I don’t know if I am depressed or just bipolar but I’m sick of doing the same thing everyday edit: doing better now, i’ve been working out and making a lot of friends. I love you all.
ykw man Im so sick of living like this wake up, school, eat, homework, tiktok, sleep. Im not happy I want to conquer myself Im tired of tiktok Im tired of all the instant gratification I want to be proud of myself man I wanna become the best version of myself (I will change I’ll do whatever it takes.)
@@defaultuser9925 yaaa i feel great. life is good when u get out there man. life is too short for u to be moping around and being depressed n shi. talk to that girl, hit that new pr at the gym, make friends at church or school, and overall realize the potential u have as a human being 🫡
I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and I don't know how to feel about it. I knew that there were a lot of probabilities of me having it because a lot of people in my family do but to hear it from an actual expert is different.
This song is kind of like nostalgic. Sad but happy at the same time. Bittersweet. Like remembering the good memories of the past, and it makes me smile, in a sad way.
It gives me different emotions and motives at the same time. I want to help everybody and be kind of useful for society, but at the same time, I realize that no one is here to do the same thing towards me, which gives me a huge frustration, but I kinda got used to it. I just want everyone to be happy and cheerful as well as to live in peace. That's all.
life hits u hard bro, but always remember that the amount of sadness u get will be transformed to joy and multiplied by 100%, so what I'm sayin bro is dont be lost
This gives me a feeling of my own limitations, see the interesting lives of other people, and understand that I may not find my happiness, in the end I will simply get depressed and live a boring and boring life. but it's still pointless
Just found out that the pastors husband passed last night, i cried to this song just thinking about how he wouldn't suffer anymore.. hes in gods hands now!. Sending love to the pastor she shouldn't go through this but, its just apart of our lives..we lose someone we love..
thx to everyone that writes helpful stuff down in the comments, like "You are going to get through this" and stuff, its a cool sight to see that people try to help others, although nothing really makes me happy anymore, it can sometimes make me happy to see that there are people who care about others, not even knowing who the other person is, its really nice to see that there are people with empathy in this world, that provide something to people who dont get it, such as me, although they dont help, it just makes me slightly happy that others care about another of whom they know nothing about
I care about you, and to answer your question about why you are pondering here,u are pondering because you are here for a reason, you were never a mistake, u are important, people need people who are exactly like you, u are important to me, I genuinely fell for you as a person who used to cry them selves every single night and wishing it could all end right in the morning , I wanna hear a reply from you @notahappypersonhere7881:).[ I really hope you remove the “not” from your name]
This is for everyone who wants to die: Everyone will cry if you die, everyone will miss you, even if no one is in love with you, just dont do it I love you all i hope you all gonna be fine!:)
All my friends have moved to college or are pursuing their careers, im the youngest and I'm still in my senior year of highschool. I leave in June for the army and will see them even less than I do now. I have never been more alone. I have nothing, no one. I'm not even depressed, I'm just angry at my situation and have no way to change it
hey man. its alright. i had no idea what i was doing with my life after senior year. i tried college, but it wasnt for me. i ended up joining the navy and embracing the path and the means to my future. im glad that you chose something bigger than yourself to pursue. just hold on a bit longer, youll be through soon.
I don't know if I'm heading in the right direction in life, everything seems so foggy and I feel like its too late to catch up with everyone else. (sorry if this is cringe just need to vent)
''La mayoría de las veces, el problema no es que los problemas que enfrentamos no puedan resolverse, el problema es que tenemos tanto miedo al fracaso que nos negamos a ver nuestros problemas desde una nueva perspectiva. Y entonces hacemos las mismas cosas una y otra vez. Y ahí, por supuesto, encontramos exactamente el fracaso que buscábamos. Tu vida siempre será una lucha y siempre tendrás problemas.'' -Superliminal (Dr. Glen)
nah but fr though it feels like I've ruined myself with my own lies. like I lied about so many things to keep people happy and not concerned but in the end it ended up making things worse. yknow during this horrible journey I somehow got a girlfriend right? and I love her, she's so nice easy to talk to and pretty and she always cared about me but idk the longer and longer it went on for somehow I felt even more lonely? she's really busy all the time and I know she's not lying but sometimes my mind twists that into a ''I don't want to see you'' vibe so then I keep on thinking she just doesn't have any interest in seeing me anymore. and then I start to dig around thinking why they don't want to see me like ''am I not attractive?'' ''is it something I did or do?'' ''was it something I said?'' and slowly but surely I become even more insecure about all those things thinking they are the problem. and as a result of this I start to feel increasingly more lonely. it's funny I dream about being around or hanging out with her and I usually don't remember my dreams but even the slightest bit of human affection or touch, and I won't stop thinking about it. For a brief period of time, about 2 months I had pretty much conquered the urges of suicide and self harm. But they came back. And I'm trying to fight them but they keep getting stronger. I just wish she had the time to see me.
Hate to break it to you but you can't have those things while simultaneously not caring about money/school. You need to work hard to earn a nice home and a loving partner, yeah I get that society sucks but there's nothing we can do about it, just do the best you can with what you have.
Focus on yourself, not others expectations of you but just on what you want. Your goals, ambitions, and how you want to live life. If you constantly have the desire for something but do not put in the work, did you truly deserve it? Take steps to living a life you know you can take pride in. Don’t live a meaningless life you’ve already gone through.. there’s a reason you’re tired of this, because you realize it’s a waste. Take care, and remember you live for yourself not for others. Comparison is the thief of joy.
"Glass aint dangerous until its broken." "Real ones would chose you over they girl" "Single today, Single tommorow, Shi might be single forever its hard to find real love in this generation" "I may be ugly or not known, but i still have a good heart in a fucked up generation" "You cant get up if you aint down"
Just the way of life my friend, the whole system is messed up. The one thing we can look forward to is having everlasting life in GODS kingdom, remember this temporary life we live is nothing compared to eternity, stay safe friend :)
Dude just sitting back and thinking abt how I used to be so happy and i’d play games and toys with my lil sister and older brother back when i was 5 he was 8 she a 2 (we’d watch her mess with the toys) but now im 16 we don’t interact with eachother, we dont talk as much and it pains my sould cause we only get to experience it while we have the chance and now its all gone but cant let em know what im thinking 24/7😁
sus latidos se escuchaban mientras un silencio me invadía por dentro , el rico aroma de su cabello aun no sale de mi mente mientras acariciaba su pelo quería parar el tiempo, me cuestionaba en mis adentros ,quería que fuese eterna esa felicidad ,aquellos suspiros quedaron grabados en mi mente en una noche fria e incurrente ,ella y yo
"What happened Rick, I thought you said you weren't the good guy anymore, ain't that what you said, even right here right now you ain't gonna fight for"
i've got one. she's amazing, has her bad, but we love each other. but the loneliness never leaves, it only lowers its octave when she's near, and nearly silences itself when we're in each others arms, but it stays, whispering, calling to me to remind me that i'll always be alone.
The clouds have cleared and the rain has stopped I haven’t seen the sun in so long is forgotten what it looked like my life is getting better with every day I pray it stays like this I’m so thankful for everything in my life
to everyone life may repeat day to day with sum days being harder then others an the questions begin to flow “what am i doing” “what is there for me” “will i even make it” i cant say ik how you all feel but what i can tell u all is u aren’t alone not for a single minute when u stand there at the mirror looking at urself you dont see a person who wants to die u see a u that is trying to live i say again you are not alone not even for a minute im not no saint or pastor but i do not jesus is with us and he is waiting for u to accept him or even just acknowledge him there by your side i love you all never forget that even when u feel at ur lowest take care everyone god bless 🙏🏼❤️
Louco? Eu ja fui louco uma vez, eles me trancaram em um quarto. Isso me deixou louco Louco? Eu ja fui louco uma vez, eles me trancaram em um quarto. Isso me deixou louco
I wish I felt like a person that people could like. I'm sick of being a side friend. I'm sick of being one of the only ones without a relationship. I hate school. Shits stressing me out. I feel like im gonna drop out in a few years and disappear. I just wish that I coulda meant sumthin to people.
Suffering in silence.
real
average real writer 😂🔫 (i can't take it anymore)
real shit
@@avakadopubg3534real
aye man just know we all know what you’re going through. and we all are going through it.
I keep listening to this song and it really reminds me of how privileged we are to be alive.
Frr
Yessirrr 🤟🏽
i don’t want that privilege anymore
@@dark_1vey793 White?
and even be humans
this song just. takes you back to the days you want back so badly but then you realize, life will always get harder and the world only gets sadder.
I’m not depressed I just like this song
fr man
I am
@@gayslut-realwell NOBODY ASKED 😂😂
Oh😢
I already suffer from depression and anxiety. 2 months ago I got out of the psychiatric hospital and I think I'm going back. 😂😂😂
I don’t know if I am depressed or just bipolar but I’m sick of doing the same thing everyday
edit: doing better now, i’ve been working out and making a lot of friends. I love you all.
Real
Real
Used to feel like that too until I started not giving a crap about rules and doing whatever tf I wanted to
Just get off your phone and live in the real world.
@@DK-lz7kg I do
ykw man Im so sick of living like this wake up, school, eat, homework, tiktok, sleep. Im not happy I want to conquer myself Im tired of tiktok Im tired of all the instant gratification I want to be proud of myself man I wanna become the best version of myself
(I will change I’ll do whatever it takes.)
How are you now, All good bro?
Good luck
i deleted tiktok and all mostly all my socials to better myself and find God.
@@SireRaMessiahHave you found yourself yet
@@defaultuser9925 yaaa i feel great. life is good when u get out there man. life is too short for u to be moping around and being depressed n shi. talk to that girl, hit that new pr at the gym, make friends at church or school, and overall realize the potential u have as a human being 🫡
I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia and I don't know how to feel about it. I knew that there were a lot of probabilities of me having it because a lot of people in my family do but to hear it from an actual expert is different.
real 😂😂😂😂😂
as long as you take your medication you’ll be able to live a normal life
What’s it feel like
God Bless you I hope you are able to manage your condition well. My thoughts are with you.
How are you now? All good Bro?
bro this album is a masterpiece and it's a shame that people only pay attention to this song
yeeaah but I'm just glad that Cities makes a big bag off the hype.
this song makes me feel so many things i can’t explain
Same
yet but soon may you one day understand :)
I am better father than you Rick!
I am better for Lori than you man!
What happened rick I thought you weren't the good guy
@@montgomeryjacob8889ain’t that what you said?!
IS THIS TWD REFERENCE
This song is kind of like nostalgic. Sad but happy at the same time. Bittersweet. Like remembering the good memories of the past, and it makes me smile, in a sad way.
It gives me different emotions and motives at the same time. I want to help everybody and be kind of useful for society, but at the same time, I realize that no one is here to do the same thing towards me, which gives me a huge frustration, but I kinda got used to it.
I just want everyone to be happy and cheerful as well as to live in peace. That's all.
life hits u hard bro, but always remember that the amount of sadness u get will be transformed to joy and multiplied by 100%, so what I'm sayin bro is dont be lost
This gives me a feeling of my own limitations, see the interesting lives of other people, and understand that I may not find my happiness, in the end I will simply get depressed and live a boring and boring life. but it's still pointless
Just found out that the pastors husband passed last night, i cried to this song just thinking about how he wouldn't suffer anymore.. hes in gods hands now!. Sending love to the pastor she shouldn't go through this but, its just apart of our lives..we lose someone we love..
My smile just go away after 1 second of this music.
spedupsl0w3d is our savior! thank you for allowing us to listen to this masterpiece
“What happened Rick I thought you weren’t the good guy anymore ain’t that what you said?”
This song is always playing in my head.
I searched for this for so long🙏
Finally found inner peace😌
I can literally remember all my childhood while listening to this song.
thx to everyone that writes helpful stuff down in the comments, like "You are going to get through this" and stuff, its a cool sight to see that people try to help others, although nothing really makes me happy anymore, it can sometimes make me happy to see that there are people who care about others, not even knowing who the other person is, its really nice to see that there are people with empathy in this world, that provide something to people who dont get it, such as me, although they dont help, it just makes me slightly happy that others care about another of whom they know nothing about
I care about you, and to answer your question about why you are pondering here,u are pondering because you are here for a reason, you were never a mistake, u are important, people need people who are exactly like you, u are important to me, I genuinely fell for you as a person who used to cry them selves every single night and wishing it could all end right in the morning , I wanna hear a reply from you @notahappypersonhere7881:).[ I really hope you remove the “not” from your name]
Just search goggins man, it'll change your life bro. Also, Jesus loves you bro.
This song always makes me think about me life and how I shouldn't take things for granted
This is for everyone who wants to die: Everyone will cry if you die, everyone will miss you, even if no one is in love with you, just dont do it I love you all i hope you all gonna be fine!:)
Ain't true
@@ericcomentalista Yes it is, bro. Everyone love you. Idk who you are, but you're a good people for sure:)! Good luck for life!
@@ericcomentalistatrust me bro, it aint over
who's going to cry 😂
@@antosomignore8636 Your Mom, Your crush, Your dad, Your brother or sister, Your friends, Your grandpa,Grandma, Your dogs, cats Will be sad
The joy in the future will make up for all the bad times experienced in the past
it’s such a serious yet so beautiful song
This song hits different when slowed
This is nice for night biking
The voices in my head are getting louder and louder day by day.. I just want to end it...
It’s like that we’re back in our day
All my friends have moved to college or are pursuing their careers, im the youngest and I'm still in my senior year of highschool. I leave in June for the army and will see them even less than I do now. I have never been more alone. I have nothing, no one. I'm not even depressed, I'm just angry at my situation and have no way to change it
hey man. its alright. i had no idea what i was doing with my life after senior year. i tried college, but it wasnt for me. i ended up joining the navy and embracing the path and the means to my future. im glad that you chose something bigger than yourself to pursue. just hold on a bit longer, youll be through soon.
When Cliff pops up in my reels with this in the background i know he’s gonna cook!✝️🔥
I don't know if I'm heading in the right direction in life, everything seems so foggy and I feel like its too late to catch up with everyone else. (sorry if this is cringe just need to vent)
yeah man no problm its not cringe, its ok to feel like that
"Good men are defined by the choices they make" -Hesh Walker
Um grito tem mais de 1000 palavras de sofrimento.
Real
This song feels like limbo.
This song perfectly conveys how I imagine all our memories play as we die
''La mayoría de las veces, el problema no es que los problemas que enfrentamos no puedan resolverse, el problema es que tenemos tanto miedo al fracaso que nos negamos a ver nuestros problemas desde una nueva perspectiva. Y entonces hacemos las mismas cosas una y otra vez. Y ahí, por supuesto, encontramos exactamente el fracaso que buscábamos. Tu vida siempre será una lucha y siempre tendrás problemas.''
-Superliminal (Dr. Glen)
nah but fr though it feels like I've ruined myself with my own lies. like I lied about so many things to keep people happy and not concerned but in the end it ended up making things worse. yknow during this horrible journey I somehow got a girlfriend right? and I love her, she's so nice easy to talk to and pretty and she always cared about me but idk the longer and longer it went on for somehow I felt even more lonely? she's really busy all the time and I know she's not lying but sometimes my mind twists that into a ''I don't want to see you'' vibe so then I keep on thinking she just doesn't have any interest in seeing me anymore. and then I start to dig around thinking why they don't want to see me like ''am I not attractive?'' ''is it something I did or do?'' ''was it something I said?''
and slowly but surely I become even more insecure about all those things thinking they are the problem. and as a result of this I start to feel increasingly more lonely. it's funny I dream about being around or hanging out with her and I usually don't remember my dreams but even the slightest bit of human affection or touch, and I won't stop thinking about it.
For a brief period of time, about 2 months I had pretty much conquered the urges of suicide and self harm. But they came back. And I'm trying to fight them but they keep getting stronger. I just wish she had the time to see me.
I just want to be loved 😞😔
i cant stop listening even though it's so repetitive
Finnaly I found this song
I wish I could go back but I should also stop drowning in nostalgia and enjoy the present because in a few years I will miss these days to.
I dont feel no need for shcool, money, economics. I just want a good future with a good home, and someone to love man. Im so tired of everything.
Same here.
@@fizzypizzel6477 fr man.
Hate to break it to you but you can't have those things while simultaneously not caring about money/school. You need to work hard to earn a nice home and a loving partner, yeah I get that society sucks but there's nothing we can do about it, just do the best you can with what you have.
Focus on yourself, not others expectations of you but just on what you want. Your goals, ambitions, and how you want to live life. If you constantly have the desire for something but do not put in the work, did you truly deserve it? Take steps to living a life you know you can take pride in. Don’t live a meaningless life you’ve already gone through.. there’s a reason you’re tired of this, because you realize it’s a waste. Take care, and remember you live for yourself not for others. Comparison is the thief of joy.
@@passthebleach9745 ❤️
Remember man im proud of you im happy with you.. keep chasing your dream.. even if something stop you.. Just keep chasing.. i know you can one day.
I thought you weren’t the good guy anymore Rick!
Ain’t that what you said!!
Boys it’s over
if you're having a bad day, its to say fuck it and laugh ig
It is what it is
real
Just remember, if you're having a bad day, it's just a day being bad, there's always a tomorrow, keep on going and stay strong
Fr
Inaction is a slow death.
I was alone this Valentine's. Ive always been alone. Ill eat and not be full. I'll laugh and not be happy. I am loved but I feel no such way.
You've let us down kid...we had big aspirations about you.
This is what you repay us with ?
*FALL*
I don't wanna live in a hole anymore...
"Glass aint dangerous until its broken." "Real ones would chose you over they girl" "Single today, Single tommorow, Shi might be single forever its hard to find real love in this generation" "I may be ugly or not known, but i still have a good heart in a fucked up generation" "You cant get up if you aint down"
this is my alarm
Pouring concrete at 2 am listening to this and wondering why I’m slaving myself when all these other people get things handed on a silver spoon
Just the way of life my friend, the whole system is messed up. The one thing we can look forward to is having everlasting life in GODS kingdom, remember this temporary life we live is nothing compared to eternity, stay safe friend :)
"It will be over soon.. Stay strong.."
God is who we can always trust
THE FEELINGS ARE BACK 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥
Dude just sitting back and thinking abt how I used to be so happy and i’d play games and toys with my lil sister and older brother back when i was 5 he was 8 she a 2 (we’d watch her mess with the toys) but now im 16 we don’t interact with eachother, we dont talk as much and it pains my sould cause we only get to experience it while we have the chance and now its all gone but cant let em know what im thinking 24/7😁
Im so fucking tired of living
Stay strong friend 🙏
real 😂😂😂😂
We got your back
real
I cant do it anymore.
Always will love this song
Sounds like a life or death choice
sus latidos se escuchaban mientras un silencio me invadía por dentro , el rico aroma de su cabello aun no sale de mi mente mientras acariciaba su pelo quería parar el tiempo, me cuestionaba en mis adentros ,quería que fuese eterna esa felicidad ,aquellos suspiros quedaron grabados en mi mente en una noche fria e incurrente ,ella y yo
beautiful words, i still remember her aroma too
@@Lemon-kw8iuestar con ella era una sensación única ,el tiempo pasaba demasiado rápido
this reminds me sm of my ex that i hate but i still listen to it
Im a better father than you, Rick..
That picture is something ill never experience in life
man I’m so fucking done how many girls gotta break my heart before I go heartless.
Jesus is the only hope man
@@Micheal_stone no he’s not he’s a prophet
@@ImEmptieJohn 10:30 my brother. I’m praying you feel better and are able to find joy.✝️❤️
"What happened Rick, I thought you said you weren't the good guy anymore, ain't that what you said, even right here right now you ain't gonna fight for"
в этот мрак не может проникнуть даже крохотный лучик света
I need a girlfriend. I want to escape. I don't want to be lonely.
me too bro, i want a girl that makes me feel loved, and makes me forget about my insecurities since I'm a lonely person.
i've got one. she's amazing, has her bad, but we love each other. but the loneliness never leaves, it only lowers its octave when she's near, and nearly silences itself when we're in each others arms, but it stays, whispering, calling to me to remind me that i'll always be alone.
The way my room filled with ketchup😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣
This makes me question my own existence
Im tired of everything...
Please let me go...
“Maybe in a another universe we will meet again…….”
The clouds have cleared and the rain has stopped I haven’t seen the sun in so long is forgotten what it looked like my life is getting better with every day I pray it stays like this I’m so thankful for everything in my life
to everyone life may repeat day to day with sum days being harder then others an the questions begin to flow “what am i doing” “what is there for me” “will i even make it” i cant say ik how you all feel but what i can tell u all is u aren’t alone not for a single minute when u stand there at the mirror looking at urself you dont see a person who wants to die u see a u that is trying to live i say again you are not alone not even for a minute im not no saint or pastor but i do not jesus is with us and he is waiting for u to accept him or even just acknowledge him there by your side i love you all never forget that even when u feel at ur lowest take care everyone god bless 🙏🏼❤️
Im sorry everyone
real real (this song clears my head)
I am so close to just ending it
why?
Bro, dont do it theres so much to liev for..
how are u doing man
they meant the video guys!!! ending the video 😁😁😁
@@ashIeigh Oh okay:)
Louco? Eu ja fui louco uma vez, eles me trancaram em um quarto. Isso me deixou louco Louco? Eu ja fui louco uma vez, eles me trancaram em um quarto. Isso me deixou louco
i dont wanna be no dead son
no dead brother
no dead cousin
no dead nephew
no dead grandson
no dead friend
they keeping me back from doing it.
Jesus loves you
man i just need a hug
- "Meet mr.Nice guy... you think you are nice.. this guy is really nice.."
I really love this song
i wish i could feel better but at some point you just learn to live with that feeling
Oh I love God so much ☦️
"thats it im done your never gonna change i give up you can't even change you"
Will we ever meet again?
Cure for most
I wish I felt like a person that people could like. I'm sick of being a side friend. I'm sick of being one of the only ones without a relationship. I hate school. Shits stressing me out. I feel like im gonna drop out in a few years and disappear. I just wish that I coulda meant sumthin to people.
I don't think I can thug it out anymore, im a failure
i still hate myself 🔥🔥🔥🔥
The happiest people have the worst lives and then they become unhappy so we all come out unhappy in the end
My lowest point in life song
Ngl i just want to say goodbye to the whole world. Never come back.
It is what it is
to many open tabs in my head and i can't close them.
My ex moved on and that shit hurt more than when we actually broke up😅
ong no one cares
@@dez8407 you care enough to comment on somebodies comment who you have never met
I care friend
I care
Relatable
this song is made to think about life, not listen.
why am i here
real 😂😂😂😂😂
Just to suffer
to like and subscribe and also hit the notifaction bell
Thank you.
I am somewhere
this shit speaks to me bro 😔