Lyrics: Remembering I promised to forget you now, but it’s raining and you called me drunk. I’m not answering I might just throw your number out, I doubt it. Forget about it. Whatever. Your medicine is all that I have left of you built up on my kitchen counter. But the ghost of you hangs around here. I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost. You’re asking me to love someone that I don’t recognize, I’ll hide the keys under my pillow, I’m trying to find some new perspective oh you must decide if you love me or you love the bottle. Your bloodshot eyes say more than your words do. I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost. Thank you sir, my answers “no. Won’t be the one to take him home. He’ll rot with all the screw up’s in the cell. A change of faith won’t bring me back, I guess it’s time to face the facts they asked me why I do this to myself” “fuck that sir my answers no. Don’t care if I am all he knows, he’ll rot with all the screw ups in the cell. A change of faith won’t bring me back, cause his loves like a heart attack, they asked if I’m a danger to myself” I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost. Said I can’t be mad. You blame your dad for what you’ve lost.
Best stab at the lyrics! Remembering I promised to forget you now But it’s raining and you call me drunk I’m not answering I might just throw your number out I doubt it, forget about it, whatever Your medicine is all that I have left of you A pill jar on my kitchen counter And the ghost of you hangs around here (??) I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try I spent too much time trying to decode your other side I didn’t like it when they put you in the car You gave my name as your emergency phone call Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost Youre asking me to love someone that I don’t recognize I hide the keys under my pillow I tried to find some new perspective Oh you must decide if you love me or you love the bottle Your bloodshot eyes say more than your words do I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry I promised myself that’s the last time you’d made me cry You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try I spent too much time trying to decode your other side I didn’t like it when they put you in the car You gave my name as your emergency phone call Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost Thank you sir my answers no I won’t be the one to take him hom He’ll rot with all the screwups in the cell A change of faith won’t bring me back I guess it’s time to face the facts They ask me why I do this to myself Fuck that sir my answers no Don’t care if I’m all he knows He’ll rot with all the screwups in the cell A change of faith won’t bring me back Cause his looks like a heart attack They asked if I’m a danger to myself I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry I promised myself that’s the last time you’d made me cry You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try I spent too much time trying to decode your other side I didn’t like it when they put you in the car You gave my name as your emergency phone call Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost
God damn.. just as good as the original, which is easily one of my top 5 favorite songs of the past 15 years. It's a perfect other side to the original. It doesn't make "his" side any less painful, but shows what we put the other side through. My last love left me because of an addiction, and songs like this that really tell me what i put her through shoot straight into my heart. Beautiful, but devastating. And it's clear from the way you sing it hits a little close to home, i hope whatever pain caused that passion fades, but the passion doesn't because with lyrics like that, you could be huge. Amazing. Thank you for sharing.
You guys don’t understand how many times I’ve watched this video. My mind is blown. Your voice is beautiful and you are even prettier. True talent we need more of here on RUclips ❤❤❤
girl you're freaking amazing! your voice, your emotions, your guitar skills! you killed it, and the way you changed the lyrics is beyond perfection! you just gained a new subscriber
My late brother-in-law was a narcissist alcoholic…I was too young to really see it, I just saw the love-bombing and smiles. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve learned more about him. This song has me bawling my eyes out thinking about my sister.❤😭
This is probably how my exes felt. Ive improved a lot since then but not all the way there yet. This song made me cry because i know thats how i made them feel.
ill admit im the ex addictive and abusive partner in my situation, yet i find this absolutely beautiful. Great perspective. To all the bad guys in the situation i was in, you can change. Maybe most dont because it takes effort and humility but people can change. its never too late. itll take years of hard work and emotional training but you dont have to be the bad guy forever. you may never get the person you mistreated back, or even change their mind about you. but you can change. everyone is capable of being good. so go and be the good guy, make that change. good luck.
That's epic, you are truly one Ina million and I can't praise you enough for your self awareness, strength and courage. That's an amazing feat. Can you provide perspective possibly on what it was that made yoy realize this and made it so you wanted to change? I know Ira super hard to explain and sometimes people just don't know. But any more light you could shed on this would be very appreciated.
@@Aw-ns1qx you have no clue how much that means to me thank you very much. i always new i was wrong and i wanted to change the whole time, but i never had the strength and motivation to until i lost everything. my newborn son, my fiance, my house and job, all gone away. I feel like most dont realize until its too late the change isnt optional to continue on in the relationship- its neccesary. too many times people put off getting help so they can focus on the relationship when in reality thats exactly whats killing it. When it was finally over i had nothing left but myself, and thats when i figured i might as well get to fixing myself if i ever wanna see my son and fiance again. i got the help but she didnt wait for me so i was finally better i find she had already gotten married to someone else and gave our son to her brother. its life and what i get for what i did, for all she knew i was the same scumbag i was before and people dont change. but they can and they do. they just usually dont until theyve lost everything including you.
This song, from both pov, gives me so much peace these days. I am now, about 12 years free from an abusive relationship. However, HER version, got me big crying. Shit girl. Yes ma'am. Yes. I see you. Yes.
Ain't gon lie this song puts in my place, on repeat only closure I have of how my ex prolly feels. Sent her this she ain't even open the message lmaoo but I'm proud of her type shit.
Well, wow. What a great idea, so beautifully written and sung. In fact, the whole TikTok story that started it is amazing. I wonder if you/she is still writing and performing--hope so! Real talent here.
This is BEAUTIFUL and GENIUS thank you so much for pouring so much work and time and heart into this!!! (Side note: “Sir, I just won’t do that to my self,” or something like that would’ve been a great parallel during the second round of the bridge, to match all of your other heart-wrenching parallels. It also brings the phone call full circle!) Keep up the art!
But I'm breaking over "Promise myself its the last time you make me cry ... do you love me? Or do you love the bottle? You're asking me to love someone i don't recognize. A change of faith wont bring me back."
Love this! Made me think of my father rather than a partner. Please do more! Would really love some songs about bad fathers! I've been going through hell with my dad being on drugs.. and in and out of my life for several years. He doesn't care about my brother or i. Only drugs and women, and he's a compulsive liar.. I would love to hear a daughter pov song about a shitty father!
Lyrics:
Remembering I promised to forget you now, but it’s raining and you called me drunk. I’m not answering I might just throw your number out, I doubt it. Forget about it. Whatever. Your medicine is all that I have left of you built up on my kitchen counter. But the ghost of you hangs around here.
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost.
You’re asking me to love someone that I don’t recognize, I’ll hide the keys under my pillow, I’m trying to find some new perspective oh you must decide if you love me or you love the bottle. Your bloodshot eyes say more than your words do.
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost.
Thank you sir, my answers “no. Won’t be the one to take him home. He’ll rot with all the screw up’s in the cell. A change of faith won’t bring me back, I guess it’s time to face the facts they asked me why I do this to myself” “fuck that sir my answers no. Don’t care if I am all he knows, he’ll rot with all the screw ups in the cell. A change of faith won’t bring me back, cause his loves like a heart attack, they asked if I’m a danger to myself”
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry, I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry. You dial drunk say “baby give us one more try.” Spent too much time tryin to decode your other side. I don’t like that when they put you in the car, you gave my name as your emergency phone call, honey it’s not my fault that you were always just too good at messin up, said I can’t be mad, you blame your dad for what you’ve lost.
Said I can’t be mad. You blame your dad for what you’ve lost.
Best stab at the lyrics!
Remembering I promised to forget you now
But it’s raining and you call me drunk
I’m not answering
I might just throw your number out
I doubt it, forget about it, whatever
Your medicine is all that I have left of you
A pill jar on my kitchen counter
And the ghost of you hangs around here (??)
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry
I promised myself that’s the last time you’d make me cry
You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try
I spent too much time trying to decode your other side
I didn’t like it when they put you in the car
You gave my name as your emergency phone call
Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up
I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost
Youre asking me to love someone that I don’t recognize
I hide the keys under my pillow
I tried to find some new perspective
Oh you must decide if you love me or you love the bottle
Your bloodshot eyes say more than your words do
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry
I promised myself that’s the last time you’d made me cry
You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try
I spent too much time trying to decode your other side
I didn’t like it when they put you in the car
You gave my name as your emergency phone call
Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up
I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost
Thank you sir my answers no
I won’t be the one to take him hom
He’ll rot with all the screwups in the cell
A change of faith won’t bring me back
I guess it’s time to face the facts
They ask me why I do this to myself
Fuck that sir my answers no
Don’t care if I’m all he knows
He’ll rot with all the screwups in the cell
A change of faith won’t bring me back
Cause his looks like a heart attack
They asked if I’m a danger to myself
I’m not proud of how I left you high and dry
I promised myself that’s the last time you’d made me cry
You dial drunk saying baby give us one more try
I spent too much time trying to decode your other side
I didn’t like it when they put you in the car
You gave my name as your emergency phone call
Honey its not my fault that you were always just too good at messing up
I can’t be mad you blame your dad for what you lost
thank you!
Bro, the way she sings straight to the camera that just feels so powerful to me
Kahan needs to know this exists and you have *got* to do a dueling-verses version of this together. holy crap this is incredible.
He’s actually duetted a tiktok of her singing one of these verses! Idk if he’s heard the full version, but he at least liked the part he did hear.
God damn.. just as good as the original, which is easily one of my top 5 favorite songs of the past 15 years. It's a perfect other side to the original. It doesn't make "his" side any less painful, but shows what we put the other side through. My last love left me because of an addiction, and songs like this that really tell me what i put her through shoot straight into my heart. Beautiful, but devastating. And it's clear from the way you sing it hits a little close to home, i hope whatever pain caused that passion fades, but the passion doesn't because with lyrics like that, you could be huge. Amazing. Thank you for sharing.
You guys don’t understand how many times I’ve watched this video. My mind is blown. Your voice is beautiful and you are even prettier. True talent we need more of here on RUclips ❤❤❤
1:20 im hoping the "u blame ur dad" was a reference to "no complaints" cuz damn thats a genius line!
The way my heart steuggles to handle this song. Its amazing how some songs can hit us so hard.
Bravo, you made an amazing reply song.
girl you're freaking amazing! your voice, your emotions, your guitar skills! you killed it, and the way you changed the lyrics is beyond perfection!
you just gained a new subscriber
This is amazing. No other words. You're amazing and this is too. Genuinely made my heart shatter.
My late brother-in-law was a narcissist alcoholic…I was too young to really see it, I just saw the love-bombing and smiles. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve learned more about him. This song has me bawling my eyes out thinking about my sister.❤😭
Why is this not viral yet?!! It's sooo good!!
Huge Noah fan here. And I have to say, I love this version. Super good job.
Well done! I agree with the others, this should be a duet with Noah himself!
those dolls fuckin wit me
This is probably how my exes felt. Ive improved a lot since then but not all the way there yet. This song made me cry because i know thats how i made them feel.
ill admit im the ex addictive and abusive partner in my situation, yet i find this absolutely beautiful. Great perspective. To all the bad guys in the situation i was in, you can change.
Maybe most dont because it takes effort and humility but people can change. its never too late. itll take years of hard work and emotional training but you dont have to be the bad guy forever. you may never get the person you mistreated back, or even change their mind about you. but you can change. everyone is capable of being good. so go and be the good guy, make that change. good luck.
That's epic, you are truly one Ina million and I can't praise you enough for your self awareness, strength and courage. That's an amazing feat.
Can you provide perspective possibly on what it was that made yoy realize this and made it so you wanted to change?
I know Ira super hard to explain and sometimes people just don't know. But any more light you could shed on this would be very appreciated.
@@Aw-ns1qx you have no clue how much that means to me thank you very much. i always new i was wrong and i wanted to change the whole time, but i never had the strength and motivation to until i lost everything. my newborn son, my fiance, my house and job, all gone away. I feel like most dont realize until its too late the change isnt optional to continue on in the relationship- its neccesary. too many times people put off getting help so they can focus on the relationship when in reality thats exactly whats killing it. When it was finally over i had nothing left but myself, and thats when i figured i might as well get to fixing myself if i ever wanna see my son and fiance again. i got the help but she didnt wait for me so i was finally better i find she had already gotten married to someone else and gave our son to her brother. its life and what i get for what i did, for all she knew i was the same scumbag i was before and people dont change. but they can and they do. they just usually dont until theyve lost everything including you.
This is by far the best re-write of this perspective 🔥
This is really good but I cannot stop looking at those dolls.
Damn, this needs to be recorded in a studio. You killed it!
Dare I say this version went toe to toe with the original. Well fucking done!! Amazing writing 🎉🎉
Yeah low-key I listen to this more than the original now
That was great! Setting boundaries is so important
this needs to be shared with Noah Kahan!
He actually duetted it on Tiktok and that's how I personally found it
I love this spin on Noah's song, and your voice is amazing! This song definitely hit home for me!
Thank. You. As someone who tried to stand by an addict/ abusive partner for 3 years. Thank. You.
Most times it’s the lyrics that make me love the song….love this song….you rewrote a song I already loved and made me love it even more….ty
This song, from both pov, gives me so much peace these days. I am now, about 12 years free from an abusive relationship. However, HER version, got me big crying. Shit girl. Yes ma'am. Yes. I see you. Yes.
"You were always so good at messing up." Damn....just speechless.
That's a checkmate. Nice spin on it. Beautiful voice, too.
Fucking beautiful…. I promise it’s the last time this song makes me cry
Dude it takes a lot to make me swell up.. congratulations you hit me in my feels. I guess I really can’t blame dad anymore.
Damn. This is wonderful. The lyrics and the performance was fantastic. Try to get in the studio girl, this needs to be mixed and mastered.
Yes!!!
This has summed up everything I’m feeling but don’t know how to say, truly beautiful.
I feel like I need to get RUclips premium just so I can listen to this on repeat for hours on end
“ do you love me or do you love the bottle “ oh
Absolutely amazing! Such a good interpretation of the song. Love it!
Wow. The perfect response to the gaslighting addicts will do done intentionally or not.
Ain't gon lie this song puts in my place, on repeat only closure I have of how my ex prolly feels. Sent her this she ain't even open the message lmaoo but I'm proud of her type shit.
Same man as a recovering narcisstic monster im still haunted by my embarassing behavior with my exes
Clever idea taking a look from the other perspective,
Okay, but why is it so much better than I expected it to be
AMAZING 100000/10
I hope Noah Kahan sees this. It's truly amazing ❤❤❤
I wanted to hate this but this is really good. You're a great singer and your perspective is great.
Damn, you've got an extraordinary voice. I love the grit and rasp in it.
Well, wow. What a great idea, so beautifully written and sung. In fact, the whole TikTok story that started it is amazing. I wonder if you/she is still writing and performing--hope so! Real talent here.
Hiding keys under my pillow was a little too real for a monday
Wow, wow, wow - this is fabulous!! Kudos!
this is creative as fuck
Would love for this to be a duet with Noah.
You have such a beautiful voice!! Incredibly talented and clever take!
This is my anthem, and I needed it right now more than you know.
Me looping the song for a literal hours
Not all in one day but you know definitely adds up
WOAH THIS IS EXTREMELY UNDERRATED YOU ARE SO GOOD AND I LOVE THIS SONG OMG
That was incredibly good! Giving me Alanis vibes. Your songwriting is on point.
Oh man I didn't even know I needed this....
"too good at messing up" fire
What is this? WOW Incredibly well done! This is an awesome companion piece
I hope you guys do an official collab this is amazing
Ima heal my soul blasting this in my car😭🙌🏼
Truly love this pov!
Listen to the original then this. Will give you chills
This is one of the better rewrites I’ve heard. I hope this brings you tons of success
not the dolls in the background 😭
wow, wow, wow!!! this is incredible! YOU are incredible!! so so talented!
this is absolutely amazing!
This is phenomenal, but I don't know why instead of the lyric "Other side" I hear the word "Alibi"
The way listening to the original and then Your version. They way it makes me cry.
Damn, this is amazing! Well done.
Congratulations, you've a new subscriber.
Wow! Love the references to his other songs! So creative.
from the pov of the emergency contact i love it
So good 👏 I hope Noah sees this!
He actually duetted her on tiktok! Not sure if he’s heard the full version but he at the very least liked the part he heard.
holy hell the rasp in the voice. angelic . this is amazing
this is powerful. thank you
OMG YESSSSS... How are these both my two favorite songs!!!
This is INCREDIBLE
Damn, I felt that. Powerful.
Cover is fire but the dolls scared the F out of me 😵💫
Excellent version.
It really puts perspective on things, though, doesn't it?
Maybe too much. Maybe too much £ü¢king perspective ."
insane ! i got chills
This is BEAUTIFUL and GENIUS thank you so much for pouring so much work and time and heart into this!!!
(Side note: “Sir, I just won’t do that to my self,” or something like that would’ve been a great parallel during the second round of the bridge, to match all of your other heart-wrenching parallels. It also brings the phone call full circle!)
Keep up the art!
Ma’am this is a peace of fkn art!!!!!!
Currently playing this on repeat - So good!!!
Seriously hits so hard. It breaks me and empowers me at the same time
But I'm breaking over "Promise myself its the last time you make me cry ... do you love me? Or do you love the bottle? You're asking me to love someone i don't recognize. A change of faith wont bring me back."
I know it isn't the exavt sequence of lyrics, but those words are the one that hurt so hard
Damn she killed it! Love it.
Well done. This is amazing.
I love the acoustic vibe! ❤
I honestly don’t get why dis dont have at least 1MM views
you and noah need a colab asap
This should always be played with Noah's
Goddamn you can sing, Thank you for this
This is the BEST
This is actually brilliant, my god!
you are insane. a lyrical genius 🤍
This is amazing! The original got stuck in my head but this rewrite has such a better resolution than the original. It's the new favorite!
i clicked this knowing it would hit- BUT OH MY GOD it might be better than the original
Love this! Made me think of my father rather than a partner. Please do more! Would really love some songs about bad fathers! I've been going through hell with my dad being on drugs.. and in and out of my life for several years. He doesn't care about my brother or i. Only drugs and women, and he's a compulsive liar.. I would love to hear a daughter pov song about a shitty father!
im so sorry you're going thru that
100%agree
Holy shit this is amazing.
This is so good!
Never thought I needed the other POV till now
damn this should be a duet @NoahKahan
❤ Amazing version!
This is 🔥