Listen Arcade but you’re slowly dying in hospital

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  • Опубликовано: 19 дек 2024

Комментарии • 137

  • @rhyiamfg
    @rhyiamfg 3 года назад +329

    no ones there, you’re dying but no ones here for you.
    you can’t help but cry as you lie on the cold hospital sheets shaking, skin & bone.
    a small radio in the distance starts playing arcade, you feel more and more tired as you start to fade away.
    the beeps get louder and louder as you grow quieter and quieter.
    the song continues.
    you know you’re dying but you can’t do a thing about it.
    you start flat lining, taking your last breaths before becoming nothing forever.
    they bust through the door but realised it was simply too late.
    ‘no.... i was too late....’ the person you loved whispered, crying their own tears.
    ‘i was too late.’

  • @shangiestarsson1651
    @shangiestarsson1651 3 года назад +360

    My depression : just die and end the pain
    My heart : mom will cry

    • @m0xl1e
      @m0xl1e 3 года назад +35

      Mom is reason why i hate myself and why i love myslef at the same time

    • @horrorstuff1350
      @horrorstuff1350 3 года назад +6

      I felt that tbh

    • @CadalinceChan
      @CadalinceChan 3 года назад +5

      *True...*

    • @stardust942
      @stardust942 2 года назад +3

      Yeah i am stuck:(

    • @baziezakotki
      @baziezakotki 2 года назад +1

      she is the only reason why i haven't ended with myself yet, i don't want to hurt her you know😟 it would break her heart totally, i am her first child...

  • @emberlyn5225
    @emberlyn5225 3 года назад +126

    I'm not even suicidal, depressed, etc...it's just so calming to lay down, in a comfortable position, in your bed, eyes closed... listening to this to get all your emotions out....but ofc we have to cover our mouths to make sure people don't hear....

    • @amalhd7443
      @amalhd7443 3 года назад +8

      Same .sorry . When I read your comment you remember me to myself.

  • @ellvirangmai
    @ellvirangmai 3 года назад +18

    can't wait when the doctors say "she cant make it, im sorry."

  • @imjusthereinthevoidofspace4191
    @imjusthereinthevoidofspace4191 3 года назад +52

    All I thought was :
    Mr. Stark, I don’t feel so good
    🥲

  • @papervessle4712
    @papervessle4712 3 года назад +219

    This helps with depression

  • @microwavedmetal
    @microwavedmetal 3 года назад +24

    My mom tells me to do better...but I wish she knew that I am trying my best.

  • @roachandcheese7233
    @roachandcheese7233 3 года назад +20

    "I'm not afraid of dying, just what comes after"

    • @siren6719
      @siren6719 2 года назад +1

      I was dying for 41 minutes im not afraid

    • @Wolffur
      @Wolffur 3 месяца назад +1

      That which will happen, was always going to happen.
      Hopefully this knowledge will help console you:
      At least in this world, there will be nothing to fear or doubt ever again.
      Your labours will end, as you will need nothing.
      You leave behind the pleasures of life, but also existential dread, pains, and its insatiable desires and loss.

    • @roachandcheese7233
      @roachandcheese7233 3 месяца назад +1

      @@Wolffur Thank you ❤

  • @kxkvj4172
    @kxkvj4172 3 года назад +43

    For whoever is listening to this...
    Sunshine, you need love :(

    • @Dannie_1333
      @Dannie_1333 3 года назад +1

      if thats true who will do the deed to love me ?

    • @waifunekofiaa3322
      @waifunekofiaa3322 2 года назад

      Don’t we all need love. Everyone does.

  • @hatdoghahaha7312
    @hatdoghahaha7312 3 года назад +119

    */Noticed something
    */Remembers Something
    */Cries
    Feel me?

  • @evanlilly6791
    @evanlilly6791 3 года назад +16

    The fact that this is the closest I will get to having someone cry for me when I go makes me just want to end it all.

  • @MissdNd
    @MissdNd 2 года назад +20

    heart:Mom will cry.
    mind:But mom deserves a better child... Who is more responsible in school, more reliable...
    heart:but mom will still cry...
    mind:We don't deserve mom.
    heart:but when she cry we'll be sad too.
    our heart is like our baby sister who keeps us fighting...
    our brain is the older sister who thinks whats best for everything...

    • @_csinti_
      @_csinti_ 2 года назад +1

      Stay strong, I wish you all the best. Take care, ask for help if you need it.
      100 reasons to stay alive:
      1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach
      2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself
      3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days
      4. Your moms smile
      5. Your best friends laugh
      6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you
      7. The feeling of the sun against your face
      8. Hearing the words “I love you”
      9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday
      10. Birthdays
      11. Quiet late night drives
      12. Missed opportunities and adventures
      13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day
      14. Long hot showers
      15. Music that you connect with
      16. You have a purpose
      17. You can change somebody’s life
      18. Snowball fights
      19. Concerts
      20. Watching people fall
      21. As long as you heart is beating, there is hope
      22. You will regret dying
      23. Your dreams
      24. Marriage
      25. You are enough
      26. Pain is only temporary
      27. Late night food runs with your friends
      28. The sound of rain
      29. Reading powerful quotes
      30. Eating your favorite foods
      31. Stars
      32. Good movies
      33. Having children
      34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them
      35. Meeting new people
      36. Your struggle will make you stronger
      37. You have a lot of people that love and support you
      38. Being able to say, “I made it”
      39. Genuine smiles
      40. Bonfires
      41. You matter
      42. Time heals most wounds
      43. Your first apartment/house
      44. The crunch of leaves in the fall
      45. Finding your soul mate
      46. Meaningful hugs
      47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding
      48. You are worth it
      49. Sunday night football
      50. The smell of Christmas trees
      51. People care about you; lots of them in fact
      52. Sunsets
      53. Ice cream
      54. You are brave
      55. Things really do get better
      56. Dogs
      57. Cats
      58. Pets in general
      59. Rainbows
      60. You are amazing
      61. The city
      62. Travelling
      63. Vacations
      64. Road trips
      65. Hearing awesome stories
      66. Inside jokes
      67. Coffee
      68. Snowmen
      69. Your talents
      70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win
      71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness
      72. You will be happy one day
      73. All-nighters with your friends
      74. Cuddling
      75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college
      76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years
      77. Smiling
      78. Seeing someone else smile
      79. You are beautiful
      80. Decorating you house/apartment
      81. Capturing perfect moments on camera
      82. You would be missed
      83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants
      84. Your favorite hobby
      85. Swimming on a hot day
      86. Being cozied up with blankets
      87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap
      88. Helping other people
      89. Watching the people you love become successful
      90. Becoming successful yourself
      91. Babies/little kids
      92. Cute old people
      93. Love stories
      94. You are strong
      95. You will be proud that you continued to live
      96. The feeling of grass under your feet
      97. Telling crazy stories
      98. The smell of rain
      99. Watching lightning
      100. YOU ARE LOVED❤️

  • @sayantikabanerjee6587
    @sayantikabanerjee6587 3 года назад +42

    It's new year's eve and guess God just doesn't wanna keep the old you in this world no more, 11:45 and you're in the hospital , the wish to live came out as water from your eyes ! You can't do anything, can't talk to you loved ones for one last time and then from the next cabin arcade plays as you can hear the slowed version of the song so can you understand your time is getting less with each line of the song and there is a flashback of everything , but you do wanna live and then finally that breadth the last one you hear cries , and finally the songs ends with your life and it's a New year!

  • @yuriiwa1948
    @yuriiwa1948 3 года назад +11

    This is oddly peaceful.

  • @merelhogeloon6532
    @merelhogeloon6532 3 года назад +14

    i cannot imagine how my and needed to hear this, and needed to hear the beat stop.

  • @malakben5767
    @malakben5767 3 года назад +8

    what an amazing feeling when you re listening to this while you re really dying

  • @jordanbrace8355
    @jordanbrace8355 3 года назад +16

    Is it just me or does the heart monitor make it so much better.

  • @kathleencasey7993
    @kathleencasey7993 3 года назад +24

    That sad when ur dying no one theres to help u💔💔😭😭

    • @siren6719
      @siren6719 2 года назад

      You’re so right to die alone is the worst thing

  • @Lhulesia
    @Lhulesia 3 года назад +63

    Omg i just searched for this and i found this *-*
    Ty💖

    • @tugcesenoglu4441
      @tugcesenoglu4441 3 года назад +1

      Oh yelena♥️

    • @Lhulesia
      @Lhulesia 3 года назад +1

      @@tugcesenoglu4441 Evet :)
      Geç cevap vermişim-
      Yorum bildirimleri gelmiyor ehe-

    • @tugcesenoglu4441
      @tugcesenoglu4441 3 года назад +1

      @@Lhulesia Sorun yok,cevap verilcek bir şey dememişim zaten

    • @Lhulesia
      @Lhulesia 3 года назад +1

      @@tugcesenoglu4441 :D

  • @hyunjinsrose
    @hyunjinsrose 3 года назад +50

    When this will come true and I will finally die!? :)

    • @kkaepjanggggg
      @kkaepjanggggg 3 года назад +4

      One day ;(

    • @wildjackle1707
      @wildjackle1707 3 года назад +9

      Stay strong❤you can do this although I feel like we going through the same thing like, I just wanna die but still don't and I'm just waiting for my day to come, but I believe we are stronger than that❤

    • @jhanvikapoor4271
      @jhanvikapoor4271 3 года назад +6

      Not soon because the world needs you. It needs you to see the beauty and light that you deserve to experience after enduring all this pain and becoming strong. Don't worry, you are becoming stronger. I may not know you but I know that you are very strong because you've come so far. Don't worry you are reaching the end of this dark tunnel and you are very close to seeing the light.

  • @sleeplessshinso5103
    @sleeplessshinso5103 3 года назад +6

    TW// SEWER SLIDE, SELF HARM, AND DEATH. Please read this warning and do not read on if you’re sensitive to such topics.
    POV: You’re dying
    --
    No matter how much I tried, my eyes wouldn’t open. I wanted so badly to pat her head and comfort her, tell her to stop crying for me. I don’t deserve her tears. I wanted to tell her that everything will be okay, though that wasn’t the truth.
    I’m here because of a suicide attempt. I was sick of it all, and I downed a bottle of pills. Now that I did it, I hate myself even more for it. I want to puke the pills out, I want to sit up and hug her and tell her it’s okay. I wanted to get out of this bed and run, but I know my time is limited. I feel myself slipping away. I love her. That’s my mom. She was sobbing uncontrollably, her head resting on my arm. I wanted so bad to grab her and tell her that I’ll be fine.
    I wanted to sit up and tease her and call her a dork. I swear. Please let me survive this, I’ll do better. I’ll love my family, I’ll try harder. I don’t want to leave my sister, the sweet girl who was with me through it all. Or my mom, who was completely devastated when she found out I self harmed. She screamed. I know she knows that how she reacted was wrong. She yelled at me and told me I’m being dramatic.
    Dear god I hope she doesn’t blame herself.
    I can’t smell anymore, my vision faded a while ago, and I’m starting to lose touch. At least I won’t have to feel the sobbing on my arm.
    ... the sobbing is fading away. It’s so far away..
    It’s so quiet. I can’t hear anymore. My last senses are shutting down. Fuck. I really messed up. I’m going to die.
    I’m so sorry mom. I’m sorry sister. I’ll do better.
    Sorry. I love you.
    --
    Hey! I’m sorry this is sad, I just saw this and wanted to write something. I hope it isn’t terrible.

  • @someonefromyourdreams
    @someonefromyourdreams 2 года назад +4

    I really appreciate your work, this song helped me release all the heart's heaviness rooted there for a few months. During the music playing I could feel someone's very important to me energy hugging mine with love, acceptance, gratitude and letting me cry. Also I experienced some flashbacks and thoughts about what would certainly happen if I didn't know this human, but now I am able to live and what's more enjoy it. I really needed today some kind of comfort and gratefulness expressing, any other song couldn't help me with it. Once again thank you

  • @cj1590
    @cj1590 3 года назад +9

    my hearts a great actor to-

    • @beliny544
      @beliny544 3 года назад

      No CP fans should be sad *hugs you *

  • @laurenbardoner8903
    @laurenbardoner8903 3 года назад +5

    Why is it that this song is so fitting?

  • @jonicaharkess1557
    @jonicaharkess1557 2 года назад +2

    I cried while listening to this, which helped me release some heavy emotions i kept......but it also got me thinking
    .....I'm not suicidal or anything....I just want to share my thoughts....
    It's not that i'm afraid of dying or death in general, never have been....
    But what i'm afraid of is what happens after i die.....How my death will affect and burden my family and friends
    .....but the thought of closing your eyes and feeling all the pain, stress, anxiety, and so on slowly disappears. Taking your final breath as your body begins to relax and be at peace just for a second before everything goes blank.
    .....makes me crave the feeling of dying.....
    But in the end, i also dont want to feel it....

  • @ceren641
    @ceren641 3 года назад +36

    Another love Tom odell please

  • @sidduu2626
    @sidduu2626 3 года назад +4

    Masterpiece for heartbroken peoples 🙁🙂

  • @ghostrikuta2577
    @ghostrikuta2577 3 года назад +3

    Idk but the feeling that someone would cry about you feels..good? Idk

  • @greekgod3850
    @greekgod3850 3 года назад +11

    can you do ‘hurts so good’ please?

  • @Marian_li123
    @Marian_li123 3 года назад +12

    Ese llanto me rompe, recuerdo a mi amiga virtual.
    Quiero morir, pero no quiero dejarte
    Si tan solo supieras que por ti aún no me mato
    J. D

    • @Marian_li123
      @Marian_li123 3 года назад

      No dejen a nadie su estabilidad emocional ajshah, no todas las personas siempre estarán, y eso lo de de la peor manera
      Tú qué eras mi razón de mi felicidad ahora no eres más que la razón de mis llantos por la noche. Te odio, te odio, te odio. Pero vuelve, te extraño, eres mala. Tu estás bien, que bueno me gustaría estar bien también

    • @Marian_li123
      @Marian_li123 3 года назад

      J.D.S.C

  • @tian505
    @tian505 3 года назад +1

    not at me listening to this while trying to write my hospital au

  • @soumyasah2336
    @soumyasah2336 2 года назад +1

    When you are hearing to it with earphone on
    And the notification can't stop coming

  • @HellPrince
    @HellPrince Год назад

    Got here to remind myself why I can't just leave

  • @thefuzzyone5120
    @thefuzzyone5120 3 года назад +2

    I'll be honest that's all I hear whenever I wake up in the hospital, ik drinking is bad n all but aye it's a way out a way to not see but wall blindly, eh jus don't follow this path padawans there's more to life than material things

  • @21637
    @21637 3 года назад +7

    Nf- wake up PLEASEEEE (its okay if u say no )

  • @helyheme6274
    @helyheme6274 3 года назад +2

    *i’m crying rn*

  • @Wolffur
    @Wolffur Год назад

    I'm thinking, if I was dying, my last thoughts would probably be:
    I feel remorse and grief for all my awful myriad failures and misdeeds.
    I often feel rage at all the awful failures and misdeeds of others done to me.
    At least I have this consolation:
    Life sucked for the most part.
    Yeah, I love my mom, my Chihuahuas, a brief period of fashion before alcoholism consumed me, enjoyed escapism, rocking to music, and the brief periods when I believed that I was loved.
    But the rest of it, not so much. At the end, I feel mostly a lot of bitterness and anger, at myself, others, and life in general. Why was it so hard? Why was my luck so bad? Why were the folks who raised me so ignorant or malicious? Why did nothing ever turn out right? Yeah, I'm fully aware that most of the world was born into mostly economically worse circumstances, yes I was born in a first world country, but honestly, I never had any of the ability or means to enjoy most of it. As I lay dying, ignored by the overworked CNAs and nurse. Just as well. At least I have some more time with my thoughts. I was largely ignored by most of the world in life, but I was mostly okay with that, as I liked to think and escape into the world of my own imagination and escapism. I was important, powerful, and wanted there. I'm just spending my last hours here on my cell phone, watching videos, saying goodbye to ASMRtists in the comments sections. I'm pretty sure that there's no real afterlife, but I'm hoping that I'm wrong, and that I really will see my mom and grandma again. I tried to at least act as if I had faith for at least half of my life. I don't think that I've ever done anyone any great evil. And even tried to help sometimes.
    As I lay here dying, I see all of the times I was mean, hurtful, and uncaring. And all I've hurt, and I beg forgiveness from their souls. If they never want to speak to me again, in this life, or if there is a next, I understand. There's some I can't forgive even now. Including myself. Thankfully I leave no one behind, which is good, because I leave a pile of worthless stuff as my worldly goods. Honestly, it would have been better altogether that I had been born a different person. That's the long and the short of it. No funeral. None would come. Bye.

    • @Ronnie60669
      @Ronnie60669 Год назад +1

      Man r u okay? U can talk to me if you want

    • @Wolffur
      @Wolffur Год назад

      @@Ronnie60669 I'm alright. No need to worry. I was just looking into the future. Why fear what is inevitable? Simply accept the certainly. There is no alternative.

  • @ryleighmitchell2281
    @ryleighmitchell2281 3 года назад +2

    Ya this does help me listings to this song

  • @aniaswiecicka1570
    @aniaswiecicka1570 3 года назад +11

    Happier- Ed sheeran PLEASE

  • @horrorstuff1350
    @horrorstuff1350 3 года назад +2

    god this reminds me of a fanfic I'm writing lol

  • @alessiia_ls
    @alessiia_ls Год назад

    LMAOOO SORRY BUT I BURSTED OUT LAUGHING WHEN I HEARD THE DEEP VOICE

  • @mongnightcore6711
    @mongnightcore6711 3 года назад +1

    headphones 🎧 really recommend for this🍂

  • @xiao3025
    @xiao3025 2 года назад

    Pov: your a black sheep in your family. Your family don't care about your fellings expect from your uncle.your uncle love's you forever in he's heart but he got a accident and you cry while holding he's hand.

  • @baziezakotki
    @baziezakotki 2 года назад

    i got flashbacks...

  • @planetstarsmedia977
    @planetstarsmedia977 3 года назад +1

    We have done a short film on Covid 19 and wish to use this music, I am please asking for your contact so we can discuss the terms and conditions further

  • @kawabones
    @kawabones 3 года назад +12

    YAAASSSSSSSS

  • @PrinceLamorac
    @PrinceLamorac 2 года назад

    People are not okay...

  • @ll-ky9td
    @ll-ky9td 3 года назад +2

    I think I will burst from crying

  • @Nothing-vj5ky
    @Nothing-vj5ky 3 года назад +2

    Love is gone one plz 🥺🥺

  • @taylorvazsccp1
    @taylorvazsccp1 2 года назад

    I love it

  • @ryleigh6887
    @ryleigh6887 2 года назад

    This just make it worse I can just hear people screaming for there husband or kids

  • @laitosakamaki8793
    @laitosakamaki8793 3 года назад +6

    please help me....

    • @csengeszabo4132
      @csengeszabo4132 3 года назад +2

      Everything will be fine… I guess😔

    • @laitosakamaki8793
      @laitosakamaki8793 3 года назад +2

      @@csengeszabo4132 no. its not. l tried but...... l cant.
      l cant breath
      l cant live
      l just wanna live

    • @babygirlmelody24
      @babygirlmelody24 3 года назад +1

      @@laitosakamaki8793 ikr💔

    • @laitosakamaki8793
      @laitosakamaki8793 3 года назад +3

      @@babygirlmelody24 if I can't hurt myself, I'm hurting everyone around me.....I know that I'm the wrong one...but there's nothing I can do about it

    • @laitosakamaki8793
      @laitosakamaki8793 3 года назад

      @@babygirlmelody24 l broking

  • @isa_china18
    @isa_china18 2 года назад

    Cuando será ese dia, maldigo mi vida..

  • @mokshagour8477
    @mokshagour8477 3 года назад

    I don't know what to say but I am tried of all the things...

  • @06sky._
    @06sky._ 3 года назад

    Just Imagine...

  • @erikamoniquecorreianunes2408
    @erikamoniquecorreianunes2408 3 года назад +2

    Bug cite blue - lil peep PLEASE

    • @inhospital6425
      @inhospital6425  3 года назад

      Check my channel and subscribe if u like it

  • @DarylMooteeveeren
    @DarylMooteeveeren 4 месяца назад

    I wish it was me

  • @HavanaXOXO
    @HavanaXOXO 2 года назад

    NOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @cynrenteria846
    @cynrenteria846 3 года назад +2

    For the love of a daughter by demi Lovato plssssss

  • @patrycjamajewska693
    @patrycjamajewska693 2 года назад

    💔

  • @petapetrinova1711
    @petapetrinova1711 3 года назад

    This makes me wanna cry until I'll sleep or cut myself I can't kill myself because I don't want my parents and friends cry or be sad

    • @Gavilanvlr
      @Gavilanvlr Год назад

      Cutting yourself won’t solve anything, neither will suicide. I understand completely how you feel. I’m an adult now and it sucks, working your life away, a huge world to explore but you hardly see the sun, a family that loves you but you don’t love yourself. Smiling but inside you’re hopeless. I get it because well I’m not afraid to do it, I’ve often thought of ways how to do it, but then there’s always something that stops me like my friends and family, you gotta keep going even if it hurts, i promise it’ll get better but it May take months May take years, be a better you. You can do so by giving your body the love it deserves like exercise, meditation, healthy foods. Wonderful scents. Never be afraid to focus on you.

  • @HavanaXOXO
    @HavanaXOXO 2 года назад

    😭😭😭

  • @Mansi_Saluja
    @Mansi_Saluja 2 года назад

    🥺😞😞

  • @alexavicorii156
    @alexavicorii156 3 года назад +1

    I..

  • @elmalikek_
    @elmalikek_ 3 года назад +3

    🪡

  • @siren6719
    @siren6719 2 года назад

    I got flatlined in real please don’t read my comment if you’re have weak heart

  • @tegens4thwife
    @tegens4thwife Год назад

    poosay

  • @Dudbuf
    @Dudbuf 3 года назад

    the crying makes this so bad get rid of it plz

  • @baruhruskova8703
    @baruhruskova8703 3 года назад +2

    sorry not sorry but the crying is so annoying

  • @patrycjamajewska693
    @patrycjamajewska693 2 года назад

    I hate myshelf 🖤