"My parents are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend, and I'm surrounded by f****** goblins and sh** all the time, I mean what the f***?!"
@Kat Olson Doubt it, because of that whole episode with the Draco puppet being mutilated and finally set on fire, someone with a huge ego like Draco wouldn't portray himself in such a manner I don't think lol
BounceWave the Fire Boy you can hear the “ing” at the end if you listen closely and put your ear to the mic. Ask someone else if they hear it, it’s subtle
Kendall Hicks This describes him perfectly in Order of the Phoenix... He even bangs his- well, it's his fist, but, uh, same thing...?- against the wall. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. "What's Harry doing?" "He;s a little off today; haven't you noticed?" ... "Maybe he needs a hug!" "I DON'T WANT A HUG!!!"
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw YAS!! It's awesome to see some REAL Harry potter fans for once! I encountered this one girl who said "THIS DRESS UP GAME IS INCORRECT RAVENCLAW'S COLORS AREN'T BLUE AND BRONZE THEY'RE BLUE AND SILVER!!!" And it became obvious to me that she hadn't read the books. XD
Kendall Hicks *sigh* I WISH they were blue and silver... But yes, I guess some people just aren't up to reading seven books XD and yet they want to be in the fandom because... I don't know. ^u^
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw So true. To be honest, the movie version looks very nice, but still, people should AT LEAST read book number one! It's only around 200 pages..... XD
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw The worst thing that's ever happened to me is when my friend tried to argue with me that Harry Styles was better than Harry Potter. That same day, I watched Order of the Phoenix (I had read all of the books at least 7 times simply because seven is the most powerful magical number) and realized Ron didn't try out for Quidditch in the movie! ...I was not OK with that...
*Ron:* "Hey Harry, what kind of tomfoolery should we do today?" *Harry:* "No tomfoolery today, Ron, I'm sick of your dreadful speckled mug!" *Ron:* *Me:* Oohh burrnn
"The two of you will be dragged by your ears to the dungeons where a drunken Filch will be waiting with cactus and a croquet mat, and then--" "PANTALOONIUS POOPICUS!"
"Fine, it's all up to you now ron" *uh but but but bubutbutdabutbut nuuuu* "c'mon now, go fight him" *woosh* "Hello little child 🙂" *death squeals from ron*
Snape: You will be dragged by your ears to the dungeons, where a drunken Filch awaits with a cactus and a crochet mallet and then... Me: Whoa what's going on in those dungeons?!?!
"I feel cranky and pubescent today. I'm going to take it out on people I like." "My parents are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend and I'm surrounded by goblins and shit all the time." ... Eren..? Eren Jaeger... Is that you?
"I feel cranky and pubescent today and I don't know why! Ughh! I'm going to take it out on people I like!" Summary of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
Espresso Patronum Yes but J.K. Rowling made Hermione black, despite specifying in the books she was white, she said that before toilets were invented wizards sh@* on the floor, Dumbledore is gay, Dumbledore had sex with Grindelwald. And Nanigi is a trans Asian woman. All after the books. Like w h a t
I punched this girl in the face because she was bothering me and when the counsel asked me why I did it I didn't think and I said She was invading my personal bubble and she looked at me weird. Now I have class on the back of the class away from everybody
the following link and you will have a good day to day life and the rest is history of my resume and I am a little more about your experience and education
+Erin Stover -i spy fellow homestuck trash- i'm sorry i'll leave -BUT I CAN'T I NEED TO STAY- shh subconscious self, you need to stop. -hey erin! did you see the thing hussie said on december 25th? about act 7 and hiveswap?- be quiet, you are being a bother! -but they like harry potter too!- oh fine, but make it quick! i have no idea what that was please don't run away i'm not actually a psycho i was just bored.
Dumbledore laughing at Snape and then flying away has always got me 😭😭 My sister seeing me watching potterpuppetpals: Still? After all these years?? Me: Always..
'My parent are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend, and I'm surrounded by fucking goblins and shit all the time, I mean what the fuck?!' *cough* The Winchesters *cough*
These videos gave me and my friends so many inside jokes. Thank you for all the joy you brought us back then and continue to bring now with this series :’)
0:30 why must you hurt me in this way Harry?
The fact he has a permanent smile makes that meme so much better
Anadia Smith z
Anadia Smith So true!
Why is that joke being called a meme? What happened to jokes?
Anadia Smith haha
OmegaGeguz ttf
"My parents are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend, and I'm surrounded by f****** goblins and sh** all the time, I mean what the f***?!"
But it's magic Harry goblins are magical
*all gasp*
fine. its all up to you now ron!
+Artsy Scrub bbbbuuuuppppppppp buuppppppp buuuuuppppppp bbbbbbuuupppp
come on now! go fight him *pushes him to voldemort
*Voldemort stands calmly as Ron approaches him*
“hEllO liTtLe cHiLd”
Lol
HeLlo LiTtLe ChIld CoME In tO mY MiniVaN.
*Ron giggling*
Atleast *someone* is doing something *_calmly_*
@@clarelabellerose Noo... sir
“what’s Harry doing”
“angst, angst, angst, angst, angst!”
@@mariabrown7388 its the German Word for anxiety
Mood
Fellow Friendly Fander no, it’s another word for sad, or annoyed, or something like that, idrk just search it up
If I'm correct angst has been a used to discrive anxiety and anger
XD
This is basically the plot of Order of the Phoenix without Umbridge...
*W H E E Z E*
Even the poop part at the end? I wish because I would love to see Snape pooping himself in an actual movie.
Macadamia y
Kendra W. Which is why it’s better
@@aahnaroy744 Yassss!
This is like 90% of Order of the Phoenix...
Lmao too true
this is like 100% of the cursed child
It is like 100% of both
Annalise Asen
Yup lol
OMFG!!!!! LOL YES YES YES!
This whole thing is Draco just putting on a puppet show for syltherin
That’s my new head canon; Draco did this at some point when he was bored 😂
Omg that’s the best head canon lmaoo
👁👄👁
@Kat Olson Doubt it, because of that whole episode with the Draco puppet being mutilated and finally set on fire, someone with a huge ego like Draco wouldn't portray himself in such a manner I don't think lol
What about the draco puppet one?
Potter puppet pals was way ahead of its time for its humor
Lol yes
@@fivesARC--5555 You are still here too! I knew I wasnt alone!
William Ribton mhm
I disagree, this is very 2000s in terms of humor.
Lol I’ve been I fan of Harry Potter for years and I just now Discovered this . I regret not finding this sooner.
Voldemort is so cheerful in these videos and it's hilarious. "Hello little child!" He's just hanging around doing whatever it is he does haha.
not to mention in apparate song he had a Hawaiian shirt
Lol i laugh so hard whenever i watch the apparate song because of his shirt!
Hello little child!
And he's literally always smiling lmao
"You wanna piece of me or what?... Yeah, you run away!"
You can hear how much voldemort's voice actor is smiling when he says "hello little child"
Lol true
Yeah true
Ron: *nervous screeching*
Pretty sure everyone is just Neil’s voice lol
@@PickledPlums Yeah Neil is like super good at voice acting
"Maybe he needs a hug"
"I don't want a hug"
"Give me a hug harry"
"No"
"Huggie"
LOL
BounceWave the Fire Boy he said hugging at the end
no I am pretty sure it's huggie
BounceWave the Fire Boy you can hear the “ing” at the end if you listen closely and put your ear to the mic. Ask someone else if they hear it, it’s subtle
then that won't make sense if he said hugging
@@thesniper2352 it does make sense.
"harry hit me"
"RON INVADED MY PERSONAL BUBBLE"
OoooofX90
YES
Oof indeed
666th like
Me thinks some sever punishment is in order here.
_WHY MUST YOU HURT ME IN THIS WAY_
The thing is, I quote this almost daily
He has a permanent smile on his face
YES
Melani Potvin and it makes it even funnier
This is a meme now
Ron:Maybe hes in love
Hermione:who whould date such an as-
Ron: *Maybe he need a hug*
Harry in the distance: I DONT WANT A HUG
Give me a hug Harry!
NO!
Siena Welch hugging !
CoMe HeRe I nEeD a HuG hArRy!!!!
WHAT IS THIS RUMPUS!?!
I love that rons voice is higher than hermiones voice😂
I said the same thing🤣
"I feel cranky and pubescent today and I dont know why!" "Aaarrgg"
"I'm going to take it out on people I like!"
I literally just died!
Since when was there a documentary of my life
That's how he is the whole fifth book. I've had to deal with people like that in real life (haven't we all?) and it is almost impossible.
Rebecca Murray
If Harry were a girl,everyone would just assume her to be on her period
Harry potter: a summary
What's Harry doing?
ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST.
Kendall Hicks This describes him perfectly in Order of the Phoenix... He even bangs his- well, it's his fist, but, uh, same thing...?- against the wall. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. "What's Harry doing?" "He;s a little off today; haven't you noticed?" ... "Maybe he needs a hug!" "I DON'T WANT A HUG!!!"
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw YAS!! It's awesome to see some REAL Harry potter fans for once! I encountered this one girl who said "THIS DRESS UP GAME IS INCORRECT RAVENCLAW'S COLORS AREN'T BLUE AND BRONZE THEY'RE BLUE AND SILVER!!!" And it became obvious to me that she hadn't read the books. XD
Kendall Hicks *sigh* I WISH they were blue and silver... But yes, I guess some people just aren't up to reading seven books XD and yet they want to be in the fandom because... I don't know. ^u^
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw So true. To be honest, the movie version looks very nice, but still, people should AT LEAST read book number one! It's only around 200 pages..... XD
Erulasse Aranel of Ravenclaw The worst thing that's ever happened to me is when my friend tried to argue with me that Harry Styles was better than Harry Potter. That same day, I watched Order of the Phoenix (I had read all of the books at least 7 times simply because seven is the most powerful magical number) and realized Ron didn't try out for Quidditch in the movie! ...I was not OK with that...
🎵Draco likes hamsters
Draco likes honey
Draco likes toothpaste
Draco likes money
Draco likes bowling
Draco likes cartwheels
Draco likes FIRE 🔥 🎵
wait wrong video
Yes indeed go you the right one
Lol
*Draco burns*
Draco: My father will hear about this Pottah!
No, this is the right video. Draco's the one putting on the puppet show.
Yep, still funny tho
why does snape literally sound like a minecraft villager
Oh MY GOD IM CRYIN ITS TRU
No he sounds like a even more depressed squidward
@@meganbenson1478 he looks like it too
Oh yeah
So true!
This video is ten years old.....
*goes off into corner to angst about being old* Angst, angst, angst...
Maybe you need a HUGS!
:D hugs!
What is this rumpus?!
I'm dying😂
Sebastian Ridley A loud noise or racket
_"..............why must you hurt me in this way, Harry?"_
...With a massive *: )* on his face xD
Oh god I was just thinking the same thing
*:)* legend say im still smiling
Princess Lucina lol
Hide the pain behind the smile. That’s teen angst 😂😂😂
0:29 *: )*
*Ron:* "Hey Harry, what kind of tomfoolery should we do today?"
*Harry:* "No tomfoolery today, Ron, I'm sick of your dreadful speckled mug!"
*Ron:*
*Me:* Oohh burrnn
Why must you hurt me in this way Harry
*MY PARENTS ARE DEAD MY LIFE SUCKS AND I CAN'T HOLD DOWN A GIRLFRIEND I'M SURROUNDED BY F----- GOBLINS AND SH___ ALL THE TIME I MEAN WHAT THE F ---*
@@miley31able b-but goblins are magical harry
GASP
Hermione : who'd fall in love with such an a-
Ron : mabye he needs a hug
I don’t want a hug
I MADE YOU READ THIS Hugging!
Why would you write that snape
I forgot I wrote this bahahabfbdmcncbdbsbNDNDB
I love how hermione just leaves
Aelin Ashryver Galathynius me too
Aelin Ashryver Galathynius she always does
Aelin Ashryver Galathynius r
She IS the smartest
She went to snitch to Snape that they were fighting😂
"Hello, little child!"
+Birdy :3 "No sir!"
Alayna Flores "kid"
Me in that situation: "Ya know, I'm gonna go...bye!"
@sil
@Alayna Flores
@A Grammar Nazi
Is it weird I read your comments at the exact time it was said in the video?
"The two of you will be dragged by your ears to the dungeons where a drunken Filch will be waiting with cactus and a croquet mat, and then--"
"PANTALOONIUS POOPICUS!"
I thought it was cocaine man- (instead of croquet mat)
I read this as it happened
i thought it was mallet instead of mat
"Pantaloonius Poopicus" deserves to be a real spell.
He said mallet, not mat, but i will still like regardless
Dumbledore: **flies away**
Everyone: ...
Harry: Everyone make a wish.
XD
*goes in corner* Angst Angst Angst.
same tbh
Yer same
fear fear fear
Lol ok
That's how I feel today
"My parents are dead. My life sucks!" Made me laugh so hard!
" I cant hold down a girlfriend! " Lol that was hilarious!
His life summed up in a 3 minute video
"Can't hold down a girlfriend" Kinky!
" im surrounded by f*cking goblins and sh*t all the time!"
I'm cranky and pubescent
“Maybe he’s in looooove?!”
“Who would fall in love with such an a-“
*I died*🤣🤣
How did you type this comment then?
@@pselk95posthumously
"Fine, it's all up to you now ron"
*uh but but but bubutbutdabutbut nuuuu*
"c'mon now, go fight him"
*woosh*
"Hello little child 🙂"
*death squeals from ron*
@@cassiescreations4085 yesss!!
@@cassiescreations4085 Me too!
@@cassiescreations4085 Me too!
"Hello little child!...You want a piece of me? What?... Yeah you run away!... Kids..." XD I just died...
yAAAs
Weirdo101 Yeah XD He just gives 0 shits about some random kid running up to him and crying.
Olivia Myers' Second Channel- Dontinsultmychannel he thinks Ron mistook him for his mum. (All due respect to Molly Weasley)
I love how it seems like Voldemort is just standing around inside Hogwarts, chillin'.
ClassicToonFan64 umm did you read the books??? He was doing exactly that half the time.
No one:
Absolutely no one:
Not even Voldemort:
Harry: ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST
Trying to explain to people my angst through 1:28 during the election :/
@@dianakarenvelez9812 OMG ME LMAO (btw nevada needs to hurry up so biden can win already)
can you fucking stop ruining these old videos comment sections by posting no one: memes
"I'm done. It's all up to you now Ron."
*"bUtBuTtPtbTppUbbTNoooOoO!"*
“Come on now, go fight him!”
"What's Harry doing"
"angst angst angst angst"
I saw this as I was watching it
Always my favorite part, gets me every time
394th like!!
Snape: You will be dragged by your ears to the dungeons, where a drunken Filch awaits with a cactus and a crochet mallet and then...
Me: Whoa what's going on in those dungeons?!?!
+Megan Dawn Me: sounds like a good drunken night
Sounds like a good night without the drunk part!
you suck but
It's Hogwarts BDSM class.
Megan Dawn weird kinky things
"Maybe he needs a hug." Harry:" I don't want a hug!" Ron: "Hugging!"
I WILL WOUND YOU!
Okay I never noticed but the credits at the end say (along with other stuff) “Puppets and Stage by Mom and Dad” and I think that’s really sweet.
"I'm surrounded by f*cking goblins and sh*t all the time."
Only on Nick Jr.
Wot-
there is actually a show on nick jr about goblins and sh*t.
it's called wallykazam.
its about spelling but they sing too much.
Finding Ninooo lol that's there for me too
I love your profile picture and username.
Flaminstarwarsguy851 Thanks you too.
angst
angst
angst
angst
angst
angst
angst
ang-ST
Him literally in order of the Phoenix
1:49
When there’s to much drama at school all u got to is walk awayyyyyyy
0:30 If you only care for the "Why must you hurt me in this way" meme.
Ty lol
"Pantaloonious poopicus" 😂😂😂
Snape: I have to uh...leave now...bye *awkwardly walks away* 😂😂
XD
He was leaving to go to the bathroom 😂😂😂
“Yo guys that was aweesome!”
“My life is better now.”
“Well that’s just fansTAStic!”
THIS IS WHERE SNAPE WENT 🚻
this video sums up the order of the phoenix's book quite well
OMG YESSSS
+kitty cat YASSSSSSSS
- anne Yeah. That one is slightly too dramatic. All the books are fucking fabulous though
Yasss 400th like
- anne yeah
I still have nightmares about dobby eating my skin clean off!!!!!
0:50
Harry: “I quit magic”
Ron: *gasps in fear”
Hermonie: thinks of logic way to not to that
Why does Snape sound like squidward 😂
Because he's squidward in a wig
what is this RUMPUS
*Harry hit me*
Georgie *RON INVADED MY PERSONAL BUBBLE*
Me thinks some sever punishment is in order here.
Oh no
*the two of you shall be dragged by your ears into da dungeons*
".....Why must you hurt me in this way, Harry?"
Harry: MY LIFE SUCKS
If Hagrid was there......
Hagrid(if he was there): CODSWALLOP in my opinion....
1:40 I DONT WANT A HUG! GIVE ME A HUG HARRY... NO! HUGGING! HOW RUDE!
"I feel cranky and pubescent today. I'm going to take it out on people I like."
"My parents are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend and I'm surrounded by goblins and shit all the time."
... Eren..? Eren Jaeger... Is that you?
YESS! 😂
JEAGAAAAA
Is it Jaeger or Yaeger?
HAHAHHA
J* A E G AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*
"Maybe he's in love!"
"Who'd fall in love with such an a-"
BUWAHAHAHA
Lol thought she said Man until you pointed it out
The spotlight is on “why must you hurt me in this way?”
"What's Harry doing?"
"ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST. ANGST."
*S T O L E N C O M M E N T*
HOW DID I ONLY FIND THESE VIDEOS NOW. THEY'VE BEEN HERE SINCE 2006. WTF.
+Aoife Ryan Ikr
I know!!! Well I found them in 2015
+Julia Ryan I found them in 2016
+Siobhan Hodgson lol it doesn't matter
+Julia Ryan I was one when they came out
There's a new contender for the Angstiest Wizard....Albus Potter!
Aren Kae Surik omg😂😂😂😂
Albus Potter is so much like Harry. James Potter Jr., or James Sirius, is more like his grandfather.
MetallicGirl
yeppers!!!!!!
I think Albus beats Harry in that department.
This isn't wrong...at all...and dear lord, this is from 2006???????
"Ron invaded my personal bubble"
"HOW DARE U, UR SUPPOSED TO BE IN Quarantine
Yasss
Lol🤣🤣
Yeah, Ron get back in fucking Quarantine
Wizard angst
Ron with Voldemort
Is me
When I’m I trouble
Basically the 5th book in a nutshell
But without Umbride
Yes yes
Ive always seen it
Soo true.
The whole book is Angst Harry.
It is though
"I feel cranky and pubescent today and I don't know why! Ughh! I'm going to take it out on people I like!"
Summary of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
Fifteen years later, still gold.
3:06
**dumbledore randomly rises**
everyone: "okay then."
This is literally Harry in Order of the Phoenix! He was all emotional and angry in the book😂Cho Chang wasn't helping at all
Ahahhaha true!
Yep😂 but I liked that side of him. It shows that he’s human and flawed. JK did a great job on keeping him realistic and relatable
Espresso Patronum Yes but J.K. Rowling made Hermione black, despite specifying in the books she was white, she said that before toilets were invented wizards sh@* on the floor, Dumbledore is gay, Dumbledore had sex with Grindelwald. And Nanigi is a trans Asian woman. All after the books. Like w h a
t
@@veeasaurus she has been a bit..... of the rails lately
Eva the bored hooman Lmao I know 😂 She’s a bit off these days
Ron invaded my personal bubble 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
😂😂😂
I punched this girl in the face because she was bothering me and when the counsel asked me why I did it I didn't think and I said
She was invading my personal bubble and she looked at me weird. Now I have class on the back of the class away from everybody
+Max Potter I did the same thing the same year this was made it was also in school and my whole class laughed with me
the following link and you will have a good day to day life and the rest is history of my resume and I am a little more about your experience and education
Wait... have I spend the last seven years of my life lecturing people on my extended personal bubble when it's not actually a thing?!
Can't believe this guy wrote The Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
1:03
When the teacher calls on you for a math question you didn't do-
'Why must you hurt me in this way Harry?'
When its that time of month: *Uterus: I feel cranky and and pubescent today, I don't know why! Im gonna take it out on people I like!!!!*
1:18 I half expected Ron to try and slap Voldemort in the face and then stroke him 😂
I like how in this universe Voldemort just hangs around nearby and waits for anyone to come over and fight him
*Zoom up to Ron's face*
"Why must you hurt me this way Harry"
+Erin Stover
-i spy fellow homestuck trash-
i'm sorry
i'll leave
-BUT I CAN'T I NEED TO STAY-
shh subconscious self, you need to stop.
-hey erin! did you see the thing hussie said on december 25th? about act 7 and hiveswap?-
be quiet, you are being a bother!
-but they like harry potter too!-
oh fine, but make it quick!
i have no idea what that was please don't run away i'm not actually a psycho i was just bored.
"Ron invaded my personal bubble!"
"Methinks some severe punishment is in order here."
“Oh no”
Dumbledore laughing at Snape and then flying away has always got me 😭😭
My sister seeing me watching potterpuppetpals: Still? After all these years??
Me: Always..
I love how Voldemort sounds like a old man from London
'Everyone make a wish'
Dead 😂😂😂
Daniela Domingues
Me: I wish 4 100 more wishes
Dumbledore: u can't wish 4 that
Me: then I wish 4 100 more flying Dumbledores
Ron: Give me a hug!
Harry: I'll wound you!!!!!!
I love coming back to these every now and then 😂
1:58 HARRY HIT ME! RON INVADED MY PERSONAL BUBBLE!
1:57
01:27 when the fluffy fanfiction has a major character death and no warning
This video will be turning a decade old this year.
I know!
+Hyrum Miller I feel so old.....This was one of the first RUclips videos I ever watched.....
+Hyrum Miller my god I remember when this was the coolest shit
PANTALONES POOPICUS
+bennitori4 You think you're old, I was in eighth grade already when this came out.
I wasn't paying attention and 2:39 scared tf outta me
no one:
voldemort: *hElLo LiTtLe ChIld*
Ron vs. Harry slap fight = ME DYING OF LAUGHTER ;'D
fairycars
Daniel Radcliffe has done that with Tom Felton in real life (kinda, just for fun tho)
And here is one of the first youtube videos I've ever seen
I feel so old
harry repeatedly slamming his head into a wall whilst saying angst is somewhat relatable
0:45 is my favorite part
Ladies and gentlemen, Harrys fifth and sixth years: a summary
Oh my god, is this actually from 2006...?
ikr
I want to die!
this is 10 years old
Holy fuck
:O
I'm old
'Why must you hurt me in this way, Harry?'
me: *falls from my chair and dies laughing*
"well i still have nightmares about Dobby eating my skin clean off every night"
*i am so sorry for you sir*
1:51 - 1:58
Snape: me as a parent
Ron and Harry: my kids
w h a t _is_ this *rumpus*
ME THINK DOME SEVERE PUNISHMENT IS
'My parent are dead, my life sucks, I can't hold down a girlfriend, and I'm surrounded by fucking goblins and shit all the time, I mean what the fuck?!'
*cough* The Winchesters *cough*
YES!! Sam and Dean!!!😂
Castiel Winchester ur comment was awesome idk why they removed it
Marely Alcazar omg😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂its there fucking life description in a puppet show
I remember the first time I watched this. I couldn’t stop laughing. PPP is canon. Fight me.
If there is a potion that can make Snape poop himself, I want it.
"The two of you will be dragged by your ears to the dungeons where a drunken Filch awaits with a cactus and a croquet mallet"
*shall
*will be waiting
Snape: what is this rumpass
Ron: Harry hit me
Harry: Ron invaded my personal bubble
At that point I was laughing so hard I actually started crying 😂😂😂
These videos gave me and my friends so many inside jokes. Thank you for all the joy you brought us back then and continue to bring now with this series :’)
It’s 2024 and the algorithm brought this to me when i needed it most.