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DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Current Chemo Plan; ongoing
6 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
Carboplatin is now COMPLETE and I continue Alimta and Avastin
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
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The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.
Miss You amazing human:(
I miss you so much. Thanks so much for recording such difficult videos so we can still hear and see you.
I am a palliative care nurse. The right medication in the right dose will control your symptoms with minimal side effects. They definitely work and they work well. I have taken care of countless patients with severe pain who have been able to control the pain and enjoy their life. I can understand reluctance but the right team will help you. Prayers to you.
Agree. Dont suffer when you dont have to.
Totally agree; pain wind up occurs when standard level pain escalates super quickly if untreated then I think our body doesn’t heal if it has to deal with pain - too much going on! Please don’t be in pain and don’t wait too long before next thoracentesis 🤗.
My mother’s a palliative care/hospice nurse too and says the longer pain control is refused, the harder the pain can be to get under control. Basically she says the same as you. 💐
Nooooooo. You got this sweet girl
Amen to that!!!! Couldn’t have said it better!!! I suffer with bad chronic pain and I have to take my pain medication. I am grateful for the researchers that develop good pain medicine!!!!
Stage 4 cancer sucks! It is hard. All you can do is take one day at a time. You are so lucky to have a support system!
I am stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. My diagnosis was five years this December. I have been on oral treatment all that time and although my cancer can't be cured...it is controlled.
Sending you love...and understanding ❤️
As someone newly diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic breast cancer, it is wonderful to hear that yours is controlled and you're at your 5 year mark. That gives me hope that I too have a chance to hit that point. ❤
@@lilcookies6940 God bless you
Donna DelSesto and Lilcookies Sending you both lots of love 💗 💗💗
I’m so happy to hear this! My best has stage 4 metastatic breast cancer and people like you give us hope 😊 God bless you on your journey
Wishing you the very best, Donna. You too are a Rock Star
Panic attacks are awful. God hold you in His arms❤
This happened to me, I had rectal cancer & have had numerous MRIs cat scans, pet scans & about 3 weeks after my resection I had to get an MRI , they put in the IV got me ready put me in & I lost my mind, started screaming & crying they hurried up & got me out & had to call my husband to help me I couldn't even stand I was so panicked & hysterical. The tech said that it sometimes happens after so much in a short time. I went back 2 days later & was fine. Jen you are strong & brave, praying for you & fam! Warrior princess
Stage 4 colon cancer here. I’m so sorry you are going through this. I always say I do not know how we are not running down the street screaming at all times managing this diagnosis.
For me it’s the lack of a next step that begins the waves of terror. We must have hope to continue to push forward and when that is taken from us it is terrifying.
For me I have created a system that allows me to sit in these feelings, because my God how could we not have these feelings - but I create safety nets so I don’t get stuck in them. Your husband appears to be a very strong safety line as is my wife. I carve out time in my day to have conversations with my cancer and time for me to process any and all things cancer. Outside of those allotted times I repeatedly tell myself “not now we’ll chat at our coffee chat”. It helps me to address the terror, allow it to move through me and hopefully find a little peace in the day.
As for the pain I have gone a different route-I utilize RSO marijuana - OXY or morphine makes me feel gross and I don’t like where my mind is on it. The RSO dulls my pain, helps me to manage my anxiety and I put all my weight back on that cancer took for me.
Big hugs my friend. ❤️💪🏻🌈
I have never had cancer but I am 75 year old, a disabled surgical nurse with a 35 year history of chronic pain. Since age 40 I have had 7 back & neck surgeries due to degenerative disc disease which has caused me to have pain in varying degrees from very annoying to extremely painful. I was not a pill taker prior to this but I have learned that I need to do whatever it takes in order to enjoy my life. So I take prescribed pain meds when needed and sometimes it helps but not always. Jenny, you should just do what you have to so that you can be the mom, wife and woman that you are. If that means taking pain pills when you have pain, so be it. Take care of you! I love hearing about you and your beautiful family. Sending healing prayers to you and looking forward to seeing you again soon.
OMG! i haven't even finished the video- but just watched the clip of Kyle opening the Disney castle. He is like a big kid- the excitement on his face was adorable. Jenny, I love that you share you personal life with us. I'm a rather private person so I admire people who can put themselves out there. I'm sorry to hear about the panic attack. They can be absolutely awful. God Bless.
Pain medication, hell yeah. No point to harm the heart with excessive pain. Love U Jenny.
I can’t imagine how hard it is to be in your situation but at the end of the day you have a beautiful life . A helpful husband , gorgeous kiddos and you are a strong lady . No one knows what tomorrow brings . Cancer or not . No one is promised. All we can do is live everyday with love, hope, faith etc. i hope everything works to your favor one way or another. Y’all are the cutest family ! Your husband is lucky to have you as well.
Bless your heart. You are the sweetest Lady and a wonderful mother. I wish I could switch places with you and take all your pain, worry and sickness away.. I am 59 and I have lived my life and deal with a lot of pain. I am ready to go when God calls me home. Giving someone the gift of a long life would be something meaningful I could do in my life. My husband is dealing with lung cancer and I would do anything to take his place. I love you all so much. You are precious people and it shows.. God Bless you Jesus loves you.
I suffer from extreme debilitating panic attacks. Had to call the ambulance for one just last month. They are the most terrifying awful thing anyone could possibly imagine. I can’t even function with out daily medication I’ve had them since I was a kid. I’m so sorry you went through that on top of everything else your going through. I admire your strength and positive attitude and selflessness etc. you are amazing and I know you inspire so many! I’m praying God will give peace for your mind and rest for your body and relief from your pain and strength for your husband!
God bless you
I feel you hon. I have been suffering from panic attacks for the past 5 years. It’s debilitating and a monster that takes over your life. I called ambulances went to the ER countless times. Unfortunately I turned out yo be severely allergic to regular psych meds that they prescribe. The only one I can take is Ativan. Not supposed to be used as a long term medication but I literally have nothing else that I could take. Therapy hasn’t helped, nothing other than Ativan and since you don’t want to be “ out” constantly I have to carefully dose it and still experience severe anxiety. I miss my old life, the old me.
Yes, I understand, I also have anxiety disorder and have had panic attacks, not as frequently as yours, but they are terrifying. I now take Citalopram daily, it is often prescribed for depression, which thankfully I don’t have, but it is helped greatly with the anxiety. I also have low dose Xanax on hand if it should get bad. Meds do help, better than just making yourself suffer.
Hannah sorry you have such bad panic attacks, I have had them for years and my doctor put me on trazadone, it really has helped, but I know most people don't like taking prescription drugs with the side effects they cause. My blood pressure was spiking the 170 mark during panic attacks, another natural trick is to run your wrists under cold water and splash cold water on your face, try and distract yourself with something. I like you ended up in casualty at my local hospital with an attack, I thought I was having a stroke as had never experienced the feeling before. I get the odd one now but know how to nip it in the bud quickly.
@@leylag1466 I understand completely! Ativan is also the only medicine that helps me as well I’ve been through dozens. It does leave you a shell of your old self and sometimes I just cry because like you said you miss your old self! It really does take over your life and it is so isolating. People do not understand what you mean unless they have been through it. Unfortunately there is very little understanding/treatment because people who suffer from them tend to suffer in silence for fear of being misunderstood or embarrassed. I used to think it was just me but I now know it’s actually very common just not talked about! That’s why I was glad Jenny shared that part of her journey as well!
Wow, you are so put together. I would have panick attacks if I were you. My husband was just diagnosed with cancer and I’m scared every minute of the day, for him and me. How do I not dwell on it every second? How do you have good days? I think of you so often. You are wonderful people!
Hi Jenny, I suffer from panic attacks since I was a child. It’s really frightening when there’s no reason for it it just comes out of nowhere. You have a reason and a wonderful husband to get you through the terror That is a panic attack. I had EMTs come to my house numerous times wherever I lived. I’m sorry you are in pain and I hope that they can help you by draining the fluid in your lungs. I pray for you constantly. You are the epitome of grace under pressure. You’re just a wonderful person and life is hard. But life is beautiful too and you have your beautiful husband and children. I pray there is a cure for cancer soon. Every day the scientists are coming up with new therapies. Sending healing aloha your way
OMG what us wrong with you ,ok you get panic attacks how dare you you talk about yours !! You don't have Cancer !!
I also have suffered from panic attacks since I was 20. I have been on medication for it all these years, and I am 74. I know it is addictive, but I take only what’s been prescribed, and I will always take the medication, because panic attacks are scary, and debilitating. 5 members in my family has the same disorder. God bless
I pray for you Jenny. I pray for healing.
@@nancylowery4504 what a mean thing to say, I thought her post was very kind! Think before you post, are you building someone up or tearing them down with your comment 🙁
@@nancylowery4504 u have no idea who has & has not had cancer that posts here ! Go be mean somewhere else this is not the place for it
Those feelings are SO valid....even to 'emotional hangover' the following day...so accurate - it just drains you. Im sure Kyle was a rock...total respect to you Jenny - you handle it all so so gracefully. Love from Scotland x
I loooove the Disney castle! Thank you for showing us!
What a Beautiful Disney village castle present!!
Hi Jenny, I'm sorry you are having panic attacks & in pain. You look pretty in your dress. My partner is in hospital with a post op infection. Watching him projectile vomiting & in pain made me appreciate what both you & Kyle go through. It's horrible watching your loved one suffering & the emotions as the person watching can be overwhelming. You just want to take the pain away for them. Love & hugs to you both & your family. Sending healing vibes to you Jenny❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Hi lovely Jenny - Tiffany in the UK posted today and she’s having a frightening time as well right now. You’re both amazing women. On the pain relief front, I say go for it. It’s available for a reason but I respect your reservations. If it doesn’t work so be it but if it works then that has to be a good thing for you and your loved ones.
Sending love 💕 prayers 🙏 and hugs 🤗 from across the pond 🇬🇧 😘xxx
I follow a Tiffany as well. Such a sweet young lady!
@@karenkane3220 Absolutely Karen and like Jenny so brave and also surrounded by a loving family.
How fun that someone sent the Disney Castle, so thoughtful and great for cheering things up, perfect timing. You are brave and strong, but we all have moments when things get to be too much and you need to let the stress out. Don’t be afraid to ask for a mild prescription for an anti anxiety med to use when you need it.
Hi Jenny, I have been waiting to hear from you!!!!. I just love the way you share with us: Medical appointments, romantic dinners with Kyle, reading to the kids or just simply talking to the camara while sharing with us your fears and pains. I have never enjoyed someone on RUclips like I enjoy you both.
I can perfectly understand your sudden panick attack. You must have all those fears you describe. But things could also go really well and the targeted therapy could give you lots of time and better quality of life. The more research I do, the more success stories I find, so many more than I initially thought!!!!!
I’m so sorry you had a panic attack! I deal with them too and they are scary, sending you prayers and hugs Jenny! 🙏❤️
Hi Jenny, I suffer with anxiety & Panic Attacks, I guess they are the same to me. I have learned after 15 years, how to deal with them, I know now whe they start,I have to tell myself that I am fine, like you held your daughter is the best thing, as long as you can touch and feel things and focus on visual things, it stops them, within an half an hour, I start to feel better. My doctor also has me take a Xanax, which I only take if necessary. I will continue to pray for you, 🙏💗🙏
I have had those attacks and it is exactly like you describe. I'm so sorry you had that horrible feeling. Remember, anxiety is usually about a fear of things that MIGHT happen in the future; not what is REALLY happening or what is reality. It's terrible, I know. I try to remember if I say 'what if' then it's not a worry that is actually happening and it's anxiety instead.
Well said!
I always see people posts videos about Cancer and they seem so positive and uplifting it is very important to see your honest reactions because not everyone can react like all positive. I've been sick (not with Cancer) since I was 23 and I definitely relate to your anxiety. Make memories. As many as you can while you're hurting.
You have an amazing family. My husband looks after me like kyle does you. Ive just been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue syndrome and long covid to top it off. I have panic attacks when i go out on my own. Im now getting help to get it under control. But you inspire me so much, to see the good in life. Im learning so much off you, thanks for being you and im sending lots of love, prayers to your beautiful family xx
Have you read Gabor Mate's book "The Myth of Normal"? He talks about the connection between emotional issues/trauma and physical illness/disease
Of course that was a perfectly normal reaction, Jen. It's your minds way of getting everything negative out. Released now, you can breathe again. You are so inspiring and, like ripples in a pond, you have no idea how many lives you are touching during your hard fought battle. Love you, Jen. ❤️❤️❤️
Jenny, let me just say, panic attacks are just cruel and I am sorry you experienced some. They are the absolute bane of my existence until I literally just had to stop being afraid or I was going to take a heart attack from worrying and trying to control the uncontrollable. Anxiety medications only exasperated the issue and really need to be mindfully taken in moderation. Therapy helped me more than I ever thought it would and I highly suggest having an outlet allowing you to sit and experience all the feelings. Then you take back control. You have every right to be scared as anyone would. I pray you get to a place where you feel more in control again sooner than later and have faith in it all coming together as it should. You are so tough and gracious. Keep fighting sista! 🙏🤍
Thankyou jenny showing what emotions and fears we have when we're on this horrendous journey
It’s so good to see your smiling face Jenny! I’m sorry that you’re dealing with panic attacks and pain. I’ve certainly had my share of both over the last 20 years. Honestly I found the right combination of medication‘s to help me with both and that’s the only way I can make it through the day. I do think you need to talk with your doctor about pain medication. I think you have a very responsible reason for needing that medication. It will allow you to take a bigger part in your children’s lives and have better quality time with Kyle too. You’re in my prayers daily… Sending love to you and your sweet family 💜💜
I love it - never flossed! Jenny, you always find that glimmer of light to share!😊
I think about and pray for you everyday. It’s so unfair. I can’t believe all the pain and torment you suffer. But you make the most of every single day and are such an inspiration!!! You will get through this!!!!! ❤
Hi Jenny, I start with the last you said, pain medication. What I know about pain is, don’t let the pain prevail. Because then you have to take more medicine! That is what my doctor said to me, I need morfine almost every day.(😊I’m not a cancer patient.) Your panic attacks are going the same way. You don’t like to talk about it all days. And then it’s a big heap you can’t survey. Then you need a little thing and then you feel awfully, it’s going to run and there’s no end.
I think you are a very brave and strong woman, and you can be proud of yourself. I think You’re afraid for the future. It’s different than and a lot of new things. You don’t know how that will work out.
A whole letter. Stay strong ❤I’ll keep on praying. If you aren’t in the mood it’s okay. I pray every day. 🇳🇱🙋♀️
I’ve witnessed your story first hand as my husband had stage 4 metastatic renal cell! You are doing AWESOME! Stay strong friend, God be with you and your family🧡
Jenny..You are a super amazing person.. You are a mountain of strength..You are carrying so much..Its OK to get scared and sad some days.. You have the Best Husband in the world..A sweet son and the cutest little girl there is.. You cant always carry the weight of the world on your shoulders ..Even the strongest of people fall sometimes...Its called being human..and You are an exceptional Human being and inspiration.. I follow every video and pray for You daily..I feel you are a friend.. Keep up the good work ..I think the new plan of care is a positive for You..Much Love!!
Panic attacks are awful miserable and the pits
Still praying you through this big hugs ❤
I suffer from panic disorder and that alone is not fun. Added to all you have going on, it must be unbearable! Continuing to pray!
Hi Jenny, you are sooo brave, you are fighting against this terrible cancer soo adorable, best wishes for you and your family 🙏🤗
Hi Jen, I live in the UK and have been following you of late. You are an inspiration to us all with your beautiful smiley face and positivity and strength. You are however allowed to rant and rave when you need too just stay strong you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Thank you for sharing your journey with us, it's opened my mind to how much cancer affects people emotionaly as well as physically. You're such a strong lady but it must be so tough to deal with at times. I will continue to pray for you and your wonderful family. love from England xxx
I’m praying God heals you and that your cancer goes away. Pray for a miracle. I’m so sorry you have to deal with this while having to stay strong for your family. Hugs
Hi Jenny, I have been on serious pain medications, Fentanyl and Oxycodone for over eighteen years and am very grateful for the pain relief they give me. I am also on Lactulose so that I have no issues with constipation from these medications. I could not have survived all of these years without these medications for my chronic pain syndrome and am very thankful for having found great pain specialist doctors to help me. There is no reason to suffer through pain when there are pain medications that can help and other medications that help prevent any possible adverse side effects from them. I get to enjoy every day mostly pain free with no other side effects and truly hope that you too will take pain medications to help relieve your suffering with pain. I also pray for your complete recovery and wish you and your family all of the best. ❤
I’ve been in severe pain for over 25 years. Chia seeds mixed with water and coconut milk helped me to stop the lactulose. Hope this helps. It truly has helped me immensely. Best wishes.
@@debramorrissey8670 Do chia seeds help you go to the loo? Must it be with coconut milk do you think? Thanks in advance.
@@debramorrissey8670 Thank you for the tip Debra. I am going to try it.
Thank you for sharing your lovely mother's day. Such a beautiful family and may I say you look so pretty in your gorgeous dress. Prayers for your scan ❤
Hi Jenny, I’m from New Zealand. My sister had a rare form of lung cancer non small cell adenocarcinoma with (ALK) positive. She also had brain Mets and had three of the four she had at the time dealt with surgically and the other one which couldn’t be removed had radiation. She couldn’t take chemo for her type of cancer. She was on a targeted therapy. Firstly alecnabib then after the brain Mets was changed to loratnibib. She had pretty much all the symptoms that you have described. She loved a good massage but it is NOT recommended for patients of lung cancer as this can help to spread the cancer. My daughter is a beauty therapist and is not allowed to do any massage on people with. Certain types of cancer, lung being one of them.. I love watching your videos and Thankyou for sharing your story with us. Your family are utterly adorable. And your hubby is such an amazing bloke. You guys are just a lovely sweet family. My sister took morphine for pain. Some days better than others. Everyone’s cancer journey is their own personal story. 🦋🦋🦋🦋
Kyle is such a good guy. I cant even begin to understand your panic...but i do understand panic attacks. Always remember ...it passes. You dont stay in that state forvever....it helps me sometimes... have fun with the games. Its so fun playing games and it takes your mind off stuff for a bit. Postive thoughts always!
I'm with you on that one I do not like taking pills of any kind
Panic attacks can be awful, but Kyle seems like the best person to have around if you're having one. I understand where you're coming from with the pain med issue. I'm stage 4 metastatic breast cancer, and I am very cautious when it comes to taking pain meds. This is mainly because I feel like if I can't feel the pain, I may be missing a new symptom or a current symptom getting worse. I was only diagnosed in August of this year and I definitely don't know what I should be doing or feeling yet. I am very thankful for your video's though, they give more hope than you may realize. ❤
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Awe love the Disney castle! Seeing y’all so happy and hearing the Christmas music makes us smile big!
I’m happy to see the pain is better today ❤ Sending you lots of hugs (as always!) Always in my prayers, your friend Jennifer 🤗
my love as a cancer survivor who has been through so much pain physically, mentally and emotionally i can feel you my love. i honor you and your sufferying my love. I honor you for your courage, your pain and i honor your fear. I love you with all my being.
I am sorry you are having to go through all of this! Know we are praying for you and thinking about you. Sending hugs❤
Jenny you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I admire your strength and courage and you give me inspiration everyday. You’re and amazing mom and women. 🙏💕
Hi Jenny, Love you lots. I was an RN for 42 years. Many years in Oncology and also in hospice. I have multiple myeloma, with many fractured bones throughout. I was wondering when you would bring up the subject of pain. I hate to sound critical of my old profession. But much is to be desired when it comes to pain management. No way would we leave our patients suffer. Patients are treated as potential addicts, or become drug dealers ourselves. There is a big difference between drug dependency and drug addiction. The side effects can be handled, and usually subside after few days, once the body becomes use to the drug. Doses are started slowly and carefully titrated up to get above the pain. Once that is accomplished , something is ordered for break thru pain. Please connect with a good pain management team. I k ow there is alot more info and new meds and treatments on this matter , but being 77 years young , I have been reading alot about patients with all kinds of problems, and many many bring up their pain. Years ago there was a push to blame the drug problem on patients. Along came the government with many rules for the doctors re pain management.
So the patients have gotten the wrong end. Do speak up and let your needs be known. The quality of life greatly improves when pain is well managed. Thank you for sharing this video. I have been troubled with this issue for a long time. And you have given me a chance to finally speak up. Keep up your good work. God bless you and your family. Love, Peace, and Joy. Claudia
You’re very brave Jenny. You deserve the world. Bless Kyle and your children. They’re so kind and caring. You’re doing a great job really. You just have to be how you feel each day and it’s ok. Love from Oz.
Hi Jenny 👋
I suffer panic attacks and can relate, sending u lots of good healing vibes I will look for you on insta I'd luv to share some advice about the panic that's really helped me.
I don't often comment on RUclips
But u really are something else.
One of the nicest most humble caring unique people iv ever come across, ur illness ain't got a patch on u. Ur seriously incredible, The luv u have for your children is completely selfless iv noticed what an amazing mother u are and u are a wonderful wife too of course.
The world needs more people like you in it. I believe u have amazing things coming up for u, keep keeping on and it's good to get things off your chest so u talk as much as u need to.
Sending u big massive luvs from the UK 🇬🇧 xx 💙🌼💙🌼💙🌼💙🌼
I hate the "What ifs"......sorry you felt this way. I admire you despite this for I know how strong and honest with yourself and your family and us you are. We all are for you!!!! Lots of love, J.
I’m with you. Don’t like pain meds. They make me feel weird. Praying for you and your family.
Sorry about your panic attack. Best thing is to talk about your feelings. Getting it out will help you. Keep fighting. You are amazing. ❤️❤️
You are blessed with Kyle. He is blessed with you and the babes💕. Sending prayers and support in your journey💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻
I hate pain meds to….however sometimes we need them….🙏🤗❤️👍😊
Please don't be afraid of them when you need them. Praying for you.
Loves and hugs from a stranger but fellow mother and person who cares. You can do it - all you need to do and accept or not accept and fight. I know because you are clearly a loving person who cherishes the moments with your loved ones and so generously shares yourself and your love with them and us and so many others. That’s the ultimate best goal in any situation in life, I think. Virtually all of us are going to go through terrible, painful, scary, and seemingly unbearable experiences at some point and often many points in our lives. But so many of us cannot find a way to go through it with so much love and generosity as you do. I think it’s your superpower. This life is so hard sometimes when we come up against things that are awful and that we can’t fully control. But you show us all how we can deal with those times with love and generosity and grace. Thank you. I wish all the best and healing and long and wonderful lives for you and all your loved ones.
Hi Jenny and Kyle,
I just discovered you guys a couple of weeks ago…….may it encourage you to know that this stranger in Canada cares and prays for you every day! Hugs from Trudy in PEI, Canada
🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎Jenny Apple🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎
Hi!!! I'm 61yrs old and I've had panic attacks since my 20's. I also have a lot of health problems that cause bad pain. I've come to realize, that there's no reason to let ourselves suffer if there's help available..... whether it's pain, anxiety, depression, etc....For so long, I felt like I had to suffer so people would see that I'm so strong and brave. Finally, I realized that it didn't matter what they felt because at the end of the day, they hadn't been the one that had been suffering so much that day. Long story short....I experienced and learned, that only I knew what I needed and what works for me and that all my pain and suffering was not gonna make me Wonder Woman. 🍎Jenny Apple, you're awesome!! You have (at least) a bazillion people cheering you on!!
Jenny dear…those panic attacks sound awful to have to get through. So happy for you that Kyle was able to help you through it all. ❤️ You are such a beautiful woman, mother, wife, aunt, daughter and sister!
((Hug)) Praying for conquer over cancer.
What music do you like? Music helps me sometimes when I get anxiety. Please don’t wait too long before you get the pain under control…( I’m an old nurse so give advice freely… even unsolicited🤣)
Panic attacks are brutal, Jenny. I admire you being able to get through them without meds at this time. Girl you are so strong, beautiful and unstoppable. I have to be medicated for my anxiety, it’s like a beast trying to swallow me whole. Cancer sucks so bad.
Much love, 💋
You're definitely one brave woman! Thinking of you!! 🙏🥰
Jenny, you are one of the strongest women I know. You are truly an inspiration to all who are battling this terrible disease. You and your family are in our daily prayers and I go to church everyday to light a candle and pray for you. Gods Blessings to you and your family Jenny.😊
I'm so sorry that happened to you. God, put Kyle exactly where he is supposed to be, on this Earth. He has a beautiful soul. You look absolutely beautiful! 🥰
I know panic attacks are horrible, been there too, BUT you got this!!! The mind is a powerful thing so it's ok to give yourself time to relax and get overt it on your own terms and what works for you....... Sending you prayers and hugs❣️🕯️🙏..........I don't like taking pain medication either, but sometimes it's worse if you try to deal with the pain cold turkey, your blood pressure can go up because of the pain and even your heart rate can beat too fast. Taking it as directed without over medicating, is definitely the way to go, you don't want to add more stress to your body as it is.🌹
I hear you about pain medications. Once you start they are hard to stop. Your body gets used to having a medication to stop the pain that it gets lazy and stops producing dopamine. In order to get the same relief that your body used to do you will now need pain medication to do the job. They also cause constipation and they cause your vascular system to clamp down. I have had my experience on and off narcotics for pain. While it is very hard for me to deal with my pain at times without medications, it was still worth it to stop them. Now i pull into myself with meditation to help deal with the pain. It is exhausting to be in pain. There is no right or wrong answer. You have to do what works for you and gives you the best llife can offer. Just wanted to share my experience with pain medication. Sending you love. You are such a beautiful woman inside and out. Love your personality and what you share with us. You have a beautiful family.
Oh sweetie I know what you're saying about pain meds I have been on them a log time I hate taking pill but gives you better quality of life I just take enough to take the edge off still have pain but i can handle it better you're a real trooper God bless you an your hubby is a real earth angel nice to see a rea man your both are amazing
You have two beautiful children an your amazing parents
With love an up most respect from Grants Pass Oregon
You make me feel better about everything. Thank you for sharing your experience.
You are so srong! My cancer was away for 3 years and now it is back again.... but I am almost 66 years
Please don’t let yourself suffer, don’t be afraid of pain medication! Take them as needed. It’s ok! 🥰
Hi Jenny I suffer from panic attacks and anxiety had this bloody disease for 25 years I taught I had dealt with it but out of no were pow can’t breathe sweat dizziness feel sick feeling I need to run I have learned true the years a panic attack can’t kill you they will pass ❤
Im glad you started to feel better!
You’re such a lovely positive happy person ❤ best of luck hun x
Kyle cracked me up on this video with the castle. LOL
Soldier on "BRAVE GIRL" sending you positive thoughts and hugs Ann
I also suffer from panic attacks and it's the most out of control feeling, ever. I've learned to work at focusing on something else and that helps. Along with a good back rub from my husband 🥰. I'm glad Kyle is taking such good care of you 💞 As for pain meds (I've also had cancer), they're good to keep on hand and just use them on particularly bad days. Also, combining the tylenol with ibuprofen works better than either one alone. I wish you all the best!
Hi Jenny. Keeping you in my prayers!! ✨✨
Thankful for your moments of relief. Feel the same about pain meds as you do, but do not allow yourself to go too long in-between without some relief. 😉❤🙏
A thought that helps me when I need to take pain medication is thinking about the toll pain takes on your body and nervous system in having to manage that pain. That can be more damaging than taking pain medication as prescribed.And your body is already under stress going through cancer. I think you might be doing yourself a favor by taking it and allowing your body to use the energy pain would take and use it for fighting the cancer. Most doctors are not inclined to prescribe pain medication these days so if they do, you likely need it. If you notice any side effects just keep in good communication with your provider to manage them or try another medication for the pain. You are so loved, Jenny!
Jenny I hope you feel better soon. I love a good heating pad. Lol! ❤️🙏🏻
You are remarkable and absolutely precious. Wishing the world for you and your family 💛
Oh my goodness I can’t even fathom what you’re going through. You have a lot going on and I cannot imagine the ups and downs.❤ your feelings are your feelings, no one owns them but you🫶 your faith in God will sustain you through the ebbs and flows🙏 Sweet girl have a blessed night🌸🌸Otis and me🍂🍁🍂 Massachusetts.. I have been sober since 1988, so I’m real careful with pain meds but taken as needed they will concentrate on the pain and nothing else don’t put yourself through this.
The hangover is an adrenaline dump I get this after a meltdown. The remedy for panic attack is focusing on love. Love from your family but more so God’s love. Years ago I had panic attacks and I said to God couldn’t cope with this and the room filled with so much love, crazy amount of love so much I couldn’t contain it. Never had a panic attack again that was back in 2004. Hope you can have this experience too. Much love jennfree
I think you are amazing Jenny. All the emotions you have I think it would be very normal. I pray that the cancer is all gone. You hang in there you sweet lady. ❤ I thing you are so brave, God Bless.
Hi Jenny, I deal with a lot less than you do and I have had several panic attacks in the last month. I noticed that they do come on really suddenly it seems like you’re fine then all a sudden you just get terrified. And believe me, I can understand where you’re coming from and I don’t blame you for being scared. I’m not sure they’re panic attacks but they might be since you definitely have caused to have periods of fear. I would probably talk to someone about them to see if there’s anything they can do in case one comes on. I’m praying for you!
I've had panic attacks ...so awful ...but you and your family are amazing ...wonderful and sweet. Keep up the good fight, sweet girl 💕
Sooo Sorry Ms. Jenny! Panic Attack’s can be Terrible! You are in my Prayers & all your Family! Have A Blessed Day! 💖💕❤️❤️🙏😇
I love your little remedies to help with pain. That massage thing looks great and hot packs are also great. When I was having severe back pain I would use the hot pack. I love massages but I don’t have anyone here to give me one.
Jenny we are all here for you and praying you are not alone never will be❤❤❤❤
I cannot tell you how much I enjoyed seeing Kyle reacting to the Disney castle!! I'm curious--if you were one of the Disney princesses, which would you be and why? By the way, you inspired me and I had my hair cut short and I love it. Have a great week!
You are in my prayers ALWAYS. Love the nails!!
Ahh Jenny that Disney castle we were just looking at yesterday in Costco uk it's beautiful!
How lovely someone sent u it so kind of them eh but you and your lovely family deserve nice things to cheer u up, thinking of u darlings sending Geordie land hugs ♥️♥️♥️♥️🇬🇧xxxx
I suffered for 15yrs. With panic attacks. Through prayer’s and realizing I’m gonna be okay. Helped me❤
Praying for you Jenny❤❤❤❤