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truthtellerexposingevil.blogspot.com/2023/06/personal-review-of-memoir-travels.html The missing chapters, sister Sam’s recollection of events.

Your stories are so helpful! Resonating!

Keep creating!👏👏

indeed its when you accept and let it be that it flourish 🦋 great video, thx 💕

Hi Kayleigh, it's amazing how much you help give women an opportunity to express themselves and share their stories!!

Does a woman have to be a lesbian to enjoy a lesbian relationship? I have never been in one, but I have known so many women who I have through about being with. Intelligent, articulate, funny and hard-working women. So much more interesting and worthwhile. I think there is a phobia of being lesbian, not that there is anything wrong with it.

Yes...all of this. 🧡

I'm 42, female, going through a huge awakening. it is an interesting time indeed. I love it

Love your message, “that we can be as we are, not necessarily what is presented in social media”. 😊✨👏

Got on RUclips looking for videos of British actress Christine Noonan and found this channel... so, I watched. I'm now a follower! Thanx

Interesting point

Very nice , Thank you.

Hi Kayleigh, I could really relate with a lot of what was said in this video -- find that my experience in coming out is a lot closer to that of late bloomer lesbians rather than gay men (at least from videos I've seen online). Much like yourself, I am a conservative/family oriented person who doesn't really identify with the core message/culture of the LGBT community. I have a deep yearning for spirituality in my life and find that this is entirely missing from the LGBT space. My first conscious memory of attraction to the same sex is from around 18, where I felt attracted to my close friend -- though I remember just brushing this off as something else (I cant be gay!). Now coming to think of it, I should have probably realised around 12 or so. It was only at around 23 that I admitted to my therapist that I might be bisexual. I was doing a course in EMDR at the time. I grew up with an emotionally abusive step-mum for whom I felt some attraction (I am somewhere on the bisexuality spectrum, but predominantly gay). She was very liberal about discussing sexual matters around little kids (evil woman). This experience made me question sexual behaviour and morality at around 16, and I adopted a conservative stance on sexuality -- that is, wait until you meet the right girl and start a family -- whilst still identifying as straight. My teens were completely devoid of romance, as were my early 20s (I didn't explore my sexual identity like everyone else did when they were 18). I would often attribute this to the abuse that my step mum brought onto me and how this affected my confidence with women. In reality, I now recognize that I probably only ever felt a weak attraction towards the opposite sex (this is however the thing that allowed me to convince myself that I was straight). At 26 I met my first girlfriend. She was christian, spoke my mother tongue, also came from eastern europe to live in the west at a similar age to me. We had similar personalities, values and managed to click instantly -- I've never experienced anything like that in my life before. Speaking to her felt like speaking to a lost part of myself. At the start of our relationship I would often cry daily because the universe had finally began to align itself with a future that I wanted (a familial one). I remember sobbing deeply during a meditation after I had met her for the first time -- I felt the presence of an all-loving deity in my life. Our relationship kept growing as we got to know each other, but I struggled to express intimacy, kissing etc (primarily due to anxiety). We got over that in the end. But my mental health started to deteriorate as the relationship approached sexual intimacy. When it finally did, I realised that I was gay (my libido had increased and brought my actual sexuality to the fore of experience). There I was, a gay man who is in love with his girlfriend at the time -- it was the most sudden and earth shattering realisation of my entire life. My personality started to split, it felt. It was so stressful that I started to experience visions and stuck thoughts in my head. I had managed to decompartmentalise my attraction to men and to explain it away for my entire life! I hid in the closet for 3 months whilst still acting/pretending that I felt our intimacy, acting completely in the moment and not being able to think through where I had found myself -- I couldn't imagine losing something so dear that I waited for, for 10 years and then having to bear the break-up. These 3 months (and several thereafter) were the worst 3 months of my entire life -- panic attacks, feeling like I would die if I fell asleep, unending darkness. It was only after I gained the courage to come out to my family, then close friends and only then my ex-girlfriend that things got better. I broke up with her over the phone because I could no longer bear my situation (I wasn't in the right head-space to separate properly in person as I was really ill). I will probably always regret how I did it. My heart still yearns for her, its been 6 months since I ended the relationship. I still think about her on a daily basis -- if not hourly. I am still processing everything that happened and find myself watching videos on youtube of people who have nontraditional orientations who speak about their journeys. They bring a certain level of comfort to my life, which I really need at this moment. Thank you for posting! I wish that you may live your fullest life.

Thank you for sharing. Being so vulnerable and giving me new perspectives to consider. Sending love ❤️

Don’t take the bait!!!! 🧨

Kayleigh, thank you so, so much for sharing your testimony. It brought me to tears. I am a 25 year old semi-closeted lesbian. I also didn't grow up with any lesbian role models or representation since I was raised very traditionally. I'm just now entering the lgbt space and it can be really overwhelming. Your story about self-acceptance and living in integrity and in the truth really speaks to me. It's so wonderful to see a happy, successful, beautiful lesbian owning her truth and releasing shame. Thank you so, so much for sharing, and for encouraging people like me to live in the truth and follow their inner voice. Love, Sonna

Thank you

I wanted to come back to sincerely thank you for sharing your story. You gave me the confidence in my truth to finally come out as gay to myself, the man I was dating and my mother after 10 years of repression and denial. For the first time in my life I am starting to love myself for who I am. I loved the way you articulated everything and especially the comments on how God would want you to be authentic. As you said, it is something I would have never chosen for myself but I love your attitude of embracing the wonder that comes with being someone that you didn't "plan" on being. Thank you so much.

Hi

And for determination confidence and Faith to know that it will be an impact on someone I wish I knew your name mine is Steven and your experience was very enlightening have a great Thanksgiving and God bless you

Hello there just wanted to thank you for such a tremendous factual video that is and was very inspiring thank you for bringing it out in the public making it so basic

Amen!! 🙌🏼 fellow lesbian women who went through a very similar journey who’s also very spiritual and conservative and who’s been through a similar path! Down to the card at the end ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for sharing and being open and vulnerable.

Nobody cares your a lesbian your 35+ i don't think any men interested in you anymore you hit the wall already be a lesbian and be happy

After going through an awakening while recovering from a serious illness, I came to the "knowing" that I am bisexual. I remarried two years ago to my high school sweetheart. And very recently at 42 years old I opened up to him. He is incredibly supportive and it has been such an emotional ride that I did not anticipate or ask for at all. I grew up in a very conservative, strict home life that bled into adulthood. Then leading to a dysfunctional marriage that ended after 20 years. And NOW I'm finally discovering who I am. I appreciate this video and encouragement which is so helpful. This feels right finally even though we haven't taken that next step yet. Added: I am also a working, professional woman in a very rural area and also kind of lost on where to start. Thank you for this video. It's a scary time in this journey so I appreciate hearing it like this.

Cosa vuole dirmi stupenda creatura come italiana cosa c'è di meraviglioso nel essere umano he amare e essere amati

Yes, to all of this and especially to leave a legacy of love for all living beings.

I am 22 and think I am lesbian

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See you TOMORROW! Can't wait to see you, Kayleigh. Loving the big moves you've been making. xoxo

I’m so inspired, Kaleigh! On brand with SOUL EXCELLENCE!!!

So inspired by your example and your courage, Kayleigh!! And the PRIDE is real! I am proud to be a member of the LGBTQIA tribe too.

YES! "I am gay" - GO KAYLEIGH! So dang proud of you.

Kayleigh, thank you so much for your appreciation of what our Rotary Club is all about. We are all really looking forward to your presentation to us next Friday! Loved your message here. Karen

Great job Kaleigh! Needed message!! Looking forward to meeting you Kaleigh! Can’t wait to have you on my summit Sarah!

I’m going to be Working with other authors on a project and came to research

Thank you Kayleigh!! I loved being on the show!!