First Time Hearing Spirits Will Collide by Devin Townsend | Suicide Survivor Reacts
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Watch the live version of this song from Nottingham Rock City 2019. It is a stripped down version that is even more powerful than the original.
Hope ur serious about this shit and not just utube views. Walkin daily through it with my kid. This music is awesome. Look him up. Also Jesus :) the onLy way we’re getting through it
Grace and Universal Flame by Devin if you’re looking for positive emotional and powerful songs. Plus many more of his.
Agreed.
Grace live with Anneke is inspiring, even for an atheist like me!
Seconded! This song and Universal Flame have been my go-tos when depression hauls me back down.
Yes 1 million times!
I'm adding Stormbending to that list :)
I'm really glad you got the chance to experience this song - people who have lived through the things that you have are exactly who Devin wrote this song for. He said in interviews, in the years leading up to writing his "Empath" album (which features this song) he had lost a number of friends and acquaintances to suicide, and thus the song (and the album as well) became a type of anti-suicide statement in a way.
Devin's music with the Devin Townsend Project has had this energy for years, but this is the most specific and direct song in this direction.
You'll be interested to know his upcoming 2022 album is called Lightwork, and it's apparently an entire album written in the same vein as Spirits Will Collide - musically accessible, emotinally heavy, and spiritually uplifting. Hope you get a chance to hear it when it comes out!
Wrote this comment above before finishing the video and wanted to express appreciation for the joy you experienced with this song.
Great reaction video! Great comment! Good to see you here too
This album released days after my first son was still born, and this song was incredibly cathartic.
Devin suffering from Bipolar for a long time now...
But He not giving up and keep his head high with a positivity and using that energy to send us with a spiritual message to keep us together.
IIRC he said in one of his podcasts that his bipolar was just because of the shrooms and weed he took to a ridiculous amount. And when he quit those things his symptoms disappeared, so he was "only" bipolar while taking drugs.
@@speckon Correct. From a 2020 Kerrang interview : "I display these symptoms, but I would like you to entertain the notion that it was a result of my surroundings, combined with my use of hallucinogenic substances.’ So, in answer to your question - am I bipolar? No"
Music can be such a good outlet for emotions and Devin knows it. His music is his therapy. He has fought his demons, but throughout the years he seems to have come out on top. Listening to Strapping Young Lad - Shitstorm on one side shows a really dark side of his mind, while Why? is his inner Disney princess.
I wouldn't recommend checking the first btw, it's dark and heavy. Good luck on your journey, stay strong and stay yourself.
I'm 57 and Devin was the first artist that was an immediate addiction. It's been 7 years of bliss catching up on his catalog
I honestly believe Devin's music saved my life. I never got close to actually carrying it out, but around 10 years ago I went through a long, long period of daily suicidal ideation and the only thing that kept me going was this man's music. It was like a shining thread in the darkness that I clung to and pulled myself along with, if that makes sense. This song is the culmination of that aspect of his work and I'm so so pleased you've heard it. I cry every time I hear it :)
EDIT: Your face after hearing "We may not be brave so let's start" made me so happy :)
“Through the storm, may you become a rainbow” - Devin Townsend (from the song ‘Singularity’)
I'm glad that you finally got exposed to Devin! He's my favorite artist of all time, not only is he musically skilled but he has an amazing power of conveying powerful emotions accurately through music. I already knew a bit about this song but I learned even more and found a deeper appreciation for it through your insights. I recommend the songs Why? and Universal Flame by him as well.
This was a great reaction vid thank you.
Devin Townsend's "Why" is a great. I see it as, looking at the barriers and filters we/society place upon ourselves vs. potential. And "Grace" is another community and uplift song.
I hope you can check out both and enjoy them as I have.
Nice to meet you, Amanda - I'm so glad to find your channel. 7 years ago, I was at the lowest part of my life. 2 heart attacks, a near fatal car accident left me with constant intense pain. I couldn't work and I had made up my mind. I obtained the pharmaceuticals and I was just going to go to sleep forever. Before bed I saw some random RUclips reaction video to Devin. As I started looking at other live performances and was infused with inspiration, forgiveness and love. I was hooked hard and listened until the sun came up. For the first time, in a long time, I wanted to participate in life. And I started a brand new chapter in my life that very day. It's amazing how many other people have been touched to their soul. Devin is a master at conveying every emotion through his music. This song still gives me tears of joy - that's such a powerful gift. I'll see you on Patreon, and arrange for us to share another song from Devin Cheers
Wow! What a beautiful testimony! Music can save us and heal us. It was Linkin Park for me.
I will watch for you over there. Excited to connect!
Followed devy since his first demos back in the 90s. He is a grnius musician and lyricist but i personally believe this song is his magnum opus. Such a beautiful work of art. The accoustic version is even more emotional. Im 45yo and it always bring s a tear to my eye. Just the left one. The right one just rolls around like a chameleon.
I am part of a group called The Vaping Misfits, we do what we can to support mental health and hidden disabilities, this song has gained a new meaning that I missed before, We are stronger together and always ready to help those who reach out. This song is such a good way of showing how everything is connected
Devin is such a humble and honest person. Seen some interviews with him.
Who knows: maybe he will take contact with you to talk about the theme, since he obviously has been going through stuff and still is fighting his demons.
Do remember that he is Bi Polar and uses his condition to create his music.
"An adult is not a dead child, but a child who survived" Ursula Le Guin
I'm so glad you reviewed this song!
This song made me cry so much the first time I heard it. Such a powerful message - I shared it with my two teens as they struggle to find themselves while battling anxiety and depression.
Hands down the best reaction to this song, perhaps even to ANY Devin Townsend song.
it’s so beautiful to watch a song connect with someone like this
I am so glad you finally got a chance to check out this song (I had suggested it in a RUclips comment several months back). Devin is one of my all-time favorite musicians. I've heard it described as not death metal but life metal, and I think it's an apt description. He plays a lot of heavy music (though also a lot of not-so-heavy music), and touches on some very deep topics, but he's almost always uplifting and inspirational in his approach. He played several livestreamed shows over the course of the pandemic, and honestly those were some of the most helpful things for my own mental health over that time. Glad you found this, and found it uplifting and helpful. Hope you delve deeper into his catalog; I think you'll enjoy and appreciate it. Good luck on your journey!
Devin, and this song in particular, have been there for me every time I've hit rock bottom. His songs, his lyrics, the musicality, have always lifted me up not through sugary false platitudes but as if someone who's already been there is reassuring me and reminding me that I can get through it. So very glad for this reaction video and how you're approaching this, and I am so glad you're discovering this incredible musician.
This was absolutely lovely.
Seeing music pick someone up and recharge their batteries is both brilliant to witness and more relatable than I can put into words.
I've always liked this song and Devin has been a big help in my own personal battles, but you've given me new insight into the meaning.
Despite being someone who has always found music a tool to help me get back on track I somehow missed the power to the lyrics in this track.
You hit the nail on the head with pinpoint accuracy and in the process helped me feel less alone.
Thank you. :)
Thank you for your comments! Difficult period. Autism, divorce, mental health indeed,... Thx for your optimism and sharing your insights.
The way you pieced words together is beautiful... I've felt pretty worthless for awhile..this helps.
Devins mental health is a crazy thing to dive into. He was misdiagnosed at one point and he struggled hard with the medication he was given.
I've always viewed the line "remember who I am" as a more "whole" picture of myself. Because when I'm depressed it's hard to see all of myself.
I am so glad you exposed others to this song. Devin is an advocate for mental health issues and the first time I watched this video It made me cry because I immediately related to the teenager with the guitar. I could tell he was either bullied or picked on. It brought back some memories. I loved your reaction. I know you have helped many others by exposing them to the message in this song. There are so many songs about suicide, and they help with exposure, but there are not many that help people know that there is a way out Thank you again for all you do Amanda. You are a special girl to be able to do what you're doing.
*feeling lonely, searches VidPipe for people listening to Devin Townsend's music to remind him what having people enjoy what he regards the most highly feels like, sees your Suicide Survivor Reacts result, remembers it from two years ago and says "Oh yeah I really liked her! She was nice and that's a good song. I want her to hear more of Devin."*
I love the positive message you give in your videos. You earned my subscription, I didn't give it. To give you some background on Devy, he battled with depression and was on an emotional roller-coaster and self medicating was just making things worse. Devy realized that through positive thinking and meditation he might have a chance at a healthy mind and spirit, he really turned his life around and this song was his message to those suffering in silence with mental illness and thoughts of suicide to let them know they aren't alone. Like he said at the end of the song... remember in the end, death is not where it ends. Peace and Love
I have never heard this before either Amanda and I absolutely loved it. Such a powerful song and the video was perfect for this. Great reaction and words of encouragement and wisdom Amanda, thank you for this
Always here for a bit of Hevy Devy.
You should check out Deadhead live at the Royal Albert hall or Kingdom at EMG TV.
He is an incredible talent.
Good one Amanda Glad to see you really enjoy that part. That made me happy 🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻🤘🏻
" you know the things I need I. On The exact days I need them" your quote echoes for me how I feel today. Your reaction is appreciated. Thanks Amanda. Music is one therapy I use. And after seeking help for myself and talking today. Then coming across your video. Thank you
Proud of you! You're on the right path!
Devin's "Deadhead", the live performance from the Royal Albert Hall. Even if you don't connect with the lyrics, the passion he puts behind singing the song is spellbinding!
Devin has been my favorite musician since I first heard him in 2000. He makes the sounds I was born to hear. He's so much more advanced than any other artist I've ever heard. What a massive talent and cool human being. His podcast he's been doing, breaking down his body of work album by album, has been one of my favorite things ever. So much illumination into his process and such a reveal of what a cool, insightful person he is.
sometimes it feels like yesterday that my bride made the terminal decision you refer to ... but after all these years, it still hurts. The demons DO not go away when one opts out ... they convey to the loved ones left behind.
His song death of music live at Royal Albert Hall would be a good shout the lyrics are pretty deep
Love your takes, loved seeing another person be touched by Dev's song :)
I'm so happy to have found this reaction video and you! I've also dealt with depression and suicidal thoughts in my own life, and Devin is actually a huge part of helping me through those extremely hard times, from his music!
An album of his called Ghost, literally has saved my life, and if I ever get the chance to meet him one day, I just want to tell him that, and give him a hug😄. If you want to hear one of the most beautiful albums I've ever heard, I highly recommend Ghost! Start with a song called Feather ❤️
Beautiful to watch someone dial into Devy instantly.
❤ The 1:50 mark, that expression is beautiful. Tells such a story. You're wonderful, thank you. x
I am SO glad you found Devin
Glad you're doing better. Have a listen to the song Life by Devin Townsend also. It's a about the discovery of the precious gift were given and not wasting it but actually being conscious of the moment you're in.
I'm glad you were able to check this out!
Hope you manage to check out more Devin in the future too, he has an amazing and vast back catalogue
You're a beautiful soul, never stop doing what you do
I love Devin so much, his entire message and story resonates with me. From his early days with Strapping Young Lad, a very angry outlet, overcompensating for a lot of things he felt there was pressure to be as a young man, through his growth as a person, embracing his passion while allowing himself to be proud of what he has, his talents, but also embracing his goofiness and his inner child.
Devin Townsend’s quarantine version of “why” is great. It’s just so happy… It was impossible to decide on that video over his original animated version, so watch both
This isn't Devin's best song, but it's one of my favourites, simply for the way it hit me. I've struggled with depression for the vast majority of my life, I remember being a child and constantly challenged with thoughts of suicide that have never gone away. This song was the first time I've heard addressing suicide and depression in a way that felt so personal and genuine, I still can't listen to it, after hundreds of replays without tearing up and getting goosebumps.
Loved your reaction amanda :) could see you tearing up a little at the end, no shame, fantastic song, this song saved my life tbh, really hope you do more devy, I recommend the song "sky blue" :)
Devin's latest album is all about hope.
It's called Lightwork. I cannot recommend it enough.
Lightworker is easily my favourite on that album but it's all worth listening to (and it's a waltz).
Call of the Void is another great one.
Little tidbit about myself but I was recently diagnosed with what my doctor called "early on set depression" I guess since I'm still relatively young (just turned 26 in October) I think I've known for years I've been depressed...anyways I'm not usually an emotional person but something about this song by Devin Townsend just sent me over the edge. First time I heard it I just started crying...and im not even sure why. Maybe the lyrics combined with the way he sings I guess. This is relatively simple compared to the normal music he writes and plays but the simplicity is so beautiful
Emotional releases are powerful and a sign of healing!
Yay, Glad you got to Devin! He has an incredible story himself and a wide range of musical styles. His song Singularity has gotten me through some dark times and has saved my life on a few occasions. It's a long 20 or so minute journey through all the human emotions, but definitely worth it.
Devin's music in general is an emotional rollercoaster.... every album he has written heavily displays his genuine display of emotion as though wearing his emotions on his sleeve. He has mastered the fine art of perfectly presenting all emotions through his music. Some of his songs are hard to listen to without shedding tears...
Such an important song in my life.... it still makes me well up every time I hear it. I loved your reaction to it... Wonderful thing you are doing here.
Check out the Live performance of this song from Bloodstock 2021.
This song (and the album it came from) helped me out of a very dark place that i was in when the album was released.
I cried when i first listened to this song, because i had never even contemplated loving myself before.
Wonderful reaction! and it was great to see the joy this song gave you. Sprite is another beautiful song of Devin's from the Empath album. I hope you get to check it out some time. it's a beautiful piece
Thank you for your song and video reaction/analysis. This song and video have been very uplifting for me as well. You have a well thought out way of expressing yourself that speaks to me in so many ways. After decades of wrestling with myself and depression, I knew that there had to be a better way because I knew that I was not well and I was getting worse. I approached my family doctor who referred me to a fantastic mental heath team. I'd been seeing many different therapists over the years, but this team has a Psychiatrist and a CBT who helped me clear the way. Learning that I've been dealing with PTSD and complicated grief without even knowing it was enlightening. There's always a better way it seems now, especially when I was growing quite weary from spinning my tires.
I am proud of you for continuing to try and so happy that you found what works for you!
We are strong enough. Do it scared. I'm not strong enough yet to say my own things. But if you say it, it's worth saying. WE ARE STRONG ENOUGH: DO IT SCARED. It is ours.
You said the magic word. YET!
Devin Townsend is amazing. Amazing person, amazing musician, amazing singer. I'm not into "heroes", but if I were to pick someone to say they are my hero, I would pick Dev. He's been very open about his own struggles and his living with bipolar disorder. You should definitely check out some more of his music. Might not be ALL be to your liking, but I would recommend Epicloud, Addicted, and Z2 disk one: Sky Blue to start.
Devin stepped away from making overtly negative music many years ago. Now he just makes music that is true to his feelings, good or bad.
And thusly did Devin gain another fan, as it should be. Take a look at all his 30 or so albums, a gold mine of songs for every emotion. Welcome to the fold Amanda.
I wish I could have shown this song to my mum. I miss her.
Beautiful reaction. Devin has suffered from mental health issues himself and is a survivor. His music means so much to so many people and on tp of that he's a great person. Thanks for giving him a shot. Oh and check out his song why? from the quarantine show if you need a smile. You wont regret it.
Probably my favorite reaction I've seen of this song ❤❤
I couldn't tell from a quick scroll if it's already been mentioned further below
The acoustic version he did for his 2019 tour with his small choir hit so differently, even to the original - Their version they did in Nottingham, UK had the whole choir in tears.
I find at my lowest that listening to Alice In Chains music makes a real connection and makes me feel when I'm struggling to feel anything at all.
I refer to Anthony Jeselnik regarding "thoughts and prayors" :-) they are worthless. Epic song by Devin, he is a beast.
Just found your channel through this vid and have to say, well done on having a space for people to openly talk about their mental health challenges.
This song came out at the perfect time for me, when I was at my lowest after losing my dad. It in no way was a fix for the way I was feeling but it was something I could hang onto for short moments while I went about finding legit ways to pick myself up. Devin is a gem. Kind, compassionate and very humble. Check out "Universal Flame" from his show at the Royal Albert Hall. It's just joyful 👌
Devon has dealt with depression and many other things throughout his career. One of the most unique and creative musicians. Enjoy this vast rabbit hole of Heavy Devy!
If you want another great message from him I recommend "Grace" from the Retinal Circus Concert.
Devin has some interesting songs relating to mental health. Especially on the latest album Empath, where this song is the second track.
But a song that really stands out to me in this regard, is the song "Deadhead", which is about how his wife helped him overcome his drug addiction, Which was no walk in the park. His Royal albert hall performance of this song is very powerful indeed!
Devin's always good times.
Devin Townsend is a Canadian national treasure.
Beautiful reaction, young lady. It’s wonderful to see the healing power of music. Devin does a wonderful job at providing that to us. Perhaps you might look at Seether’s ‘Rise Above This’. It is another powerful song reminding us that life really is worth it and YOU are definitely are worth it, too dear. Best of luck in life and with your channel. 😊
This and NF - Just Like You are absolute mental health songs that make you feel better after. PLEASE react to Just Like You, you won't be disappointed. Also if you really want to hear an aggressive positive song about still being here against what other say check you Hatebreed - Looking Down The Barrel of Today. Both NF (Rapper) and Hatebreed (hardcore metal) base their career on openly talking about mental health and positivity and they, including Devy's catalog, are my go tos for bad days.
If you feel tired, heard Universal Flame. Maybe one of the most possitive Devin's songs.
Thanks for sharing this.
You pretty much just have to listen to Empath in it's entirety at this point if you haven't already! Devin is an amazing and eclectic artist and Empath is probably his most intentional "mental health" album, if you could label it.
Devin Townsend Project - Grace(Retinal Circus)
This pigeon is glad you listened to this song.
His song Stormbending is also very encouraging and emotionally uplifting.
You have opened the door to the Hevy Devy Zone.
Your reaction to Devin was so perfect. I see two reaction to this song. Either the inspiration and energy you displayed, or tears of release. There are so many commenters who state this song save them at "that" time. I suspect Devin would be proud of the impact of this song. Devin does a similar theme in a much heavier song.
"Higher" ruclips.net/video/CxT-NNZMD-k/видео.html Basically it outlines an ongoing struggle. In the middle, the darkness comes out - but there is victory at the end. Both songs hit people. It is a matter of what kind will reach a particular person.
Devin Townsend Project - Stormbending (official video)
I'm glad things have worked out for the best for you.Im still having a hard time ,don't feel like I belong sometimes.But no bad thoughts as much as I use to
It wasn't easy to get here, trust me! It's okay if you're struggling. Just know how much power you have to sway things!
Be well and remember there are more who care than don't.. 😁
I hope one day you will react to more Devin's songs, he really knows how to make you feel better.
In case, I have some suggestions:
Kingdom (for EMGtv)
Storbending (Official video)
Deadhead (Live at Royal Albert Hall)
Grace (The Retinal Circus)
Why? (Quarantine Show)
Genesis (Official video)
A hug and a kiss on the cheek!
Check out Aurora, Through the eyes of a child, live in Nidarosdomen
Thank you I connect
I'm subbing not only because you're doing Devy; but because, well, cool last name! Haha 😎 😉 😏
Edit: I totally would have subbed anyway. This was a great reaction and great take on the actual meaning of the song. Good on ya!
Don´t know if you already know about it but Sully Erna has a really good song called "Under your scars". Would love to see you react to it.
Here is the reaction to Under Your Scars, ruclips.net/video/8OrKvpyCejY/видео.html
Also: Try "Offer Your Light" by Devin :)
You’re awesome Amanda ! Love you 😍 found your channel a few months back, I don’t know if you have reacted to Tool Sober live 1993 yet, if not you should it’s a very great song, it’s emotional, I’m pretty sure you’ll understand the story Maynard is telling.
Subbed! You rock and I (like yourself) get emotional about music and I always try to find the positive in life. I would love you to react to a Christmas song by a mainstream rock band that tends to not get a lot of credit but their only Christmas song is emotional and has a very hopeful and positive message for all. Please consider reacting to We All Need Christmas by Def Leppard.
~~You are an inspiration~~ Merry Christmas!!
I love your genuine emotion.
Have you ever given Apocalyptica a listen? (Chello instrumental band often featuring vocalist from other bands in collaboration).
If you can handle S.O.S -Anything But Love(ft Cristina Scabbia) I'd love to hear your take on it.
Beware -these lyrics may evoke a powerful redaction.
You opened up the Devin Townsend rabbit hole now, next you should look at Deadhead and Kingdom from him, you'll be amazed! He has a crazy good voice! He had an extreme metal band called Strapping Young Lad, their Alien album is amazing, check out his history, it's very interesting!! Much love sent you!
None of those sound like appropriate songs for this particular channel. x> Yes they're impressive, but they lean more suffering than recovering. Strapping Young Lad especially is from when Devin was wildly unhappy and frustrated, and is all about anger.
@@ToweringToska Deadhead is about how toxic he was towards his wife during his heavy drug use and how she stayed by his side, also Kingdom was the same so the songs are very much applicable towards this channel. Also we learn more about recovery from the suffering!
Who stuggling with mental health HASN'T felt wildly unhappy, frustrated and angry?
@@MentalAmanda frustrated,and angry, unable to focus on being happy, not being able to do the things you love to do because of lose of interest, it's a battle,but we put on a brave face, lift our heads up, charge through it with as much courage as possible!
@@jamesm5883 It is definitely a challenge but SO worth it!
God bless you
Where is endi Rossi pz tell me...... She is ok
Very good group...he got alot of albums out....when you get a chance...check ..the amity affliction..like love..I think you going to like this video...
15:52 If you are going through that, but are too scared to open up. You still do not have the courage or motivation, to talk to someone or even seek professional help.
There is an easier way, that helped me immensely. Find someone online. Go anonymous, and open up, share your whole life, story, fears, struggles to someone online, while being comepletely anonymous. You do not even have to unload everythng to one person, but give tid bits to different people. Allow yourself to be completely you, and believe me, you will find at least someone who appreciates you for who you are. And even if you don't or takes time, the process itself will be immensely liberating.
It is best to do it in real life, but doing it online will be an starting point. You might feel like you are not worth it, but if you search, you will find people that think that you are indeed worth it. Value can be very subjective, the people that surround you might not appreciate you, but there is people that will, you just have to find them.
You're 100% correct. That is why I started this community. If someone just needs to unload their story and feel heard and validated and safe, I'm happy to hold space for them.
@@MentalAmanda You are such a great person Amanda! I wish there were more people like you.
I wish I was able to be that kind of person, and while I am quite empathetic, it is extremely taxing to me. Because I absorb other people's emotions and keep them with me. So I learnt I have to put boundaries, because helping someone could ruin my entire day. And making it daily, was just too much.
But I do admire people that are willing and able to help others, such as yourself. I am very glad you are still with us, and made this channel. You are a ray of light, for those that have gotten used to the darkness.
On the concept of self reflection and discovery I would be very interested in your back-to-back reactions to Stieve Ray Vaughan’s Life by the Drop ( ruclips.net/video/uJCOlmLxLeg/видео.html ) and Doyle Bramhall’s version of the same song. ( ruclips.net/video/G48A-k3_Yl4/видео.html )
And a story of hope. Barstool Warrior by Dream Theater ( ruclips.net/video/RHRjMZkOCUc/видео.html ) You may need to bring up the lyrics.
Have you heard Focus - Hocus Pocus yet ;)