Crystal Meth Addiction, relationship breakdown and exploring Christianity.
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- Опубликовано: 18 сен 2024
- So I started recording this as I was trying to make sense of and document the whirlwind of thoughts going around my head. It began with my reasons for 'investigating' and researching just about everything in my life, but definitely partners, before ultimately I find my way back to self and start looking inwards at what it is I AM doing wrong. However, being (openly) addicted to Crystal Meth I managed to waffle and ramble on for an hour. So if you really are that bored then feel free to watch LOL! I cover topics of crystal meth addiction, the breakdown off my relationship b and my journey of exploring faith.
Please do feel free to add your thoughts and comments below. Especially if I present with obvious psychological issues. LOL!
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Awesome hehe keep going Emma!!
you got this!
Love your seeking spirit. Life is hard and understanding God is hard (or any other person). God bless you
Thank you so much. This was such a long time ago. I'm 18 months clean now, walking with God, preaching a little, teaching a little, learning a LOT! Baptised too. I love the Lord Jesus xx
My two cents (not that it means anything) but the last thing you should be harbouring when trying to get clean is a volatile or unstable personal relationship. People coming off addiction need stability in as many aces as possible. If you done self maintenance like you say you do, you should know this. You are playing with fire that could set ablaze not only your life but your childrens...... I hate saying that but dont you think there is to much at stake to be messing around in somthing that could explode at a time when you and your dependents need it lest?
I am truly sorry if this offends you, because you can sense your a really good person but ...... C'mon your a growen women and its not just your life at stake. Be aware, addiction can make people selfish bastards.
You were absolutely right. That’s exactly what I went through x
All other versions of the Bible have ben changed an so they will contradict
As well i must tell you that the only bible you can trust is the old King James Version
Im pray to Jesus that he would save and heal you
Please pray that jesus would reveal the truth to you through his word and please do research on the old King James Bible and that it is the only true version
Are you actually clean ? U should stop making videos untill u have 30 days clean... then 45 .....then 60 then 90 then never look back . Otherwise it’s just tweak ramblings and people won’t take it seriously. Go to treatment . U cry in one video then giggle about relapsing in the next . Your not a victim . I’m three years off dope . My dad died on my last day of treatment I’m still off it to this day . Having a guy u smoke meth with then have sex with isn’t in your best interest . That’s not a relationship that’s an emotional dependency, hookup , drug partner .Rethink everything . Or the cycle continues. End of story . Your feeling sorry for yourself .