Hello, I'm Jaden, I am 16 years old. I hope I can see this comment when I turn 21 years old and come to this video and realize how I am with myself. I hope I can stabilize a good status not get into any trouble or end up killing myself. I want to be a strong 16-21 year old to make my momma and dad proud of me for who I am. I love my momma she takes care of me every time I see her. I don't want her losing her baby boy over some s*ic*e stuff it would make my have a lot of depression and who knows maybe she might kill herself too... All I want to say is, I want to live a great life and have a great family. I was raised so well by my momma. I always will and forever Love my Momma and everyone in my family. When I come back in 5 Years it would feel crazy for me to comment this. Thank you for the great moments. I hope I don't commit anything at all in these 5 years I want you to see me graduate out of High School live a great life in college and see me get this bread :). I miss you Alex the best friend I had never asked but wanted. Welcome to the future everyone... Reality is beyond us. God Bless everyone... I will comment back here in 5 years, See you soon in 5 years Jaden. :) ❤
That’s a promise🤝. If you ever feel bad about yourself always remember what you wrote down today. see you in 2028 hope I’ll still be here. *Don’t reply*
@@joephob1728 If you put that in perspective that is the body weight of most females. It's amazing how strong humans are but are so weak compared to wild animals.
@@avertingapathy3052 the thing about “depression” is that people act like it’s a mental condition that isn’t curable. The reason why you have “depression” is because of certain things going on in your life at that time, which are completely temporary and able to be solved. You can still certainly feel depressed at times in your life, but the idea that depression is a clinical condition is wrong.
@@ADO5 There is situational depression and organic depression. The former is equal to someone being depressed because their life is shit, or as Peterson would say you aren't depressed, you just have shitty life. The latter is actually being depressed despite having the basic ingredients for a good life, so depression is some kind of biological condition for them or at least able to be treated as such with medication, some people have autoimmune disorders that produce depression that's almost pure biology. It's an experience, people just get on some RUclips high horse saying it doesn't exist because it makes them edgy to rightfully point out those people who abuse mental health diagnosis to justify various things should be more careful. It just seems to swing the other way into just denying things that have been observed. I dunno at most depression is a construct and pehonomenological experience of low mood sometimes going into clinical levels where people decide to kill themselves.
Remember. You don't need to do or be anything more than what you are. You can achieve anything, but don't think that if you fail, that it means you did. You are still worthy of trying. Get to a comfortable weight and stay steady.
There’s so much I want to say But I don’t know where to start To spill forth the fray of my wounded heart How many bargains I’ve struck How I’ve bet against my luck How All I’ve ever won Amounts to less than a buck All the weight I carry How the putrid thoughts within I fail to parry Instead of living in this world How within my mind I stubbornly tarry Maybe when I learn to breathe I’ll finally be able to change the way I seethe All my anger, regret and loss to the void I’ll bequeath ~wolf's cub
@@skrunkle615 It’s from a movie called “I believe in unicorns” and it’s my absolute favorite movie. But I will say that it is not for the faint of heart. - If you want to know the plot read this if not then idk do what u want. - Basically the movie is about a 16 year old girl named Davina and she loves unicorns. Unicorns are brought up a lot in the film and they represent her childhood and her innocence and near the end of the film the unicorn dies along with her innocence as she’s forced to grow up. And she takes care of her disabled mother but leaves when convinced by an older man she likes named Sterling to run away with him.(he’s like in his 20’s) It’s nice at first and their relationship blossoms. But then Sterling’s trauma and their power dynamic starts to come into light and the relationship becomes toxic and abusive. And again this movie is NOT for the faint of heart. It includes themes such as: Abuse, manipulation, r4pe, and power dynamics with age gaps in relationships. But it is actually such a beautifully made movie there is so much symbolism and gorgeous imagery in this movie. Like it’s actually one of my favorite films.
you will be old before you blink. anything you feel is temporary, but how you feel about yourself exists eyond this dimension. You are your own captor, set yourself free
@@astroyeaster9464 Its your right. Apathy is an emotion with the purpose of summoning aid, but the feeli8ng someone gets is: There is nothing I can do. The reasdon you would rot is because in your core you are strong and have innate value. Inside of you there is life and courage and strength, but to rot is to allow apathy to dontinually erode your inner life, which is still alive and strong,. IT is in submitting to the detrimental self defeating impulses which you have learned through trauma in the world which impresses you will deeper and depper scars. Pain, dissonance, unwanted thoughts and ideas. This is why you create apathy in your subconscious. You witness the self destructive force of the lessons youve learned through trauma and decide for whatever reason that you CANNOT change them. Not because youre incapable, though you may believe that too, but because the scrifice would be too great to bear. That is the great illusion the grand dillusion that keeps millions stuck rotting. The only reason change feels insurmountable is because you dont know how to do it. But I'll tell you now. It starts with belief. It cant get any more simple, there are no magic pills which will change things while you sleep. The power to cease feeling apathy and your pain and rot is by in the moment that you feel negative, stopping, and choosing to think you can win. Even if its vague and maddening. It is more power than you know and has helped small people move mountains for centuries. It is the true secret of successful people. Someo live and die without ever realizing they do it. You have to believe. In the core, below the rot. You can even cut off the surface, snub the rot, allow apathy in some places but HOPE in others. This wont change anything for me, but im already doing it myself. As a human with a soul and love for those who suffer, just listen to me and believe that you can change the things which feel as solid as a brick wall inside of you.
it's good to change homie, you don't have to feel guilty because you changed, just try to enjoy it and better yourself every day, i guarantee that good will come if you do that. good luck on your journey my man!
Yea same but i never felt like myself bc of my adhs bc all my life everyone was different than me and have Depression since im 8 years old and now im 17
bro you a fucking legend, do you know how many people would survive that many years with depression? I hope you become better and beat that shit out man much love!@@gigachad4581
I started to go to the gym 3 months ago and the last week I just hit 100lb on bech press. I'm really happy and also I know isn't too much, but I just wanted to share my achievement with yall :)
Its been 6 months and 21 days since my cat died, i never told anyone how i feel because i am a 19 man and shouldn't cry over an animal specially a cat, i watched him struggle for three days before he died. He was my only friend I really miss him 💔
im nearly 14 and this past year started off great but everyone i met seemed to like me at first but when they realised i was soft and skinny they used me as a punching bag to joke about to others i am also feeling so alone and my family doesnt enjoy talking to me i feel like i annoy everyone even when i dont remember being annoying maybe its best to go and make sure i dont annoy anyone ever again
Hey man, I don’t know u but I understand how u feel. I was the same when I was 14, it was the hardest time for me. But remember u always have urself and u can always rely on people u truly care about and who value you.
Went from being the friend and cousin that used to talk a lot to just being quiet forever and not saying anything of my dumb antics and everyone asks if I’m okay
SO GLAD I WATCHED EVANGELION AND THIS SPECIFIC POSE WITH THIS MUSIC ATMOSPHERE IS FITTING WE'VE ALL BEEN AT THIS POINT AND SOME ARE STILL GOIN THROUGH THIS I KNOW I AM TBH SURPRISED I'M STILL HERE IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING THEN GO FOR IT, NOT GONNA SAY "Things will get better soon" CAUSE HOW SOON IS SOON? ESPECIALLY IF I MYSELF DON'T KNOW WHEN THINGS WILL GET BETTER SO IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING, TRYING TO SURVIVE THEN GO FOR IT
Maybe when I learn to breathe I’ll learn to feel. Maybe when I learn to feel I’ll learn to listen. Maybe when I learn to listen maybe I’ll learn to love. Maybe when I learn to love I’ll learn to be loved. Maybe when I’m loved I’ll ask myself if I’m there yet. Maybe I’ll turn around and ask yet again another maybe. Maybe I’ll give up all maybes. Maybe that’ll be the end. The end. End.
same, although i have been putting off shouting myself because of how close i have been [210Ibs ] but it's been 4 years since i said i will bench two plates.
bro this is sad, this picture describes me exactly, before after school my friends and I went to the gym but now I'm going to college and I won't be able to go to the gym because before, I'm literally left alone
dw bro. I doubt u even skinny fr u probably tripping over nothing gang 😭. If ur ever stressing, ask urself if there anything u can do about it. If u can, then why worry? If u can't, then why worry? life is not that serious bro js find peace within the things u luv to do
I see so many depressed commenters under this song, I hope you all will get help from soneone or just help yourself and beat depression, wish you all the goods and rimind you that there still a lot awesome things in life and in your peronality.(sorry for bad English).
I'm lost. I don't know who I am, in a sense of where is Matt? My parents won't look at me the same way, always telling me "where is my sweet child, where is his smile and his happiness?". No matter how hard I try, I can't look at things from the same perspective as I used to. Happiness, sadness, loneliness, excitement, fear. I just feel like a vessel with two eyes contemplating and choosing a correct response to interactions. I'm lost.
Nihilism is inevitable, constant pain will be inflicted until the world crumbles to dust. We will all die out, and none of our efforts, or learning will stop it, we just need to let the world destroy itself, everything is finite. And we can't do anything about it, just let everything go as the world disappears into oblivion until oblivion crumbles as well. my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact i want my pain to be inflicted on others, i want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis my punishment continues to elude me and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling, this confession has meant.... nothing.
wake up. you need to wake up. time's ticking. wake up. you're running out of time. Wake up. You're gonna be late. WAKE UP. WAKE UP BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT. WAKE UP NOW OR FOREVER FEEL THE WEIGHT OF REGRET. WAKE UP. YOU'RE LOSING AGAIN AND YOU'VE GOT YOUR BACK TO THE WALL. WAKE UP. EVERYTHING YOU CARE AND LOVE IS DEPENDING ON YOU. WAKE UP. NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE WITHOUT YOU. WAKE UP. YOU NEED TO WAKE UP. WAKE UP.
I miss her so much maybe i was too nice to her she left me without a word i never did anything i just wanted the best for her i gave her everything everything i had all of it and she still left she doesnt wanna hear my name she blocks anyone that mentions me does she think about me as much as i think about her will i ever move past it i still remember the sound of her voice i still remember her laugh her smile
Sometimes, I feel self like Napoleon Bonaparte, who was locked up for life on an isolated, uninhabited island ⛱️🤸 Holly, nonono this smile is better 😓🤥🐺🦅🐁🐉🐲🦖🍞🥯🍱🛑🛸
you know i was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking that even if i am not the one.... thinking that i am is still not a reason to cry..... it may be bad and it is... but okay.... they are right
There are different things about me I don’t understand One is I wanna hurt and manipulate people Two is I’m happy but not happy happy And three is a feeling where there’s like a bottomless pit in my stomach and mind that won’t go away even if I think it will Why do I feel like this. Why do I want to hurt people.?
I want to just stop me from worsen my conditions. I already ruin my little heaven on earth. I was living, i was so happy, it seemed too perfect to be real. It’s always like that and i always ruin everything. I dont want to keep doin’ this again. I just want to stop. It feels so exhausting, every single day is so hard. I want to run away from here, from my “friends”, from everyone and just start again. I feel pain and i dont know how to heal myself, it’s too frustrating…
I want to workout again but I started and I am weaker then ever before that it feels like I’m a disappointment to my father. Even though he never said it I feel I am a person just living rent free in his house . An I don’t know what to do with my life for I’m about to graduate and don’t know what to do. I really just want to make my family not struggle financially.
study bro, go into college, actually pay attention in class, create new good habits for yourself and destroy old ones that were weighing you down. however, you need to recognize what those bad habits are to fix em. best of luck and god loves us all.
I’m an adult soon. In the physical sense, I mean. I’ve been an adult for much longer though. Much longer than I should have been. I am a Halloween decoration put out far too early. I have rotted and broken to the weather of the season. I will not be in the correct condition for the time I wait for. But I’ll stay here. I will stay exactly where I am far before and long after my call, rotting into the concrete and becoming one with the ground. I will become a statue, a pillar of pain and hope and, by my Mother of all I pray, determination.
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Hello, I'm Jaden, I am 16 years old. I hope I can see this comment when I turn 21 years old and come to this video and realize how I am with myself. I hope I can stabilize a good status not get into any trouble or end up killing myself. I want to be a strong 16-21 year old to make my momma and dad proud of me for who I am. I love my momma she takes care of me every time I see her. I don't want her losing her baby boy over some s*ic*e stuff it would make my have a lot of depression and who knows maybe she might kill herself too... All I want to say is, I want to live a great life and have a great family. I was raised so well by my momma. I always will and forever Love my Momma and everyone in my family. When I come back in 5 Years it would feel crazy for me to comment this. Thank you for the great moments. I hope I don't commit anything at all in these 5 years I want you to see me graduate out of High School live a great life in college and see me get this bread :). I miss you Alex the best friend I had never asked but wanted. Welcome to the future everyone... Reality is beyond us. God Bless everyone... I will comment back here in 5 years, See you soon in 5 years Jaden. :) ❤
That’s a promise🤝. If you ever feel bad about yourself always remember what you wrote down today. see you in 2028 hope I’ll still be here. *Don’t reply*
see you in 5 years, jaden.
I’m Jaiden and I’m 21. Was in your shoes too. You can do it man. Much love stay strong
Good luck to you bro. I’m 17 now. I hope I’m a better man by 21.
see you there brother
that picture is too real
When someone can’t even do 135
@@joephob1728 doesn’t matter the weight
@@joephob1728 its actually 154ibs because red plates are 25kg or 55ibs
@@joephob1728 If you put that in perspective that is the body weight of most females. It's amazing how strong humans are but are so weak compared to wild animals.
@@wayles25 there’s 2 reds
That’s that pose you hit on bench where if you don’t get the next rep you’re going straight into depression
😂😂😂
Straight up me
that final rep decides your fate
Real
Depression and the Gym a classic combo
There can be times where you feel depressed, but never say you have depression, because it doesn’t exist.
@@ADO5 I know someone who’s taken there own life because of depression. It’s very real sadly.
It's like saying "it's all just chemicals in your brain, bro" well yeah, so is love, joy, happiness. Just reductionist materialist claims.
@@avertingapathy3052 the thing about “depression” is that people act like it’s a mental condition that isn’t curable. The reason why you have “depression” is because of certain things going on in your life at that time, which are completely temporary and able to be solved. You can still certainly feel depressed at times in your life, but the idea that depression is a clinical condition is wrong.
@@ADO5 There is situational depression and organic depression. The former is equal to someone being depressed because their life is shit, or as Peterson would say you aren't depressed, you just have shitty life. The latter is actually being depressed despite having the basic ingredients for a good life, so depression is some kind of biological condition for them or at least able to be treated as such with medication, some people have autoimmune disorders that produce depression that's almost pure biology.
It's an experience, people just get on some RUclips high horse saying it doesn't exist because it makes them edgy to rightfully point out those people who abuse mental health diagnosis to justify various things should be more careful. It just seems to swing the other way into just denying things that have been observed. I dunno at most depression is a construct and pehonomenological experience of low mood sometimes going into clinical levels where people decide to kill themselves.
I’m like batman but instead of fighting crime I just fight my will to live
real
real
real
real
@@gw6n real
Just benched 145 as a new pr, low key happy asf, remember your achievements before listening to this yall
Congratulations on 145.
congrats bro i also just hit 65kg a few weeks ago which is like 145lb good stuff
Just hit 150, let’s keep it going. Were all gonna make it kings 👑
Just remember where you started… I remember barley doing 85 pounds benching 3 years ago
no cap, feel most people don't even try to be happy, they just look for problems and pretend life is bad so they can keep up with character
i have been listening to this for 8 hours straight. we aint making it alive this winter.
The intrusive thoughts are winning
stay strong bro
@@thus4113I know this winter is going to make me never forget her
I can’t take it anymore
Nah bro don't do it you're too sexy
voices are getting louder
lets go jim homie
if i dont die lifting a heavy bar I’m dyin’ by…
Sounds good to me
after you homie 0:24
@@C6593r imma come too
@@sssrr12344don't you dare leave me out
i wish all who listen to this song were in a room together so we can just vibe and lift one another up
This isnt vibe this is struggle…
What vibe ?
the reason you are depressed is because that idea you are weak and have testrone man up
i aint depressed@@skeepth7598
This would make good ambience in an elevator.
Started hitting the gym because I’m not weak nor impress. I just wanna be strong. I can’t die without seeing my purest and truest character yet.
I just want my pops back.
sorry for your loss
Sorry for ur loss. Stay strong
Same here bro
Man, you really inspired me to love my parents more man.
I'm sorry for your loss.
rip pops man, stay strong. he’s watching you right now so make him proud 🫶🙏
To everyoone reading this, Jesus loves you so so much❤👐
Im like Batman but instead of fighting crime every night im resisting the urge to let the suffering take over and end it all
Hey ❤ do you mean that?
⬅️ I'm in a group of people on dacord that feel the same way... you'd be welcome anytime. just go where the arrow is pointing
Remember. You don't need to do or be anything more than what you are. You can achieve anything, but don't think that if you fail, that it means you did. You are still worthy of trying. Get to a comfortable weight and stay steady.
fake wholesome nonsense
listening to this makes me think of when we were teens we didnt know what was gonna happen in the future but we knew we had eachother until we didnt
It has moths that i listen this audio so glad that I finally found it
There’s so much I want to say
But I don’t know where to start
To spill forth the fray
of my wounded heart
How many bargains I’ve struck
How I’ve bet against my luck
How All I’ve ever won
Amounts to less than a buck
All the weight I carry
How the putrid thoughts within I fail to parry
Instead of living in this world
How within my mind I stubbornly tarry
Maybe when I learn to breathe
I’ll finally be able to change the way I seethe
All my anger, regret and loss
to the void I’ll bequeath
~wolf's cub
What's this from?
It's an original poem written by him
@@skrunkle615 umm I wrote it
Fuck with this shit heavy
@@skrunkle615
It’s from a movie called “I believe in unicorns” and it’s my absolute favorite movie. But I will say that it is not for the faint of heart.
- If you want to know the plot read this if not then idk do what u want. -
Basically the movie is about a 16 year old girl named Davina and she loves unicorns. Unicorns are brought up a lot in the film and they represent her childhood and her innocence and near the end of the film the unicorn dies along with her innocence as she’s forced to grow up. And she takes care of her disabled mother but leaves when convinced by an older man she likes named Sterling to run away with him.(he’s like in his 20’s)
It’s nice at first and their relationship blossoms. But then Sterling’s trauma and their power dynamic starts to come into light and the relationship becomes toxic and abusive.
And again this movie is NOT for the faint of heart.
It includes themes such as: Abuse, manipulation, r4pe, and power dynamics with age gaps in relationships.
But it is actually such a beautifully made movie there is so much symbolism and gorgeous imagery in this movie. Like it’s actually one of my favorite films.
This saying plays in my head so much when I find myself staying silent like usual
you will be old before you blink. anything you feel is temporary, but how you feel about yourself exists eyond this dimension. You are your own captor, set yourself free
@@liamp6491 what if i want to rot?
@@astroyeaster9464 Its your right. Apathy is an emotion with the purpose of summoning aid, but the feeli8ng someone gets is: There is nothing I can do. The reasdon you would rot is because in your core you are strong and have innate value. Inside of you there is life and courage and strength, but to rot is to allow apathy to dontinually erode your inner life, which is still alive and strong,. IT is in submitting to the detrimental self defeating impulses which you have learned through trauma in the world which impresses you will deeper and depper scars. Pain, dissonance, unwanted thoughts and ideas. This is why you create apathy in your subconscious. You witness the self destructive force of the lessons youve learned through trauma and decide for whatever reason that you CANNOT change them. Not because youre incapable, though you may believe that too, but because the scrifice would be too great to bear. That is the great illusion the grand dillusion that keeps millions stuck rotting. The only reason change feels insurmountable is because you dont know how to do it. But I'll tell you now. It starts with belief. It cant get any more simple, there are no magic pills which will change things while you sleep. The power to cease feeling apathy and your pain and rot is by in the moment that you feel negative, stopping, and choosing to think you can win. Even if its vague and maddening. It is more power than you know and has helped small people move mountains for centuries. It is the true secret of successful people. Someo live and die without ever realizing they do it. You have to believe. In the core, below the rot. You can even cut off the surface, snub the rot, allow apathy in some places but HOPE in others. This wont change anything for me, but im already doing it myself. As a human with a soul and love for those who suffer, just listen to me and believe that you can change the things which feel as solid as a brick wall inside of you.
@@astroyeaster9464 then don't complain about it or look for sympathy
@@connormcnab5276 how am i looking for sympathy? if anything, that comment was simply a way to express myself.
I love this song! (I don’t feel like I’m myself anymore and haven’t felt any feeling for the past year)
it's good to change homie, you don't have to feel guilty because you changed, just try to enjoy it and better yourself every day, i guarantee that good will come if you do that. good luck on your journey my man!
same except the only thing ive felt is sadness.
Yea same but i never felt like myself bc of my adhs bc all my life everyone was different than me and have Depression since im 8 years old and now im 17
bro you a fucking legend, do you know how many people would survive that many years with depression? I hope you become better and beat that shit out man much love!@@gigachad4581
Same
I started to go to the gym 3 months ago and the last week I just hit 100lb on bech press. I'm really happy and also I know isn't too much, but I just wanted to share my achievement with yall :)
That’s nice
I'm proud of you, keep up the good work!
Good shit man🙌🏾
Be proud man, you achieved that on your own, no one did that for you other than yourself.
Its been 6 months and 21 days since my cat died, i never told anyone how i feel because i am a 19 man and shouldn't cry over an animal specially a cat, i watched him struggle for three days before he died. He was my only friend I really miss him 💔
aw i honestly hope you recovered and that you found new friends to help you heal
it never gets better
It don’t you just get stronger
Sometimes it does get better ❤ And if you believe in Christ then he will work together even the worst of it for your ultimate good.
But JESUS SAID 🗣️ I am the light of the world those who follow me will not be in darkness but will have the light of the world
Unless I get to throw the rock
Real
im nearly 14 and this past year started off great but everyone i met seemed to like me at first but when they realised i was soft and skinny they used me as a punching bag to joke about to others i am also feeling so alone and my family doesnt enjoy talking to me i feel like i annoy everyone even when i dont remember being annoying maybe its best to go and make sure i dont annoy anyone ever again
Hey man, I don’t know u but I understand how u feel. I was the same when I was 14, it was the hardest time for me. But remember u always have urself and u can always rely on people u truly care about and who value you.
you know its a banger when the most replayed part is the end.
Went from being the friend and cousin that used to talk a lot to just being quiet forever and not saying anything of my dumb antics and everyone asks if I’m okay
alone in room closing my eye just playing this on repeat>
SO GLAD I WATCHED EVANGELION AND THIS SPECIFIC POSE WITH THIS MUSIC ATMOSPHERE IS FITTING WE'VE ALL BEEN AT THIS POINT AND SOME ARE STILL GOIN THROUGH THIS I KNOW I AM TBH SURPRISED I'M STILL HERE IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING THEN GO FOR IT, NOT GONNA SAY "Things will get better soon" CAUSE HOW SOON IS SOON? ESPECIALLY IF I MYSELF DON'T KNOW WHEN THINGS WILL GET BETTER SO IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING, TRYING TO SURVIVE THEN GO FOR IT
this vibe is surreal
Maybe when I learn to breathe I’ll learn to feel. Maybe when I learn to feel I’ll learn to listen. Maybe when I learn to listen maybe I’ll learn to love. Maybe when I learn to love I’ll learn to be loved. Maybe when I’m loved I’ll ask myself if I’m there yet. Maybe I’ll turn around and ask yet again another maybe. Maybe I’ll give up all maybes. Maybe that’ll be the end. The end. End.
"When Will I Fvcking Learn To Breath im Suffering To Breath Rn."
Falling down a path I never imagined make me feel like I’m worthless one day I changed that path and never looked back for more future.
we're all gonna make it brahs 💪
The saying "there are no happy endings" stays true.
if i cant bench 2 plates by the end of the year im shouting myself 🗣️
same, although i have been putting off shouting myself because of how close i have been [210Ibs ] but it's been 4 years since i said i will bench two plates.
00:23 damn man this sound effect hit soo deep 😢
bro this is sad, this picture describes me exactly, before after school my friends and I went to the gym but now I'm going to college and I won't be able to go to the gym because before, I'm literally left alone
when you fail a pr attempt
lookin all suicidal like that with only 150 on the bench is crazy
I Go through Shit for months.. I..I feel Like i cant Take this anymore...
I’m like Batman but instead of fighting crime I just be fighting…
I don't think I'm capable of healing.
Compare yourself to who you were, yesterday. Not to who somebody else is, today.
Just like that in between sets.
I’ve been looking for this and I found it!!
goodbye everyone… my time is up, until next time. tell mary on a cross i loved her.😢😢
Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so skinny
dw bro. I doubt u even skinny fr u probably tripping over nothing gang 😭. If ur ever stressing, ask urself if there anything u can do about it. If u can, then why worry? If u can't, then why worry? life is not that serious bro js find peace within the things u luv to do
Real so real Realer than real the realist of the real thou art real.
Besides this song giving me a feeling I can't describe
and makes me calm down on the saddest days,
I just wanna know. are you ok?
I was looking for this, thank u so much! 💗
Deserves way more veiws and likes
I see so many depressed commenters under this song, I hope you all will get help from soneone or just help yourself and beat depression, wish you all the goods and rimind you that there still a lot awesome things in life and in your peronality.(sorry for bad English).
This song just gives me pure guilt
this is exactly what shinji would do
I'm lost. I don't know who I am, in a sense of where is Matt? My parents won't look at me the same way, always telling me "where is my sweet child, where is his smile and his happiness?". No matter how hard I try, I can't look at things from the same perspective as I used to. Happiness, sadness, loneliness, excitement, fear. I just feel like a vessel with two eyes contemplating and choosing a correct response to interactions. I'm lost.
I can't even bench 135lbs for reps...
The mind of man can lift anything
I js wna be happy again
Come on Shinji, get some gains and pilot that Eva.
Remember to breathe during your exercises, folks. 😊
I can't imagine a future where I live past 30
Nihilism is inevitable, constant pain will be inflicted until the world crumbles to dust. We will all die out, and none of our efforts, or learning will stop it, we just need to let the world destroy itself, everything is finite. And we can't do anything about it, just let everything go as the world disappears into oblivion until oblivion crumbles as well. my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact i want my pain to be inflicted on others, i want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis my punishment continues to elude me and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling, this confession has meant.... nothing.
whats the point of lifting all those heavy plates and being above average when she still dont want me man
men don't matter, average like me, or above like you. or below like we feel.
@@ryfipassword real shit man.
My bench record is 90 kilograms for 5 reps
they hurt me and at that moment i dont even know how to breathe
حقيقي
اي والله ياسيوفي
real
wake up. you need to wake up. time's ticking. wake up. you're running out of time. Wake up. You're gonna be late. WAKE UP. WAKE UP BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT. WAKE UP NOW OR FOREVER FEEL THE WEIGHT OF REGRET. WAKE UP. YOU'RE LOSING AGAIN AND YOU'VE GOT YOUR BACK TO THE WALL. WAKE UP. EVERYTHING YOU CARE AND LOVE IS DEPENDING ON YOU. WAKE UP. NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE WITHOUT YOU. WAKE UP. YOU NEED TO WAKE UP. WAKE UP.
I miss her so much maybe i was too nice to her she left me without a word i never did anything i just wanted the best for her i gave her everything everything i had all of it and she still left she doesnt wanna hear my name she blocks anyone that mentions me does she think about me as much as i think about her will i ever move past it i still remember the sound of her voice i still remember her laugh her smile
I really love this song tho
Can you please name it for me
@@powerpact2392 call me by gigi
Wow beautiful melody
Sometimes, I feel self like Napoleon Bonaparte, who was locked up for life on an isolated, uninhabited island ⛱️🤸
Holly, nonono this smile is better 😓🤥🐺🦅🐁🐉🐲🦖🍞🥯🍱🛑🛸
Starting to work out. People don't understand what they've done to a innocent 12yr old boy
me too sinji, me too
you know i was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking that even if i am not the one.... thinking that i am is still not a reason to cry..... it may be bad and it is... but okay.... they are right
When you bench 80 kg for 4 for the 20th week in a row
real
Real
Omg me too. I went down to 75 to focus on not bullshitting my way through reps.
so fucking relatable
The desc hits a little too close to home.
There are different things about me I don’t understand
One is I wanna hurt and manipulate people
Two is I’m happy but not happy happy
And three is a feeling where there’s like a bottomless pit in my stomach and mind that won’t go away even if I think it will
Why do I feel like this.
Why do I want to hurt people.?
Turn to God He will fill that void
I want to just stop me from worsen my conditions. I already ruin my little heaven on earth. I was living, i was so happy, it seemed too perfect to be real. It’s always like that and i always ruin everything. I dont want to keep doin’ this again. I just want to stop. It feels so exhausting, every single day is so hard. I want to run away from here, from my “friends”, from everyone and just start again. I feel pain and i dont know how to heal myself, it’s too frustrating…
I want to workout again but I started and I am weaker then ever before that it feels like I’m a disappointment to my father. Even though he never said it I feel I am a person just living rent free in his house . An I don’t know what to do with my life for I’m about to graduate and don’t know what to do. I really just want to make my family not struggle financially.
Same bro
You can do it bro. I believe in you.
study bro, go into college, actually pay attention in class, create new good habits for yourself and destroy old ones that were weighing you down. however, you need to recognize what those bad habits are to fix em. best of luck and god loves us all.
so real.
I LOVE CALL ME SO MUCH 😭😭😭
have you noticed that all 666ep videos always end in 01 seconds?
I'm at my lowest rn
Alone.
"And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”
Matthew 28:20b 🤝
I’m an adult soon. In the physical sense, I mean. I’ve been an adult for much longer though. Much longer than I should have been. I am a Halloween decoration put out far too early. I have rotted and broken to the weather of the season. I will not be in the correct condition for the time I wait for.
But I’ll stay here. I will stay exactly where I am far before and long after my call, rotting into the concrete and becoming one with the ground. I will become a statue, a pillar of pain and hope and, by my Mother of all I pray, determination.
Saw her in the streets today
😶
miss when i was young man now having my family members dying having problem with females stressin like bro how did this come
boutta hit the gym to make the emptiness go away for 2h :)
LIFTING HEAVY CIRCLE GO BRRR
Whats the name of the song? (So i can add it to my playlist)
Guys, i found it, its call me by gigi mason. Enjoy.
Me when I can't bench my pr
Sometimes when I'm benching or squatting, I think maybe it wouldn't be a bad thing if I couldn't get the bar up on the final rep.
I dont know for how much longer I can do this
Stay. It’ll get greater later. I promise.
@@losmaldonado9655 Ty ❤️
@@Kaylee-b1r you are welcome. Do you need to talk?
Oh damn i read the title and thought it meant to breathe properly during reps.
You changed the desc! It used to be 'the thoughts in between sets are more painful than the ones at 3 am.'
Tips that you don't know Propaly Exsisted: if you right click you can repeat the video
when all you do is talk to explain and you still blamed for nothing.
dear carl, i forgot who i was
this to real
i hope i can finally become someone good in the future
fucking hell, i just found this song when i approached a girl in the gym, 3 month rule took me back to this picture, but we keep going :)