It will always be December for me, no matter how many months filled with joy or victories I have. I will always have and have had a December, a month of failures, disappointments, unfulfilled promises, and abandoned goals. It is a period of tough and sad days. However, I will fight hard to make my December different and glorious.
Everyday is the same. This snowstorm in my mind is my cage. The blizzard blocks out all the sound except the voices in my head. I want to see spring but i think by then I'll be dead. I can hide my pain in a smile. But it will only last awhile. My eyes are a constant snowstorm. My heart so cold, but my pain takes many forms. The seasons around me change. But winter never ceases in my brain. This is my whole mind. Hope you all are having a good day/night. Byeeee
Something I wrote based off of this titled Pouring Rain: It's killing me. The sunless sky, the overcast, this hell, this empty place, this nightmare and it's always December here in my head. I see myself sink farther unable to run away from this. It's suffocating me. All I see is black and white, all I see is that I can't escape, the reason why I want to live is harder and harder to remember. It's a nightmare I can never explain and I tried so hard to be brave... It's always so cold here... It's always pouring rain and sometimes even snow when it's at its worst. In my head it's always winter, mid December. So cold, it suffocates me and I'd rather sleep because being awake hurts more. Don't you see the seasons aren't changing. Don't you see the seasons aren't changing here in my head. I've run so far yet still can't escape it. No one sees and it's killing me. I'm only free from it all when I finally fall asleep. No one sees and it's killing me. I tried so hard to be brave. I can't outrun this cold in my head. I can't escape from what's inside my own mind, my own head. I can't escape what's inside no matter how much I run or how hard I try... It's pouring rain...
No don't give up :( i am so sorry that you felt this way and it sure been hard for you. But if you give up it only gets worse so keep going and i promise you one day it will be better.Maybe it helps if you talk to someone.Hope you will be happy♥
I was in a toxic relationship with my best friend from childhood she was my first kiss and my first love She broke up with me then she decided to damage me even more by shattering my Heart. (NGL I'm Happy Without You In My Life.)
![[Nightcore] - Isolate ~ Citizen Soldier (Lyrics)](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/jmV_lf70f7U/mqdefault.jpg)
Been listening to this on repeat for 3 days now, really explains my mood
Feel that brother/sister 🤔😏
It will always be December for me, no matter how many months filled with joy or victories I have. I will always have and have had a December, a month of failures, disappointments, unfulfilled promises, and abandoned goals. It is a period of tough and sad days. However, I will fight hard to make my December different and glorious.
I'm not usually one to say this but somehow the nightcore version sounds better. It really puts the mood of the song into a proper tempo and pitch.
wishing i was dead, i was dead.... killed it !
Love this song, fantastic work!
I love this song
This is so good!! Love the song ❤️
i love the song
Love this song!
Yea when you suddenly start to do better then boom, back at square one 😅
I feel like this all the time
That's how life sucks for me. Every damn time I finally feel happy... BAM and I have a reason to cry again
When I feel better after crying all night boom I'm crying again
Love this🖤😔
Everyday is the same.
This snowstorm in my mind is my cage.
The blizzard blocks out all the sound except the voices in my head.
I want to see spring but i think by then I'll be dead.
I can hide my pain in a smile.
But it will only last awhile.
My eyes are a constant snowstorm.
My heart so cold, but my pain takes many forms.
The seasons around me change.
But winter never ceases in my brain.
This is my whole mind. Hope you all are having a good day/night. Byeeee
Never hesitate to color in the middle part . Be creative 🥰🥰
Always December ❄️😣
amazing
Great song and pic!!
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Something I wrote based off of this titled Pouring Rain:
It's killing me.
The sunless sky, the overcast, this hell, this empty place, this nightmare and it's always December here in my head. I see myself sink farther unable to run away from this. It's suffocating me. All I see is black and white, all I see is that I can't escape, the reason why I want to live is harder and harder to remember.
It's a nightmare I can never explain and I tried so hard to be brave...
It's always so cold here...
It's always pouring rain and sometimes even snow when it's at its worst. In my head it's always winter, mid December. So cold, it suffocates me and I'd rather sleep because being awake hurts more.
Don't you see the seasons aren't changing.
Don't you see the seasons aren't changing here in my head. I've run so far yet still can't escape it. No one sees and it's killing me. I'm only free from it all when I finally fall asleep.
No one sees and it's killing me. I tried so hard to be brave. I can't outrun this cold in my head. I can't escape from what's inside my own mind, my own head.
I can't escape what's inside no matter how much I run or how hard I try...
It's pouring rain...
Good job id love to listen to this if it were an actual song
Damn if this was an actual song, I would love to listen to it
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My birthday on December 🎉
Same 😂🎉
This is my life 10 years I have falt this way I give up
No don't give up :( i am so sorry that you felt this way and it sure been hard for you. But if you give up it only gets worse so keep going and i promise you one day it will be better.Maybe it helps if you talk to someone.Hope you will be happy♥
I was in a toxic relationship with my best friend from childhood she was my first kiss and my first love She broke up with me then she decided to damage me even more by shattering my Heart. (NGL I'm Happy Without You In My Life.)
I wear a Live 44. Magnum Bullet Around My Neck As A Reminder. I Don't Fear Death I Embrace It.
i wanna die haha
Life as a schizophrenic
Felt that cuz I am one