@@Vulpine.-YT I used to have a bf and he was really mentally ill and he tried killing himself a lot of times, everytime I would help him or at least try, he told me awhile ago that I was the only thing keeping him alive, I couldn’t stop crying and I still can’t- I miss him and I don’t know if he is at a mental hospital right now or he is dead.
@@Vulpine.-YTsame, I want to help but idk how, she’s already going through enought since she got help from the school counselor and she can’t her parents for however long
@@jamiliareyes4679 I managed to talk to her more about it just let her open up to you. Something that really helped her was when I made her a long list of people who care for her it helped realized if she died we would miss her and do really love her
i kin this sound, my brother died from cancer, before he was dead, we always fight about his nintendo 64, but a past few months he was diagnosed with cancer. A day before he gave up surviving he whispered to me that if he dies and give up i can have his Nintendo. After 7 years i still have the nintendo. He was only 15 🕊️.
I’m so sorry for your lost. I also lost a close family member to cancer, and I know seeing them lose the battle can tare someone apart. again I’m sorry for your lost, and I hope things are going good with you. have a good day or night🤍
My brain hurts because both me and my brother are incredibly suicidal and one time he told me he was going to commit suicide in the next two years. It’s been three years since then and he’s still alive. I’m so, so, so grateful. But now I’m feeling really suicidal and I don’t know who to talk to ♥️ This song helps me a lot with sorting through my feelings
Hey hey... you got this! although I may be a stranger probably someone from the other side of the world and I don't know what your going through now I want to tell you. you got this! you can get through this it may hurt a lot but your strong! you may feel weak but you got this! you can ask for God help.. you can talk to him if you'll like he's a therapist but someone who will never tell anyone you can tell him all of your problems all your pains he will listen I swear even if you don't feel like he's there or he's not listening to you at all you may ask why he allowed these things to happening to you. He did it to bring you close to him bad things happen on earth whether you like it or not life is hard it was never easy in the first place if you feel weak and tired to move. Ask for his strength ask for him to help you up . These suicidal thoughts are the play of the devil he will try to bring you to Hell he will do his best to bring you down to the depths of hell which is why I ask you to pray to God he will help you get rid of these thoughts he will help you and your brother❤ You may not believe in Him but he's your only shot (I think) here pray to him whisper his name Jesus.. and tell him all your problems ask for forgiveness keep on doing it everyday its ok if you don't feel like praying sometimes it but try to pray frequently I'm sure he will protect you and your brother he will help you get through all of the problems of life so please don't kill yourself or it will be too late to save your soul.. God loves you so much you don't even know how much he will do for you his heart breaks every time a child of his turns to sin or commits suicide you might ask "Am I really his child?" YOU ARE! which is why he tries so HARD for you to come back to him to not let you fall into sin please just do what I ask you I promise you will never regret it❤ and I swear on my word! good luck to you stranger❤🩹 MAY GOD PROTECT AND BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!❤🔥
Hi I know that ur comment is from 10 months ago I hope you're doing better. And it's okk your not alone you might nor know but there's always atleast 1 person that understands what your going through 💗💗
This song made me burst out in tears, I just got into a huge fight with my little sister over something stupid. When I stormed to my room I listened to this song with headphones max volume I started crying, it reminds me of how I still love her but it just feels like she hates me and because I think that I’m mean to her. I feel so bad now and I know she won’t accept my apology..
Hey hey.. its okay you got this! even if im a stranger but people love you think about you can get along when you apologise to her. Come on built the confidence to apologise to her after all you two are siblings. my brother died because of suicide because of a fight we had and i keep blaming my self all night long i miss him so much and i wish i apologised to him sooner but it was to late now i feel suicidal i was about killing myself to but i realised that my brother wouldn't want that and i still hate myself till this day and i dont want anyone making the same mistake i did so please apologise -Dannis
@@ramonyanyanoh my goddess I’m so sorry, you have no idea how happy this comment made me, this is the most support I’ve gotten in months! Your the best
i read thru every single one of these comments (and likes them all) but I'm in tears. People including me are going thru a lot of shit, but this song ..is so comforting. i hope you do better and thank you for making this video creator.
this song has been so comforting for me for some reason, especially since my thoughts haven't been nice recently. thank you for making an hour version, i kind of needed this lmao
It’s raining outside. I’m sad and bored. I put my earbuds in then go on RUclips and search up Nintendo 64. I listened to this while staring at the ceiling, laying on my mattress on the floor. So relaxing.
i usually pent up my emotions, so when i listen to this all the stored up tears and anger just come up and i'm just sitting here, crying while rethinking my life. also, the suicide part just makes me go back to how many times i've thought like this. i hope all of you are ok and not like me. (if you ever need help, don't be afraid to ask)
I'm sorry things are going rough with your brother. I hope you're doing okay tho. I'm sorry you and your brother are going through a depressing time. that can be a lot for a little sibling I know it hurts seeing your older sibling in pain but I want you to know that they get better in the end believe me. but besides that, I hope everything works well in the end for you and your family. I really hope you are doing okay though. I hope everything gets better for you tho. stay safe♡
This song is relatable for some reasons and I don’t know why, yesterday I cried and I mean I CRIED for hours, I ended up asking my friend if she would care if I just disappeared and she said “yeah I wouldn’t ever forget you and I would cry for a long time” that made me happier, but just a couple minutes ago my step mom showed me a picture of my bully as a baby, that sh!t wasn’t funny. Then when I asked my dad where a cleaning product was he said “have you never cleaned before!?” And I get that some people will say that I’m being dramatic but I’m really sensitive and no one seems to understand. I can’t stop think about my ex best friend and the fact now he’s my bully, it makes me want to cry so bad. Anyways enough ranting that’s just how my life has been lately, this song is amazing.
hey you are definitely not too sensitive. I am also really sensitive so don't say sorry for it. It is okay to cry about things that hurt you. I also cry and feel shit about the most stupid things, you could call me overdramatic, oversensitive. So i can understand you. And rant as much as you want and don't feel bad for it. Let everything out no matter how dramatic it may sound
I don't know when you will leave or if you have already left, but I'm sorry for whatever may have happened to you to make this choice. I hope you were able to enjoy the things you appreciated doing before leaving. Rest well and may you have a better life in your next
For some of us. The world is a stage. We don’t tell the truth. No, we put up a facade and pretend everything is fine. I haven’t lost a single person I was close too (I did, they just didn’t die.) but somehow it feels like I’ve lost everyone and everything. I don’t understand anybody. And I have the feeling many people relate. Tell me your story. I have time :) “But don’t worry, things will get better” Yeah.. as if.. they won’t. They never will. They never have why should they now- why should they? Why? Everything’s going down. I wish to go down too. I almost passed out today. That’s fun. It’s getting worse. I’m on edge. (I don’t do anything to my body, well except for not eating enough but that doesn’t matter. This is about you people not about me!)
Both of my friends are suicidal and one of then mainly sh and I am so tired and I just keep comforting myself and I don't sleep well. School is being a asshole and keep blaming our year group about everything. AO3 keeps me alive and my friends. My topics on fan fiction is either experienced or someone near experienced it. Sry about the rant just needed to get it off.
I don’t know you. But I hope you’re doing better. I hope you know that you should always vent when you need to and you shouldn’t apologize for it. When you need to, vent to this comment. I’ll always respond
The brother line makes me tear up. I’m the eldest, and j feel so guilty my siblings see me struggle. I was in psych twice over the last two months for suicide attempts and I genuinely almost died the second time (icu for 4 days, life support)
Yo im so sorry for your lost I hope your doing okay tho shi can be rough but i hope it’s gonna get better i hope your friend is in a better place it takes a lot of guts to still be here after that. Thanks for hanging on man❤️ hope shi gets better for you tho.
fighting the urge to call that silly little 988 number that youtube is telling me to- but I can't because my parents would be more than just concerned- so I guess I'm staying quiet :D
A few years back I was going through some tough shit, I was thirteen and being horribly bullied, I couldn’t take it anymore, so, stupidly I tied a dressing gown cord around my neck and attempted to end my life, my brother and sister unfortunately saw this and immediately started crying and screaming for me to stop, I have never felt so fucking guilty in my life, ever. Luckily, I’m better now, but the “my brother told me he was going to kill himself tonight” really makes me wonder what would have happened to me if my siblings hasn’t had stopped me.
This song truly hits hard… I feel so numb, and nobody will listen. I feel as if I’m slowly going insane. I feel like I’m not even there sometimes. I act like everything’s ok, and that I’m not afraid even though I legit had a painic attack. I’m scared about my surgery even thought it’s not that bad. I’m always hurt, ether in a boot, cast, or even once a neck brace. Things are getting bad for no reason and ig I just feel alone in the world most of the time. I’m so tired
TRIGGER WARNING My best friend actually told me that she was going to k!// herself, but luckily, she didn't successfully do it. She just got discharged, and I look to this apng for comfort:)
my girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore and I wish I didn't care but I thought she was rly cool so I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink she said "Next time use the toilet" then she offered me a drink
I remixed the “brother” part to “boyfriend” “brother” “best friend” anything. As a trans kid living in Georgia, I don’t feel safe. I’m scared. My gf is scared for me. My parents (who don’t support) will kill me. Might as well kill myself then. Just anyone in my place, keep going. You have so much to live for
Hey. Fellow trans kid of the USA here. I know it’s hard and I know you have no clue who I am, but if you’re still here… stay here for me and all of the other trans kids. We don’t have many brothers or sisters and we’re quickly dwindling but if you’re still here… stay here please so that I know there’s another trans kid who lives in Georgia. (I only live in Georgia every other Christmas and this isn’t the Christmas I go temporarily live with my homophobic dad but next Christmas)
I’m scared to tell anything to my parents. They get mad at me for things my siblings do and they call me lazy when I worked harder than almost anyone. I am scared if my parents find out if I’m doing anything bad. One thing, if she finds out I’m doing it I’m going to be grounded for so long. I just can’t imagine what she’ll do if I say I’m cutting myself. She’ll freak out. I’ve been cutting my hand for the past 10 minutes. I don’t want to ask for therapy because she’s gonna ask “why” and there will be no reason. I don’t want anything like that to happen to me. I just want to end it.
Ive been crying all night to this song, the brother line hit a little too hard.
no way dazai? and same my friend is suicidal and it took all my power to stop her from just 1 attempt I dont know how to help her.
@@Vulpine.-YT I used to have a bf and he was really mentally ill and he tried killing himself a lot of times, everytime I would help him or at least try, he told me awhile ago that I was the only thing keeping him alive, I couldn’t stop crying and I still can’t- I miss him and I don’t know if he is at a mental hospital right now or he is dead.
@@Vulpine.-YTsame, I want to help but idk how, she’s already going through enought since she got help from the school counselor and she can’t her parents for however long
@@jamiliareyes4679 I managed to talk to her more about it just let her open up to you. Something that really helped her was when I made her a long list of people who care for her it helped realized if she died we would miss her and do really love her
real.
i kin this sound, my brother died from cancer, before he was dead, we always fight about his nintendo 64, but a past few months he was diagnosed with cancer. A day before he gave up surviving he whispered to me that if he dies and give up i can have his Nintendo. After 7 years i still have the nintendo. He was only 15 🕊️.
I’m so sorry for your lost. I also lost a close family member to cancer, and I know seeing them lose the battle can tare someone apart. again I’m sorry for your lost, and I hope things are going good with you. have a good day or night🤍
My brain hurts because both me and my brother are incredibly suicidal and one time he told me he was going to commit suicide in the next two years. It’s been three years since then and he’s still alive. I’m so, so, so grateful. But now I’m feeling really suicidal and I don’t know who to talk to ♥️
This song helps me a lot with sorting through my feelings
Hey hey... you got this! although I may be a stranger probably someone from the other side of the world and I don't know what your going through now I want to tell you.
you got this! you can get through this it may hurt a lot but your strong! you may feel weak but you got this! you can ask for God help.. you can talk to him if you'll like he's a therapist but someone who will never tell anyone you can tell him all of your problems all your pains he will listen I swear even if you don't feel like he's there or he's not listening to you at all
you may ask why he allowed these things to happening to you. He did it to bring you close to him bad things happen on earth whether you like it or not life is hard it was never easy in the first place if you feel weak and tired to move. Ask for his strength ask for him to help you up .
These suicidal thoughts are the play of the devil he will try to bring you to Hell he will do his best to bring you down to the depths of hell which is why I ask you to pray to God he will help you get rid of these thoughts he will help you and your brother❤
You may not believe in Him but he's your only shot (I think)
here pray to him whisper his name Jesus.. and tell him all your problems ask for forgiveness keep on doing it everyday its ok if you don't feel like praying sometimes it but try to pray frequently I'm sure he will protect you and your brother he will help you get through all of the problems of life
so please don't kill yourself or it will be too late to save your soul..
God loves you so much you don't even know how much he will do for you his heart breaks every time a child of his turns to sin or commits suicide
you might ask "Am I really his child?" YOU ARE! which is why he tries so HARD for you to come back to him to not let you fall into sin please just do what I ask you I promise you will never regret it❤ and I swear on my word!
good luck to you stranger❤🩹 MAY GOD PROTECT AND BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!!!❤🔥
Hi I know that ur comment is from 10 months ago I hope you're doing better. And it's okk your not alone you might nor know but there's always atleast 1 person that understands what your going through 💗💗
This song made me burst out in tears, I just got into a huge fight with my little sister over something stupid. When I stormed to my room I listened to this song with headphones max volume I started crying, it reminds me of how I still love her but it just feels like she hates me and because I think that I’m mean to her. I feel so bad now and I know she won’t accept my apology..
Hey hey.. its okay you got this! even if im a stranger but people love you think about you can get along when you apologise to her. Come on built the confidence to apologise to her after all you two are siblings. my brother died because of suicide because of a fight we had and i keep blaming my self all night long i miss him so much and i wish i apologised to him sooner but it was to late now i feel suicidal i was about killing myself to but i realised that my brother wouldn't want that and i still hate myself till this day and i dont want anyone making the same mistake i did so please apologise
-Dannis
@@ramonyanyanoh my goddess I’m so sorry, you have no idea how happy this comment made me, this is the most support I’ve gotten in months! Your the best
i read thru every single one of these comments (and likes them all) but I'm in tears. People including me are going thru a lot of shit, but this song ..is so comforting. i hope you do better and thank you for making this video creator.
this song has been so comforting for me for some reason, especially since my thoughts haven't been nice recently. thank you for making an hour version, i kind of needed this lmao
This song hits so close to home and I’ve literally been using it to fall asleep for like a week straight at this point
It’s raining outside. I’m sad and bored. I put my earbuds in then go on RUclips and search up Nintendo 64. I listened to this while staring at the ceiling, laying on my mattress on the floor. So relaxing.
Bro same except I’m laying in my bed rn but I love this song it makes everything feel so relaxing and free
this is my comfort song for some reason..
I hope everyone in this comment section finds peace and love someday, and may true solace find them. My thoughts are always with you, everyone.
This slaps hard when youve been starving yourself and just woke up after an attempt questioning why your still alive and if anybody cares
Listen man don’t do it people care I know I don’t know you but don’t do it man you are a cool guy
@@ElliottMayo-yr4cr ty, I've been doing way better
The fact that this song perfectly describes me and my siblings hits hard ngl
Listening to this while stuck at a playground while it's downpouring
this is calming but it breaks my heart
i usually pent up my emotions, so when i listen to this all the stored up tears and anger just come up and i'm just sitting here, crying while rethinking my life. also, the suicide part just makes me go back to how many times i've thought like this. i hope all of you are ok and not like me. (if you ever need help, don't be afraid to ask)
thank you so much for making this i needed a 1 hour version SO BAD thank you so so so much
this song really does hit hard, somtimes i feel like the brother.
This song hits so close to home omll
if i have to be honest, when it said “his breath smelt like whiskey” i thought it was “his breath smelled like p-ssy” . IM WHEEZING
Glad I am not the only one 😭😭😭
SAME😊
Same.
I’ve been crying to this song every night since my older brother has gone to the mental hospital
I'm sorry things are going rough with your brother. I hope you're doing okay tho. I'm sorry you and your brother are going through a depressing time. that can be a lot for a little sibling I know it hurts seeing your older sibling in pain but I want you to know that they get better in the end believe me. but besides that, I hope everything works well in the end for you and your family. I really hope you are doing okay though. I hope everything gets better for you tho. stay safe♡
this is the saddest song i've heard
I've been listening to this for days. I fucking love it so much even though I cry every time I listen to it. ❤
This song makes alot of ppl cry including me..so...FREE HUGSS!!!
Ty I really needed that lol
@@Bdrinksperfume. yw, love
Ty I needed that alot
❤
@@tamarabender6665 you're welcome, I hope u feel better
It's kinda funny how much I relate to this song
I've cried all night, and this made me feel better. Tysm
Honestly this song is such a comfort to me :)
me too :D
This song is relatable for some reasons and I don’t know why, yesterday I cried and I mean I CRIED for hours, I ended up asking my friend if she would care if I just disappeared and she said “yeah I wouldn’t ever forget you and I would cry for a long time” that made me happier, but just a couple minutes ago my step mom showed me a picture of my bully as a baby, that sh!t wasn’t funny. Then when I asked my dad where a cleaning product was he said “have you never cleaned before!?” And I get that some people will say that I’m being dramatic but I’m really sensitive and no one seems to understand. I can’t stop think about my ex best friend and the fact now he’s my bully, it makes me want to cry so bad. Anyways enough ranting that’s just how my life has been lately, this song is amazing.
hey you are definitely not too sensitive. I am also really sensitive so don't say sorry for it. It is okay to cry about things that hurt you. I also cry and feel shit about the most stupid things, you could call me overdramatic, oversensitive. So i can understand you. And rant as much as you want and don't feel bad for it. Let everything out no matter how dramatic it may sound
i fall asleep listening to this ngl
Same
Same
trying to do that rn lmao ☆
IKR ITS SO CALMING-
Me too
You know it’s getting worse if you’ve memorized the whole song because of the amount of times you’ve listened to it…
The old man on the street, brother, and the dog lyrics were so sad I cried every time this replayed
I'm balling my eyes out listening to this.😭🙏
This hits hard to me, I love this song.❤
I decided, this will be the song I go out to. Ill leave when my parents arent home. Goodbye 😊 (it’s better this way lol)
I don't know when you will leave or if you have already left, but I'm sorry for whatever may have happened to you to make this choice. I hope you were able to enjoy the things you appreciated doing before leaving. Rest well and may you have a better life in your next
This is actually so upsetting man
I love this song❤
these days im tryna stay sane.
shut up
@@T1D3don't say that to someone lol it kinda mean
Yeah. Sanity is low
This is in my playlist of when my brother tells me he's gonna kill himself. Haha...
The best song to read solitaire and radio silence with
idk what this makes me cry sm..
Listening while preparing my note
For some of us. The world is a stage. We don’t tell the truth. No, we put up a facade and pretend everything is fine.
I haven’t lost a single person I was close too (I did, they just didn’t die.) but somehow it feels like I’ve lost everyone and everything. I don’t understand anybody. And I have the feeling many people relate. Tell me your story. I have time :)
“But don’t worry, things will get better”
Yeah.. as if.. they won’t. They never will. They never have why should they now- why should they? Why? Everything’s going down. I wish to go down too. I almost passed out today. That’s fun. It’s getting worse. I’m on edge. (I don’t do anything to my body, well except for not eating enough but that doesn’t matter. This is about you people not about me!)
I remember my saddest obsession my friends the whole month I was in tpnl that time
What's tpnl?
Both of my friends are suicidal and one of then mainly sh and I am so tired and I just keep comforting myself and I don't sleep well. School is being a asshole and keep blaming our year group about everything. AO3 keeps me alive and my friends. My topics on fan fiction is either experienced or someone near experienced it. Sry about the rant just needed to get it off.
I don’t know you. But I hope you’re doing better. I hope you know that you should always vent when you need to and you shouldn’t apologize for it. When you need to, vent to this comment. I’ll always respond
THANK YOUUU (new sub :3)
I relate to the brother one. (My brother is okay now he got the help he needed)
Being drained mentally every day from my family.
i love you sm for this
my condolences to everyones family members🙏 reading the comments made me cry
the beat is very nice but the lyrics makes it dark... i'm very sorry for people who have been going through this i hope you get better!
I just had the strangest experience
This song is so me
"my girlfriend said she doesn"t love me anymore" hits different when she actually doesn't
The brother line makes me tear up. I’m the eldest, and j feel so guilty my siblings see me struggle. I was in psych twice over the last two months for suicide attempts and I genuinely almost died the second time (icu for 4 days, life support)
MY BROTHER TOLD ME THAT HE WAS GOING TO KHS WITH A SHINY KITCHEN KNIFE
"your not alone" says 988 warning YES I AM ⁉️⁉️
where did it all go wrong ‼️‼️🤣🤣😂
song makes me sad bc my friend who was like a brother killed himself with prozac and gave me his nintendo entertainment system
Yo im so sorry for your lost I hope your doing okay tho shi can be rough but i hope it’s gonna get better i hope your friend is in a better place it takes a lot of guts to still be here after that. Thanks for hanging on man❤️ hope shi gets better for you tho.
@@zukan- ty i have, i still griefing ofcoruse it happened abiut 2 years ago? im still running storng if i sad i just play the enternimant systehm lol
fighting the urge to call that silly little 988 number that youtube is telling me to- but I can't because my parents would be more than just concerned- so I guess I'm staying quiet :D
A few years back I was going through some tough shit, I was thirteen and being horribly bullied, I couldn’t take it anymore, so, stupidly I tied a dressing gown cord around my neck and attempted to end my life, my brother and sister unfortunately saw this and immediately started crying and screaming for me to stop, I have never felt so fucking guilty in my life, ever. Luckily, I’m better now, but the “my brother told me he was going to kill himself tonight” really makes me wonder what would have happened to me if my siblings hasn’t had stopped me.
idk y but this song is so good even though I rlly can’t relate to it
I'm trying so hard to let my siblings not live this song.
The fact my brother killed himself and gave me his switch lite..
im sorry for your loss bro. i hope your brother is in a better place and I wish nothing but the best. stay strong man🤍
I'm so so sorry
This song truly hits hard… I feel so numb, and nobody will listen. I feel as if I’m slowly going insane. I feel like I’m not even there sometimes. I act like everything’s ok, and that I’m not afraid even though I legit had a painic attack. I’m scared about my surgery even thought it’s not that bad. I’m always hurt, ether in a boot, cast, or even once a neck brace. Things are getting bad for no reason and ig I just feel alone in the world most of the time. I’m so tired
is everyone here for the my brother told me that hes gonna kill himself tonight part too?
For the people looking here’s the first brother part: 0:51
TRIGGER WARNING
My best friend actually told me that she was going to k!// herself, but luckily, she didn't successfully do it. She just got discharged, and I look to this apng for comfort:)
listening to this in a walmart parking lot
Thank you!
THESE COMMENTS BREAK MY HEART
I used to be this brother
i love it
2:01:23
This song helps not think
Who else listens to the while doing sh? Just me okay… watched the whole thing tho…
I will end my life to this song T.O.M
my girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore and I wish I didn't care but I thought she was rly cool so I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink she said "Next time use the toilet" then she offered me a drink
0:47
I remixed the “brother” part to “boyfriend” “brother” “best friend” anything. As a trans kid living in Georgia, I don’t feel safe. I’m scared. My gf is scared for me. My parents (who don’t support) will kill me. Might as well kill myself then. Just anyone in my place, keep going. You have so much to live for
Hey. Fellow trans kid of the USA here. I know it’s hard and I know you have no clue who I am, but if you’re still here… stay here for me and all of the other trans kids. We don’t have many brothers or sisters and we’re quickly dwindling but if you’re still here… stay here please so that I know there’s another trans kid who lives in Georgia. (I only live in Georgia every other Christmas and this isn’t the Christmas I go temporarily live with my homophobic dad but next Christmas)
@@Nova_Arrow296this made me cry 😭
Alex g affect
Me coded song
This video has a content warning 😭
I’m scared to tell anything to my parents. They get mad at me for things my siblings do and they call me lazy when I worked harder than almost anyone. I am scared if my parents find out if I’m doing anything bad. One thing, if she finds out I’m doing it I’m going to be grounded for so long. I just can’t imagine what she’ll do if I say I’m cutting myself. She’ll freak out. I’ve been cutting my hand for the past 10 minutes. I don’t want to ask for therapy because she’s gonna ask “why” and there will be no reason. I don’t want anything like that to happen to me. I just want to end it.
ruclips.net/video/wO1fUhKhrFw/видео.html i hea this beat ike my mother told me that she dosent love me any more
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0:50