I can relate. Fussing with business holds no interest . The madness of the pointlessness of life. After all, it simply ends in death. Why not end it now and be free of my torment? Then the realization that the beggar is my equal. My mad torment abates when i give them my money. I am happiest when i am talking with them. I am elated when together we find them good and meaningful jobs. It's when i understand the Holy Grail cups God's Love. Salvation is found when we give it away, consciously , with the teachings how to survive comfortably. And the means, the startup money and the time by which they can help others and be free of dependence on me. Because they need to pass it on to find their Salvation. Love is my Religion. Love is my God. Love is our Eternal Life. Love is Now.
Thank you for all the stories from the Russian authors you put on your channel. They've been an eye opener to me. Never realised the wealth of amazing literature l've missed for years.
@@Baczkowa78You’re a clown. What’s diabolical is Russia indiscriminately murdering civilians by the tens of thousands in the present and tens of millions in the past.
I’m a descendant of a woman known as ~Romany Marie; the Queen of Greenwich Village ~ and others who immigrated from Russia. Thank you for introducing me to more of my own culture😊
Beautiful movie. I grieve for the people of Manipur and the persecution that they have suffered recently there is no true democracy or religious freedom in India. Pray for the people of Manipur and India.
What really emphasizes his whole point existential crisis, is that no matter how influentual a person like him can be, in the end it does not matter at all. They will lose consciousness and it will.mean mothing to them and eberyone it affevts will oneday lose it as well. No matter how much his works might affect me and my life it wont matter neither to him nor me. But hell when god gives you life, you live it and try not to ask why too often
He was talking about walking home and it ended with, "and all the way I talked with the peasants." But his voice sounded like there was more to the sentence and he got cut off.
I can relate. Fussing with business holds no interest . The madness of the pointlessness of life. After all, it simply ends in death. Why not end it now and be free of my torment? Then the realization that the beggar is my equal. My mad torment abates when i give them my money. I am happiest when i am talking with them. I am elated when together we find them good and meaningful jobs. It's when i understand the Holy Grail cups God's Love. Salvation is found when we give it away, consciously , with the teachings how to survive comfortably. And the means, the startup money and the time by which they can help others and be free of dependence on me. Because they need to pass it on to find their Salvation. Love is my Religion. Love is my God. Love is our Eternal Life. Love is Now.
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Love Tolstoy! Thank you so much for posting.
Panic attacks😮.Amazing storyteller❤
Shout out to the people who can relate to this.
Thank you for all the stories from the Russian authors you put on your channel. They've been an eye opener to me. Never realised the wealth of amazing literature l've missed for years.
Very beautiful stories, I love them.
Very important to know of Russia’s rich history and people so that we don’t let the diabolical West destroy it.
@@Baczkowa78You’re a clown. What’s diabolical is Russia indiscriminately murdering civilians by the tens of thousands in the present and tens of millions in the past.
I love these stories there's always a little moral thing in them
Mr. Tolsty, I salute you. Narrator does a very good job and makes it so real. Well done.
this story is so Tolstoy. he was. religious and did care about the poor and the serfs. he set his own free. 🌷🌱
I’m a descendant of a woman known as ~Romany Marie; the Queen of Greenwich Village ~ and others who immigrated from Russia. Thank you for introducing me to more of my own culture😊
Oh boy
I am amazed how much Russian literature has been translated into English.
Why
So good! Thank you 💙
😮😢❤What an amazing conversion story, and told with such dry humour!😇✝️🛐
Thank you. Shared.💒🌹
Just fabulous Thankyou.❤
Beautiful movie. I grieve for the people of Manipur and the persecution that they have suffered recently there is no true democracy or religious freedom in India. Pray for the people of Manipur and India.
Yes, thank you. I see India is descending into the brutality of their antichrist neighbors, Pakistan and Taliban.
Thank you for translating the book
It seems like the end is missing.
Thanks.
Ozzy had the song diary of a madman wonder if he read the book
What really emphasizes his whole point existential crisis, is that no matter how influentual a person like him can be, in the end it does not matter at all. They will lose consciousness and it will.mean mothing to them and eberyone it affevts will oneday lose it as well. No matter how much his works might affect me and my life it wont matter neither to him nor me. But hell when god gives you life, you live it and try not to ask why too often
The door of satori is at the head of the stairs of anxiety
I seem to remember that Peter Ustinov was descended from Tolstoy.
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Why is the narrator not credited at the end? Very abrupt ending.
He was talking about walking home and it ended with, "and all the way I talked with the peasants." But his voice sounded like there was more to the sentence and he got cut off.
I just checked on wikipedia , and it says this tale is an unfinished work by Tolstoy, therefore the abrupt ending…
I listened to another short story with a similar narrator, and people were saying it was AI
The narrator is AI, but much improved lately so it’s hard to tell
I am sure some would call my own diary by a similar title.
If people can take time to convey of a requested myth, they probably should.
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Is this biographical of Tolstoy?
Sounds like a panic attack 😢
you tube SUCKS!!! Interruptions every other minute ! I would consider Paterion, this is ridiculous. Couldn't even finish!
is the end missing?
Some of these comments feel like AI bots.
Landed gentry response much as weeds and wheat grown on them yet never did Leo Tolstoy left a Lunatic Asylum memoirs?!
Bolshevik State probably has..
Confessions ought dedicated to countless Silently resistors‽