But the process of dying is scary, you can twitch and/or gag for up to 12 hours after death, and hearing is the last sense to go before you compleatly die
I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️
I remember what this was like.. I remember when I couldn't get in surgery room straight away and I was in that situation where I was on my death bed.. but somehow I still survived
covid-19 ruined everything... people dying depression suicide eating everyday and getting fat everytime home and crying still on phone and young people searching these song to die.........
ima make u sad :D Imagine: You opened your eyes from a nap to see your best friend crying as tears land on you. "I-its you last day today living..." she said trying to make words come out of her mouth while crying. "is it..?" you turned your head to the right looking at the doctor. The doctor nods while tears suddenly come out from your eyes making them blurry. That best friend was your closest and the only one that supported you your whole life. Your heartbeat becomes slow. "Hey don't cry..I'm always gonna be by your side..I promise" you looked at her in the eyes when you said that. You suddenly see black and nothing more. Your world stopped. The last thing you heard was your best friend crying her heart out for you.
Sad part about this is my best friend never texts or calls anymore we were so close and now she doesn’t even know what’s going on in my life she doesn’t know that I cry myself to sleep every night she simply just forgot about me like I was nothing but she was all I had :(
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️
@@MistyMemoryy Your welcome and whenever you want to talk about it you can tell me if you like.I understand that being annoyed or bored can be quite difficult to deal with ❤️
For all the depressed people I know that you are tired sad i know that you feel alone dead But remember there's Always a light that you have to see even if it's hard You should fight in this life even if you are tired but stay fighting Fight for people who love you if you will Say that no one loves you so fight for your self because you deserve to live you deserve to be happy be fine and move on and help people who are depressed ❤️❤️
@@cranesdelirium I'm good but I lost one of my ovarium so I will be menapouse at 20. Well it's better then I need to marry at 15 years had a baby and become menapouse cause the doctor said maybe she needs to get married early and then we can take both of her ovarium the doctor felt bad so he only takes one.
Let me tell you something okay just listen when I was in Hostipal I had few hours to live and the doctors sent me straight to the operating room where they put me to sleep to give me what I need and I remember myself flying out of my body seeing me lying there life less and the doctors still doing the surgery for me I went to explore some more and I saw my mom behind the hospital door crying and hoping I was being okay then everything went black and I woke up in my private room and being told that surgery went successful and I was going to be ok me crying was left in shock and happy it was the most beautiful but terrifying experience I ever had but I am all good now (this was 2 years ago before the Pandemic)
Got recommended this while sorta triggered after seeing something about suicide, and now I’m listening and the crying person sorta sounds like my mom. I’m scared
cesaret edebildigim zaman yapacagim uykuya dalayacagim sonsuz huzura ulasacagim sizi tanimiyorum fakat sizi seviyorum kendinize dikkat edin cok degerlisiniz hayatin tadini cikarin 🥺💗
@@syde3987 bilmiyorum konu sevdiğin insan mı ama eğer öyleyse değer mi sence biri seni üzdü diye sonsuz uykuya dalmak istemen? bak ben bu yorumu ne zaman yazmışım o gün bugündür acı içindeyim ama böyle bişeyi asla düşünmedim. çünkü bi hayalim var benim. bigün onun elini sımsıkı tutmak. ben hayalimin peşinden gitmeye çabalıyorum, hayallerim için yaşıyorum. hayallerim benim yaşamamı sağlıyo. ne yaşadın gerçekten bilmiyorum ama özünde çok iyi insan olduğunu ve aslında ölmeyi istemediğini, sadece acını dindirmek istediğini biliyorum. ölmek sana hiçbirşey kazandırmaz. sadece arkanda bıraktıklarına büyük bi acı bırakır. ağla, bağır çağır, içini boşalt. ama sakın böyle sözler söyleme. çünkü sen çok değerli bi insansın. sen olmazsan emin ol birçok kişi yarı yolda kalır. sen olmazsan birçok kişi için hayat durur. sen eminim ki çok iyi bi insansın ve kalbin de çok temiz. sadece böyle şeyler düşünme. varsa anılarınla yaşa. yoksa hayallerinle. seni bu dünyada seven çok insan var. ben de dahil olmak üzre. seni çok seviyorum ❤
@@papatya70-n7l yazdiklarin icin cok tesekkur ederim beni aglattin 🥺 konu sevdiğim cocuk degil ailem de dahil kimsenin bilmedigi benim beynimin icinde olan dusunce/ bir his gibi bir sey.. bu beni eritiyor kimse yardimci olmuyor kimse anlamaya calismiyor ipucu vermeye calismama ragmen ve anlamalarina ragmen takmiyorlar. ama sadece senin icin mucadele edecegim gerçekten bana zaman ayirip cevap vermen bile benim icin cok buyuk bir sey mucadele etmeye calisacagim pes etmeyecegim🥺 umarim onunla beraber olursun senin ona verdigin degeri anlar ve seni asla birakmaz, eger bir derdin sıkıntın olursa mutlaka yaz yardımcı olurum kesinlikle unutma ki tek bir kisi icin bu kadar uzulmeye degmez dünya da 7 milyar kişi var illa ki sana deger veren seni cok seven birini bulursun tekrar cok teşekkür ederim bana zaman ayirdigin icin
To those reading this comment, I want to wish you a good day / good night / good morning. I wish you only happiness and good in life. May you always be happy. That you no longer want to die. That you will see the beautiful side in life and not the bad side. I want you to know that you are important to many people, and I am one of them. You are important to me, so please fight, do not die today, do not give up today, it is soon over, go one last push and you are there, do not give up, please do not. You are more than that, I believe in you and love you. Do not run away from your problems by killing yourself, stay here and prove to everyone and especially to yourself that you are stronger than they and you think. I love you and you are important. Do not kill yourself today.🤍
You are laying in the bed all you hear is the beeping and the crying as u pass on you hear them cry more.....but the pain is gone your okay but the person isn't... As u take that in you cry yourself....
Muhtemelen türk görmez falan takılıyım kendi halimde burda Biriyle konuşup kendini anlatabilen yürekli insanlar var mıdır cidden? Biriyle konuşmak, biraz olsun kendimi anlatmaya çalıştıkça canım yanıyor. Yapamıyorum. Korkuyorum artık. İnsanlar ürkütücü. Kimseye bahsetmediğim şeyleri anlatmaya buraya geldim. Kimse bilmez benim ne düşündüğümü, neyin beni gerçekten mutlu ettiğini, neleri dert ettiğimi, su an nelere üzüldüğümü. Bilmezler ölmek istediğimi. Herkes bana çok uzak. Şu an neye canım yanıyor, ne hissediyorum göremezler. Hiç merak ettiler mi ki? Sizi hiç merak eden oldu mu? Biriyle konuşup kendinizi tanıtabildiniz mi? Korkmadınız mı hiç o kişi bir gün canınızı yakar diye? Açabildiniz mi kendinizi herhangi birine? Ben denedim arkadaşlar. Bir kız vardı. Dert dostum muydu, aşık olduğum biri miydi, hayran olduğum biri miydi bilmiyorum. Anlattım ona biraz kendimi birkaç yıl önce. İstemedi beni. İtti beni. Sırf kendimi anlattığım için korktu benden. Kendini tanıtmak zorunda kalmaktan korktu. Bir kere anlatmıştı bir şeyler. Bir kızdan bahsetmişti. Sevinmiştim. Kıskanmıştım da benden daha özel oldukları için. Ama sonra şey dediğini hatırlıyorum. 'Sen olduğun için anlatmadım sadece onu çok özlüyorum ve bugün onun gittiği gün sana özel bir şey değildi. Benim hakkımda hiçbir şey bilmiyorsun.' Birbirimizi tanımak için sorular soruyorduk başka bir gün. Beni tanımlar mısın beni nasıl tanıyorsun demiştim. Şey demişti 'Eskiden olsa garip, şimdi ise tahmin edilebilir.' Başka bir gün tartışmıştık benim yüzümden. Artık konuşmak istemediğini, çok kırgın olduğunu söylemişti. Sonrasında da 'Sen yine birilerine anlatırsın ki kendini zaten.' Dediğini hatırlıyorum. Neden bu cümleler bu kadar yaktı canımı. Onun kadar özel değilim diye mi? Onlar kadar özel olmayı dilerdim.
You want me to listen to the song which I have had the most sexual fantasy scenarios in? While dying? WHAT KIND OF HEAVEN HAVE YOU CREATED (okay but we know I'm going to hell for just thinking of going away while listening to Take me to church oh the things I would imagine😃)
Anybody have some spare happiness i can have? I'm pretty sure everyone here has run out of enough for them. You're all out? That's okay! I've been without for a few years, what's a couple more? 🙂
Is anyone like me? Like scared of dying but living seems much scarier
Weird question but did I see you on "Lovely but youre slowly dying at the hospital" with this comment?
@@iris4100 WORLDWIDE WITH THE "dying in the hospital" COVERS
Yes. I agree. If i die my friends would be disappointed and thats scary. But living is still more frightening
@@iris4100 i post this on all of my accounts !! ty for this reply tho
No
*young depression is back*
@@lani.h7226 nah me and nikola are always the two depressed and anime kids in school
I wonder when it will be gone
@@Claudia-uq5pi idk. It just happens sometimes. You know..
I want to die
But i can't
All of a sudden dying isn’t scary
Never has been.
Never will be
@dianarose duncab that's true
@dianarose duncab agreed
But the process of dying is scary, you can twitch and/or gag for up to 12 hours after death, and hearing is the last sense to go before you compleatly die
I would look at the person crying say "Hey don't cry..I'm always gonna be by your side..I promise"
@@iibluesapphirex1058 probably
I would hug them one last time
i’m scared to die but tired of living
live for me babe🥺 don’t waste it we’re all gonna die eventually but don’t just please
I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️
this
Imagine you're dying held by the woman that's crying and you sing this to her while you're bleeding out
So creative
100th like
@@DreyNova no one cares
I hope I won't die alone.
Same I want at least one person on my side with me just at least one
You won't ❤️
I remember what this was like.. I remember when I couldn't get in surgery room straight away and I was in that situation where I was on my death bed.. but somehow I still survived
im very happy you survived even if i don't know you :)
I wish you a long happy healthy life
Thank you guys :)
God :')
I’m glad you survived, and I hope you’re doing better now. :) Keep fighting!
i don’t wanna live anymore but hurting people is the reason i just can’t do it.
feel ya, bro,feel ya
this
Death is a feared gift and life is a beautiful tragedy...
I’m scared of living but I’m also scared of dying. Why is everything so hard?
So you want to talk?❤️
Do*
@@maggy4324 not really.. but I feel better knowing someone would want to talk to me☺️ tysm
ikr, so I just stopped. I didn’t give up, I just gave in. it would still be hard either option. But I hope you’re doing better each day.
@@sebby2pro4u Okay this is Fine .❤️Just Tell me if you change your mind❤️
Do you ever think of what it would be like to die to see who would really be there for you?
i had a stroke reading that
"I'm dying Jason. I'm sorry but I have to go now. You have to let me go. Please let me go."
I like her sobbing, remind me of my mother.
What happened? If I may ask
Sounds kinda dark and ngl I like it. Lol. I wouldn't want anyone to like.. Idk see me on my death bed and cry or shit. Except my bestie. And ya
@@mahaali3501 dude i don't even think I'll be on a death bed when I die I think I'll be in my room probably tbh
@@Zarniwhooper ikr
this breaks my heart my uncle died alone today from covid in a nursing home.
im so sorry about what happened are you okay?
covid-19 ruined everything...
people dying
depression
suicide
eating everyday and getting fat
everytime home and crying
still on phone
and young people searching these song to die.........
so right!
ima make u sad :D
Imagine:
You opened your eyes from a nap to see your best friend crying as tears land on you. "I-its you last day today living..." she said trying to make words come out of her mouth while crying. "is it..?" you turned your head to the right looking at the doctor. The doctor nods while tears suddenly come out from your eyes making them blurry. That best friend was your closest and the only one that supported you your whole life. Your heartbeat becomes slow. "Hey don't cry..I'm always gonna be by your side..I promise" you looked at her in the eyes when you said that. You suddenly see black and nothing more. Your world stopped. The last thing you heard was your best friend crying her heart out for you.
The way I saw your pfp and imagined i was talking to tsukishima😭🖐️
@@nique___1455 oop- maybe just
.+* p r e t e n d *+.
jkjk
Sad part about this is my best friend never texts or calls anymore we were so close and now she doesn’t even know what’s going on in my life she doesn’t know that I cry myself to sleep every night she simply just forgot about me like I was nothing but she was all I had :(
@@nique___1455 OMG SAME- 😭
I don’t have any friends but still sad :(
man I would be vibing before I die and also crying because dying sounds scary.
I honestly think that there is nothing after we all die. :D
im playing a playlist of "but you're dying" just to fall asleep... I'm so hopeless.
Hey it's ok dont be afraid of dying :3
*And I find my self standing at the top of my building complex again wishing for the guts to just end it*
Call for help, man
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I started to cry when you said "i need you here with me:)". Im so sorry...
thank u
Thank u for this
*virtual hug*
i feel like youre hurt, you just want others to be okay, and i appreciate that. thank you.
anyone else thinking there would be nobody crying about them
I don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this
I am so sorry event though I may can’t unterstand what you are going through but please know that if you want to talk there are people out there that will listen and that will care.Please stay and be safe .You are wonderful and even though it doesn’t seem like it right now but life is too.We may die someday but not right know and until then please live.Life is worth living it and there would so many things you would miss.Things or people that are beautiful even though you don’t know it yet so please stay and live❤️I wish you the best and send you love❤️
@@maggy4324 Don't worry I won't kill my self,I'm just so annoyed of situations in my life,that's it,btw thanks for caring ❤
@@MistyMemoryy Your welcome and whenever you want to talk about it you can tell me if you like.I understand that being annoyed or bored can be quite difficult to deal with ❤️
the sound of the beep when my heart beat stops comforts me
I'm very tired of the living...
For all the depressed people
I know that you are tired sad i know that you feel alone dead
But remember there's Always a light that you have to see even if it's hard
You should fight in this life even if you are tired but stay fighting
Fight for people who love you if you will Say that no one loves you so fight for your self because you deserve to live you deserve to be happy be fine and move on and help people who are depressed ❤️❤️
I listen to this ryt now😂 and I'm at the hospital I'm getting a surgery for my 20cm cyst
I hope you are going to be okay. I love you❤
how are you now? :)
@@cranesdelirium I'm good but I lost one of my ovarium so I will be menapouse at 20. Well it's better then I need to marry at 15 years had a baby and become menapouse cause the doctor said maybe she needs to get married early and then we can take both of her ovarium the doctor felt bad so he only takes one.
@@kateb6057 thankyou❤️
I would look at them and just-
"I only wish you plant the prettiest flowers on my grave..." and smile :')
Let me tell you something okay just listen when I was in Hostipal I had few hours to live and the doctors sent me straight to the operating room where they put me to sleep to give me what I need and I remember myself flying out of my body seeing me lying there life less and the doctors still doing the surgery for me I went to explore some more and I saw my mom behind the hospital door crying and hoping I was being okay then everything went black and I woke up in my private room and being told that surgery went successful and I was going to be ok me crying was left in shock and happy it was the most beautiful but terrifying experience I ever had but I am all good now (this was 2 years ago before the Pandemic)
Oh my gosh thats amazing
Ohh hello my darkness my old friend im back! 😊
Got recommended this while sorta triggered after seeing something about suicide, and now I’m listening and the crying person sorta sounds like my mom. I’m scared
If this song isn’t playing when I go out I don’t want it
Bu şarkıyı ona tavsiye etmiştim. Şimdi onu anmak, anıları canlandırmak, bazen ağlamak, ölmeyi hissetmek için burdayım
Bu şarkıyı paylaşacak kimsem olsa bile paylaşamam bu şarkıyı.
@@cerenmw ben bi aptallık ettim işte :'(
cesaret edebildigim zaman yapacagim uykuya dalayacagim sonsuz huzura ulasacagim sizi tanimiyorum fakat sizi seviyorum kendinize dikkat edin cok degerlisiniz hayatin tadini cikarin 🥺💗
@@syde3987 bilmiyorum konu sevdiğin insan mı ama eğer öyleyse değer mi sence biri seni üzdü diye sonsuz uykuya dalmak istemen? bak ben bu yorumu ne zaman yazmışım o gün bugündür acı içindeyim ama böyle bişeyi asla düşünmedim. çünkü bi hayalim var benim. bigün onun elini sımsıkı tutmak. ben hayalimin peşinden gitmeye çabalıyorum, hayallerim için yaşıyorum. hayallerim benim yaşamamı sağlıyo. ne yaşadın gerçekten bilmiyorum ama özünde çok iyi insan olduğunu ve aslında ölmeyi istemediğini, sadece acını dindirmek istediğini biliyorum. ölmek sana hiçbirşey kazandırmaz. sadece arkanda bıraktıklarına büyük bi acı bırakır. ağla, bağır çağır, içini boşalt. ama sakın böyle sözler söyleme. çünkü sen çok değerli bi insansın. sen olmazsan emin ol birçok kişi yarı yolda kalır. sen olmazsan birçok kişi için hayat durur. sen eminim ki çok iyi bi insansın ve kalbin de çok temiz. sadece böyle şeyler düşünme. varsa anılarınla yaşa. yoksa hayallerinle. seni bu dünyada seven çok insan var. ben de dahil olmak üzre. seni çok seviyorum ❤
@@papatya70-n7l yazdiklarin icin cok tesekkur ederim beni aglattin 🥺 konu sevdiğim cocuk degil ailem de dahil kimsenin bilmedigi benim beynimin icinde olan dusunce/ bir his gibi bir sey.. bu beni eritiyor kimse yardimci olmuyor kimse anlamaya calismiyor ipucu vermeye calismama ragmen ve anlamalarina ragmen takmiyorlar. ama sadece senin icin mucadele edecegim gerçekten bana zaman ayirip cevap vermen bile benim icin cok buyuk bir sey mucadele etmeye calisacagim pes etmeyecegim🥺 umarim onunla beraber olursun senin ona verdigin degeri anlar ve seni asla birakmaz, eger bir derdin sıkıntın olursa mutlaka yaz yardımcı olurum kesinlikle unutma ki tek bir kisi icin bu kadar uzulmeye degmez dünya da 7 milyar kişi var illa ki sana deger veren seni cok seven birini bulursun tekrar cok teşekkür ederim bana zaman ayirdigin icin
why are these so comforting to me
Don't give up
I can’t describe the feeling i’m having rn
To those reading this comment, I want to wish you a good day / good night / good morning. I wish you only happiness and good in life. May you always be happy. That you no longer want to die. That you will see the beautiful side in life and not the bad side. I want you to know that you are important to many people, and I am one of them. You are important to me, so please fight, do not die today, do not give up today, it is soon over, go one last push and you are there, do not give up, please do not. You are more than that, I believe in you and love you. Do not run away from your problems by killing yourself, stay here and prove to everyone and especially to yourself that you are stronger than they and you think. I love you and you are important. Do not kill yourself today.🤍
I’m not scared of drying I actually wanna die
Am I alone in this? Or Dying isn't scary instead it thrills me.
why is this so satisfying?
Thank you for this masterpiece 🥀
me: *having last 3 minutes of living* I wanna listen to it before i die
doctor: but this song is 4 minutes long-
death: i'll wait.
well well look who’s inside again ...
Ah yes the perfect thing to listen to immediately after binge watching House M.D.
The sobbing reminds me of my mum
well, this was harrowing, i love it
i love this
In my opinion everyone dies so I’ll never find it that scary js me who thinks this way ?
You are laying in the bed all you hear is the beeping and the crying as u pass on you hear them cry more.....but the pain is gone your okay but the person isn't... As u take that in you cry yourself....
I use this song while reading character x reader imagines where the reader dies. I have issues
I’m not scream of dying I’m scared if it’s gonna hurt but I’m tired of leaving
i don’t even care if i die anymore
Muhtemelen türk görmez falan takılıyım kendi halimde burda
Biriyle konuşup kendini anlatabilen yürekli insanlar var mıdır cidden? Biriyle konuşmak, biraz olsun kendimi anlatmaya çalıştıkça canım yanıyor. Yapamıyorum. Korkuyorum artık. İnsanlar ürkütücü. Kimseye bahsetmediğim şeyleri anlatmaya buraya geldim. Kimse bilmez benim ne düşündüğümü, neyin beni gerçekten mutlu ettiğini, neleri dert ettiğimi, su an nelere üzüldüğümü. Bilmezler ölmek istediğimi. Herkes bana çok uzak. Şu an neye canım yanıyor, ne hissediyorum göremezler. Hiç merak ettiler mi ki? Sizi hiç merak eden oldu mu? Biriyle konuşup kendinizi tanıtabildiniz mi? Korkmadınız mı hiç o kişi bir gün canınızı yakar diye? Açabildiniz mi kendinizi herhangi birine? Ben denedim arkadaşlar. Bir kız vardı. Dert dostum muydu, aşık olduğum biri miydi, hayran olduğum biri miydi bilmiyorum. Anlattım ona biraz kendimi birkaç yıl önce. İstemedi beni. İtti beni. Sırf kendimi anlattığım için korktu benden. Kendini tanıtmak zorunda kalmaktan korktu. Bir kere anlatmıştı bir şeyler. Bir kızdan bahsetmişti. Sevinmiştim. Kıskanmıştım da benden daha özel oldukları için. Ama sonra şey dediğini hatırlıyorum.
'Sen olduğun için anlatmadım sadece onu çok özlüyorum ve bugün onun gittiği gün sana özel bir şey değildi. Benim hakkımda hiçbir şey bilmiyorsun.'
Birbirimizi tanımak için sorular soruyorduk başka bir gün. Beni tanımlar mısın beni nasıl tanıyorsun demiştim. Şey demişti
'Eskiden olsa garip, şimdi ise tahmin edilebilir.'
Başka bir gün tartışmıştık benim yüzümden. Artık konuşmak istemediğini, çok kırgın olduğunu söylemişti. Sonrasında da
'Sen yine birilerine anlatırsın ki kendini zaten.' Dediğini hatırlıyorum.
Neden bu cümleler bu kadar yaktı canımı. Onun kadar özel değilim diye mi?
Onlar kadar özel olmayı dilerdim.
I was at the hospital rn.. well, I really need this.. ☺️
I'm scared ik crying at the same time as her....
I hear my own mother crying
I remember ✨BOKUAKA✨
It would’ve been a bit better if the heart monitor was louder other than that good 7/10
lmao as if anyone is gonna cry over me
I wish you all the best
who tf cryin for me lmao
I mY oN gOd HuMoR
Im sorry but where did u find the sound of the woman crying? I want to make smth similar to this
karl pfp😼😼
stop crying Im trying to listen to take me to church
I see all these coments „oMg It rLly FeElS lIkE iM dYiNg“ bruh I wish I was-
I'm so tired of living 👍😃☹️☹️
Oo po
proszę zrob „until i bleed out the weeknd but you’re peacefully dying”
I’m afraid the person that is crying is my mommy 💔😪
I waiting for death for a long time now
Can someone make faster
You want me to listen to the song which I have had the most sexual fantasy scenarios in? While dying? WHAT KIND OF HEAVEN HAVE YOU CREATED (okay but we know I'm going to hell for just thinking of going away while listening to Take me to church oh the things I would imagine😃)
can we get one without the woman sobbing? it makes me uncomfy lmao
yeah i am like “bro stop crying just let me die”
@@chloebaker1831 imagine dying and someone beside u is crying and ur like “bro stfu lemme die”
Ktos z polski?
Someone from poland?
No ja xD
Arkadaşlar deli misiniz dinlemeyin şöyle şeyler ahhajdmf
Can you pleaseee do mirrors by Justin Timberlake
Yesss
Sure ;D
Anybody have some spare happiness i can have? I'm pretty sure everyone here has run out of enough for them. You're all out? That's okay! I've been without for a few years, what's a couple more? 🙂
Quien sacó su papel de actor? Pues yo si
Nahh mogłaś nad tłem popracować ale nadal ok
pierwsze lepsze zdj z pintresta to jest tbh XD
Dzisiaj w sumie wczoraj (no bo jest 0:00 ) wkurzałam Lenę Panek i taka Julkę mówiąc cały czas po angielski - bruh~~
@@leniotian ja tak ludzi w klasie wkurzam prawie ciągle na angielskim XD
@@manganianpotasu nie zauważyłam xd
@@leniotian No bo wkurzam ludzi dookoła np. Nadje - a ty siedzisz na drugim końcu klasy praktycznie