DXM Addiction and Going to Treatment

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  • Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024
  • I had yet another DXM spree recently after my job didn't work out and am now trying to get clean again (currently on Day 4). This time it looks like I'm going to inpatient treatment, my CD case manager is really pushing for me to go to treatment.

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  • @HKaorin
    @HKaorin Год назад +10

    Good luck buddy. I went to voluntary inpatient rehab for the exact same thing, DXM. I was drinking 1-2 bottles every day, around 700~900mg of DXM and nearly died from the strain it put on my heart. I've been clean since June 2020. You can do it!

  • @maxcharlsen3098
    @maxcharlsen3098 2 года назад +13

    Only real dxm users know how powerful it can be

    • @TheMaddog555
      @TheMaddog555 Год назад +4

      As a DXM addict and someone who has used many substances it is insanely powerful. Some of the most intense experiences from drugs is DXM and I tripped everyday for three years on DXM so that is saying a lot

    • @evewrubel3000
      @evewrubel3000 Год назад +2

      Yes!
      I try to tell people !!
      and they dismiss me and explain how acid and shrooms are so heavy 🙄🙄
      Acid and shrooms never made
      Me hallucinate out of reality
      DXM psychosis is Unreal
      I woke up in the hospital in arm and leg restrains with a bag over my head lol

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 месяца назад

      I understand because my daughter died from it.

    • @SchizoaffectiveMindset
      @SchizoaffectiveMindset Месяц назад

      😢​@@danielvertino8126

    • @SchizoaffectiveMindset
      @SchizoaffectiveMindset Месяц назад

      ​@@danielvertino8126Sir this is Cory Modzeleski the person who made this video. I am wondering if I can please talk to you? I can be reached by E-mail at schizoaffectivemindset@gmail.com or social media, Cory Modzeleski on Facebook or @schizoaffectivemindset on Instagram.

  • @harrisongerdes7250
    @harrisongerdes7250 Год назад +6

    If you're still around I'm rooting for you. DXM is like a splinter.

  • @teocunningham1278
    @teocunningham1278 2 года назад +10

    Fuck man I’m a poly addict. Main thing is fentanyl and whenever I go to treatment and they take us to the store I’ll steal 5-6boxes of triple cs or 5-6 bottles of delsym and do the water separation method which leaves a longer high and no chugging gross syrup. Anyways I get it man when I bring up my dxm addiction in groups sometimes people laugh bc they’re like “it’s just cough syrup.” Dxm has gotten me more high than anything on the planet and I’ve tried literally everything. Yes including 5meo dmt with a shaman. Dxm shits on it, going back to me being at treatment, whenever I go I end up using dxm basically the entire time, which leads back to Xanax and fentanyl. Fentanyl is physically the worst withdrawal, but mentally dxm is the worst, even worse than over 20mg of Xanax a day. Nothing is fun, and the days go by super slow, and all I can think about is dxm makes everything more interesting and gets me out of my headspace so I don’t have to think about all the trauma I’ve caused to people I love. Hope ur doing at least a little better now I’m currently 8 days clean off of everything.

    • @colehaaks302
      @colehaaks302 2 года назад +2

      Hope you’re doing well ❤️

    • @Crimbtw
      @Crimbtw 2 года назад +1

      Thats sucks, I’ll just ration mine then. Like once every so often

    • @carloshernandez-zy9iw
      @carloshernandez-zy9iw 2 года назад +2

      I'm proud of you brother and I love you no homo. Keep it up 💯

  • @stripmakah215610
    @stripmakah215610 2 года назад +9

    Im more then 10yrs in . I’m afraid even if I stop imma die! Please don’t do this drug

  • @sparky-x9b
    @sparky-x9b Год назад +4

    dxm ruined everything when i was addicted, i lost friends, family didnt really like me, i almost lost my girlfriend who im still dating to this day, i was mentally abusive, i was losing my mind, i was addicted for a year and im 3 months sober, it feels like the best high ive ever felt, better than weed, alcohol, opioids, anything (besides psychedelics which i didnt try yet at the time), i got sober with the help of lsd and psilocybin, and now im just waiting for withdrawals to end which according to my therapist it should be next year. its fucked up, dont do this bullshit, its addictive, my girlfriend was also mildly addicted, everytime id steal coricidin id get a box for her too, but we went through a box in 2 days max. 10-16 pills everyday for a year

  • @riotgamerz1605
    @riotgamerz1605 Год назад +3

    I also went into treatment for 5 months due to DXM. Currently 5 months and 20 days clean. It’s not easy but it’s possible!

  • @therecoverysocietypodcast
    @therecoverysocietypodcast 3 года назад +4

    Glad you are getting the help that you need. Addiction is tough. Just don’t give up! 🤗

  • @Fender420
    @Fender420 11 месяцев назад +3

    DXM withdrawal is like ssri withdrawal (antidepressants)

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 месяца назад

      Thank you for that comparrisson. I can relate to that !

  • @aedantapia4795
    @aedantapia4795 2 года назад +7

    Hey my man; I’m going on 2 months clean now after daily use for the last 8 months and on and off use for the last 5 years; I’m doing really well man. My memory has come back and all my withdrawals physical and mental are gone. Recovery is possible man. One thing that has helped me a lot is discussing with fellow addicts and the such about the cause(s) of the addiction. U can do this man. I believe

  • @evewrubel3000
    @evewrubel3000 Год назад +3

    Also have a dXM addiction
    Triple c is my drug of choice
    It’s so hard to stay away from
    Even after the worst psychosis I still come back
    Been using for about 10 years
    I’ll send prayers

  • @SchizoaffectiveMindset
    @SchizoaffectiveMindset Месяц назад +1

    Guys this is Cory 2 years later, im doing good, I'm clean. I've been free of all drugs for 15 months, it took time in jail, rehab, and mental health court to accomplish this. Thank you all so much for watching my content and all the support. God Bless.

  • @determiner212
    @determiner212 2 месяца назад +1

    I use antipsychotic with dxm so i dont hallucinate but feel the sedation no withdrawal effects i drank almost 100 bottles of dxm but at last once at night for few seconds my breathing stopped so i m stopping it.

  • @fezznaren1549
    @fezznaren1549 Год назад +5

    I honestly hope the best for you man.

  • @Zane_Holland
    @Zane_Holland Год назад +3

    I struggle with DXM addiction as well. Are you clean?

  • @nathanjs4207
    @nathanjs4207 2 года назад +8

    I've been struggling with the same exact thing. DXM is addicting for me, I'm glad you shared about this. How are you doing now? Are you clean?

  • @danadams1427
    @danadams1427 3 года назад +2

    Thank you for your informative videos. I hope you get the treatment you need.

  • @Mannie455g
    @Mannie455g 3 года назад +5

    I've never heard about DXM, but thank you for informing me. I hope you'll stay off it. All the best my brother.

  • @Desklamp22
    @Desklamp22 2 года назад +4

    Watched the entire video, good insight

  • @jacehendrix3194
    @jacehendrix3194 3 года назад +6

    I only paid for my dxm twice or 3 times in a 7 year addiction. I used it pretty often too..

    • @corymodzeleski7191
      @corymodzeleski7191  3 года назад +3

      Yikes! So sorry friend.

    • @jacehendrix3194
      @jacehendrix3194 Год назад +1

      @@corymodzeleski7191 at least I was saving money. It would have added up to thousands and thousands of dollars

    • @trainwreck3587
      @trainwreck3587 4 месяца назад +1

      @@jacehendrix3194yeah I never pay for it I just put a couple boxes of triple c’s and some Delsym in my pocket

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 месяца назад

      Irresponsible state legislation and enforcement are a huge part of the problem!

  • @johnwoodland690
    @johnwoodland690 2 года назад +5

    Like dxm did me good and for some reason I get toxic poisonous effects from it instead of feel good like now I shake uncontrollably so I stopped it and I wonder of anyone had the same problem.

    • @purpleorangejuce4110
      @purpleorangejuce4110 2 года назад +3

      I have also been shaking in my experience with it

    • @johnwoodland690
      @johnwoodland690 2 года назад

      @@purpleorangejuce4110 Your name though lol so random but thank god like it use to make me feel really good but it turned into Satan on me lol it now feels so gross.

    • @johnwoodland690
      @johnwoodland690 2 года назад

      @@purpleorangejuce4110 Respect to you though g.

    • @johnwoodland690
      @johnwoodland690 2 года назад

      @@purpleorangejuce4110 name looks familiar like someone on instagram which is weird.

    • @purpleorangejuce4110
      @purpleorangejuce4110 2 года назад +1

      @@johnwoodland690 maybe we have seen each other before🧐

  • @Lex-tb1wd
    @Lex-tb1wd 2 года назад +4

    I went through dxm addiction last year and I’m still feeling the long term affects from it. It ruined my life. The withdrawal was the worst month of my life. I am seeing this 3 months after you posted it but I really hope you’ve stopped.

    • @braydon7538
      @braydon7538 3 месяца назад

      What are the long term and withdrawal effects i am planing on quiting soon

  • @godhimself9367
    @godhimself9367 2 года назад +2

    Im 51 days clean now. I feel like using dxm a lot right now its still possible to get clean and I wont give up on my goal and I hope you find your path to long term sobriety too. We are not in this alone and we can make it there is always hope and we do recover

  • @NoelleMar
    @NoelleMar 3 года назад +2

    Damn!! It sounds as though things have been really stressful lately. The job stuff, the relapse, the more dangerous drugs. I think for me what’s hard is it can be a cycle where I get mad at myself and disappointed with everything, especially thwarted expectations, and then it’s even easier for me to turn to whatever has been addictive even if harmful. Argh. Going off things literally feels like torture lol. I’m glad you have a supportive therapist / case worker. Is there any way you can do something less dangerous in the meantime? I hope by now though you’ve already found a place. (I’m writing this a week after you posted.)

  • @David-us3xg
    @David-us3xg 10 месяцев назад +1

    Watched the entire video. I hope you are doing well. ❤

  • @kcdavis3812
    @kcdavis3812 3 года назад +1

    That sucks that treatment is so far away. But maybe it's a plus being away from family/personal distractions. How long will treatment be for? I hear Henry Ford hospital has a good program. I wish you the best.

    • @corymodzeleski7191
      @corymodzeleski7191  3 года назад +1

      Hey KC I'm not quite sure yet but I will keep you updated.

  • @CoryCacioppo
    @CoryCacioppo 2 года назад +1

    i keep doing triple cs cuz they are soo cheap

    • @trainwreck3587
      @trainwreck3587 4 месяца назад +3

      Don’t think that’s the best choice

  • @demarcuswilliams548
    @demarcuswilliams548 2 месяца назад +1

    Lol how do you even get addicterd to it. It's fun but I've never had a compulsion to do it over and over.

  • @williambruce6099
    @williambruce6099 Год назад +1

    I sadly have been over using dxm for about 7 years now. Ever since I was 16 I tried it and loved it. Thank God for Robocough now so I don't have to pop those huge horse pills. I also drink heavily too. I'm really worried about my liver. It's starting to feel weird. I dose about 3-4 times a week. It mellows me out at this point. I don't trip or anything now. My tolerance is very high. I tried to stop but I start to go through psychosis and get really irritable and anxious. Ugh. I don't miss the triple c days.

    • @fezznaren1549
      @fezznaren1549 Год назад +2

      I’m 15 years old and dealing with DXM addiction do you have any advice that you think might help me?

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 месяца назад +1

      Are you still with us? I lost my daughter from DXM

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 месяца назад +1

      @@fezznaren1549 please stop, if you have not already. I hope you're still here!