Shit. I get it, too. I know he's an edgelord with issues, but in my younger days, yeah... I'd have wanted to ride that roller coaster a little while. There's an indefinable magnetism.
I do understand Taylor, I had a Matty once I never got over him. That was over 45 years ago. He died a few years back , I wanted to die to. It had been a million years since I talked to him. But I am a good finding things online. I then could watch from a far. I understand that album and feeling so well. Matty reminds me of him..
@@musicjunkie31karma I feel compelled to respond to your question, comment, pondering moment… and I hate to say this but the answer is an absolute No. I speak from my own personal experience with my first love. He was my first real committed boyfriend, who then became my fiancé, my best friend, basically my everything. We took some time apart due to the both of us having issues with substances…his being alcohol, he would drink every single day, from 9:00 AM till he’d pass out or the night ran out on him, no alcohol sales after 2:00 AM. This was brought on by the absolute rejection from his mother, who’d just married/moved in with a very miserable & mean truck driver. She banned her first born son from even just visiting his mother and 2 siblings. He was very heartbroken. But he also lived with probably the worst person in the world ever. He had only been black out drunk twice before moving there, and after 6-9 months, this “friend” said that he HAD to party with his new live-in bestie. After the 8th month, this guy turned on me & started poisoning my man’s drunken mind with ideas that I was cheating, basically accusing me of everything awful that someone can do to the person who they love. Then anytime I was more than 10 minutes late arriving, after work evening traffic was horrible & that was the only thing that made me late. After being yelled at for things I hadn’t even done, the abuse started. A shove, to a slap, going on to include him dragging me down the sidewalk by my ankle while berating me, eventually getting to the reason why I left him for some time apart. I was terrified. He beat me so badly slamming my head into a stucco wall for what felt like forever but was long enough for me to need 14 staples in the back of my scalp, he was in a blacked out rage. The only reason why I’m even alive is because as I felt like I was about to pass out, everything started darkening, I pulled my knife from my waist & just held it out in front of me to which he laughed. Then resumed beating me, so I had to stop him, and when he saw his hands covered with blood, that shocked him back to reality. That was the last time he ever raised his voice let alone kicked the sh*t outta me. I dropped him off at the hospital and went into hiding. If my parents had seen the massive physical damage, they’d have him arrested and he had dreams of becoming a police officer, so I hid out at my best friend’s mom’s house. My platinum hair was caked in so much blood & with the staples, it was just a matter of time to heal up (while waiting to see if I was going to be arrested or something like that). Luckily he didn’t even say my name & said he got jumped by some people that he’d never seen before. While I kept his secret, he kept mine. We eventually started talking about reconnecting, my mom called him because I had a medical emergency with a adverse medication reaction, in which I had a gran mal seizure and actually died for 4 minutes. Freaked out she knew that he was the only person who could make me feel better. He started coming over and spending time with me, but that seizure was having weird effects on me & I became terrified of him again (for no current reason, just my PTSD being untreated and so severe) I told him that I wasn’t ready or even sure what I wanted. After telling him this over the phone (my biggest & only regret that I carry around with me to this day). Later that night, after getting a ride home from his old drinking “buddy”, mishap #2, they argued about not continuing with the drinking night. His friend left the bedroom to hit the bathroom, & when he returned he stood in the doorway, watching my only love put one bullet into his revolver, put the gun in his mouth…pull the trigger not once, not twice but 4 f*cking times!!! Never made a move to stop him, didn’t even say a single word. On the fourth trigger pull, the Talon bullet he’d loaded did the most maximum damage and he blew the back of his skull into the closet behind him. Then this “friend “ after giving his statement to police, stole EVERYTHING that he had owned. All of his clothes, the gun collection, I mean literally everything and anything that he could get away with. Only thing that his friend got back was his car. Nice friend, huh? And no, I’m still not even close to being over him. Nor will I ever be. I see him in my house sometimes, especially before my divorce 2 years ago. He made his disapproval of my husband so obvious and violent. I was laying in bed next to him, already asleep and suddenly heard & felt the vibration of the mattress bouncing back from the loudest punch I’ve ever heard in my entire life (and I’ve heard probably hundreds of punches). My ex woke up screaming “WHY DID YOU JUST PUNCH ME IN THE FACE!?!??” I asked him if the punch was the size of my hand…I have super small hands & he suddenly realized that he had just been attacked by my ❤ (for good reason too, I later learned that he was having an affair with his ex from over 25 years ago.) Boom! I filled for a divorce the day after I found their texts, in which I learned everything, more than I ever wanted to know. But at least I know that the man who still holds my heart and soul is watching out for me. But I’d rather have the option of him being alive, even if not with me, just because I liked this world a million times more just knowing that he was in it. So I’m sorry for the dismal answer to your question but it’s just the truth. ❤️🩹
The more I watch this the more I realIze he’s too cool for Taylor, she’s probably an uptight perfectionist and that will never work with a carefree fun loving guy
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No but preparing social interactions in the mirror is so relatable 😭😭
Yes socially anxious people unite❤️🩹 my folks would often be baffled by my need to do this 💀
Love the 900 different hairstyles on display in this video 😂 but god I love this man
I get it Taylor
Shit. I get it, too. I know he's an edgelord with issues, but in my younger days, yeah... I'd have wanted to ride that roller coaster a little while. There's an indefinable magnetism.
Yes
11 days later and further down the rabbit hole and it's more than just 'get it'
He's talented, funny, whitty, intelligent, and absolutely beautiful. I completely get it.
He is well aware of his personality 😂❤ I love him
“i do find you quite attractive”
“dating me is an art”
“…?”
“you’re an aries…”
“..oh god💀”
he’s so me
He so sassy. Love him
There are quite a few Matty related moments from Taylor's new album that already live rent free in my mind
He is a genius... And tall.
He's no that tall lmao
3:47 His OG days. Loved his hair 😩
yeah! one of my fav hairstyles of his
Yes love long curls!
I don't want to be touched. I don't want any more bracelets that say that I'm gay. Soo.... That is a fucking amazing clip.
I do understand Taylor, I had a Matty once I never got over him. That was over 45 years ago. He died a few years back , I wanted to die to. It had been a million years since I talked to him. But I am a good finding things online. I then could watch from a far. I understand that album and feeling so well. Matty reminds me of him..
I wonder if we ever get over that one person
Those tortured but beautiful souls. I think TTPD is overall a beautiful representation of loving someone like that.
@@musicjunkie31karma
I feel compelled to respond to your question, comment, pondering moment… and I hate to say this but the answer is an absolute No. I speak from my own personal experience with my first love. He was my first real committed boyfriend, who then became my fiancé, my best friend, basically my everything. We took some time apart due to the both of us having issues with substances…his being alcohol, he would drink every single day, from 9:00 AM till he’d pass out or the night ran out on him, no alcohol sales after 2:00 AM. This was brought on by the absolute rejection from his mother, who’d just married/moved in with a very miserable & mean truck driver. She banned her first born son from even just visiting his mother and 2 siblings. He was very heartbroken. But he also lived with probably the worst person in the world ever. He had only been black out drunk twice before moving there, and after 6-9 months, this “friend” said that he HAD to party with his new live-in bestie. After the 8th month, this guy turned on me & started poisoning my man’s drunken mind with ideas that I was cheating, basically accusing me of everything awful that someone can do to the person who they love. Then anytime I was more than 10 minutes late arriving, after work evening traffic was horrible & that was the only thing that made me late. After being yelled at for things I hadn’t even done, the abuse started. A shove, to a slap, going on to include him dragging me down the sidewalk by my ankle while berating me, eventually getting to the reason why I left him for some time apart. I was terrified. He beat me so badly slamming my head into a stucco wall for what felt like forever but was long enough for me to need 14 staples in the back of my scalp, he was in a blacked out rage. The only reason why I’m even alive is because as I felt like I was about to pass out, everything started darkening, I pulled my knife from my waist & just held it out in front of me to which he laughed. Then resumed beating me, so I had to stop him, and when he saw his hands covered with blood, that shocked him back to reality. That was the last time he ever raised his voice let alone kicked the sh*t outta me. I dropped him off at the hospital and went into hiding. If my parents had seen the massive physical damage, they’d have him arrested and he had dreams of becoming a police officer, so I hid out at my best friend’s mom’s house. My platinum hair was caked in so much blood & with the staples, it was just a matter of time to heal up (while waiting to see if I was going to be arrested or something like that). Luckily he didn’t even say my name & said he got jumped by some people that he’d never seen before. While I kept his secret, he kept mine. We eventually started talking about reconnecting, my mom called him because I had a medical emergency with a adverse medication reaction, in which I had a gran mal seizure and actually died for 4 minutes. Freaked out she knew that he was the only person who could make me feel better. He started coming over and spending time with me, but that seizure was having weird effects on me & I became terrified of him again (for no current reason, just my PTSD being untreated and so severe) I told him that I wasn’t ready or even sure what I wanted. After telling him this over the phone (my biggest & only regret that I carry around with me to this day). Later that night, after getting a ride home from his old drinking “buddy”, mishap #2, they argued about not continuing with the drinking night. His friend left the bedroom to hit the bathroom, & when he returned he stood in the doorway, watching my only love put one bullet into his revolver, put the gun in his mouth…pull the trigger not once, not twice but 4 f*cking times!!! Never made a move to stop him, didn’t even say a single word. On the fourth trigger pull, the Talon bullet he’d loaded did the most maximum damage and he blew the back of his skull into the closet behind him. Then this “friend “ after giving his statement to police, stole EVERYTHING that he had owned. All of his clothes, the gun collection, I mean literally everything and anything that he could get away with. Only thing that his friend got back was his car. Nice friend, huh? And no, I’m still not even close to being over him. Nor will I ever be. I see him in my house sometimes, especially before my divorce 2 years ago. He made his disapproval of my husband so obvious and violent. I was laying in bed next to him, already asleep and suddenly heard & felt the vibration of the mattress bouncing back from the loudest punch I’ve ever heard in my entire life (and I’ve heard probably hundreds of punches). My ex woke up screaming “WHY DID YOU JUST PUNCH ME IN THE FACE!?!??” I asked him if the punch was the size of my hand…I have super small hands & he suddenly realized that he had just been attacked by my ❤ (for good reason too, I later learned that he was having an affair with his ex from over 25 years ago.) Boom! I filled for a divorce the day after I found their texts, in which I learned everything, more than I ever wanted to know. But at least I know that the man who still holds my heart and soul is watching out for me. But I’d rather have the option of him being alive, even if not with me, just because I liked this world a million times more just knowing that he was in it. So I’m sorry for the dismal answer to your question but it’s just the truth. ❤️🩹
i need him… biblically. i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism
“You look like you’re going to a funeral - maybe I am“ is what Johnny cash the man in black used to say
he is so funny bahaha
agree
14:54 why is this me at 2am when I can't sleep 🤣🤣🤣
this is my first RUclips comment ever, just have to say I laughed out loud for like 4 straight minutes after the People lyrics bit
he's so done there it's so funny!!
He has Michael Hutchence mannerisms.
5:39 so so so funny, idk how he thinks of stuff like that 😂
his mind is so interesting to me🤣
@14:38 he could call me pathetic any time!
I love this sm
Love him 😂😂😂
Defo high on the first one..but he’s still fine 😮
well done! love that video!
I wonder how many times Taylor has seen this. You know she’s lurking!
where is the video where hes talkiny about brojobs im pissing myself 😭😭
@@lizzygrantsgf ruclips.net/video/k40WtwAgeRU/видео.htmlsi=04FTvlMZ6C77pDv0 here
Omg!! In the second vid, he looks like vector! Oh YeA!!
6:12 accurate
Waiting for pt2❤❤❤❤
yes yes it's coming
Where is his towel video from?
ruclips.net/video/44ezfnnRE0k/видео.html
9:50 What is the original video please ? 😂
ruclips.net/video/44ezfnnRE0k/видео.htmlsi=CwUPCetEgXxbI_Of
Does anyone know where the clip at 12:31 is from
ruclips.net/video/44ezfnnRE0k/видео.htmlsi=FI1OZH3zPT2kOZY9
I got punched in the stomach by George Blagden
wheres the 1st video from?
ruclips.net/video/44ezfnnRE0k/видео.htmlsi=gYw789uCtUKE5Etq
the suitcase thing is dangerous. A person can die within seconds.
was any of it true...?
No wonder Taylor flipped!!
@@teresatano193 oh i wonder actually
❤❤❤❤❤
Love the lazy audio editing, really fun for my tinnitus
❤
The more I watch this the more I realIze he’s too cool for Taylor, she’s probably an uptight perfectionist and that will never work with a carefree fun loving guy
Maybe you haven’t seen anything of her behind the scenes but she appears to be very laidback and goofy. He obviously liked something about her.