how i cut off all my toxic friends + how u can too.

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  • Опубликовано: 3 дек 2024

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  • @NicoleRafiee
    @NicoleRafiee  4 года назад +105

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  • @edenreyes292
    @edenreyes292 4 года назад +1902

    instead of a dad or cool aunt, I feel like you're the chill mentor-friend-figure that gives advice to the main character in an indie coming of age film ngl

  • @CiaraGan
    @CiaraGan 4 года назад +1488

    its 3am and i am DEVOTED to my fav aunt dr nasty

  • @angelaharrouk9396
    @angelaharrouk9396 4 года назад +1389

    honestly cutting off my toxic friends was the best decision i have ever made

    • @bibi-oj2ep
      @bibi-oj2ep 4 года назад +17

      But how can i cut off toxic friends that are in my class and i see them everyday

    • @bibi-oj2ep
      @bibi-oj2ep 4 года назад +8

      Otherwise im lonely

    • @xierra3741
      @xierra3741 4 года назад +26

      @@bibi-oj2ep be lonely then, if that's what you have to do, it's hard at first but eventually you won't even care anymore

    • @ninakuenen1145
      @ninakuenen1145 4 года назад +25

      @@bibi-oj2ep you will find new friends who are not toxic

    • @eviedonnelly2485
      @eviedonnelly2485 4 года назад +15

      @@bibi-oj2ep if there toxic other people probably won’t like them, and they will see you as the toxic people’s friends. So when they see you not hanging around with those people they will probably like you more and want to spend time with you. Talk to new people at the same time as your friends with them and slowly drift

  • @Solhirter
    @Solhirter 4 года назад +1183

    My "best friend" was the most toxic person I have ever met, when we stopped talking to each other it was the biggest relief I have had in my life!

    • @rb-dg3fc
      @rb-dg3fc 4 года назад +47

      OH MY GOD SAME. literally same. I knew my "best friend" for three years and i recently cut her out of my life & HONESTLY i feel so much better now

    • @tamara7301
      @tamara7301 4 года назад +10

      Same

    • @cactijules
      @cactijules 4 года назад +25

      Sameee, I had a friend that would always say mean things about me and she called it “honesty” when it was just rude remarks. I’m glad I cut her out of my life.

    • @mihne9020
      @mihne9020 4 года назад +18

      DUDE SAME- but it was 3 of my best friends, i knew two of them for 7 years and the other was barely a year. i cut them off a month ago and i've never felt more happier in my life
      it ended up with me having only one friend, but it was so worth it

    • @alisalisa5262
      @alisalisa5262 4 года назад +3

      How do we view anyone after that . This realization hit home hard. I realized in 2 years I should just move on when fate put us in different school. She had a really good time for the rest of high school while I graduated with no friends and found myself in deep depression . Im healing itz only been 1 yeAr since I signed off from high school. Uni life about to bring a new beginning im reallly not ready

  • @lousielouise8716
    @lousielouise8716 4 года назад +441

    It’s normal to want closure and wonder “why”, but honestly it’s usually not one thing and they won’t be able to give you a straightforward answer most of the time. Accepting a certain amount of anbiguity and moving forward is often what’s required to heal.

  • @sristigupta277
    @sristigupta277 4 года назад +328

    If I “drop” my only close friend, then I have no one. I’ve noticed her lack of interest in me and my life. I’ve been the only one to call, text or keep in touch. Recently I ranted to her about some stuff going on in my life and she just outright dismissed it, and ignored it. She stopped caring and only responds out of obligation. I’m so hurt and done with that. But now I have no one.

    • @bellaheals875
      @bellaheals875 4 года назад +73

      heyyy that's okay. Now there's room for someone genuine to be close friends with you. Wait for it and the next thing you know, you're gonna be friends with someone who's gonna love you unconditionally and care about you.

    • @bellaheals875
      @bellaheals875 4 года назад +23

      be brave to make new good friends 👍🏼

    • @clockworkheir1835
      @clockworkheir1835 4 года назад +11

      hey! same here... :(

    • @mariaasmrr
      @mariaasmrr 4 года назад +45

      sometimes it’s better to spend some time alone and recover and work on yourself and when you’re ready find some new friends, i know the current pandemic situation makes that hard but online friends are here also 💖

    • @badbitchalert9236
      @badbitchalert9236 4 года назад +7

      i feel that same way right now because all of my friends (4) and they just make plans and then abandon

  • @seemin8286
    @seemin8286 4 года назад +287

    i've actually been trying to reflect on how i can stop being just an overall toxic individual so this came at an interesting point

  • @re_kkm3685
    @re_kkm3685 4 года назад +774

    I really think you should make a series called “how you can too”. Because you really make me feel good about these and as if your the big sister i never had🥺

  • @citykitty4137
    @citykitty4137 4 года назад +180

    reasons why I am a good friend
    - love unconditionally
    - will really try hard to support you and your passions
    - always admit when I am wrong
    - Puts you before me
    things I can work on as a friend
    - listening more than I talk
    - try to not be so flaky
    - let my friends know I am having anxiety so that they don't wonder
    - keep checking up on friends and staying in touch

    • @seraph1n3
      @seraph1n3 4 года назад +8

      Honestly, it’s good to reflect on ourselves, everyone can be toxic at times, but the important thing is that we learn and grow! I wish we could be friends 💔

    • @elisestarday6372
      @elisestarday6372 4 года назад +2

      Would anyone be bothered if friend asks them how their friends and families are doing? Even texting them while on vacation?! I'm so confused

    • @leoforlifeee1958
      @leoforlifeee1958 4 года назад +4

      @@elisestarday6372 no that’s so nice

    • @3letterox
      @3letterox Год назад +2

      don't put your friends before yourself babe! it might make you a "good friend" but you need to be a good friend to yourself first, that makes you a better friend to other over all.. as corny as it sounds

  • @kay-pd5iv
    @kay-pd5iv 4 года назад +320

    my brain: don't cut them off you need them
    nicole: DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT BEECH

    • @alien.707
      @alien.707 4 года назад +10

      kaylynn you don’t need toxic friends(!)❤️

    • @analisee1136
      @analisee1136 4 года назад +14

      Lol what abt when the toxic person is half ur class

    • @kay-pd5iv
      @kay-pd5iv 4 года назад +5

      @@analisee1136 i felt that omg

    • @Sofia-ssn
      @Sofia-ssn 4 года назад +3

      kaylynn you don’t need em honey. there’s a reason ur watching this. they’re bad for u.

    • @lightrayy
      @lightrayy 3 года назад

      Trust me it's so freeing to let go and sit alone

  • @MariaRamos-hs9fb
    @MariaRamos-hs9fb 4 года назад +755

    This is SO important. We should always look after ourselves and prioritize our feelings and wellbeing. Thanks so much ❤️🌿

  • @jiyaadesaii
    @jiyaadesaii 3 года назад +78

    Throughout quarantine, I've realized I used to make jokes that were kind of mean, and most of my humour was bringing people down. I said it was a joke, but that does not make it okay. Now I'm working on being an uplifting friend and leaving these habits in 2020.

  • @dobochobo
    @dobochobo 4 года назад +71

    that moment when i couldn't think of anyone that's toxic in my life right now.... and that's what we call a quarentine glow up✨✨✨

    • @cinnabonzz1014
      @cinnabonzz1014 2 года назад +1

      SLAYYY

    • @statvesquebear1561
      @statvesquebear1561 Год назад +1

      omg dobochobo

    • @Kirsten4260
      @Kirsten4260 Год назад

      This is me except I have no friends anymore lol but honestly I’d rather be alone than be around ppl that make me feel lonely

  • @laurafrench9102
    @laurafrench9102 4 года назад +164

    Also remember that sometimes you won't realize you made the right decision by leaving that friendship until YEARS later. I had a really upsetting friendship/endship almost 10 years ago and found the girl and her "Gretchen" were still talking about me behind my back and on twitter a few weeks ago. Definitely validated my decision. Great advice Nicole, and I love how you prioritize safety and boundaries!

    • @bellaheals875
      @bellaheals875 4 года назад +13

      they must be really jealous of you to still be talking about you.

    • @laurafrench9102
      @laurafrench9102 4 года назад +7

      @@bellaheals875 whatever their reason, I'm glad to not be around them anymore

    • @misaamane1758
      @misaamane1758 4 года назад +1

      ify

    • @ima.m.1658
      @ima.m.1658 3 года назад +3

      It’s upsetting that someone from your past would talk about you on a public platform like Twitter, years later and especially if any mistakes you had made in the past were when you were still young and were unintentional, and if you learned from the mistakes and have matured. Not to mention, it probably wasn’t one-sided either. (I am speaking from experience haha). People can grow over time and should be allowed to do that, and what the two of them did sounds immature and obsessive. You can’t move on or be content with your life if you don’t let go of certain things.

  • @biancagomes2115
    @biancagomes2115 4 года назад +570

    Im ur friend now, sorry for no options but ya we are so yay'

  • @lucyclark851
    @lucyclark851 4 года назад +147

    my mom called the mean girl friendships the "nanny mcphee effect" bc the mean girls almost always had personal issues they came to me to solve but were super toxic in return lol i feel this on a deep level (def cut them all out years ago and my standards on how ppl treat me are 📈 now)

  • @yothatsconcerning6338
    @yothatsconcerning6338 4 года назад +295

    Litterly i just ended a friendship with a toxic person, and to be honest i feel better they where draging me down and now I'm happy, so the lesson is nicky is always right.

  • @joana5645
    @joana5645 4 года назад +157

    ur our cool aunt who’s always there with advice and ready to chat whenever we need it

  • @maizamigliorini
    @maizamigliorini 4 года назад +70

    this is so creepy... I'm literally going through this right now and I was freaking out

  • @lauraskaggs1629
    @lauraskaggs1629 4 года назад +118

    Oh my goodness. Felt this HARD. I have this friend that I’m constantly worried about disappointing and arguing with. This helped so much

    • @lauraantonia5159
      @lauraantonia5159 4 года назад

      Laura Skaggs
      I feel that way about my older sister sometimes. But we’re in the same house and family so I can’t really cut her out.

    • @lauraskaggs1629
      @lauraskaggs1629 4 года назад

      Laura Antonia ya know, that’s alright to feel that way. But I do hope your relationship gets better ❤️

    • @lauraantonia5159
      @lauraantonia5159 4 года назад

      Laura Skaggs yeah, thanks. it’s slowly getting better.

    • @alexmax8137
      @alexmax8137 4 года назад +1

      Omg I had one of those friends and honestly, cutting them off was one of the best things I did

  • @glazebrat
    @glazebrat 4 года назад +71

    YALL IF U EVER NEED TO CUT OFF SOMEONE DO IT NOW!!!! NOWS THE GOOD TIME ITS QUARANTINE 💖💖💖 DO IT FOR UR MENTAL HEALTH 💖💖💖✨✨✨

  • @heyitslia4
    @heyitslia4 4 года назад +32

    I was friends with this one girl for about 10 years. She started to get into the wrong crowd and became very toxic. She then decided to spread rumors about me that were not true. I was hurt. So, I cut her off and blocked her on everything. I felt that if I wasn't going to be treated like a true friend that I should cut her out of my life forever. So I did. No regrets.

    • @lohaye3260
      @lohaye3260 4 года назад

      Me too, the best thing I ever did.

    • @amalsalim5601
      @amalsalim5601 4 года назад +1

      How /:

    • @heyitslia4
      @heyitslia4 4 года назад +3

      @@amalsalim5601 I will admit that it wasn't easy at all. I just believe that you need to do what's best for you. Let them think what they wanna think about you. In the end, it really doesn't matter. True friends will stay by your side and let you be yourself.

  • @yamile411
    @yamile411 4 года назад +39

    Proper timing, love. I just cut off a toxic friend.. and I was contemplating reaching out again. I won't be doing that

  • @isabellei6510
    @isabellei6510 4 года назад +26

    I was five seconds away from texting my toxic friend back. Thank god for this video

  • @shreyakashyap128
    @shreyakashyap128 4 года назад +20

    "ur the reflection of the 5 closest people to you" but if there are none then ur the real you and not the reflection of anyone else

    • @holisticallybug2757
      @holisticallybug2757 3 года назад +1

      But doesn’t that mean the Five people closest to you also hold you in there reflection so clearly your valuable when seen in someone else so why can’t you value you the way you would your 5 closest friends?

  • @ayshawaheed5874
    @ayshawaheed5874 4 года назад +15

    It took me so long to realize that I needed to respect myself, I wish I could’ve dropped certain people a loooong time ago

  • @varunkhullar7982
    @varunkhullar7982 4 года назад +37

    the moment i saw the title, i knew nicole read my mind ngl.

  • @lorenadelgado5302
    @lorenadelgado5302 3 года назад +46

    Time stamps ✨💓
    6:34 - how to get rid of the toxic friends
    8:38- be as respectful as possible
    10:21- formally end a friendship
    11:41- distance yourself from others
    16:30- outro

  • @supaultrasound
    @supaultrasound 4 года назад +62

    I was the toxic friend without realizing it, but as I grew older I started to realize I had a lot of anger/frustrations esp with my mom that would end up being put onto friends. It's sad how many friends I have lost. I wish I would've realized this sooner.

    • @reltubaird
      @reltubaird 4 года назад +12

      I understand this too well :c I hope you’re doing okay!

    • @julesoxana3630
      @julesoxana3630 2 года назад

      Hope ur doing alright💗

  • @TEDROS888
    @TEDROS888 4 года назад +24

    I want to be better at boundaries, having them and respecting them.

    • @lindsaydunn6699
      @lindsaydunn6699 3 года назад +2

      Same, growing up I was taught boundaries were mean, and now I'm trying to teach myself to maybe not? Do that? And put up and respect boundaries.

    • @bunnyearchic
      @bunnyearchic 3 года назад +2

      @@lindsaydunn6699 same im scared of saying no or telling someone something makes me uncomfortable.

  • @kortneycorrea8446
    @kortneycorrea8446 4 года назад +23

    literally, just cut a friend off yesterday lmaoooo we are on the same wavelength. ily!

  • @kowaichuu
    @kowaichuu 4 года назад +14

    this video was extremely comforting for me, i went through a bad car accident around December of last year, I broke my femur and was stuck in the hospital for a whole week. my “close friends” who I met through Instagram literally ghosted me after my accident, since I was the one who gave them rides to go to the thrift store, concerts or to just go anywhere they wanted. this tore me apart as a result, i felt so worthless and what made it even worse was they had the audacity to still interact with a boy who took advantage of me. it took me a while to accept what happened to me, and that my so called friends literally faked their support yet kept him on their social media’s to receive compliments from him? at first i felt like i was being mean for dropping them but technically they dropped me first by ghosting me in the first place when i went through the most traumatic event of my twenty years of living.
    thank you for making this seriously, this video brought so much clarity for me as i have had so many different types of friends over the course of the years and i somehow always find a way to excuse their toxic behaviors simply because i want to love everyone and everything unconditionally.

    • @natalyaporter5730
      @natalyaporter5730 4 года назад +1

      That sounds awful. I’m sorry that happened to you. I hope you’re doing better now.

  • @shaliekk
    @shaliekk 4 года назад +39

    "...or maybe you're the Karen, which in that case you are perfect"
    True

  • @jabbergingerart1253
    @jabbergingerart1253 4 года назад +100

    Oof relatable in middle school I swear everyone was toxic I was literally in every single friend group until there was nobody left that I could be friends with

    • @jabbergingerart1253
      @jabbergingerart1253 4 года назад

      @Sylvie Tchialeu yes I have amazing friends now I had some toxic ones but I got rid of them quickly

    • @jabbergingerart1253
      @jabbergingerart1253 4 года назад

      @Sylvie Tchialeu it got to a point where they really hurt me and I blocked them on social media and stuff and they obviously saw that and it kinda got awkward and that helped distance us so then I stopped talking to them and made friends that actually care

  • @Maja-hg2nu
    @Maja-hg2nu 4 года назад +8

    I was best friends with somebody (I wasn’t even her best friend

  • @monicaarcher885
    @monicaarcher885 4 года назад +7

    cutting off my toxic friends was the best thing I ever did for myself. they were manipulative and always wanted things their way. I let it go on for too long, but so I'm glad I finally did it ♥️ I did exactly what you mentioned, I wished them well, even though they still talked shit about me and subtweeted me. it got to a point where I wasn't even angry and just let it all go, and blocked them on everything :) for anyone wanting to let go of shitty friends, do it! do it! do it! it's not always easy, but putting your mental health and overall sanity first is the best thing you can do for yourself. your life will improve so much without toxicity in it ♥️

  • @usedtobehere02
    @usedtobehere02 4 года назад +6

    fighting (and even ending friendship) through text with toxic friends so they can't manipulate you with fake tears >>>>

  • @Harrypottermj7
    @Harrypottermj7 4 года назад +24

    The toxic friends I had in college taught me so much more about myself and allowed me to see who really saw me for me. I'm so glad you're talking about this!

  • @thunderbird1362
    @thunderbird1362 4 года назад +109

    I love one of *"THOSE"* videos lol

  • @sarahb3034
    @sarahb3034 4 года назад +50

    you're all of the parents that's just how it be

  • @nothingtoseehere2581
    @nothingtoseehere2581 3 года назад +3

    i’m planning to cut off my toxic friend group today. It has about 15 people in it so that’s a lot of “friends” to loose. They never invite me anywhere, constantly make fun of my appearance and call me boring when i literally talk to them. They’ve made me hate how i look, hate my personality and i always feel like there’s something wrong with me. They’re also VERY negative and some of them talk badly about someone and then become besties the next day. I’ve spent 4 years trying to earn their approval but i realise how sad that is so now i’m letting them go.

  • @roguejadent4ever947
    @roguejadent4ever947 4 года назад +81

    All of your fans love you (including me) you have so many friends and so many people that loves you. Also what can i say i am just too early

    • @roguejadent4ever947
      @roguejadent4ever947 4 года назад +6

      Omg i always thought that those comments were so lucky I can't believe how nikki nasty liked mine. I feel better! Thanks ☺️

  • @ievs2795
    @ievs2795 4 года назад +89

    “What kind of family relationship do we have?” me: yes

  • @erinmcloughlin3600
    @erinmcloughlin3600 4 года назад +6

    ugh cutting off toxic “friends” has been So good. I’m in such a good headspace since doing so!!!

  • @sorcellerie
    @sorcellerie 4 года назад +7

    I love how this video proves that "Mean Girls" are the most universal thing that has ever happened

  • @chlorox01
    @chlorox01 4 года назад +6

    Honestly, you remind me more of my cooler older cousin than anything else. We always have talks like this and she's always blessing me with her knowledge of life and advice on the world.

  • @Adriana-ji4ep
    @Adriana-ji4ep 4 года назад +43

    sooo guess who really needed this... ME

  • @emilyelliot4583
    @emilyelliot4583 4 года назад +5

    I had a super toxic “best friend” throughout high school and finally got the courage and self-awareness to drop her during senior year. She then tried to ruin my and my boyfriends lives. It was still the best decision I’ve ever made.

  • @kay671
    @kay671 4 года назад +5

    I just straight forward told her that I’m not gonna be friends with her anymore. Bruh she talked behind my back, and every time we planned a sleepover she made an excuse to not come over. I’m glad that I’m not friends with her anymore.

  • @xoxobirdy
    @xoxobirdy 4 года назад +14

    i have a friend who i don’t feel myself around and makes me feel guilty. weird thing is when i think about it, she’s actually a really good friend, i mean sure she’s done a few questionable things, but everyone makes mistakes. is there something wrong with me? why does she make me feel so bad?
    please reply, i have absolutely no idea what to do.
    ps ily nicky! please do more videos like this!

    • @rosamaenorton4828
      @rosamaenorton4828 3 года назад

      I’m 9 months late lol but i’m going through the same thing right now. I’ve “cut off” my friend but I’m considering reaching out to her again because I know she’s not the only one at fault. We both did dumb things that hurt each other but I’m afraid that if I go back she just will want me to apologize and won’t own up to what she’s done. But i feel like never talking to her again is really mean so idk what to do and i feel guilty for doing that rn. And then i remember how much fun we had and i’m like maybe it’s worth it to go back even with all the bad things? because we used to rly get along? but yeah girl legit same, recently i feel like i can’t be myself around her and i have to hide who i am so she doesn’t get her feelings hurt (like when me and a guy liked each other) and then she also made me feel guilty about that. Anyway i hope you’re still alive and see this lol bc I’m going through the exact same thing😂

  • @morgreeen
    @morgreeen 4 года назад +16

    YES another one of “these” I love it

  • @elizaschultz9716
    @elizaschultz9716 4 года назад +2

    Cutting of toxic friends is honestly one of the best things you can do for yourself! I did this and moved like 5 hours away from my home town for university, so much happier and have grown so much as a person 🥰 incredible video as always Nicole love from Australia as always x

  • @andriaprieto2922
    @andriaprieto2922 4 года назад +32

    i was literally just listening to your podcast and got so excited because you posted

    • @Sofia-ssn
      @Sofia-ssn 4 года назад +1

      I WAS DOING THE SAME OMGG 🥰

  • @danielleml
    @danielleml 4 года назад +17

    I literally was just thinking how there’s been no good content today. And then here you and bestdressed are posting 😭💗

  • @lolatrucchi8818
    @lolatrucchi8818 3 года назад +16

    be careful, some of these might be signs of your friend being toxic, but they might also be sign of you being toxic. for example : if you change your personnality around someone, it’s not necessarily because they make you feel like your personnality is not good enough, but because YOU think they wouldn’t like you if you were yourself. that kind of mindset is toxic not only for you, but will also damage your relationship with others. so, idk, all i’m saying is sometimes we play a part in the toxicity of a relationship without even knowing, and it’s important to be aware of that if we wanna improve and change :)

  • @Yvaia
    @Yvaia 4 года назад +1

    when nikki said think of a toxic person in your life now and I couldn’t come up with any... oof, shows that dropping some people after high school was the right choice

  • @samanthamez
    @samanthamez 4 года назад +18

    how did you know i NEEDED this you’re ab ángel for this

  • @Hellokarlaxx
    @Hellokarlaxx 4 года назад +2

    Literally the first video I watched from you was "how I stopped caring about ppl's opinions + how u can too" it just randomly popped in my recommendation and HERE I AM big fan already lol

  • @madelinekane4088
    @madelinekane4088 4 года назад +16

    time for the highlight of my week to be an advice video from my fellow virgo

  • @enxhihoxha594
    @enxhihoxha594 4 года назад +1

    This video really hit home for me. It took me up until mid-quarantine to realise that real friends aren’t supposed to ghost you and ignore you when you talk to them or make you feel like you’re going to cry when you’re with them and treat you like a background character. It really sucks bc these are the type of people I would surround myself with and now that I’m in college I have no one left, but I think future me is going to be happy to know the signs of a toxic friend and find people that actually care about me the way I’ll care about them

  • @alicia8239
    @alicia8239 4 года назад +6

    Nicole, you’re a true angel. I have been in so many toxic relationships lately. Your video is so helpful, I LOVE YOU

  • @nataliealexandraa
    @nataliealexandraa 4 года назад +11

    I had 2 small friend groups in high school, one I was the closest with (especially one girl in particular) and eventually hung out with more than the other group. But BOTH groups were the same toward me; I was always the one to initiate conversation and hanging out, I was the only one who checked up on them and no one checked up on me. I felt so lonely in high school and really the reason why was because I knew all my closest friends weren’t always there for me like I was for them. I had anxiety if I was alone on campus, I hated it, so I’d have to rush to meet them and if I wasn’t there immediately, they’d leave without me and I can’t just find them easily because I couldn’t text them and it was a big school. Also, with both friend groups, before we were old enough to get our licenses, my parents would drive us everywhere. Whenever we wanted to hang out, my dad was the ride. I felt like that was the only reason I was invited sometimes. Then when we were old enough to get our licenses, and a few of us did, I stopped being invited because I wasn’t needed anymore for the rides... I still hung out with them during school but didn’t really do much after school and nothing on the weekends. That was only sophomore year. Junior year, my 2 friend groups collided into 1 and again, I wasn’t invited to anything. Finally, in senior year I realized I was the only one texting them and no one texted me first. So I did an experiment, for a while I stopped texting them first. I wanted to see if I was right or if anyone would even notice I wasn’t texting them. And of course, no one texted me. No one checked up on me. I don’t think they even noticed I stopped. That was the last straw for me. I stopped hanging out with them at lunch. I ate lunch in my favorite teachers classroom and hung out with whoever else was in there. After high school, I didn’t talk to any of my “friends” I figured that door was closed. I was sad because I lost all of my friends and wasted so much time feeling lonely with them, when I could have found a different friend group. But with all that said, I still had some really great times with them freshman year at the very least. I had no friends, except for my boyfriend. I felt more lonely than ever because I wasn’t in school anymore. About a year after high school and I haven’t talked to anyone since, I get a text from the 1 friend I was closest with from high school. She asked me how I’ve been and if I wanted to hang out. I said yes because I was lonely and hoped she had changed. We hung out a couple of times just us, and then went on a camping trip with a small group. It was so fun and I was so happy to be back in my friend group. Then, we all made plans to decorated her house for Christmas and watch Christmas movies all night. She said she’d text me when to come over. I never got a text. I go on Snapchat and look at some stories, and they’re all there. I didn’t text her because I didn’t want to seem like I was intruding. I never heard from her or any of them again, it’s now been a year and a half since then. At some point in the last year the one who I was closest with unfollowed me on everything. I don’t know why. It kind of stung when I found that out. But I always felt unwanted with them even when I was invited (except for freshman year, our only good year) so that wasn’t good for my mental health. Every now and then someone will post on their stories that they’re with her and I miss her. Well more like I miss how we used to be freshman year. Today it hit a little harder for some reason. And then I come on RUclips and I see this video. This was recommended to me today for a reason. I unfortunately don’t have a lot of opportunities to make friends and I’m an introvert with social anxiety so it’s really hard for me to make friends even if I tried, so I still only have my boyfriend. And my family. I don’t really have friends since I dropped those people from high school. I don’t know if I’d call them toxic, maybe we just grew apart. Sorry for this super long comment, if anyone is reading this, hi. Thanks for reading this far...🥺

    • @thegrowingwings3982
      @thegrowingwings3982 3 года назад +1

      Less people = more peace. Trust me! This time friendship is just for sake of something selfish! Appreciate that you are a queen. Queens walk alone! You're strongest!

    • @shanee_tia
      @shanee_tia Год назад

      I’m so sorry you were used like that you didn’t deserve that at all 🫂🤍 I truly hope you meet someone who values you the way you value others

  • @tadeas_
    @tadeas_ 4 года назад +16

    40 people can't be first. so excited to watch this video!

  • @derekknight5007
    @derekknight5007 4 года назад +5

    Crying this is literally what I needed to watch today 😭

  • @meadowconser7935
    @meadowconser7935 4 года назад +6

    Watching this during my lunch break! I also really needed this today. I have a whole playlist of your advice videos and I put them on when I’m having a bad day.

  • @meohmya
    @meohmya 2 года назад +1

    I cut off two toxic friends and I don’t have any friends now but it’s honestly the best time of my life because I get to spend all of my time on myself. We’re thriving out here

  • @lanaaaa9171
    @lanaaaa9171 4 года назад +3

    is it just me or do you like how her vids are so calm and the lights are so dark and making you feel relax (;
    (we love Nicole)

  • @camilamorrar
    @camilamorrar 4 года назад +5

    The video I needed years ago😭
    It really helped me reflect on how my friendships ended, so I'm glad I consulted Dr Nasty🙆 Thanks✨❤

  • @black-rose4014
    @black-rose4014 4 года назад +11

    0:00 my best friend for 15 years (childhood friend and all that) ❤️ made fun of my appearance and personality and had superiority issues and now i have no idea what kind of person i am or what i look like👁👄👁

  • @shesustho2880
    @shesustho2880 4 года назад +1

    I recently left my VERY toxic friends and all I have to say is that it's so worth it. I spent way to long trying to convince myself that they would change or that I had to be better. But I realized that they wouldn't change and that it wasn't my fault. The only reason I didn't leave them sooner was because I was afraid of being alone. But you what? It's much better to be alone then to be with people that make you feel worst about yourself. So keep that in mind.
    Also would like to point out that we were best friends for over 5 years so it was even more difficult to leave them. If you have something simular going on where you think you want to get out of the friendship but aren't sure here's a question to ask yourself: Are you friends with them because of the actual friendship? Or because of the history?

  • @mehakverma7043
    @mehakverma7043 2 года назад +1

    She has never supported me in anything and she is always belittling me. And then she has the audacity to constantly insult me and then say “aww Ily u know I’m kidding”. Its not funny anymore. I think she genuinely thinks I’m lower than her. Whenever I have some sort of ambition, she’ll always be like “👀um ok, you’re gonna fail”. Like, I’m done. I don’t need her. I only stuck around with her because shes always down to hang out.

  • @jennelm
    @jennelm 4 года назад +6

    this week has been a crazy time but i knew today was nicole rafiee day and that made me happy :)

  • @susanpeters5873
    @susanpeters5873 4 года назад

    i really need to stop putting people who i feel threatened by down. this helped alot and i really needed this

  • @dakotak7415
    @dakotak7415 4 года назад +4

    I just recently dropped a friend making me depressed but thank you I needed this so I’ll keep this in case I find another toxic friend much love and support I’m new here muah!❤️❤️❤️

  • @altheagail9578
    @altheagail9578 4 года назад +1

    Hey nicole your videos really helped me through quarantine, before this whole thing exploded in our faces i was a huge fucking mess, i trusted people too easily,I feared judgement from other people, and i dealt with a toxic relationship, but when i found your channel i improved like ALOT i love how genuine you are and just wanted to say thank u you are trully the coolest aunt
    Love from the Philippines❤️🇵🇭

  • @youarenotsally
    @youarenotsally 4 года назад +5

    just today i was thinking about how i’d end my toxic friendships so this video is perfect for me now thank you 💕

  • @lanacharlotte2010
    @lanacharlotte2010 4 года назад +1

    every single friendship I've been in has been toxic in one way or another. I genuinely just want to have one person I can rely on and they can rely on me, no matter the time or place. I don't care about being in a relationship or finding the love of my life, I just want a friend to be there for me the way I am always there for everyone else.

    • @KylieAnne_
      @KylieAnne_ 4 года назад

      I hope you find your friend 🥺

  • @joshuathinkingoutloud
    @joshuathinkingoutloud 4 года назад +3

    I always enjoy your editing style. Or utilize a lot of retro stylistic choices in my edits. Typically I try to discuss thought-provoking concepts. You’re pretty entertaining though I must admit!

  • @Sammm24
    @Sammm24 4 года назад +2

    OH MY GOD I REPLIED TO YOUR STORY WITH THIS I NEED IT SO BAD I SCREAMED

  • @Ghost-ji2qn
    @Ghost-ji2qn 4 года назад +3

    I really enjoy your videos Auntie Nasty. I can't explain what about them makes me so happy, but they do.

  • @ihatebeingright9049
    @ihatebeingright9049 4 года назад

    Nicole once again proves she's is psychic by uploading a video I need most

  • @ryannm3634
    @ryannm3634 4 года назад +6

    This series should be called “how u can too”

  • @amandadaydreamer8252
    @amandadaydreamer8252 4 года назад

    you just give off that nurturing vibe=mom/dad/cool aunt leader of the group

  • @hstylesmalik
    @hstylesmalik 4 года назад +6

    damn nicole, absolutely perfect timing. i needed this lol

  • @admiringmbb7700
    @admiringmbb7700 4 года назад

    honestly idk how u do this but i started watching this video having a mental break down, like genuinely almost starting to panic, n just watching this gave me so much motivation-

  • @chiarapiavalenti7026
    @chiarapiavalenti7026 4 года назад +19

    and...what if this friend has nothing bad, but I just don't feel excited to see her? What if we were close but it was kind of a duty to hang out with her?
    edit: (talking about another friend) what if this friend I am trying to "break up with" is so close to a close friend of mine?
    Sorry for all the drama going on... btw I would appreciate a lot some advice ^^

    • @janahos
      @janahos 3 года назад +3

      start distancing yourself from those friends before it turns out toxic

    • @nellville
      @nellville 3 года назад

      People change.. either for good or bad. We all grow and we won't be the same forever. It's best you start mentioning changes like "I need some time off by myself" or "I'd like to focus on myself and future for sometime" and hopefully they would get a clue that you need to separate... or the simple easy way is to come clean about your actual feelings towards your friendship and how changing things would be for the better..
      Wish you good luck and stay safe dear! 💞

    • @chiarapiavalenti7026
      @chiarapiavalenti7026 3 года назад

      @@nellville Wow I've never received such good advice on youtube! Thank you very much for the time spent responding to me. That is a cute thing to do for a stranger! Take care : )

    • @calciumstealer2448
      @calciumstealer2448 3 года назад +2

      @@chiarapiavalenti7026 honestly, people are fluid. We like people then we dont, we're interested in this hobby and then we aren't. Dont stress, people grow and change.

    • @chiarapiavalenti7026
      @chiarapiavalenti7026 3 года назад +1

      @@calciumstealer2448 probably you are right, I stress over too much stuff 😂. It is time to let go, yup. Thnx 🥰🥰🥰

  • @neptunianights
    @neptunianights 4 года назад +1

    i'm literally watching this, while sitting in a bar, alone and having the best time of my life cause you uploaded. you just always manage to have such good timing!!

  • @rachelmarystringer230
    @rachelmarystringer230 4 года назад +19

    Mean girls is the Bible . Thank you for this 🙏

  • @wadnold123
    @wadnold123 4 года назад +1

    THESE are the types of videos I love to watch. Thank you for this. I’ve definitely experienced everything you mentioned in this video. And even being a bad friend. I used to be a horrible friend in middle school and I still reflect on that. And it was because I had quite a lot of shitty friends back then. I had like 1 really good friend who I felt so happy being with and I felt like a good person with them. But when I was with the shitty friends there was so much stupid petty drama and I like fed off of that and it all felt gross. And when I was with them they would lowkey bully others and I would be a bystander who would feel shit but wouldn’t stop the bullying. All because I wanted to fit in and not cause drama. High school was a whole other story where I was sick of being surrounded by all those shitty people so I isolated myself.

  • @thatweirdscienceguy9880
    @thatweirdscienceguy9880 4 года назад +12

    Me: wondering how the heck I don't have any toxic friends
    Also Me: wait... I don't have any. Period. We love social anxiety lol

  • @zeynepekinkoc8444
    @zeynepekinkoc8444 4 года назад +1

    Wow you should be so proud. People all over the world watches your videos. We love you girl!

  • @melie3054
    @melie3054 4 года назад +15

    Where all my proud lone wolfs at?!

  • @montanadoesthings
    @montanadoesthings 4 года назад

    Nicole is the monotone straight to the point bff we all need to help us whip our lives into shape

  • @kadehays9244
    @kadehays9244 4 года назад +7

    i totally needed this video i definitely should to cut out some friends

  • @filipasea
    @filipasea 4 года назад

    im so glad i’ve gotten over this type of dynamics a long time ago

  • @urrockstargf111
    @urrockstargf111 3 года назад +3

    the thing i struggle with most is not letting go of my friends but making new ones. i have had the same group of friends since 1st grade and during that time i didnt learn how make any new ones and i also have social anxiety so i honestly have no idea what to do-
    edit : its been six months since i commented this and all i have ti say is that i am no longer in need of lots friends. i realized that the person whose company i enjoy the most is myself and i am okay w having 1 close friend so yay

    • @Novinamarg
      @Novinamarg Год назад

      Hi, I think, I have the same problem as you. and now I'm experiencing it. how do you get through all of that? like, imean. how to cut them off. and how do u make new friend, when you cut them off? Sorry for bad english lol.

    • @urrockstargf111
      @urrockstargf111 Год назад +1

      @@Novinamargfirstly dw your english is perfect secondly a lot has changed in a year for me. i really recommend watching tam kaur's latest video and idk if this will help but first u need to see if you're introverted or extroverted. if you're extroverted i cant give much advice other than put yourself out there, yes it can be intimidating but as someone who has diagnosed social anxiety it gets easier. but if you're introverted u dont need to make a whole lot of friends and i am sure you'll be okay w a few close friends like me. firstly just identify someone who you want to be friends with and u think youd like. second just go up to them or message them. i know it seems like theyd judge u but most ppl rlly appreciate u reaching out to them. start with a casual hello and compliment them and ask them questions about themselves. do this w as many ppl as u want and see what friends u want to make. if this doesnt help then try making friends online. ( feel free to dm me if u want to)
      how to cut them off? that can be pretty hard but first u need to identify why u dont want to be friends w them anymore second try to distance yourself from them and if they ever disrespect in any way take that as an opportunity to tell them that they crossed your boundaries and u no longer want to be friends w them
      ik this might have not been very helpful maybe if u give me more info on your situation i can give better advice or like i said tam has a very well explained video on this too good luck :)

    • @Novinamarg
      @Novinamarg Год назад +1

      ​@@urrockstargf111 this! this is what i've been looking for all this time. Thank u so so much for ur best advice. I Will try to do ur advice. Also,yes, I would like to DM u to explain more about the situation to u, what's ur insta username?

    • @urrockstargf111
      @urrockstargf111 Год назад

      @@Novinamarg my main is currently deactivated but u can dm me on @yourrockstarrgf and I am glad I could help

    • @Novinamarg
      @Novinamarg Год назад

      @@urrockstargf111 thank u! thank u!

  • @waffles1295
    @waffles1295 2 года назад +1

    so many people yelled at me that i was toxic that I don't know if I actually am a good person. I'm really glad I don't have to worry about those people anymore.

  • @SomeOne-xd1cd
    @SomeOne-xd1cd 3 года назад +5

    lol my bestfriend texted me “i kissed ur ex” the same ex that i’m still in love with, and somehow manages to get mad at ME.. yeah that’s my life ;)

  • @ipsitachats
    @ipsitachats 4 года назад

    Ya wanting to be accepted is so relatable. i realize I try really hard to be friends with everyone because I feel like if I don't, no one will like me blah blah blah - but what I really got out of this video is that you have to start thinking about what YOU want, not the other person. PRIORITIZE YOUR OWN FEELINGS!!