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Adult bullies often display profound developmental disabilities. It can even be the Grandfather, second stage of life, pathetic & filled with self loathing. The thing is they know this & vicariously try to fight the battle & discontent with their lives through other. Stay unbothered, it drives them crazy. 🙏

no homo but bro looking clean sheesh

I enjoyed this video .. really… thank you for sharing.

Thanks for this. I added your video to my play list on Bullies. It is becoming Shocking to witness bullying from adult YT channel owners against other adults. I actually had a woman who has a channel called HUCKLEBERRY stalk me at my home. She also said heinous things about my Native American heritage in chats, whom she doesn’t know and NOBY confronts her about her bullying people. It is Shockng.

Well put Jay. I would say for the most part whenever I get into conversations with Americans, they don't know what they are missing when they get outside of the United States and travel, my problem with American society is they think they're hot shit and they think America can't do no wrong (of course not want to generalize and say all Americans think this way). It's incredibly embarrassing that whenever I travel i hear Americans talk of how great it is. I came back from France recently and I can tell you that if a French person were to move to the United States, it'll feel more like a downgrade, understand the cost of living isn't cheap in France but the trade off to take care of yourself is much more reasonable than to stay miserable.

My first concert in Germany was Queen and the ticket was DM 20.00 in 1979. Can’t believe the ticket prices nowadays. I have a question for you guys, how do you travel with your dog? I want to travel to my home country Germany for 6 months in the summer and live in the U.S. for the rest of the year but I’m worried about my dog because of the long flight and layovers.

I saw a Celebration Tour concert in Cologne. And while I did love it, and enjoyed myself the whole evening, I couldn't help but compare it to all the other Madonna concerts I had seen over the years. She set the bar very high, so sometimes she falls a bit short of her previous achievements. I just hope it wasn't her last tour like she claims.

I hope you get back to enjoying life in different places - I always have. Your vlogs are always so insightful, introspective and dare I say relaxing😆 Love that you saw Madonna live. I skipped seeing her due to work - loved her concerts here in Helsinki before. The sign language guy was cool in your footage. And your husband is so sweet and funny lol

You know, I stopped reading reviews. They only serve the writer of the review, it is almost as if they are only there to sow discord, and I hate that.

You seem very biased.

I have worrked a lot with Americans, and what I think it comes down to is little/no job security. There is often no team spirit. Lots of white lies to avoid being backstabbed or for the purpose of backstabbing someone else. You don't want to lose your job. Like you said, it's a very competitive environment...which kind of promotes selfishness.

If people on this discussion board think the United States is the only country with this problem, then you are all wrong. This is a global problem, and this narrator may be right in some ways, but he is mistaken in other ways. The United States has been a giving country to many different countries around this world thanks to our government that rapes the hard-working average American with high taxes. However, this country has helped people from other countries more than the average American at the expense of the hard-working average American. This country has been great for many decades because of capitalism, which has always worked. So, if the United States were to have a government that other countries have, then the United States would be a third-world country. Believe me, there have been many times when people in the United States have lost jobs, so companies can hire immigrants and H-1B visa workers at a cheaper wage, and I'm one of those people who experienced that. So, yes, America probably has a systematic racism problem, and black people are the most experienced that problem, but when areas that experienced Gentrification are because those people have destroyed communities. After all, the government ran these areas. This is a government issue, and if any changes need to be made, stop voting for a government that continues to lie by making promises of free things. Then, the average voter buys into the lies and continues to vote for a government that continues the problem.

Antiracism is a codeworld for antiwhite

Thank you, need that right now! 👍

Adam was created to be an eternal being first.. so Adam is the highly evolved and advanced human being.. just that he tried reproducing like animals to be born and die like the animals. Jesus is the way, truth, and eternal life.

Thank you! You pulled me back my own sel again. A person needs to hear it now and then. At least I do. God bless! ❤

Absolutely. Wish you a happy day my friend💯👊🏻

amen brother

Repent and seek the one and only living God! Yeshua the messiah is the way, the truth and the life. God is patient until He's not, and you dont want to be on the end of His vengeance i can promise you that!

The soul is your mind your will your emotions your personality so when you’re alive you’re a living soul and when you die, you’re a dead . the soul sleeps until the second resurrection/day of judgment/Yeshua ‘s return. Everyone is judged at this time then changed and given a glorified body at this point, the soul can move anywhere because it is in the perfect image of God.

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"No one is more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free." Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Makes me so homesick.

the begining of this video what you share❤my own experience replayed in my mind .an internal flashback I had been resisting ti process until now,now as recovery has finally arrived.our mind such a mystery and so precious,hold your siblings close

stroke is so unique per person so glad our parents recovered yet each day after we are recapturing the good memories to store in the heart

you express so well words I have struggled to express

great video captures❤this is simple yet the lighting and nature is art❤very soothing to the emotions greif still brings as pangs of fear yet yes there is great love so greif comes

thank you for this video❤i needed to hear this now❤your experience❤ is a teacher and a guide❤and seeing how to savor and appreciate life🎉after the dark moments❤thank you,keep expressing

i saw this video earlier yet only watched it now,please take care jay

Another great video Jay. It is very much OK to feel grief and sadness for the loss of someone you care about, but don't allow the sadness and grief bring you down. Cherish your grief, along with all the wonderful memories you will always have. In my eyes, you are such a fortunate man. You have your mom, siblings, and a partner to share your life with. I was in the closet most of my life, because I knew if my mom would have found out, I would have lost her love. A couple of years after she died, I came out to my brother and two sisters; now none of them speak to me. I live in a neighborhood and small town where people treat me as though I am radioactive. I go days and sometimes weeks without speaking to a single person. If I wouldn't keep myself busy with my art, I would probably lose my mind. So, that is why I believe you are fortunate; you have your family, your partner, your business, a lifestyle that people would be envious, and a gorgeous head of hair that I am envious of. Send the sadness out of your body! Best wishes Tim

Beautiful words and good advice to use our time wisely with people we love.

Thank you. I think I needed to hear this today. We get lost in this world and forget what is truly important. By the time some of us realize it, it's a bit too late.

Beautiful 🙏

My first boyfriend of 8 years drowned in a river after rescuing a girl. He had just turned 20. His 40th birthday was 2 weeks ago. I've shared pieces of what's left of my heart with others over the years, but ultimately have thrown in the towel anxiously awaiting to be reunited with my one true love. I've lived my life in agony and the only comfort I've found is being able to be there for others who experience similar loss. It's been 20 years and my heart is in the same place it was that day at the river bed. RIP Mike I'll see you again somehow 💔

Rather than being invited to baptisms and weddings, I increasingly receive invitations to cremations at Pere Lachaise. I look at people speaking to coffins. Why not just find the courage to tell the person (while alive) that he or she is important to you. I understand your loss, but maybe your loss is a way foward; a way to reflect on your life and help others.

Mascha Kaleko Zitat: bedenkt den eigenen Tod stirbt man nur, mit dem Tod der anderen muss man leben.

The first 5 minutes describes me right now

Missed you! Very glad to see you back as well as bouncing back! My sincere good wishes to you as well as your mother. Mothers are so very special!

Crazy how fast Europe has fallen.

wow, this Is a beautiful video. I am glad you are doing better.

You are a wonderful communicator and I wish you and your Mother all the best. 🙏👍💖 Thank you for sharing your experience. 🌿💐

Its true only when you are in a situation you knows where you stands.

Hi Jay, a bit about myself. I am a 68 year old single gay male living in a small town in NW Ohio. I spent most of my life in the closet, didn't want my mom to know as I believe she would have rejected me. I have never been in a relationship. My mom died 20 years ago, I am alone as pretty much no one in this community will talk to me. When I was in my 30's, I dealt with depression on and off, nothing serious except for particular time. I had baked a lot of cookies for a particular event, which very few people showed up for, so I took the leftovers home. I had cookies to eat all week, at the end of the week when they ran out, all I could think about was climbing the roof and jumping off. I learned from time to limit what I eat. In 2019 I injured myself loading my art display into my car after a show. I went to the ER, where I was treated by the nastiest and rudest doctor ever. My doctor had moved to another town. I realized at that time, and had to accept the fact that there is no one on this planet that cares about me or my well being. I have to rely on myself. This was a sad and very lonely time, but I wasn't depressed. I kept busy with my art. When I turned 65 I had blood work done which revealed my PSA prostate level to be high, and I had to see an urologist. He wanted to put me on medication, I said no, I will change my diet and take supplement to reduce my PSA, he told me I would be wasting my time. I asked him if I could take testosterone supplements because I had been losing muscles, which is what caused the 2019 incident, he said don't testosterone supplement or they will elevate my PSA. So I avoided testosterone supplements, my testosterone was pretty low, only in the 400's. I did change my diet, I wasn't overweight and always cooked my own meals which were healthy, yet I still lost 25 pounds. In the process my PSA numbers were coming down. Early last Dec. I watched a video exclaiming that tomato paste, 1 tablespoon a day can help prevent cancer and shrink a prostate. I thought, well why don't I give it a try. So I started, but at that time I also started eating gelatin, hoping to rid the pain in my hands. This was organic, grass fed cow gelatin. I January I had my blood work, and I was so sad to see my PSA number had increased, not much a very small amount. Then I looked at my testosterone level, it had jumped up by 300 points, I was shocked. Clearly it was from the gelatin. So I will have my blood work done again on July 18. I had stopped the gelatin right after the last blood test and I am concentrating on the tomato paste, but..............I am now in a very serious depression. Again I have watched a video explaining how depression can occur from low testosterone. When I think back to Dec. and Jan, I was on top of the world, now I am hitting rock bottom. I am 95% confident that it is the lack of testosterone causing it, so I am telling myself to hang in there one more month. After my next blood work, I will start the gelatin again, and hopefully this will prove the effects of low T. My takeaway on this is, every time I have dealt with issues of depression or anxiety, the causes were nutritional, not mental. I am 68 and I take 0 medications, I hope to continue on this way for as long as I can, but whenever I discussed my mood issues with doctors, they were always ready to get me on drugs, they never consider discussing changes in diet or activities. I am sorry for this being so long, I just felt the need to explain. Maybe you should look into your sugar levels or testosterone levels, and possibly there are other nutrients that can cause depression. Finally, I just want to say I have had a Man Crush on you for a long time, I hope you are able to find the underlying cause of your depression. If and once you do, and you are able to control it, you will be much better off and a stronger person as a result. I enjoy your videos, and they compare the US with Germany, my mom was from Germany, Koln; I have been there a couple of times and so badly wanted to move there, but couldn't afford it. Best wishes to you, your mom and partner as well as your family members. Sincerely Tim

Thank you so much for sharing so truthfully. So sorry that you have been in such a dark place. Valuable input for those of us who have been there, too (and maybe still are). Love your voice. ❤

Thank you so much for sharing Jay. It’s profound that you came to realize that only you can make a turn. ❤

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Very good description of depression. Be careful. People who are all about helping others want often take control of you as an exchange for their help.

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