Jeez, sorry to hear you fell off your horse and landed on all those hard surfaces. I'm sure that must have been quite painful for you! (And your mom doing that surely must have added insult to injury.) How are you feeling now? I actually know this song well because my fellow editor (and occasional collaborator) @StarFuryEdits made a video dedicated to Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader (Who just happens to be my third favorite fictional character, along with Lightning himself and Batman) which also used it! (although her video had the version done by Linkin Park) So it is a song that I really like because it's one at times I can relate to, (as I've been in situations before where it's felt like I've given everything, yet accomplished nothing) while also fitting seamlessly with Anakin's arc. (Though you'd have to know Star Wars well to understand why.)
@@TheAnimationConnoisseur just be here for me to vent too. Because I don't really have anybody else to tell my problems without getting criticized. My mom and I seem to be better now but she still has a certain tone when talking to me. The reason why were fighting is because she doesn't want to give up ownership of MY savings account because she thinks I'm irresponsible with my money. But its my paycheck so why do you even care? I guess she's trying to protect me but I'm not taking financial advice from a woman who didn't want to spend a dime on my dying cat (who is better now thanks to my advocacy) and spends our hard earned savings on her hair every month when my sister is literally a cosmetologist and can do it for free here at home. But no we need to spend $200 to get the "salon experience" sure....
@@kittvskarrkr6074 You know, I've heard a lot of anger directed towards your parents for as long as I've known you. I'm not upset at you at all for feeling that way or sharing stuff like that, but I am somewhat concerned for you in that regard. I don't think it's healthy for you to be carrying all that around. Have you ever considered just sitting down and talking things out with your folks, or (if that fails) seeking family counseling from a professional? Doing either of those things might be highly beneficial in regard to your overall well-being.
@@TheAnimationConnoisseur the reason why I have a lot of resentment from my folks is because they put a lot of pressure on me, especially to do something when I'm not prepared for it. Another thing is that they don't think I know what I'm talking about. Like for instance, I was trying to explain the positive side of doing preventative care for our senior animals before they get an underlying problem. Like my cat Daisy for example, her hyperthyroidism resulted in stage 1 kidney disease and hypertension.I tried explaining to my patents that she will probably need to get blood work redone every 6 months in order to manage and slow the progression of her kidney disease, and to see if she will need a diet not high in protein further down the line as well. But they think I'm spending too much time and money on "an old cat". Daisy is 12. She is 68 in cat years and that's about as old as my parents are. So i can't say I blame them for being more irritating lately. But they don't need to push me down as I find my way in life and discourage me from getting the proper care she needs. At the end of the day she's a life and its my job to advocate for her, care for her and give her everything she needs. But they think "you just want to take her to the vet because you work there." No I'm an adult capable of my own decisions and I'm not going to let the matter of money prevent me from doing what I think is right. Not only that but when instated this channel, I was going through some very diagnostics in my life where I was sick, anxious and scared all the time resulting in depression. My grades suffered as a matter of fact and my parents pushed me to do better in school when I was just trying to do better in life. Granted I never told them my inner monologue but they never asked, so I felt like no one ever cared. Reason why I love my horse so much is because I get that emotional comfort I need from time to time. I used to vent all the time to my grandpa but he's gone now and I basically have nobody. My parents come from a time different than ours so everything we young people deal with is always criticized by the generation before us. And I don't want nor need that judgement in life. Seriously, when no was diagnosed with anxiety and my doctor recommended a shrink. My parents wouldn't let me go. My dad is kinder and thought it wasn't that bad of an idea and he always supports me, but whatever I do doesn't feel like its enough for him. He expects 110% when all I can give is my all. I'm doing much better in my mental health now that I'm out of high school and the pressure is off. But it was always "you cab do better than that" when in reality I can't because I'm trying to give priority to myself. And my mom doesn't really like my horse which offends me because he's helped me in ways she couldn't. Don't get me wrong, I love my parents and I'm grateful they let me live with them because apartments in my town are too expensive and I don't make enough for rent + gas. And also grateful they provide a lot for me but that doesn't give excuse to disrespect me every chance you get. I usually talk to my folks when they cross the line. And I would like family counseling but like I said my parents don't like professional help such as doctors, vets, lawyers, police, and much less shrinks.
Jeez, sorry to hear you fell off your horse and landed on all those hard surfaces. I'm sure that must have been quite painful for you! (And your mom doing that surely must have added insult to injury.) How are you feeling now?
I actually know this song well because my fellow editor (and occasional collaborator) @StarFuryEdits made a video dedicated to Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader
(Who just happens to be my third favorite fictional character, along with Lightning himself and Batman) which also used it! (although her video had the version done by Linkin Park)
So it is a song that I really like because it's one at times I can relate to, (as I've been in situations before where it's felt like I've given everything, yet accomplished nothing) while also fitting seamlessly with Anakin's arc. (Though you'd have to know Star Wars well to understand why.)
Thank you. To be honest I have had worse. I love this song too because it helps me cope.
@@kittvskarrkr6074Anything I can do to help you… at all?
@@TheAnimationConnoisseur just be here for me to vent too. Because I don't really have anybody else to tell my problems without getting criticized. My mom and I seem to be better now but she still has a certain tone when talking to me. The reason why were fighting is because she doesn't want to give up ownership of MY savings account because she thinks I'm irresponsible with my money. But its my paycheck so why do you even care? I guess she's trying to protect me but I'm not taking financial advice from a woman who didn't want to spend a dime on my dying cat (who is better now thanks to my advocacy) and spends our hard earned savings on her hair every month when my sister is literally a cosmetologist and can do it for free here at home. But no we need to spend $200 to get the "salon experience" sure....
@@kittvskarrkr6074 You know, I've heard a lot of anger directed towards your parents for as long as I've known you. I'm not upset at you at all for feeling that way or sharing stuff like that, but I am somewhat concerned for you in that regard. I don't think it's healthy for you to be carrying all that around.
Have you ever considered just sitting down and talking things out with your folks, or (if that fails) seeking family counseling from a professional? Doing either of those things might be highly beneficial in regard to your overall well-being.
@@TheAnimationConnoisseur the reason why I have a lot of resentment from my folks is because they put a lot of pressure on me, especially to do something when I'm not prepared for it. Another thing is that they don't think I know what I'm talking about. Like for instance, I was trying to explain the positive side of doing preventative care for our senior animals before they get an underlying problem. Like my cat Daisy for example, her hyperthyroidism resulted in stage 1 kidney disease and hypertension.I tried explaining to my patents that she will probably need to get blood work redone every 6 months in order to manage and slow the progression of her kidney disease, and to see if she will need a diet not high in protein further down the line as well. But they think I'm spending too much time and money on "an old cat".
Daisy is 12. She is 68 in cat years and that's about as old as my parents are. So i can't say I blame them for being more irritating lately. But they don't need to push me down as I find my way in life and discourage me from getting the proper care she needs. At the end of the day she's a life and its my job to advocate for her, care for her and give her everything she needs. But they think "you just want to take her to the vet because you work there."
No I'm an adult capable of my own decisions and I'm not going to let the matter of money prevent me from doing what I think is right. Not only that but when instated this channel, I was going through some very diagnostics in my life where I was sick, anxious and scared all the time resulting in depression. My grades suffered as a matter of fact and my parents pushed me to do better in school when I was just trying to do better in life. Granted I never told them my inner monologue but they never asked, so I felt like no one ever cared. Reason why I love my horse so much is because I get that emotional comfort I need from time to time. I used to vent all the time to my grandpa but he's gone now and I basically have nobody. My parents come from a time different than ours so everything we young people deal with is always criticized by the generation before us. And I don't want nor need that judgement in life. Seriously, when no was diagnosed with anxiety and my doctor recommended a shrink. My parents wouldn't let me go. My dad is kinder and thought it wasn't that bad of an idea and he always supports me, but whatever I do doesn't feel like its enough for him. He expects 110% when all I can give is my all. I'm doing much better in my mental health now that I'm out of high school and the pressure is off. But it was always "you cab do better than that" when in reality I can't because I'm trying to give priority to myself. And my mom doesn't really like my horse which offends me because he's helped me in ways she couldn't.
Don't get me wrong, I love my parents and I'm grateful they let me live with them because apartments in my town are too expensive and I don't make enough for rent + gas. And also grateful they provide a lot for me but that doesn't give excuse to disrespect me every chance you get.
I usually talk to my folks when they cross the line. And I would like family counseling but like I said my parents don't like professional help such as doctors, vets, lawyers, police, and much less shrinks.