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- Опубликовано: 30 сен 2024
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What were you listening to?
I had 4 babies (all back labor, 9+ lbs., all natural) and l never had that mushy gushy “I’m in love” moment as soon as they were born. I was too exhausted to appreciate what just happened. It took months, maybe a year to get over the trauma of my first birth and really love my baby. He’s 39 now and I kinda like him.
😂🙌
Got damn.
I appreciate this so much. You sound like my mom, who I know loves me endlessly…but she just kind of likes me 😂😂 but I mostly appreciate the honestly with the exhaustion and not having an immediate love. Birth is a lot. Hormones are a lot.
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Lol that last bit cracked me up 🤣 you sound like my granny when she told me she's glad I had an epidural to make up for generations of women in our family who didn't have that option 🤣 we both had sunny side up babies with back labor. She had 3 kids, I'm on #2 😅
This was the first video I have watched of yours and I was literally laughing out loud! 😂 You are hilarious. *subscribed*
hahah amazing!!! Welcome, but really I'm stoked you liked it!
Definitely agree, my first video I watched of hers and I just had to sub for more 😁
Same!!
SAME, exactly what I was thinking
Med School with Lexi me too! No Seth! I’m transitioning! 😂😂
"No Seth, this is transition" lmboooooooo. Congrats!
bhahahaha I knooooow!
Haha I was literally going to comment this. She’s great
Hahaha I died at that part
At that point, I also busted out laughing!!
Editing? Gold. Bad ass power? Incredible. Humor? priceless. Im a doula, loved your story, way to go mama!
Omg thank you!!! Dude you have the coolest job in the world!
omg yes yes yes on what you said about a fog being lifted after delivering. I think I had my eyes closed from like 6cm until delivery and suddenly after he was born I was like dang I didn't even know the room looked like this 😂
Right!!
Im so happy you said it can take a while to feel that connection with your baby. For a month I thought something was wrong with me because I didnt feel this beautiful bond everyone talks about right after delivery. I wish someone told me it was normal and I wasnt an awful mom for it... I spent over a month crying, starring at my daughter thinking I wasnt meant to be a mom.. 1 year later and we are best friends and shes my world. IT IS NORMAL. IT IS OKAY.
Omg I agree!!!! Idk why more people don’t talk about it!!
I was listening to a worship song during transition and I flipped my midwife off 😂😂
omg bahahah a
me to a t 😂
That’s hilarious!
I am laughing SO hard 😂
Hahaha!
I am 34 weeks and have listened to a lot of birth stories. This is hands down the one I resonate with the most. Sounds like we are right on par with how we want/wanted it to go. Hoping with all my heart that I have a similar experience to you! Also ‘No Seth, this is transition’ - I’ve never laughed or gone back and watched a part of any birth story before. You have made my day 😂 👏🏼 I feel like I can do this because of you 👍🏽
Stop that actually makes me emotional!!!!! Girl you can do this, you were made for this! Let your body do its thing! Sending you all the calm and positive labor vibes! Also dm me on IG when you have your baby and let me know!
I'm 14 weeks, I'm so nervous 😬
By the time I'm commenting your little baby is here hope you and he or she is okay! X
You are so sweet, thank you! She arrived just over two weeks ago 🥰 Xx
@@Gibbbsey ah congratulations! X
I said “Never again” right after I birthed my first son. Now I’m once again pregnant with my 2nd one. 🙃 Oh how you forget...
Hahaha 🙌🙌 I think we’re designed to forget!
OMG I did the same... I'm pregnant with #3...
Same here after every delivery. Now I’m pregnant with baby #5! 🤣
😂😂😂😂 This was so great!
“I can’t even twerk like this if I try” I’m crying 😭😭😭😭😭
I’m 3 weeks away from having my first baby, and tell me why this is the best L&D video I’ve ever seen, you got me sobbing and laughing all at the same time 😂❤
When I had my twins (where I live you automatically deliver multiples in the OR) they had me lay flat on my back, my legs in large stirrups that were the length of my legs, strapped my legs in and told me to grab my thighs like I'm doing a crunch and push. I was like wtf I didn't do crunches before I got pregnant how am I gonna do a crunch now? GTFOH.
Hahahaha you’re hilarious!!!!
It's so cool because everything you were asking for, delayed cord clamping, skin to skin, delayed body washing, etc., are standard practice for my hospital! The labor and delivery liaison said that if hospitals are following scientific research then they should be doing everything that way too. I'm so excited to be giving birth again, so I'm really enjoying hearing people's birthing stories!
That is GREAT!!
I don’t recognize you but I know you’re mine was exactly how I felt for weeks, maybe months... it’s like having to make a new friend but also feeling that intense responsibility to keep that new friend safe and healthy.
Same here
Protective. I felt intensely protective right from the start, the lovey dovey feeling didn't come for a few more weeks
I am 39 weeks 2 days and this story was the exact one I needed to hear!! I love that you said you were open to an epidural if you needed it to progress but wasn't your first choice and you never felt like you needed one. I am holding on to that tightly! :)
hands down this is the BEST L&D story telling I've heard. I loved your delivery, pun intended!
Currently binge-watching all your videos related to pregnancy and birth as I'm pregnant with my first and I'm enjoying it so much 😂 You are the perfect blend of "hippie granola" and down-to-earth with a sense of humor. It actually makes me more excited about this journey haha!
This was one of the best birthing videos I’ve seen and I’ve seen a bunch. Just love seeing mom’s giving life to a human. My 2nd child was born from start of the first contraction to his first breath in less than 4 hours. Kept saying “I can’t believe I have a baby” over and over again. Like I didn’t know before he was born. 😂 Enjoy every moment. It goes fast! ❤️
Omg,me too. 3hours and 45 minutes! Felt like I was going mad! Nurses kept asking me if it was my first birth because the Labour was going too fast.
This was the most honest, candid birthing story I've watch so far. Thanks for sharing!
How your contractions started was exactly how my entire labor went. I didn’t feel any Braxton Hicks and I didn’t feel any contractions. I didn’t even feel anything until I was 8cm and even at that point it was only pressure. I only felt pressure the entire time. My shaking didn’t start until my baby was already out.
Whaaaaaaat 🤯🤯🤯
Best delivery Story I’ve heard in 50 years!!!!! Listening to you tell about your delivery was better than watching a video! And it’s real, down to earth true.
I know I’m late but, congratulations.
Haha yay!!! I’m so glad you liked it!!!
Thank you ❤️❤️
Omg! I need you in my life! I laughed, I cried! I understood, I empathized! New Subby!!!!!!! Love you! Congrats!!!!!!!! Kinda like when you pee in the pool... when you were little! Lol
You are the best. I love how real you are about it all. You are so right about people not saying anything about it if glossing it all over. Even my closest friends. 🤨😕😆 I WANNA KNOW!! Lol
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
It makes me so happy to see people talking shamelessly about not having that instant connection to baby. I remember being pregnant with my daughter and talking to her the whole time she was in my belly and feeling so connected. And then she came out and I was like who the hell are you 😂 of course the connection came. 2.5 years in and it's still developing more and more every day 💖
The shaking part "No, it's transition". The "You have to. -I can't. -It's for your baby. -Ok 😬". 😅😅. Thank you for this testimony. 😄
You explaining Seth before going to the hospital is a perfect picture of all men. Just take their grand old freaking time in serious situations. Maybe it's a coping mechanism? Or maybe they cannot genetically pass that trait. Either way, it drives me insane!
I rarely comment on videos. I’m 7 months pregnant with first baby dreading labor and you just gave me so much PEACE❤️❤️❤️. I just laughed, smiled, and relaxed. Thanks girl 😆😘
Good!!! Read ina mays guide to child birth and skip to the second half! It will give you more peace ❤️❤️
“There are 5 people in the room.?” LOL!! Going into another realm during a birth is unbelievable!
I like your type of humor: similar to mine. Great informative video by the way, being 22weeks in. I got the app thanks to you(& thanks for showing us which one you use)!
Thank you for sharing - loved hearing your story :) I'm due to have my first (a boy) in November and I feel like we have very similar values and want the same things for our pregnancy/birth, so it's comforting to see your story. Glad to hear that everything went well! Would definitely love to see more videos on hypnobirthing and any other techniques and tips you have for l&d. Congratulations to you and Seth!
AHHH congrats!!!!
I wrote a blog all about it Labor and Delivery prep but don't judge the writing... this is why I do videos! haha! living.blog/2020/08/04/labor-delivery-prep/
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@@heyshayla Thank you :) I will check it out now!
Yassss 🙌 finally a down to earth, detailed AND positive natural birth story, thanks so much for sharing. I’m due in 5 days and I always wonder why woman can’t go into details with their birth. I’m always like, wellll, what happened?! This is my 2nd baby and I’m hoping to not use epidural this time, wish me luck. Thank you mama!
Right?! What happened in there!!! 😂😂
You’ve got this!!! Relax relax relax let your body and baby do it’s thing.
Someone recently told me they “breathed baby down” instead of intense pushing and said sometimes she even didn’t feel like pushing and that allowed the baby to reposition a bit! 🤯
Oh my gooood I can’t wait. My baby girl is due in December. 😭 I’m so excited to experience labor and birth and hold my little bean!
Giiiirl!!! I loved everything about this... and I am not a mom. It is still incredibly mind blowing to me - even working in medicine - that you GROW a HUMAN!!! 🤯 And your little one happens to be the most beautiful. 😍
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This is such a good story I’m actually laughing bcz your partner Seth sounds like mine!
Leaving for snacks at the most important time! Always thinking of his belly! 🤣🤣
So true about the feeling of constipation- before I knew I was at a 10 and ready to push, I begged for a bedpan and tried apologizing for needing to pee or poop on their bed.....nope, that was a baby coming out 🤦🏻♀️
Hahahaha!!!
I would love to see a video on “dos and don’t s” such as vaccinations, tests, birth plan, etc.
Thank you for this!!
This video is so real, and I love it! I gave birth 5 weeks ago, and you hit on all the thoughts I had, which is so nice to hear from someone else. So many feels for "right after birth I don't think I can do this again. 3 months later, yeah! I can!"
I've just discovered your channel and I LOVE your personality. "... you're 6cm so you'll be staying. Of COURSE I WILL BE STAYING." Hahahahaha right!
Not only was this kinda relieving for me but also hilarious. I'm 21, almost 22 weeks and labor and child birth have been so mortifying to think about but this made me feel better lol
First video of yours I've watched and now I've subbed. This weirdly took ALL my worries away. Thank you so much! You're a godsend
Amazing!!!
Man you're so relatable. I feel like I'm listening to someone I've known forever! Thanks for sharing your story!
This video just cracked me up. I love your storytelling.
you Crack me up ,we would so be friends 😂😂 thank you fpr your humor . Bout to have my 2nd little dude, going the natural route hopefully this time and so excited!!!
Normally I despise when people sit and talk about their births cuz its boring but this was GOLD. Thank you 😁
Hahahaha Im glad you liked it!
Gosh I love you and your story telling! I am currently 39+2 and want this baby OUT 😄 doing all the things... and will try Hypnobirthing too!
Congrats again on your baby girl ❤️
Thank you!! And a CONGRATS!!!! You’re SO CLOSE!
My experience was so similar! Especially the moment when she was born and i really got to meet her.. i expected her to be familiar, but she was not.. i started feeling a true connection and love the moment she started to intentionally smile at me.. before i thought she would not mind if it was me or a nurse taking care of her..
YES!!!!! Me too!!!! The intentional smiles!!!
Living On A One Way Thanks for talking about this so frankly! I do that too in my circle of friends, because I thought if inever have one friend who felt the same, at least she would know she’s not alone. You are doing us all a huge service with your platform! Much love from Canada! I subscribed after this video! ☺️
Each labor is different, my labor was not bad until I was 8cm first pregnancy. Second pregnancy I was 1cm and 70% effaced for 5 weeks… contractions were like horrible period cramps with nausea for weeks… horrible 😅
thanks for this so laid back story telling! Also the honesty about delayed bonding! Can totally relate! She's a cutie!
2:28 had me dying. All I saw was a red blob moving out your window
Thank you so much for these videos! It’s so reassuring to hear these things. Especially that not everyone feels the immediate bond with their babies.
I AM LAUGHING SO HARD OMG!!! 🤣 Thank you for sharing this in such an entertaining manner, I can't wait for my labor now. I know it's gonna be hard but the more videos of women describing their experience I see the less scary it gets - dare I say.... I am kinda sorta looking forward to it now???
13:05 😂 Oh my gosh, SAME!!! Except I wasn’t fine three months later; it stayed with me. I’m now due with our second two years later and it’s fine 😁👍🏻
I just stumbled across your channel and I'm laughing so hard I'm crying. I felt every single bit of this down to the tip toes of my soul. Im currently 31 weeks with #4 and I can relate to all of this.
Congratulations and baby is beautiful!
Haha amazing!! 31 weeks?! Gaaaah so exciting!
Thank you so much for this! Its such a nice change from all the fear filled or toxic positivity stories!
Uhhhhggg!!! I hate that they made you get out of the tub!!! This is why if you have a normal, low risk pregnancy they should allow you to labor the way you want!
I don’t believe hospitals are the right place for labor (if you’re low risk) hospitals are for sick people. Pregnant women aren’t sick. The staff “says” they’ll give you informed consent and allow you to choose what you want but they don’t!
They’re very pushy if you don’t want something that they believe you “need” like erythromycin or vitamin k.
I dunno. I’m biased and traumatized from my 1st labor.
My first birth was unusual: it was a free birth (unassisted home birth) in an Air bnb in Montana. My SIL was a lay midwife and attended 40 births at the time. We had a Doppler to monitor our baby, my MIL was in charge of documentation of the “chart” and the property manager of the home we rented (they all knew our plans and they were very excited) his partner was a ER nurse whom offered to help during the labor at any time!
We had to transfer after 23 hours of labor (the experience was amazing. I was fully in control and and I was handling the pain extremely well. When I was in transition we felt something was off because I was in that stage for a while) because when I was pushing, my son’s butt was coming out! He was breech!
So we went to plan B, called the hospital to let them know and drove the 4 minutes to the hospital while my body is pushing- I had the Fetal Ejection Response- I couldn’t control my body!
They put me in a wheelchair -which I was squatting on- checked me and said: yep! Your baby is breech!
They wheeled me into the room, put me in the bed, onto my back, whilst they put an IV in my arm (I told them no pitocin) trying to hook up the fetal monitor while talking about a possible C section!!
Uh, my sons butt is crowning!
They keep telling me not to push! I couldn’t control it and there was no medical reason for me not too!
They asked if my waters were clear after my water broke- it was but they didn’t believe me.
We had checked my sons heart rate 20 minutes before arriving to the hospital with the Doppler - he was fine! Everything was written down in the chart but they wouldn’t read it!
They told me my son was in distress and could be dying- he wasn’t and they couldn’t hook up the monitor so they had no basis to make such a claim!
So I was in the bed on my back when they decided they wouldn’t wait for my body to push, 4 of them put their fingers inside my vagina and stretched while 1 other grabbed my sons hips and pulled him out! They gave me a 3rd degree tear -3rd degree is bad! It involves the muscle tissue. This all happened within 5 minutes after getting into the hospital room!
My son came out with his eyes open and immediately crying! We told them to delay cutting the cord and immediately put him on my chest- they immediately cut his cord and brought him to the warming table - believing he was in distress but he wasn’t - his Apgar was a 9!!!!
When I told them no eye ointment they argued. When I said no hep B they argued! Vitamin K they argued with me!! Everything!
They punished me because I was having a free birth - as if women weren’t having Bavaria since the dawn of time! As if we weren’t built to birth and I hadn’t taken every single precaution and we weren’t monitoring myself and my son!
We had everything a midwife would have provided -we even had an emergency room nurse with a kit ready but no one had experience with a breech birth. So we decided the hospital would be more experienced- they weren’t! They were fearful and had little experience with a natural breech delivery. So they put their fears into us!
They could have seriously injured my son by just pulling him out!
He’s now 4 and healthy and amazing! We’re finally pregnant with baby #2 due in March and we’re going to a birth center.
A women should give birth where she feels safe. Too many women die in the US at hospitals from preventable complications. I wish we would normalize home births and birth centers for women who are healthy and low risk.
To see that beautiful baby girl in th end..smile..laugh is what mkaes it worth .. th.. martyrdom journey...geee ✨✨✨ havnt got kids but l admire all women that ever gave birth... beyond th wildest dreams..
Brave women
Omg the comment after you delivered, oh there are people around 😂 after I delivered I was also like, oh hi nurse and midwife, Im sorry, now i can see you 😂 something silly like that. Also I looked at my son and thought: omg I delivered myself, this is me😂 man, giving birth is such a trip.
Wow your hospital had a tub? I don’t think they have that by us
Yeah I made sure!
Making a birthing mother wear a useless pointless cloth mask, when she needs all the oxygen she can get... positive my foot
I had my babies 35 plus yrs ago and this is probably the most honest birth story I’ve heard. Thank you for sharing. 😊
Thank you!
Yeah, our men don’t get the urgency part. My Danny always takes too long to leave for anything and we’re always late 😂
We’re due March 9 so around 37 weeks I’m making sure he packs a birth center bag with anything he might need! Otherwise he’ll be doing it right before it’s time to go!
Posterior labour often starts on and off for days, my first was on and off for 5 days. Its very normal to go into another world trance like state during labour, especially when its getting serious. I had my 2nd baby in the bath but i had to sign a form ahead and planned to do it. U forget so quickly how hard it is, why we go back for more!
My wife and I were 5:35 into this video 2 weeks ago and her waters broke. I came back to watch the rest of the video holding our little girl Meadow ❤
Great video. I’m not giving my husband a gift. It should be the husband that gives the wife a gift.
Omg omg... I too fell asleep between contractions. I too went into a diffrent place during the entire birth..completely on the zone!
I also delivered unmedicated in a hospital using hypnobirthing techniques, it was so helpful! I remember telling the nurse to check me after transition and she was amazed I was fully dilated! I joked around between pushing if the anesthesiologist was there yet to give me my epidural haha. The nurse was hilarious, went along with it.
Hahahah I love this
I remember looking at my daughter and thinking, I know you but you look like a stranger lol. Such a weird moment!
Thank you to share your story and items I will get some of that Mama Chia Squeeze and the app to track contractions. You are so funny.
The way u narrated it and trying to stay calm while husband forgets ice coffee 😂😂😂
This is so helpful and also making me laugh out loud - I appreciate the storytelling so much
This is so refreshing!! Childbirth is a beautiful natural process and, in my opinion, it has been made so “medical” I love that you went inside yourself, focused so hard, and delivered your baby! Beautiful!!
I love this video. I wish you lived down the street so we were besties. Your so funny. Thanks for sharing.
Ok I was wondering if it’s ok to wear headphones during labor bc I feel like it would be like working out and why would you want silence like
When I was pregnant and in labor with my first son, I told my husband we need to leave for the hospital right now. He says “okay let me make some eggs and do the dishes first.” And that’s what he did 😂 it was great and worked out well. Was 7cm by the time we got there and had a natural healthy baby
Omgggg lol
You are so funny!!! Hahaha you really are so amazing. I loved hearing your story!
With my first my mom was in the room and I said oh fuck, and my mom was like hey now no cursing. And I was like mom stuff now is the time to curse
This video was golden ⭐️ you’re a gem 💎🤣🤣🤣 Thanks for sharing your story!
I'm 10,000% with the women who said "a baby." WHO is TEARING OPEN THEIR BODY HERE!?
This is probably the most relatable birth story I’ve watched, thank you! I’m 36 wks and getting geared up for labor. STM and I’m freaking out bc I know what it was like so I know how much it hurts but I loved hearing your husband snack and coffee stories bc honestly thats gonna be my husband. Every birth story I’ve watched husband is like 150% ready to go and I’m like umm my husband is gonna be like babe I’m hungry LOL
Oh man this is the exact labor and delivery story as mine. Pretty much my thoughts and experiences put into words. Love it! Congrats.
Omg birth goals! Thank you for this wonderful story.
Congrats! She's beautiful. Love how you told your story. Great editing. Super funny ( "I forgot the ice coffee ." - the face ) and so much info. This is by far my favorite birthing story ever.Thanks for sharing.
Omg thank you so much!! I’m glad you liked it!! Haha
I had epidural in my first and doing second as I was happy smiling and no pain at all so made me want a second as my water broke at home normal lol so preg with my second now and have epidural all readyy to tell them in Sept as I had cramps at first baby and felt them and nope
Is so awesome how you describe the birth. Mine was very similar but I live in German and here is possible to have a water birth
Wearing a MASK in LABOR??!! UNBELIEVABLE!!
Your personality is awesome lol. Beautiful testimony!
This. Was. Fantastic. Thank you, you're hilarious.
1. My role during contractions was severely minimized in the making of this video.. it hurts deep down just a little bit.
2. The photo pop-in of you during skin to skin had me dyyiinnggg hahah
3. Love you. You’re doing great.
1. I’m deeply sorry, you know just hearing that it deeply hurt you, hurts me. 2. It’s ridiculous 3. You da best.
When I had my daughter I woke up at 6:30 am with contractions, told my fiancé that there “may” be a baby coming but not to worry about it. I had been having inconsistent contractions for like 3 weeks so I thought that I had plenty of time to birth.
I got up, got my son dressed and his breakfast made and his bag packed. My fiancé ends up getting home at 8:30, calls his mom to pick up our son, and forces me to go to the hospital.
He was freaking out and I’m in the passengers seat like “we don’t need to be going right now, what’s the point of laboring at the hospital when I’m gonna be doing the same thing at home but I’ll be more comfortable at home”. A nurse comes out with a wheel chair and I decline it and tell her to save it for someone who really needs it.
We got to the hospital at 8:49 am, they get me up to my room at 9:10 am, and my baby girl is born at 9:49 am.
I was shook lol.
Omg!!!!!
Omg I laughed so much at the realness of this story😂😂
Lol that was me when my husband wanted a 30 pack of beer and me being in my third trimester. 😂
New baby who dis???
Me: ok. I’ll watch. Welcome back and congrats! 😎
hahahah these are still my favorite comments. Glad youer' back too!
This is the greatest video I’ve watched about labor! You make me feel so calm about the experience!
You're funny and I like the way you told your story 😂❤️
This was the best story. Like talking to a girlfriend in the living room. Great editing!!
I just gave birth to my second son on Aug. 4, 2020..and literally like 5 minutes after he was born I looked at my husband and said, “another?” He laughed and said let’s wait a bit lol
But I understand the feeling of not being connected to baby right away. It happened with my first son. I knew he was mine and I was protective of him but I didn’t feel that “unconditional” love that some mamas feel right when they see their babies. It took me a few months to get to know my first son and fall in love with him.
“No Seth, this is transition.”
I felt like that with 2 of my three babies.
"Ok, I guess your mine and I will take care of you. I do not recognize you, you feel like a stranger that I am inclined to care for. You look nothing like I expected. I did just push you out, I know because I was there..."