Plaintive - Honest, Too (Official Audio)

Honest, Too is track 10 from my album Coping Mechanism, available now on all streaming services. The album centers around my first significant breakup, and the processes I personally went through to come to a point of acceptance and understanding.
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Lyrics:
Honestly, I'm conflicted
I think there's something in my head
Preventing anything from making sense
'Cause while I'm glad the thoughts are gone
Somehow, it still feels so wrong
To call you out in the previous song
I can't sit back and pretend
I had no part in the end
Tried my best to make amends when you were spent
And the world is what I said I'd bring
Until the world started listening
You tried your best to inform me
But I was naïve
And I gotta be honest, too
I gotta be honest, too
It's not all on you
'Cause I'm the one to blame, too
You tried to talk like lovers do
And I shut you down out of the blue
Too dumb to see the pain I put you through
And I made myself look pathetic
Denying whenever you said it
We might not survive a global pandemic
And I wish that we could turn back time
So I could try to make things right
Apply all I learned in hindsight
And if I could, I would put you first
Try everything to make us work
Make damn sure you're never hurt
And I gotta be honest, too
I gotta be honest, too
It's not all on you
'Cause I'm the one to blame, too
I wish you'd gave me one more chance
But truthfully, I understand
I pushed you passed your limit
Now I have to learn to live with it
And I gotta be honest, too
I gotta be honest, too
It's not all on you
'Cause I'm the one to blame, too