"The right flavor of fucked up" ; "with shrapnel still lodged in my head" Lyrical brilliance here. Those who know, know, and get it Jensen. Here's to collective soul healing!
I heard this song on The Coffeehouse and after it was over, it left a void and I couldn’t listen to anything else after. Your voice gives me chills and the writing was on a different level. I searched everywhere for it and luckily I found it here today. Best wishes.
Heard it yesterday at 4 o’clock. Haven’t listened to anything else. Been searching the Internet to see if I can find it, pissed it’s not on Apple Music just wrote to her and was like need an album immediately anyway, just echoing your sentiment; it does something to you doesn’t it?🥶
Excuse me? This is criminally underrated dude. 658 likes? wtaf. I was just sitting here randomly opening music from the youtube side bar and came across this and usually I only give a song 10 seconds but this stopped my in my tracks. This was mesmerizing. This gave me chills. Captivating
i strongly recommend her album are you happy now? specifically the songs my ego dies at the end, make you proud and dead girl walking makes me go insane!!!
Sirius Coffee House came through clutch in bringing me this one.... 😎 Immediately sent it too my daughter that had just got the car for school. Right in the feels and I'm on the other side from this.... but we all know that girl that is just the right flavor of fkd up and.... firing in the dark... FN Brilliance
Stunning. This is how you do romantic rival songs. Not a touch of misogyny from you. Just pointing out his. She’s poetry as much as you and he are. It’s so damn refreshing and artful. And that’s just the lyrics. Your voice elevates this to a prayer even though you make a resolution without gods mercy.
I first heard this song in the car on my way to work. I had to turn the radio off after it was over. No song can follow this one. Tears, chills, my new favorite song of all time. ❤
I feel like God has a hitman She’s thin and she’s blonde and she smokes She lives in a walkup in Flatbush And she’s always in on the joke She’s just the right flavor of fucked up A sick bird who still gets you hard I make myself into her victim She’s just firin’ wild in the dark Maybe she’ll be your karma Or maybe you’ll always win Maybe God don’t need to hire a hitman For me to die for you again God has a hitman, I’ve seen her He designed her just for me She’s everything I never was, so She’s all that you wished I could be She writes you as a gentleman And I’m eating it up like a fool Like I didn’t already have you Like I’m not still cleaning the wounds And maybe she’ll be your karma Or maybe you’ll always win Maybe God don’t need to hire a hitman For me to die for you again Hope I’m not the only one walkin’ With shrapnel still lodged in my head Hope you feel half of what I did I hope she leaves you for dead One day God won’t try to test me With hitmen with fine golden hair Yeah, maybe she’ll give you your karma But one day I won’t even care
I'm dumbstruck. I feel like I'm too old to love this. But I do. I love it more than my most favorite songs of all time. And there's a lot of them. Really good ones too. But this is like feeling understood for the first time ever. Like a dream
commenting after my at least a thousandth time listening.. jensen thank u for making music for the inquisitive sad girls of the world, finding you and your music when I did was life saving- your words feel like a safe and understanding friend.. keep creating forever pls :)
Great one. Especially love how you put even one more layer on top at 2:43. what a depth, warmth, sadness, kinda hopefulness. My English isn’t the best, but the way I understand this one, it’s a brilliant song
thank you for inspiring me always jensen mcrae, every time i listen to your music it awakens the writer in me and i can’t help but thank you for bringing that side out of me again. lots of love to u!
Somebody posted on Reddit because they heard this song somewhere but couldn't figure out what it was, and that's how i got here! This was amazing, thank you!
This song is uniquely healing. Thank you so much for putting this out there. Like everyone else in the comments, I can't stop replaying it. Your sound is so honest
I saw Jensen live in Seattle like a year or two ago and it was life changing. I can’t wait to see her live again. Truly the best performer I’ve ever seen. So powerful and her writing is unmatched. It must be in her genes because her brother Holden is also insanely talented.
There's a special element to your voice and lyrics that just hits me every time. I saw you in the basement room in Shoreditch and it was just one of the most stunning, ethereal gigs I've ever been to. I'd arrived on quite a bad anxiety day and it just did so much good to be there. Core memory type thing.
jensen, you have absolutely no idea how complete i feel right now, hearing this entire song. i would listen to the tiktok on a loop for hours. HOURS. i cannot describe the feelings i'm feeling rn. your voice is so emotionally charged & the lyrics are a perfect match. you're one of the most impressive artists i've ever come across & i can't wait to see all the things you do. thank you for this!!!! i will be weeping until i'm on my deathbed 🥲
Girl, I just weeped! 😭 Found the tik tok first and fell in love with that second verse, but dude… the song in its entirety is a lyrical wonder. So raw and relatable. Thank you for giving me my newest obsession! 🫶🏼
Literal goosebumps. Every God darn time. I can't get enough if this song. Your voice is so effective. Beautifully raspy, like on the verge of tears, a deep tone when you go from low to high. Absolute pure raw talent
What a beautiful song❤ The lyrics are a story.. One you follow till the end. Good job! Just heard this on radio for the first time 😊 had to search n listen again.
holy shit I’ve been waiting for the full song and just found it now, this is gold 🥺 it’s such a beautifully sad masterpiece of a song, i love hearing it in full !!
Jensen you are one of the rare artists I am so proud to introduce my friends to . Every single one of them has been in awe of your talent. You're going places, my friend. I cannot wait to watch this journey unfold.
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Absolutely CRIMINAL it's not on Spotify!!!!!!
It's not criminal...I would guess a choice by Ms. MCRae. Spotify is criminal to small artists And that might have something to do with
Agreed.
@@francisaddison17okay but like now that it’s on youtube for some time, putting it on spotify won’t be so bad🤷🏽♂️🤷🏽♂️
I remember playing this TikTok over and over, hoping one day I’d hear a full version. This is ART, this song is picturesque. Thank you
thank you x10000 :)
i need this on spotify desperately
"The right flavor of fucked up" ; "with shrapnel still lodged in my head"
Lyrical brilliance here. Those who know, know, and get it Jensen. Here's to collective soul healing!
let us HEAL 🤍
kind of crazy that every music outlet isn't calling jensen the finest songwriter of our generation
the fact that this is not on spotify if criminal 😭this sent shivers up my spine and left me crying
NO BECAUSE WHY ISN'T THIS ON SPOTIFY JENSEN THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
maybe someday!
dont piss me off girl. release the song @@jensenmcraeofficial
Not on amazon music either... i dont like that
@@YOassron It's incredibly irritating. I need to binge listen to this.
Heard this song live at Noah Kahan in Vancouver and now I can’t stop listening
I would like to thank Sirius - CoffeeHouse for helping me find this complete gem of an artist and human being... keep it coming!
same thats where i found it
sameeeee
Here too
IKR!!!!!!!
Jensen's voice gives me chills every time I hear it, without fail. She is truly up next.
tryin !!!! thank you 🤍
This needs to be on Spotify. Listening to it on RUclips isn’t the same
We need this on Spotify! I saw you play this live recently and it was INCREDIBLE
I heard this song on The Coffeehouse and after it was over, it left a void and I couldn’t listen to anything else after. Your voice gives me chills and the writing was on a different level. I searched everywhere for it and luckily I found it here today. Best wishes.
Heard it yesterday at 4 o’clock. Haven’t listened to anything else. Been searching the Internet to see if I can find it, pissed it’s not on Apple Music just wrote to her and was like need an album immediately anyway, just echoing your sentiment; it does something to you doesn’t it?🥶
"Maybe she'll be your karma or maybe you'll always win" idk why but that like made my heart ache 😭
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I’m begging on my hands and knees for you to put this on streaming platforms, I’ll listen to it a million times by myself I promise , PLEASE 🙏🏻
Petition to pretty please get this on streaming already 😭
Praying for a new album Jensen 🙏🏽🙏🏽
promise I’m working on it!
Excuse me? This is criminally underrated dude. 658 likes? wtaf. I was just sitting here randomly opening music from the youtube side bar and came across this and usually I only give a song 10 seconds but this stopped my in my tracks. This was mesmerizing. This gave me chills. Captivating
i strongly recommend her album are you happy now? specifically the songs my ego dies at the end, make you proud and dead girl walking makes me go insane!!!
thank you so much I'm glad you're here!
I heard this song on Sirius XM today and was absolutely blown away. Jenson deserves much success, I'm officially a fan
omg which station!!
The Coffee House one!
@@aspenkern4646 oh i love that station, they play the best stuff!! so glad jensen’s getting the recognition she deserves :’)
Same also on the coffee house #17
Sirius Coffee House came through clutch in bringing me this one.... 😎 Immediately sent it too my daughter that had just got the car for school.
Right in the feels and I'm on the other side from this.... but we all know that girl that is just the right flavor of fkd up and.... firing in the dark... FN Brilliance
Stunning. This is how you do romantic rival songs. Not a touch of misogyny from you. Just pointing out his. She’s poetry as much as you and he are. It’s so damn refreshing and artful. And that’s just the lyrics. Your voice elevates this to a prayer even though you make a resolution without gods mercy.
Love love love the country twang
gotta give em a little country moment!
Oh my good god this is my favourite song ever ever ever written.
u are a gift to this mortal plane that will be felt forever😭😭😭😭
omg??!??!!? thank you 😭
Literally!!!!!!!!! Xxxxxxxxxx
I don't know how Jensen does it, but she gives me chills. Between the voice and the songwriting and the fact that she's gorgeous...I'm just in awe!
so kind!! 🤍
I first heard this song in the car on my way to work. I had to turn the radio off after it was over. No song can follow this one. Tears, chills, my new favorite song of all time. ❤
you put your feelings into words very well. perhaps we'll be hearing you on the radio someday
Goosebumps all the way up to the tippy tops of my ears 😮❤😮❤😮❤😮😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮😮❤❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤😮❤❤😮❤😮❤😮
We need this on platforms Ms Jensen pleaseeee ✨
I feel like God has a hitman
She’s thin and she’s blonde and she smokes
She lives in a walkup in Flatbush
And she’s always in on the joke
She’s just the right flavor of fucked up
A sick bird who still gets you hard
I make myself into her victim
She’s just firin’ wild in the dark
Maybe she’ll be your karma
Or maybe you’ll always win
Maybe God don’t need to hire a hitman
For me to die for you again
God has a hitman, I’ve seen her
He designed her just for me
She’s everything I never was, so
She’s all that you wished I could be
She writes you as a gentleman
And I’m eating it up like a fool
Like I didn’t already have you
Like I’m not still cleaning the wounds
And maybe she’ll be your karma
Or maybe you’ll always win
Maybe God don’t need to hire a hitman
For me to die for you again
Hope I’m not the only one walkin’
With shrapnel still lodged in my head
Hope you feel half of what I did
I hope she leaves you for dead
One day God won’t try to test me
With hitmen with fine golden hair
Yeah, maybe she’ll give you your karma
But one day I won’t even care
Thank you ❤❤
I'm dumbstruck. I feel like I'm too old to love this. But I do. I love it more than my most favorite songs of all time. And there's a lot of them. Really good ones too. But this is like feeling understood for the first time ever. Like a dream
I feel the same way. I saw her live last week and was like "I know I'm older than most people in this room but damn she is speaking to my soul".
Damn…I think my heart is lying on the floor now
A perfect song, and that's that on that.
I wish I could tattoo the way this song makes me feel across my body. Thank you for this piece of art.
This song reminds me of tracks in the hunger games: a ballad of snakes and songbirds. Total lucy gray baird vibes!!
Jensen, you are brilliant. All of your music is a breath of fresh air.
thank you !!!!
Ive had this repeating for about 45 minutes, im absolutely obsessed
The depths of her storytelling.. wow. 🙏🏼🔥
thank you sm, I pride myself on it :)
commenting after my at least a thousandth time listening.. jensen thank u for making music for the inquisitive sad girls of the world, finding you and your music when I did was life saving- your words feel like a safe and understanding friend.. keep creating forever pls :)
ahhh 🤍 I promise to keep making music and I hope you guys keep listening !!
You are such an incredible talent Jensen. Way to make the valley proud!
valley 4evr
One of the most amazing voices and pieces of songwriting I have heard. Truly special and goes straight to the heart.
thank you so much!
Great one. Especially love how you put even one more layer on top at 2:43. what a depth, warmth, sadness, kinda hopefulness. My English isn’t the best, but the way I understand this one, it’s a brilliant song
your english is EXCELLENT and thank you for the thoughtful comment!
thank you for inspiring me always jensen mcrae, every time i listen to your music it awakens the writer in me and i can’t help but thank you for bringing that side out of me again. lots of love to u!
nothing makes me happier than my writing inspiring more writing ✍️❤️
Back here on 20th Dec 2023 and this is still the best song my ears have heard this year.
Heard this live in Toronto at Noah Kahan and I need it on Spotify
Somebody posted on Reddit because they heard this song somewhere but couldn't figure out what it was, and that's how i got here! This was amazing, thank you!
This song is uniquely healing. Thank you so much for putting this out there. Like everyone else in the comments, I can't stop replaying it. Your sound is so honest
I have certain singers I hear and wish I had their voice. You're one of them ❤
hahah aw!
one of the greatest songwriters of our generation
I saw Jensen live in Seattle like a year or two ago and it was life changing. I can’t wait to see her live again. Truly the best performer I’ve ever seen. So powerful and her writing is unmatched. It must be in her genes because her brother Holden is also insanely talented.
can't wait to get back on the road :)
I knew the full version of this would make me cry… I was not wrong 🥲
same!
This is perfect perfect perfect. God Jensen just tear my heart out why don’t you
hahahaha I try!
Every single note is precious gold
Absolutely beautiful! I could listen to the on repeat for hours…your tone gave me chills!
Got to hear this live in SF yesterday and every song was a hit, unbelievable performance. Jensen's voice stabs you through the heart in the best way.
This is UNBELIEVABLE Jenson. Just brilliance
This is an absolute masterpiece!! And I cannot stop listening to you. You are an angel, Jensen. Thank you for sharing your precious art. ⚘️🤍
Please release this on Spotify!! I love this sm
There's a special element to your voice and lyrics that just hits me every time. I saw you in the basement room in Shoreditch and it was just one of the most stunning, ethereal gigs I've ever been to. I'd arrived on quite a bad anxiety day and it just did so much good to be there. Core memory type thing.
been waitin for this one DAMN no one inspires me to write like you do, such a great artist
ahhhh that makes me so happy :)
I love the lyrics, literal POETRY
jensen, you have absolutely no idea how complete i feel right now, hearing this entire song. i would listen to the tiktok on a loop for hours. HOURS. i cannot describe the feelings i'm feeling rn. your voice is so emotionally charged & the lyrics are a perfect match. you're one of the most impressive artists i've ever come across & i can't wait to see all the things you do. thank you for this!!!! i will be weeping until i'm on my deathbed 🥲
AWWWWW thank you so much!!!! ❤
I listen to this 3x a day
God i've waited to hear the full song since the moment you posted it, THANK YOU! this song is a work of art. x
Girl, I just weeped! 😭 Found the tik tok first and fell in love with that second verse, but dude… the song in its entirety is a lyrical wonder. So raw and relatable. Thank you for giving me my newest obsession! 🫶🏼
thank you so so much!
Literal goosebumps. Every God darn time. I can't get enough if this song. Your voice is so effective. Beautifully raspy, like on the verge of tears, a deep tone when you go from low to high. Absolute pure raw talent
jensen 😭
this one was really worth the wait !!
I'm so glad you think so!!
Left me speechless
Whyyyy has this made me sob - such a huge huge talent
I covered this song when you posted the first snippet on tiktok and I have been waiting for this day for forever.
My heart breaks over this shit, thank you
This has been stuck in my head for days, like every single song of yours I hear!
Incredible
i had to track you and this song down from hearing it on sirius/coffeehouse - it CAPTIVATES me every time. bravo!
I just saw you perform this in Quebec City and it was incredible! Your live vocals are perfection ❤
i’ll be keeping this on repeat for the next several days. i need this song put directly into my veins, immediately. it’s so good.
I'm obsessed with this song so much!!! It is so beautifully written and with so much emotion! ❤
The best song I’ve heard in a very long time.
This is incredible! You are one of my favorite artists and your writing continues to blow me away!
ahhhh thank you!!
Anyone know the tuning for this? Stunning!
What a beautiful song❤ The lyrics are a story.. One you follow till the end. Good job! Just heard this on radio for the first time 😊 had to search n listen again.
This is raw talent. My soul is at peace listening to your music. My ears are blessed
I have been waiting for this song to be released for so long! LOVE LOVE LOVE
:)))
Saw you in London, you will always be the best songwriter in my heart ❤
omg! missing the london shows ✨
Probably the best song and voice I’ve ever heard! Thank you!
I love your music so much 🥰❤️❤️❤️
thank you !!!!!
@@jensenmcraeofficial you’re so welcome!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for your music and your unique perspective to us so purely distilled.
SPOTIFY RN PLEASE
so good! happy to come across this
Just heard this on SXM. What an amazing voice. wow!
#KDLang needs to do a duet album with this young artist. What a beautiful voice.
This song has ruined my LIFE. ❤ I can't get over how incredible it is.
What a great song. An expert.
thank you :)
Devastating and beautiful. I love it.
🥹🫶🏽
This is so so so beautiful wow
Thank you for making music that makes me feel ❤️ I wish to sing with you someday.
I'm glad it makes you feel!
the lyrics the vibrations of your voice your art GROUNDS me. keep being real
thank you for listening 🤍
God this is beautiful
I have been listening to this all day on a loop while at work!!! Can’t wait for this to wind up on Spotify so I can add it to all of my playlists 🥲
holy shit I’ve been waiting for the full song and just found it now, this is gold 🥺 it’s such a beautifully sad masterpiece of a song, i love hearing it in full !!
Jensen you are one of the rare artists I am so proud to introduce my friends to . Every single one of them has been in awe of your talent. You're going places, my friend. I cannot wait to watch this journey unfold.
It says something when you put down whatever your doing to LISTEN to what an artist is saying. Very moving. Well done! Jensen you have a new fan!
amaaaaazing lyrics. wow wow wow
the thing I pride myself most on - thank you 🤍