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Cory Modzeleski
Добавлен 27 янв 2017
Hello friends! I am Cory, I'm a regular guy from Grand Rapids, Michigan, USA. I've struggled with mental disabilities all my life and have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Disorder the past 6 years, I try to make videos about Schizoaffective disorder and a lot of the medications I have tried over the years. Please feel free to check them out, or if you want to talk with me more personally you can always e-mail me at: cmodzeleski26@gmail.com. Thank you for checking my channel out!
Seroquel
This is my experience with the mental health medication Seroquel, which I was on for close to 4 years! Enjoy!
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Self Harm And Addiction
Просмотров 2242 года назад
TRIGGER WARNING - discussion of self-harm, drug abuse, and hearing voices. This video helps breakdown my most recent relapse on drugs. I explain how I was dealing with a lot of death, which lead to self-harming behavior, which lead back to substance abuse.
I OD'd and I'm Lucky To Be Here
Просмотров 3502 года назад
TRIGGER WARNING - Substance Abuse, Overdose talk. I recently OD'd last weekend mixing DXM and Marijuana, this is a little bit about my experience and what I am doing to stay clean now.
Letter to my Peer Specialist and Medication Goals
Просмотров 1232 года назад
The name says it all, this is a video about a letter I just wrote to my former Peer Specialist from DESC in Seattle who is now retired, let me know what you guys think of the letter. And also what medications I'm currently taking and what my goals are for reducing the amount of medication I take. Enjoy!
Recent Episode and Perphenazine
Просмотров 6662 года назад
I recently had a week-long period of psychosis (schizophrenic episode) and was put on a new medication to help stop it called Perphenazine. Here is a little more information about the situation. I also discuss my fears about the future and what kind of work I will be capable of doing in the future without aggravating my Schizoaffective Disoder BiPolar type.
Building Confidence in Recovery
Просмотров 842 года назад
With the help of my therapists and family members, I am learning how to build confidence in recovery by taking things in baby steps. Learning how to go to work sober and maintain long-term employment is my first step.
Bad Day Hearing Voices
Просмотров 1812 года назад
Friday Morning I had a rough day with too much Auditory Hallucinations (Hearing voices). This video takes a look at what I might have done wrong that led up to this and what I can do about it.
I Completed Rahab!
Просмотров 1482 года назад
I recently graduated from rehab for drug addiction (Marijuana and DXM) at Brighton Recovery Center in Brighton, Michigan, and here is how it went!
One Week Sober Again
Просмотров 1313 года назад
My first week back into sobriety once again and things are working out really well with both my Mental AND Physical health.
Prazosin for Nightmares
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I discuss the progress I'm making with my night terrors on my first week on my new medication Prazosin, so far it's going pretty well and I haven't had any negative side effects!
Current Voices And Sleep Terrors
Просмотров 2033 года назад
I give an update about what kinds of voices I have been hearing the most lately over the past few weeks, and also my recent struggles with sleep terrors. TRIGGER WARNING - some talk of self-harm, and some talk of spirits and spiritual warfare, not 100% sure everyone is gonna be down with that, so if that might bother you this might not be a good video for you to watch.
What Happened In Seattle?
Просмотров 1403 года назад
TRIGGER WARNING - Death/Suicide Mentioned.... In this video I talk about some of the problems I had while I lived out west in Seattle metro for 4 years (2014-2018). And basically what prompted me to leave Seattle and return home to Grand Rapids, Michigan. Enjoy!
Why I Left My Job
Просмотров 1723 года назад
I attempted to work in September and ended up resigning from my job at Burger King and in this video I explain what happened and why I left the job and how the job affected my Schizoaffective disorder.
Came Off Of Mood Stabilizers
Просмотров 2983 года назад
I'm 3 days clean and doing quite well, my head is clearing up and my moods are well adjusted. I'm not taking my mood stabilizer, which was Trileptal, anymore because I think a lot of my mood problems were the result of drug use. I really don't think I need a mood stabilizer anymore.
Walk Down Monroe Center on a Saturday Evening
Просмотров 663 года назад
Walk Down Monroe Center on a Saturday Evening
DXM Addiction and Going to Treatment
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DXM Addiction and Going to Treatment
What Should I Do About Hearing Voices??
Просмотров 1633 года назад
What Should I Do About Hearing Voices??
Another Employment Video - Goals and Plans
Просмотров 3023 года назад
Another Employment Video - Goals and Plans
How did it take to help you?
keep going bro u got this don’t beat urself up your alive bro! people need u
Does anhedonia improve
I'm thinking of you. I hope you are doing well out there. <3 I just now came across your videos. Wishing you well, and rooting for you.
Thank you for sharing this. I was recommended this med, and was wondering how it effected others. I also have night terrors. I hope you're doing good, and I appreciate your story.
Thank you for touring your apartment. I really like it ! Not bad for subsidized housing …
Hey I love your vids
I love your videos
I’m day three of rexulti and it’s good so far but I get so angry on it or really moody
Rexulti worked day one for me made me feel weird and I only took half a milligram lol bout to go up to 1 ml
Invega will kill you they'll get you insomnia you're a die from it
Ty for sharing! Sorry for the late reply. I just found your video. I hope you are still doing well, and it is really great to hear that you have the support of your loved ones 😊❤!
Guys this is Cory 2 years later, im doing good, I'm clean. I've been free of all drugs for 15 months, it took time in jail, rehab, and mental health court to accomplish this. Thank you all so much for watching my content and all the support. God Bless.
stop saying basically😊
I use antipsychotic with dxm so i dont hallucinate but feel the sedation no withdrawal effects i drank almost 100 bottles of dxm but at last once at night for few seconds my breathing stopped so i m stopping it.
Lol how do you even get addicterd to it. It's fun but I've never had a compulsion to do it over and over.
That’s the same thing my son said… now he is an addict 😔💔 I hope you don’t keep trying it. Blessings ❤🙏🏼
@@vinoypoesia2498 I haven't done it in almost 4 months is not addictive
Thanks for sharing! Hope things are still on track. If they’re not, this is a reminder that there’s still time.
Nice
Respect you so much bro I just started trileptal just now
Thanks for the courage brother
I hope all is well with you. May things in your life be beautiful. Peace and Love.
hope youre doing well bro
I take seroquel er for psychosis, seroquel immediate release for anxiety and acute psychosis, venlafaxine for depression, prazosin for night terrors and PTSD, topamax for headaches. I also have schizoaffective - bipolar type. Along with sleep disorder with night terrors. I also have PTSD and OCD. We have to be vigilant and never rush to thought.
Benzos are waaayyy better for anxiety than Seroquel.
Gr8 vid! I use same combo but sadly 15 zyprexa mg and 2 more medicines. Thanks for sharing your story and all the best to you!
I got my chronic PTSD. When I when to prison am trying to find the right medication
How is this going for you? I have vivid dreams. Don’t have ptsd . It’s just so draining to dream all the time
I'm in the same boat my sleep specialist prescribed this to me 1mg.I wake up after every dream about ten times a night.
Watched the entire video. I hope you are doing well. ❤
DXM withdrawal is like ssri withdrawal (antidepressants)
Thank you for that comparrisson. I can relate to that !
Got my ten months, too. No drugs, no alcohol.💪
Thank you today was my first day first dose thank you man I appreciate it
This injection is saving my sister's life. She is in a nursing home and will basically starve herself (among other destructive behsviors) when unmedicated. She will 100% refuse or reject meds, so with a hard to get court order she is now given this shot every 60-days. She is like herself again, healthy and happy when she takes this shot. Its surely not for everyone, but in her case or it is a total gamechanger for her quality of life
Drugs cause so much damage they don’t actually help people just believe they do
God bless you bro! Keep pushing how is the Prazosin working?
How much Zyprexa were you on? I'm going to be starting Rexulti and am scared. I thought about Caplyta but it says it causes restlessness and I don't need that. I'm going off Zyprexa. I was on Vraylar prior to that.
How are you now
He's in jail.
Deplete funding for forced mental health treatment by topping up forest fires. Team work
dxm ruined everything when i was addicted, i lost friends, family didnt really like me, i almost lost my girlfriend who im still dating to this day, i was mentally abusive, i was losing my mind, i was addicted for a year and im 3 months sober, it feels like the best high ive ever felt, better than weed, alcohol, opioids, anything (besides psychedelics which i didnt try yet at the time), i got sober with the help of lsd and psilocybin, and now im just waiting for withdrawals to end which according to my therapist it should be next year. its fucked up, dont do this bullshit, its addictive, my girlfriend was also mildly addicted, everytime id steal coricidin id get a box for her too, but we went through a box in 2 days max. 10-16 pills everyday for a year
I get it. I recently found out the way I dreamed and the nightmares, yelling wasn't normal. I have complex ptsd and major depression. I just started 1mg of prazsosin. So far, it was a good night sleep.
I combine mirtazapin and prazosin and it completely stops nightmares , excellent sleep highly recommend.
Hugs! You’re doing great! I can relate to you! Great video!
Good luck buddy. I went to voluntary inpatient rehab for the exact same thing, DXM. I was drinking 1-2 bottles every day, around 700~900mg of DXM and nearly died from the strain it put on my heart. I've been clean since June 2020. You can do it!
I take it in combination with Escitalopram/Lexapro, but I haven't any idea that it also works with mood disorders aside depression, panic disorder and apathy. Anyway, it helped me a bit with my mood swings (I'm not bipolar, or at least, never be diagnosed of it), and helps me to being active and productive meanwhile Escitalopram doing this thing with my anxiety and overthinking. My psychological pain is still pretty hard to maintain properly, and I feel pretty hopeless about everything, and very impotent too. Forgot for me is near impossible, even if I take my hugest effort. Is very debilitating living like that, starting from my preteen years to my current 26 y/o (damn it, I was just a damn fucking kiddo, have mercy you sick world!). But honestly, I never mind giving up. I need deal with all this mental self-torturing memories and thoughts, but I try my best one time and another. I. NEVER. GIVE. UP.
I struggle with DXM addiction as well. Are you clean?
I agree ive been taking this for years for bi polar type 1 along with seroquel. It's definitely changed my life for the better. Glad you found it brother!
Thanks for review have a great day
If you're still around I'm rooting for you. DXM is like a splinter.
How are you now?
Thanks for your video 🤍 I am starting to take it for maybe seizure or mood stuff from TBI. I’m so sensitive so I’m scared to start
aye man i have schizoaffctive/ bipolar disorder and i take seroquel and trilafon and im about to be long haul trucker and im 24! hopefully u can find a job
Hope you get well man!
Was marijuana your first gateway drug, and did you develop mental health problems after doing lots of it and before you dabbled into harder drugs? Just curious cause some researchers are claiming that even cannabis abuse can lead to mental health problem. thanks!