starting testosterone and my gender journey ✦ a ramble

(this video was filmed december 19th, 2021) like many before me, I'm documenting my medical transition through a series of monthly videos. stick around for the next one! ^^ in this video, I talk about my gender questioning journey, what I'm looking forward to with starting testosterone, what I'm /not/ looking forward to, and a bunch of other tangents.
✦ time stamps to navigate the ramble:
0:00 intro and voice comparison
1:37 how it all started
9:44 doubt!
12:39 the "rock in my shoe" metaphor
14:42 progress and being "sure"
18:14 medical transition
19:54 I'm finally here!
20:40 what am I looking forward to?
27:33 what am I NOT looking forward to?
28:23 how do I feel?
if you have any questions, I'd love to answer them in the comments!
✦ my name is Théo-Rose (or just Théo) and I use he/they pronouns! ✦
here's my social media that isn't too personal
✦ - tumblr: / snailtype
✦ - tiktok: @flowerentity

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Congratulations Theo!

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thanks! :)

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