Such a awesome message that's barely preached in the churches. Thank you Pastor Jenkins for obedient to God by speaking the truth. That chains of bondage of shame, regret, hate, bitterness being broken on so many that's be a victim of sexual abuse.⛓
Pastor I'm so glad you touch on the subject for many Pastors will not and have not. I felt like Tamar many years feeling guilty, shame, torn, and unworthy but GOD. I diluted the pain with alcohol and more sex, only to cause myself more hurt and pain. I later gave my life over to the Lord walking and talking as if me being saved bout healing but I was not healed. Mentally I battle which affected me physically and relationship could not last for being uncomfortable. Ran across Joyce Meyers who was molested by her father and had taking care of him on his death bed. I said " what kind of God would give her that type of strength to forgive and take care of who harmed her. She had a CD called "Battlefield of the Mind" I bought it and what a help it was. I would love to say that healed me completely and made me whole but it didn't. It did allow me to forgive myself and I thought forgive those who misused me until One of my abusers came to my home years later and I instantly became timid and angry at God for allowing him to come to my door. My daughter said Mom God dont want you to bury your issues but face them and then the devil can't use it against you ever again. I want to speak with a spiritual/ Godly counsel now because I want to be able to marry and not look at me husband later as a predator. This is the scars I have been left with but I I'm happy for it in a way because abused youth come to me about this and I can help them to a point and let them know they are not alone.
Thank you Jesus 4 pastor John Jenkins senior he is a messenger from God I watch his Bible teachings every day following alone in my Bible.... I always find an answer to whatever I'm seeking inall of his sermons praying 4 you pastor Jenkins
Here in Killeen, Tx. Thank you Pastor Jenkins. I am a Pastor also and we are continue to pray for your ministry as well as around this nation. God bless you alk.
Thank you Pastor Jenkins for being so bold and addressing this often unspoken topic. I praise God for allowing you to address both sides: the victims and the violators. As victims, we often are so blinded by our pain and shame that we forget that violators are also children of God who deserve forgiveness and healing. This word was a blessing for me and I pray that it transforms the hearts of everyone who watches/hears it. To the victims of sexual abuse : something despicable has happened to us, but God said that we are more than conquerors. He alone can turn this mess into a masterpiece. We can walk with our heads held high knowing that we are loved immensely by Him. 💜
Thank you thank you so much for replying I appreciate you I love you very much for your prayers I never refused prayer I need it and so yes I receive it in Jesus mighty name and I decree and declare it that it is done I forgave those people I had to in order to free myself up and I freed myself and I moved on and started a brand new life with Jesus Christ oh I know him as a child but I got closer after I freed myself from the shame in the bondage is that the enemy tried to put me under I said try to put me under but God delivered me he healed and set me free and whom the son has set free is truly free indeed thank you all for your prayers thank you so much I'm ever so grateful and I have gotten in tune with Pastor Jenkins and with his ministry and every word he says I decree and declare it and I applied to my everyday life and I'm ever so grateful thank you all for your prayers and thank you for understanding I can help other people to be free in the things of God but it's only going to take God to do the healing if they receive it that is my truth Ministry to help others that have been abused thank you peace be unto you all
First giving honor to God and to Pastor Jenkins and to all the clarity of this beautiful anointed prosthetic Ministry and pastor I like to say I love this ministry and I love you all there has been a lot going on in my life no not on drugs or alcohol I'm not into sex walking according to God's laws no I'm not perfect but I'm striving everyday to meet the needs of my life out of the word of God basic instructions before leaving Earth I like to say 2 the ministry that I have prayed but I've had many people trying to stop me from having my own place including family where they cost me to lose my place due to drugs and alcohol and problems cell I am in my car I don't have a home address and there's other things that are going on in my life so I will soon be calling the church to get the address because I would like to correspond by letter by word of letter I appreciate you guys understanding as well as your prayers
So I abused myself because I've been through so much abuse that I've used my body oh not on drugs and alcohol but with food because no one ever listened to me no man or woman ever heard my famous cry but God and His darling son Jesus it's been a long journey I got fat even in my crippled state allow my girls to get fat oh not so much as real fat fat but yeah big girls fat not fat not a shape butt quite a few pounds extra because we suppress it to cover up the shame in our family it's a hard pill to swallow yet everybody acts as if nothing ever happened wow
Thanks for the wonderful work ur doing pastor am indeed so blessed following & honestly you have changed my life 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 and give God all the Glory from Saudi Arabia
Don't push this message away please I beg of you to read it all and get a clear understanding so you will know which way to turn but I say to you all that have been abused are being abused sexually go to God first and he will guide your steps thank you and thank you Pastor Jenkins for being the man and the prophet of God that has called you out to break These Chains thank you so much much love
Pray for all the poor children and orphans all over the world, and in the Roman church, being sexually abused. People prey on the poor, disabled and on ethnic minorities they do not like. The most disturbing case I ever heard was of the abuse of deaf children in Verona, Italy. 😭
I like to say to Pastor Jenkins today August 2nd 2020 is when I received this message and I like to say to Pastor Jenkins thank you so much for such a blessing anointing prophetic message that other preachers will not preach in their churches about abuse sexually and I'd like to say to Pastor Jenkins that a lot of it is going on not just in people homes or on the streets or people being victimized and raped in abused but in the church is to Pastor and I want you to know that it's not nothing that I heard but it's something that me and my children experienced and for a man such as yourself which such great anointing over your life thank you so much because a lot of sexual abuse and abuse. From their mates or from family members or friends and family friends I sometimes depressed to the point where they're being swept under the rug but I believe for such a time as this that God has called you out and that you answered that call August the 2nd 2020 is when I receive text message waiting for 60 years to get this message and I finally got the message that I had been waiting for I dare not to ask why because what Satan meant for evil God made thank you so much and to all RUclipsrs in those that have been abused are being abused at this very present time cry out me too because a lot of people think you're crazy and it not you it's the monster in your life the predator so help others heal and also forgive those that despitefully misuse you for great is your reward in heaven peace be unto you all and I wish no harm for anyone but that you grow and that you go and that you stand in the midst of it all having done all stand peace be unto you all
So I come here for a sermon not to hear people talk and sing dude it's like 20 minutes into the video and you're still not talking about what you're talking about what the hell bro
WE ARE ALL NOTES IN HIS SONG!🎼🙏🏿♥️😁CHICAGO. So pretty,taking my headache away. PREACH SIR. JUDICIAL SYSTEM PLEASE WAKE UP. I forgive them. Until restoration and repair is done ,nothing will change. Repair the breaches. Now restoration of some things will be difficult. Because how do you restore teeth damaged from rape? How do you restore the bodies of these broken peoples. Some are still walking around with their injuries. Because no one took the time to care. I wish I could give a big hug of love and care., It makes me cry. But i cry easy any way . But dont take me for a pushover i will still fight through these tears.🤣 And the Lord has to retore our core being. So I can sail across the waters like Deniece Williams sings as a black butterfly. 🙏🏿 A beautiful butterfly doing work with these broken hearts.💜 Our judicial system let the criminal walk free wit 2yrs probation for break and entry rape. He did a 20yr stint for murder previously. Not rehabilatation given.Until cases like mine,others are repaired and restored this portion of this country's healing will not come. Linda Sherell stated it right, the church is a half dressed bride.
The Justice of the Peace asks in the marriage ceremony, 'Are you sister and brother?' That question alone got me to thinking for a long time during my marriage. Was my now husband a brother to me that I know nothing about? Go figure.
Yes sister Megan thank you for replying I just want you to understand that the only one can heal anything in your life such as the abuse from family members the abuse from husbands the abuse from even your children or the abuse from family friends a whomever is God our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ I love you girl thank you for replying UC they haven't heard my testimony but if they did all that I've been through what's tragic accidents one of the worse has up in San Francisco area everybody was killed up out of a cars mother dying a year later father dying a few years later Uncle Dean and death behind death my godmother and different ones and all the trauma that I've had to endure and the test God has she had stood with me and showed me his faithfulness if they could just hear my testimony they would understand that God is who he say he is and he is faithful He Is A Healer I deliver eye doctor a lawyer in the courtroom a husband when you don't have a husband a mother and father a sister and a brother and all that you need him to be he's faithful a forgiving God the never forget never gives up on us and we should not give up on people love you my baby stay strong in the and in the power of His might Ephesians 6
So I lost my faith along time ago not because I was rape but because he let me think I was the one that did something wrong he let me believe I was going to burn in hell I think letting a kid a 7 year old kid think like that is something that is pure evil I never care that something happened to me I just mad that he let me think like that…….
Me too someone or should I say some of them Force themselves up on me starting at the age of 8 years old I was a little girl and I was being raped in my own home a prisoner of rape in my own home buy three of my older brothers that thought it was right for them to sexually abuse me every night one of the three what coming to my mother's room where I laid and slept with my mother and was sexually abused me and I so I suppress it and then my girls my two daughters were victimized by their uncles and then when I spoke out as a me-too person people turned against me and my family they turned against me even in the church has some of the Bishops when I canceled told me okay you were raped he was sexually abused as a child now get over it get over it okay so I ran into a man's arms which were my two daughters father who tried to pimp me out and beat me and abuse me and stopped my body even when I was carrying his first child knock my teeth out told me he would ugly me up so no man would ever want me again and then I moved to Los Angeles and divorced the children's father I was abused in beat on again and then my girls finally opened up with a me-too attitude which were my brothers they that they love you very much but they have tore up my automobile have my house shot up had me abused by other people had me stalked and followed and told my children if they ever told they would kill me and them it's more to the story it was not one man that did this but it was three of my older siblings which I thought were always supposed to be an example to the younger at least that's what I was The Story Goes On and on but today biface I'm walking I left my family behind me oh I didn't say that I haven't forgave them I did but my children find it hard to digest and my grandsons a very angry even the one that's is ordained as a minister they find it hard to digest all this the grandmother was abused and she ran away from home their moms were abused and they ran away from home my oldest has been in prison 4/16 years now my youngest has suppressed it but yet still bitter about it all and yet daily on a daily basis every day from a Mexican man a white man and every other color even our black race we have been ostracized kicked around abused criticized light on talked about and even hat are homes broken into because the abuse was uncovered through my girls generational curses on both sides cousins sleeping with cousins sneaking around I've even had a cousin come to me and say he wanted to have sex with me one of my dad's family members his brother's son oh I tell you no lie it is truly some monsters out there even some of the men that you sit in the church with a monks you would be surprised or maybe not maybe you know someone has touched you or your children on appropriately and you are afraid to talk about it I'll let people might think of you and you're a little girl you're not knowing what's going on I may be a little boy and they keep doing it but they say if you tell they got a q your mother or kill you and your siblings if you tell and then leave you out in the streets to die so I ran to church to get away from the monsters in my home when I was a little girl so I got saved and filled with the Holy Ghost at old 9 years old and that's how I began to know Christ I've been running for my life since I was 9 years old people hate you when you tell the truth me and my children my two daughters we get no help from family on both sides because of the uncovery of the sexual abuse the incest on both sides of my family now me and my two children are outcasts I'm always getting abused by Mexican men not so much as white men black men all the time they think you're just a sex object they don't know my mind is so far from sex I'm so turned off but even through this even through all that I've had to go through I learned to forgive oh yes me and my girls had to go through intense counseling the world's counseling talking to doctors psychiatrists and the church counseling I won't say what church it was but I went to church one Sunday and the bishop at the Church of God in Christ who is supposed to be well educated in abuse and the things of the world that deceive Us in the spirit of deception and lies toad Us in the church with many people sitting there to get over it I said huh The Story Goes further if you're being abused sexually or physically or mentally get the me to attitude and tell someone talk about it and if you have to leave your family a whomever it may be leave them alone forgive them so you may be free I am not trying to hurt anyone in this conversation not even my abusers I forgave them but I moved on in the things of God peace be unto you all I waited for 60 something years to hear this message in August second 20/20
Hold on to God's unchanging hand. He is working on your behalf. Trust him.Continue to watch HIM.🙏🏿 I sympathize with you it took me a few years to forgive the people involved in my case . The Lord is moving,keep watching him.
I posted a link throughout the comments offering my book "Ravaged Relentlessly" at 50% for the e-book. But after reading your note, I would like to give you a paperback copy by mail, if you like. Our email is BeSincere@SINCEREMinistries.org Bless you.
Yessss, in all of my times of attending church... I've waited for 15 years to hear this message
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Such a awesome message that's barely preached in the churches. Thank you Pastor Jenkins for obedient to God by speaking the truth. That chains of bondage of shame, regret, hate, bitterness being broken on so many that's be a victim of sexual abuse.⛓
Nassau Bahamas.
Even Joyce Myers told her story. I respect her for that.
Pastor I'm so glad you touch on the subject for many Pastors will not and have not. I felt like Tamar many years feeling guilty, shame, torn, and unworthy but GOD. I diluted the pain with alcohol and more sex, only to cause myself more hurt and pain. I later gave my life over to the Lord walking and talking as if me being saved bout healing but I was not healed. Mentally I battle which affected me physically and relationship could not last for being uncomfortable.
Ran across Joyce Meyers who was molested by her father and had taking care of him on his death bed. I said " what kind of God would give her that type of strength to forgive and take care of who harmed her. She had a CD called "Battlefield of the Mind" I bought it and what a help it was. I would love to say that healed me completely and made me whole but it didn't. It did allow me to forgive myself and I thought forgive those who misused me until One of my abusers came to my home years later and I instantly became timid and angry at God for allowing him to come to my door. My daughter said Mom God dont want you to bury your issues but face them and then the devil can't use it against you ever again. I want to speak with a spiritual/ Godly counsel now because I want to be able to marry and not look at me husband later as a predator. This is the scars I have been left with but I I'm happy for it in a way because abused youth come to me about this and I can help them to a point and let them know they are not alone.
Thank you for teaching on this. I wish sexual abuse on no one.
Thank you Jesus 4 pastor John Jenkins senior he is a messenger from God I watch his Bible teachings every day following alone in my Bible.... I always find an answer to whatever I'm seeking inall of his sermons praying 4 you pastor Jenkins
Here in Killeen, Tx. Thank you Pastor Jenkins. I am a Pastor also and we are continue to pray for your ministry as well as around this nation. God bless you alk.
Thank you Pastor Jenkins for being so bold and addressing this often unspoken topic. I praise God for allowing you to address both sides: the victims and the violators. As victims, we often are so blinded by our pain and shame that we forget that violators are also children of God who deserve forgiveness and healing. This word was a blessing for me and I pray that it transforms the hearts of everyone who watches/hears it.
To the victims of sexual abuse : something despicable has happened to us, but God said that we are more than conquerors. He alone can turn this mess into a masterpiece. We can walk with our heads held high knowing that we are loved immensely by Him. 💜
Thank you Pastor Jenkins 🙌🙌We love you Pastor Peace Blessings to you and Beautiful family
🙏🏼 amen, thank you Pastor Jenkins for always allowing God To Use You...
Amen!🙏🏼
Glory and honour to our Lord Jesus connected in faith from Durban South Africa
Peace and Blessings from Cape Town South Africa
Hello pastor John Jenkins Sr thank you for your teachings of the Lord I study all of the words from God
This teaching should be mandatory for all churches to have available its education for kindergarten and adults too. Thank you so much 🙏 💓 💗 Pastor
Forgiveness is powerful
Peace and Blessings brothers and sisters from Maryland
Fix it Jesus!!!
Blessings Pastor Jenkins from South FL.🙏🏽
Pastor John Jenkins will do battle in Jesus name,Amen
Listen to his heart when he speaks.
David James West, a Christian man
Profound word of healing. Thank you and God bless you Pastor.
Thank you thank you so much for replying I appreciate you I love you very much for your prayers I never refused prayer I need it and so yes I receive it in Jesus mighty name and I decree and declare it that it is done I forgave those people I had to in order to free myself up and I freed myself and I moved on and started a brand new life with Jesus Christ oh I know him as a child but I got closer after I freed myself from the shame in the bondage is that the enemy tried to put me under I said try to put me under but God delivered me he healed and set me free and whom the son has set free is truly free indeed thank you all for your prayers thank you so much I'm ever so grateful and I have gotten in tune with Pastor Jenkins and with his ministry and every word he says I decree and declare it and I applied to my everyday life and I'm ever so grateful thank you all for your prayers and thank you for understanding I can help other people to be free in the things of God but it's only going to take God to do the healing if they receive it that is my truth Ministry to help others that have been abused thank you peace be unto you all
Thank you pastor for speaking on this. The church really dodges this conversation
Love pastor Jenkins n fbcg! Been watching for yrs❤❤watching from central wisconsin✋
God's Blessing to you anointed and appointed. I thank you for letting the Lord use you. The world needed that Powerful Teaching.
Thank you Pastor!!! God bless you even the more. BLANCH, N.C.
Blessings from Texas
Good word!!! May you blessed with the all that's good from the Almighty himself.
Thank you ❤
Matthew 18:6 says it all.
Beautiful word of healing, Amen 🙏🏽
Thank God for these messages
Carson California I wish my late sister Alvern could have heard this.
But she is resting..praise God
First giving honor to God and to Pastor Jenkins and to all the clarity of this beautiful anointed prosthetic Ministry and pastor I like to say I love this ministry and I love you all there has been a lot going on in my life no not on drugs or alcohol I'm not into sex walking according to God's laws no I'm not perfect but I'm striving everyday to meet the needs of my life out of the word of God basic instructions before leaving Earth I like to say 2 the ministry that I have prayed but I've had many people trying to stop me from having my own place including family where they cost me to lose my place due to drugs and alcohol and problems cell I am in my car I don't have a home address and there's other things that are going on in my life so I will soon be calling the church to get the address because I would like to correspond by letter by word of letter I appreciate you guys understanding as well as your prayers
So I abused myself because I've been through so much abuse that I've used my body oh not on drugs and alcohol but with food because no one ever listened to me no man or woman ever heard my famous cry but God and His darling son Jesus it's been a long journey I got fat even in my crippled state allow my girls to get fat oh not so much as real fat fat but yeah big girls fat not fat not a shape butt quite a few pounds extra because we suppress it to cover up the shame in our family it's a hard pill to swallow yet everybody acts as if nothing ever happened wow
I understand, I pray for you too.
Praying for you !!!
I feel your pain ,know this the devil is a lier !!!! Your testimony will set you free…
Peace and Blessing frm Phoenix Az
Thank you pastor for speaking on sexual abuse.
If I move from seattle washington to your state can I work for the church?
You are so lucky to get out Seattle. Such a hate filled place right now. I live here. Hope you find peace and a friendlier spirit since you moved.
Thanks for the wonderful work ur doing pastor am indeed so blessed following & honestly you have changed my life 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 and give God all the Glory from Saudi Arabia
Praise the Lord saints!! Jersey is in the building.
HALLELUJAH! 🙌 Jersey!
Thank you Jesus ❤️
Don't push this message away please I beg of you to read it all and get a clear understanding so you will know which way to turn but I say to you all that have been abused are being abused sexually go to God first and he will guide your steps thank you and thank you Pastor Jenkins for being the man and the prophet of God that has called you out to break These Chains thank you so much much love
Good afternoon FBCG Family
Pastor John Jenkins teaches Power, Amen
David James West, a Christian man
Great music Great message God bless
Seattle/Bremerton Washington State
New Orleans Louisiana 😇😇😇💜💜💜
From Connecticut
Greetings from Riviera Beach FL
Watching from Brookly NY
Pray for all the poor children and orphans all over the world, and in the Roman church, being sexually abused. People prey on the poor, disabled and on ethnic minorities they do not like. The most disturbing case I ever heard was of the abuse of deaf children in Verona, Italy. 😭
Peace and blessing from Darlington SC
I need guidance in my situation on this subject !
Peace and Blessings from Stafford, Virginia
Amen thank you for this word healing begins To God be the glory
Louisville KY
Listening from Buffalo N.Y! Absolutely love these services! I listen often
I like to say to Pastor Jenkins today August 2nd 2020 is when I received this message and I like to say to Pastor Jenkins thank you so much for such a blessing anointing prophetic message that other preachers will not preach in their churches about abuse sexually and I'd like to say to Pastor Jenkins that a lot of it is going on not just in people homes or on the streets or people being victimized and raped in abused but in the church is to Pastor and I want you to know that it's not nothing that I heard but it's something that me and my children experienced and for a man such as yourself which such great anointing over your life thank you so much because a lot of sexual abuse and abuse. From their mates or from family members or friends and family friends I sometimes depressed to the point where they're being swept under the rug but I believe for such a time as this that God has called you out and that you answered that call August the 2nd 2020 is when I receive text message waiting for 60 years to get this message and I finally got the message that I had been waiting for I dare not to ask why because what Satan meant for evil God made thank you so much and to all RUclipsrs in those that have been abused are being abused at this very present time cry out me too because a lot of people think you're crazy and it not you it's the monster in your life the predator so help others heal and also forgive those that despitefully misuse you for great is your reward in heaven peace be unto you all and I wish no harm for anyone but that you grow and that you go and that you stand in the midst of it all having done all stand peace be unto you all
Here’s my worship 😭😭😭
Amen
Powerful 🙏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾
LORNALEE. in Atlanta Georgia
God bless you FBCG family from Huntsville, Texas!
From Chicago Illinois ❤️
Wonderful worship and word
What is the name of the first worship song?
In Jesus’ Name
Good morning from Memphis Tn.
Hello family 🙏🙏🙏
Good afternoon from Nashville Tn
So I come here for a sermon not to hear people talk and sing dude it's like 20 minutes into the video and you're still not talking about what you're talking about what the hell bro
Patricia - Waldorf Maryland
WE ARE ALL NOTES IN HIS SONG!🎼🙏🏿♥️😁CHICAGO. So pretty,taking my headache away. PREACH SIR. JUDICIAL SYSTEM PLEASE WAKE UP. I forgive them. Until restoration and repair is done ,nothing will change. Repair the breaches. Now restoration of some things will be difficult. Because how do you restore teeth damaged from rape? How do you restore the bodies of these broken peoples. Some are still walking around with their injuries. Because no one took the time to care. I wish I could give a big hug of love and care., It makes me cry. But i cry easy any way . But dont take me for a pushover i will still fight through these tears.🤣 And the Lord has to retore our core being. So I can sail across the waters like Deniece Williams sings as a black butterfly. 🙏🏿 A beautiful butterfly doing work with these broken hearts.💜 Our judicial system let the criminal walk free wit 2yrs probation for break and entry rape. He did a 20yr stint for murder previously. Not rehabilatation given.Until cases like mine,others are repaired and restored this portion of this country's healing will not come. Linda Sherell stated it right, the church is a half dressed bride.
Do it Jesus
The Justice of the Peace asks in the marriage ceremony, 'Are you sister and brother?' That question alone got me to thinking for a long time during my marriage. Was my now husband a brother to me that I know nothing about? Go figure.
Yes sister Megan thank you for replying I just want you to understand that the only one can heal anything in your life such as the abuse from family members the abuse from husbands the abuse from even your children or the abuse from family friends a whomever is God our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ I love you girl thank you for replying UC they haven't heard my testimony but if they did all that I've been through what's tragic accidents one of the worse has up in San Francisco area everybody was killed up out of a cars mother dying a year later father dying a few years later Uncle Dean and death behind death my godmother and different ones and all the trauma that I've had to endure and the test God has she had stood with me and showed me his faithfulness if they could just hear my testimony they would understand that God is who he say he is and he is faithful He Is A Healer I deliver eye doctor a lawyer in the courtroom a husband when you don't have a husband a mother and father a sister and a brother and all that you need him to be he's faithful a forgiving God the never forget never gives up on us and we should not give up on people love you my baby stay strong in the and in the power of His might Ephesians 6
Do anybody know the name of the song ?
Here's my Worship... Phil Thompson
So I lost my faith along time ago not because I was rape but because he let me think I was the one that did something wrong he let me believe I was going to burn in hell I think letting a kid a 7 year old kid think like that is something that is pure evil I never care that something happened to me I just mad that he let me think like that…….
Me too someone or should I say some of them Force themselves up on me starting at the age of 8 years old I was a little girl and I was being raped in my own home a prisoner of rape in my own home buy three of my older brothers that thought it was right for them to sexually abuse me every night one of the three what coming to my mother's room where I laid and slept with my mother and was sexually abused me and I so I suppress it and then my girls my two daughters were victimized by their uncles and then when I spoke out as a me-too person people turned against me and my family they turned against me even in the church has some of the Bishops when I canceled told me okay you were raped he was sexually abused as a child now get over it get over it okay so I ran into a man's arms which were my two daughters father who tried to pimp me out and beat me and abuse me and stopped my body even when I was carrying his first child knock my teeth out told me he would ugly me up so no man would ever want me again and then I moved to Los Angeles and divorced the children's father I was abused in beat on again and then my girls finally opened up with a me-too attitude which were my brothers they that they love you very much but they have tore up my automobile have my house shot up had me abused by other people had me stalked and followed and told my children if they ever told they would kill me and them it's more to the story it was not one man that did this but it was three of my older siblings which I thought were always supposed to be an example to the younger at least that's what I was The Story Goes On and on but today biface I'm walking I left my family behind me oh I didn't say that I haven't forgave them I did but my children find it hard to digest and my grandsons a very angry even the one that's is ordained as a minister they find it hard to digest all this the grandmother was abused and she ran away from home their moms were abused and they ran away from home my oldest has been in prison 4/16 years now my youngest has suppressed it but yet still bitter about it all and yet daily on a daily basis every day from a Mexican man a white man and every other color even our black race we have been ostracized kicked around abused criticized light on talked about and even hat are homes broken into because the abuse was uncovered through my girls generational curses on both sides cousins sleeping with cousins sneaking around I've even had a cousin come to me and say he wanted to have sex with me one of my dad's family members his brother's son oh I tell you no lie it is truly some monsters out there even some of the men that you sit in the church with a monks you would be surprised or maybe not maybe you know someone has touched you or your children on appropriately and you are afraid to talk about it I'll let people might think of you and you're a little girl you're not knowing what's going on I may be a little boy and they keep doing it but they say if you tell they got a q your mother or kill you and your siblings if you tell and then leave you out in the streets to die so I ran to church to get away from the monsters in my home when I was a little girl so I got saved and filled with the Holy Ghost at old 9 years old and that's how I began to know Christ I've been running for my life since I was 9 years old people hate you when you tell the truth me and my children my two daughters we get no help from family on both sides because of the uncovery of the sexual abuse the incest on both sides of my family now me and my two children are outcasts I'm always getting abused by Mexican men not so much as white men black men all the time they think you're just a sex object they don't know my mind is so far from sex I'm so turned off but even through this even through all that I've had to go through I learned to forgive oh yes me and my girls had to go through intense counseling the world's counseling talking to doctors psychiatrists and the church counseling I won't say what church it was but I went to church one Sunday and the bishop at the Church of God in Christ who is supposed to be well educated in abuse and the things of the world that deceive Us in the spirit of deception and lies toad Us in the church with many people sitting there to get over it I said huh The Story Goes further if you're being abused sexually or physically or mentally get the me to attitude and tell someone talk about it and if you have to leave your family a whomever it may be leave them alone forgive them so you may be free I am not trying to hurt anyone in this conversation not even my abusers I forgave them but I moved on in the things of God peace be unto you all I waited for 60 something years to hear this message in August second 20/20
Sis I said a prayer for you ❤️❤️❤️God is a healer 🙏🏾
Hold on to God's unchanging hand. He is working on your behalf. Trust him.Continue to watch HIM.🙏🏿 I sympathize with you it took me a few years to forgive the people involved in my case . The Lord is moving,keep watching him.
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@@SincereMinistries Thank you ,I will make time and read.
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