thanks to you man! this is such a banger! i mean you could see the comments! really appreciate you stopping by and leaving a comment, means a lot to me. all the good lucks for the future and much more to come ;)
@@hiversmusic thank you for this masterpiece, idk what you put in this pb lots of pain and memories, but somehow this soothes me soo much fr This calms me down in some of the worst situations I'd have
Real. But it doesnt bother you much until you see the people around you dependent on other people for comfort, then you start to wonder whats wrong with you.
Yea man shit is not good at all I've been lonely for as long as I can remember. I was never anyone's first pick but recently I've met someone, they aren't interested in a relationship but they do genuinely wanna talk and chill with me. For the first time in while I've felt wanted by someone who isn't family. It feels good. I feel genuine happiness. You can do it, you just gotta put in a little effort. Hoping nothing but the best for you.
Sometimes the loneliness makes me feel like I'm going insane, I'm so sick of everything but at least I can cherish music like this, it eases the suffering and hurt a bit..
There is someone who wants u here, Jesus, he loves you so much that he sent his son to die on the cross for your sins (mistakes) and so you can feel Gods love that never changes. Believe and repent and let him show you
@@lexinoelle7217 Yeah, enforcing religion upon the depressed isn’t considered love most of the time. It’s considered excuses, pandering and not knowing what to truly say to give the help people actually need. We don’t wanna meet Jesus. We’d like a reason to stay alive and not fantasize about dying to meet a big comfort blanket for the religious beyond the veil. Hope this helps you understand. RUclips isn’t your pulpit.
I don't know how many people will read this comment but I'm still going to type these things, I'm 18 years old and my whole life I've been keeping myself from relationships because I believe I'm not worthy of being loved, I don't know what it is that, maybe it's a lack of self-love or a lack of self-esteem, I don't know, I just know that I'm alone and I think it will be like that for a long time. Thank you for this video, I liked the song.
You'll turn a corner one day and standing there will be a new friend or soul mate to take you to the next chapter. Don't worry, we're all worthy in a difficult land.
Very similar situation for me as well, I've always felt like nobody wanted me, I was always friends with the not so popular people, they were good people. But recently I've met someone online and I can tell that they genuinely want to talk to me, almost every day they tell me to get online. I've felt wanted more by a stranger across the country than anyone I've met in real life anyway my point is there is always someone friend or lover it just takes a little time and effort. Best of luck my friend.
You don’t need anyone to feel loved, I understand that feeling of wanting to feel wanted and I know it might sound cliche but it really does start with wanting yourself and doing what you really want first. If you really want to make friends go talk to the person that you want to be friends with and true friends don’t have to talk to you everyday to make you feel like you are friends, true friends are the ones that you know will always have your back through thick and thin and the ones that will understand you and laugh with you and check up on you to see if you’re ok but don’t forget that you gotta reach out and make them feel loved too, it has to reciprocated. I understand because I’ve been there and I’m just letting you know now that if you keep thinking about yourself like that it’s only going to get harder for you as you get older, I’m only 21 but it’s still hard for me to really get out there and socialize so don’t wait for others like I did and regret not trying to make friends or even connections earlier in life and don’t rush into relationships until you learn how to make friends and be a friend. You opening up to everyone that comes upon this comment is a good start, so •~FOCUS ON YOURSELF~•and take it slow but with effort to get out there. 🫶🏻 *umm… this is also for everyone going through it and needs to be told this* hehe 😉
This song makes me feel alone in a good way, like I'm finally in a space in my own head, like a little box I can let out my emotions safely, like the world isn't so big, like I can deal with the people sitting next to me. It reminds me of my childhood, the feeling of curling up under a blanket after a long day when rain hits, like sitting in a dark room to hear the static of silence, like eating a warm meal for the first time. It means alot
I realize that everyday I live my life day dreaming about what it would feel like to actually be alive, to actually feel like I can breathe and that I'm not constantly suffocating even when my lungs are filled with so much air I feel like they could burst at any moment. I want to live. I want... to feel alive.
@@mayya9004 i hope that things turn out good for you. I hope that you live your life to the fullest with no regrets in the end sending much love and hope.
This song makes me feel in a way I can't describe, a sad, melancholy harmony that fills my soul with resentment for the past. I think we take for granted the impact we can have on the lives of others, you can change someone's time with just a few words or a simple action, you can change someone's feelings in an instant. For those who read this, impact the lives of others and be kind, the smallest things can take you far.
Im not in love anymore, but i think i loved them so intensely and sincerely that there's a empty room in my heart now... I think that, for the first time, i am crying about me. I feel useless, unlovable. I guess from now on i'll be aware that no one will ever return my love. I will never stop loving, tho; that's kinda my personality trait, haha...
i feel you.. no matter how many people you tried, none of them would stay consistent with the little things except for you. it's as if you're always the only one that is giving/loving more than the other person.. and you keep wondering if there is someone out there who is your true match, someone that would love you just as hard as you do, or even more.
This song; it feels sad yet upbeat to me. It sounds like the changes im going through mentally, physically, emotionally. I know its sad right now, it hurts a lot, too much. But I know at the end of the day I will heal and start to love more fiercly. Im going to get better, all of us, lets take it a step at a time, and i'll wait for everyone :)
Tired of being the only one trying Wishing I wasn't the only one always initiating Tired of carrying this burden of watering Conversations from which there's no harbouring I hate myself for needing Some sort of connection I wish I could rip my heart out I wish I wouldn't care at all I wish I didn't care I wish I didn't care
Venting too. There was a guy, well actually still is, since hes my classmate, and i cant just not talk to him. He treats me so shitty, always keeps lying about his feelings, and manipulating me. A year ago we dated. I never felt something like this for a person. This relationship ended very badly. We were on no contact for like 8 months. I literally mourned the whole 2022, but then he came back. He told me he missed me, and all this lovely stuff, and for a second i thought that this pain was over. I would have given up all my dreams, just to be with him. I would have left the country, my friends, just because he wanted to study abroad. I would have pushed myself in the front of a train, just so he wouldnt get hurt. Well, i was wrong. All i got was him playing with my feelings, and keeping me as an option. I really wish i could just forget him, and move on, but my soul aches, and mind wraps around him, when hes not around. However, every day gets a little easier. I dont want him. I want the version of him, i was in a relationship a year ago. I want my loving husband.I guess it was not real, just an image of him created in my head? I really hope i will be able to feel the same feelings for someone again, because since then i feel so empty. Empty and alone. Not lonely, just alone. I dont trust people anymore, and every person annoys me. He changed me. And not for the better.
similar thing happened to me, it was a situationship. he lied and manipulated me so i wouldnt kms due to his trauma. still a pretty fucked up thing to do. he told me all these lovely things and in the end ended up with someone else a week after he had kissed me on the cheek. and even during his relationship with her (which i didnt know about) he would still tell me all these things until i found out. everything has been so different after i confronted him about it and now i just cant see him the same anymore :/, he was my first love. even now he’s still telling me he wants to be with me. yet he screwed it all. up.update: i told his gf about the whole thing and they broke up vday, he blamed me and tried to make me feel bad for him. i simply blocked him though
yeah. ive been in a similar place. i thought i loved her and wished she did too. i convinced myself that she had liked me back, or at least would eventually. i was dead wrong. she just saw it as a nice friendship, which it was. but i cant help feeling that she led me on. that she did it all for fun; because she enjoyed the attention and my love. she never apologized, never talked to me. hell, it ended because she sent candy hearts through someone else that read "friendzoned" and "just friends". At least i think she did. ill never be sure, but the person who gave them to me wouldnt lie about something like that, unless they were helping me get out of the situation. if it was that, i thank then immensely. luckily, quarintine came a month or two after it fizzled out. i was in a rough spot, destroyed after it all. i was empty for so long. ive only recently gotten over it after i messaged her online and asked her for her side of the story. like i said, she only thought we were friends, nothing more. it hurt to hear that, as it was extremely obvious to her and everyone around us that i loved her. seems she decided to ignore that so she wouldnt hurt me or so she could keep the friendship. for whatever reason, it was selfish. she wasnt the only at fault. i shouldve realised it was a lost cause, but i was so in love with the idea of her that there was no chance i could. I still think about her from time to time. but its not a longing or regret. i used to hate her, but i odnt anymore. im just disappointed and saddened. i still despise the idea of her that basically ruined me for 3 years. those years defined me, and her imprint will forever be on my heart. i wish it wasnt.
Don't you ever alienate anyone for a person. Don't ever alienate yourself!!! Love yourself and respect yourself and know that true love is worth waiting for... Not saying ur love isn't true, but clearly his isn't:/ Listen to some 432hz music heart chakra music , meditate and find a new hobby, I now it hurts n maybe ya don't wanna get outta bed sometimes but push urself to move through the feelings, learn a new skill or something. Discernment is key, there is a lesson in this... Maybe with boundaries, trust, etc Go easy on yourself and blet the feelings pop up but observe them don't be absorbed by them. Trust these last 2 yrs we're the hardest of my life and I'm 42 now. You got this...keep yo head up
Hey guys earlier I posted about not being able to understand the lyrics, I dug through the internet and I found what might be the lyrics, so here you go, I hope it’s helpful! :) “No I don't think you understand This time Is my revenge Every life must come to an end And mine is right near the edge And I wanna learn how to earn your love But the tears I cry shout the reason why I want to die” Also can we TALK about that cover art because it is absolutely amazing!
I hate that moment when you're not motivated, when you don't wanna think about the future and you don't even consider you're gonna make it.. so you grow no reason to keep going further. All my life the only good there has ever been was the small things, that's all.. and yet the pain was always major. Funnily enough i'm still alive, you're still alive, i barely even made this step and i almost stumbled and i can't even remember how many times i've fell down broke my nose, bruised my ankle and accidentally made others fall with me and hysterically apologising continuously for it. And yet i'm still alive still trying to find a reason to living still trying to find the emotions to leave the red circle i've been trapped in and still trying to escape the addictions that have grown out to be more than a habit. Life is a journey, you'll encounter all of the kinds of things, think of it as a trip into a forest and you might get lost, you might find friends, you might find cool mushrooms, and even if you tripped even if a branch fell from a tree and on your head you're alive.
i finally got to be with him after years of tears, fights, and watching him love someone else. sometimes i remind myself that he’s not fully mine just so it can’t hurt anymore. he doesn’t know the reason that i continue to say that nothing is fully mine. i don’t want to bring it up to him but i don’t want to commit fully anymore because i’m scared
This is such an amazing piece.kinda pulled myself together on the outside but im still a wreck.i would be doing fine avoiding everything that eats me up and it just hits me all of a sudden and i can't stop.i can not stop thinking and yerning,screaming, begging to be loved.and im so tired of beeing in a crowd but feeling so lonely.this song really comforts me in those times
we all make mistakes. And say things we don’t mean in hopes it goes along with the crowd. Or mistakenly speaking/acting negatively due to our emotions. When able to speak up for yourself, to love your soul an crush those negative thoughts that think otherwise. I think that’s when we slowly become who we are. The more we understand our thinking, the more we flaws we begin to see. I’m tired of constantly following people and never sticking up for my family or friends. From now on I do my own thing and what people say about others or me, has absolutely nothing to do with me or deserves my opinion. (Unless they step ova the line) Therefore slide off the irrelevance. Choose YOU and fight for yourself by the end of the day. you’re only a memory left to those you met, make it count.
everyone here is giving pity and sympathy for emotions that should be happiness and motivation. love yall keep going, life is a trip that has so many stops
A word of advice to all the lonely, sad people in the world. Stop listening to sad music like this. There is a part of you that secretly enjoys being sad and lonely, even though it's bad for you. Consume art which refreshes your soul with it's beauty, renews your hope in yourself and life in general. Beautiful uplifting songs, books with relatable characters and movies which capture the wonder of life. And remember that in discomfort and awkwardness, there you will find growth. Walk up to those people. Go to that party. If you mess up those people won't be thinking about the incident for years to come. What you obsess over, they won't remember after a day. Stop what you're doing, save yourself. I say this with love ❤ I am trying to do it too. Go well everyone.
I wish you did. I wish you knew how much it would mean to me if you knew. I don't want to push but i want to be there for you. I want you to know how deeply I care without it coming too strong. I hope i can be happy someday knowing I'll never get to feel that high again when we were together.
very sad, it's our deepest struggles we gain most from. you're chosen to go through this because you're strong and you're ready though it doesn't always seem like it. just one of life's flavors, you shall taste others!
In 2021 i met a girl online. We instantly hit off. After a month of texting we both fell in love with each other. Everything was perfect. This was my first ever relationship. I never believed that someone other than my family could ever love me. She made me feel things i had never experienced before. I loved her with all my existence. She was the one for me. But after six months her she broke up with me because her family didn't accept me. In 2023 she got married to someone else. I'm happy for her and wish her nothing but success. I'm still in love with her and honestly it hurts watching her with someone else doing stuff that I wanted to do with her. Idk man i just feel sad, empty and scared. O don't want to fall in love again and then watch it getting ripped away from me.
Honestly this couldn't have come to me at a better time. I feel like everything is falling apart right now. I'm sick of feeling like shit and being afraid of going to school and learning to live with my trauma. I'm exhausted and angry at myself for being part of the problem.
time heals all trust me okay? it hurts it hurts it hurts and it hurts even more but nothing can ever beat father time, not pain, emotions , feelings nothing ever. take it day by day no matter how many times you’ve seen it repeated it’s because it’s simply true
imma vent rn. i was getting taken out of school just as i fell in love with this boy, julius. everything was different with him. he made me feel like i was free. anyways i secretly texted him that i was getting taken out of school. then we tried to run away. we got caught and i havent seen him since. ill see him when i go to 9th grade in 7 months but i miss him so much. my mom says wounds heal but this wound wont heal till i see him again. i love him more than anything in the world. Edit: I just wanna say thank you so much for all the sweet replies. they really helped me
I felt the exact same thing when I was in high school. But it was the opposite. He moved schools and I wasnt allowed to see him. Haven’t heard from him since. I’m 26 turning 27 in March and I can tell you, wounds like that do heal. But it’s good to let them hurt and feel it. These people we meet, they’re wonderful lessons. And you’ll meet plenty more of those. In the meantime, continue to listen to music like this, it helps heal a sad heart 🖤
Aye I'm sorry about this and I hope everything goes well and you get your man I know the pain of getting taken out of school it hurts a lot being separated from your friends and all, I had my whole senior year planned out too bur things are starting to get better and I know things will get better for you to just keep a positive mind set and a strong head on your shoulders you got this 👍
Someone is yelling at you is this person is the one who had do understand but couldn’t, u know u r guilty but can’t do anything, so ur mind is screaming and u can do nothing but stare at them with this look of kind of betrayed person. This music gives me this vibe
I met with this song at my worst time. I am trying to heal, my parents argue all the time and i am talking and trying to explain them that's shitty. I am screaming but they don't hear me. They're blind... They don't want to see me. I want to leave them but can't... Don't know what to with my life
Hi Max, I understand you. I've been in that situation for years and years. My dad is very abusive and used to argue and beat my mom. I saw all that crap for so long, his violence and his crazy behaviour and even to this day I still sometimes feel scared. But I kept going, I kept facing whatever life threw at me and I'm glad I did, I'm living much better life now and I wish things work out for you too, sending you warm hug and good prayers =) 💓
Months ago I was alone, and focusing on my stuffs. But that girl that I loved so much came back to my life. I was so happy and astonished. It felt like a dream. I miss the old times, when we use to talk about many things and it was just us... nobody else.. just us. Our friendship felt like the home I alway dreamt of. But she is gone.. again and I just feel happy.. but alone .. again. She is not longer that person.. neither me.
I used to miss him. He treated me like shit. I fell in love with this boy like many others here, mario. First time i met him, it was such an instant connection. Being bisexual, religious and in a homophobic country, him being gay and christian and how we both try to make peace with ourselves and make our sexualities and religions co-exist within us while also having to battle the outside hate we receive constantly, he was the first person i ever felt like that truly understands. I have incredible friends that i would do anything for and im so grateful to have them but he just felt so different. We barely went on two dates before he rejected me but that wasn't what hurt. What hurt was him never giving me back any of the love i gave him for months, him never calling and always promising he'd do better and never going through with it, him standing me up twice in a row, inviting me somewhere then ghosting me, him lying to me about how he felt and how much he cared, him gaslighting me into believing his lies were how the situation actually went despite the proof and the chats that what i was saying was true, him going as far as to lie to the friend that made us meet each other in the first place and trying to tell him i was delusional and crazy. I deserved so much better and my friends kept saying so but i just never listened because i loved him so much. I created this idea of him in my head that he was perfect and could do no wrong and hurting me would be the last thing he does and it was so hard to accept that he might not be as good of a person as i thought he was. He was all fake, he turned out to be a narcissist that only thinks about himself and for a while i thought i couldn't live without him and i stopped my whole life and got behind on so many classes in my senior year bc i spent too much time wallowing in the pain of missing him. I'd never been in love before, he was my first love and it was so sweet i never wanted to let it go even tho he was so toxic and unhealthy. But i wouldn't do anything differently. I'm still healing and i already got over him but now i've learned to finally TRULY love myself. I now love myself the way i loved him, i love my best friends that stuck with me through it all, the situation made me just love so much more and not take it for granted. All that love i gave him, i now pour it into myself and my best friends, actually healthy places. I'm now just trying to focus on myself and heal and forgive him and it feels so damn good now. We ended on bad terms, but i have no regrets. I don't hate him, but i also don't love him anymore either. I forgive him and wish the best for him and hope he can also grow and become a better person like i did. I now think fondly of the day where i will get to meet someone new that i can love again the way i loved him, someone that actually shares those feelings and gives back the love i give out, if this toxic mess felt that sweet sometimes, imagine how much more sweet it would be with a person that actually cares and feels the same about you. I'm doing a lot better now and if i were to tell someone anything it would be to please leave if you're in a situation like this. Someone you love so much yet they can never give you back for whatever reason, someone that puts a bunch of question marks in your head isn't the right one. These wounds get better and teach you so much, and that i can promise and im grateful for the lessons that he's taught me regardless of how anything turned out.
For most of my life I've felt like nobody wanted me. So I never wanted anyone but I can't take it anymore I only ever loved someone once and that was around 10 years ago. I dont feel for others anymore. I hardly feel anything at all anymore. I just want to know how love feels like again at least one more time then I can probably live happy but who knows. My advice to anyone who wants it, talk to that person your crush or just some stranger sitting alone you can change their life or they can change yours. Best of luck it just takes time and effort.❤️
I have been feeling empty these last few years, not like depressed, just unfulfilled all I do now is watch Yt or read books & go to school, my life has turned into a loop of repetitiveness.
its been three years, three years of waiting and not even getting tired. i dont think people understand how much i gave up just to stay sane, just to stay alive. ppl call me 'crazy' and yes, i am and honestly its not a joke, i am going crazy and maybe i am just too scared to admit that i am losing myself like this just for this certain person, this certain person i would give up my life for. no one would understand, even if they tell they do im sure they dont and its sad and im so so so so close to just give up.
One good thing about internet (algorithm) is that you open RUclips and after spending sometime searching accordingly your mood and feelings, you started to get some really good suggestions, you watch those videos and when you read comments under that you'll find years and years old comments, saying that you are not alone.
i'm just existing right now. everything should be perfect. i have a good job and i finally made friends and things are going so well but i miss having a person. ive been single for so long after a long term relationship and every person i've almost dated since then has been some kind of messed up character development scheme. i'll be okay if life goes on like this, but it's so lonely...
“Is this..the end?” they said under their breath, in disbelief. Their whole life, they’ve been building up to this moment. To step on this ledge, look down on this view, next to the only person that cared for them. The past seemed to linger in this very spot, not seeing a future. The fire behind them seemed to only grow bigger, with no way to escape. They held hands; tightly. As their eyes locked, irritated from the smoke of the fire, the love of their life slowly caressed their face “Maybe in this moment, but there is a world out there.. a world where none of this ever happens. A world where we live freely, together, not bound to our fragile bodies.” The wildfire behind them intensively crackles and smokes up even more, fogging up the distant horizon “A world where our love isn’t forbidden, where it can thrive. Where we can thrive.” A distant branch falls off the burning tree: “My love, I know this might seem like the end, but this is only the beginning of anew. Where we will end up isn’t certain, but i know, somehow, somewhere, that we will meet.” As the wildfire closed in, their lover slowly edged towards the ledge, hands still locked. “Natalia..” Looking down the ledge, there was no sign of ending to the seemingly bottomless pit. “I love you, Clarisse.” Their clasp tightened. She whispered under her breath “Don’t forget me.” In that moment, Natalia thrusted herself forwards, pulling them down with her. Slowly falling down the pit, they tightly embraced one another, reliving their entire lives together, only seconds before death.
i always hear” love comes out of nowhere” or something like that but i just feel like love isnt for me, why give out love to people if they won’t love me for who i am. i wish people would understand me and just stay with me but i always end up losing them. they either slowly stop talking to me or just not even tell me anything and leave me there.
This might sound cheesy and cringe but there’s this girl I love so much and I had a relationship with. Everything is falling apart and I feel like it’s all my fault. She said she feels like she doesn’t deserve love and I am willing to prove to her that I can wait for her and show her that I’m the person that can give her that love. I can’t stop blaming myself for our fallen relationship, I wanted us to work out so much and I still do, I’m willing to wait for her even if there’s just a slim chance. I just hope one day she can see my love for her.
When I’m sad about a certain person leaving and hurting me I don’t overthink about it too much because I’m grateful they let me feel that type of pain because it makes me human and truly I know things happen for a reason so for me it would be better if they left instead of me living a lie thinking this person cares about me for the rest of my life…And meeting new people is like trial and error so if it doesn’t work out at least I know what I want from a person later on the future
I didn’t lose a person… I lost a dog. He was my best friend. With me through everything. It’s been a little over a month now, and it’s hard reminding myself that this is the new normal. It feels so empty without him around. I miss when he’d bark to greet me, or when jump on me when I’d pat my stomach. I really miss him… time seems to move so slow without him around. Sometimes I see him, in the backyard digging in the dirt, laying in the porch sunbathing, sitting by the couch. Sometimes I forget… it seems like as time moves on though, forgetting is less and less, and that hurts so much… I don’t want the new normal to be him not around. But it is. I can’t change it.
every single one of you is deserving of love and happiness and joy in your life. you are worth being wanted, you are worth being loved, you are worth being desired, and you deserve to be happy, safe, comfortable, and at peace with yourself and your life. please remember to tell yourself how worthy of love you are, that you are always worth being loved and being happy. don’t let past emotions and events determine your feelings of today and of the future, remember that everyday is a new day full of amazing new chances and love and happiness. look forward to each new day and remember that love is there for you and it will come to you, you deserve it and you will receive it 🫶🏻.
this sounds like the nameless tunes I whistle on that rock in the woods next to my house while I try not to think of the past. it's hard to find hope for my social life when all I've done is hold people at an arm's length at best but maybe this will be my chance to feel *that * joy at something besides birdsong and clear skies and old music. god, i sound like a poof but I guess that checks out
oh the love i have for my youtube recommendations, i really need something to cry to rn and this song is just it hjahahjaha tears are actually falling down my cheeks rn as i type this shit i feel like im just a nuisance to everyone. im so sorry for my parents for being such a burden. i may not be as smart and responsible as my 4 other siblings but please know that im always trying my best. people just wont stop comparing me to my siblings and they never fail to make me feel so useless after doing so. fuck it all im gonna fucking cry it all out
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Hey thank you for reposting my music!! I really appreciate it:)
thanks to you man! this is such a banger! i mean you could see the comments! really appreciate you stopping by and leaving a comment, means a lot to me. all the good lucks for the future and much more to come ;)
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@@hiversmusic thank you for this masterpiece, idk what you put in this pb lots of pain and memories, but somehow this soothes me soo much fr This calms me down in some of the worst situations I'd have
@@Rogerthebigheadedalien We are each floating in our own melancholy, it is so dense that we cannot see but we are here. And we are not alone.
oh so its 3 minutes of recycled lame
Theres no person that I'm sad about. Theres no person at all, just me everyday by myself. I'm my own comfort and it's getting so sad
i got u bud. i now have a twitter and the dms are always open if u ever need someone to talk to
yeah real im so lonely but I dont think want to be a burden and i dont think i have what it takes so I just kinda exist I feel you man its exhausting
Real. But it doesnt bother you much until you see the people around you dependent on other people for comfort, then you start to wonder whats wrong with you.
@@boop8641 ong
Yea man shit is not good at all I've been lonely for as long as I can remember. I was never anyone's first pick but recently I've met someone, they aren't interested in a relationship but they do genuinely wanna talk and chill with me. For the first time in while I've felt wanted by someone who isn't family. It feels good. I feel genuine happiness. You can do it, you just gotta put in a little effort. Hoping nothing but the best for you.
What a world...What a world indeed man.
May you all find the peace you're searching for.
💙
Thank you, same to you
I hope you find peace as well
Amen to that 🥃
Sometimes the loneliness makes me feel like I'm going insane, I'm so sick of everything but at least I can cherish music like this, it eases the suffering and hurt a bit..
Ur not alone, and ur not going insane hold on ❤
You're not alone honey, we're all in this together, humans should be one big family holding each other's hands no matter what
It's hurts so bad to feel so unwanted by anyone in this world including family
Hey, u okay?
There is someone who wants u here, Jesus, he loves you so much that he sent his son to die on the cross for your sins (mistakes) and so you can feel Gods love that never changes. Believe and repent and let him show you
@@lexinoelle7217 Reported for harassment. She didn’t ask for your evangelicizing.
@@FernBlackwood1995 harassment :o just tryna speed love :)
@@lexinoelle7217 Yeah, enforcing religion upon the depressed isn’t considered love most of the time. It’s considered excuses, pandering and not knowing what to truly say to give the help people actually need. We don’t wanna meet Jesus. We’d like a reason to stay alive and not fantasize about dying to meet a big comfort blanket for the religious beyond the veil. Hope this helps you understand. RUclips isn’t your pulpit.
I don't know how many people will read this comment but I'm still going to type these things, I'm 18 years old and my whole life I've been keeping myself from relationships because I believe I'm not worthy of being loved, I don't know what it is that, maybe it's a lack of self-love or a lack of self-esteem, I don't know, I just know that I'm alone and I think it will be like that for a long time. Thank you for this video, I liked the song.
You'll turn a corner one day and standing there will be a new friend or soul mate to take you to the next chapter.
Don't worry, we're all worthy in a difficult land.
Very similar situation for me as well, I've always felt like nobody wanted me, I was always friends with the not so popular people, they were good people. But recently I've met someone online and I can tell that they genuinely want to talk to me, almost every day they tell me to get online. I've felt wanted more by a stranger across the country than anyone I've met in real life anyway my point is there is always someone friend or lover it just takes a little time and effort. Best of luck my friend.
Same here
You're not alone brother, I've felt this my whole life, just gotta take one step at a time.
You don’t need anyone to feel loved, I understand that feeling of wanting to feel wanted and I know it might sound cliche but it really does start with wanting yourself and doing what you really want first. If you really want to make friends go talk to the person that you want to be friends with and true friends don’t have to talk to you everyday to make you feel like you are friends, true friends are the ones that you know will always have your back through thick and thin and the ones that will understand you and laugh with you and check up on you to see if you’re ok but don’t forget that you gotta reach out and make them feel loved too, it has to reciprocated. I understand because I’ve been there and I’m just letting you know now that if you keep thinking about yourself like that it’s only going to get harder for you as you get older, I’m only 21 but it’s still hard for me to really get out there and socialize so don’t wait for others like I did and regret not trying to make friends or even connections earlier in life and don’t rush into relationships until you learn how to make friends and be a friend. You opening up to everyone that comes upon this comment is a good start, so •~FOCUS ON YOURSELF~•and take it slow but with effort to get out there. 🫶🏻
*umm… this is also for everyone going through it and needs to be told this* hehe 😉
This song makes me feel alone in a good way, like I'm finally in a space in my own head, like a little box I can let out my emotions safely, like the world isn't so big, like I can deal with the people sitting next to me. It reminds me of my childhood, the feeling of curling up under a blanket after a long day when rain hits, like sitting in a dark room to hear the static of silence, like eating a warm meal for the first time. It means alot
This song just opened a portion of my heart I almost forgot about. Omg.
i miss him so much i can barely breathe
You're going to be okay❤️
It will be okay ❤❤❤❤❤
it’s okay 😔 ❤️
Let go, you deserve a chance to be happy with you, just you too 🤍 it's okay beautiful 🌷 keep going you can do this
Let yourself feel
I realize that everyday I live my life day dreaming about what it would feel like to actually be alive, to actually feel like I can breathe and that I'm not constantly suffocating even when my lungs are filled with so much air I feel like they could burst at any moment. I want to live. I want... to feel alive.
you.. did such an incredible job at describing exactly what I feel.. thank you for holding this mirror up. I know now, what I need to to
@@mayya9004 i hope that things turn out good for you. I hope that you live your life to the fullest with no regrets in the end sending much love and hope.
Damn, that's how I feel too, you explained it so clearly
This song makes me feel in a way I can't describe, a sad, melancholy harmony that fills my soul with resentment for the past. I think we take for granted the impact we can have on the lives of others, you can change someone's time with just a few words or a simple action, you can change someone's feelings in an instant. For those who read this, impact the lives of others and be kind, the smallest things can take you far.
Im not in love anymore, but i think i loved them so intensely and sincerely that there's a empty room in my heart now... I think that, for the first time, i am crying about me.
I feel useless, unlovable. I guess from now on i'll be aware that no one will ever return my love. I will never stop loving, tho; that's kinda my personality trait, haha...
I understand that really well
This is everything i feel
You worded it so perfectly:( hope ur doing ok
i feel you.. no matter how many people you tried, none of them would stay consistent with the little things except for you. it's as if you're always the only one that is giving/loving more than the other person.. and you keep wondering if there is someone out there who is your true match, someone that would love you just as hard as you do, or even more.
I can never love Or be loved that is very much my personality trait for sure🤭
this album was very soothing to have in the background 24/7 for like 2/3 weeks straight when you have anxiety/adhd
This song; it feels sad yet upbeat to me. It sounds like the changes im going through mentally, physically, emotionally. I know its sad right now, it hurts a lot, too much. But I know at the end of the day I will heal and start to love more fiercly. Im going to get better, all of us, lets take it a step at a time, and i'll wait for everyone :)
Tired of being the only one trying
Wishing I wasn't the only one always initiating
Tired of carrying this burden of watering
Conversations from which there's no harbouring
I hate myself for needing
Some sort of connection
I wish I could rip my heart out
I wish I wouldn't care at all
I wish I didn't care
I wish I didn't care
Venting too. There was a guy, well actually still is, since hes my classmate, and i cant just not talk to him. He treats me so shitty, always keeps lying about his feelings, and manipulating me. A year ago we dated. I never felt something like this for a person. This relationship ended very badly. We were on no contact for like 8 months. I literally mourned the whole 2022, but then he came back. He told me he missed me, and all this lovely stuff, and for a second i thought that this pain was over. I would have given up all my dreams, just to be with him. I would have left the country, my friends, just because he wanted to study abroad. I would have pushed myself in the front of a train, just so he wouldnt get hurt. Well, i was wrong. All i got was him playing with my feelings, and keeping me as an option. I really wish i could just forget him, and move on, but my soul aches, and mind wraps around him, when hes not around. However, every day gets a little easier. I dont want him. I want the version of him, i was in a relationship a year ago. I want my loving husband.I guess it was not real, just an image of him created in my head? I really hope i will be able to feel the same feelings for someone again, because since then i feel so empty. Empty and alone. Not lonely, just alone. I dont trust people anymore, and every person annoys me. He changed me. And not for the better.
similar thing happened to me, it was a situationship. he lied and manipulated me so i wouldnt kms due to his trauma. still a pretty fucked up thing to do. he told me all these lovely things and in the end ended up with someone else a week after he had kissed me on the cheek. and even during his relationship with her (which i didnt know about) he would still tell me all these things until i found out. everything has been so different after i confronted him about it and now i just cant see him the same anymore :/, he was my first love. even now he’s still telling me he wants to be with me. yet he screwed it all. up.update: i told his gf about the whole thing and they broke up vday, he blamed me and tried to make me feel bad for him. i simply blocked him though
yeah. ive been in a similar place. i thought i loved her and wished she did too. i convinced myself that she had liked me back, or at least would eventually. i was dead wrong. she just saw it as a nice friendship, which it was. but i cant help feeling that she led me on. that she did it all for fun; because she enjoyed the attention and my love. she never apologized, never talked to me. hell, it ended because she sent candy hearts through someone else that read "friendzoned" and "just friends". At least i think she did. ill never be sure, but the person who gave them to me wouldnt lie about something like that, unless they were helping me get out of the situation. if it was that, i thank then immensely. luckily, quarintine came a month or two after it fizzled out. i was in a rough spot, destroyed after it all. i was empty for so long. ive only recently gotten over it after i messaged her online and asked her for her side of the story. like i said, she only thought we were friends, nothing more. it hurt to hear that, as it was extremely obvious to her and everyone around us that i loved her. seems she decided to ignore that so she wouldnt hurt me or so she could keep the friendship. for whatever reason, it was selfish. she wasnt the only at fault. i shouldve realised it was a lost cause, but i was so in love with the idea of her that there was no chance i could.
I still think about her from time to time. but its not a longing or regret. i used to hate her, but i odnt anymore. im just disappointed and saddened. i still despise the idea of her that basically ruined me for 3 years. those years defined me, and her imprint will forever be on my heart.
i wish it wasnt.
ypu deserve better than that. you deserve peace and true love. I'll pray that Jesus crosses your path and that you get true and full healing
Don't you ever alienate anyone for a person. Don't ever alienate yourself!!! Love yourself and respect yourself and know that true love is worth waiting for... Not saying ur love isn't true, but clearly his isn't:/
Listen to some 432hz music heart chakra music , meditate and find a new hobby, I now it hurts n maybe ya don't wanna get outta bed sometimes but push urself to move through the feelings, learn a new skill or something. Discernment is key, there is a lesson in this... Maybe with boundaries, trust, etc
Go easy on yourself and blet the feelings pop up but observe them don't be absorbed by them.
Trust these last 2 yrs we're the hardest of my life and I'm 42 now.
You got this...keep yo head up
@@awakenandenlighten5778 thank you so much. i wish you the best ❤️
good things never last :,)
They don't 💔
@@kuro8381 i mean, i guess thats the good thing about them
Hey guys earlier I posted about not being able to understand the lyrics, I dug through the internet and I found what might be the lyrics, so here you go, I hope it’s helpful! :)
“No I don't think you understand
This time Is my revenge
Every life must come to an end
And mine is right near the edge
And I wanna learn how to earn your love
But the tears I cry shout the reason why I want to die”
Also can we TALK about that cover art because it is absolutely amazing!
help so much!!
thanks
Thankyou for the lyrics!
I wonder if its a real girl or if its just a realistic painting of a girl.
I cry everytime when I think of you.
❤
I can totally relate.
Yep.
I hate that moment when you're not motivated, when you don't wanna think about the future and you don't even consider you're gonna make it.. so you grow no reason to keep going further. All my life the only good there has ever been was the small things, that's all.. and yet the pain was always major.
Funnily enough i'm still alive, you're still alive, i barely even made this step and i almost stumbled and i can't even remember how many times i've fell down broke my nose, bruised my ankle and accidentally made others fall with me and hysterically apologising continuously for it. And yet i'm still alive still trying to find a reason to living still trying to find the emotions to leave the red circle i've been trapped in and still trying to escape the addictions that have grown out to be more than a habit.
Life is a journey, you'll encounter all of the kinds of things, think of it as a trip into a forest and you might get lost, you might find friends, you might find cool mushrooms, and even if you tripped even if a branch fell from a tree and on your head you're alive.
Thinking you are lonely is of course saddening but whatever the world brings you'll find someone who will be there for you
*"I don't think you understand"* is what I'd always say to people I argue with about how miserable I feel everyday
My own lover doesn't understand this. It's so cruel.
@@rishidas9731i hope you left if they can't understand, then it's time to go
@@loser4274 they left me 3 months ago. I have no one to talk to.
The beginning 3 chords sound like Inside Out by Duster, both capture a great feeling
i finally got to be with him after years of tears, fights, and watching him love someone else. sometimes i remind myself that he’s not fully mine just so it can’t hurt anymore. he doesn’t know the reason that i continue to say that nothing is fully mine. i don’t want to bring it up to him but i don’t want to commit fully anymore because i’m scared
This is such an amazing piece.kinda pulled myself together on the outside but im still a wreck.i would be doing fine avoiding everything that eats me up and it just hits me all of a sudden and i can't stop.i can not stop thinking and yerning,screaming, begging to be loved.and im so tired of beeing in a crowd but feeling so lonely.this song really comforts me in those times
So many sad lost souls I can feel all of our hearts aching 😞
we all make mistakes. And say things we don’t mean in hopes it goes along with the crowd. Or mistakenly speaking/acting negatively due to our emotions. When able to speak up for yourself, to love your soul an crush those negative thoughts that think otherwise. I think that’s when we slowly become who we are. The more we understand our thinking, the more we flaws we begin to see. I’m tired of constantly following people and never sticking up for my family or friends. From now on I do my own thing and what people say about others or me, has absolutely nothing to do with me or deserves my opinion. (Unless they step ova the line) Therefore slide off the irrelevance. Choose YOU and fight for yourself by the end of the day. you’re only a memory left to those you met, make it count.
everyone here is giving pity and sympathy for emotions that should be happiness and motivation. love yall keep going, life is a trip that has so many stops
I love this song so much
The comments. Are perfect
A word of advice to all the lonely, sad people in the world. Stop listening to sad music like this. There is a part of you that secretly enjoys being sad and lonely, even though it's bad for you. Consume art which refreshes your soul with it's beauty, renews your hope in yourself and life in general. Beautiful uplifting songs, books with relatable characters and movies which capture the wonder of life. And remember that in discomfort and awkwardness, there you will find growth. Walk up to those people. Go to that party. If you mess up those people won't be thinking about the incident for years to come. What you obsess over, they won't remember after a day. Stop what you're doing, save yourself. I say this with love ❤ I am trying to do it too. Go well everyone.
I wish you did. I wish you knew how much it would mean to me if you knew. I don't want to push but i want to be there for you. I want you to know how deeply I care without it coming too strong. I hope i can be happy someday knowing I'll never get to feel that high again when we were together.
You’ll be. We’ll all be. ❤
very sad, it's our deepest struggles we gain most from. you're chosen to go through this because you're strong and you're ready though it doesn't always seem like it. just one of life's flavors, you shall taste others!
I miss him
its alright, its okay to miss your special one, its all part of life. i hope you feel better soon.
In 2021 i met a girl online. We instantly hit off. After a month of texting we both fell in love with each other. Everything was perfect. This was my first ever relationship. I never believed that someone other than my family could ever love me. She made me feel things i had never experienced before. I loved her with all my existence. She was the one for me. But after six months her she broke up with me because her family didn't accept me. In 2023 she got married to someone else. I'm happy for her and wish her nothing but success. I'm still in love with her and honestly it hurts watching her with someone else doing stuff that I wanted to do with her. Idk man i just feel sad, empty and scared. O don't want to fall in love again and then watch it getting ripped away from me.
Honestly this couldn't have come to me at a better time. I feel like everything is falling apart right now. I'm sick of feeling like shit and being afraid of going to school and learning to live with my trauma. I'm exhausted and angry at myself for being part of the problem.
i love her so much. i made her my happiness and now she's gone. and so my happiness.
I feel you bro.
i miss her so much it's unreal, it's all my fault and i'll never see or hear from her again.
its alright bud, you did your part. things arent meant to be forever
time heals all trust me okay? it hurts it hurts it hurts and it hurts even more but nothing can ever beat father time, not pain, emotions , feelings nothing ever. take it day by day no matter how many times you’ve seen it repeated it’s because it’s simply true
It gets easier, time helps but to be honest you never forget.
When the truth/reality you have to face is so brutal and cruel that you want to escape by unaliving yourself...
Definitely not me 😂💯✨
imma vent rn. i was getting taken out of school just as i fell in love with this boy, julius. everything was different with him. he made me feel like i was free. anyways i secretly texted him that i was getting taken out of school. then we tried to run away. we got caught and i havent seen him since. ill see him when i go to 9th grade in 7 months but i miss him so much. my mom says wounds heal but this wound wont heal till i see him again. i love him more than anything in the world. Edit: I just wanna say thank you so much for all the sweet replies. they really helped me
I felt the exact same thing when I was in high school. But it was the opposite. He moved schools and I wasnt allowed to see him. Haven’t heard from him since. I’m 26 turning 27 in March and I can tell you, wounds like that do heal. But it’s good to let them hurt and feel it. These people we meet, they’re wonderful lessons. And you’ll meet plenty more of those. In the meantime, continue to listen to music like this, it helps heal a sad heart 🖤
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Aye I'm sorry about this and I hope everything goes well and you get your man
I know the pain of getting taken out of school it hurts a lot being separated from your friends and all, I had my whole senior year planned out too bur things are starting to get better and I know things will get better for you to just keep a positive mind set and a strong head on your shoulders you got this 👍
Dont worry i trust you'll find a way
bro ur gonna see him in 7 months what’s the problem
I miss me This isn’t who I used to be..
This calms me, thank you.
sad summer vibes
I feel sad... sad... so sad...
Do u wanna talk about it?, im so sad too.
melodi ini mampu mengingat ku tentang orang masa lalu ku....
Someone is yelling at you is this person is the one who had do understand but couldn’t, u know u r guilty but can’t do anything, so ur mind is screaming and u can do nothing but stare at them with this look of kind of betrayed person. This music gives me this vibe
I met with this song at my worst time. I am trying to heal, my parents argue all the time and i am talking and trying to explain them that's shitty. I am screaming but they don't hear me. They're blind... They don't want to see me. I want to leave them but can't... Don't know what to with my life
Hi Max, I understand you. I've been in that situation for years and years. My dad is very abusive and used to argue and beat my mom. I saw all that crap for so long, his violence and his crazy behaviour and even to this day I still sometimes feel scared.
But I kept going, I kept facing whatever life threw at me and I'm glad I did, I'm living much better life now and I wish things work out for you too, sending you warm hug and good prayers =) 💓
Me sinto tão vazia, sem expectativa nenhuma. Tá tudo tão complicado, bagunçado, eu n aguento mais.
Months ago I was alone, and focusing on my stuffs. But that girl that I loved so much came back to my life. I was so happy and astonished. It felt like a dream. I miss the old times, when we use to talk about many things and it was just us... nobody else.. just us. Our friendship felt like the home I alway dreamt of. But she is gone.. again and I just feel happy.. but alone .. again. She is not longer that person.. neither me.
العززززززففففف !!!!!شيء لا يوصف.
this song found me and it seems to be a good companion for me
This is a song you listen to when you think about happy/sad memories that live in the past
I used to miss him. He treated me like shit. I fell in love with this boy like many others here, mario. First time i met him, it was such an instant connection. Being bisexual, religious and in a homophobic country, him being gay and christian and how we both try to make peace with ourselves and make our sexualities and religions co-exist within us while also having to battle the outside hate we receive constantly, he was the first person i ever felt like that truly understands. I have incredible friends that i would do anything for and im so grateful to have them but he just felt so different. We barely went on two dates before he rejected me but that wasn't what hurt. What hurt was him never giving me back any of the love i gave him for months, him never calling and always promising he'd do better and never going through with it, him standing me up twice in a row, inviting me somewhere then ghosting me, him lying to me about how he felt and how much he cared, him gaslighting me into believing his lies were how the situation actually went despite the proof and the chats that what i was saying was true, him going as far as to lie to the friend that made us meet each other in the first place and trying to tell him i was delusional and crazy. I deserved so much better and my friends kept saying so but i just never listened because i loved him so much. I created this idea of him in my head that he was perfect and could do no wrong and hurting me would be the last thing he does and it was so hard to accept that he might not be as good of a person as i thought he was. He was all fake, he turned out to be a narcissist that only thinks about himself and for a while i thought i couldn't live without him and i stopped my whole life and got behind on so many classes in my senior year bc i spent too much time wallowing in the pain of missing him. I'd never been in love before, he was my first love and it was so sweet i never wanted to let it go even tho he was so toxic and unhealthy. But i wouldn't do anything differently. I'm still healing and i already got over him but now i've learned to finally TRULY love myself. I now love myself the way i loved him, i love my best friends that stuck with me through it all, the situation made me just love so much more and not take it for granted. All that love i gave him, i now pour it into myself and my best friends, actually healthy places. I'm now just trying to focus on myself and heal and forgive him and it feels so damn good now. We ended on bad terms, but i have no regrets. I don't hate him, but i also don't love him anymore either. I forgive him and wish the best for him and hope he can also grow and become a better person like i did. I now think fondly of the day where i will get to meet someone new that i can love again the way i loved him, someone that actually shares those feelings and gives back the love i give out, if this toxic mess felt that sweet sometimes, imagine how much more sweet it would be with a person that actually cares and feels the same about you. I'm doing a lot better now and if i were to tell someone anything it would be to please leave if you're in a situation like this. Someone you love so much yet they can never give you back for whatever reason, someone that puts a bunch of question marks in your head isn't the right one. These wounds get better and teach you so much, and that i can promise and im grateful for the lessons that he's taught me regardless of how anything turned out.
Love given is never lost.
You’re not alone ❤
For most of my life I've felt like nobody wanted me. So I never wanted anyone but I can't take it anymore I only ever loved someone once and that was around 10 years ago. I dont feel for others anymore. I hardly feel anything at all anymore. I just want to know how love feels like again at least one more time then I can probably live happy but who knows. My advice to anyone who wants it, talk to that person your crush or just some stranger sitting alone you can change their life or they can change yours. Best of luck it just takes time and effort.❤️
I have been feeling empty these last few years, not like depressed, just unfulfilled all I do now is watch Yt or read books & go to school, my life has turned into a loop of repetitiveness.
Too everyone struggling feeling lonely just know we are never ALONE
its been three years, three years of waiting and not even getting tired. i dont think people understand how much i gave up just to stay sane, just to stay alive. ppl call me 'crazy' and yes, i am and honestly its not a joke, i am going crazy and maybe i am just too scared to admit that i am losing myself like this just for this certain person, this certain person i would give up my life for. no one would understand, even if they tell they do im sure they dont and its sad and im so so so so close to just give up.
Being humble is a weakness nowadays gets you nothing but sadness eventually.
There’s something oddly comforting & familiar about this song🖤 thank you @hivers for creating a beautiful piece!
One good thing about internet (algorithm) is that you open RUclips and after spending sometime searching accordingly your mood and feelings, you started to get some really good suggestions, you watch those videos and when you read comments under that you'll find years and years old comments, saying that you are not alone.
I love the picture. I want her nose and eyes and everything
i'm just existing right now. everything should be perfect. i have a good job and i finally made friends and things are going so well but i miss having a person. ive been single for so long after a long term relationship and every person i've almost dated since then has been some kind of messed up character development scheme. i'll be okay if life goes on like this, but it's so lonely...
This song is like a healing comforting ointment to my sad wounded heart lol
i know he'll never like me back but i can't stop loving him
im addicted to this song
“Is this..the end?” they said under their breath, in disbelief. Their whole life, they’ve been building up to this moment. To step on this ledge, look down on this view, next to the only person that cared for them. The past seemed to linger in this very spot, not seeing a future. The fire behind them seemed to only grow bigger, with no way to escape. They held hands; tightly. As their eyes locked, irritated from the smoke of the fire, the love of their life slowly caressed their face “Maybe in this moment, but there is a world out there.. a world where none of this ever happens. A world where we live freely, together, not bound to our fragile bodies.” The wildfire behind them intensively crackles and smokes up even more, fogging up the distant horizon “A world where our love isn’t forbidden, where it can thrive. Where we can thrive.”
A distant branch falls off the burning tree: “My love, I know this might seem like the end, but this is only the beginning of anew. Where we will end up isn’t certain, but i know, somehow, somewhere, that we will meet.” As the wildfire closed in, their lover slowly edged towards the ledge, hands still locked. “Natalia..”
Looking down the ledge, there was no sign of ending to the seemingly bottomless pit. “I love you, Clarisse.” Their clasp tightened. She whispered under her breath “Don’t forget me.” In that moment, Natalia thrusted herself forwards, pulling them down with her. Slowly falling down the pit, they tightly embraced one another, reliving their entire lives together, only seconds before death.
Will I ever be the same again...
i always hear” love comes out of nowhere” or something like that but i just feel like love isnt for me, why give out love to people if they won’t love me for who i am. i wish people would understand me and just stay with me but i always end up losing them. they either slowly stop talking to me or just not even tell me anything and leave me there.
Smoking alone in the darkness listening to this for the first time, it’s the little things.
Don’t cry girl atleast you have a nice nose and perfect skin
This might sound cheesy and cringe but there’s this girl I love so much and I had a relationship with. Everything is falling apart and I feel like it’s all my fault. She said she feels like she doesn’t deserve love and I am willing to prove to her that I can wait for her and show her that I’m the person that can give her that love. I can’t stop blaming myself for our fallen relationship, I wanted us to work out so much and I still do, I’m willing to wait for her even if there’s just a slim chance. I just hope one day she can see my love for her.
Doamne yiu are si insane
@hiversmusic - this is beautiful.
Damn just imagine u come back to this video after 100 Years.."°~
When I’m sad about a certain person leaving and hurting me I don’t overthink about it too much because I’m grateful they let me feel that type of pain because it makes me human and truly I know things happen for a reason so for me it would be better if they left instead of me living a lie thinking this person cares about me for the rest of my life…And meeting new people is like trial and error so if it doesn’t work out at least I know what I want from a person later on the future
Thought it was gonna be Depressive Suicidal Black Metal but well I wasn't disappointed
nobody understood me better than you, Lorb
I am grateful for what I have but also sad and it's real. I hold tears........ Just like thumbnail 😢
People who like bts deserve pain.
i cannot believe he did the thing he sworn he'd never do
I didn’t lose a person… I lost a dog. He was my best friend. With me through everything. It’s been a little over a month now, and it’s hard reminding myself that this is the new normal. It feels so empty without him around. I miss when he’d bark to greet me, or when jump on me when I’d pat my stomach. I really miss him… time seems to move so slow without him around. Sometimes I see him, in the backyard digging in the dirt, laying in the porch sunbathing, sitting by the couch. Sometimes I forget… it seems like as time moves on though, forgetting is less and less, and that hurts so much… I don’t want the new normal to be him not around. But it is. I can’t change it.
song of the year fr🔥
Sometimes I just don't wanna hear rap when I'm smoking 🧖🏾
tired of being lonely and feeling empty all the time..
Same
Attracting forces come and go ...
wow, this song hurts
this gonna be the last song i play when i die and then i will finally feel peace and happy
god i miss u
Stay strong, folks.
every single one of you is deserving of love and happiness and joy in your life. you are worth being wanted, you are worth being loved, you are worth being desired, and you deserve to be happy, safe, comfortable, and at peace with yourself and your life. please remember to tell yourself how worthy of love you are, that you are always worth being loved and being happy. don’t let past emotions and events determine your feelings of today and of the future, remember that everyday is a new day full of amazing new chances and love and happiness. look forward to each new day and remember that love is there for you and it will come to you, you deserve it and you will receive it 🫶🏻.
Yes............
Well it's not about I don't understand, it just about I don't want to understand 🖤
I'll always care and lookout for you.
YES
this sounds like the nameless tunes I whistle on that rock in the woods next to my house while I try not to think of the past. it's hard to find hope for my social life when all I've done is hold people at an arm's length at best but maybe this will be my chance to feel *that * joy at something besides birdsong and clear skies and old music. god, i sound like a poof but I guess that checks out
Wow! Just stumbled across your channel. Really like it 💙
I don't even feel sad anymore I just feel empty
I hope u get better❤
I will always love you.
oh the love i have for my youtube recommendations, i really need something to cry to rn and this song is just it hjahahjaha tears are actually falling down my cheeks rn as i type this shit i feel like im just a nuisance to everyone. im so sorry for my parents for being such a burden. i may not be as smart and responsible as my 4 other siblings but please know that im always trying my best. people just wont stop comparing me to my siblings and they never fail to make me feel so useless after doing so. fuck it all im gonna fucking cry it all out
man I just wish I could be good company to the people I care about.
the way the rope tightened around my neck😂