I feel you. Hang in there. I had 3 in person exams last week. I still have one this week. My anxiety now is not even focused on the fact that i'm not studying enough, but on going outside, especially in a group. My mom and dad wanted to walk with me around our district yesterday and i thought i was gonna faint and have ibs at the same time. I felt ill. Thank god i could talk them down from dragging me along. But even alone when i go out i need to be back as soon as i can, so that i can prevent an ibs attack. It worked last week, so i was very happy. Interestingly i didn't have any problem during those 3 exams. Infact i couldn't go at all for half of that week. Sorry for being tmi. But i know we both can do this. The exam i was most afraid i wasn't gonna pass has been corrected and i got 3 out of 5. (5 is best here) so i was very happy. I passed, i won't be needing that in college or uni. I know we can do this. See if you can find some calming exam affirmations. Hearing and saying them did the trick for me. We humans are awesome information sponges. We can go and retrive information from years ago. As a person with anxiety i know it can feel overwhelming but we can call on our minds with medication and breathing. We can do this. I suddenly feel motivated this morning for the first time in about a year. So imma organize my room and study for my superior level exam(elevated, or AP or whatever in other countries). Good luck (and sorry for being tmi), J
I like seeing the real you and how comfortable you seem talking about your struggles. It's nice to see the person I thought had everything about life together is going through the same things as I am.
Jasmine, you are such a sweet, beautiful soul. Anyone and everyone can see that, even though we don't know you 'personally'. It takes a huge amount of courage to express raw feelings, and I sincerely hope that myself and others can help you through those dark days when it takes all your strength just to get out of bed. I'm almost on the verge of tears because I can 100% feel what you're feeling. Just know that those days will pass, and better ones will come 💖 So much love and support for you!
A quick note to everyone taking online AP exams- I know they are stressful, but remember to just breathe! You've put in so much effort and the exam is just a way to show what you know. Don't forget that you are so incredibly smart- don't let some test tell you otherwise. You are more than a score on a test that won't matter in 10 years. While I don't know you, I believe you are truly a magnificent person with a wonderful personality. With that said, you embody traits that make your character so much more than a number. You are you. And that's all that matters. I wish you all the best, and don't doubt yourself! Go show College Board who is boss! :)
Girl you did not get lucky with getting into UCLA. You truly earned it. NOBODY has a perfect life. In my opinion, Tuesday was great! You did what you had to do to take care of your mental health. I wish I could be half as productive as you are being.
i really like when youtubers aren't afraid to talk about their insecurities and when they're feeling down and not themselves. not that i want them to feel like that, but it's nice to know that i'm not the only one having mini-crisis as a teen.
jasmine, don’t feel the need to maintain a “perfect” persona on your channel! it’s perfectly okay to show your imperfections on this channel! if you want, you can make a channel to rant about random things that wouldn’t necessarily fit into this style of content you have on this channel. either way, i hope you feel better overall and i hope your mental health recovers! also happy early birthday! i probably won’t be able to catch the birthday livestream, but i’ll try my best to come anyway! have a good day!
I can relate to the things you said in this video on another level.....I'm so proud of you for sharing this! ☺️💖 Just knowing that I'm not the only one that feels this way already made me feel better 😅
i actually had a strangely depressing day today and somehow it was comforting to watch this video and notice that it is normal to have days like that and that life doesn't just consist of sparkles and butterflies whatever that means. I just want to tell you that you're good enough and that life simply isn't a linear graph, it is okay to take days off and to focus on yourself and not having to constantly improve every single day. also thank you for making these videos and keeping me a little more sane than before haha
Hey Jasmine, I just want to let you know that you are a huge inspiration to me and I love watching your videos. Your videos are really straight forward and you include some very helpful tips. I hope you are doing well and I really appreciate all the effort you put into your videos!! Stay safe
omg seeing you during the “burnout” part was so hard to watch. i have been watching you for a few years and tbh you are someone i look up to and seeing you like that was hard. be easy on yourself, you truly inspire so many people 🦋
When you started talking about being burnt out because you were trying to be really productive, my heart almost stopped because I related to that so much! I love that your content is so realistic and not just putting on a front of constant productivity
For the piercing issue: Basically the material could be irritating your skin, this has happened to me especially with cheaper earrings from the drugstore and stuff. I would take them out and let it heal and maybe change out the earring. You should also put coconut oil on the pierced area, I learned this from my mom and it helps it so maybe try that out?
to both of u in this thread I think yall have just saved me, I have kinda the same issue as jasmine with just one of my earrings and its a second piercing, I've not taken it out because I'm basically a wimp so I might smother it in coconut oil and try swap the earring
I third this. I can't wear cheaper jewelry in my ears for more than a day or so without the piercings getting irritated. I've had my ears pierced since before I was 1. I just think some people have sensitive ears 🤷🏾♀️
I too have the same prblm. I have to wear gold all the time.... but its been better. I feel like i can wear cheaper earings... but i dont have any other earings..
Okay I just finished the video and all I wanna say is that I love that we've been getting to see more of your personality bc you're so cute and awkward (but in the best way!!) You honestly seem like such a great person to hang around, stay safe!!
I’m so proud of you and admire you so much for being able to share your feelings with us. As a person who’s struggled with depression, it means a lot when a public figure talks about it. When you mentioned that feeling of burning in your chest, and having to make it through the day...that’s exactly how I felt. Thank you so much for sharing this.💗
hearing you talk about going through the comparison of the "worst parts of yourself to the best parts of others" was a HUGE flashback for me from high school. but the fact that you're acknowledging it is the first step to growing out of it, don't be too hard on yourself because eventually the best parts of yourself are what will shine the most :)
i remember when I got my ears pierced when I was younger, the same thing happened to me. I went to a doctor about it, because it shouldn't bleed when it takes out - turns out it usually means that your ear is refusing to accept your earrings, because you are allergic to the material your earring is made of. this usually happens for earrings that are cheaper and not made of quality. you have to find a pair that is either made of pure gold or silver, and apply some disinfectant cream as for now. later down the line you can wear them again when they heal up, which may take a month from my experience since the skin is already very irritated. but find a good pair, always wash and clean your piercing and apply disinfectant cream onto your pierced lobe before bed and when you wake up, and don't spin it around until it's all in the clear. you'll know it's all healed when you remove it and there is no pain, or it isn't swollen the next day after you remove it. hope this helps!
I know my comment may go unnoticed, but watching your videos and listening to you I just want to tell you that it is liberating to know that our life is not only about achieving all our goals and dreams, but also about fulfilling our promises out of love for others ♥️
I think it’s incredibly brave to face the internet and be so open about burnout and mental health, and how she took a moment to recognize that she wasn’t doing great that day! I love it
It honestly helped so much when you talked about your struggles about feeling like you have to be perfect. It made me realise that even the people that are on youtube, educating me and others on how to be productive and efficient, also have struggles. You saying that you compare the worst parts of yourself to the best part of others really made me understand that I do the same. Thank you so much!!
I know this is like, a month later, and you may be feeling differently than in this moment that you captured, but I just wanted to say thank you for your vulnerability about worrying that you won't be good enough. I also struggle with this a lot, and it often fuels my cycles of burnout. I royally burnt myself out in high school, to the point of having to be hospitalized and scale back my extracurriculars to almost zero. I just finished my second year of college, so I have a little bit of space from that time (my junior year) and I want to commend you for being able to recognize the signs of burnout like I saw you do in this video. I just want to say that you are one of the people I have looked to as a reference of how to kick ass. With your academics and your online presence, you really have done a lot of things well from my perspective. You have so much going for you, but I am sure because of what you shared you might feel like you have to push harder and harder to feel accomplished in the future. Honestly, the hardest thing for me to learn was that as satisfying as visible feedback on success is (like grades and praise) it doesn't always replenish what I depleted working for it. I don't know if that speaks to you, but I am really glad that you are able to say to yourself that you have done a lot of things well, even though it might not resonate fully at the moment. You got this dude.
I love your content and your vibes in general. There's something so calming about watching your videos after a long day or when I need a break. I connected so much with the part where you opened up about fearing that you won't meet your own standards, and I appreciate the realness of your thoughts and feelings that you put on your channel
Girl, I have a lot of respect for you for filming even on a not so good day. That takes a lot of guts. And there’s a lot to be said about someone who is willing to publicly allow others a glimpse into the inner-turmoil they face on the day to day because it is so nice to know that someone else is feeling it too.
Hey Jasmine, this comment is VERY LATE but when you expressed your struggles, I could totally relate. I always tell myself that "Oh, I'm gonna be productive today! I'm going to work out, do a ton of math practice, and read a lot of books!" The next day i wake up at 3 pm, doing nothing but eating ramen and gummy bears while watching RUclips. We all have good and bad days. But these times let us show what we can improve on. Don't put so much pressure on yourself to be perfect. Being the best version of yourself doesn't mean you have to be perfect. It means to be a better person than yesterday. When the rain pours, it pours, it's inevitable. There will be times where you don't get much done. Then the sun shines, and you're happy and very productive. Just know not to rush into things and put pressure on yourself. Please keep on being your amazing self, and i admire you for showing your raw emotions. Please keep doing this. Thank you! You have a beautiful heart, and you're more genuine with your subscribers now, which makes me very happy! I wish you the best in everything you do. You are MORE ENOUGH, beautiful, smart, talented, and amazing. Every bad day happens, but tomorrow is a new day, and a new chance. Thank you Jasmine :)
i love you jasmine and you don't know how much of a positive influence you've had on me for just being you. a quirky, beautiful, hardworking, and wholesome girl like you are a role model for me and I wish you really knew how amazing you are.
It's a comforting reminder that the people I watch to be inspired by on youtube struggle with the same things as I do. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to speak honestly to a large platform, but thank you. I hope you feel better soon!
The way you described the feeling you have of never being good enough as your expectations or only thinking of the bad parts of yourself is exactly the way I feel sometimes. It comes in waves and some periods I'm just stuck in the cycle of feeling bad and being disappointed and angry at myself for not being able to do anything right (which is obviously not true). When I then accomplish something or do something good, I just dismiss it and think that that's what normal people would've done easily and I'm just finally catching up a bit, or I think it was just luck like you said. Basically it's not an accomplishment because it isn't extraordinary. What I've realized helps me a bit is just talking to my thoughts and always looking on the flipside. If i think I'm not doing well on this one thing, look how far I've come already, or if I'm thinking about a thing I said or did I think about the people that were there and if they would even remember and think about it (no). Anyway, just flipping and looking at the opposite perspective helps me realize I'm not as bad as I make myself think I am.
I really appreciate the fact that you explained to us how you're feeling and you showed genuine feelings instead of always portraying this person who is 100% productive and happy 24/7. This really made me feel more connected and less alone. Especially since lately my productivity has been down. :) You're amazing!
This video made me realize that in the times I felt burnout I never let myself heal or take a rest and I think that’s why things aren’t going so great now especially with school. Thank you for showing this side of yourself
Everyone struggles with something. Don't overthink things. Be yourself. Take the time to cherish all the things you have accomplished even the smallest thing. You are a great person. =) xoxo
I love this video cuz it helps people see that what they see online isn't the full picture and it somehow makes u feel better cuz u know that they're just human with issues just like u and it motivates u a lot more to do better, but also seeing u being vulnerable and open and honest about ur feelings gave me a sense of comfort about being true to my feelings and let myself experience my feelings as they come without trying to repress them thinking they don't make sense and invalidating them. Also seeing u sad really hurt u're one of my favourite youtubers and u're an amazing person and i really love seeing u smile, so seeing sad and down kinda hurts and i just want to let u know that i love you and so many others love you as well, and you're doing great, u're growing so well, and u'll live up to the standards u set for yourself
Loved the video Jasmine. High school is really stressful, and I am constantly thinking about college. Hopefully, we can all reach our goals and ambitions in life 💕🦋
I really appreciate that you're so open to talking about your struggles on camera. I feel the exact same way. Even during this pandemic, I am pushing myself to work hard and make money and take classes when now is exactly the perfect time to reflect on myself and take a well-deserved break after finishing my first year in college at ASU. I hope that you find the confidence in yourself and learn to love yourself no matter where you are in life. I am struggling with the same problems and being stuck at home with not the most supportive people can definitely make it worse. However, I'm really glad that you recognize your negative tendencies and are working to change them. We are all here for you and you're not alone.
Something I learned in the past two years (I’m 18 years old this year) is that it’s okay to not feel okay, it’s okay to feel down, it’s okay to be unmotivated sometimes but the important thing is to acknowledge these feelings and just keep going and never give up!! I don’t usually comment but just felt the need to let you know that I feel you! 頑張ってね！
u deserve a ton of self care days ❤️ it’s good to remember that we need to take breaks sometimes, especially for students during these last few crazy months of school. everyone, we will do amazing during these last few weeks! ur exams will go great and everything will be worth it in the end. remember that ur grades don’t define u, and that’s it’s okay to be stressed because this is all new for everyone.
16:30 Omg I feel this all the time. I've been really devoted to school and studying since I was young but just recently discovered study tubers. I like the community but it's honestly sooooo stressful to see people with amazing neat, super human printer notes lol, amazing grades and organized clear lives. I feel so messy and out of place no matter what i do. Im never doing enough and I will never achieve my goals. Im so stressed all the time and can never take a day off due to the fear of being behind. Thanks for summing up my ideas and making me feel no so alone
Your techniques work for me 100 per cent! I started making my notes in your style ( minus the calligraphy and aesthetics, cuz I'm bad in that) but it has drastically improved my learning skills! And not just that, all your videos motivate me to be a better productive version of myself! Thank you for being such an amazing person!
This is so wholesome and honest, I feel like this *a lot* too, and it's hard to get out of the thought, but knowing that your expectations are unreal is somewhere to start! Thank you for being so honest even if it's just for the small portion, too many youtubers are only showing their *highlight reel* when in reality, their life is much different. Life is a competition against yourself, to become the best self you can, not a competition against others (even if it feels like that sometimes) You are amazing! You are beautiful! You are strong! You are worth more than how you feel compared to others!
Just remember, you are AMAZING! If you’re feeling down you can talk to us! We’re here if you need us. Don’t push yourself to much because you are a hardworking 17 year old and we luv you and support you! - biggest fan 😍
Your videos inspire me to actually be productive. I also love seeing the real you it takes a lot to do that in front of thousands of people. Keeping doing what you love girl
I've always known you were fit, but this video just showed me how fit you actually are - running wise. I can never talk myself into running willingly! I just wanna say that I know how you feel. There will be those days when you never feel like you're the best version of yourself and at the same time, you feel like the worst version of your normal self, but still not the worst version of how you actually could be, if that makes sense. For me, it's been lasting a couple of weeks now. It helps knowing other people could also feel this way, and how you're rejuvenating yourself throughout the ordeal. I really appreciate knowing how honest you are with yourself and with your channel. After all, we don't really know what to do with our lives and we're just taking it one day at a time. It helps being reminded to just take it easy in some days.
Hey! I’ve had a really hard day too, I know I “should” be studying for my AP exam tomorrow but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I’ve been lazy all day and I just have to accept that if my brain and body need it then they need it. I hope we both can get out of this funk! Enjoy your morning/afternoon/night
I've followed you for a few years now and I have to say, it has been so nice to see you grow and become the person that you are today. You're amazing!!! don't forget that!
aww jasmine thank u for opening up to us💕not every day will be shiny and happy, but you're so strong and so capable of getting through the less than perfect ones. you're so wonderful and such an inspiration💕🥰
Hey study quill! Just letting you know that I have SO much respect for you for showing your raw feelings about life and getting it together in general. For the past years I've been watching you, I've always thought you were incredibly perfect in being productive with your life 😅 I guess it makes me feel nice to see that we are not all perfect, not even you! And we can't always have it completely together 24/7
Your Tuesday is super relatable. I feel like I could be making myself better and more happy in other way. I honestly just don't know how. Just letting you know you aren't alone and others relate to that feeling. Remember, you have so many caring subscribers that care about you and your videos, including me. So thank you :) I also love your videos
One of my favorite parts of your channel is that you’re in the exact same life stage as I am. I’ve never watched a RUclipsr who was my age, going through the same kinda stuff at the same time. I’ve loved your recent videos and I’m excited to see your content as you head into college!
this. this video is everything. you opening up about your struggles helped me realize some things about myself too and i really felt your words. you got this !
Jas, I've been here since for 7th grade and I'm so proud of how open your becoming. I can't share advice but I'm SO proud of you and your journey, and I want the absolute best for you. I hope everything clears up, can't wait for the next video.
I discovered your channel 1 week ago and I'm very happy because you help me a lot to get through hard times. It's very calming and helpful thank you!I love what you do
Oh Jas your like lil sis for me!!! And i am glad you trust us to share this! I (and many others I am sure) want you to know its okay to be messy or be sad or if you have a great day too, its all part of you and we love to see it! Thanks for sharing ur week, it was nice to have something to watch as a break from online classes💕
hey jasmine :) I’m literally a decade older than you and I still struggle with some of the things you talked about at the end of your video. im really impressed with your self talk about it. that level of self awareness and maturity is really fucking cool! this video inspired me!
Hey you’re really amazing! Take care of yourself! And about the piercing, it happens! Sometimes it takes more time! But if it’s still swollen after 2-3 days you might wanna talk to your doc! Within 2-3 days is normal! I got my ears pierced really young but my nose was pierced last year..so I relate to the swelling part! 3-4months and you can take them out! And after taking them like 2 times they’ll turn out normal! They won’t hurt or bleed or swell anymore unless the material of the ornament doesn’t suit one’s skin type! Take care! Loads of love! You inspire me a lot Jasmine!🌸
you're one of my favourite youtube people. thank you for making the best content and trying your hardest, it comes through in your work :") we're so proud of you
I love your vlogs and I love your I’m honesty. During this time it’s so important to be true to yourself and let yourself rest even when we all want to be productive and be amazing coming out of this, but how you’re doing is great. I just finished my 1st semester of college during this and how you’re doing it is amazing. Go you!
Jasmine, I just want to say that you should keep doing what you’re doing, any person could see what you do and say that they’re proud of you. You are so inspirational and no matter how hard you try to be positive, it’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to know that life isn’t the same as it used to be. It’s ok that we are all stuck at home. Because for all I know, we will get through this together.
your eyeliner is super cute! and i love that you can be productive in the way that you are because i'm working on my productivity and you really inspire me :)
I'd like to say advance happy birthday, Jasmine! I'm a silent viewer of your channel, but I really want to greet you in advance. More birthdays to come and keep on inspiring people. Love yah!
Currently studying for my ap exams next week, which I have 4 of! Your videos always brighten up my day and motivate me to keep pushing. Thanks jasmine!
Hi Jasmine! idk if you'll ever see this but thank you for being so vulnerable... it's very heartwarming to know that I'm not the only person feeling like this x thank you for being you !!!!
It also works for me everytime I feel burnouts or just having a messy mental state that I need to clean my whole room. Declutter, rearrange, clean. And if I am still not satisfied or still feel discomfort, I'll go an clean the whole house 'till my heart's content.
it's like 2AM in the morning, im cramming, and this is happening
oh my, good luck!
@ヅJ a d e thank you very much
@@hyunjinhasallmyuwu3448 thanks, im doin well on my exam
I feel you. Hang in there. I had 3 in person exams last week. I still have one this week. My anxiety now is not even focused on the fact that i'm not studying enough, but on going outside, especially in a group. My mom and dad wanted to walk with me around our district yesterday and i thought i was gonna faint and have ibs at the same time. I felt ill. Thank god i could talk them down from dragging me along. But even alone when i go out i need to be back as soon as i can, so that i can prevent an ibs attack. It worked last week, so i was very happy. Interestingly i didn't have any problem during those 3 exams. Infact i couldn't go at all for half of that week. Sorry for being tmi. But i know we both can do this. The exam i was most afraid i wasn't gonna pass has been corrected and i got 3 out of 5. (5 is best here) so i was very happy. I passed, i won't be needing that in college or uni. I know we can do this. See if you can find some calming exam affirmations. Hearing and saying them did the trick for me. We humans are awesome information sponges. We can go and retrive information from years ago. As a person with anxiety i know it can feel overwhelming but we can call on our minds with medication and breathing. We can do this. I suddenly feel motivated this morning for the first time in about a year. So imma organize my room and study for my superior level exam(elevated, or AP or whatever in other countries). Good luck (and sorry for being tmi), J
@@juliakercsmar6587 you're too kind, thanks, hope you well🥰
I like seeing the real you and how comfortable you seem talking about your struggles. It's nice to see the person I thought had everything about life together is going through the same things as I am.
This comment spoke a part of me
adding on to this comment we are here for you and will support you no matter what happens.
Jasmine, you are such a sweet, beautiful soul. Anyone and everyone can see that, even though we don't know you 'personally'. It takes a huge amount of courage to express raw feelings, and I sincerely hope that myself and others can help you through those dark days when it takes all your strength just to get out of bed. I'm almost on the verge of tears because I can 100% feel what you're feeling. Just know that those days will pass, and better ones will come 💖 So much love and support for you!
thank you for your kind words 💌💌
Awwww that’s so sweet! I know exactly how you feel Jasmine🥺 don’t worry it gets better!
The fact that you have the power to create such an amazing collection of words is so awe-inspiring. Seriously, you will be the next Shakespeare! ;)
studyquill ((ohmygoodness thank you for reading my comment and replying! I just died a lil inside 😅🥰 )) sending you a virtual hug! 💖
Hyunjin has all my uwu Yes! 100% the best friend I need and wanted to find during school 😭
A quick note to everyone taking online AP exams-
I know they are stressful, but remember to just breathe! You've put in so much effort and the exam is just a way to show what you know. Don't forget that you are so incredibly smart- don't let some test tell you otherwise. You are more than a score on a test that won't matter in 10 years. While I don't know you, I believe you are truly a magnificent person with a wonderful personality. With that said, you embody traits that make your character so much more than a number. You are you. And that's all that matters. I wish you all the best, and don't doubt yourself! Go show College Board who is boss! :)
thank u so much i needed this :)
thank you omg... i just took AP gov and my stress levels are v high
studyquill You got one done though!! Great job!!
I had my only one today and it went so well! I'm a freshman taking ap gov so this was my first time and I'm super relieved it's over😅
I for sure needed this since I’ve been high key stressed over my AP Calc test🥺
Girl you did not get lucky with getting into UCLA. You truly earned it. NOBODY has a perfect life. In my opinion, Tuesday was great! You did what you had to do to take care of your mental health. I wish I could be half as productive as you are being.
I love how she doesn't care if her professor watches this video...she's just so genuine and you can relate with her
i really like when youtubers aren't afraid to talk about their insecurities and when they're feeling down and not themselves. not that i want them to feel like that, but it's nice to know that i'm not the only one having mini-crisis as a teen.
jasmine, don’t feel the need to maintain a “perfect” persona on your channel! it’s perfectly okay to show your imperfections on this channel! if you want, you can make a channel to rant about random things that wouldn’t necessarily fit into this style of content you have on this channel. either way, i hope you feel better overall and i hope your mental health recovers!
also happy early birthday! i probably won’t be able to catch the birthday livestream, but i’ll try my best to come anyway!
have a good day!
I can relate to the things you said in this video on another level.....I'm so proud of you for sharing this! ☺️💖
Just knowing that I'm not the only one that feels this way already made me feel better 😅
Hiiiii!!
Are you real??
Yusra Khan yes!click in her profile
Omg is it really Ellen.....I ❤️ Ur videos
Hey ellen
she’s so precious 🥺🥺 it hurts seeing her saying she doesn’t feel good enough 🥺🥺
is it just me or does anyone else not like the new comments style/placement? i liked to scroll down and look through them.
Yeah it's super weird. RUclips is making updates that basically no one asked for
For sure it’s just in a weird spot
b q s i l Yeaaa I don’t like it
I haven't updated RUclips in a while, so I'm good
same here :/
i actually had a strangely depressing day today and somehow it was comforting to watch this video and notice that it is normal to have days like that and that life doesn't just consist of sparkles and butterflies whatever that means. I just want to tell you that you're good enough and that life simply isn't a linear graph, it is okay to take days off and to focus on yourself and not having to constantly improve every single day.
also thank you for making these videos and keeping me a little more sane than before haha
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jasmine is slowly converting from lawful to chaotic good istg she’s so perfect like I could never
i’ve honestly been loving you being more outgoing and not as camera shy when you’re directly talking to the camera and that’s so cute 🥺🥰
Hey Jasmine,
I just want to let you know that you are a huge inspiration to me and I love watching your videos. Your videos are really straight forward and you include some very helpful tips. I hope you are doing well and I really appreciate all the effort you put into your videos!! Stay safe
Aw that’s so nice :)
omg seeing you during the “burnout” part was so hard to watch. i have been watching you for a few years and tbh you are someone i look up to and seeing you like that was hard. be easy on yourself, you truly inspire so many people 🦋
When you started talking about being burnt out because you were trying to be really productive, my heart almost stopped because I related to that so much! I love that your content is so realistic and not just putting on a front of constant productivity
For the piercing issue: Basically the material could be irritating your skin, this has happened to me especially with cheaper earrings from the drugstore and stuff. I would take them out and let it heal and maybe change out the earring. You should also put coconut oil on the pierced area, I learned this from my mom and it helps it so maybe try that out?
To add on^ this happened to me too and I put some tea tree oil around the area and it was sm better the next day
to both of u in this thread I think yall have just saved me, I have kinda the same issue as jasmine with just one of my earrings and its a second piercing, I've not taken it out because I'm basically a wimp so I might smother it in coconut oil and try swap the earring
I third this. I can't wear cheaper jewelry in my ears for more than a day or so without the piercings getting irritated. I've had my ears pierced since before I was 1. I just think some people have sensitive ears 🤷🏾♀️
I too have the same prblm. I have to wear gold all the time.... but its been better. I feel like i can wear cheaper earings... but i dont have any other earings..
i like watching people being productive, while im being unproductive...
Me: sees her modified push ups
Also me: why didn't I think of doing that instead of torturing myself?
hahahaha stick arms unite
SAMEEE
Ooof😔
i can’t even do a modified push up :/ lol my arms are *weak*
harley train!
Okay I just finished the video and all I wanna say is that I love that we've been getting to see more of your personality bc you're so cute and awkward (but in the best way!!) You honestly seem like such a great person to hang around, stay safe!!
“My sideburns, like Elphaba, are defying gravity” HADHDHAGAHA I’m dying
the amount of anxiety I got when Jasmine stood on her spinning chair
lol me whenever i lose balance... i'm just ready to die at all times while doing that
studyquill even i do this when i’m just bored of studying.
let's talk about how wholesome is the thumbnail
I’m so proud of you and admire you so much for being able to share your feelings with us. As a person who’s struggled with depression, it means a lot when a public figure talks about it. When you mentioned that feeling of burning in your chest, and having to make it through the day...that’s exactly how I felt. Thank you so much for sharing this.💗
hearing you talk about going through the comparison of the "worst parts of yourself to the best parts of others" was a HUGE flashback for me from high school. but the fact that you're acknowledging it is the first step to growing out of it, don't be too hard on yourself because eventually the best parts of yourself are what will shine the most :)
i remember when I got my ears pierced when I was younger, the same thing happened to me. I went to a doctor about it, because it shouldn't bleed when it takes out - turns out it usually means that your ear is refusing to accept your earrings, because you are allergic to the material your earring is made of. this usually happens for earrings that are cheaper and not made of quality. you have to find a pair that is either made of pure gold or silver, and apply some disinfectant cream as for now. later down the line you can wear them again when they heal up, which may take a month from my experience since the skin is already very irritated. but find a good pair, always wash and clean your piercing and apply disinfectant cream onto your pierced lobe before bed and when you wake up, and don't spin it around until it's all in the clear. you'll know it's all healed when you remove it and there is no pain, or it isn't swollen the next day after you remove it. hope this helps!
I know my comment may go unnoticed, but watching your videos and listening to you I just want to tell you that it is liberating to know that our life is not only about achieving all our goals and dreams, but also about fulfilling our promises out of love for others ♥️
You're great Jasmine always remember that no matter how you feel
I think it’s incredibly brave to face the internet and be so open about burnout and mental health, and how she took a moment to recognize that she wasn’t doing great that day! I love it
It honestly helped so much when you talked about your struggles about feeling like you have to be perfect. It made me realise that even the people that are on youtube, educating me and others on how to be productive and efficient, also have struggles. You saying that you compare the worst parts of yourself to the best part of others really made me understand that I do the same. Thank you so much!!
I know this is like, a month later, and you may be feeling differently than in this moment that you captured, but I just wanted to say thank you for your vulnerability about worrying that you won't be good enough. I also struggle with this a lot, and it often fuels my cycles of burnout. I royally burnt myself out in high school, to the point of having to be hospitalized and scale back my extracurriculars to almost zero. I just finished my second year of college, so I have a little bit of space from that time (my junior year) and I want to commend you for being able to recognize the signs of burnout like I saw you do in this video. I just want to say that you are one of the people I have looked to as a reference of how to kick ass. With your academics and your online presence, you really have done a lot of things well from my perspective. You have so much going for you, but I am sure because of what you shared you might feel like you have to push harder and harder to feel accomplished in the future. Honestly, the hardest thing for me to learn was that as satisfying as visible feedback on success is (like grades and praise) it doesn't always replenish what I depleted working for it. I don't know if that speaks to you, but I am really glad that you are able to say to yourself that you have done a lot of things well, even though it might not resonate fully at the moment. You got this dude.
I compare myself too. I see everyone with perfect handwriting, perfect everything! I’m trying not to bc that’s not me. We can do it together!
Teacher EXPOSED lol (: I really hate it when some teachers don't care to read your work or put a reasonable amount of effort into teaching us
they read off the PPT and call it teachings ;-;
@@chiaa.e exactly
I love your content and your vibes in general. There's something so calming about watching your videos after a long day or when I need a break. I connected so much with the part where you opened up about fearing that you won't meet your own standards, and I appreciate the realness of your thoughts and feelings that you put on your channel
Hi jasmine! I’m so glad you’re being productive this quarantine time! You have given me a lot of tips on studying well over the years. Thank u!
Girl, I have a lot of respect for you for filming even on a not so good day. That takes a lot of guts. And there’s a lot to be said about someone who is willing to publicly allow others a glimpse into the inner-turmoil they face on the day to day because it is so nice to know that someone else is feeling it too.
Hey Jasmine, this comment is VERY LATE but when you expressed your struggles, I could totally relate. I always tell myself that "Oh, I'm gonna be productive today! I'm going to work out, do a ton of math practice, and read a lot of books!" The next day i wake up at 3 pm, doing nothing but eating ramen and gummy bears while watching RUclips. We all have good and bad days. But these times let us show what we can improve on. Don't put so much pressure on yourself to be perfect. Being the best version of yourself doesn't mean you have to be perfect. It means to be a better person than yesterday. When the rain pours, it pours, it's inevitable. There will be times where you don't get much done. Then the sun shines, and you're happy and very productive. Just know not to rush into things and put pressure on yourself. Please keep on being your amazing self, and i admire you for showing your raw emotions. Please keep doing this. Thank you! You have a beautiful heart, and you're more genuine with your subscribers now, which makes me very happy! I wish you the best in everything you do. You are MORE ENOUGH, beautiful, smart, talented, and amazing. Every bad day happens, but tomorrow is a new day, and a new chance. Thank you Jasmine :)
i love you jasmine and you don't know how much of a positive influence you've had on me for just being you. a quirky, beautiful, hardworking, and wholesome girl like you are a role model for me and I wish you really knew how amazing you are.
How do you write without bending your head over omg. I be like 🙇♀️
honestly i have no clue? i used to be really bent over but through four years of filming study with me videos, i kinda trained myself out of it
i find myself in a weird place whenever i stop and see that my nose is touching the literal paper
It's a comforting reminder that the people I watch to be inspired by on youtube struggle with the same things as I do. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to speak honestly to a large platform, but thank you. I hope you feel better soon!
i literally just stop doing my homework for this
Just finished 2 AP exams in a row, and now the queen has uploaded! Yay
The way you described the feeling you have of never being good enough as your expectations or only thinking of the bad parts of yourself is exactly the way I feel sometimes. It comes in waves and some periods I'm just stuck in the cycle of feeling bad and being disappointed and angry at myself for not being able to do anything right (which is obviously not true). When I then accomplish something or do something good, I just dismiss it and think that that's what normal people would've done easily and I'm just finally catching up a bit, or I think it was just luck like you said. Basically it's not an accomplishment because it isn't extraordinary.
What I've realized helps me a bit is just talking to my thoughts and always looking on the flipside. If i think I'm not doing well on this one thing, look how far I've come already, or if I'm thinking about a thing I said or did I think about the people that were there and if they would even remember and think about it (no). Anyway, just flipping and looking at the opposite perspective helps me realize I'm not as bad as I make myself think I am.
I really appreciate the fact that you explained to us how you're feeling and you showed genuine feelings instead of always portraying this person who is 100% productive and happy 24/7. This really made me feel more connected and less alone. Especially since lately my productivity has been down. :) You're amazing!
I like you being more goofy and vulnerable. You're still just as calming but now more real.
I’m cleaning my room while watching this video !! Reorganizing my space is like a mental reset for me. Your videos are calming
This video made me realize that in the times I felt burnout I never let myself heal or take a rest and I think that’s why things aren’t going so great now especially with school. Thank you for showing this side of yourself
Everyone struggles with something. Don't overthink things. Be yourself. Take the time to cherish all the things you have accomplished even the smallest thing. You are a great person. =) xoxo
I love this video cuz it helps people see that what they see online isn't the full picture and it somehow makes u feel better cuz u know that they're just human with issues just like u and it motivates u a lot more to do better, but also seeing u being vulnerable and open and honest about ur feelings gave me a sense of comfort about being true to my feelings and let myself experience my feelings as they come without trying to repress them thinking they don't make sense and invalidating them. Also seeing u sad really hurt u're one of my favourite youtubers and u're an amazing person and i really love seeing u smile, so seeing sad and down kinda hurts and i just want to let u know that i love you and so many others love you as well, and you're doing great, u're growing so well, and u'll live up to the standards u set for yourself
Loved the video Jasmine. High school is really stressful, and I am constantly thinking about college. Hopefully, we can all reach our goals and ambitions in life 💕🦋
I really appreciate that you're so open to talking about your struggles on camera. I feel the exact same way. Even during this pandemic, I am pushing myself to work hard and make money and take classes when now is exactly the perfect time to reflect on myself and take a well-deserved break after finishing my first year in college at ASU. I hope that you find the confidence in yourself and learn to love yourself no matter where you are in life. I am struggling with the same problems and being stuck at home with not the most supportive people can definitely make it worse. However, I'm really glad that you recognize your negative tendencies and are working to change them. We are all here for you and you're not alone.
Something I learned in the past two years (I’m 18 years old this year) is that it’s okay to not feel okay, it’s okay to feel down, it’s okay to be unmotivated sometimes but the important thing is to acknowledge these feelings and just keep going and never give up!! I don’t usually comment but just felt the need to let you know that I feel you! 頑張ってね！
u deserve a ton of self care days ❤️ it’s good to remember that we need to take breaks sometimes, especially for students during these last few crazy months of school. everyone, we will do amazing during these last few weeks! ur exams will go great and everything will be worth it in the end. remember that ur grades don’t define u, and that’s it’s okay to be stressed because this is all new for everyone.
16:30 Omg I feel this all the time. I've been really devoted to school and studying since I was young but just recently discovered study tubers. I like the community but it's honestly sooooo stressful to see people with amazing neat, super human printer notes lol, amazing grades and organized clear lives. I feel so messy and out of place no matter what i do. Im never doing enough and I will never achieve my goals. Im so stressed all the time and can never take a day off due to the fear of being behind. Thanks for summing up my ideas and making me feel no so alone
Your techniques work for me 100 per cent! I started making my notes in your style ( minus the calligraphy and aesthetics, cuz I'm bad in that) but it has drastically improved my learning skills! And not just that, all your videos motivate me to be a better productive version of myself! Thank you for being such an amazing person!
I LOVE how organized you are!! i STRIVE to be like you
This is so wholesome and honest, I feel like this *a lot* too, and it's hard to get out of the thought, but knowing that your expectations are unreal is somewhere to start! Thank you for being so honest even if it's just for the small portion, too many youtubers are only showing their *highlight reel* when in reality, their life is much different. Life is a competition against yourself, to become the best self you can, not a competition against others (even if it feels like that sometimes)
You are amazing! You are beautiful! You are strong! You are worth more than how you feel compared to others!
Just remember, you are AMAZING! If you’re feeling down you can talk to us! We’re here if you need us. Don’t push yourself to much because you are a hardworking 17 year old and we luv you and support you! - biggest fan 😍
Your videos inspire me to actually be productive. I also love seeing the real you it takes a lot to do that in front of thousands of people. Keeping doing what you love girl
I've always known you were fit, but this video just showed me how fit you actually are - running wise. I can never talk myself into running willingly!
I just wanna say that I know how you feel. There will be those days when you never feel like you're the best version of yourself and at the same time, you feel like the worst version of your normal self, but still not the worst version of how you actually could be, if that makes sense. For me, it's been lasting a couple of weeks now. It helps knowing other people could also feel this way, and how you're rejuvenating yourself throughout the ordeal. I really appreciate knowing how honest you are with yourself and with your channel. After all, we don't really know what to do with our lives and we're just taking it one day at a time. It helps being reminded to just take it easy in some days.
Hey! I’ve had a really hard day too, I know I “should” be studying for my AP exam tomorrow but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I’ve been lazy all day and I just have to accept that if my brain and body need it then they need it. I hope we both can get out of this funk! Enjoy your morning/afternoon/night
I've followed you for a few years now and I have to say, it has been so nice to see you grow and become the person that you are today. You're amazing!!! don't forget that!
when you started talking ab burnout... i finally put a label on the feeling i've been having thank you
Who else is watching this to feel motivated and get their life back together? lol
She is so pretty 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Silently be jealous while I’m looking at the mirror
aww jasmine thank u for opening up to us💕not every day will be shiny and happy, but you're so strong and so capable of getting through the less than perfect ones. you're so wonderful and such an inspiration💕🥰
Hey study quill! Just letting you know that I have SO much respect for you for showing your raw feelings about life and getting it together in general. For the past years I've been watching you, I've always thought you were incredibly perfect in being productive with your life 😅 I guess it makes me feel nice to see that we are not all perfect, not even you! And we can't always have it completely together 24/7
Your Tuesday is super relatable. I feel like I could be making myself better and more happy in other way. I honestly just don't know how. Just letting you know you aren't alone and others relate to that feeling. Remember, you have so many caring subscribers that care about you and your videos, including me. So thank you :)
I also love your videos
One of my favorite parts of your channel is that you’re in the exact same life stage as I am. I’ve never watched a RUclipsr who was my age, going through the same kinda stuff at the same time. I’ve loved your recent videos and I’m excited to see your content as you head into college!
Watching your videos is like one of the only ways to get myself motivated lmao
this. this video is everything. you opening up about your struggles helped me realize some things about myself too and i really felt your words. you got this !
Her guilty pleasure is watching finance video and her way of calming down is by cleaning her room. She is just born productive god
This video was soooooo nice to watch!!! Perfect balance of being productive and chilling
I RELATED TO THIS SOOO MUCH. Thank you soo much for sharing this. It made me feel like someone understood me. I actually started crying
we stan a productive queen
Jas, I've been here since for 7th grade and I'm so proud of how open your becoming. I can't share advice but I'm SO proud of you and your journey, and I want the absolute best for you. I hope everything clears up, can't wait for the next video.
can i just say i appreciate u putting all different time zones in the description n it’s very helpful :)
Love you girl! I’m older than you but your work dedication is so inspiring. Don’t ever feel like you don’t deserve cause you do!!!
I discovered your channel 1 week ago and I'm very happy because you help me a lot to get through hard times. It's very calming and helpful thank you!I love what you do
I've been binging a lot of your videos to feel productive and do my online work, and this was a nice change and relaxing! So thx!!!
Oh Jas your like lil sis for me!!! And i am glad you trust us to share this! I (and many others I am sure) want you to know its okay to be messy or be sad or if you have a great day too, its all part of you and we love to see it! Thanks for sharing ur week, it was nice to have something to watch as a break from online classes💕
ive never seen this side of jasmine and im loving it ahaha
hey jasmine :) I’m literally a decade older than you and I still struggle with some of the things you talked about at the end of your video. im really impressed with your self talk about it. that level of self awareness and maturity is really fucking cool! this video inspired me!
honestly this has rly motivated me to go for a run tmr morning :’) also i rly like this video! would love to see more of this side of u :)
Hey you’re really amazing! Take care of yourself!
And about the piercing, it happens!
Sometimes it takes more time! But if it’s still swollen after 2-3 days you might wanna talk to your doc! Within 2-3 days is normal!
I got my ears pierced really young but my nose was pierced last year..so I relate to the swelling part! 3-4months and you can take them out! And after taking them like 2 times they’ll turn out normal! They won’t hurt or bleed or swell anymore unless the material of the ornament doesn’t suit one’s skin type!
Take care! Loads of love! You inspire me a lot Jasmine!🌸
you're one of my favourite youtube people. thank you for making the best content and trying your hardest, it comes through in your work :") we're so proud of you
How, just how can a human being be this productive and organized. Jasmine you're just wow!!! 😭
I love your vlogs and I love your I’m honesty. During this time it’s so important to be true to yourself and let yourself rest even when we all want to be productive and be amazing coming out of this, but how you’re doing is great. I just finished my 1st semester of college during this and how you’re doing it is amazing. Go you!
Jasmine, I just want to say that you should keep doing what you’re doing, any person could see what you do and say that they’re proud of you. You are so inspirational and no matter how hard you try to be positive, it’s ok to be sad. It’s ok to know that life isn’t the same as it used to be. It’s ok that we are all stuck at home. Because for all I know, we will get through this together.
Girl, don't feel bad about urself. Ur beautiful, smart and awesome.
You are such a real person, I love your videos!! Thank you for showing us this side of you and yours days
I'm glad painting nails is therapeutic for you because for me it's the most stressful time of my life
your eyeliner is super cute! and i love that you can be productive in the way that you are because i'm working on my productivity and you really inspire me :)
I'd like to say advance happy birthday, Jasmine! I'm a silent viewer of your channel, but I really want to greet you in advance. More birthdays to come and keep on inspiring people. Love yah!
Currently studying for my ap exams next week, which I have 4 of! Your videos always brighten up my day and motivate me to keep pushing. Thanks jasmine!
Hi Jasmine! idk if you'll ever see this but thank you for being so vulnerable... it's very heartwarming to know that I'm not the only person feeling like this x thank you for being you !!!!
It also works for me everytime I feel burnouts or just having a messy mental state that I need to clean my whole room. Declutter, rearrange, clean. And if I am still not satisfied or still feel discomfort, I'll go an clean the whole house 'till my heart's content.
the energy in this video is topnotch
Last time I was this early we still had 3 hour AP exams 😳