Waiting is strange. It feels so peaceful, but the fact that your waiting creates anticipation. It's an uneasiness between being able to take a breath whilst undergoing the stress of not knowing when that breath will be taken from you.
I'm not sad nor depressed nor having some strong troubles in life, I just like being alone while listening to this type of music it gives me some priceless vibes.
To the person reading this... "There are people waiting to meet you." "People waiting to love you." "There are places that stand still until you've stepped foot in them." "Something really beautiful could happen for you in the morning." "There is so much waiting for your arrival." Arrive there. ❤ Never give up my friends!
there are people who are waiting for you, but if you don't show up, they will turn to someone else. there are people who are loving you, but if you don't show up, they will love someone else. there are no places standing still for you. days gone days come and nothing really changes. if you don't arrive, nothing changes. remember: you are ALWAYS replaceable, so stop trusting the bullshit of your being unique, if everyone is unique, they are the same.
Love, love is what I’ve almost given up on, I’ve waited so long , just to find someone who truly loves me which is astonishing. But I’m giving it one last try. I’m giving love, one last try.
"You're not gonna know it hurts till its gone. But thats how you know you did a good job. If you didn't well.. it wouldn't hurt so much would it?" -My late grandfather
I exactly know how does it feel to wait for days, months, or years. For the unknown. It's the most unstable state full of questions that nobody will answer for you. The main thing is not to give up of course but it is truly torture to wait for something you really wish to happen but don't even know if it truly will occure to you. Creating countless scenarios back and forth, having sleepless nights with past memories and soul-aching. But it will end my friends. One day. Just be patient.
I stood at the train stop, enveloped by an ominous blue-tinged fog. The air was damp, and distant rain and occasional thunder echoed above me. I stood there, unsure where the awaited train would take me or why I was even at the train stop. Lost in my thoughts and feeling utterly alone, I heard a distant hum that resembled people speaking, yet no one was in sight. How did I get here? What was I waiting for? Am I alone? These questions circled in my mind, useless and persistent. Hours passed as I continued to wait. Will it ever arrive, or am I waiting for something that will never show? Is this a waste of time, or am I not patient enough? Perhaps I'm not worthy of what awaits. I slid my cold hands into my jacket pockets and decided to persist in waiting for whatever would arrive. The calming sound of raindrops hitting the pavement above soothed my mind, and I took a seat on one of the benches. The once unsettling blue-tinged fog no longer bothered me. I felt numb, but in a blissful way. Because for some reason, I knew that whatever I was waiting for would eventually turn up, and this waiting would be worth it. Hope you enjoyed my little story. The music inspired me to write this little thing.
Im here forever waiting for a chance sitting down crying ...but there is no chance im stuck in an endless nightmare... school life .....i have to wait 3 years in hell misery pain suffering just to get out but no i don't know if i could keep going any longer soon it will be the end for me....unless there is a new hope but it will never happen so fuck life .
So this gonna be long and idk who gonna see it (if anyone is at all) Hello, my names River, ik this isnt a site where your meant to vent or talk about personal things bc of how rude and overly critical the internet is but fuck it, we as humans always find ways to be stubborn. Over the past 5 months of my life I've been pushed into reality so many times that at moments I have to remind myself to take a breather and slow down. I'm a 17 year old independent studies student who recently had to transfer to independent studies because of how overly suicidal and delusional my old school makes me. Everyday being there made me start to loose my grip on reality, I think what this is called is disassociating? Anyways I would be constantly reminded of many sexual assault experiences when walking around my old high school, which I was told by the school to keep quiet about because it was better for the school's reputation (my SAer was Mentally challenged but was still able to understand) because of the students history with touching girls before. A more personal issue on why I left was because of a old relationship I had with someone dear to me (Even though he hates me now, I truly wish him his best life and hope he becomes the author he wanted to be). My ex would be around all the time no matter where I would go, it was a small school so I knew this would happen but the fact that I knew this made me wanna throw up almost every day due to many many panic attacks. Seeing him around always made me wanna run away, I did, everytime i saw him I would run the other way as quickly as possible. I didnt have any reason to run expect from those panic feelings and memories we made together. Truthfully I never intended to leave the school though, I thought I was gonna graduate from that school, but one day while I was in my counselors office venting to him about the horrible pit I was in and how I didnt wanna deal with my feelings, he hold me that Im strong and I had no reason to hide because I'm a good person who deserves better than to allow someone to take that strength I built my whole life getting. He suggested independent studies since he believed the school I used to attend was causing me to spiral backwards fast mentality speaking. So I unrolled and left a week later, haven't looked back once. In the month of February I had off I wasnt doing nothing all the time though, I actually picked up a part time job at a local fast food place (my first job) and finally went back to school today with a clean start. December of 2022 was the worst I've had in a long time, but as my older brother puts it, I grabbed life by the horns and fought (still fighting). Feburary 24, 2023 one job, a new school, friends I can really talk too, and a healing mindset later I can say I'm so proud of myself for all I was put through and I continue to fight a hard battle of self doubt, confusing gender identity, mental health, and self love but damn im so excited for 2023 even though ik its gonna be hard year.
Yes that was the last time you seen me even last time I could stay sain but alas I'm way better then before what i learned to do with nutrionism it's better then medicine when you finesse it and i have the perfect recipe yeah maybe that's forever waiting and I'm sorry 😔 but i didn't expect you to now that i can think clearly however, i guess hanging out won't be so edgy or even typing won't be so bad but you know i know it's all good now just some oats wheats and grains and jogging for heart health regeneration then it'll be basically finished a small piece of everything the entire process twice for three days recharge everthing at once then I'll be 100% with antibodies even trained on a genetic level but all my diseases dormant infections injuries all elemenated and smoking quit vaping yes lol 😆 this is groovy what i even got rid of sorry but i am way happier even though sorry now that I'm healed and back to normal
I`m not afraid to die. I`m afraid to wait forever, having a desper that she is somewhere nearby. Just need to hold up one day more. And the next one. And so how eternity passes and you`d never have a chance to love like in your 14 or 16. You are past 20. Past 30. All appropriate partners are too old. Everyone expects something from you. Expects you to be strong and to behave like adult but puts all forces to make you weak child. And you are still 13-yo boy who blinked just once... So damn rude world of capitalism, webcam, ugly and angry killers people. Humankind. The only animal specie bing able to kill every other. We made other humans die, and now homo sapiences are wondering if they are the only alone intelligent specie all over the universe... :( Could we just not to destroy the distant future but unit our hands and build Utopia? Why w still let somone rule our lifes, have borders, countries, prisons, wars and are happy to hate someone? Is our nature so stong to disallow us refuse from those things to weak enough to let us suffer every day?
Im 20 now and remember nothing significant since 13. Truly feels like a blink of an eye, and now forced to be an adult, to wear a mask everyday and accept all the pressures of life. To never complain, or quit. This is how life feels, like waking up, being choked until bedtime and then saying thank you to the intruder. Then repeating that for 50 years. What happened to humanity? We are all just a blind leading the blind. I only find moments of peace with god. Other than that, living itself no matter how happy one is a slow drift until death. Like a frog being boiled alive, not realizing it is until it dies slowly yet painfully.
follow my nostalgic playlist on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙
Waiting is strange.
It feels so peaceful, but the fact that your waiting creates anticipation. It's an uneasiness between being able to take a breath whilst undergoing the stress of not knowing when that breath will be taken from you.
this is beautiful
I'm not sad nor depressed nor having some strong troubles in life, I just like being alone while listening to this type of music it gives me some priceless vibes.
To the person reading this...
"There are people waiting to meet you."
"People waiting to love you."
"There are places that stand still until you've stepped foot in them."
"Something really beautiful could happen for you in the morning."
"There is so much waiting for your arrival."
Arrive there. ❤
Never give up my friends!
there are people who are waiting for you, but if you don't show up, they will turn to someone else.
there are people who are loving you, but if you don't show up, they will love someone else.
there are no places standing still for you.
days gone days come and nothing really changes.
if you don't arrive, nothing changes.
remember: you are ALWAYS replaceable, so stop trusting the bullshit of your being unique, if everyone is unique, they are the same.
@@reozen8727 lame
I gave up on things for which I waited too long.
Funnily enough, the only times things seem to come to me is when I stop trying so hard to get them
@@StephJ0seph it’s because you’re truly at peace and that is attractive to appealing to most people! That’s what I’ve learned!
me too. but it broke me💔
@@dontsmilexx I feel you.
@@StephJ0seph According to the law of attraction...
Too sad it's mostly only then when you're so fed up that you don't really want that anymore...
thanks for sharing my music. 💜
ty for having my music in the amazing mix
I love these playlists cause they allow for great reflection and thinking is the best way I can put it. Kinda lets you escape and just zone out idk.
Love, love is what I’ve almost given up on, I’ve waited so long , just to find someone who truly loves me which is astonishing.
But I’m giving it one last try.
I’m giving love, one last try.
Thank you for the support 💙
thanks for making such beautiful music 💙
Thank you for support 💙💙💙
always
"You're not gonna know it hurts till its gone. But thats how you know you did a good job. If you didn't well.. it wouldn't hurt so much would it?" -My late grandfather
i love this. this is the kind of the music ive been wanting and needed. if you close your eyes, it takes your mind places. xo
Waiting forever to wake up as a kid with no responsibility knowing this is not a dream RIP childhood.
This makes it seem like waiting is fun cus I feel like i've been waiting forever so it's normal for me
why does playlists like this are better than Spotify
I exactly know how does it feel to wait for days, months, or years. For the unknown. It's the most unstable state full of questions that nobody will answer for you. The main thing is not to give up of course but it is truly torture to wait for something you really wish to happen but don't even know if it truly will occure to you. Creating countless scenarios back and forth, having sleepless nights with past memories and soul-aching. But it will end my friends. One day. Just be patient.
Jeder der einmal Nachts an einem Bahnhof stand, weiß das es so aussieht ...und man sich einsam und verlassen fühlt ..
Ja, grausam, jedoch lieblich.
@@jeremyslegg jaaa herz zerreißend und düster zugleich!
@@tina-klang-vergewaltigerin7414 Genau
aber irgendwie auch friedlich
The right time for her is after you see your dream fade away.
Im doin my tesis rn w this song, and its sooo relxing, its like im not even stressful or sm
I miss you dad I wish you were here
this music style makes me so... confortable
we need a 2 or 3 hour version of this
Not going to lie though, the music is well done.
never give up.
I stood at the train stop, enveloped by an ominous blue-tinged fog. The air was damp, and distant rain and occasional thunder echoed above me. I stood there, unsure where the awaited train would take me or why I was even at the train stop. Lost in my thoughts and feeling utterly alone, I heard a distant hum that resembled people speaking, yet no one was in sight. How did I get here? What was I waiting for? Am I alone? These questions circled in my mind, useless and persistent.
Hours passed as I continued to wait. Will it ever arrive, or am I waiting for something that will never show? Is this a waste of time, or am I not patient enough? Perhaps I'm not worthy of what awaits. I slid my cold hands into my jacket pockets and decided to persist in waiting for whatever would arrive. The calming sound of raindrops hitting the pavement above soothed my mind, and I took a seat on one of the benches. The once unsettling blue-tinged fog no longer bothered me. I felt numb, but in a blissful way. Because for some reason, I knew that whatever I was waiting for would eventually turn up, and this waiting would be worth it.
Hope you enjoyed my little story. The music inspired me to write this little thing.
Beautiful story
I hastened to decide that I miss our conversation with each other and this playlist remind me of him.
Sometimes I wondered if I looked the fool I felt like waiting for that long.
I really fly in memories when I'm listening this while I'm waiting a train to home fron lyceum...
Good job, bro
Thank you. ⭐️
fantastic mix! do you accept submissions by any chance?
Cause if summer is here
I'm still waiting there
Winter is here
And I'm still waiting there
I've been waiting too long for that person and now I'm trying to forget him
Im here forever waiting for a chance sitting down crying ...but there is no chance im stuck in an endless nightmare... school life .....i have to wait 3 years in hell misery pain suffering just to get out but no i don't know if i could keep going any longer soon it will be the end for me....unless there is a new hope but it will never happen so fuck life .
Me relajo mucho escuchando esto
Si mi amigo, pa' dormir está perfecto... Y poco más. :)
So relaxing 😎 ty
forever waiting for the pain to go away...
I love you, and i dont know what to do without you...
I am like this because nothing good happened in the past..
I gave up on someone i was in love with because they were in love with someone else.
I didn't tell her I hoped to see her again because I know it's never going to happen.
So this gonna be long and idk who gonna see it (if anyone is at all)
Hello, my names River, ik this isnt a site where your meant to vent or talk about personal things bc of how rude and overly critical the internet is but fuck it, we as humans always find ways to be stubborn. Over the past 5 months of my life I've been pushed into reality so many times that at moments I have to remind myself to take a breather and slow down. I'm a 17 year old independent studies student who recently had to transfer to independent studies because of how overly suicidal and delusional my old school makes me. Everyday being there made me start to loose my grip on reality, I think what this is called is disassociating? Anyways I would be constantly reminded of many sexual assault experiences when walking around my old high school, which I was told by the school to keep quiet about because it was better for the school's reputation (my SAer was Mentally challenged but was still able to understand) because of the students history with touching girls before. A more personal issue on why I left was because of a old relationship I had with someone dear to me (Even though he hates me now, I truly wish him his best life and hope he becomes the author he wanted to be). My ex would be around all the time no matter where I would go, it was a small school so I knew this would happen but the fact that I knew this made me wanna throw up almost every day due to many many panic attacks. Seeing him around always made me wanna run away, I did, everytime i saw him I would run the other way as quickly as possible. I didnt have any reason to run expect from those panic feelings and memories we made together. Truthfully I never intended to leave the school though, I thought I was gonna graduate from that school, but one day while I was in my counselors office venting to him about the horrible pit I was in and how I didnt wanna deal with my feelings, he hold me that Im strong and I had no reason to hide because I'm a good person who deserves better than to allow someone to take that strength I built my whole life getting. He suggested independent studies since he believed the school I used to attend was causing me to spiral backwards fast mentality speaking. So I unrolled and left a week later, haven't looked back once. In the month of February I had off I wasnt doing nothing all the time though, I actually picked up a part time job at a local fast food place (my first job) and finally went back to school today with a clean start. December of 2022 was the worst I've had in a long time, but as my older brother puts it, I grabbed life by the horns and fought (still fighting). Feburary 24, 2023 one job, a new school, friends I can really talk too, and a healing mindset later I can say I'm so proud of myself for all I was put through and I continue to fight a hard battle of self doubt, confusing gender identity, mental health, and self love but damn im so excited for 2023 even though ik its gonna be hard year.
You are going to be ok.
I’m glad you left that school, but everything will be okay dear.
Good Music.
welcome to living!
My life.
my life
yeah still waiting for her
Waiting
What backroom level is it ? 😅
💙🎼
Daniel veninga gone Forever Lone work sleep no sad out how merry no Forever gone Forever Lone Right Lone sad
How long do I need to wait 😞
Anyone 2024?
i'll wait for her.
is this a free copyrighted music?
Why you gotta put ads on this
This is what my mind was like after me and my ex girlfriend broke up.
❤️
Mrs . P ..........
Hey 🙂
Yes that was the last time you seen me even last time I could stay sain but alas I'm way better then before what i learned to do with nutrionism it's better then medicine when you finesse it and i have the perfect recipe yeah maybe that's forever waiting and I'm sorry 😔 but i didn't expect you to now that i can think clearly however, i guess hanging out won't be so edgy or even typing won't be so bad but you know i know it's all good now just some oats wheats and grains and jogging for heart health regeneration then it'll be basically finished a small piece of everything the entire process twice for three days recharge everthing at once then I'll be 100% with antibodies even trained on a genetic level but all my diseases dormant infections injuries all elemenated and smoking quit vaping yes lol 😆 this is groovy what i even got rid of sorry but i am way happier even though sorry now that I'm healed and back to normal
I'm sad
Open how doen open
Hi person reading this, I am dead
what?
?, You okay?
@@gabegarcia4648 no he's dead
...for overwatch 2 pve
Komen how
а может это всё зря?
I`m not afraid to die. I`m afraid to wait forever, having a desper that she is somewhere nearby. Just need to hold up one day more. And the next one. And so how eternity passes and you`d never have a chance to love like in your 14 or 16. You are past 20. Past 30. All appropriate partners are too old. Everyone expects something from you. Expects you to be strong and to behave like adult but puts all forces to make you weak child. And you are still 13-yo boy who blinked just once... So damn rude world of capitalism, webcam, ugly and angry killers people. Humankind. The only animal specie bing able to kill every other. We made other humans die, and now homo sapiences are wondering if they are the only alone intelligent specie all over the universe... :(
Could we just not to destroy the distant future but unit our hands and build Utopia? Why w still let somone rule our lifes, have borders, countries, prisons, wars and are happy to hate someone? Is our nature so stong to disallow us refuse from those things to weak enough to let us suffer every day?
Im 20 now and remember nothing significant since 13. Truly feels like a blink of an eye, and now forced to be an adult, to wear a mask everyday and accept all the pressures of life. To never complain, or quit. This is how life feels, like waking up, being choked until bedtime and then saying thank you to the intruder. Then repeating that for 50 years. What happened to humanity? We are all just a blind leading the blind. I only find moments of peace with god. Other than that, living itself no matter how happy one is a slow drift until death. Like a frog being boiled alive, not realizing it is until it dies slowly yet painfully.
Zxc
妈的，我来是听音乐的，不是来喝鸡汤的。