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  • @lonelymemories.
    @lonelymemories.  Год назад +645

    Thank you y'all for the support! Subscribe for more! 💙
    Spotify playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/2zOGBUPx8zFEP8k0Teo7d4?si=2882dc1098d244df&nd=1

    • @-minicarre
      @-minicarre Год назад +13

      You made me cry it is so beautiful…..

    • @captainf5262
      @captainf5262 Год назад +6

      lovely playlist, but where did you get that picture, the aesthetic is too good and fits so well

    • @Brucewayne0_0
      @Brucewayne0_0 Год назад

      🙂🥲༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ

    • @ji3k
      @ji3k Год назад

      ​@@captainf5262from the Pinterest app

    • @Masasika
      @Masasika Год назад +2

      No one loves me hahahah 🤣🤣🤣

  • @calcuholics2023
    @calcuholics2023 Год назад +10320

    "If you love a flower, don't pick it up, because if you pick it up it dies, so if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession, love is about appreciation. "

    • @Alex-ys4pn
      @Alex-ys4pn Год назад +147

      This is exactly what I have decided on. The end of something that never happened.

    • @vidim4788
      @vidim4788 Год назад +45

      Write that down!

    • @Aryannnnn609
      @Aryannnnn609 11 месяцев назад +59

      This is the most beautiful quote on love I have ever heard!

    • @Anrry.
      @Anrry. 11 месяцев назад +18

      Philosopher

    • @YBG101
      @YBG101 11 месяцев назад +8

      dam this line hits hard ngl.

  • @ollie7989
    @ollie7989 Год назад +30826

    "I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams.

    • @critik2909
      @critik2909 Год назад +226

      facts

    • @eggynuts7735
      @eggynuts7735 Год назад +248

      Dude being alone is way worse, humans are social creatures you'd go insane and starved for interaction

    • @critik2909
      @critik2909 Год назад +504

      @@eggynuts7735 Going from alone, to going into a hellhole of terrible people I would rather prefer be alone.

    • @light-poison6154
      @light-poison6154 Год назад +65

      yeah whenever im with my girl i always left out we were at lunch with her friends and her back was completely faced towards me and to see if anyone noticed i left and to no none surprise i was so i leave t go hang with my friends then she wants me to go back and hamg with her but yet again left out so idek what to do atp

    • @brosorelatable
      @brosorelatable Год назад +92

      @@light-poison6154 bro you need to talk with her and address stuff like this and tell her how you feel.

  • @Ble4ker_Official
    @Ble4ker_Official Год назад +10769

    She's like the stars. Easily seen, but unreachable.

    • @drizzyjjc8765
      @drizzyjjc8765 Год назад +366

      i wrote a poem about my x (cringe ikk) and i literally wrote what you just did lol
      “You feel like a star
      too far to reach from my little hands
      you stay in one place it seems and yet i cant reach any farther from this big cliff”
      good to know im not the only one who feels that way:.)

    • @Ble4ker_Official
      @Ble4ker_Official Год назад +111

      @@drizzyjjc8765 Stay strong, brother.

    • @Uzaydaki._.Kadin27
      @Uzaydaki._.Kadin27 Год назад +106

      @@drizzyjjc8765 that's not cringe !

    • @leithaslan4165
      @leithaslan4165 Год назад +40

      her name means star💀

    • @Zay-zi2te
      @Zay-zi2te Год назад +16

      Ain’t no way 😭

  • @jaydeephandique5874
    @jaydeephandique5874 7 месяцев назад +1004

    I miss her voice. Her texts. Her smile. Her embrace. Her stare. Her laugh. Her. Everything that belongs to her, including myself.

    • @Kianishoops
      @Kianishoops 6 месяцев назад +13

      😢 I feel u dawg

    • @FeuerflockenTv
      @FeuerflockenTv 6 месяцев назад +5

      Spoken like a lion ma boih

    • @Desmos86
      @Desmos86 6 месяцев назад +8

      It is unfortunate how reality can treat us

    • @MatildaRosalia
      @MatildaRosalia 5 месяцев назад +7

      Ouch im so sorry for you

    • @Hayden6-3
      @Hayden6-3 5 месяцев назад +10

      It really hits hard when you thought she was going to be the one 😔

  • @whatamidoing3382
    @whatamidoing3382 Год назад +7025

    “By making her laugh I thought that she’d fall in love with me but instead Every time she laughed I fell more in love with her.”

  • @tbauacruz644
    @tbauacruz644 8 месяцев назад +2027

    This comment section was very eye opening. I hope everyone here finds their person that makes life beautiful with you til the end of the line

  • @guesswho6755
    @guesswho6755 Год назад +1640

    Words alone could not describe how lonely you can make yourself feel.

    • @JohnBaby-rm2ti
      @JohnBaby-rm2ti 11 месяцев назад +6

      Тоска

    • @FreEmotions_Real
      @FreEmotions_Real 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@JohnBaby-rm2tiахахаха, туда этих пиндосов😂

    • @ElectrooFTW69
      @ElectrooFTW69 9 месяцев назад +4

      Real

    • @studyvlogs9357
      @studyvlogs9357 9 месяцев назад +4

      💯💯💯

    • @edoomeem8604
      @edoomeem8604 9 месяцев назад +13

      Words are also like keys... It can open any heart and shut any mouth.

  • @escanortheone1550
    @escanortheone1550 7 месяцев назад +117

    It’s been a year and I still remember how much I cried that day.

    • @Youcanbesaved
      @Youcanbesaved 25 дней назад +1

      I too remember, I am always with you whether you know it or not.

    • @Amir-Tianot
      @Amir-Tianot 23 дня назад +1

      Stay strong i know it hurts but you are brave aren't you?? good luck my friend

    • @zulu-6373
      @zulu-6373 15 дней назад

      same..

    • @SesterSinmon
      @SesterSinmon 11 дней назад +1

      Sadly it will probably be a lifetime😥

  • @starkage9987
    @starkage9987 Год назад +3511

    "You should never chase the butterflies because they will fly away instead, build a beautiful garden so the butterflies would be attracted but if they not, at least you still have your beautiful garden. "

    • @AT.micah_12
      @AT.micah_12 9 месяцев назад +132

      And i took this seriously, see you in 5 years

    • @nezz2555
      @nezz2555 9 месяцев назад

      @@AT.micah_12 kabari aku jika kamu sudah menyelesaikannya.

    • @error13376
      @error13376 9 месяцев назад

      you best respond to this in 5 years my G@@AT.micah_12

    • @rxyaa.2508
      @rxyaa.2508 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@AT.micah_12same here, see you in 3 years

    • @jvr2011
      @jvr2011 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@AT.micah_12 Best of luck

  • @rohansahay1521
    @rohansahay1521 8 месяцев назад +1421

    "we're not friends we are not enemies, we are just strangers with a lot of memories"
    `a wise man

    • @42smash36
      @42smash36 7 месяцев назад +2

      Keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man

    • @rohansahay1521
      @rohansahay1521 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@42smash36 im not lonely lmao

    • @yashdevaliya2898
      @yashdevaliya2898 7 месяцев назад +2

      Same

    • @ptrekboxbreaks5198
      @ptrekboxbreaks5198 6 месяцев назад +3

      That's deep

    • @mattz8956
      @mattz8956 6 месяцев назад +5

      @@42smash36That's a funny way to call yourself a child. I remember when I had that mindset. You'll grow up one day lil bro

  • @itsmarevv
    @itsmarevv Год назад +3346

    Her smile. Her eyes. Her laugh. Her hair. Everything bout her..

    • @jimmy-fc6dc
      @jimmy-fc6dc Год назад +100

      Deuteronomy 31:8 - "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. So that we may boldly say, The Lord is my helper, and I will not fear What man shall do unto me." I love u dawg and i hope you get over whatever ur feeling

    • @manuperez4230
      @manuperez4230 Год назад +11

      ​@@jimmy-fc6dcthank you

    • @jaithsowell2726
      @jaithsowell2726 Год назад +2

      Yea

    • @Phonk_beats360
      @Phonk_beats360 Год назад +38

      Stop think about it cause she dont think about you.

    • @aiellooo
      @aiellooo Год назад +5

      @@jimmy-fc6dcAmen brother!!

  • @Tommy-ey3hc
    @Tommy-ey3hc 4 месяца назад +114

    I hope that someone will read this and not make same mistake as i did.. We started high school in 2019., she liked me from the beggining, but to me i was still a kid and havent felt anything and done nothing about that, then covid appeared and we skipped 2nd semester. In sophomore year her love to me was starting to become even more stronger and i liked her too, but in that period were just eye contacts, smiles, and again nothing happened.. in junior year, parties, we were older, everything was so obvious, she even told me that she loves me, but i was so fucking dumb, scared to do anything, scared of relationship.. and in last senior year she found bf and everything went to shit.. On the last day of high school, she told me i loved you so much, but she was scared to do anything because she feared of rejection, she hugged me and then she left, i sat on a stair and cried for 20 minutes, she was the most beautiful girl to me, her everything, even now tears come from my eyes, so guys dont be scared, do not fear and go talk to her, if you fail, you know you tried and thats what matters the most, do this and you will not have regrets in life like me, wish you best..

    • @Dimitrije13124
      @Dimitrije13124 4 месяца назад +8

      damn

    • @tanishkbhardwaj9395
      @tanishkbhardwaj9395 2 месяца назад +1

      Brother I am in the same position rightnow . This is exactly the same story i have. It's been few days now since she gone. It is being very hard for me to accept it. I don't know I randomly have tears going down my face whenever I thought of her . I am seeing her as one of my failures . Don't know I just can't help myself and don't know how to deal with this. What can I do now ?

    • @shadowfight2-g1u
      @shadowfight2-g1u 2 месяца назад +1

      Bro

    • @shadowfight2-g1u
      @shadowfight2-g1u 2 месяца назад +3

      My advice is:time repairs everything and u ll forget everything 😢don’t be sad I had the same problem

    • @tanishkbhardwaj9395
      @tanishkbhardwaj9395 2 месяца назад

      @@shadowfight2-g1u Hoping the same brother... Thanks for replying.

  • @POLJODE-69
    @POLJODE-69 Год назад +2357

    She will never know how much i loved her :(

    • @Nicolass02
      @Nicolass02 11 месяцев назад +14

      Tan dificil son las mujeres?

    • @manuelscott9078
      @manuelscott9078 11 месяцев назад +8

      @@Nicolass02si y no

    • @aquinalthomas4875
      @aquinalthomas4875 10 месяцев назад +38

      do something before its too late pal :

    • @simgloss
      @simgloss 10 месяцев назад

      ​@@k.6267i wish you were her

    • @Nxbula-eg8qx
      @Nxbula-eg8qx 9 месяцев назад

      @@k.6267your fault

  • @伝説の戦士アディ
    @伝説の戦士アディ Год назад +3761

    She'll never know how much I love her.

    • @TheHallowBeanZ
      @TheHallowBeanZ Год назад +117

      She can know, but you need to tell her. Now if you are in a situation where you literally can’t, I got ya. However, if it’s only you being nervous holding you back just know this, if you don’t tell her you will regret it for the rest of your life. Like I said, if there is other issues then I am sorry man, but if it’s only nerves stopping you, you need to find the courage and tell her how you feel. I wish you luck in the future man.

    • @tigergames1870
      @tigergames1870 Год назад +58

      @@TheHallowBeanZ she blocked me on everything i just want one more conversation to know what i did wrong

    • @mlplolz
      @mlplolz Год назад +26

      @@tigergames1870 Damnn that sucks😕

    • @flavioesposito2750
      @flavioesposito2750 Год назад +9

      Same bro

    • @gigachad9826
      @gigachad9826 Год назад +42

      @@tigergames1870 Then she is not worth your time. I know it hurts, but suck it up and be tough just for now. You'll be alright, you'll manage, adapt and overcome. Everyone does and so will you! You still have life ahead of you, millions of girls are out there, probably waiting for you! If you give up, I will believe in you!

  • @GEAR.GRAFFITI
    @GEAR.GRAFFITI 8 месяцев назад +470

    "Loving you was like going to war, I never came back the same."

    • @LoganFoster-n1s
      @LoganFoster-n1s 6 месяцев назад +9

      That’s deep. I like that

    • @lulkuh1099
      @lulkuh1099 4 месяца назад +7

      Felt this one.

    • @AthiqRahman-et5sz
      @AthiqRahman-et5sz Месяц назад +4

      How you doing mate

    • @WannabeStudent
      @WannabeStudent 6 дней назад

      Hmph. How am I still stuck in this battlefield fighting myself

    • @WannabeStudent
      @WannabeStudent 6 дней назад

      Or
      Still in the battlefield, fighting myself

  • @allthethingsthataregood8183
    @allthethingsthataregood8183 7 месяцев назад +55

    Its so lonely to lie in bed, wanting to talk to someone. But realising that no one's really interested in talking to you. It feels so weird when all your friends have lovers, but you dont even have parents who love you enough.

    • @teddy.yellowbuckets
      @teddy.yellowbuckets 3 месяца назад +2

      God loves you bro

    • @AzraEcrinBicak
      @AzraEcrinBicak 2 месяца назад +5

      Bro If you still want I can talk to you.❤

    • @DibaSingha-diba
      @DibaSingha-diba 2 месяца назад +2

      You are not alone bro..🫂
      My situation is also same😊
      It's not you and me,there are also many people out there they are also like the same😊

  • @Kluzkuz
    @Kluzkuz Год назад +4599

    Remember: “The more you love them, the more it hurts when they go.”

    • @isabelatafas
      @isabelatafas Год назад +30

      this hearts

    • @virginmind08
      @virginmind08 Год назад +26

      I loved them with all my life and now I still left here unhealed

    • @Sarangan.p
      @Sarangan.p Год назад +6

      True❤️‍🩹

    • @br-4341
      @br-4341 Год назад +8

      "Allow me to demonstrate."
      **proceeds to drop little pink frog boy out a window and watches a teen go super saiyan god blue beat me up**

    • @thanawutpradipaphalin2385
      @thanawutpradipaphalin2385 Год назад +1

      My mom😢

  • @KING_GOAX
    @KING_GOAX 9 месяцев назад +931

    Her smile, her laugh, her personality, her kindness, her beauty. Everything bout her...

    • @shyblfy
      @shyblfy 9 месяцев назад +23

      I missed her bro

    • @shyblfy
      @shyblfy 8 месяцев назад +7

      I thank that we were friends but i was just an another shit on his way. I simply tried to be friendly

    • @pilaw818
      @pilaw818 8 месяцев назад +4

      I wish i could say her...

    • @Nooneknowsssss
      @Nooneknowsssss 8 месяцев назад +5

      ​@@vlj1601 my man love is something else you would not get it

    • @Robertfrost2
      @Robertfrost2 7 месяцев назад +2

      It's an illusion

  • @hellstone115
    @hellstone115 8 месяцев назад +334

    Nothing more humiliating than learning that you didn’t mean as much to someone as you thought you did.

    • @cheesysignal
      @cheesysignal 5 месяцев назад +1

      found that out last night.

    • @jorgelusarretasantos1054
      @jorgelusarretasantos1054 5 месяцев назад +2

      The same man it is horrible but at least she told me and wants to end up well
      Anyway it feels like your whole world smashes into the ground I don’t know if I will feel love again

    • @amur619
      @amur619 4 месяца назад +2

      got humiliated lol

    • @MohamedAmine-jv7yw
      @MohamedAmine-jv7yw 3 месяца назад +1

      😞
      I lose evrythink

    • @Stoned14399
      @Stoned14399 3 месяца назад

      That’s deep had to screen shot

  • @aztecwarrior8170
    @aztecwarrior8170 7 месяцев назад +55

    i love her so much. Nobody has ever made me feel the same way she does. God just please let me be with her forever.

  • @rizzradhya
    @rizzradhya Год назад +491

    Been 4 years now.....finally i have forgotten her voice,her touch, the memories slowly fade..

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 9 месяцев назад +54

      7 years here. I feel the exact same way. I've finally threw away all her gifts and deleted all her photos which I've been keeping for all these years. In the end, not all memories need to stay with us, you know...

    • @hassanlund1082
      @hassanlund1082 8 месяцев назад +7

      That hit hard ngl. Come May it will be three years since we parted ways. I can’t replace her touch

    • @Zombiewaster215
      @Zombiewaster215 8 месяцев назад +7

      It's been 3 weeks for me and I'm on my way to you guys

    • @prithujsarkar2010
      @prithujsarkar2010 8 месяцев назад

      1week in

    • @Zombiewaster215
      @Zombiewaster215 8 месяцев назад +3

      @@prithujsarkar2010 it will pass and you will be a better version of yourself❤️

  • @hellostranger132
    @hellostranger132 8 месяцев назад +897

    She never knew how much i cried for her that day

    • @Vik4ng
      @Vik4ng 7 месяцев назад +25

      Im sorry to hear that man... Life is such a bitch.. im sorry

    • @hellostranger132
      @hellostranger132 7 месяцев назад +48

      @@Vik4ng It's all my fault, maybe if i never had jealousy issues this'd never happen, i wish i can apologize to her but it's too late. She moved on and forgot about me, but i am so happy for her because she's now happy with someone else, but still. It's not the same without her.

    • @wavy5863
      @wavy5863 7 месяцев назад +13

      @@hellostranger132my exact situation to a T, except i don’t feel happy for her, which makes me all the worse

    • @gamingvest4100
      @gamingvest4100 7 месяцев назад +8

      Not even one day it was days and days

    • @YonkoRaouf
      @YonkoRaouf 6 месяцев назад +1

      same thing for me yesterday
      it hurts a lot

  • @Cl0udPvP
    @Cl0udPvP Год назад +1968

    “She is silent. Her voice is rarely revealed. You look, and she is there, her name infiltrating your mind, crossing your vision.”

  • @LostWorld-Comus
    @LostWorld-Comus Месяц назад +149

    To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life 💗

  • @yumichan1312
    @yumichan1312 Год назад +2338

    She will never know how much i loved her.

  • @Goofy-4344
    @Goofy-4344 Год назад +770

    She took my ability to love again. Just as fast as I fell in love with her. Love isn't scary, its just risky

    • @DylenOfficial
      @DylenOfficial Год назад +2

      my music won’t disappoint you 😉

    • @nicoley.3001
      @nicoley.3001 8 месяцев назад +9

      No one can take something that’s inherent within you. Your ability to love is not gone, it’s just been weakened.

    • @DeltaTDS_YT
      @DeltaTDS_YT 8 месяцев назад +9

      I understand how you feel. Just a couple months before our wedding, she left me. I felt absolutely devastated, just wanting the pain to end. That's when I had a few coworkers reach out to me. Now, one of them is the best friend I've ever had. Just keep your chin up and someone will come your way

    • @Goofy-4344
      @Goofy-4344 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@DeltaTDS_YT Thanks man, i'm trying my best to wait and i hope it works🤞

    • @TheActualLetterE
      @TheActualLetterE 8 месяцев назад +3

      "Love is beautiful, yet it can be merciless. Love can make you happy, yet that happiness might be an illusion." That's what I said to someone not long ago after I told them a somewhat messed up story about my past love experience.

  • @induray3736
    @induray3736 9 месяцев назад +298

    It's weird that how in this world full of people we still feel alone and stuck with the feeling of numbness and in our deep thoughts.

    • @42smash36
      @42smash36 6 месяцев назад

      keep telling yourself that cope, lonely man

    • @abdouamg2845
      @abdouamg2845 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@42smash36ha ain’t lonely he got feelings unlike you my dear friend

  • @dayanaM2108
    @dayanaM2108 8 месяцев назад +118

    this playlist reminds me of him though. he truly doesn’t understand the impact he’s made on me. i’m happy with myself. i’m confident. i’ve grown to be mature and respectful of my body. my smile is so big and genuine when im around him. i’m never afraid to eat around him and i don’t cover my mouth when i laugh or smile around him. he makes me feel safe and comfortable in my own skin. he reminds me that im beautiful on the days i feel horrible and on the days i feel amazing. i can’t lose him. ik its “just a high school relationship” to some people but idk where i’d be if i never met him. he’s the reason im here today. he’s the reason im who i am today❤
    update: after over a year and a half, i broke up w him. the reason why is in the replies. yall are too sweet btw💕

    • @snails0628
      @snails0628 8 месяцев назад +9

      Never let the "just a high school relationship" thing bother you. I got told that and I've been with my partner for years now. I believe in you both ❤️

    • @aargreborn
      @aargreborn 7 месяцев назад +4

      You're very lucky, theres men out there who haven't even had a relationship, nor men who have friends that are girls..

    • @dayanaM2108
      @dayanaM2108 7 месяцев назад +5

      @@aargreborn i feel special in some way because i’m a lot of his firsts too and honestly i can’t imagine life w out him rn

    • @aargreborn
      @aargreborn 7 месяцев назад +1

      @dayanaM2108 ey, his lucky too for pulling you 👍 hope yall last forever 🥲🫡

    • @DibaSingha-diba
      @DibaSingha-diba 2 месяца назад +1

      Did you get him finally?????
      Did you guys ended up with each other?????
      Ply say yes🙂

  • @Hi-is5qe
    @Hi-is5qe Год назад +428

    While I‘m reading those meaningful comments, no one but her comes into my mind.
    I will never stop loving her.

    • @ivansi156
      @ivansi156 Год назад +1

      Fuerza

    • @UmJoojadorYT
      @UmJoojadorYT Год назад

      saaaame :v sad bcuz i cant think of how many time it will take for me to idk "keep going" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

    • @manuperez4230
      @manuperez4230 Год назад

      Samr

    • @SonOfIrak
      @SonOfIrak 4 дня назад

      same even i dont have one

    • @SonOfIrak
      @SonOfIrak 26 минут назад

      meaningful comments ? show some respect

  • @thesilentsinger3858
    @thesilentsinger3858 Год назад +481

    She taught me why I should love myself before anyone else.

    • @oWnaaja
      @oWnaaja Год назад +3

      @BENDOVER-yk9ty
      1 kuukausi sitten
      not my story or quote but
      Unforgettable
      Your image like a photograph ingrained
      Your eyes, like a novel I want to read
      A forest of questions to explore
      What lurks beneath them, shall perhaps remain mystery
      Like little beams of light they dart around
      Like raindrops unsure where to fall
      It was by chance that you would look at me
      A raindrop would land and startle me
      Like a summer storm I fell
      To run out, jump into the open air
      To swim to an island ashore
      To share a dance with you
      It was a vivid dream, then
      It was but a dream
      I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your smile,
      A childish grin
      So subtle, and foolish, and carefully sly
      I’m watching like a quiet lake, so still
      My reflection of you, is fading ever so
      Into little ripples of the lake
      I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your voice,
      When I heard it first
      It wasn’t vast like the ocean
      Nor was it like the sky or clouds
      Not like the sun, or the trees, or their roots below
      Not like thunder or lightning, not even rain
      But rather, like a treasure hidden in the sand
      Its rhyme, its rhythm, lost in my brain
      Still I remember when it called my name
      Each grain would fall
      Slipping through my fingers, before my eyes
      I longed to hold it my hands
      But I looked away
      Still I did not forget
      Your laugh,
      It was like the rain at night
      It pitter-pattered, rumbled and echoed as it fell
      I watched and listened through a window, a sheet of glass
      A barrier, a wall, I dare not cross
      Like a child and its bedtime story,
      I was drawn to the sound of it
      And never would I have enough
      But I looked away
      And still, I did not forget
      Your hands,
      They were distant planets foreign to me
      I watched them, through but a telescope, wistfully
      If only I could reach out, if so I was willing
      To somehow venture through the void
      But the void, it grew only more as time and space led on
      And soon, I knew, you would be gone
      So I looked away
      But could not forget
      Your shoulders,
      Not bulky, not broad, not epic, nor monumental
      Nor lean to be exact
      But strong, and lightly tan
      Like an architect’s design
      Like a smooth clay figurine
      I glanced upon your physique, your frame
      But only for a moment, a secret glimpse
      Then I looked away
      But did not forget
      Your hair,
      Sometimes hidden beneath your hood
      Sometimes messy and unkempt, disorderly and disheveled
      Always fell perfectly around your eyes
      Framed you, beautifully, charmingly
      Like a work of art, calling out on display,
      That stood out from all the rest
      I loved all your colors and depth
      And when I looked away
      I did not forget
      Your kindness,
      It wasn’t anything extraordinary or strange
      Nor was it the least fake or false
      It was quiet, sweet
      Like hot chocolate, filled with a rising, gentle steam
      It came when least expected,
      Like a tiny flower, perhaps a wild one, that grew between the cracks
      It was cautious, almost awkward, but it was lovely
      And like a flower myself I bloomed, like a star I beamed
      My heartbeat quickened, rushed by butterflies
      My mind raced with thoughts and jumbled with words
      And all I said was the very least, though I longed to say much more
      Perhaps, again, it wasn’t much you did
      But with it, you stole my heart
      You were the only one
      And all I did was look away
      Though, never forget
      You were at last, a beautiful sunset, so surreal
      An experience to have again and again, new to me everytime
      Underneath it all, I longed for your ray of warmth and security
      I could never step into the light, no matter how I tried
      I was glued to silence, held down by gravity
      And like that,
      Gone all too soon,
      Your glow fell beneath the earth,
      Your colors faded into the sea,
      But still, an image I can recall
      You were unforgettable.
      I may of looked away,
      But remember,
      I never forget.

    • @0_wzei
      @0_wzei Год назад

      in what sense she btoke ur heart or she taught u to lvoe urself

    • @spicewaffles2202
      @spicewaffles2202 11 месяцев назад

      she was wrong

    • @thegreatrobin2329
      @thegreatrobin2329 10 месяцев назад

      @@spicewaffles2202Bro you’re gonna make me cry at the function cuz you said some real stuff right there.

  • @Cityofdc7
    @Cityofdc7 6 месяцев назад +57

    I had cancer in 2015 Ashkins lymphoma , stage 3 , lost all my friends & close family members stopped communicating ! The feeling of being alone only gave me the strength to fight for a better tomorrow , found a friend , that became my soulmate , out darkness there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel ! Never lose hope , never lose faith , stay strong my brothers & sisters that each one of you have a purpose here even if you think you might be at lost today, but you will be victorious, never give up! never stop fighting !

  • @kalissonoliveira6429
    @kalissonoliveira6429 Год назад +3773

    I don't miss her, I miss who she was.

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Год назад +143

      That hit hard

    • @meowww17
      @meowww17 Год назад +55

      fr bro.

    • @presmalson3316
      @presmalson3316 Год назад +76

      Like whyd she go and change after the fact. Was she faking who she was the whole time. I want to think it was the affect I had that made her such a good person but I know it’s not true.

    • @nn.4410
      @nn.4410 Год назад +13

      It hurts so much

    • @caffeiinated
      @caffeiinated Год назад +21

      she changed for real

  • @soka7070
    @soka7070 Год назад +1810

    I remember her saying that she loves the black sky. No stars or moon. I didn't understand it. I did not understand any of her tastes, she was always unique, loved pizza with pineapple, white chocolate with coconut and wrote poetry. So pretty and her smile too. I'm sorry that I didn't even understand her suicide, why she did it.

    • @fireking0730
      @fireking0730 Год назад +107

      ...... i'm so sorry man... what cause did she kill herself???

    • @speedyyeric665
      @speedyyeric665 Год назад +47

      Have strength

    • @femox22
      @femox22 Год назад +112

      I'll think of you today. Remember her lime she was so she will life in your heart forever. Keep it up buddy and don't use your life, like she would have wanted it for you. This is how you honor her.

    • @egg43561
      @egg43561 Год назад +52

      😭 that made me cry

    • @egg43561
      @egg43561 Год назад +26

      Im so sorry hope you feel better soon

  • @jaelgriesbach1301
    @jaelgriesbach1301 Год назад +1957

    I’m a girl, and your guy’s comments are making me heart snap. You got this guys! Don’t let what could’ve been get you down. You made dreams with that person, but it came to an end for a reason. It’s okay to be hurt, but just know, there is still a whole world out there for you to build upon and discover. Don’t give up..! Hopefully this’ll reach those who need it, but for those who read this, have a good rest of your life

    • @artik313
      @artik313 Год назад +49

      Beautiful comment🫶

    • @1804sep
      @1804sep Год назад +27

      you too ^^

    • @burger_kinginator
      @burger_kinginator Год назад +63

      what couldve been is exactly the one thing holding me back. didnt know strangers comments on the internet could mean so much to me. thank you

    • @ZtormVibin
      @ZtormVibin Год назад +31

      Thank you ma'am, means alot

    • @jaelgriesbach1301
      @jaelgriesbach1301 Год назад +13

      @@ae.bxtman do what? I think you can do it

  • @pavan29amv
    @pavan29amv 2 месяца назад +10

    her eyes , her eye contacts , her looks , her behavior , her kind personality >

  • @The_real_onefs
    @The_real_onefs Год назад +1174

    Miss you mom, can't wait to see you in heaven
    Edit: I love you guys...

    • @BB-so5ho
      @BB-so5ho Год назад +55

      stay strong ❤️

    • @Bando4200
      @Bando4200 Год назад +18

      Same 😢

    • @sherwinfrancis624
      @sherwinfrancis624 Год назад +8

      Respect

    • @t-ig3ix
      @t-ig3ix Год назад +9

      stay strong man💪

    • @22rin88
      @22rin88 Год назад +8

      you are areal man big respect for you 🔥♥️!

  • @Worm_eater26
    @Worm_eater26 Год назад +726

    I've loved her since the day I met her, and even though we may never speak again i will love her until i take my final breath

  • @ZereWasTaken
    @ZereWasTaken Год назад +1421

    I’m paralyzed. She’s my best friend and we talk constantly, play games together, laugh at each other’s stupid jokes or things that happen to us throughout the day. I don’t want to ruin that, but.. She’s perfect, to me. All of her flaws just make her more beautiful. Her personality has the depth of all the oceans, and I could listen to her talk about literally anything all day long. She’s everything I could possibly dream of, and I know I’m not her type, but part of me hopes she shares the same feelings I do so that there’s a chance for us to be even happier together…
    Update 9/16/2024: Wow. I didn't think this comment would ever get so popular. Thank you all for your words and your own stories.
    For those asking for an update, we're still friends, and I think that's all we ever will be. I used to dread the thought of that, but I've come to terms with it now. I'd rather have her in my life as a friend instead of trying to force her to have feelings that aren't there and lose her forever. It took longer than it probably should have for me to understand that, but I don't regret the time I was in love with her for a second.
    I've met someone new through my job, and am approaching things with her differently so this won't happen again. I'm hopeful that something will grow with her, but if not, then I know I can still have an amazing person in my life because of my experience here.

    • @thedude3809
      @thedude3809 Год назад +128

      You literally just typed a comment that describes everything I’m going through ..

    • @MaximilianRoysenberg
      @MaximilianRoysenberg Год назад +19

      you didn't need to exist to say something i didn't need to hear, or maybe i did. here i am, trying not to think and overthink about her while still writing imaginative 2 para to 2 page poems for her.. sucks rn, but there's no escape, atleast for now....

    • @ٱلذِّكْرَىٰ
      @ٱلذِّكْرَىٰ Год назад +36

      Do the step men you have the chance Now , i know it's hard for you but you have to move on just do it and tell her you feelings maybe she gonna leave you But she gonna miss you and comback to you and if she didnt comback it's ok cause you should be proud of your self cause you did the step and life goes on ❤❤ i hope the best for you

    • @Xenometer117
      @Xenometer117 Год назад +22

      Fuck it, we ball

    • @isaacchan5960
      @isaacchan5960 Год назад +14

      Stay strong soldier

  • @SAITAMA_450
    @SAITAMA_450 5 месяцев назад +9

    She is so beautiful her smile,her laugh,her voice,her face,everything about het makes me happy everyday and i can't see her anymore.

  • @user-2225jw
    @user-2225jw 9 месяцев назад +358

    her laugh,her look,her eyes
    everything about her is perfect.

    • @Anacondraigaming
      @Anacondraigaming 9 месяцев назад +3

      for me she is in a diff city and i can’t…. she was perfect 😔

    • @EggmondChad
      @EggmondChad 8 месяцев назад +4

      Was…

    • @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز
      @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز 7 месяцев назад +1

      هل استطيع ان أسألك؟ هل انت تقصد ما تقول؟ و اذا كنت تقصد ما تقول السؤال هو كيف امكنك ان ترى شخصا منا بأنه مثالي؟ كيف يحدث ذلك؟ ماذا عن العيوب ؟ كل شخص فيه عيوب فكيف رأيت عيوبها؟

    • @Destan032
      @Destan032 7 месяцев назад

      @@فاطمه-ش2ع4ز Only Allah is perfect brother. (Subhanallah)

    • @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز
      @فاطمه-ش2ع4ز 7 месяцев назад

      @@Destan032 sure , I know that , Subhan Allah, but he say that he see her perfect, the question (how?)

  • @LxcidOpz-_-
    @LxcidOpz-_- Год назад +424

    I loved her with all my heart. She didn't feel the same way... 💔

    • @Sigmaoutthehood
      @Sigmaoutthehood 11 месяцев назад +12

      Ik man ik how u feel😢

    • @sampadilla4542
      @sampadilla4542 11 месяцев назад +7

      Same man 😔

    • @bhavyasharma1381
      @bhavyasharma1381 11 месяцев назад +4

      "never pluck a flower if u feel it's a beautiful....let it be and enjoy it everyday"

    • @francois9126
      @francois9126 11 месяцев назад +17

      It's been a year and I try to convince me that I haven't feelings for her anymore. But I can't.

    • @ravimakwana992
      @ravimakwana992 11 месяцев назад +7

      ​@@francois9126its okay bud. I do too.. after one year. But know that somewhere you have an untouchable thought deep in your heart that you have feelings for her. But the truth is, even if you have truly moved on once, even if you really have no feelings for her, that little thought will make you think otherwise and shatter your mind and heart. We always crave for the things we dont have.
      So that little thought you have.. that belief that you have kept inside your heart, and you put it so deep cuz you had to make your feelings true and make it untouchable by anything to say that you didn't truly love her. Put that thought away. And if it pains to do it, just think about how things would never have worked out if anything did happen, and you'll eventually lose that thought.
      Heads up buddy, stay hard. One day you'll find someone who loves you, as purely as you love.

  • @Jesus-Is-King19
    @Jesus-Is-King19 Год назад +190

    It’s been 10 years and she still crosses my mind. I hope she is doing good in life and happy.

  • @PilotSinOFF
    @PilotSinOFF 20 дней назад +2

    I remember telling a kid this quote "Every little thing, with time makes a big impact on you. So cherish those little things. Because they may be all you have one day."

  • @Lian115
    @Lian115 Год назад +509

    I miss everything about her, she was the person who made me feel alive and loved, I hope she’s doing great with her new favorite person.

  • @r1zzleee
    @r1zzleee Год назад +521

    Her. What can i say about her?
    She was the perfect woman. I loved every single detail about her, her beautiful dark hair, those hazel eyes, and that smile, oh that smile.
    We shared each other's interests, we liked the same songs, we could talk for hours on end.
    I still remember when i kissed her, the whole world stopped. It was just me and her there, no one else or nothing was there.
    Unfortunately, it all ended too quickly, and now maybe she had moved on.
    It hurts me knowing this all ended cuz of my behavior and mistakes.
    We don't talk anymore, i don't even know how's she doing rn, but maybe she is doing better without me.
    Maybe i never deserved her, but i can't keep beating myself over this.
    Idk if I'll ever gonna move on, but it doesn't seem liked it...she is still on my mind, I can still see her in my dreams, waiting for me
    This shouldn't ever ended like this...but I guess I deserve this.
    I really just hope she is happy, she deserves it.
    I'm sorry if i disappointed you in way...
    I will always love you and miss you, Y.

    • @5ymmetrys
      @5ymmetrys Год назад +45

      damn, how the hell do i relate to this comment so well.

    • @مريمحمزة-ه4غ
      @مريمحمزة-ه4غ Год назад +10

      Im so sorry

    • @1lljm
      @1lljm Год назад +19

      Did you talk to her after a breakup?It's selfish to think she's happy when she misses you.

    • @fxangelbs
      @fxangelbs Год назад +5

      Best comment ever.

    • @The.Y.J.
      @The.Y.J. Год назад +7

      .....welcome to the gym brother 😀🏋️‍♂️take me ur hand lets moving on together

  • @Wolfsta
    @Wolfsta Год назад +883

    Guys, the worst pain I've ever felt was when I had to break up with her... I can't compare it to any other pain I ever felt in my life... But also 1 year later after I finally started forgetting her I experienced the biggest growth in my life. What I'm saying is - if it's hard, the prize at the end is even better. It was all worth it - just don't bend under the pressure and don't look for her.

    • @sebastianjasinski3538
      @sebastianjasinski3538 Год назад +15

      Thank for telling your story. I am in similiar situation now but i wanna throw up everytime just thinking I will never see her again, i feel physical pain and can't breathe, she was my everything

    • @142-v7c
      @142-v7c Год назад +9

      Wish i could be like you. Still remember her after 6 years

    • @gio_outchea3750
      @gio_outchea3750 Год назад +3

      Wish I would’ve did that early but now sadly I am broken but building myself up for my daughter I had with her I have no regrets but you right don’t look for her cause if you do you might hurt the one person you matter to in the future, keep ya crown on king much love

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Год назад

      @@sebastianjasinski3538 i feel u

    • @Wolfsta
      @Wolfsta Год назад

      @@142-v7c damn thats a long time bro

  • @xo.Cassius
    @xo.Cassius 7 месяцев назад +14

    Everything about her was perfect to me...her smile, her kindness, her selflessness. But it all ended one day because I never knew what she was truly feeling. I guess my love for her wasn't enough to affect the decision she made. Rest in peace Seraphina, I love you, forever and always 💔

  • @sullydoe
    @sullydoe Год назад +497

    It’s been 4 years. I can go days, months without thinking about her. Then BOOM, she pops into my mind every once in a while. If you ask me how many times she came to my mind I’d say once. Because once she came, she never left.

    • @NavoTheTrueGod
      @NavoTheTrueGod Год назад +11

      damn the last part hit deep 😢
      - what she said

    • @aisserraa
      @aisserraa Год назад +4

      I live the way you live, I miss her so much

    • @Tijsdv_101
      @Tijsdv_101 Год назад +2

      i always try to forget and try too move on but she never left my thoughts and never will, that will always prevend me from being whole

    • @simeonmayberry9714
      @simeonmayberry9714 Год назад +4

      Same bro last time we spoke was February 7 2020 I remember watching her leave like it was yesterday

    • @aisserraa
      @aisserraa Год назад +2

      @@simeonmayberry9714 I don't know when it will pass, I miss it terribly

  • @James_N34L
    @James_N34L 11 месяцев назад +327

    This made me realize how incredibly lucky I am to have her. To have someone by my side to love, to share my cringe jokes, to confide my depressive thoughts in, to cuddle with when I'm feeling sad... Her hair, her eyes, her smile make me forget everything. I can't imagine my life without her. I feel I don't tell her enough how much I love her.

    • @insaneff5118
      @insaneff5118 11 месяцев назад +8

      Stay strong champ,just as usual

    • @julianjaimes197
      @julianjaimes197 10 месяцев назад +24

      Don't end up like us
      Let her know how much she means to you everyday and do whatever you have to

    • @polskiziomek8919
      @polskiziomek8919 10 месяцев назад +6

      This is gonna hurt bro..😢

    • @bradenfauteux1196
      @bradenfauteux1196 10 месяцев назад +3

      Do your best to keep her and don't let go but don't be too possessive

    • @Aniketh021
      @Aniketh021 10 месяцев назад +1

      Mark my words........ She will dump you at last

  • @equaLx0
    @equaLx0 Год назад +525

    it scares me, how much i think of her. Knowing im 24 and there is still a long path to go, it really scares me. Fear was temporary, regret is forever.

    • @lieblingsluca
      @lieblingsluca Год назад +18

      My friend, we don‘t know us, but maybe this lil text helps you :) Btw I am M21… The environments we live in, are sometimes really fucked up. Doesn‘t matter if you think of her after a break up, or you just started getting feelings for her, you are okey. And it is fully okey to have her in your mind like 24h a day. This is called Love. You are SO damn privileged to identify that, and to know this kind of emotions. So a) congratulations if you found someone, who’s worth to get your love and a place in your head.
      And/Or b) if it is a break-up situation you’re in, I still want to congratulate you, because you know now how love feels like. True love is just known for people that found- and lost LOVE in their life.
      Last words: It don‘t have to scare you, when she takes place in your mind this often. It is so damn natural, and beautiful if you let it happen. If she is the one, anything will change that. And if she‘s not the one, you will learn to let this go in a natural way. Do me a favor: Don‘t force anything. Don‘t force to let go immediately when it is not the time for it. Don‘t force to get away the feelings! Don‘t force to suppress your emotions! Don‘t force to go straight out of the process, it is okey to have curves in it. Take your time, whatever it is‘
      You! and just YOU say when it is time for the next step! If you allow yourself to stay unperfect in that process, you will be yourself thankful for the rest of your life.
      The best for you man‘♥️

    • @JimmySogni
      @JimmySogni Год назад

      how old was she?

    • @sorezelenord7250
      @sorezelenord7250 Год назад +1

      thanks! carefully chosen words.

    • @alexdelarge8
      @alexdelarge8 Год назад

      @Lieblingsluca INFJ oder was?

    • @Ur_Crying_bish
      @Ur_Crying_bish Год назад +1

      I'm only 15. How is life going for you right now?

  • @heartbeatsdrum
    @heartbeatsdrum 7 месяцев назад +11

    She's so perfect, and every once in a while when she shows up and we share a night of passion, I know that's all it will ever be......

    • @victorvargas9034
      @victorvargas9034 7 месяцев назад

      Same here brother…..Can’t go back in time…

  • @gus.stviaaa
    @gus.stviaaa Год назад +123

    She'll never know how much I love her.

  • @fonofilijr_
    @fonofilijr_ Год назад +120

    “Smile doesn’t describe your feelings, you’re heart does.”

  • @blueberiz
    @blueberiz Месяц назад +6

    Before, I used to think that the worst thing in this world was to die without exploring amazing places, people and creating purposes, but i realize it's not. The worst thing in life is to die without exploring yourself. To be dead without knowing yourself is like a life without a soul.

  • @XPak0tiE
    @XPak0tiE Год назад +263

    I’m gonna let you boys in on something, a few years ago I really liked this girl, I first seen her in my gym I go too and never seen her before, I didn’t talk to her but we caught eyes a few times, I went home and I seen a quote pop up on my instagram saying “In the end.. we only regret the chances we didn’t take, and the decisions we waited to long to make.” so I thought about it and realised we only got one life, so you gotta take every chance you get and step out of your comfort zone every now and then. I went back at my normal time to the gym a and didn’t see her for a few weeks then maybe a month later was working out and lifting heavy and was sweating heaps cause it was the summertime and seen her walk in. I remember my thoughts all hitting me wondering if I should go approach, I thought about it and went with my gut, started small chat and that led to me going to train with her the next day. A few days later led to getting coffee and just talking about life and then watching movies. Then one night we were at a party together and it was like my second time drinking and it was at her friends house probably like 15 people left after the party finished up and she came and got me to ask me to come to bed with her cause she was feeling a bit intoxicated but I felt that I didn’t want to be with her when we were both drunk so went into bed with her waited for her to pass out and put another blanket on top and went home. 3 days later she got into a head on collision and passed away on the spot. I was devastated and deleted all my social media cause I couldn’t cop looking at her social media knowing I’d never see her again. I went to her funeral and it was the first time I had cried in years and was actually the last time I cried. Not a day goes by where she doesn’t cross my mind. I hope she knew that I love her and that she meant everything to me. That was 4 years ago and to this day I still don’t have any social media, just RUclips really and have a very private life, just work and still keep up at the gym, the same gym I met her at intact so every time I train now I push that extra 20% harder for her. Moral of the story don’t be afraid to take chances, go talk to that girl or whatever it is cause we truely only have one life and tomorrow isn’t promised, no one’s gonna remember what you did in 100 years so just go with your gut and stick to it. I love you all I hope you guys find what you’re looking for

    • @ryoshi3828
      @ryoshi3828 Год назад +16

      I’m sorry man

    • @nepla21
      @nepla21 Год назад +12

      It's hard

    • @keviousclark6134
      @keviousclark6134 Год назад +9

      I pray you find some type of peace and continue to try to live your life to the fullest. You are a dope dude bro. I respect you for how u treated her. I can tell you cared for her a lot. Don’t give up on love. Continue being the great guy u are and you’ll know when it’s time to get back out there again. Love brother❤️ God bless

    • @one10gamer12
      @one10gamer12 9 месяцев назад +4

      I'm sorry for your loss man😢

    • @StonerNik
      @StonerNik 9 месяцев назад +4

      I’m so sorry for your loss bro. that’s the most heartbreaking comment I’ve ever seen on RUclips 💔 I hope you’re doing okay brother, You sound like a great man.

  • @Milodoms
    @Milodoms Год назад +136

    When I met her for the first time, we talked like we’ve missed each others our entire life, it felt like another part of me that was missing, was finely there.

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +2

      So now.. are you both together?

  • @kamacute4678
    @kamacute4678 Год назад +522

    I'm a girl myself and I feel so sorry for the guys who go through this :(

    • @Bunny-xq7mr
      @Bunny-xq7mr Год назад +27

      I accept the fact That I have never lived truly Someday now after I'll suicide

    • @henrikkamarainen9688
      @henrikkamarainen9688 Год назад +39

      ​@@Bunny-xq7mrbro dont

    • @saninkothe2th
      @saninkothe2th Год назад +33

      @@Bunny-xq7mrits not worth it bro

    • @amonix8476
      @amonix8476 Год назад +19

      @@Bunny-xq7mr Bro don't, you can't end on a loss man come talk with us, there is many beautiful things to do and see !

    • @GiCo_
      @GiCo_ Год назад +15

      @@Bunny-xq7mr come on I know you can be fine,don't worry,don't do it,just keep trying to work on yourself and try to be a better person,and even when it fails,it doesn't matter, enjoy life :)

  • @jaydakillamane4117
    @jaydakillamane4117 4 месяца назад +12

    Its rough when you've had feelings for the same girl for years, only to be nothing more than friends and missing every opportunity you have to try and get closer

  • @KaseNase-z5e
    @KaseNase-z5e Год назад +163

    I love every single detail about her. she has the perfect personality,perfect face, the best hair I have ever seen in my entire life, her brown eyes that shine like pearls every time i look at her. Her laugh is deadly and cute.Well..she's just perfect.
    When she smiles she shines more the the stars.
    I've know her for almost a year now, she changed in that period of time.
    She was the sweetest but now she is insolent and she now curses.
    There was this one dude that liked her and still likes her.
    He admitted that and she rejected him and said that they can be friends.
    I've know that guy for 9 years now he's the most disrespectful person I ever met, and the most awful too.
    Well couple of weeks ago he ended the friendship with her and she cried for 2 days because of that.He acted kind to her.
    I reassured her it was for her own good because he had a bad impact on her and that she started to change.
    She said she gets it and thanked me for that.
    Well after that she started hanging out with this group of 7 ppl.
    They are almost as bad as him... they are disrespectful awfull they curse a lot and etc.
    I could name more but that's enough.
    I have seen that she changed a lot, she slowly becoming like them.
    Her cousins talks to her about that and she says it fine that she's not changing.
    And she says that she sees they are bad and tries to end it but she doesn't do it.
    Before she was full of life, now she's dry, ignorise me sometimes, before she didn't.
    She's smart has good grades and that group doesn't rly care about school and ig they had the same impact on her and now she slowly doesn't care too.
    I don't know what to do should i stay away from her I don't really know.
    I think about her every minute of every hour of every day.
    I try not to but it doesn't work I just think about her even more.
    I've been suffering from depression this past 3 years it went away for a little bit when i meet her.
    It came back this year when she started to change and bc of that we text less we talk less and so on.
    Now that my depression is back when I think more about awfull thoughts I'm slowly losing feelings for her I don't want to but I can't control it.
    I have tried to pray and I have became even more religious then I was it helps but not for long.
    Shes slowly fading away from my hands and I don't know what to do.
    This past year she had 3 crushes I have waited all that time hoping she will share the same feelings but nothing, I will keep waiting until I can't.
    I don't know how to tell her I like her. I never knew how to express my feelings
    Ima shy person and a introvert.
    Maybe this sounds dumb but I needed to clear my mind somewhere
    I really miss the old person she was
    And I hate the person she became
    She was the reason I stopped thinking about suicidal thoughts but now that she is fading I thinking more and more about that.
    She changed my life, made me feel something but now it's all gone again.
    I'm not the best at English so sorry if u dont understand what I wrote

    • @KaseNase-z5e
      @KaseNase-z5e Год назад

      ​@@Ryan-xh3kc well it wont work you know.

    • @sach_yt1394
      @sach_yt1394 Год назад +11

      You are a great person pal, and you are not alone in this, I have a similar expirience and it really hurts, I think its to late for me, but maybe isn't for you, so tell her, there is no guarantee of nothing, but if theres a small chance...you should take it, and in the end, whatever happens if its good or bad, eventually you will learn something, not gonna lie I've been around four years trying to get over it, and I still can't, because I'm stuck in the past and I really miss the good old days, I fell im kinda obssesed and I can see clearly what should I do because my mind its full of thoughts and I can't think clearly, I just hope everythings turns to an end, but happy and joyfull, I don't see it know but I'm still here and you too, I wish you luck and I really mean it.
      Pd: Not good at english either.

    • @izzyking-c9y
      @izzyking-c9y Год назад +5

      there are millions of girls out there willing to love you how you deserve. if that's the route she wants to go down, let her. you can't change her but you can change yourself.
      your English is also really good, keep it up

    • @Cat-cu2dn
      @Cat-cu2dn Год назад +5

      You sound like a wonderful person, and if I can share one piece of advice I’ve learned it’s that no matter how much you love someone, you can never change them. I’m the type of person who will always hope for the best in someone and think I can help them become the person I know they can be, but sometimes you have to let go and use that love for yourself. Because there are so many people who are deserving of love, and you shouldn’t waste that love on someone who doesn’t even know what it is. Keep your head up, there are so many people who need people like you to show them what true goodness is. Hope you’re able to surround yourself with people who make you happy, and show you the love you deserve my friend ❤

    • @datdood0
      @datdood0 Год назад +3

      I really feel you man.. the same thing happened to me.. I was in a relationship for 2 years, maybe not too long but it is my first time being in a relationship so it was really special to me. I thought I knew her well and we'd never break up.. she was absolutely perfect for me..
      But she started to change about a year ago. She was going through depression and I really wish I could've helped her.. I now feel what she felt and I regret not helping her before.. I'll never forgive myself for it. Anyways after that she just wasn't like how I thought she was.. she wasn't the same anymore. Maybe it's my fault.. I didn't do anything for her. But now she's just completely different. I always message her hoping she'd reply but I forget she's not like how she was before. My mind just can't accept it. Maybe she found a better person.. if so, then I'm really happy for her. I care about her more than anything else, so if she's enjoying life then I'm happy.. idc who she is with. But whenever she talks to me (it's like once a week and she doesn't even stay for that long) she always argues or makes things worse. I tried not messaging her for some time but I just can't.. I'm way too attached to her. But the person I knew and loved is gone.. I try to find her but I can't. She's not the same anymore..
      Sometimes I feel like I'm the cause for it.. I know I've changed too.. people doesn't always stay the same, but did I have a bad influence on her? Maybe I was the problem.. if she wants to stay away from me because she hates me, that's fine.. I don't wanna push her into doing something she hates. But she never tells me what she feels about me. I've asked many times but she never says it. Maybe I am the problem.. who knows. I probably should stay away from her life since that's what she wants..

  • @Zoovilic
    @Zoovilic Год назад +325

    This probably won’t blow up like all the other comments, but anyway :
    I had this girl for a little over a year, and she was my first real committed relationship. She meant everything to me and she understood me unlike anybody had done prior. However there was a quite obvious rift in between us and it was her mental state. When we got together I was ignorant enough to think that I could “save her” and that was initially the mindset I had coming into the relationship.
    Things went on as usual, but around 3 months into the whole thing we went through a really rough time and I contemplated on breaking up with her. But I can til this day remember her words - “can’t we try for us?” - and it gets me emotional every time I think about it. We did, and it was one of the best decisions of my life.
    Things began to switch and I felt like this could be “her”. Everything went smooth and we had a very open relationship in terms of how we communicated and made each other feel appreciated. However things went sour when my grandmother died, this November of 2022, and it ultimately made me feel very empty inside - as she had been one of three people raising me since I haven’t had a mother nor a father. With my mental health going down the relationship soon followed. We broke up right about 6 months ago now and in the end because of me. I thought she was the reason behind why I felt so bad and why it didn’t get better. And in hindsight it might’ve been because everything seemed more aggravating when it really wasn’t.
    Now, 6 months later I’m lonely af and it turned out to be my family altogether. I live with my sister and her family and we’ve started to go against each other quite a lot lately and I think it might be a natural way of me trying to find myself. Either way it was the worst decision of my life, this far, to let go of the one person who understood me.
    I love you Emma, forgive me.

    • @kirito9036
      @kirito9036 Год назад +18

      Stay strong man

    • @pandalover3224
      @pandalover3224 Год назад +24

      i teared apart bruh 😭💔 may allah gives you more strength and happiness inshallah 🥺❤️

    • @notathief180
      @notathief180 Год назад +8

      bro, i love you

    • @carolinefenstermaker4477
      @carolinefenstermaker4477 Год назад +18

      Emma please forgive

    • @chaitanyamore0422
      @chaitanyamore0422 Год назад +7

      Find yourself brother, i understand you made some mistakes in the past but now you need to focus on YOU, start meditating and journaling it will help with mental health part of the things and find your calling (your main purpose/goal) and work towards it, you won't feel empty

  • @drakovan7896
    @drakovan7896 Год назад +27

    Imagine falling for someone who never saw you more than a friend, you talk, tell stories, laugh together, provide a shoulder to cry on and all of a sudden, she tells you she’s started seeing someone.. the pain you feel is a a regretful kind of pain. She made me feel more alone than I’ve ever been…
    I understand it’s more myself than her kind of a problem.. the hardest part is letting that person go.. 😞

  • @princessjessie
    @princessjessie Год назад +301

    It honestly hurts me how many people have been left or heartbroken, I’m so sorry for anyone who’s going through it now and I’m proud of you, you are doing a good job and if no one has said that to you yet. I am here to say it to you. I myself have been through that it actually happened to me in the summer and it was a tiring one but I’m getting better it’s just the truma that still kinda hits then and there

    • @obvGamer
      @obvGamer Год назад +2

      ty❤❤❤

    • @serbiangodzilla2024
      @serbiangodzilla2024 Год назад +2

      Im proud of you comrade

    • @Synthpopper
      @Synthpopper 9 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you brother. She left me around when you posted this comment so I'm still struggling through the stages of grief in non-linear order.

    • @princessjessie
      @princessjessie 9 месяцев назад

      @@Synthpopper it does take time buddy, but just let your feelings feel what it needs to do and don’t rush your grief, just take it day by day. I know you can do it :)

  • @shxdxw16
    @shxdxw16 Год назад +239

    "Love is easy but to keep loving is hard"

    • @bruhyourmom3787
      @bruhyourmom3787 Год назад +2

      just like "there is cheese in cheeseburgr" both of them are so emotional ong

    • @Goober.2k
      @Goober.2k Год назад

      “My balls are itchy” - Me

  • @rithikrajan3262
    @rithikrajan3262 Год назад +263

    Slowly we all are forgetting her voice, isn't it?

    • @vrlearner3113
      @vrlearner3113 10 месяцев назад +6

      Wait ,really i can't remember 😢

    • @allwavenation
      @allwavenation 9 месяцев назад +5

      Please don't go

    • @andnowyouknow3363
      @andnowyouknow3363 8 месяцев назад +5

      Honestly, I'm fine with forgetting about her voice. She was my first love, but caused me way too much pain in the short 1.5 years of our relationship and the years that followed trying to get over her. Forgetting about her is only a blessing.

    • @TheAWorld69
      @TheAWorld69 8 месяцев назад

      Bro look at the comment section yar 🥺💝

    • @leonardoc.1584
      @leonardoc.1584 8 месяцев назад

      I barely remember her face anymore, but I know I’ll never forget how she changed my life

  • @exotictoxin8955
    @exotictoxin8955 4 месяца назад +8

    Its a sad realization knowing her voice her laughter her beauty doesnt exist in this life no more.

  • @shawn5436
    @shawn5436 Год назад +65

    It's been like, five years since we met. I still see her. Her long hair, her brown eyes, her teeth,her stupidly sweet voice, her smile. Oh, her smile. I remember when we walked together down a corridor, i could feel her hair and hear her breath. The whole world stopped. I remember when we shared the same pack of milk and when she looked at me, her eyes, shining, bright as diamonds. I miss you so much,zy. I hope that you are well. I hope that god will let us meet again. If you see this, please know, that i think about you everyday, and i love you.

    • @volilty
      @volilty 11 месяцев назад +2

      i hope he feels like this about me too:/

  • @levi_zm
    @levi_zm 9 месяцев назад +82

    I just hope one day she realizes she was the only one I truly ever loved . To me she was everything I could I have asked for in life .

    • @Hayden6-3
      @Hayden6-3 5 месяцев назад +1

      Life is hard, man.

  • @daniel-lr5qd
    @daniel-lr5qd 10 месяцев назад +68

    "You know what? It's not bad to lose someone. Well yes, it is, but that is not the worst thing. The worst thing is to finding out that nothing was true. That you are the only one that believed in it. That's the thing that hurts more"

  • @ookittythelittlecatoo8880
    @ookittythelittlecatoo8880 Год назад +336

    She literally changed my life, she made me feel alive, her voice is like music her laugh made the entire world disappear, her face is the best of god’s creation, her short black thick hair, her gorgeous brown eyes, all of it set a spark with in my soul, it brought out something with in me I don’t know existed
    I willingly never be the same after her, and I really don’t want to
    I love her, I always will.....

  • @qetiqetusi8621
    @qetiqetusi8621 Год назад +65

    “Time goes, but the memories always stay with us”

  • @oescamartilhao6367
    @oescamartilhao6367 7 месяцев назад +5

    Her smile alone honestly makes the whole day worthwhile. And when I know She's smilling because of me, oh my soul sings... I do think i found Her.

  • @michaelechevarria4711
    @michaelechevarria4711 8 месяцев назад +102

    The worst thing in life is watching the person you loved slip away and you cant stop it no matter what you do and you feel all that pain slowly as it all crumbles piece by piece
    I'm picking up my pieces

    • @nealgeldenhuys9046
      @nealgeldenhuys9046 8 месяцев назад +1

      No matter how hard one tries to make it work, fix the issue or compromise. Once that switch is flipped, there is no turning back

  • @Mocha-zy1rl
    @Mocha-zy1rl Год назад +67

    the sudden laughs when we would just stare into each others eyes is unbearable. It was one of the best things ever

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +1

      Hey man I was wondering if you're doing well 😢

  • @silentsniperta3567
    @silentsniperta3567 Год назад +271

    I do miss her fr it's been 2 years :/

    • @polinaagababova2944
      @polinaagababova2944 Год назад +2

      what happened between you guys :(

    • @qyuosza
      @qyuosza Год назад +19

      5 Years now, bro.

    • @inimitablebff1517
      @inimitablebff1517 Год назад +12

      6 Years 🙂💔

    • @brombeere3832
      @brombeere3832 Год назад +11

      forgot her, her never come back.

    • @beluga7968
      @beluga7968 Год назад +4

      Only 2?atleast you have been in a relationship and you didn’t simp for 8 years man

  • @Chocoloco14
    @Chocoloco14 21 день назад +4

    The people in the comments making me cry. It's okay guys, everything will be better soon. You'll find someone who loves you just as much, and please give back some of that love to yourself too. Just keep swimming

  • @megan7292
    @megan7292 8 месяцев назад +187

    As a woman who’s been seriously emotionally damaged by most of the men I’ve been with romantically, this comment section is very healing ❤

    • @jeydomo
      @jeydomo 8 месяцев назад +8

      Wish you the best.

    • @AussieCunt42
      @AussieCunt42 8 месяцев назад +8

      I wish you find peace

    • @iHaveChosenGod
      @iHaveChosenGod 8 месяцев назад

      If thats u in your pfp then the men are f**king a holes 😒

    • @Suicide-Notary
      @Suicide-Notary 6 месяцев назад

      I'm so sorry you've had such a horrible experience. Contrary to popular opinion, men are not without feeling. We are deep emotional souls, the only difference between us and females is we struggle to express to show our true feelings and remain guarded because we don't want to be left hurt and humiliated.We want what you want. A partner who loves us for who we are, who doesn't cheat and loves us regardless.

    • @bezagebremedhine5102
      @bezagebremedhine5102 5 месяцев назад +1

      Girl same 🤷🏽‍♀️God have mercy on us all

  • @lleyts134
    @lleyts134 Год назад +163

    It’s almost 3 years later… I still imagine how she’d laugh when I see something comical, I get these faint images in my head of her unknowingly beautiful smile and I foolishly call out “My love” when I am excited to show her something. But there’s nothing and I hope she’s happy wherever she is.

    • @ThePrince-p9b
      @ThePrince-p9b Год назад +9

      You will find the one homie

    • @UmJoojadorYT
      @UmJoojadorYT Год назад +4

      2 years and its the same vibe so good luck for us i guess:v

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад

      Hey man I was just wondering if you're doing well 😢

  • @Sophie00789
    @Sophie00789 5 месяцев назад +6

    We all want to go back to our old version with full of amazing memories.

  • @hugogorodeckis6360
    @hugogorodeckis6360 Год назад +53

    It's so sad to see that almost everyone in the comments are heartbroken, everyone stay safe and don't give up.

  • @urte_u.r.t
    @urte_u.r.t Год назад +132

    He will never know how much i loved him .

    • @aekerai
      @aekerai Год назад +4

      for me he hasnt figured it out yet, i hope he does soon.

    • @Just_a_guy77
      @Just_a_guy77 Год назад +5

      it sounds cringe i know but deep down id die if someone said that about/to me

    • @psytemev
      @psytemev Год назад +8

      I miss who I thought he was

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +7

      I not a girl like you but I can understand this exact feeling of yours. Just go for it girl confess your love 😅

    • @mayonaka4115
      @mayonaka4115 Год назад +6

      If he knew he'd think I'm crazy tbh

  • @twizzy132
    @twizzy132 Год назад +137

    I've always wanted to make memories with her now she's slowly becoming a memory.... :(

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +5

      Hey man I was wondering if you're doing well 😢

    • @eduardoferro2384
      @eduardoferro2384 11 месяцев назад

      Already became

    • @ghostcasper747
      @ghostcasper747 9 месяцев назад

      damn , this words destroyed to me ngl

  • @aadityakumarsaroha
    @aadityakumarsaroha 4 месяца назад +4

    I still remember that night when i got to know about that time condition and reason of why she take that decision
    I felt like i got heart attack my chest with full of pain my left hand was on my heart and the right hand on my face and trying to do not cry but in reality i am crying that hard
    My voice is not coming out my eyes just filled with tears and wasn't able to sleep or do something i was just crying and crying.

  • @yoshitheonly
    @yoshitheonly 9 месяцев назад +80

    Lovely seeing so many fellow broken hearts. May each day pass easier as we come to terms with the beauty we've all lost in our lives. Godspeed.

  • @Mariyabrykailo_sun
    @Mariyabrykailo_sun Год назад +50

    Her laugh, smile, humor, kindness and voice…just everything about her is like a warm hug on a rainy day! I miss you my friend, I haven’t seen you for a whole year when will I get the chance to see your smile again…

  • @vq35z
    @vq35z Год назад +141

    I really dont think she understands how much I love her. I love every single thing about her, her perfections and her imperfections, everything about her just makes me love her even more than before. She is the most perfect girl I could ever ask for and I'm glad that I get to be her boyfriend and future husband. I just hope the day never comes where we have to part ways..

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +4

      I wish you the very best for your precious future ❤

    • @mayonaka4115
      @mayonaka4115 Год назад +6

      I wish I was loved like that.

    • @vq35z
      @vq35z Год назад

      @@mayonaka4115 one day you will get that type of love, you just gotta keep your head up, keep pushing forward and as long as you focus on yourself, you will find that love

    • @thedark1207
      @thedark1207 Год назад +2

      i really relate to this, and im glad im not the only one who feels this way about someone they love dearly
      this made me cry frfr

    • @as-rt3xe
      @as-rt3xe 11 месяцев назад +4

      it hurts so much to see the exact same scenario was going on in my life 2 months and now shes gone

  • @thruadapt290
    @thruadapt290 3 месяца назад +4

    "She taught me a lot about love, even if she could not give it to me."

    • @scxrem
      @scxrem 3 месяца назад

      Fuck bro this hits back home

  • @aver661
    @aver661 Год назад +42

    This playlist makes me think of when you get lost in the moment where you are finally happy, right before you realize you haven’t had a good time in awhile.

    • @mrk5216
      @mrk5216 9 месяцев назад +1

      We tried to find for our whole live who is our biggest enemy ,we go down to find it was us all along
      Yes I did copy others I little bit

  • @synzz6110
    @synzz6110 Год назад +107

    What I learned in my life never go search for love let love come to you but being alone is the most peaceful thing

    • @lolstarz2982
      @lolstarz2982 Год назад +1

      Hm

    • @NegativKreep
      @NegativKreep Год назад +3

      “Loneliness is dangerous. It’s addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don’t wanna deal with people”

  • @e-laneditz1331
    @e-laneditz1331 2 месяца назад +5

    I will not return back to her! Not because I don't love her but because I love myself more than her and I can't keep hurting myself thinking about her! Stay Strong! MOVE ON! Life is beautiful!

  • @Leonskanide
    @Leonskanide Год назад +94

    " ظَننتُ اِننا سَوفَ نَقِف ضُد العالمَيِن مَعًا لَكِن يبّدوُ اِنكَ وقَفتَ ضِدي مَع العالّمِين " .

  • @M1i8x
    @M1i8x Год назад +89

    وليسَ الهَجرُ يؤلمني ولكنْ
    جمالُ الذُكرياتِ يهزّ قلّبيْ

    • @مريم_00
      @مريم_00 Год назад +1

      ايه والله صادق

    • @user-kd1lp4sv7k
      @user-kd1lp4sv7k Год назад +1

      حقیقت

    • @y12ii
      @y12ii Год назад +2

      لو سمحت الابيات لمنو اتوقع عنتره صح ؟

    • @M1i8x
      @M1i8x Год назад

      @@y12ii نزار قباني

    • @y12ii
      @y12ii Год назад +2

      @@M1i8x شكرا

  • @ilovelove0000
    @ilovelove0000 Год назад +64

    The moon shines at night and the sun in the day. But you will forever be my light, the light that leads the way. Not only at night nor just in daylight. But all the time, you shine within my mind and heart. We shall never be apart.
    - A stranger that has comfort in writing

  • @JulietPeltzer-om3do
    @JulietPeltzer-om3do 3 месяца назад +3

    She lives with me now. Shes my world. We're high school sweethearts. I'm so happy. This song which once made me cry now makes me think of her.

  • @user4667fh
    @user4667fh Год назад +74

    "i promise ill be back next summer"
    "that promise never made it but i still can hear his calm voice even after 12 years he is still 17"
    "i still miss you i really do i wish i can hug you one last time i really do i love you i really love you i really do so please hug me one last time"

    • @Heydu955
      @Heydu955 Год назад +2

      Tears in my eyes...

    • @peepsk1026
      @peepsk1026 Год назад +3

      wait, if i may, he passed away?

    • @lalyshandmade
      @lalyshandmade Год назад +1

      💔

    • @leovittu1
      @leovittu1 Год назад +1

      xxxtentacion didnt also come back this season sorry i mean summer n1g4

  • @winerfrag7074
    @winerfrag7074 Год назад +136

    I don't even recognise myself anymore. It feels like the old me died

    • @lilsacred3558
      @lilsacred3558 Год назад +1

      I get this

    • @awindows7user872
      @awindows7user872 Год назад +1

      this seems like a crisis, are you having a therapy?

    • @ploocki
      @ploocki Год назад

      real

    • @beatdrop4384
      @beatdrop4384 Год назад

      @@awindows7user872 Some of less fortunates don't have the money spare.

    • @janno._
      @janno._ Год назад +1

      seeing the old pictures when the smiles were real

  • @YellowHeart22
    @YellowHeart22 7 месяцев назад +5

    This comment section is just.... So perfect... The vibe.... The emotions...... The way all of our hearts connect in this comment section.... We don't know eachother.... But we "feel" and "understand " eachother..... It's like those videos "times when life doesn't feel real"
    And let me add my comment by saying "I wish I find someone that I dream about, even though it may be impossible.... Or just a fake dream but... Man.... I just want to know what it feels to be loved and what it feels to love someone.... I want to know the meaning of love.... I don't know when.... But I just wish it comes soon" ❤

  • @Mason88872
    @Mason88872 Год назад +186

    I don’t deserve her, I’m a horrible person. She deserves to be happy

    • @ra_one205
      @ra_one205 Год назад +7

      I used to think of this.. but believe me you loved her bc you know she loves you or will love you the way you are.. and she will love your dark side ❤️‍🩹

    • @dimitrijejolovic
      @dimitrijejolovic Год назад +4

      Its part brother, you may have been a bad person, but you should learn from that. People change

    • @blackbonetanka
      @blackbonetanka Год назад +3

      Damn bro don't think like that, one day you're gonna find someone more loving and caring than her, it's you who deserve better, come on.

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Год назад +1

      Why do you think you're a horrible person? ❤ because I know the feeling extremely well

    • @Alex-ys4pn
      @Alex-ys4pn Год назад

      That’s what I have came up with as well

  • @legendofrdr2380
    @legendofrdr2380 Год назад +48

    Everywhere I go I remember the memories we had made at those places. It’ll never be the same without her.

  • @adamvoon3320
    @adamvoon3320 Год назад +129

    At the critical point in our friendship, I messed it all up. She opened up to me about an insecurity she had never told anyone about. I was dismissive about it, and I didn't realise how big of a deal it was to her. Sometimes issues that seem insignificant in someone's life are larger than you think they are. Be kind, and try to see things from their perspective.