At 2:16 that's me. My brother, a year just went by
2:10 sry
Hope your doing well RIP
Hug me . 😭 thats me too.
I'm sorry. I hope you're doing well
I'M SO SORRY!!!! 😭😭😭😭
I don't think I ever cried from a buzzfeed video
+Rylee8Food I did
Btw a ton of people liked this comment
I don't ever want to imagine the pain that these people had felt😭
Jill Robin I hope you never do.
I sincerely hope you don't, it's hell on earth every day they're gone.
I am so mean to my little sis,but the truth is....I dunno how I will live without her 😢😢😢😢
Ajna Vejzovic same
Pls learn to be nice to her
My older brother passed away & we weren’t always nice to each other. That’s all I wish for
@@10mirandapanda mee too
Me too...
I lost my brother on March 25 of this year. he had pneumonia. He was recovering nicely, so my family and I were thinking that he'd be coming back out of the hospital. he relapsed, had a seizure, and his heart was starting to go. he died at 8:30 in the morning. he was only 19. I miss him so much
i am so sorry...stay strong & fight for him...love
Stephenie Kutcher
Like I have said above to some other commenters, I lost my older brother to a drug overdose on Oct. 24 2014.
Losing someone is a painful and very hard journey. But not one you have to take alone. I understand the pain you have. If you ever feel like you need it, reply to my comment or message me. Feel free to reach out 💙
Chaitali Hatiskar Thank you
You can see him again, girly. God Bless you all. ❤️
Stephenie Kutcher my brothers bday is March 24 . The day after your brother died . Actually , not really he wasn't born this year . Rip I'm sorry 😭. My gramma died and she loved me to death
I never knew my mom and dad, my mom died right in front of me when I was 6, but I never knew my dad until much later. I was 12 when my only sister that I knew of, died of murder, her boss murdered her. I asked her coworker why he didn't try to stop her boss because he was there, he said "I was in shock, I couldn't do anything." And I never forgave him for that.
One month later I tried multiple times to commit suicide. It didn't work.
When I turned 15 I went to her grave, and a man was there, I asked him why he was there and he told me "I just found out I was her father."
I told him that I was his son and he believed me, because, 1.i looked exactly like him 2. He had a son that he thought died to.
We took a DNA test, he was indeed my father, it turned out that he had two other children my half sister Hazel and my half brother Seth ,
In memory of Bianca
2011
I miss you
Leo Space daddy im so sorry :(
Did you call the police on that horrible boss?
wow. the chance of finding your father during a random visit. thats destiny.
Murder could be the worst way to loose someone. How could someone be so disgusting to the point of killing someone else?! Knowing that the reason someone u loved died because of murder, not because of something natural, would be torture.
Poisonous Mint aww x
Losing a loved one is so hard, my heart goes out to all of you 💖
+Stefan Paniccia WhiteChristianPride HAHAHAHAHAH
+Stefan Paniccia WhiteChristianPride are you kidding?
I lost my sister last month. Can't believe I'm writing this. How do I live now? I'm asking everyone how to live my life further, but nobody has an answer.
With Christmas coming up I am painfully reminded that my brother is still gone and can't celebrate anymore. I miss him so much, this was his favorite holiday and I wish he could be here.
I'm so sorry for your loss :(
I've had a hard life. After watching this I just realised how blessed I am.
This made me cry, thinking about my own sister
Ikr
Same
me too my younger one by five-six years
I was thinking of my brother😭😭😭😭😢😢
Warning if you just lost a loved one you are gonna cry during this video 😥
My brother and I dont really get along that well really or i never really see him, but i cant or wont imagine losing him at all, i really feel for these people, stay strong :)
same
wow that's deep 🐱
same what he does is bully me
+Kelsie Phillips same....
I lost my older brother from an overdose suicide.. He was in the room with me and kind of acted weird so I was watching him. I went to go the back room and when I was done my mom told me not to come back into the room and call 911.. I regret leaving him alone because he would never do that to me. He died about more than 4-5 years ago and knowing I'm now older than he was then; knowing that me, getting into one of my dream music high schools, i stay strong too to not make the same mistake he did because I know he believes in me and is watching over me now. 😌❤️😢
Videos like these really open our eyes... We may hate our sibs now, but when they're gone, we truly realize how much we did love them.
I love my little brother so much Idk what I'd do if he died
Brilliant Reneé me too with my baby bro
God loves you, girly. God Bless you all. ❤️
Same, I love my lil bro😘😍❤😊😁😄😆💖😇😉
Brilliant Reneé same my older sister is an amazing person.
my younger sister's name is Renee. Fancy seeing you here
I lost my little sister 😭💔2 months ago suddenly suffered from a brain haemorrhage. we did everything together grown up I am only 2 years older than her. I still can't believe my heart hurts so much I can't sleep. Tomorrow is never promised Love your loved ones
It's so so hard losing a sibling I'm 14 years old I lost my older brother in 2012 when I was 10 it was devastating
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not to be rude or anything but in 2012 when ur brother died supposedly you said you were 10 so how can you be 14?
I just feel like it's fake or a typo idk
+kaneki minaj she is correct you counted by 14-2 no 2016-4=2012 so don't be rude to her
can u do math?14-4 =10 2016-4=2012
as soon as she said 'oh no, that number doesn't work anymore', i got tears in my eyes. these people are so strong to be able to talk about such a devastating thing that happened in their lives. i dont even know how i would live without my brother.
I lost my sister a few months ago, and for anyone who goes through this, just remember that everything will be okay. Even if it feels like it won't, it will.
no... he was my only support. he protected me from bullies abuse from family... hes gone now.
Natasha Tan I'm sorry to hear that. I wish you luck, and please hang in there.
So sorry for your loss. I don't know what i would do without my little sister.
Avani Deshpande Thank you.
+Natasha Tan I will pray for you and I admire you for not giving up in this horrible situation you just described
I needed to see/hear this video. I’m having one of those crying/hard moments. All these tears I cry are expressions of the love I cannot give my oldest brother……..love you Jason and miss you immensely.
I lost my brother a few weeks ago. It sucks. I lost the memories of the past and the hopes of our future. My future child lost an uncle. It's a like a gap in my life that extends through time, and the worst part is that I have to go on without him; through the void, into a future that is minus someone special. I lost someone to share my secrets with. I lost the person who showed me the mistakes I shouldn't make.
Last night I had a dream and my brother was healthy, with his goofy smile on his face. We hugged and I said I missed him. It was a vivid dream, and one that I will hold tight to, because I never got to say goodbye, and I never got to say I'm sorry. And when life ends there is no mercy. No mercy for the family. No answers to the many questions of "why him". It just sucks. There are very few words to describe losing a big brother. No sibling should have to burry another in their prime years. He was 28, and when my age finally eclipses the age that he passed away at, I hope that my life can be a life lived for the both of us. I don't know if my brother believed in the afterlife. I'm not sure if I do. I just wish he were here. I wish he could tell one last joke, one last story, and tell me that I can make a great life without him.
The Anansi
I lost my brother as well, except my brother was only 21. I lost him Oct. 24. 2014.
If you ever need to talk to someone who lived it, message me or reply to my comment. I posted my story here in the comments section to same time I am replying to this now.
Losing someone is a painful, endless voyage. But defiantly not one you need to face alone. Feel free to reach out. 💙
The Anansi I lost my brother on January 21 2015 my mom's birthday.. he was such an amazing person I wish I could hug him one more time if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always available
I'm sorry to hear about your brother, I really feel for you. I've had those same thoughts and feelings you described since my little brother passed away on the 25th of Sept. 2016. He was only 20, less than a year and a half younger than me, and he was the baby of the family. It's been hard, and the loss will always be hard to live with, but like she says at the end of the video, " It doesn't get easier, it gets more manageable". Advice I got from someone who also lost their brother was, "keep a special place for them in your heart, grieve when you miss them, then continue on with life". Just remember that you have a lot of people that love you, and can help you in your time of sorrow.
Kevin Scott i always think to why did my brother have to go. i think like i cant call on my brother everyone talks to theres but i cant
I think the saddest part is when they try to continue to smile, but they're just breaking.
"It doesn't get easier, it gets more manageable"
this hit me really hard..
Oh god the saddest part for me was when she said
"I can't tell you how many times I've picked up the phone.. and said 'oh no.. that number doesn't work anymore.'"
OH MY GOD THE TEARS ACTUALLY HURT.