I just wanted to take a moment to express my deepest gratitude for the beautiful video of 402. I started watching her last year with her little Nugget, and she’s truly been an inspiration. I loved her so much, and seeing her this year, getting so fat and doing so well, brought me so much joy. I still can’t believe she went out like that- I’m still mad and it hurts -it really hurts my heart. Thank you for sharing her story and for keeping her legacy alive through these videos. It means the world to me. My poem to 402: 402 on the lip : Yet your strength and your courage, Will remain at the Falls, where the river’s tide, And in every bear who takes up your place, I’ll see you, dear 402, in their eyes, in their grace.
Beautiful! I'm heartbroken too. I'm in love with Nugget too. I will miss my dear Ms. Brooke. I try to block her ending and think that she died peacefully in her favorite spot while hibernating.
As one of God's creatures, she was special. She gave birth to a fan favorite; 503. She did not raise him, Holly (435) did. Holly rescued him and taught him to be good and gentle. Brooke had a lot of babies, but had a poor record of raising them. I cannot say why, there are many opinions though. I'm sorry she's gone, but there are others who are also gone and truly missed...
@@ladyanitaadkins8855 Please tell us about them when you have the chance to. I have heard of the great and beloved bear Otis - able to quaff 42 salmon in one day. But surely there are other legendary tales of these legendary bears. There are several things that enchant me. They are innocent and ferocious. Not many animals in North America can make that claim.
As a biologist i get that animals die... so I was surprised at the emotions i felt watching the tribute to 402. What a hard yet wonderful bear life she led. ❤ thank you so much for this beautiful tribute to an ordinary yet also extraordinary bear. RIP 402
Not much left to say that hasn't been stated so well in these few early comments except to reiterate that it's clear you put much thought and a whole lot of love into this beautiful chronicle of the life of 402. Feelings are still raw yet you managed to so exquisitely put together a fully heartfelt tribute so worthy of her exemplary long bear life including a factually true yet soft 9/30 account that was far overshadowed by her many successful years pictured and narrated so well. Even threw in some perfectly placed moments of levity in just the right dose that brought smiles while keeping with her story. Thank you for this beautiful video.
One of the most beautiful tributes I have seen to our amazing 402. I cried, I smiled, I weeped for her lost cubs and I celebrated her resilience. This video brought out all the emotions. I also learned a few things about 402 that I hadn't known before. Thank you so much. 402 is forever in our hearts and will forever be part of Katmai. RIP 402 ❤
Deanna, Thank you for this Beautifully edited and Heartfelt Tribute to 402. Many of us are still mourning the loss so I appreciate the time and effort you put into this! It's Absolutely Perfect!!❤ She was Majestic with her fall weight & Luscious coat!! A Boar Favorite for sure! The image of her and Hedgie last fall sitting together on KRV with the wind blowing their coats is still one of my favs! My most favorite thing to reflect on is the joy she brought us Bearheads with her kicks and paws poping up out of the water as she would dive for Salmon 🐾💦🐟😍. She had a full weekend of diving caught on camera that gave me the chuckles prior to her attack. Again, Thank You & Well Done!! 🙏🏼💗🐻 Farewell 402, Forever she will be a part of Katmai history and in the hearts of those that loved her 🕊️ I'm still holding out hope that Hedgie will appear in the near future to bring us a little peace from this horrible tragedy 🙏🏼
Just tears for our beautiful 402. Definitely gone too soon. I will never forget the joy I felt watching her on the cams. I will miss her and remember her for as long as I walk this earth.
Dear 402 has crossed the rainbow bridge 🌈 and is with her ancestors and those we've lost at Brooks River. Lovely tribute to such a great, lovely bear. I miss her so much it still hurts. 😢 Rest in paradise dear 402. ❣️
Thank you for Being part of our lives Bear #402 , you may not be here physically but you are in spirit and through your beautiful Offspring and the cubs from them,, Your memory Just like Little 128 Grazers cub will stay with me For ever you Both are missed but not forgotten ,RIP Mama.
Ty for this beautiful tribute..I didn't realize she lived to be about 26..she was beautiful for her age.. hope hedgie is ok and will return..I miss them both.
Thank you for this beautiful, heartfelt and poignant tribute to 402. What an amazing big, beautiful bear who has such a legacy at Katmai/Brooks Falls through her offspring and descendants. I am so sad for the tragic loss of this precious Mama Bear 402. I will remember her lip fishing, relaxing on the spit and diving for fish. 😢🐻❤️
As I watched this video I wondered what 402 would say to you thank you for your story of my life thank you for sharing and caring thank you for all the memories but most of all thank you for being you a person with a compassion for me i will never forget you thank you 402
Beautiful Sow and never looked her age right to the very end 🐻❤ 🥰. Not a scar to be seen 🙏🤎✨. Thank you for this Extraordinary History of a Magnificent Bear 👏🐻🥰
Thank you Deanna for the history of 402, it appears she had many cubs but either they died,got lost or she emancipated. She lived a long life with tragic end so sad..thank you for doing this it gave me much insight into her life.
This is so very lovely, Deanna. Thank you so much for giving those of us who are latecomers to the joy (and grief) that is Katmai such a wonderful and comprehensive biography of our beloved 402 Brooke. She was one of my entry bears. One of the first I knew by number. I was transfixed by her and Hedgie. Rest in peace in the presence of The Great Bear, dear 402. You are a legend.😊
This is so very beautiful.....thank you for your heart and care in putting this together. Such a very hard and deeply sad loss and we shall miss her so very much. A bear of all bears....bless 402...
Thank you so much for this!! The "Go Away Birds" clip was so wonderful @21:55 I loved 402 and I really didn't realize how hard she fought and how much she endured. What a great dedication to an AMAZING mama bear!! Of everything that happened this season, her death absolutely shocked me the most, and I absolutely just cried for 30 minutes but happy tears were definitely mixed in there.
What a heartfelt & beautiful tribute to a lovely bear. I enjoyed the thoughtful images & video clips you put together. I am new so didn't know 402 but from this timeline of her long life I can tell she was very special. ❤
I never realized how hard their life is till seeing this, what a special momma so hard to think how she died, so sad, may she run in the heavens with her lost cubs and be at peace....she was beautiful..thank you for this..
Thank you for all your work in putting this together. I noticed near the end that 402 was one of the few bears that had white claws. That trait goes way back in Katmai bear history. So any some of her surviving cubs may pass that trait on.
What a beautiful tribute to a very deserving bear a life well lived a woderful legacy left behind and a death she did not deserve may she rest in eternal peace she was so loved i will lean on my faith for things in life i can not understand❤
Thank you for a beautiful tribute to a beautiful bear and my heart is breaking and if there is a bear heaven i pray she is there. Thank you for sharing.
The attack on 402 was a shocking event! So unpredictable and seemingly random will never understand what precipitated this terrible aggression that led to her death....ty for this beautiful video! 💔
As one who wasn't familiar with 🐻 402, you did a wonderful job showcasing her life❣️ I'm so sorry about her passing💔. But her Bloodline lives on & this 🎥 is amazing‼️ You should be proud as you did well by her❣️🐻 Rest in Peace #402, you're already missed🕊️🐾✌️🇺🇸🇨🇱💗
Ty Dianna. She will always be my flooty girl. She taught us so much, even in the end. Bless your soul beautiful, strong mama bear. I will watch your babes n think of you. I won't ever forget you. As tough as you were,you were just as funny!! This was beautiful, ty again Deanna for the hard work done w
Today was the day I could watch it, and you gave such a beautiful gift in creating this video of her. Somehow this bear really became part of my soul. I still sob when I think of how she left us. And there’s part of me that still can’t completely believe she’s gone. I’m glad that she’s loved, remembered and will never be forgotten ❤
Oh my goodness, I cried the whole video, big tears down my face ((((( Thank you for the lovely tribute, Deanna. It summed up her long hard but loving life she had. Such a shame she had to leave this way. Beautiful mama bear she was and is.
What a wonderful tribute. A magnificent bear. I was crying for her at the end. I had hoped her end would've been peaceful. Thank you for posting this. ❤❤❤❤ Do you know how her last cub is doing?
All those beautiful cubs, so many lost, and in the end it almost seemed like she was lonely. I think the interactions between her and her cubs, the lessons she taught, the snuggling they did was so amazing. She did live a long productive life and legacy but she deserved a much better way to go out, old age and pass in her sleep wss how i feel, nature or not, she should of had a peaceful end after all she did for her cubs. RIP Momma bear.
Very well done, thank you! What difficult lives they lead, losing so many of their babies! Why would another bear kill a female? Was it a male that did it? She had no cubs to cause a battle.
She seemed a very sweet bear with a lot of chapters to her book. Is the last spot on this wonderful video , the place she got attacked. What a weird bear to eat her. Such a strange ending for her. RIP 402
It was one of my favourite bears. Why did it happen? The life of the bears is really cruel. It was tragic, and it reminded me that this happens probably all the time in the wild life. We just don't witness it. I will miss 402, and I feel this pain for all animals and living beings that leave this way.
I can only echo the many voices giving thanks here! Though knowing her as I do now, my heart is that much heavier again. So sad to see her interact with 32, knowing that she is now his food cache. Do you think she's fully consumed by now?
She left quite a legacy. What a mother she was. Her death broke my heart. It really did. It will continue to affect me. Just the way she was killed broke me. It's nature but she was needed. Why did 469 take her life we will never know. She did such a good job and will forever be cherished.
I wonder if this place was all she knew ,so dangerous but she stayed, She had bad luck bumping into 469 cause he was different from the bears she knew ,rip beautiful sweet 402
Please drive with caution. If more care had been taken, the life of brown bear Grizzly 399 could have been saved. Avoid causing harm to animals or people accidentally
So terrifying when the 2 cubs went over the falls and she was right there to defend them against potential attack from adult bear. Similar to what happened this year with Grazers cubs. Are the 4 bears shown at the end, all her living grown-up cubs? I think Hedgie is adorable!
I just wanted to take a moment to express my deepest gratitude for the beautiful video of 402. I started watching her last year with her little Nugget, and she’s truly been an inspiration. I loved her so much, and seeing her this year, getting so fat and doing so well, brought me so much joy. I still can’t believe she went out like that- I’m still mad and it hurts -it really hurts my heart. Thank you for sharing her story and for keeping her legacy alive through these videos. It means the world to me.
My poem to 402:
402 on the lip :
Yet your strength and your courage,
Will remain at the Falls, where the river’s tide,
And in every bear who takes up your place,
I’ll see you, dear 402, in their eyes, in their grace.
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Beautiful! I'm heartbroken too. I'm in love with Nugget too. I will miss my dear Ms. Brooke. I try to block her ending and think that she died peacefully in her favorite spot while hibernating.
As one of God's creatures, she was special. She gave birth to a fan favorite; 503. She did not raise him, Holly (435) did. Holly rescued him and taught him to be good and gentle. Brooke had a lot of babies, but had a poor record of raising them. I cannot say why, there are many opinions though.
I'm sorry she's gone, but there are others who are also gone and truly missed...
@@ladyanitaadkins8855 Please tell us about them when you have the chance to. I have heard of the great and beloved bear Otis - able to quaff 42 salmon in one day. But surely there are other legendary tales of these legendary bears. There are several things that enchant me. They are innocent and ferocious. Not many animals in North America can make that claim.
Well said ❤
As a biologist i get that animals die... so I was surprised at the emotions i felt watching the tribute to 402. What a hard yet wonderful bear life she led. ❤ thank you so much for this beautiful tribute to an ordinary yet also extraordinary bear. RIP 402
I'm a biologist too. I think that makes us more vulnerable to sadness because we know how tough it is out there! Nature is tough!
Not much left to say that hasn't been stated so well in these few early comments except to reiterate that it's clear you put much thought and a whole lot of love into this beautiful chronicle of the life of 402. Feelings are still raw yet you managed to so exquisitely put together a fully heartfelt tribute so worthy of her exemplary long bear life including a factually true yet soft 9/30 account that was far overshadowed by her many successful years pictured and narrated so well. Even threw in some perfectly placed moments of levity in just the right dose that brought smiles while keeping with her story. Thank you for this beautiful video.
One of the most beautiful tributes I have seen to our amazing 402. I cried, I smiled, I weeped for her lost cubs and I celebrated her resilience. This video brought out all the emotions. I also learned a few things about 402 that I hadn't known before. Thank you so much. 402 is forever in our hearts and will forever be part of Katmai. RIP 402 ❤
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Thank you got this beautiful video and tribute to an amazing and beautiful mama bear. I cried all over again. 😭😭😭
Deanna, Thank you for this Beautifully edited and Heartfelt Tribute to 402. Many of us are still mourning the loss so I appreciate the time and effort you put into this! It's Absolutely Perfect!!❤ She was Majestic with her fall weight & Luscious coat!! A Boar Favorite for sure! The image of her and Hedgie last fall sitting together on KRV with the wind blowing their coats is still one of my favs! My most favorite thing to reflect on is the joy she brought us Bearheads with her kicks and paws poping up out of the water as she would dive for Salmon 🐾💦🐟😍. She had a full weekend of diving caught on camera that gave me the chuckles prior to her attack. Again, Thank You & Well Done!! 🙏🏼💗🐻 Farewell 402, Forever she will be a part of Katmai history and in the hearts of those that loved her 🕊️ I'm still holding out hope that Hedgie will appear in the near future to bring us a little peace from this horrible tragedy 🙏🏼
Just tears for our beautiful 402. Definitely gone too soon. I will never forget the joy I felt watching her on the cams. I will miss her and remember her for as long as I walk this earth.
It will always hurt but ty for doing this and keeping her memory alive in such a beautiful way. ❤❤❤
Dear 402 has crossed the rainbow bridge 🌈 and is with her ancestors and those we've lost at Brooks River. Lovely tribute to such a great, lovely bear. I miss her so much it still hurts. 😢 Rest in paradise dear 402. ❣️
I love this. Thank-you for this worthy tribute to a great and wonderful bear mother. We will never forget you 402.
This was so beautiful. What a magnificent bear. So many tears watching this video. Thank you so much
Thank you for Being part of our lives Bear #402 , you may not be here physically but you are in spirit and through your beautiful Offspring and the cubs from them,, Your memory Just like Little 128 Grazers cub will stay with me For ever you Both are missed but not forgotten ,RIP Mama.
Ty for this beautiful tribute..I didn't realize she lived to be about 26..she was beautiful for her age.. hope hedgie is ok and will return..I miss them both.
Thank you for this beautiful, heartfelt and poignant tribute to 402. What an amazing big, beautiful bear who has such a legacy at Katmai/Brooks Falls through her offspring and descendants. I am so sad for the tragic loss of this precious Mama Bear 402. I will remember her lip fishing, relaxing on the spit and diving for fish. 😢🐻❤️
I started watching the bear cams in 2016 and fell in love with 402's beautiful cubs 🧸🧸🧸❣❣❣
What a beautiful tribute from 402. I miss her and am still shocked and heartbroken. Rest in peace 402.💔🐻🌈
May her memory live on. She sas a wonderful mama to her babies. She was so brautiful abd majestic. Thank you again for this beautiful video of her.
As I watched this video I wondered what 402 would say to you thank you for your story of my life thank you for sharing and caring thank you for all the memories but most of all thank you for being you a person with a compassion for me i will never forget you thank you 402
Beautiful Sow and never looked her age right to the very end 🐻❤ 🥰. Not a scar to be seen 🙏🤎✨. Thank you for this Extraordinary History of a Magnificent Bear 👏🐻🥰
Thank you Deanna for the history of 402, it appears she had many cubs but either they died,got lost or she emancipated. She lived a long life with tragic end so sad..thank you for doing this it gave me much insight into her life.
This is so very lovely, Deanna. Thank you so much for giving those of us who are latecomers to the joy (and grief) that is Katmai such a wonderful and comprehensive biography of our beloved 402 Brooke. She was one of my entry bears. One of the first I knew by number. I was transfixed by her and Hedgie. Rest in peace in the presence of The Great Bear, dear 402. You are a legend.😊
This is so very beautiful.....thank you for your heart and care in putting this together. Such a very hard and deeply sad loss and we shall miss her so very much. A bear of all bears....bless 402...
Thank you for the beautiful poignant review of this magnificent bears life
My heart breaks watching her. Such a beautiful girl. Thank you for a special tribute to 402. 😔❤💔
Thank you for this beautiful memorial for beautiful Bear 402 🐻❣🐻😢
Danke für die Lebensgeschichte dieser wundevollen Bärin . Sehr tragisch was passiert ist wo sie sich doch einen ruhigen Lebensabend verdient hat. 😢💔
Wow what a legacy that beautiful spirit left. RIP 402 mama bear😢
Thank you so much for your wonderful video of beautiful bear 402.
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Thank you for creating and sharing this amazing bear's life.
Thank you for this beautiful and poignant tribute to bear 402’s long life. 😢🙏🏻🐻🌈
Thank you so much for this!! The "Go Away Birds" clip was so wonderful @21:55 I loved 402 and I really didn't realize how hard she fought and how much she endured. What a great dedication to an AMAZING mama bear!! Of everything that happened this season, her death absolutely shocked me the most, and I absolutely just cried for 30 minutes but happy tears were definitely mixed in there.
Thank you so much for making this video! I will miss her so much! I love you big girl, 402!
What a heartfelt & beautiful tribute to a lovely bear. I enjoyed the thoughtful images & video clips you put together. I am new so didn't know 402 but from this timeline of her long life I can tell she was very special. ❤
Beautiful tribute for a remarkable spirit, thank you for sharing.
I never realized how hard their life is till seeing this, what a special momma so hard to think how she died, so sad, may she run in the heavens with her lost cubs and be at peace....she was beautiful..thank you for this..
Thank you for this tribute. 402 is truly a Brooks Fall legend.
Beautiful! I don’t follow the bears closely but I like watching the videos from time to time. Thank you.
That was a beautiful tribute. Thank you.❤️🐱
This is beautiful. And so nice to have her story in one video. Thank you!
Thank you always hard Sharing is a great gift thank you
Thank you for all your work in putting this together. I noticed near the end that 402 was one of the few bears that had white claws. That trait goes way back in Katmai bear history. So any some of her surviving cubs may pass that trait on.
What a beautiful tribute to a very deserving bear a life well lived a woderful legacy left behind and a death she did not deserve may she rest in eternal peace she was so loved i will lean on my faith for things in life i can not understand❤
Thank you for a beautiful tribute to a beautiful bear and my heart is breaking and if there is a bear heaven i pray she is there. Thank you for sharing.
About the same time for Otis also. I saw Otis in some pics in 1999 or 2000 before he was Otis. I had dial up internet.
I miss Otis.
I always enjoy your videos! Thank you for this beautiful tribute to amazing 402❤❤
Let's not forget beautiful and silly 812 😛! I'm thinking he's hanging out wherever 503 went for a year
I still hold out hope he will return. I didn't include him because we haven't seen him in 3 years
The attack on 402 was a shocking event! So unpredictable and seemingly random will never understand what precipitated this terrible aggression that led to her death....ty for this beautiful video! 💔
p . s. It's sad to lose such a great female & experienced mother bear!
She was beautiful❤ Thank you for putting this together so that her legacy lives on. Such a fantastic mother. We'll miss you Brooke ❤❤
As one who wasn't familiar with 🐻 402, you did a wonderful job showcasing her life❣️ I'm so sorry about her passing💔. But her Bloodline lives on & this 🎥 is amazing‼️ You should be proud as you did well by her❣️🐻 Rest in Peace #402, you're already missed🕊️🐾✌️🇺🇸🇨🇱💗
Beautiful video…brought tears to my eyes 😢😢😢 I’m sorry for the loss of this beautiful creature💔 May she rest in peace ♥️♥️♥️
Love the bear book...
Whata life, incredible footage...
Glued to the screen for the whole story...
Tears for her and a big thank you to you :)
Спасибо за такое чуткое, внимательно отношение и память к этой медведице 402❤️В мире животных жестокие правила. Очень жалко её.
I learned quite a lot from this video, thank you for this heartfelt and very thoughtful tribute to 402, an amazing and super beautiful bear!
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Omg that was so beautiful ❤ thank you 😊
Thank you so much for this tribute...so lovely to see her living with and loving her cubs💔🐻
Thank you so much for the beautiful tribute. She is so missed! Rest in peace 402!
Thank you for the tribute to 402 💔🐻
Ty Dianna. She will always be my flooty girl. She taught us so much, even in the end. Bless your soul beautiful, strong mama bear. I will watch your babes n think of you. I won't ever forget you. As tough as you were,you were just as funny!! This was beautiful, ty again Deanna for the hard work done w
what a amazing world our Lord has made for us ...............
After what happened and how it happened this summer this is a great tribute…a little hard to watch but fantastic! Thanks for this.
Today was the day I could watch it, and you gave such a beautiful gift in creating this video of her.
Somehow this bear really became part of my soul. I still sob when I think of how she left us. And there’s part of me that still can’t completely believe she’s gone.
I’m glad that she’s loved, remembered and will never be forgotten ❤
Oh my goodness, I cried the whole video, big tears down my face ((((( Thank you for the lovely tribute, Deanna. It summed up her long hard but loving life she had. Such a shame she had to leave this way. Beautiful mama bear she was and is.
I love how 403 and Holly shared their children with each other :)
Beautiful tribute to bear 402. Thank you
This is a Beautiful tribute to bear 402! Thank you for sharing!
She was a wonderful mother to her cubs. I shed tears even though I completely understand these are wild animals.
Beautiful and touching tribute. Thank you.
😭 Rest in peace mamma 402 🌈
OMG, this is so beautiful but I am so sad. happy, sad.happy, sad. Thanks for this lovely video of an amazing bear!
What a wonderful tribute. A magnificent bear. I was crying for her at the end. I had hoped her end would've been peaceful. Thank you for posting this. ❤❤❤❤
Do you know how her last cub is doing?
Well done.
Beautiful tribute! 😢❤
So sad. Thank you for making such a beautiful tribute to her.
After watching this video, I now know that it's 402 that is in my profile pic. I wasn't sure and I'm so happy that it's her.
See you in the Happy Hunting grounds 402. We will all be there someday!
All those beautiful cubs, so many lost, and in the end it almost seemed like she was lonely. I think the interactions between her and her cubs, the lessons she taught, the snuggling they did was so amazing. She did live a long productive life and legacy but she deserved a much better way to go out, old age and pass in her sleep wss how i feel, nature or not, she should of had a peaceful end after all she did for her cubs. RIP Momma bear.
Very well done, thank you! What difficult lives they lead, losing so many of their babies! Why would another bear kill a female? Was it a male that did it? She had no cubs to cause a battle.
I don't think we will ever know exactly why bears kill other bears. I just wish it wouldn't have happened
RIP 402❤❤❤
I really appreciate the effort you put into this video.
She seemed a very sweet bear with a lot of chapters to her book. Is the last spot on this wonderful video , the place she got attacked.
What a weird bear to eat her. Such a strange ending for her. RIP 402
It was one of my favourite bears. Why did it happen? The life of the bears is really cruel. It was tragic, and it reminded me that this happens probably all the time in the wild life. We just don't witness it. I will miss 402, and I feel this pain for all animals and living beings that leave this way.
I can only echo the many voices giving thanks here!
Though knowing her as I do now, my heart is that much heavier again. So sad to see her interact with 32, knowing that she is now his food cache.
Do you think she's fully consumed by now?
I really don't know. I try not to think about it
At least 469 didnt get to benefit from killing her. I take small consolation in that.
Thank you
She left quite a legacy. What a mother she was. Her death broke my heart. It really did. It will continue to affect me. Just the way she was killed broke me. It's nature but she was needed. Why did 469 take her life we will never know. She did such a good job and will forever be cherished.
Heart breaking!
503 has grown up to be a bad ass bear! I like to imagine that he’ll get revenge for his mother’s death :)
Thank you, this video has helped me better understand this topic.
I wonder if this place was all she knew ,so dangerous but she stayed, She had bad luck bumping into 469 cause he was different from the bears she knew ,rip beautiful sweet 402
She deserved better that what she got
She most certainly did. In Heaven all her cubs are there waiting. So so sad she lost so many during her time 😢
Ciao 402 buon viaggio!
This is beautiful, great job!!
Great video!
i just started watching the bears and this channel about 6 weeks ago... why did that bear kill 402? 😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🐻
Please drive with caution. If more care had been taken, the life of brown bear Grizzly 399 could have been saved. Avoid causing harm to animals or people accidentally
Ti voglio bene perché ami gli orsi come li amo io!
So terrifying when the 2 cubs went over the falls and she was right there to defend them against potential attack from adult bear. Similar to what happened this year with Grazers cubs. Are the 4 bears shown at the end, all her living grown-up cubs? I think Hedgie is adorable!
Yes, she may have others that never returned to Brooks that we don't know about
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Ciao Deanna!
So she was almost 28 years old, that is amazing i had no idea life span, still so sad
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