Important!!! Please read. ⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥ I know we're all going through a hard time lately and we need to be there for each other. I have a friend who just had surgery and needs help with the cost of that. So I'm just gonna say pretty pretty pretty please help her out. She's a great artist and very dedicated to her art and deserves to live a happy life. You can check out her youtube channel here: ruclips.net/channel/UCvHo0aIBFxnKNvXysavTDfg She has a gofundme page [www.gofundme.com/3vmsqog] and I'm sure if most people who saw this video donated just $1 we'd do great things and take away at least some of her worries. Additionally I am going to donate this month's earnings, privately, because gofundme doesn't do paypal??? That son of a bitch. So yeah. Thanks for reading and thanks in advance for all your help and support. ⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥⛥
Aw Dory :( Our money comes in Tuesday so we will for sure jump right on that. I had no idea that was happening, she's such a beautiful person inside and out.
Aww, I'm sorry I can't. I would if I could, but I just don't have money yet. I'm still schooling. All I could do is send her my du'as, which is my prayers. So may your friend be granted the most beautiful of patience to endure the hardships in her life, that she may be guided towards what's right in every path she sees. May she be always happy and live with full content in her heart. Ameen. I know I don't know how she's been through, but I hope she'll make it through. If you don't mind me sharing, us muslims have a particular saying that goes like "Allah doesn't burden a soul beyond that it can bear". And that keeps me going. Anyways, I hope she gets better soon.. :)
The most important thing is to be there for your friend. I have a stage 3 cancer which is slowly vanishing and doctors do not know why I don't have a lot of friends, but the were there for me, during the hardest time of my life, even when I lost hope I know money is important but remember that the love you give her is priceless
Hey. I got quite a few messages from you guys asking if I'm ok cause of the things I said in this video. Glad to hear my emotions were as impactful as I intended for them to be. Yeah I am going through a really hard time but aren't we all. The things I talk about in my videos are a mix of things I need to hear and things I want to say to my friends. I don't have a script for any but one of my videos so I improvise and usually I create them with one or more people that I know in mind. A lot of people are hurting in the same way I am. If there's anything I want to share it's that you're not alone. We can't do shit about the suffering we experience but it's fairly easy to fix the "alone" part. Rather than worrying about me, let this be a cathartic outlet and the exalted form of something painful yet inevitable. //Ally
death can be merciful...there is always something worse and I do not advise looking for it....you look for the worst and it will find you..... I'm gonna stand with the lass here and offer and ear or advice if anyone needs it were all here for each other so don't go it alone have some one to watch your 6' I guess....well y'all have a night/day that's good for the soul
Anyone that has experienced trauma, or are living with the fallout from trauma should be ushered to this channel immediately. Bravo for creating a wonderfully safe space for the "broken" souls ❤️
@@salty_armorer4027 I have watched decent amount of videos from her and some other. I still hate the world, you and rest of the people. I could probably kill you without a second thought. This videos ain't really helping someone such as me, but why I keep on watching this kind of videos, is that I wish it did help
@@salty_armorer4027 Well that's the thing, it's a self-perpetuating and quite paradoxical issue. People who aren't cared for grow weary, lonely, bitter and cynical. Weary, lonely, bitter and cynical people don't care about others nor have the energy to care for people they might even like. Most people live in cities of thousands to millions, but these city folks are suffering from loneliness and isolation more than country folks per capita. We are _technically_ more connected to other people than ever thanks to the internet but it's actually a major compounding issue in self-isolating lifestyles.
And here i am yet again, i can't even count how many times has this specific video helped me in the times of heavy depressions, anxiety or when i felt completly worthless... I don't think i can thank you enough for all this.
this is actually a surprisingly good ASMR to listen to in the background while writing an essay. it's just soft enough not to distract, the music is great background noise as well, and when you do accidentally get distracted and listen to the words, it lifts the depressing stress of being way behind schedule in your writing
Christ lead me to this video here tonight and I just wanted to say thank you for being such a beautiful and compassionate soul. I felt love this entire time!
29:23 I dont know why but I got chills that just went into my soul from those words "your not less than anybody else.... Nobody is less than anybody else-"
You are a severely under-rated asmrtist. This video was masterfully crafted -- the words you speak are so believable because of the immense emotion that you convey.
I'm not a sad person. I'm not depressed and have not had it rough at all ever. Life has treated me good. And yet, I can feel the melancholy and the peace in this video. You managed to convey so much feeling without being so explicit about everything. The degree of existensialism you present is incredible, I am legitimately impressed. You've earned my sub. This is art, that's what art is.
I felt this. It hit so deeply. I feel that you're doing much more than a simple ASMR video, whether you know it or not. I feel you channeling something deeper, kinder; almost as if you're speaking healing into my mind. You're gifted. There's much, much more to what you do than simple tingles, and a pretty face. What you speak here is riddled with valid truths that I believe many of us struggle with. The energy you're projecting takes the edge away. It quiets my rampaging mind. It helps me shut everything off for a bit, and simply sit in the dark while I feel, without consequence or judgment. Thank you for what you do for us. It helps more than you can imagine. More than we realize, we need this. We need more like you. We need you.
This was just the pick-me-up I needed. Thank you ever so much for sharing your energy, your strength and your insights, with the rest of the world. Thank you.
This is absolutely beautiful. So many people lack a sense of belonging, and yet within the moments of this video are woven thick patterns of warmth, security, and even belonging. It's just.. It's the kind of thing that makes your tears sting less. Lonely nights don't hold the same kind of cold despair when you have such soothing words. The world doesn't seem so bad when your heart hasn't let go. Great content
When I first came across this video, I was in middle school about to start freshman year and struggling with family issues, loneliness and suicidal thoughts. It was around the middle of the night when it got to the part where she said that all I needed was a hug, and I broke down silently sobbing, because of just how true that was. Now I’m about to start junior year and I’m in a much better headspace and videos like this are a big reason for that. And for this reason I deeply thank you with all my heart
This video spoke to my soul... It's soothed my heart and made me cry, in a good way. You know, when you cry all your pent-up emotions? Like that. It was so soothing, and it's made me realize that I need to be true to myself. Thank you [Esc] reality... So much...
I got so emotional from this because how right you were about my life, I wanted to say thank you because ive been going through depression ,anxiety and heart break all at once, my girlfriend recently left me because she couldn't handle the arguments and we spent to much time together, my anxiety was controlling the relationship :( ive got hope i can get back in the future when things have gotten better because i will never love someone as much as i loved her, i feel you've opened my eyes up to reality thank you.
I discovered this video maybe 6 months ago now, watched the channel for a while but stayed away from the spiritual stuff. I was maybe at my lowest point, depressed, bad grades, more drunk than sober and on the brink of losing myself. Looked for a video and found this one because it seemed nice, it was the first time I stayed awake for an entire asmr video. It got me thinking about my life, made me decide I wanted to change. So I did, not physical I'd been going to the gym for a while, but mentally. I got in a relationship a month later, something that I never thought I could have again after being crushed in the previous one. I made new friends, people who have my back instead of putting a knife in it. I strongly believe it's this video that made me change my life for the better. You can too, those who even slightly relate to this anecdote know you´re not alone. There will always be people that´ll have your back even though thay may not know that yet. People have gotten out of the pit before you and many will after you, it´s not impossible you can do it. I´m rooting for you
Ok, so Esc reminds of a good friend I used to know, and just having her hug me and assure just made me feel so good inside like that friend was back and knew just how to help me. Thank you for this. Thank you so much.
I want to get out of this darkness. Something is calling me, and I've had glimpses of life where I can sense the beauty of life, have energy and motivation to go out, and be able to truly be myself and not hide from everything. Then it fades out, and I'm in the middle of a void again. It's been years, way too many years. I can relate to what you are saying, and you do understand so much.. Thank you.
I watch a lot of asmr, but somehow I always come back at this video as yours are the only ones that succeed to soothe me when I feel too stressed. Thank you a lot
You honestly probably saved my life with this video a few years ago. I was going through so much and just wanted to end it..and then I found your channel, and this video in particular really broke through the shell I'd built up. I keep coming back to it to heal my soul and remind myself that my flaws are okay, and that I'm not alone. You've been a friend to me through these videos and I thank you for every second you've put into them. I'm doing all that I can to pay it forward now for those that need it. I'm glad you've been able to find your person and be with them, you honestly deserve it. Blessed be my witchy friend.
The music you choose for the background matches up really well. It almost sounds like a save room in a horror game.... It's easy more relaxing than it sounds. At least to me.... Lol
Why do I feel like you are talking directly to me and my soul, I have never watched a ASMR video that made me really think and actually made me cry legit tears.
As silly as I find it, I sometimes wish I knew anyone who gave half of enough of a damn to do something like this for me. I suppose that's why I'm here - and why many others are... What a sad, pathetic and lonely place this world of ours can be. I shut everything out and intimidate anyone who crosses me, and at the end of the day that leaves me in solitary peace, for better or worse - no one to hurt or irritate me, but no one to care either. That's enough late-night pocket-philosophy for now.
I watched this video years ago numerous times and I remember crying from it. I am here again today because I lost it and have recently rediscovered it. Thank you for existing
I didn't know a majority of the items she used until she described them but when I saw sage I knew I came to the right place. Edit: I was at the exact point when she pulled out the sage when I made the original part of this comment, I'm now at 26:57 and have just about collapsed in tears from how perfectly she's been describing the situation I'm in.
I've come back to this video so many times. I've fallen asleep to this video so many times. The night is dark indeed, but you make it a little brighter
This is pretty intense. You convey everything with so much sincerity and emotion. And everything you say, someone can relate to in one form or another. It's not scripted and terribly acted like most videos like this. On top of all that, your voice is very soothing and you're very beautiful. This is wonderful. Thank you for uploading this. 🌹
Ohmygoodness. You said and reiterated the most perfect things so many times. Thank you so so so super duper much for all of the positivity and healing you spread throughout the world. 💙💙
Ik this video is 3 years old but this video made me cry I’ve been going through so much in my life and just hearing someone say I matter even a complete stranger It’s needed thank you
I'm so grateful for your gifts Ally! Not only do you make me feel better, but you're also teaching me how to make myself feel better in less than ideal situations by seeing things differently.
This is one of the best ASMR's I've ever seen in my life. I love everything about this video. I love your hair, your vioce, the music in the background, the way you talk, ... Keep it up!
[Esc] reality , oh my freaking god i saw comments of "oh this melted my heart" and believe me i thought 'how are you getting emotional over a video' but then you started hugging and i...i don't know its just usually when people hug me it is forced or i start it so when you randomly hug me (even through video) i just want a real hug and i want it now and i want someone to love me not out of pity but out of pure love not pity
Also i have certain things i bottle up including anger strength and sadness and ive been slowly letting them out and keeping the lids off and well you melted away the lid on my most feared emotion, sadness and now I'm sitting in bed at 12:30 am and I'm crying my ass off i don't know wether to yell or accept it the only thing is if i accept it i don't know if ill bottle it up or keep it free
This actually made me tear up. This was a genuine beautiful experience. You are truly one of the universe's angels. I could feel that you really cared about each and every person watching. Again this experience was amazing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. ♥
How did you know my parents were never satified? My mom wanted me to play the cello, and my dad wanted me to be a doctor. All I wanted to be was... WAS SOMEONE WHO COULD DIE HAPPY! So thank you, I'll always remember you😭✌️
I've been having a real hard time lately and you got everything spot on in this video of how I'm feeling. Thank you, this has helped me a lot and I'll be forever grateful. You are a wonderful human being.
This video always manages to find it's way into my feed when I need it most..when the words you say are the most true to my circumstances, when I need to hear it most...thank you so much for this.. Blessed be, to my favorite healer.
Yo, I normally just watch hand sounds videos, but I was doing some late night YT browsing the other night and the title of this video really spoke to me so I gave it a try. Now I have to note I was very stoned and kinda sleep deprived so my barriers were down. I didn't realize this at first so you kinda scared me, haha. What happened is; as I was getting into the video where you start talking about the personal stuff, you hit chord after damn chord, holy shit! You knew exactly what I was dealing with, better than I know myself, it was fucking uncanny. Damn you for making me cry, I never cry.. And you also knew exactly what to say to calm me down after. HOW are you so good? It's even more unbelieveable than that because precisely at the moments I started getting more emotional, you reacted in precisely the right fashion. It was not like watching a video, It was like actually being there with you having an interaction. It was a very weird experience, I had never reacted to a video like this before. Personally I think it couldn't have been just the video. I have a history of reacting intensely to Reiki, so I actually believe you have some sort of healing energy strong enough to reach us on the other side of the world. You witch. Really, you are very good at what you do. I'm not kidding about the impact you made on me. I don't feel like the same person anymore. After watching I have been able to accept things I have been struggling with for a long time. I do have the problem that I don't really know what to do now. I discovered a lot about myself, I experienced a lot of emotions I hadn't felt for a long time and I can't really go back to how things where before. I have to find a new path to take. But thank you. I feel a lot stronger now. For real. You're the shit.
I always used listen to this when I was at school doing my reports. This gave me the focus and comfort during that difficult time. Also when my depression was at its worst and I tried numerous times to end my suffering, I remember crying rivers and this video was my only solice when I had no one. From the bottom of my black heart thank you so so much from this video! 🖤
This video earned you a subscription for life, like.. there aren't words for how much people need this message, like every single day in an ideal world but just thank you for this so very much.
Could you please tell me what track specifically is playing? I clicked on the link in the description but could not locate the actual song playing. Thanks for your time!
I’ve watched this video 10+ time as every time I smile, cry, and think about how this video has such a strong impact on me it amazes me that this simple video can make me feel so many things...... Thank you, you’ve opened my eyes, mind, and chakras
It's been 4 years since I've discovered ASMR, and I can honestly says this is the best ASMR video I have ever seen: - The music is very relaxing - The length is perfect - The visual triggers are great - The background is pretty - Your voice is beautiful - You ARE beautiful - What you're saying is inspiring - You truly makes me feel that you are cleaning my aura, and I feel the emotions and love that you are transmitting Thank you Ally, sincerely, thank you, you're awesome!
I don't know where to begin with just how amazing I find this video. I love the atmosphere you set and the content and meaning of your words. Your habits of showing care as a person also are wonderful! Please continue to be your wonderful positivity-sharing self and I hope you find as much joy in creating these videos as your followers do in feeling the energy from them!
Your videos are wonderful, but do try to speak more softly, maybe like a whisper. I still get tingles from your voice, but it would be nice for your voice to be a whisper.
This really helped, I really enjoy your videos Rena and I hope you can make more of these in the future. You make my day a lot easier with these videos. You are an amazing RUclipsr. Thank you :)
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I know we're all going through a hard time lately and we need to be there for each other. I have a friend who just had surgery and needs help with the cost of that. So I'm just gonna say pretty pretty pretty please help her out. She's a great artist and very dedicated to her art and deserves to live a happy life. You can check out her youtube channel here: ruclips.net/channel/UCvHo0aIBFxnKNvXysavTDfg
She has a gofundme page [www.gofundme.com/3vmsqog] and I'm sure if most people who saw this video donated just $1 we'd do great things and take away at least some of her worries.
Additionally I am going to donate this month's earnings, privately, because gofundme doesn't do paypal??? That son of a bitch.
So yeah. Thanks for reading and thanks in advance for all your help and support.
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[Esc] reality I am sorry to hear this and I will make a donation later.
Aw Dory :( Our money comes in Tuesday so we will for sure jump right on that. I had no idea that was happening, she's such a beautiful person inside and out.
you only have to pay for cosmetic surgery tho...
Aww, I'm sorry I can't. I would if I could, but I just don't have money yet. I'm still schooling. All I could do is send her my du'as, which is my prayers. So may your friend be granted the most beautiful of patience to endure the hardships in her life, that she may be guided towards what's right in every path she sees. May she be always happy and live with full content in her heart. Ameen. I know I don't know how she's been through, but I hope she'll make it through. If you don't mind me sharing, us muslims have a particular saying that goes like "Allah doesn't burden a soul beyond that it can bear". And that keeps me going. Anyways, I hope she gets better soon.. :)
The most important thing is to be there for your friend.
I have a stage 3 cancer which is slowly vanishing and doctors do not know why
I don't have a lot of friends, but the were there for me, during the hardest time of my life, even when I lost hope
I know money is important but remember that the love you give her is priceless
Hey. I got quite a few messages from you guys asking if I'm ok cause of the things I said in this video. Glad to hear my emotions were as impactful as I intended for them to be. Yeah I am going through a really hard time but aren't we all. The things I talk about in my videos are a mix of things I need to hear and things I want to say to my friends. I don't have a script for any but one of my videos so I improvise and usually I create them with one or more people that I know in mind. A lot of people are hurting in the same way I am. If there's anything I want to share it's that you're not alone. We can't do shit about the suffering we experience but it's fairly easy to fix the "alone" part. Rather than worrying about me, let this be a cathartic outlet and the exalted form of something painful yet inevitable. //Ally
Just want to say thanks for the lovely video. It's one of the most honest and heartfelt things I've seen in quite some time. I truly appreciate it.
Something painful yet inevitable? You mean death.
death can be merciful...there is always something worse and I do not advise looking for it....you look for the worst and it will find you..... I'm gonna stand with the lass here and offer and ear or advice if anyone needs it were all here for each other so don't go it alone have some one to watch your 6' I guess....well y'all have a night/day that's good for the soul
YEAH FOR THE FIREMEN!
Painful yet inevitable could be anything. Like a toilet visit after Taco Bell for example.
Anyone that has experienced trauma, or are living with the fallout from trauma should be ushered to this channel immediately. Bravo for creating a wonderfully safe space for the "broken" souls ❤️
Too bad nobody ever gives this much of a rip IRL, if they did there would be a lot fewer people bitter at the world and at people in general.
@@salty_armorer4027 I have watched decent amount of videos from her and some other.
I still hate the world, you and rest of the people. I could probably kill you without a second thought. This videos ain't really helping someone such as me, but why I keep on watching this kind of videos, is that I wish it did help
I have, it eats at me everyday
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Well that's the thing, it's a self-perpetuating and quite paradoxical issue.
People who aren't cared for grow weary, lonely, bitter and cynical. Weary, lonely, bitter and cynical people don't care about others nor have the energy to care for people they might even like.
Most people live in cities of thousands to millions, but these city folks are suffering from loneliness and isolation more than country folks per capita.
We are _technically_ more connected to other people than ever thanks to the internet but it's actually a major compounding issue in self-isolating lifestyles.
Heyyy fallout I know that game
And here i am yet again, i can't even count how many times has this specific video helped me in the times of heavy depressions, anxiety or when i felt completly worthless...
I don't think i can thank you enough for all this.
this is actually a surprisingly good ASMR to listen to in the background while writing an essay. it's just soft enough not to distract, the music is great background noise as well, and when you do accidentally get distracted and listen to the words, it lifts the depressing stress of being way behind schedule in your writing
After this being 3 years old and surviving during a pandemic I still find myself coming back to this video. Thank you for the healing
Christ lead me to this video here tonight and I just wanted to say thank you for being such a beautiful and compassionate soul. I felt love this entire time!
29:23 I dont know why but I got chills that just went into my soul from those words "your not less than anybody else.... Nobody is less than anybody else-"
Thanks for pointing it out. I missed that and now that I read your comment, damn, that is one beautiful line imo.
You are a severely under-rated asmrtist.
This video was masterfully crafted -- the words you speak are so believable because of the immense emotion that you convey.
Savage Annnd? Your point is?
@@teapoweredtsumiki1636 Was a comment deleted that you were replying to or something?
I'm not a sad person. I'm not depressed and have not had it rough at all ever. Life has treated me good.
And yet, I can feel the melancholy and the peace in this video. You managed to convey so much feeling without being so explicit about everything. The degree of existensialism you present is incredible, I am legitimately impressed. You've earned my sub. This is art, that's what art is.
Darker Aren't you a lucky one? Life is a reaper that sucks the soul out of some people and others it just becomes a Slaughter
I wish i was u
@@stetsonnicholson9967 yup
Finally, a comment that doesn’t go over the top with disparity. I haven’t had a easy life, but I ain’t complaining.
I felt this. It hit so deeply. I feel that you're doing much more than a simple ASMR video, whether you know it or not.
I feel you channeling something deeper, kinder; almost as if you're speaking healing into my mind. You're gifted. There's much, much more to what you do than simple tingles, and a pretty face.
What you speak here is riddled with valid truths that I believe many of us struggle with. The energy you're projecting takes the edge away. It quiets my rampaging mind.
It helps me shut everything off for a bit, and simply sit in the dark while I feel, without consequence or judgment. Thank you for what you do for us. It helps more than you can imagine. More than we realize, we need this. We need more like you. We need you.
I'm not going into details, I just wanted to let you know that your videos saved my life - thank you
solidsnipz i hope you're doing better mate♡
damn saying that makes us want to know the details lol
anyways good luck man
don't die on us
That's a shame
Glad you managed to make it through ^^
Wow!
This was just the pick-me-up I needed. Thank you ever so much for sharing your energy, your strength and your insights, with the rest of the world.
Thank you.
This is high art. The beautiful music, and the asthetic, this is something important. Bravo.
This is absolutely beautiful. So many people lack a sense of belonging, and yet within the moments of this video are woven thick patterns of warmth, security, and even belonging. It's just.. It's the kind of thing that makes your tears sting less. Lonely nights don't hold the same kind of cold despair when you have such soothing words. The world doesn't seem so bad when your heart hasn't let go. Great content
When I first came across this video, I was in middle school about to start freshman year and struggling with family issues, loneliness and suicidal thoughts.
It was around the middle of the night when it got to the part where she said that all I needed was a hug, and I broke down silently sobbing, because of just how true that was.
Now I’m about to start junior year and I’m in a much better headspace and videos like this are a big reason for that. And for this reason I deeply thank you with all my heart
This video spoke to my soul... It's soothed my heart and made me cry, in a good way. You know, when you cry all your pent-up emotions? Like that. It was so soothing, and it's made me realize that I need to be true to myself. Thank you [Esc] reality... So much...
I got so emotional from this because how right you were about my life, I wanted to say thank you because ive been going through depression ,anxiety and heart break all at once, my girlfriend recently left me because she couldn't handle the arguments and we spent to much time together, my anxiety was controlling the relationship :( ive got hope i can get back in the future when things have gotten better because i will never love someone as much as i loved her, i feel you've opened my eyes up to reality thank you.
Woah! The way you have the light set up is awesome! The shadow following your hands is captivating!
I discovered this video maybe 6 months ago now, watched the channel for a while but stayed away from the spiritual stuff. I was maybe at my lowest point, depressed, bad grades, more drunk than sober and on the brink of losing myself. Looked for a video and found this one because it seemed nice, it was the first time I stayed awake for an entire asmr video. It got me thinking about my life, made me decide I wanted to change. So I did, not physical I'd been going to the gym for a while, but mentally. I got in a relationship a month later, something that I never thought I could have again after being crushed in the previous one. I made new friends, people who have my back instead of putting a knife in it. I strongly believe it's this video that made me change my life for the better. You can too, those who even slightly relate to this anecdote know you´re not alone. There will always be people that´ll have your back even though thay may not know that yet. People have gotten out of the pit before you and many will after you, it´s not impossible you can do it. I´m rooting for you
Thank you so much, and I hope your friend is better soon, she seems like a lovely person.
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I agree, I hope she'll be okay.
Ok, so Esc reminds of a good friend I used to know, and just having her hug me and assure just made me feel so good inside like that friend was back and knew just how to help me. Thank you for this. Thank you so much.
I want to get out of this darkness. Something is calling me, and I've had glimpses of life where I can sense the beauty of life, have energy and motivation to go out, and be able to truly be myself and not hide from everything. Then it fades out, and I'm in the middle of a void again. It's been years, way too many years. I can relate to what you are saying, and you do understand so much.. Thank you.
I know this comment is 5 years old , but I felt drawn to it. If you're still feeling this way. I wanna talk to you about it. I'm all ears.
The background music is amazing, relaxing and so melancholic. So is the whole ASMR experience. Thank you for that.
I wish I knew someone like you in real life.
I watch a lot of asmr, but somehow I always come back at this video as yours are the only ones that succeed to soothe me when I feel too stressed. Thank you a lot
Your shadow looks so cool here. It reminds me of Peter Pan.
You honestly probably saved my life with this video a few years ago. I was going through so much and just wanted to end it..and then I found your channel, and this video in particular really broke through the shell I'd built up. I keep coming back to it to heal my soul and remind myself that my flaws are okay, and that I'm not alone. You've been a friend to me through these videos and I thank you for every second you've put into them. I'm doing all that I can to pay it forward now for those that need it. I'm glad you've been able to find your person and be with them, you honestly deserve it. Blessed be my witchy friend.
The music you choose for the background matches up really well. It almost sounds like a save room in a horror game.... It's easy more relaxing than it sounds. At least to me.... Lol
Why do I feel like you are talking directly to me and my soul, I have never watched a ASMR video that made me really think and actually made me cry legit tears.
As silly as I find it, I sometimes wish I knew anyone who gave half of enough of a damn to do something like this for me. I suppose that's why I'm here - and why many others are... What a sad, pathetic and lonely place this world of ours can be. I shut everything out and intimidate anyone who crosses me, and at the end of the day that leaves me in solitary peace, for better or worse - no one to hurt or irritate me, but no one to care either.
That's enough late-night pocket-philosophy for now.
this is totally myself
I fully understand
Ive always felt this way hut never knew the words for it thanks for being relatable
but why is this silly?
Dude,are you my spirit animal?
I watched this video years ago numerous times and I remember crying from it. I am here again today because I lost it and have recently rediscovered it. Thank you for existing
I didn't know a majority of the items she used until she described them but when I saw sage I knew I came to the right place.
Edit: I was at the exact point when she pulled out the sage when I made the original part of this comment, I'm now at 26:57 and have just about collapsed in tears from how perfectly she's been describing the situation I'm in.
I've come back to this video so many times. I've fallen asleep to this video so many times. The night is dark indeed, but you make it a little brighter
Thank you so much! Thank you ❤❤❤ Several of you have helped & it is making a huge difference! Thank you
Excellent choice of background music it's almost as if it's timed with your every word.
I first Though that Feather in thumbnail was big knife And this was heart removal RP
Minkki wait it's not a knife
Minkki omg same :(
Minkki تتكلمي عربي
That is one big ass feather
I'd rather have a video like that tbh
I keep coming back to watch this because you gave that hug and told us we are good, it made me feel so secure :o thank you, thank you so much
This is pretty intense. You convey everything with so much sincerity and emotion. And everything you say, someone can relate to in one form or another. It's not scripted and terribly acted like most videos like this. On top of all that, your voice is very soothing and you're very beautiful.
This is wonderful. Thank you for uploading this. 🌹
Andrew Alcerreca esc reality and softlygaloshes always come across sincere
Ohmygoodness. You said and reiterated the most perfect things so many times.
Thank you so so so super duper much for all of the positivity and healing you spread throughout the world. 💙💙
I actually started crying. wow.
Ik this video is 3 years old but this video made me cry
I’ve been going through so much in my life and just hearing someone say I matter even a complete stranger
It’s needed thank you
i trust me it made me cry back in 2019 and the music helps with that
Your eyes!!! They are too much for my little heart. :p
System D wait there green ?! how can you tell?
I think they are hazel...??? @[Esc] reality ?*cough*? But what we meant was they look very green in this video to us.
I just love the way how her every breath matches up with the music and sounds
I love your voice so much. It’s like a weird blend of Australian, midwestern, and Brooklyn accents
In the event that we go blind, your videos will still be so lovely to hear ☺️
I am not sure if i am just very relaxed, or already fallen in coma.
Blei Fuchs shure
Pigeon Gam3r there's no e in shur
MrFancyPants237 well thanks for that xD. That would be really embarrassing if i would still be conscious.
MrFancyPants237 can these people even spell
Both of them
Thank you for the amazing videos. The love and light from them is so powerful. Much love and hugs
I wish I had a friend like you. You seem like a very chill human being :)
I'm so grateful for your gifts Ally! Not only do you make me feel better, but you're also teaching me how to make myself feel better in less than ideal situations by seeing things differently.
Watching in 2020: "I can tell you have been through a lot"
Me: You have NO idea
No kidding
I swear we follow eachother 😂 either that or there’s more people with the same pfp
Preach
This is well done. Very calming and nurturing. She appears to have an old soul.
Her teeth are brighter than my future
|-/
Ciellen Ferguson old joke but funny
Ciellen Ferguson her lips are blacker then my soul
God Enel Them lips look blue from where im sitting. Maybe you’re soul isnt that bad off my guy.
Smol_Bean_Jishwa awwwwww
This is one of the best ASMR's I've ever seen in my life. I love everything about this video. I love your hair, your vioce, the music in the background, the way you talk, ... Keep it up!
Ma'am, I don't usually cry at all....but dam she made me cry
Nato Nunes x3 She made most cry man don't be ashamed
Why?
And how?
Very beautiful video. I also really liked the soothing music. Thank you for sharing, Ally.
[Esc] reality , oh my freaking god i saw comments of "oh this melted my heart" and believe me i thought 'how are you getting emotional over a video' but then you started hugging and i...i don't know its just usually when people hug me it is forced or i start it so when you randomly hug me (even through video) i just want a real hug and i want it now and i want someone to love me not out of pity but out of pure love not pity
Also i have certain things i bottle up including anger strength and sadness and ive been slowly letting them out and keeping the lids off and well you melted away the lid on my most feared emotion, sadness and now I'm sitting in bed at 12:30 am and I'm crying my ass off i don't know wether to yell or accept it the only thing is if i accept it i don't know if ill bottle it up or keep it free
CRAAAWLIIINGG IIIIN MYYYY SKIIIN
The Krow's Pit THIS ORANGE, IT WILL NOT PEEL
justin sparrow ill hug you!
In order to be truly free 'You' must dissapear.
This actually made me tear up. This was a genuine beautiful experience. You are truly one of the universe's angels. I could feel that you really cared about each and every person watching. Again this experience was amazing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. ♥
I felt like something just melted inside me
Germán Peterson same
Germán Peterson same
That would be the work of the Material Emancipation Grill.
consult your physician
Yeah your confidence
Such a wholesome video. Its been 3 years and I'm still coming back to it. Thank you so much for this amazing experience.
Jesus, what it says about my mental state that I almost cry when she says "You're not a failure."
I feel a lot better after watching this. Thank you Ally you are amazing. I appreciate all the effort that went into making this. Thank you. :-)
I thought you has a knife in your hand at first, I was so happy then realised was a feather
Pigeon Gam3r omg it is a feather, damn I thought the same as you.
Ryan Curtis. Lol
Pigeon Gam3r I prefer the knife in all honesty because knives make me feel safe from this hideous and untrustworthy world
But it would have been more fun if it was a knife
Point out good ppl'z for info asmr
Thank you, O most kind servant of the Goddess. You are truly bless ed. Blessed be to you.
38:30 onward melted me.
stuff Some were melting before that point man
Hey.... Would you look at that! My old youtube account! Xd
Sidenote : My life is just as if not more fucked when I 1st replied....
And this is what I love, hypnotic, dark and relaxing.
How did you know my parents were never satified?
My mom wanted me to play the cello, and my dad wanted me to be a doctor. All I wanted to be was... WAS SOMEONE WHO COULD DIE HAPPY! So thank you, I'll always remember you😭✌️
愛。
Haruki Ichito i want to was someone happy too
I've been having a real hard time lately and you got everything spot on in this video of how I'm feeling. Thank you, this has helped me a lot and I'll be forever grateful. You are a wonderful human being.
Thank you for having one to one with me. Including the other 153,284 people.
This video always manages to find it's way into my feed when I need it most..when the words you say are the most true to my circumstances, when I need to hear it most...thank you so much for this..
Blessed be, to my favorite healer.
when you got to the heart chakra I had some kind of meltdown
I love the mystic atmosphere. what you do and how you speak & the music.
I think this video is art!
Yo, I normally just watch hand sounds videos, but I was doing some late
night YT browsing the other night and the title of this video really
spoke to me so I gave it a try. Now I have to note I was very stoned and
kinda sleep deprived so my barriers were down. I didn't realize this at first so you kinda scared me, haha.
What happened is; as I was getting into the video where you start talking about the personal stuff, you hit chord after damn chord, holy shit! You knew exactly what I was dealing with, better than I know myself, it was fucking uncanny. Damn you for making me cry, I never cry.. And you also knew exactly what to say to calm me down after. HOW are you so good? It's even more unbelieveable than that because precisely at the moments I started getting more emotional, you reacted in precisely the right fashion. It was not like watching a video, It was like actually being there with you having an interaction. It was a very weird experience, I had never reacted to a video like this before. Personally I think it couldn't have been just the video. I have a history of reacting intensely to Reiki, so I actually believe you have some sort of healing energy strong enough to reach us on the other side of the world. You witch. Really, you are very good at what you do.
I'm not kidding about the impact you made on me. I don't feel like the same person anymore. After watching I have been able to accept things I have been struggling with for a long time. I do have the problem that I don't really know what to do now. I discovered a lot about myself, I experienced a lot of emotions I hadn't felt for a long time and I can't really go back to how things where before. I have to find a new path to take. But thank you. I feel a lot stronger now. For real. You're the shit.
Same. The night I found her channel I was trying to die..... she is the reason I'm still fucking here and the reason I made it to 2019
I just want to say, this really helped me, it was all the right words at just the right time. So, thank you, for making this. Thank you so much
Your face is perfectly symmetrical, like a sketch of Leonardo da Vinci. and you are good at waking the dead. i wish you a wonderful day :)
A level of wisdom that defies your youth, applied gently and generous in compassion.
Wow!! It's really you!! I've missed you so much!!
I always used listen to this when I was at school doing my reports. This gave me the focus and comfort during that difficult time. Also when my depression was at its worst and I tried numerous times to end my suffering, I remember crying rivers and this video was my only solice when I had no one. From the bottom of my black heart thank you so so much from this video! 🖤
remember...we all have our own personal demons...
Rie Bo and some hide thier true selves while others don't
Rie Bo our*
Mr.T. V Some have become their demons
I am the demon inside of me
I'm the Devils favourite demon
My demons know how to swim.
This video earned you a subscription for life, like.. there aren't words for how much people need this message, like every single day in an ideal world but just thank you for this so very much.
That's Nightmare Owls Music 😊🎼
Could you please tell me what track specifically is playing? I clicked on the link in the description but could not locate the actual song playing. Thanks for your time!
Scot Thore might be a bit late but the track is called 'Spiritual Vibes'
This video is great, all of your content is great. Thanks for making sleep easier.
i am playing ESO while i am listening to this its so relaxing i am going to listen to it a second time now :3
I’ve watched this video 10+ time as every time I smile, cry, and think about how this video has such a strong impact on me it amazes me that this simple video can make me feel so many things...... Thank you, you’ve opened my eyes, mind, and chakras
I'm just gonna light some sage - in the background you hear a sage scream as he gets burned
how soothing
That Alucard profile pic suits this comment so well
Rakkhot the dark alucardian humour
Dark... I give you 1,000 points.
I admit I giggled at this.
I think I got more out of this than the last 10 years of therapy. Definitely earned my sub. Thank you.
"What you really need is a hug"::cries and subs:: Wow.
It's been 4 years since I've discovered ASMR, and I can honestly says this is the best ASMR video I have ever seen:
- The music is very relaxing
- The length is perfect
- The visual triggers are great
- The background is pretty
- Your voice is beautiful
- You ARE beautiful
- What you're saying is inspiring
- You truly makes me feel that you are cleaning my aura, and I feel the emotions and love that you are transmitting
Thank you Ally, sincerely, thank you, you're awesome!
i was not expecting to be booped ~38 minutes into the video
I don't know where to begin with just how amazing I find this video.
I love the atmosphere you set and the content and meaning of your words. Your habits of showing care as a person also are wonderful!
Please continue to be your wonderful positivity-sharing self and I hope you find as much joy in creating these videos as your followers do in feeling the energy from them!
If you had demonic attachments this would feel like hell
Me: *screaming*
this video was perfect...magical
thank you...
kiss from Brazil
Your videos are wonderful, but do try to speak more softly, maybe like a whisper. I still get tingles from your voice, but it would be nice for your voice to be a whisper.
Sunset Skittles agree
This really helped, I really enjoy your videos Rena and I hope you can make more of these in the future. You make my day a lot easier with these videos. You are an amazing RUclipsr. Thank you :)
My purpose isn’t to suffer huh?
You don’t know how bad I want to believe that.
I believe in this kind of magic. You've no idea how much this helps drown out the real madness
why are there coments from two days ago?
Adam Kočvara patreons get to see the video before everyone else - got that from the description
Yuki Kaze Oh okay, sorry. :) thank you
Patreon supporters.
Adam Kočvara Patreons, they can see it early
Uhhh maybe because they commented two days ago
I teared up watchin this masterpiece. I know I'll come back to this every once in a while...
the music sounds like something from silent hill
Maybe that is silent hill ;) #Plotwist...
Actually that's what I thought too
I can feel how my stress-levels go down pretty much as soon as I put this on, every time. Great Work!