I Watched The Same Porn Video For 2 Years, Here's What Happened

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  • Опубликовано: 22 окт 2024

Комментарии • 8 тыс.

  • @John_Mitchell-
    @John_Mitchell- 6 месяцев назад +3973

    Why the fuck is this being recommended to me 5 years later

  • @risanad1971
    @risanad1971 5 лет назад +27824

    You are painfully honest

    • @cobi421
      @cobi421 4 года назад +210

      not painfully

    • @Hose_10
      @Hose_10 3 года назад +30

      Yes

    • @MrGtaunited
      @MrGtaunited 3 года назад +590

      Him and EDP are like the two most honest guys on RUclips
      Edit: Well, not anymore

    • @yeetjones927
      @yeetjones927 3 года назад +332

      @@MrGtaunited didn't age well lol

    • @liavhanegbi2729
      @liavhanegbi2729 3 года назад +562

      @@yeetjones927 EDP prolly didn’t even wait for it to age.

  • @VPCh.
    @VPCh. 3 года назад +43034

    Imagine being his poor FBI agent having to watch him do this every day for two years.

  • @benadams1661
    @benadams1661 Год назад +2639

    After listening to this guy, I realize I worry too much about what other people think of me

    • @xianxiannn
      @xianxiannn 10 месяцев назад +33

      Exactly

    • @WagoogusJr
      @WagoogusJr 6 месяцев назад +6

      1k likes and only 1 fcking reply

    • @YousefFarag-pe8xe
      @YousefFarag-pe8xe 6 месяцев назад +3

      I was wondering too 😭😭😭😭😭😭​@@WagoogusJr

    • @neobongzzz
      @neobongzzz 2 месяца назад +1

      Fr

  • @bendingbananas6540
    @bendingbananas6540 3 года назад +14289

    this guy isnt just an open book, he's a whole damn mural

    • @tots9471
      @tots9471 2 года назад +15

      1k likes no comments

    • @thomasrial4444
      @thomasrial4444 2 года назад +39

      @@tots9471 that’s honestly a large achievement then the likes themselves. And now we’re ruining it 😂

    • @crazycoffee
      @crazycoffee 2 года назад +8

      @@thomasrial4444 buahahahha

    • @ooledcoda
      @ooledcoda 2 года назад +1

      @@tots9471 heheheha

    • @Frostibles
      @Frostibles Год назад

      He is the Bible

  • @Astralek
    @Astralek 5 лет назад +30397

    All jokes aside, Charlie is *THE* man of our century. Not only does he post videos about his embarassing moments, but he'll tell them over and over to people who keep asking. Godspeed you magnificent bastard.

    • @zebrom7994
      @zebrom7994 5 лет назад +129

      i have a theory he still is that weird, he just doesn’t let us know

    • @avadakedavra69
      @avadakedavra69 5 лет назад +196

      @@zebrom7994 wouldn't say weird. I'm gonna take a page out of Rob Zombie's book and say he's more human than human; the fact that he's sincere about his flaws but may still have flaws, we're the ones in the wrong to ASSUME he still has flaws.

    • @zebrom7994
      @zebrom7994 5 лет назад +48

      to a point I'd agree, but emulating edgy anime tropes at your first day of college is pretty weird and nothing you say will convince me otherwise
      People all have flaws, and people all act differently/do unacceptable things when no one is looking, and charlie is sincere about that.

    • @avadakedavra69
      @avadakedavra69 5 лет назад +16

      @@zebrom7994 eh. Live and let live. Not that I find cosplaying amusing or entertaining, but if people are cosplaying and they're self-aware about how cancerous it can get then they have my respect.

    • @avadakedavra69
      @avadakedavra69 5 лет назад +14

      @@zebrom7994 because really a little too much of anything is bad (i.e most food groups, anime fandom, tobacco, nationalism, feminism, fashion, pride, outspokenness, etc etc. You get the point).

  • @SNintendoFreak
    @SNintendoFreak 5 лет назад +22988

    Just added this to my "Inspirational" playlist.

  • @Nick_Harrell80
    @Nick_Harrell80 Год назад +7165

    Charlie is a god damned national treasure

    • @kimmyfreak200
      @kimmyfreak200 Год назад +26

      agreed lol the realest dude online

    • @avibhalla1488
      @avibhalla1488 Год назад +7

      you my friend, have a very different idea of a national treasure to me

    • @denjis_left_nut
      @denjis_left_nut Год назад +12

      International*

    • @michaelsurratt1864
      @michaelsurratt1864 Год назад +8

      Growing out his hair was the best decision he made in his life

    • @nicholaspenland6394
      @nicholaspenland6394 Год назад +3

      These were simply better times where I never had to hear or worry about other people's farts in reply sections.

  • @RemiGemini
    @RemiGemini 5 лет назад +7076

    "oh boy, a critikal vid, I hope this doesn't get demonitised"
    Critikal starting the video: Porn.

    • @jackwilson9572
      @jackwilson9572 5 лет назад +47

      And it still has a ad

    • @LeadMetal82
      @LeadMetal82 5 лет назад +7

      @@4_xenon672 I wonder if that's his hew form of OCD XD

    • @xhr7s
      @xhr7s 5 лет назад +7

      @@jackwilson9572 not anymore

    • @judegilbertson4868
      @judegilbertson4868 5 лет назад +1

      @@xhr7s I got a dominos ad

    • @cracker1074
      @cracker1074 6 месяцев назад

      damn, a girl as a critikal subscriber, darn indeed

  • @josephmariostalinlinguinit8727
    @josephmariostalinlinguinit8727 2 года назад +7600

    absolutely fucking no-one can get any dirt on him that he hasn't already admitted, the balls on this guy. mad respect.

  • @rachelcurl9969
    @rachelcurl9969 5 лет назад +13541

    I haven't seen "Nice Pair of Lesbians" but I still reap the life-altering, powerful effects of Charlie looking right in the camera and saying "I love you"

  • @oskaradamczyk113
    @oskaradamczyk113 Год назад +732

    Not even Batman himself could get this information out of me 💀

    • @Logan_Arntzen
      @Logan_Arntzen Год назад +37

      You made me giggle and twinkle my toes🤫🤫🤫🤭🤭🤭

    • @lilagagarin
      @lilagagarin 2 месяца назад +8

      ​@@Logan_Arntzenwtf

    • @PETAH447
      @PETAH447 2 месяца назад +6

      @@Logan_Arntzensame gang ✌️😘

    • @El1__
      @El1__ Месяц назад +2

      🤣

  • @cyanidemaiden
    @cyanidemaiden 3 года назад +19961

    You're a good man Charlie. You treated those lesbians right. I respect that.

  • @dabolife1
    @dabolife1 3 года назад +28642

    Charlie is honesty enough to tell us his embarrassing moments.

  • @romanbellic810
    @romanbellic810 5 лет назад +7787

    Mom: What are you watching son?
    Me: Shows this video.
    Mom: Nice of you to support the homeless, proud of you.

  • @hamulence5255
    @hamulence5255 9 месяцев назад +211

    You couldn't waterboard this information out of me and here's this man publickly admitting this with a straight face

  • @finnallen4945
    @finnallen4945 3 года назад +7641

    Charlie's friends: "I'm gonna play video games after school what abt you?"
    Charlie:

    • @7yep4336dfgvvh
      @7yep4336dfgvvh 3 года назад +11

      It's a two year old video ffs, what are you doin here

    • @gamingtime468
      @gamingtime468 3 года назад +86

      @@7yep4336dfgvvh Who the f_ck cares???

    • @elladesigns9609
      @elladesigns9609 3 года назад +69

      @@7yep4336dfgvvh What are YOU doing here?

    • @7yep4336dfgvvh
      @7yep4336dfgvvh 3 года назад +8

      @@elladesigns9609 I miss the old moist sometimes. He was a little funnier

    • @MattorsomethingMattoraomething
      @MattorsomethingMattoraomething 3 года назад +14

      hey. what the fuck are you guys doing here?

  • @croatililliouspartridge5822
    @croatililliouspartridge5822 5 лет назад +1444

    Bless this man's strength, combating OCD, one different porn video at a time.

  • @runninsniper
    @runninsniper 5 лет назад +9115

    Let's crowdfund a reshoot in high definition just for Charlie

    • @Totano84
      @Totano84 5 лет назад +486

      Just make sure it's recorded in 8k, future proofing is key here

    • @asl0ppydrunk
      @asl0ppydrunk 5 лет назад +72

      @@x_x5009 like just dance you have to do everything at the right time to get a maximum score.

    • @aaronlandry3934
      @aaronlandry3934 5 лет назад +35

      runninsniper We’ll make Charlie the director of the reshoot!

    • @thechosenone9589
      @thechosenone9589 5 лет назад +15

      Multi Gaming make the actors say his name

    • @jasonjr376
      @jasonjr376 5 лет назад +6

      I would actually fund this if someone starts this 😂😂😂😂😂

  • @Manchadelo
    @Manchadelo 5 месяцев назад +432

    Batman couldn’t take this out of me.

    • @Gyattymcgyat
      @Gyattymcgyat 4 месяца назад

      I can feel Batman coming inside me

    • @CenReaper.
      @CenReaper. 3 месяца назад +2

      💀

    • @Tom-qj1ob
      @Tom-qj1ob 3 месяца назад +6

      Word for word bar for bar

    • @DrRAZI99
      @DrRAZI99 23 дня назад

      It's not that deep

  • @universalgleam7313
    @universalgleam7313 5 лет назад +4334

    I Didnt Cut My Hair For 2 Months, Here’s What Happened

    • @sauceandtoss7039
      @sauceandtoss7039 5 лет назад +95

      This is the greatest neanderthal of All Time

    • @6996-w1g
      @6996-w1g 5 лет назад +38

      I ate my foreskin cheese for 2 months, here's what happened.

    • @leofera1137
      @leofera1137 5 лет назад +7

      🥜
      🥜
      Edit: original comment is
      nut
      nut
      Let it be known some kind of auto moderation has been instantly deleting it

    • @huff7429
      @huff7429 5 лет назад

      *years

    • @rogul1328
      @rogul1328 5 лет назад +5

      @@6996-w1g for fuck sake dude XD

  • @pretentioushippie
    @pretentioushippie 2 года назад +5400

    Charlie is way too powerful. I'm not even getting second hand embarrassment from a story like this

    • @jaebrowne6780
      @jaebrowne6780 2 года назад +11

      Right

    • @doctorpanther360
      @doctorpanther360 2 года назад +7

      Im the younger version of him rn I wouldn’t care what it is if someone asks me something I would make a RUclips video abt it or ill judt answer the question lol

    • @nyct.o
      @nyct.o Год назад

      @@doctorpanther360 Bro this isnt quirky, funny or cool. you aren't the same accomplished and absolved person that Charlie is now, you just look like some lame mf with a porn addiction

    • @ImMisogynistic
      @ImMisogynistic Год назад +20

      @@doctorpanther360 Whats your social security info

    • @doctorpanther360
      @doctorpanther360 Год назад +2

      @@ImMisogynistic why do u wanna know?

  • @-4subscriberswithahammerad521
    @-4subscriberswithahammerad521 5 лет назад +4275

    Man my guy is committed to that video
    respect: +100

    • @mememaster9393
      @mememaster9393 5 лет назад +1

      -4 Subscribers with a hammer addiction godamm youre getting alot of likes in 25 minutes

    • @franky-161
      @franky-161 5 лет назад +3

      @ feel ya brother... :(

    • @IbrahimKhan-ix9vt
      @IbrahimKhan-ix9vt 5 лет назад

      670th like

    • @hamboningmaster
      @hamboningmaster 5 лет назад

      I have to take like a 2 month break before watching the same video again lmfao

    • @huff7429
      @huff7429 5 лет назад

      *years

  • @Xyndernox
    @Xyndernox Год назад +118

    you couldnt waterboard this out of me

  • @dylanslife9576
    @dylanslife9576 5 лет назад +3684

    As i lay here in my bed watching "nice pair of lesbians", I can feel charlies presence beside me, whispering "oh yeah baby you like that?"

    • @all_a_asian9647
      @all_a_asian9647 3 года назад +3

      @wasif anwar ^

    • @cameronmeetze8153
      @cameronmeetze8153 3 года назад +39

      @@Rohanbhal_30 how do we know it’s the same thing

    • @skate4972
      @skate4972 3 года назад +5

      nasty.

    • @112mirai
      @112mirai 3 года назад +34

      @wasif anwar This man has his priorities straight

    • @Jackadelicka
      @Jackadelicka 3 года назад +9

      and just what do YOU know about DYLAN'S LIFE?!

  • @durlokurlo
    @durlokurlo 2 года назад +780

    i fell asleep for about 30 minutes, and woke up to this autoplaying...

  • @HullarsRedDust
    @HullarsRedDust 3 года назад +4227

    I have OCD, the REAL OCD, and this actually sounds like something OCD would make someone do

    • @toastytoast9800
      @toastytoast9800 3 года назад +90

      must have been a damn good video

    • @JustAFCasual
      @JustAFCasual 3 года назад +214

      That would be because he had OCD

    • @arogueburrito
      @arogueburrito 3 года назад +87

      very authentic OCD description by Charlie. Noticed he said he HAD OCD, I count myself in the same boat... if anything I'm sub-clinical, but years ago I was bad with rituals and whatnot

    • @arogueburrito
      @arogueburrito 3 года назад +8

      ^^^ I say this to encourage you, not as a fun fact

    • @milkcritter
      @milkcritter 3 года назад +11

      i feel you man, i have real OCD also. everyday is a struggle lol

  • @Gcool243
    @Gcool243 Год назад +117

    Going back and watching these old videos is hilarious. Wild Charlie can just share this story without any kind of shame. Respect lol

  • @spaghettijoe2705
    @spaghettijoe2705 5 лет назад +6243

    Charlie is like the living embodiment of weird teenager stories/routines

    • @emailkolar4517
      @emailkolar4517 3 года назад +4

      I watched the whole video Charlie was talking about lmao

    • @terrathelunatic
      @terrathelunatic 3 года назад +2

      @@emailkolar4517 so do you have a link?

    • @emailkolar4517
      @emailkolar4517 3 года назад +6

      @@terrathelunatic Do you honestly think I would give a link to the video in a RUclips comment section, wtf?

    • @somethingguy4928
      @somethingguy4928 3 года назад +20

      @@emailkolar4517 soo… is that a yes or no?

    • @emailkolar4517
      @emailkolar4517 3 года назад +1

      @@somethingguy4928 What do you think it is? lol

  • @kickme5592
    @kickme5592 2 года назад +6877

    OCD is literally mental torture, but this is probably the funniest ocd related story I’ve heard lmao

    • @changedmynamee
      @changedmynamee 2 года назад +190

      yeaaaa my ocd was closing the lights 121 times and blinking at certain frames when watching yt videos

    • @shellsboi8980
      @shellsboi8980 2 года назад +2

      @@changedmynamee literally shut up. You aren't quirky. Stop bringing hate to this platform. Please go away onto tiktok you degenerate.

    • @jsjsjsjjdkbbddd
      @jsjsjsjjdkbbddd 2 года назад +29

      @@shellsboi8980 why are you being so mean?

    • @snoofi8110
      @snoofi8110 2 года назад +19

      @@shellsboi8980 are u ok

    • @s_4naz
      @s_4naz 2 года назад +13

      @@changedmynamee i would blink like so much it would hurt fr i have really bad ocd

  • @lottielotte
    @lottielotte 5 лет назад +2200

    It’s actually so sweet of Charlie to compliment them.

    • @woden__
      @woden__ 5 лет назад +13

      Hey i think i saw you somewhere on an art themed video

    • @woden__
      @woden__ 5 лет назад +9

      Yeah wasnt it the portraits in france by kiptoe?

    • @wheremeganolivifineassat6302
      @wheremeganolivifineassat6302 5 лет назад +85

      Lol that's a bit creepy.

    • @seokism
      @seokism 5 лет назад +61

      @@wheremeganolivifineassat6302 i think your name is a bit creepy lol

    • @wheremeganolivifineassat6302
      @wheremeganolivifineassat6302 5 лет назад +38

      @@seokism If only you knew who Megan Olivi was....you would want to "spread" her butthole. You troglodyte.

  • @aniket6176
    @aniket6176 10 месяцев назад +221

    what the actual fuck am i watching rn man 💀

    • @ethereal3679
      @ethereal3679 6 месяцев назад +13

      The confession of a madman.

    • @wenbinx
      @wenbinx 6 месяцев назад +5

      Peak

    • @limenice4569
      @limenice4569 4 месяца назад

      A 5'6 man oozing with testosterone whos got greasy long hair, the apitomy of manliness.

  • @VictorF0326
    @VictorF0326 3 года назад +7766

    This guy is so entertaining he's his own entertainment.

    • @micaschist5438
      @micaschist5438 3 года назад +2

      5min ago btw

    • @M1ssKiera
      @M1ssKiera 3 года назад +1

      @@micaschist5438 1 week ago btw

    • @spam1028
      @spam1028 3 года назад +2

      You must be here

    • @barackputin
      @barackputin 3 года назад +4

      @@spam1028 yes he is here

    • @spam1028
      @spam1028 3 года назад

      @@barackputin dam really

  • @tontolado
    @tontolado 3 года назад +2636

    “I refuse to get a haircut at the moment”
    Oh how time flies huh
    Edit: Jeez just saw the likes, never got this many! Thanks my guys

  • @TheItalianoAssassino
    @TheItalianoAssassino 5 лет назад +3047

    You're the type of guy who plays a clicker game for 10,000 h and then writes a Steam review: "okay game"

    • @hollodollo4771
      @hollodollo4771 5 лет назад +42

      stolen

    • @bleachwolf6936
      @bleachwolf6936 5 лет назад +21

      Absolute mad lad.

    • @callsignvail9020
      @callsignvail9020 5 лет назад +13

      Wolf. K i get the kinda joke you’re going for but it makes it sound like you don’t even pay attention to his vids as Charlie’s pretty clear on his stance on pretty much everything. Original jokes aren’t for everyone tho so it’s whatevs.

    • @dyingflame4444
      @dyingflame4444 5 лет назад +7

      Drizzified That was calm lol you’re overreacting

    • @callsignvail9020
      @callsignvail9020 5 лет назад

      Drizzified the point is , Bud, that it’s not funny.

  • @socialist-oat
    @socialist-oat Год назад +41

    nah bro the most replayed section of the video is when he says the name of the video 💀

  • @iknowyouseeme3233
    @iknowyouseeme3233 5 лет назад +2186

    The amount of stories Charlie has about his old self makes me worry for him

    • @corbinglenn2567
      @corbinglenn2567 3 года назад +37

      He just has a great memory

    • @DR61411
      @DR61411 3 года назад +12

      He's come a long way

    • @iknowyouseeme3233
      @iknowyouseeme3233 3 года назад +13

      @@DR61411 in the past 2 years, hell yeah he has

    • @Syece
      @Syece 2 года назад +1

      @@iknowyouseeme3233 😂😂

  • @junjuubie
    @junjuubie 5 лет назад +6128

    Considering that Charlie still wears the same white t-shirt everyday I'd say he still has some of that good ol' OCD left in him

    • @blan_k4691
      @blan_k4691 5 лет назад +73

      Probably

    • @madelinefrazier5357
      @madelinefrazier5357 5 лет назад +445

      Nah he probably just buys the big boy pack of three white shirts from Walmart. That way if he wears them when he films he can save the videos and post them whenever without tripping people out.

    • @danic2514
      @danic2514 5 лет назад +134

      There’s a lot of dudes without OCD that wear the same thing everyday

    • @ruthespiritu502
      @ruthespiritu502 5 лет назад +91

      That or he is living the minimalist life. Either way he’s living a more frugal life

    • @cvltclassic893
      @cvltclassic893 5 лет назад +9

      r/woosh to everyone who replied to this comment

  • @CanadianDan854
    @CanadianDan854 5 лет назад +1493

    2 years?
    Damn, that’s some serious commitment.

    • @dolandarkerturkiye9858
      @dolandarkerturkiye9858 5 лет назад +1

      I watched 3 videos one afyer another and saw you in all 3 of them

    • @IVan-gh4th
      @IVan-gh4th 5 лет назад +5

      Cummitment.

    • @de_light641
      @de_light641 5 лет назад +1

      mote like a total waste of time. Ever heard of NoFap. Now that is real commitment. Porn ruins our way of thinking of girls. And gives you guilt and shame and dperession.

    • @funnylittlecharacter692
      @funnylittlecharacter692 5 лет назад +2

      OhHeyBryant awwwww cute

    • @Mr_Makina
      @Mr_Makina 5 лет назад +1

      2 years ?, pffft
      *try two decades bitch*

  • @kodahae
    @kodahae 6 месяцев назад +19

    bro is brutally honest💀

  • @MultiBearsfan54
    @MultiBearsfan54 5 лет назад +1209

    *people in the 50s*
    "i bet there will be flying cars in the future"
    *2019*
    "i watched the same porn video for two years, heres what happened"

    • @brandensandberg6668
      @brandensandberg6668 5 лет назад +6

      Yeah but to be fair to the 50's people.we.can do thay in virtual reality lmao

    • @ChiefMasterGuru
      @ChiefMasterGuru 5 лет назад +6

      shitty dead meme

    • @mokjoy
      @mokjoy 5 лет назад +3

      *This format is so fucking old*

    • @romanoglan2275
      @romanoglan2275 5 лет назад +1

      People in the 50's
      “i bet there will be flying cars in 2017"
      People in 2017
      "I'm going to watch the same porn video for 2 years

    • @MultiBearsfan54
      @MultiBearsfan54 5 лет назад

      @@mokjoy you spelled *classic* wrong...

  • @dariussedleckas8194
    @dariussedleckas8194 5 лет назад +884

    should have been kind of boring for that FBI guy watching, like he gets to see the same video for years...

    • @retshka
      @retshka 5 лет назад +35

      Unless he joined the cult and praised it as well.

    • @thewolfin
      @thewolfin 5 лет назад +12

      At least he knows the subliminal programming is working.

  • @moabpanda01
    @moabpanda01 5 лет назад +2585

    I watched lesbian kissing videos on RUclips for 6 months straight when I was 12 lmao

    • @Termite1157
      @Termite1157 5 лет назад +214

      Me too my bruda. I had a whole playlist because I hadn't discovered the hub.

    • @ajanthony1356
      @ajanthony1356 5 лет назад +285

      I cringed at this comment because it reminded me of myself years ago

    • @ThomasStreet93
      @ThomasStreet93 5 лет назад +31

      Dude same.

    • @Vault_69
      @Vault_69 5 лет назад +28

      I've been there brother

    • @johnsmith361
      @johnsmith361 5 лет назад +75

      I remember that was first time I made a youtube account to see the age restricted videos. Now I'm getting nostalgic over old RUclips, not so censored and filled with normies, the good old wild west period of the Internet.

  • @joonazbest1207
    @joonazbest1207 7 месяцев назад +55

    No torture method would get this information out of me💀

    • @kronos_1337.
      @kronos_1337. 6 месяцев назад +2

      Chinese bamboo torture?

  • @coreycraig1946
    @coreycraig1946 5 лет назад +319

    0% dignity, but 100% respect.

  • @hansypants
    @hansypants 5 лет назад +618

    Homeless man watched Cory in the House everyday for 2 years, here's what happened

    • @ethans7588
      @ethans7588 5 лет назад +4

      I did that and I became the president's personal chef.

    • @sherk3286
      @sherk3286 5 лет назад +3

      "The opulence in which this young negro child lives is the reason I am homeless"

    • @dylanmcbride9918
      @dylanmcbride9918 5 лет назад +1

      What took you so long getting milk

    • @martinramirezjr7872
      @martinramirezjr7872 5 лет назад

      A Homeless Man Watched Cory in the House for 2 Years, Here's What Happened To His Brain.

  • @michaelmcdoesntexist8350
    @michaelmcdoesntexist8350 5 лет назад +862

    You watch the same video for 2 years? Jesus you were more faithful to a porn video than most people are in their relationships these days.

    • @bleachwolf6936
      @bleachwolf6936 5 лет назад +58

      That's funny and sad at the same time...

    • @jarhead3571
      @jarhead3571 5 лет назад +14

      I have a triangle relationship with videos of a bbw riding a dildo and a woman shoving an ice cream up her vag. We've been through good times (best orgasm) and bad times (mom knocking on the door) but everything has led up to me watching this video. No regrets, except 2 girls 1 cup.

    • @___Bruh__
      @___Bruh__ 5 лет назад +2

      jar head I need the links for a presentation please

    • @qualicumjack3906
      @qualicumjack3906 Год назад

      I been watching the same one since 2016.
      I watch different ones but when I need to nut in under a minute I always go to that one.
      The worst part is the girl is like a 7 at best

  • @Confluence358
    @Confluence358 Год назад +40

    This is such a great video. It's almost like the feel-bad hilarity of watching someone tell something they don't realize is weird as hell, but mixed with the complete candidness and self-awareness and bravery to fully know it's weird as hell and share it anyway (and with a dash of making everyone watching feel a degree of self-embarrassment / hilarious relatability for the weird shit they themselves have done that they don't tell anyone about).

  • @noxaeterna2
    @noxaeterna2 5 лет назад +575

    Can we get Nice Pair of Lesbians on the Moist Meter?

  • @jamiecdjay9592
    @jamiecdjay9592 5 лет назад +933

    From the sounds of it Charlie had two career choices:
    - Lesbian Pornstar
    - Lesbian Twitch Streamer

    • @VioletRM
      @VioletRM 5 лет назад +38

      *_why not both?_*

    • @jtsplosion5282
      @jtsplosion5282 5 лет назад

      Except he's male

    • @daaaaaaanny
      @daaaaaaanny 5 лет назад +34

      @@jtsplosion5282 that's not gonna stop him

    • @ieatgarbage8771
      @ieatgarbage8771 5 лет назад +14

      Blue Yoda he could do both and become a nice pair of lesbians

    • @mariglds
      @mariglds 5 лет назад

      Jamie Jones They’re the same thing

  • @aidanivesdavis
    @aidanivesdavis 3 года назад +775

    This is unironically one of the bravest things ive ever seen.

    • @teh7797
      @teh7797 2 года назад +9

      Missed opportunity to call it "The bravest thing of All Time."

  • @bobbobson5436
    @bobbobson5436 Год назад +23

    I appreciate how honest you are. Impossible to judge a man that just lays it all out on the table, as opposed to seedy politicians that hide it

  • @zhangming1753
    @zhangming1753 5 лет назад +616

    Imagine being Charlie's future kids, stumbling upon his channel

  • @zuko1569
    @zuko1569 5 лет назад +874

    Love how penguinz0 was talking about his favorite lesbian porn video so passionately

    • @JustADioWhosAHeroForFun
      @JustADioWhosAHeroForFun 5 лет назад +49

      It's like a fine Billionaire talking about Wine

    • @raulperez2308
      @raulperez2308 5 лет назад +33

      i swear people get 500x cuter when they talk about things they're passionate about

    • @emanandchill
      @emanandchill 5 лет назад +1

      Did you just see Avatar? It only ran for 3 seasons.

    • @juanp.5193
      @juanp.5193 5 лет назад +3

      He's a man of culture ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°

    • @potatoplayboy
      @potatoplayboy 5 лет назад

      Zuzu THIS ENTIRE VIDEO IN A NUTSHELL

  • @lambymakesnogoodcontentthe8832
    @lambymakesnogoodcontentthe8832 5 лет назад +565

    I always stop what I'm doing to watch these.

    • @frodoman8754
      @frodoman8754 5 лет назад +2

      Same

    • @haarisjamil9517
      @haarisjamil9517 5 лет назад +4

      lambymakesnogoodcontent the first Same. I was just about to watch porn but then I saw this video.

    • @jokuemail9540
      @jokuemail9540 5 лет назад +2

      Same charlies videos are great Nd haircut rules

    • @AdamDewling
      @AdamDewling 5 лет назад

      Same

    • @menacingeggroll1454
      @menacingeggroll1454 5 лет назад

      lambymakesnogoodcontent the first just about to bust and you just stop.

  • @ebebebebebeo9986
    @ebebebebebeo9986 Год назад +64

    3:54 “oh hey stopping by”💀

  • @thecommentguy3458
    @thecommentguy3458 5 лет назад +4798

    My life mission is to find “Nice pair of Lesbians” in 480p and nothing less for papa Charlie.
    This isn’t a joke. I will find it. You can put money on it...

  • @christianbutler1416
    @christianbutler1416 5 лет назад +353

    This man been committed to the same porn video as long as I have been committed to my girlfriend.

  • @JYShawty
    @JYShawty 5 лет назад +432

    Haven't heard about RedTube in a minute

    • @cederelhall
      @cederelhall 5 лет назад +12

      Had one of my favorite vids once. It’s long lost though, I can’t remember anything about it other than the opening shot which was really well choreographed and shot. It was hot and well made, and super vanilla, which kind of made it better I think. A real piece of art if I’m being honest

    • @Sorex_Tkt
      @Sorex_Tkt 5 лет назад

      @Sono2 He mentioned redtube at around 1:10

    • @Sorex_Tkt
      @Sorex_Tkt 5 лет назад

      @Sono2 its 1:04

    • @GlamStacheessnostalgialounge
      @GlamStacheessnostalgialounge 5 лет назад

      Am I the only one who prefers RedTube over PornHub?

    • @nyanyania
      @nyanyania 5 лет назад

      R/woosh

  • @songsbyfuego
    @songsbyfuego Год назад +24

    Watching this immediately after the recent video of you losing your sponsor for being “inappropriate” made it so much funnier

  • @Oddt427
    @Oddt427 5 лет назад +1041

    Hey man, been watching you for the last 7 years-- enjoyed it all immensely. I've also struggled with severe OCD since I was a child and I love how you're willing to discuss it over a public forum (something I wrestle with in my career frequently). Thanks for being a mongo shiny champ. ~B^)

    • @TitorEPK
      @TitorEPK 5 лет назад +21

      Hey penguinzo, I wanted to let you know that I've struggled living with depression for the last 6 or so years of my life. It's hard for me to even get out of bed some mornings. Thankfully, I've come across your channel recently and finally decided to kill myself. Thanks :).

    • @TitorEPK
      @TitorEPK 5 лет назад +5

      I honestly thought that it was a remake of that copypasta at first

    • @funybug
      @funybug 5 лет назад +16

      I watched Cr1tikal for 7 years, here's what happened

    • @bradykenny5485
      @bradykenny5485 5 лет назад

      Oddt427 I’m ghost

    • @kuso7558
      @kuso7558 5 лет назад

      Oddt427 I’ve had Ebola, cancer, diabetes, Down syndrome, hepititis, depression ,ocd, obesity and liver disfunction

  • @thelegendarymagikarp8295
    @thelegendarymagikarp8295 5 лет назад +427

    "Redtube"
    Now that's a trip down memory lane

    • @hammertoe00
      @hammertoe00 5 лет назад +27

      That was my go-to-site until pornhub came along

    • @OltskuMP
      @OltskuMP 5 лет назад +19

      I remember kids talking about Pornhub and Redtube when I was about 9 or 10. It was fucking hilarious :DDD. We watched videos of girls putting baseballs in their pussy and shit lmaoo.

    • @clitcrusader4897
      @clitcrusader4897 5 лет назад +2

      @@hammertoe00 that was everyone's go to

    • @DarkMoon6751
      @DarkMoon6751 5 лет назад

      Right

    • @isakferm7674
      @isakferm7674 5 лет назад +2

      The Legendary Magikarp Good old times.

  • @renny3503
    @renny3503 4 года назад +1040

    I have SEVERE OCD and I am impressed how you can share this story. My obsessions are not as bizarre as yours and I would hate to tell people about them.

    • @MrLump
      @MrLump 3 года назад +16

      Go ahead, I’m no saint and have done worse with nothing abnormal about me.

    • @coolbutnotverycool1440
      @coolbutnotverycool1440 3 года назад +12

      I've searched stuff so fucked up with no excuse for it at all. Like stuff so bad that me acknowledging that it's bad and telling how bad i think it was will still not stop you guys from saying that i suck and am really weird, which i acknowledge as well

    • @ChickentNug
      @ChickentNug 3 года назад +9

      @@coolbutnotverycool1440 The way I see it, as long as you currently see it was a mistake and you truly regret it and won't do it again you should be able to forgive yourself

    • @takeoffupantsnshowdaddylongleg
      @takeoffupantsnshowdaddylongleg 3 года назад

      @@coolbutnotverycool1440 fuck i have that too

    • @Nonyah123
      @Nonyah123 3 года назад +5

      @@coolbutnotverycool1440 I really hope you're not talking about what I think you're talking about

  • @mohammedmustafa6746
    @mohammedmustafa6746 Год назад +33

    CIA couldn't torture this information out of me 😭💀

  • @Poliakd
    @Poliakd 3 года назад +1758

    1:08 My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined

    • @TheDailyGlobe922
      @TheDailyGlobe922 3 года назад +56

      Moment of silence 😔

    • @boxingman4077
      @boxingman4077 3 года назад +24

      I’m drinking water

    • @c.zasazd4480
      @c.zasazd4480 3 года назад +14

      @@boxingman4077 cold or hot water ?

    • @schumael
      @schumael 3 года назад +5

      @@boxingman4077 same

    • @duck1sgood
      @duck1sgood 3 года назад +5

      @@Rateswar07 satan worshipper

  • @HTPCYMC
    @HTPCYMC 5 лет назад +644

    That’s weak. Real gamers watch the same video their entire life.

  • @averagepuffer4441
    @averagepuffer4441 3 года назад +473

    And here i thought I’ve seen all his videos until now

  • @AlphaR_76
    @AlphaR_76 Месяц назад +6

    Short haired Charlie was a whole different breed

  • @battleupsaber462
    @battleupsaber462 5 лет назад +240

    Let's face it, this isn't even close to the weirdest thing he's done.

    • @moonyfoxy876
      @moonyfoxy876 5 лет назад +4

      Whats the weirdest thing hes done?

    • @thema8871
      @thema8871 5 лет назад +3

      Moony Foxy the poster

    • @themindset4164
      @themindset4164 5 лет назад +1

      @@thema8871 nough said

    • @JanoyCresvaZero
      @JanoyCresvaZero 5 лет назад +7

      J EP
      The poster? I’m a more recent fan, and I need to know.

    • @8008-e3u
      @8008-e3u 5 лет назад +1

      A N J explain i need answer

  • @sherkonia644
    @sherkonia644 5 лет назад +103

    OCD is mental hell. Im happy u got past it Critikal.

    • @montinyek6554
      @montinyek6554 5 лет назад +3

      Yeag Yu past*

    • @maxscott3349
      @maxscott3349 5 лет назад +1

      @@montinyek6554 I think that's probably the joke

    • @avadakedavra69
      @avadakedavra69 5 лет назад

      @@maxscott3349 Or was it intentional?
      Or am I underestimating Cr1t fans because I'm used to so many dumbasses on the internet?

    • @maxscott3349
      @maxscott3349 5 лет назад +1

      Hell if I know. He probably would've acknowledged it by now if it wasn't. I think.

    • @sherkonia644
      @sherkonia644 5 лет назад

      Max Scott Not a joke, I dealt with OCD awhile in my life and I was just saying I was happy he was able to overcome it. Im bad at typing, lmao.

  • @ghostlytavern129
    @ghostlytavern129 2 года назад +747

    I’ve got OCD as well and one of the weirdest rituals/Compulses I had was this one where everytime I became aware of my own existence and happened to be near a wall I would be condemned to slamming my head backwards. I still deal with this one but I’m aware enough of it that I can try to switch it to something else

  • @shreejalk.c.4630
    @shreejalk.c.4630 7 месяцев назад +11

    1:49 we love you too brother ❤

  • @_addie
    @_addie 3 года назад +799

    This makes me feel a lot better about having weird rituals because of my OCD. Mine are more related to cleaning and checking but it still feels good to hear someone talk openly about it. Would love to hear more about it honestly!

    • @15xgg80
      @15xgg80 2 года назад +23

      Damn can we be friends so i can have you clean my room everyday.

    • @CaddRome
      @CaddRome 2 года назад +2

    • @WebDiice
      @WebDiice 2 года назад +5

      @@15xgg80 same, make it my whole damn house

    • @HankRichard
      @HankRichard 2 года назад +20

      You use OCD for cleaning, I use OCD for porn, we are not the same

    • @enowmessi2844
      @enowmessi2844 Год назад

      I have OCD too and I always arrange everything so it should be symmetrical

  • @monadoboy8009
    @monadoboy8009 5 лет назад +237

    FBI: Let me tell you about this guy who watched this porn for 2 years.

    • @totalflxr
      @totalflxr 5 лет назад +11

      Well, let me tell you about this guy who watched this porn for 2 years.

    • @bjcosko2213
      @bjcosko2213 5 лет назад +3

      Let me tell you about the guy who watched the same lesbian porn video for 2 years

    • @bruttastoriaquesta
      @bruttastoriaquesta 5 лет назад

      @@bjcosko2213 Let me tell you all about the man watching the same porn for 2 years

    • @fbi9711
      @fbi9711 5 лет назад

      Well, it all started about 2 years ago...

  • @Ghostnanana
    @Ghostnanana 5 лет назад +130

    When the video started Charlie probably said something like, "Hey you ladies come here often, you know I do".

  • @Riicea
    @Riicea 8 месяцев назад +7

    I wish charlie would make vids like this again this shit is wild

  • @blood7078
    @blood7078 5 лет назад +171

    Youre legit turning into depressed bob ross

  • @gizzylaserfoot2604
    @gizzylaserfoot2604 5 лет назад +224

    My boy penguinz0 looks like he's about to ransack the jedi temple

  • @yeti2237
    @yeti2237 5 лет назад +273

    You've been committed longer to that video that I've ever been committed to a relationship.

  • @hairscythe2257
    @hairscythe2257 Год назад +7

    Never thought I'd feel so seen on a Wednesday afternoon but yes, Charlie is so right about OCD meaning so much more than liking r/oddlysatisfying or whatever. Your thoughts can be HORRIFYING and you can have actively harmful compulsions such as self harm but nobody talks about that. Nobody knows what OCD even is.

    • @dmrgen
      @dmrgen Год назад +1

      Do you have OCD? Could I perhaps ask you some questions about the diagnosis if you know a lot about it? 😺

    • @hairscythe2257
      @hairscythe2257 Год назад +1

      @@dmrgen I have not been officially on paper diagnosed quite yet, but I have been discussing an evaluation with my therapist and I do fit the DSMV criteria.

    • @dmrgen
      @dmrgen Год назад +1

      @@hairscythe2257 Okay, that’s still good enough for me 😸 I hope, politely, that you get diagnosed, so hopefully having the diagnosis and not “just” the symptoms will help you in your life 😺
      Is it okay if I ask you some questions about how you experience it?

    • @hairscythe2257
      @hairscythe2257 Год назад

      @@dmrgen Ok, thank you! And i like the little kitty emojis :D

    • @dmrgen
      @dmrgen Год назад

      @@hairscythe2257 Hehe 😸
      I’ve asked twice now, but you haven’t answered 😼 Maybe you didn’t see them? I asked if I am allowed to ask you some questions about your OCD, perhaps you have Instagram so we could communicate in the DMs there instead? 😸

  • @brownguy903
    @brownguy903 5 лет назад +704

    I don't understand how you 1) were such a strange person, that 2) became otherwise normal (besides the hair), it's like you lived the lives of two completely different people
    Edit: I'm not saying OCD makes you strange, I'm more referencing all the stories we've heard of the life of Charlie

    • @poppinlochnesshopster3249
      @poppinlochnesshopster3249 5 лет назад +87

      The difference between a 16 year old and a 25 year old's brain chemistry is absolutely massive.

    • @SuperHurra
      @SuperHurra 5 лет назад +48

      You would never know someone has OCD until you get close to them. It's a very private disorder and most sufferers realize their obsessions aren't actually real threats.

    • @connorjaneu3021
      @connorjaneu3021 5 лет назад +15

      SuperHurra Most obsessions yes. However when I had OCD I had a very mentally taxing obsession and ritual. It was with intrusive thoughts (obsession) and then compulsive confessing of said thoughts (compulsive). Despite having no control over what my brain would think of I felt incredibly guilty and if I didn’t tell someone and apologize I’d just be in a panic-attack state until I did. I was 11 and it lasted like this until about 14. Worst years of my life. It still crops up every know and then. So while it wasn’t necessarily a physically harmful obsession, it was incredibly exhausting and emotionally damaging. While I can’t speak for Charlie I can imagine the stress of not adhering to the ritual and how difficult it must have been to bring himself out of the delusion, especially after it had been going for 2 years.

    • @joe-nl9jd
      @joe-nl9jd 5 лет назад

      @@connorjaneu3021 how do u get rid of that I got that pure ocd my guy

    • @connorjaneu3021
      @connorjaneu3021 5 лет назад +13

      bob test Unfortunately, it just comes with time. The right therapist, psychiatrist and medication helps, as well as finding an outlet. I became an actor, and I learned how to turn my intrusive thoughts into jokes to make people happy. Now they don’t really bother me anymore, and when they pop up, I just turn them into humor.

  • @BDChupacabra
    @BDChupacabra 5 лет назад +253

    That one friend who gets drunk and shares way too much lmfao.
    2 years boi god damn

    • @asura7941
      @asura7941 5 лет назад +1

      Me

    • @homosexualitymydearwatson4109
      @homosexualitymydearwatson4109 5 лет назад

      Rip those who used to jerk off to the same hentai haven vid for years

    • @thatguy00271
      @thatguy00271 5 лет назад +2

      I feel personally attacked by your first sentence

    • @spoonchad5686
      @spoonchad5686 5 лет назад

      Homosexuality My Dear Watson Just you mate

    • @BDChupacabra
      @BDChupacabra 5 лет назад +1

      @@thatguy00271 i am the first sentence lmao

  • @SuperiorBeing
    @SuperiorBeing 2 года назад +552

    This guy has no shame. Truly shows that we were born weak, and he is peak performance

    • @Ryan_Cooper69
      @Ryan_Cooper69 11 месяцев назад +1

      *Peak 🤓

    • @SuperiorBeing
      @SuperiorBeing 11 месяцев назад +2

      @@Ryan_Cooper69 your profile picture 💀💀💀💀

    • @Ryan_Cooper69
      @Ryan_Cooper69 11 месяцев назад

      @@SuperiorBeing Yeah, it's a pretty good profile picture I'm glad you like it.

    • @joeyfring
      @joeyfring 6 месяцев назад

      @@Ryan_Cooper69it’s a mirror image of you😳

    • @Ryan_Cooper69
      @Ryan_Cooper69 6 месяцев назад

      @@joeyfring I wish, I wish.

  • @ඞාඞා_ඞාඞා
    @ඞාඞා_ඞාඞා 8 месяцев назад +4

    I'll be comeback back if I found this one.

  • @jorgeanthony878
    @jorgeanthony878 5 лет назад +360

    Nobody:
    Charlie: *Go watch moist critter on twitch*

    • @ppuckk
      @ppuckk 5 лет назад +39

      *moist critter*

    • @emohorsey666
      @emohorsey666 5 лет назад +26

      *MOIST CRITTER*

    • @aodtonix
      @aodtonix 5 лет назад +19

      *moist cr1tter*

    • @rice_infinity
      @rice_infinity 5 лет назад +25

      *wet bug*

    • @NaoVII
      @NaoVII 5 лет назад +12

      *M O I S T E S T C R I T T T E R*

  • @DanielLightspeedMcNair
    @DanielLightspeedMcNair 5 лет назад +147

    I was literally looking for videos you made that I hadn’t seen this when you posted it, perfect timing.

  • @B_Skizzle
    @B_Skizzle 5 лет назад +307

    I get the feeling that Google searches for "nice pair of lesbians" are about to skyrocket.
    EDIT: holy shit guys, it actually did. If you look at Google Trends there's a spike in searches for that exact term right after the video was released.

    • @polox6571
      @polox6571 5 лет назад +23

      _Now thats what this is all about_

    • @B_Skizzle
      @B_Skizzle 5 лет назад +4

      Yes, it fucking did.

  • @westcoast937
    @westcoast937 4 месяца назад +8

    not even a cartel could get this info out of me

  • @toomanyhats7141
    @toomanyhats7141 3 года назад +471

    This used to remind me of a ChubbyEmu title, now it reminds me of a Dhar Mann title.
    That’s progress.

    • @benschwartz7588
      @benschwartz7588 3 года назад +15

      Man watches the same video for 2 years, regrets it instantly

    • @Loxer150
      @Loxer150 3 года назад +9

      A Man Watched The Same Video For 2 Years. This Is What Happened To His Brain.

    • @melroysojan
      @melroysojan 3 года назад +3

      ....so you see :)

  • @ChasingErin
    @ChasingErin 5 лет назад +693

    Charlie, you *_are_* my Nice Pair Of Lesbians

  • @cloroxbleach5771
    @cloroxbleach5771 5 лет назад +238

    Imagine him meeting those actresses bc of the community somehow making it possible(but ofc, they'll know about this)

  • @rednax4322
    @rednax4322 Месяц назад +2

    I love youtube recommendations giving me random shit 5 years later

  • @bright179
    @bright179 5 лет назад +117

    "Hello hey, you stoppin by?" The best quote ever in this video.

  • @sakurafalls2468
    @sakurafalls2468 3 года назад +175

    Bruh, I can't even discuss this shit with my mom and you're out here telling your story for millions of people. You have my utmost respect.

    • @spooxy588
      @spooxy588 3 года назад +1

      who the fuck discusses porn with their mom???

    • @sakurafalls2468
      @sakurafalls2468 3 года назад +6

      @@spooxy588 That's not what I meant! XD I meant anything related to sex or body issues. Or if I would have OCD that makes me do strange things while watching porn.

    • @spooxy588
      @spooxy588 3 года назад +1

      @@sakurafalls2468 oh right LMAO

    • @dethdaemon
      @dethdaemon 9 месяцев назад

      I would discuss my masturbation stories with the entire planet on TV before I discuss it with my mum

  • @yxngchigga66
    @yxngchigga66 5 лет назад +476

    He really has no shame😂😂

    • @kephallonmegaris6776
      @kephallonmegaris6776 3 года назад +47

      Its called honesty

    • @nabisuke
      @nabisuke 3 года назад +3

      He ran out of ideas to upload for a day I guess hence this confession

    • @poweroftruth9258
      @poweroftruth9258 3 года назад +1

      The Bible says in John 3:16-36 that whoever believes in the Lord Jesus Christ shall not perish but have everlasting life, the Bible also says in Romans 10:9 that those who declare with their mouth that Jesus Christ is their God, Lord, and Savior they shall be saved. Revelation 1:8 says that Jesus is the alpha and the omega. Luke and revelation is the ending times, and Jesus is returning back. So are you going to submit your life to him or no? Narrow is the path that leads to the gates of heaven, but only few people find it. The gates that is the path to destruction is where many people find it! Jesus loves you SO MUCH! That he died on the cross, and was resurrected from the dead 3 days later to give us eternal life..!.!.!.

    • @kh3rb
      @kh3rb 3 года назад +1

      @@poweroftruth9258 know you're just spamming and this won't change anything, but i feel like someone has to do it: STFU

  • @mojoe04
    @mojoe04 6 месяцев назад +4

    a gun couldnt force this information out of me

  • @vero4449
    @vero4449 5 лет назад +265

    Holy frick i thought i was the only one who had to ritually watch a certain video every day (i had to watch a video of a cop smoking a cigar and i had to say ”no smoking inside” 3 times during the video)

    • @GlamStacheessnostalgialounge
      @GlamStacheessnostalgialounge 5 лет назад +35

      I had the weirdest ritual when I was like 10, I would sneak into my parent's car and forward a specific cassette to a very specific time and then sit perfectly still in the passenger seat while that part of the tape played. It wasn't even music, it was some audio book reading of some Disney shit horribly translated into my language.

    • @vero4449
      @vero4449 5 лет назад +16

      Glam Stachee we were crackhead kids

    • @SuperHurra
      @SuperHurra 5 лет назад +15

      Every time my legs touch, I have to squeeze them really hard an even number of times. If one of my arms swings behind me "too far", I have to pull it behind me with the other hand until it's stretched past my waist.
      At least I'm pretty flexible now! And it's way better than having to stand up, sit down, and repeat 20 times before I can sit in my office chair.

    • @vero4449
      @vero4449 5 лет назад +3

      SuperHurra wow! I do that too! (The leg thing)

    • @vicenteparicio5296
      @vicenteparicio5296 5 лет назад +5

      Just joining the OCD group over here. Some of my rituals involve doing things, for instance turning on/off a switch an even number of times (never odd). If I touch the switch or it changes position say...3 or 5 times i need to reset the counter to an even number and turn it on/off until it reaches 4 or other even number. If the switch or whatever it is is double I may requiere to turn it on/off in a symmetrical way. You can't imagine how many minutes of my day I lose doing this crap...another rituals include holding my breath or staying completely quiet during certain parts of a video or ads. So yep, you're not alone ^^'

  • @commasama1098
    @commasama1098 5 лет назад +416

    Thank you for opening up about your ocd. OCD is so much more than just “washing your hands too much”

    • @jaredferguson2999
      @jaredferguson2999 5 лет назад +25

      It killed me from like 8 to 17, I used to sleep to avoid it and my intrusive thoughts literally entered my dreams. I'm so glad that I don't also have depression because I am absolutely sure I would have killed myself. Like no doubts. Like, bye me! I never did therapy during that time because I couldn't afford it and I didn't talk to basically anyone about it and eventually it's like I just burned out all of the neurons responsible and just stopped caring about it at all. Like, over a weekend it was just gone, it was weird. It's clearly very desensitizing because even now I'm numb to any fear of physical harm really, I've gotten more nervous in physical confrontation about getting yelled at than getting punched, which is clearly idiotic but like that's my sense of things now and I wonder if it's served to stunt my emotional maturity because I have no motivation unless I'm on adderall or something. It was so bad and one day a switch flipped and I just became a carefree nihilistic fuck and I hate that. Now obviously there's probably more to that than ocd and I have add also (hence the addy) but that's definitely part of it. I think it was something like high neuroticism, low focus and low motivation to literally just low focus and motivation. Honestly I consider it lucky that I have add because adderall is the only reason I'm even close to functioning at this point

    • @commasama1098
      @commasama1098 5 лет назад +8

      @@jaredferguson2999 sorry for the late reply, but same??? Except I still have depression, so im probably going to be hospitalized for that in the near future since my intrusive thoughts are still present. Adderall is my lifeline right now

    • @jaredferguson2999
      @jaredferguson2999 5 лет назад +4

      @@commasama1098 people REALLY shit talk adderall because of its negative effects, and like I get that, but it really is life changing for so many reasons. I seriously hope you get better and manage to cope with the intrusive thoughts. I know you've probably heard this 1000(0???) times but one of the things that tends to help loads of people is to just allow yourself to think about them instead of fighting those things off, to try to remain rational and not give in to the compulsions associated. It sucks, and you'll probably feel like a monster, but it really takes away from their power over you. Whether or not any of this applies to you obviously depends on the nature of the thoughts, of course, but they definitely don't have anything to do with what you like or who you are even if you have reason to think they do. It's probably dogmatic and I'm sure you've been told that by a therapist or like, anyone with intrusive thoughts, and maybe you already practice this but like, take some time out of a day to just stop fighting them and let it happen ya know? But you really can't allow yourself to fight them or care about them, at all, because that only serves to make you think about them more and strengthen that behavior, you have to think about them on purpose, (and almost as often as you have them) that's the secret. I don't know if I'm just hitting some basic shit here but people can go their entire lives without developing that habit because of just how much they hate those thoughts or themselves for thinking them, and sometimes they even grow to like being sad as it can kinda become part of their identity as paradoxical as that sounds. Just some advice, and trust me whatever thoughts you're having are not worse than even most of the others. SORRY FOR THE NOVEL :)))

    • @Thug_Nuts1
      @Thug_Nuts1 5 лет назад +1

      Noneyo Business hope you feel better soon keep pushing through man

    • @commasama1098
      @commasama1098 5 лет назад +1

      Thanks y’all, really means a lot

  • @zaneenaz7515
    @zaneenaz7515 3 года назад +171

    Okay I appreciate Charlie for describing in detail this routine because as someone with OCD it’s comforting to know other people who have routines that they know were strange but feel obligated to practice

  • @lukasbowers1334
    @lukasbowers1334 10 месяцев назад +11

    God himself couldn’t pull this information out of me