“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” that’s something i needed to hear.
I have a lot of respect for you because you didn’t use “I’m bipolar” as click bait. You were actually tested and diagnosed. Thank you for not just throwing words around.
Alyssa Allen Chill out.. by “throwing words around”, they meant saying you’re something without being diagnosed with it. For example, Trisha Paytas. She said she had did, but was not actually diagnosed with it. You’re going on full rants for absolutely no reason, calling them mean. It’s really not that serious.
I've been noticing a whole new vibe with Niki. She seems like she's really been working on herself and trying to be her, just her, without trying to be like anyone else. In the reality show Niki said she was working on herself, but it was kind of hard to see that, but now I can tell she's changed and I get good vibes from her and her channel. Love you Niki
“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” ~Niki Demar That was something i rlly needed to hear, especially during this year 2020... (and I am aware this is similar to many comments but its just that i agree with all of 'em.
Something I love about Niki is that she’s not afraid to be herself. She’ll always express herself in every way possible, which is really inspiring to me. Luv u so much Niki 🧡 also love the red it looks so good on you!!
I am so happy to see you expanding and doing what makes you happy, girl. I feel like we are very similar and I am always so proud of your progress! Creative queen!! Can't wait to support your brand. Please release something in black hahahahah.
As someone with OCD, I am truly inspired about her coming out about it on her RUclips channel. We need to stop normalizing not discussing mental health and prioritizing physical illnesses over mental illnesses 💖
Love how she is so real with us and not fake and pretend she isn’t messy when everyone is pretty messy and yeah you go girl and love your top it looks so good 😊❤️
Yeah not sure why my comment made her responsd like that 😂 hUn nO iT wAs bRoWn. Like okay?? When I say black I mean dark hair in general. She’s over here trying to nit pick my comment like it makes a difference
I feel like her ''70s'' phase is over and now she dresses like people in the late 90s and early 2000s EDIT: Bro what why did i get so much likes and btw i love the new happy niki and the new style and i also loved when she was leaning more towards the 70s style. Her style was just something that I saw changing lately.
yeah but just bc someone doesnt have a mental disorder doesnt mean they are “off the hook”. there are other disabilities and disorders and diseases that are just as bad or even worse.
Amy Mansfield right I have health issues from Two auto immune diseases plus mental health issues.. and the physical affects my life more then the mental.. she is very naive I like niki but she wants to act as if she’s the only one with these issues but she has all the blessings in the world with a kush ass life.. yes she worked for it but if I didn’t have to stress over bills money and my physical health I would be one happy girl
It’s so humbling to hear about these aspects of your life, I’ve struggled with OCD for as long as I can remember but never said anything it’s comforting to hear I’m not the only one but I wish you didn’t have to struggle with it. Ps love the red hair so much ❤️❤️
“you guys are lucky, you don’t understand.” i do, actually. i have ocd and anxiety and i’m currently in the hospital because of it. it freaking sucks, but i’m glad you are open about it and getting better 💗💗
i haven’t watched her or gabi in like 4 years and i have to say she looks so much happier! literally glowing. it’s so nice to see :) glad she’s working on herself now, she deserves it
niki, you breaking out of your shell and actually glowing personality wise is my motivation everyday. i feel into a deep depressing hole and your videos are just so relatable 💗
Stop. That broke my heart when she said “some people are off the hook or lucky and I have this”. Niki don’t look at it as a burden. With a certain perspective it could be a blessing in disguise. Yeah no doubt it can suck at times but it only builds you up more and more. You have such a strong support system behind you. We got you.
It is not a blessing to have constant suicidal thoughts when you are in your depressive states and not feeling in control of yourself in your manic phase and ruining your life and hurting those in your path. toxic positivity out of here
My mom is diagnosed bipolar and OCD and she has been the best mom ever. I'm glad you got tested and are willing to share. I was diagnosed OCD many years ago and it was because of people like you that I did. love ya Niki
I just absolutely love how honest and open you are like you have no secrets nothing your ashamed of to the point where you would never tell anyone you are amazing keep doing what you do
Niki literally makes me feels so good about my self. Like she's so honest about everything, even her apartment being a mess, I just love watching it ❤️❤️❤️
it makes me really happy to hear someone talk about ocd for the reality of how hard it is i hate to see it spoken about incorrectly (i.e. oh ur organized must be ocd!!) because i’ve struggled with it my whole life and it’s exhausting and confusing. I also struggle with bipolar disorder so to see someone struggling with two of the same things I do is nice to know i’m not alone. I always felt this draw to watch your videos and only started last year and weirdly i think maybe this is why!
I luv how niki is loving her self she has been really open lately and that’s good .she’s really inspirational and showing us we don’t need ppl to make us happy .
thank you for being open about your mental health struggles. I've been dealing with OCD for 10 years now and i'm trying to tell myself it will be okay.
Niki is such an inspiration. I also suffer from many things like anxiety, depression, sensory processing disorder, and ODD. She is really relatable and gives great advice
i seripusly told my boyfriend about cleaning vlogs and he’s like “no. people don’t want to see that” me showing him how many i’ve watched and the views each vid has ..... 🤣
Love ya I have anxiety / panic disorder/ attacks / OCD / seasonal depression & depression systems during my period ! It’s always a cycle for me ! A great phycatrist & therpist does that trick love how unique you are !
I'm bipolar as well and I have anxiety and depression and slight OCD it's hard but I'm glad your coming out about your bipolar seeing as no one talks about so as someone dealing with it it means alot for it to finally being talked about also I love you and I love seeing you happy I've been here sense the beginning and it's amazing to see how much you've grown
My bf has bipolar depression disorder and i love him with all my heart and his moods and patterns are just a part of his being and I’m so lucky we work together and the bipolar stigma is getting smaller and smaller
I've been going through so much in ky life right now. I've been watching your vlog channel, gabi's vlog channel, the both of yours main channel, and Alisha's vlogs/main channel to help me cope through all of the stuff that is going on in my head and personal life. Thank you for existing. 💖
Can I just say.. you deserve way more hype and credit than you get. Like you keep everything so real and I appreciate an influencer that isn’t fake. Thanks for making vids 🥺💗
LOVE the red hair but out of all the hair colors you’ve had, I like the orange best on you. It brings so much warmth and color to your face and is such a look on you 🧡
as someone who is also bipolar, its no surprise seeing your diagnosis, I've been watching your videos since a long time ago and we clearly see when you are in mania and depression. tip: keep a track of your moods and what triggers each thing no matter how big or small you think it is. stay strong love you
So proud of you niki, been watching you and gabi for the last 3-4 years and it’s been amazing to witness your growth and you finding yourself. You are a bright light in this world! ❤️
There's no one, who's "off the hook". Leaving in a reality as human being will never set you off the hook. I'm happy to see people, feeling themselves and being comfortable in their own skin.
niki, I'm bipolar too. I was diagnosed at 3 and its always been a struggle. Thank you so much for coming out about your bipolar. Its SO much more common than people realize.
Me watching this: I’m 23 going to be 24 in August. Got married at 22, a year and almost eight months. Also currently 8 weeks pregnant. It is definitely different for everyone, I wanted to be young, always have. Nothing wrong with people also wanting to wait. ❤️
Mimi Znh Thank you, it was hard for us to get to this point. I’ve had recurring miscarriages and struggle with infertility. ❤️ This baby is a blessing!
Nikki, this is why I love you. You are so open about everything and your unique style which helps me in so many different ways that I’m just realizing I think you opened me up to a style I never thought I’d be into. At the moment I’m actually going to be testing for bipolar. I have already been diagnosed with depression when I was 12 I am now 17 going to be 18 in 3 months and there’s a lot of times my emotions are unexplainable and don’t know why I feel a way at certain times or my past actions and why I did the things I have done. I need to know what other things I may be. Today I got scared since there’s just simple questions being asked just on the phone and texting to my mom because she’s the one filling out the forum and now I know things are actually gonna be happening and I’m now exposed to my past and not the good past but the bad. I was actually hoping you made a cleaning video because I have been into those a ton with quarantine as well and now I have inspiration to go clean my room which honestly isn’t that bad but I love deep cleaning. I love you Nikki and your hair looks fire 🔥👌🏼😻
"Quarantine gave me so much clarity to realize the things I'm doing for other people and not for myself" SAME Quarantine really made us realize and discover things about ourselves that we didn't knew existed and knew things that we could actually do and thought we couldn't do. 🧡✨
Thank you for being so honest and transparent about your mental health! I had no Idea you had OCD like me. I have OCD anxiety snd depression. I’m so sorry you suffer with that and Bipolar but at least you know about the bipolar now so you can understand yourself more. You’re awesome. 💜💜
any I really know what she meant I’m just saying she has the resources to treat her mental health at least, she has to realize how blessed she is in general
I’m bipolar too and I have bpd and ptsd. Once you figure out what’s wrong with you it gets easier to deal with. I’m happy ur talking about it. Not a lot of people do 💖
i feel that those who are “off the hook,” often haven’t gone to the psychologist and bottle their feelings. so good on you for taking the leap to better your mental health x
There are a ton of people who don’t have mental illness who “are off the hook”. Those people can never understand fully what it’s like to live like this. It’s horrible but you have to get through it so yes some people are sort of “off the hook” because they don’t have mental illness. Going to a physiologist doesn’t mean you’ll be diagnosed with something
Honestly even tho some youtubers dont like to air their dirty laundry or be totally transparent with their fans i really loved that gabi and niki dod that it makes the audience understand them and accept them and makes us feel like we know them personally and lets us relate i like that they don’t necessarily make it their whole identity or the bad stuff their whole brand but they dont hide it they just show us that layers that everyone has
I have OCD as well and it is refreshing to see your transparency and you may not realize this but you are spreading awareness! A lot of people think OCD is about being tidy and solely about cleaning rituals or contamination rituals. There are several categories that OCD falls into! There is a lot of misconception in the world about OCD. People will say they love to clean so they are OCD not realizing when a person who has OCD has cleaning rituals, it’s not something that makes them happy, they are compelled to do so and it’s not fun. I have intrusive thoughts and irrational fears (OCD). Thank you for using your platform for this! I didn’t seek help( diagnosed at 13 years old but didn’t want to believe it because of misconceptions and stopped going to therapy shortly after my diagnosis!)until I saw someone talking about what I was going through! I felt crazy and was scared to tell anyone what was going on! ❤️ Love you Nik
I’m so glad you said that about marriage and children! I’m 27 and single, and it’s so nice hearing that someone doesn’t want to get married until a bit later on in life, makes me feel a little less alone when I’m surrounded by engaged friends!
I had been a subscriber for years and I never knew that you were bipolar. I knew that you changed traumatically and it’s beautiful. I have learned to love myself and not care what people say or care about me. I love you Niki and you look beautiful in any kind of hair.
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“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” that’s something i needed to hear.
Once I learned this, I’ve felt a lot better about life!!
same. this week has been terrible
Michelle M hope things get better for u, sending a lot of love n light ur way. 🤍🤍
This is what I've been learning too in the last year. So important
This statement really hit hard! 💛
ok but the reason behind this whole video is honestly a MOOD.
Issa Reed A HUGE mOoD😂💙
I have a lot of respect for you because you didn’t use “I’m bipolar” as click bait. You were actually tested and diagnosed. Thank you for not just throwing words around.
She kind of did tho....
She actually did..
Alyssa Allen Chill out.. by “throwing words around”, they meant saying you’re something without being diagnosed with it. For example, Trisha Paytas. She said she had did, but was not actually diagnosed with it. You’re going on full rants for absolutely no reason, calling them mean. It’s really not that serious.
Alyssa Allen Chill..
Joe BARNABAS Yes there is.. you get tested and diagnosed with it.
I've been noticing a whole new vibe with Niki. She seems like she's really been working on herself and trying to be her, just her, without trying to be like anyone else. In the reality show Niki said she was working on herself, but it was kind of hard to see that, but now I can tell she's changed and I get good vibes from her and her channel. Love you Niki
Yes❤️
“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” ~Niki Demar That was something i rlly needed to hear, especially during this year 2020... (and I am aware this is similar to many comments but its just that i agree with all of 'em.
Watching people clean up and like “getting their life together” by cleaning calms my anxiety so much haha
Same
Why did I literally need the 'this is the happiest I've been in a while' she makes me smile so much 🥺💗
Something I love about Niki is that she’s not afraid to be herself. She’ll always express herself in every way possible, which is really inspiring to me. Luv u so much Niki 🧡 also love the red it looks so good on you!!
She also bratty
Urmomkaren that’s so sweet💕
@@camille98tt shush dont ruin the moment
So true!:)
I am so happy to see you expanding and doing what makes you happy, girl. I feel like we are very similar and I am always so proud of your progress! Creative queen!! Can't wait to support your brand. Please release something in black hahahahah.
Btw I'm subscribe to your channel ❤😄
As someone with OCD, I am truly inspired about her coming out about it on her RUclips channel. We need to stop normalizing not discussing mental health and prioritizing physical illnesses over mental illnesses 💖
Right
Niki stays 💯 all the time like she’s so honest abt her apartment being a mess
Like MOOD 🤣🤷♀️💕
Love how she is so real with us and not fake and pretend she isn’t messy when everyone is pretty messy and yeah you go girl and love your top it looks so good 😊❤️
She’s so quirky
Elia Fora AHAHHA
I love how you can say all this on RUclips there’s some really horrible people out there love you I will support you through anything
The way she color codes her clothes makes her closet awesome
Who else thinks that Niki's red hair is better than her orange hair I love her red hair!
Yessssss sameeeeeee eeeeek
I loved Niki's blue hair but now seeing the red I love it even more 💓
I still prefer her blue hair, but she looks amazing with red hair as well
I loved her orange so much but I’m living for her new look ✌️
Me
Fire goddess 🔥🔥🔥 this chick can go from black to blue, to orange, to red and make every single one look bomb af.
right
@JAAYDE BAKER whatev sis
Yeah not sure why my comment made her responsd like that 😂 hUn nO iT wAs bRoWn. Like okay?? When I say black I mean dark hair in general. She’s over here trying to nit pick my comment like it makes a difference
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she dye her hair purple once
I feel like her ''70s'' phase is over and now she dresses like people in the late 90s and early 2000s
EDIT: Bro what why did i get so much likes and btw i love the new happy niki and the new style and i also loved when she was leaning more towards the 70s style. Her style was just something that I saw changing lately.
well she's just following trends
I love the 1970s , the 1990s and the 2000s too. She’s just changing with the trends
she just likes it.
maxine chan want to support each other:)!
The way she jut decorated her “beauty wing” is very 60’s/70’s though
the red hair is lowkey a vibe !!!
You've commented so many times, like BRUH.
there is no one who is “off the hook”. It’s just a matter of wether you bother to ask people what they are struggling with or not..............
True. Some people are better at hiding it 🤷🏾♀️.
She meant some people aren’t diagnosed with mental health disorders.
yeah but just bc someone doesnt have a mental disorder doesnt mean they are “off the hook”. there are other disabilities and disorders and diseases that are just as bad or even worse.
Amy Mansfield right I have health issues from Two auto immune diseases plus mental health issues.. and the physical affects my life more then the mental.. she is very naive I like niki but she wants to act as if she’s the only one with these issues but she has all the blessings in the world with a kush ass life.. yes she worked for it but if I didn’t have to stress over bills money and my physical health I would be one happy girl
Anastasia Robinson forreal Niki is not being considerate of others with comments like that
It’s so humbling to hear about these aspects of your life, I’ve struggled with OCD for as long as I can remember but never said anything it’s comforting to hear I’m not the only one but I wish you didn’t have to struggle with it. Ps love the red hair so much ❤️❤️
“you guys are lucky, you don’t understand.” i do, actually. i have ocd and anxiety and i’m currently in the hospital because of it. it freaking sucks, but i’m glad you are open about it and getting better 💗💗
sending love and strength your way, so proud of you
Wow stay strong!
"i hate cleaning" the taurus came out
rox[e]y I love it me a ♉️
All the zodiac signs have actually changed...
I'm a Taurus!!! ♉
Not every taurus is like that 😂 one of my friends is a taurus and cleans a lot
@@Death.Angel_0 actually, same (except I'm the Taurus) I LOVE cleaning
I’m loving the new hair though! 😍
i haven’t watched her or gabi in like 4 years and i have to say she looks so much happier! literally glowing. it’s so nice to see :) glad she’s working on herself now, she deserves it
niki, you breaking out of your shell and actually glowing personality wise is my motivation everyday. i feel into a deep depressing hole and your videos are just so relatable 💗
Your content literally gives me life. Your personality is just amazing. Like. Wow
Does anyone also do this, but instead of talking to a camera, You talk to yourself😂.
Yeppp
Yep I do that 😂😂
Yessss lmfaooo
every single day
Nuala Lobley want to support each other:)!
last time I was this early niki was mingling with their CaMeRa GuY
Omg😂
Nate u just yelled at ur boss
That was insane
He's oUr cAmErA gUy
“soo me and nate a-“
“hEs OuR cAmErA gUy”
LOVE THEM BOTH BUT 😂😂
Stop. That broke my heart when she said “some people are off the hook or lucky and I have this”. Niki don’t look at it as a burden. With a certain perspective it could be a blessing in disguise. Yeah no doubt it can suck at times but it only builds you up more and more. You have such a strong support system behind you. We got you.
It is not a blessing to have constant suicidal thoughts when you are in your depressive states and not feeling in control of yourself in your manic phase and ruining your life and hurting those in your path. toxic positivity out of here
My mom is diagnosed bipolar and OCD and she has been the best mom ever. I'm glad you got tested and are willing to share. I was diagnosed OCD many years ago and it was because of people like you that I did. love ya Niki
*everyone here*: she taught me a life lesson
*me*: her clothes are GORGEOUUUUUUSSSSS!!!!!!!
Sarah Cha want to support each other:)!
SAME!!
I'm feeling the red hair PS she looks so confident
i love how your open about your mental health it makes me feel like i’m not alone since i deal with anxiety and chronic depression 💜
When she said it’s a red era i instantly thought of Taylor Swifts Red album haha
Ikr!! Me too!
Yasss new subscriber just because of this comment
I just absolutely love how honest and open you are like you have no secrets nothing your ashamed of to the point where you would never tell anyone you are amazing keep doing what you do
I missssssssssed those type of videos !! Like personal and just talking and everything!!
Yess jeromee allooo
Katy-Anne Chamberland-Gagnon AHAHAHAHAHA Katy omg hahahahaa
Niki literally makes me feels so good about my self. Like she's so honest about everything, even her apartment being a mess, I just love watching it ❤️❤️❤️
it makes me really happy to hear someone talk about ocd for the reality of how hard it is i hate to see it spoken about incorrectly (i.e. oh ur organized must be ocd!!) because i’ve struggled with it my whole life and it’s exhausting and confusing. I also struggle with bipolar disorder so to see someone struggling with two of the same things I do is nice to know i’m not alone. I always felt this draw to watch your videos and only started last year and weirdly i think maybe this is why!
I luv how niki is loving her self she has been really open lately and that’s good .she’s really inspirational and showing us we don’t need ppl to make us happy .
20 seconds into the video and I wanna cry you have such a glow and a light to you!!! I’m so happy to see you in this energy.
Her apartment is giving me friends vibes
RIGHT???
Niki: "why do some people have nothing, and there is me with these two things."
Me: depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia, OCD, maniac :)))
girl same but replace schizophrenia and ocd with insomnia and adhd 😭 i feel u tho
Same
Depression anorexia bulimia bipolar disorder insomnia ocd BPD
stay strong girl ❤️
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This girl coming into her own is just so damn inspiring
thank you for being open about your mental health struggles. I've been dealing with OCD for 10 years now and i'm trying to tell myself it will be okay.
I’m so happy for her honesty she seem like she’s in a really good place 💗
i’m watching this while my room is a mess... maybe this was the sign i needed
yo ill clean my room if you do
Katie Brown we have a deal !!
sameeeee! lamooooooooo!!!!!
ruclips.net/video/EIMySwBaDqM/видео.html
I need more motivation to clean
Who wishes Niki can do a lookbook bcuz u have the same aesthetic as her?🙋🏻♀️❤️
When I saw the rug moved that just scared me like whattt!!! 4:53
Niki is such an inspiration. I also suffer from many things like anxiety, depression, sensory processing disorder, and ODD. She is really relatable and gives great advice
*moves to nikis hometown so I can buy the clothes she donates at the local thrift stores*
THATS A WHOLE MOOD
I was think about this lmao
i seripusly told my boyfriend about cleaning vlogs and he’s like “no. people don’t want to see that” me showing him how many i’ve watched and the views each vid has ..... 🤣
I love the red such a vibe ♥️🍒
Love ya I have anxiety / panic disorder/ attacks / OCD / seasonal depression & depression systems during my period ! It’s always a cycle for me ! A great phycatrist & therpist does that trick love how unique you are !
I'm bipolar as well and I have anxiety and depression and slight OCD it's hard but I'm glad your coming out about your bipolar seeing as no one talks about so as someone dealing with it it means alot for it to finally being talked about also I love you and I love seeing you happy I've been here sense the beginning and it's amazing to see how much you've grown
I’m actually so proud of her for opening up about her mental health 😭❤️ & I LOVE THE RED HAIR
My bf has bipolar depression disorder and i love him with all my heart and his moods and patterns are just a part of his being and I’m so lucky we work together and the bipolar stigma is getting smaller and smaller
You are brave
same , my bf is bipolar
I appreciate you
Awww I kinda liked the orange better but she’s still rocking the red
I think the red is muuuuuch better
scuse me honestly she looks gorgeous in both but I loved the orange. But I know she’s rock this too
I'm loving the red, I think it's her best color so far
@@moonlight-he6rj ye I thought she couldn't top the blue but the red is amazing
I haaaated the Orange Lol but it’s not my hair so idc. I like the red a lot tho!!!
I've been going through so much in ky life right now. I've been watching your vlog channel, gabi's vlog channel, the both of yours main channel, and Alisha's vlogs/main channel to help me cope through all of the stuff that is going on in my head and personal life. Thank you for existing. 💖
Can I just say.. you deserve way more hype and credit than you get. Like you keep everything so real and I appreciate an influencer that isn’t fake. Thanks for making vids 🥺💗
LOVE the red hair but out of all the hair colors you’ve had, I like the orange best on you. It brings so much warmth and color to your face and is such a look on you 🧡
the red hair is a look
Me "Is she going trough a cheeto phase fist the orange now red "lmao
It's a bedroom, a bed in a room- Niki 2020
as someone who is also bipolar, its no surprise seeing your diagnosis, I've been watching your videos since a long time ago and we clearly see when you are in mania and depression. tip: keep a track of your moods and what triggers each thing no matter how big or small you think it is. stay strong love you
So proud of you niki, been watching you and gabi for the last 3-4 years and it’s been amazing to witness your growth and you finding yourself. You are a bright light in this world! ❤️
There's no one, who's "off the hook". Leaving in a reality as human being will never set you off the hook. I'm happy to see people, feeling themselves and being comfortable in their own skin.
I love how open niki is with her subscribers we love you💞
Honestly the red fits her so well it’s honestly my favorite out of all the colors she’s dyed her hair
I love that you said that bad days don’t = a bad life, they are just bad days. So many need to get that perspective!
niki, I'm bipolar too. I was diagnosed at 3 and its always been a struggle. Thank you so much for coming out about your bipolar. Its SO much more common than people realize.
Me watching this: I’m 23 going to be 24 in August. Got married at 22, a year and almost eight months. Also currently 8 weeks pregnant. It is definitely different for everyone, I wanted to be young, always have. Nothing wrong with people also wanting to wait. ❤️
Congratss on your pregnancy! 💕
Good luck too you girllll
Mimi Znh Thank you, it was hard for us to get to this point. I’ve had recurring miscarriages and struggle with infertility. ❤️ This baby is a blessing!
Hailey Aurora Thank you!
All the best ❤️
why is room cleaning always so satisfying lmao also love you niki! always our inspo 🥰💖
I still love the orange hair on you but red doesn’t look bad either. I just think with your skin tone orange brightens you up❤️
Nikki, this is why I love you. You are so open about everything and your unique style which helps me in so many different ways that I’m just realizing I think you opened me up to a style I never thought I’d be into. At the moment I’m actually going to be testing for bipolar. I have already been diagnosed with depression when I was 12 I am now 17 going to be 18 in 3 months and there’s a lot of times my emotions are unexplainable and don’t know why I feel a way at certain times or my past actions and why I did the things I have done. I need to know what other things I may be. Today I got scared since there’s just simple questions being asked just on the phone and texting to my mom because she’s the one filling out the forum and now I know things are actually gonna be happening and I’m now exposed to my past and not the good past but the bad. I was actually hoping you made a cleaning video because I have been into those a ton with quarantine as well and now I have inspiration to go clean my room which honestly isn’t that bad but I love deep cleaning. I love you Nikki and your hair looks fire 🔥👌🏼😻
I love how niki is so open with us about her life situation
this is the motivation i need to clean my room.
I love how relatable Niki is and she's just so real and she's dealing with shoot yet she still manages to film her videos
"Quarantine gave me so much clarity to realize the things I'm doing for other people and not for myself" SAME Quarantine really made us realize and discover things about ourselves that we didn't knew existed and knew things that we could actually do and thought we couldn't do. 🧡✨
Gurl u go!
I feel like u can just tell Niki has this new spark in her ,and u can tell in her vids she's grown to b so much more confident
Luv u 😘
Thank you for being so honest and transparent about your mental health! I had no Idea you had OCD like me. I have OCD anxiety snd depression. I’m so sorry you suffer with that and Bipolar but at least you know about the bipolar now so you can understand yourself more. You’re awesome. 💜💜
“I have really good video ideas”
THIS is a great video and THIS is what we needed 💚 love you girl
Niki’s style is so unique and cool she could pull of anything
Okay but she really said ‘you guys have it easy’ 🤣 while we’re depressed and struggling to pay bills...
Wait when did she say that?? Yikes 😂 I’ve gotten over it but what comes to mind is the iced coffee fiasco lmao...
Lavrnja 😂🤣😅
if you're talking about 9:26, i think she meant people who don't suffer from mental illness
any I really know what she meant I’m just saying she has the resources to treat her mental health at least, she has to realize how blessed she is in general
your hair looks SO pretty styled like this
I’m bipolar too and I have bpd and ptsd. Once you figure out what’s wrong with you it gets easier to deal with. I’m happy ur talking about it. Not a lot of people do 💖
i feel that those who are “off the hook,” often haven’t gone to the psychologist and bottle their feelings. so good on you for taking the leap to better your mental health x
There are a ton of people who don’t have mental illness who “are off the hook”. Those people can never understand fully what it’s like to live like this. It’s horrible but you have to get through it so yes some people are sort of “off the hook” because they don’t have mental illness. Going to a physiologist doesn’t mean you’ll be diagnosed with something
This whole video I’m just sat here smiling 😂 she’s so happy and it makes me happyyyyy
the fact that the ad cut off the intro to her confession of being bipolar makes it so much more dramatic lol
omg I thought the same 😂
omg me too like she said bipo- then the ad just came up
I Lowkey wondered if she did it so people would think she was saying “I’m bi-“ LOL
Lavrnja 🤣 didn’t think of that, that’s clever but funny lol
Honestly even tho some youtubers dont like to air their dirty laundry or be totally transparent with their fans i really loved that gabi and niki dod that it makes the audience understand them and accept them and makes us feel like we know them personally and lets us relate i like that they don’t necessarily make it their whole identity or the bad stuff their whole brand but they dont hide it they just show us that layers that everyone has
I have OCD as well and it is refreshing to see your transparency and you may not realize this but you are spreading awareness! A lot of people think OCD is about being tidy and solely about cleaning rituals or contamination rituals. There are several categories that OCD falls into! There is a lot of misconception in the world about OCD. People will say they love to clean so they are OCD not realizing when a person who has OCD has cleaning rituals, it’s not something that makes them happy, they are compelled to do so and it’s not fun. I have intrusive thoughts and irrational fears (OCD). Thank you for using your platform for this! I didn’t seek help( diagnosed at 13 years old but didn’t want to believe it because of misconceptions and stopped going to therapy shortly after my diagnosis!)until I saw someone talking about what I was going through! I felt crazy and was scared to tell anyone what was going on! ❤️ Love you Nik
let’s take a moment to look at how STUNNING SHE IS lysm niki
“Passion for Fashion” looool I love it girl bratz doll for lifeeeeee
Just a reminder that you’re amazing, beautiful, and inspiring!! I love you ❤️❤️
I’m so glad you said that about marriage and children! I’m 27 and single, and it’s so nice hearing that someone doesn’t want to get married until a bit later on in life, makes me feel a little less alone when I’m surrounded by engaged friends!
Watching people clean gets me in a cleaning mode thanks niki you help me clean my messy room! THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!
I also don't understand why she keeps putting money into apartments she doesn't own.. buy a house and invest in your money.
Agreed
She and gabi bought a house they use it for work. There’s a video about it
I don’t think she’s a commitment type of person lol she likes change
Personally when it’s time I’m getting a condo or apartment and I’m making sure it’s cute cuz I’m living in it. It’s a decision she has to make.
It’s her choice and her decision, you don’t know her financial situation.
When niki said she dropped nik naks my heart dropped !!!🥺
Me too. I never got a chance to order a piece. :(
I saw it coming, she never really pushed it besides a few name drops
Niki:
Im bipo-
*Ad*
“DowNloAD SimPlY pIanO”
OMG same
This sentence is grammatically correct, But its wordy and hard to read😃
I really like this version of niki it made me realize that it’s ok to not be ok and take time to rebuild ourself
I had been a subscriber for years and I never knew that you were bipolar. I knew that you changed traumatically and it’s beautiful. I have learned to love myself and not care what people say or care about me. I love you Niki and you look beautiful in any kind of hair.
Ooo have you ever thought of making a Depop for the clothes you don’t want anymore?